Yes, it doesnt need to be just parents. It can be bullying by students or teachers, mental illnesses, and other reasons or events that doesn't always have to be family
Yes, thank you!! I’ve grown up in a toxic environment (school and online) since I was just a child (5) and I still am but I’m trying to cope with it. It has screwed me over in all places.
So true.... Parents tried, but relatives, teachers(some), seniors and the worst.... Classmates. Peer pressure is a real confidence crusher. Everything just adds up to make a disaster.
I live fear My parents are divorce I have a hard time believing love I did not have a lot of friends I could not trust people they always betray me I always get blamed Im so destructive and break everything I always have guilt I have a hard time managing emotions I always have rage and can't control it sometimes I always have wierd thoughts that hurt me I felt like I was a bad kid But this video help me a lot thank you very much thank you 😊
Attention Future Parents: “What I learnt from this is to raise children that don’t have to recover from their childhood” Edit: Whoa didn't realize this wud be such an impactful statement. Thanks for visiting me too guys :-)
@Depressed Knower At least your not alone. It’s sad but there is more people dealing with family issues. But yeah so hope everyone has a nice day/night at least:)
☘️6 signs you have a toxic childhood ☘️ 0:26 you live in fear 1:08 you have lost your sense of self 1:43 you have a hard time believing in love 2:25 you are quick to blame yourself when things go wrong 3:07 you have a hard time managing your emotions 3:48 you are very self-critital . If you have a toxic childhood, I hope you can heal. Remember that you are great. ❤️
Thanks for the summary :D Uh anyway i need a help, my subscription notification went wrong and didnt show Psych2go subs notif, i checked all the settings and i already turn on the notification bell, can someone help me or have same issues?
Even as a grown-up that's pushing close to 30 I still find it hard to believe in love because I've witnessed so many bad relationships and marriages. That and it's gotten to the point where even a lot of my friends have given up trying to pursue a relationship - and many of them are older than me too.
i relate to almost all of them- and these things arre still happeneing now and i feel the same way like i had a really good childhood but im only victimising myself it feels weird
@@m1les_live899 I also used to think I had a good childhood. Alot of repression happens in truama especially with family truama. Probably Neither of you are self victimizing instead your probably just realizing that you deserve to be treated better. At least that was my experience with stuff like this Cuz I used to say stuff like that all the time
I experienced everything in my childhood, yelling & cursing from my mother & coldness, rage, & physical punishment from my father, there were never hugs, kisses, or I love yous said or seen in the house. I grew up without ever having a say & constantly punished & put down by both of my parents, as an adult I deal with anxiety, depression, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, extreme shyness, off/on low self esteem. I tend to try my best to please the people around me & help any way that I can if possible despite how I was raised.
You'd think having signs of love would be any better but in the end you just grow up to have trouble believing in the sincerity of love expressions from anyone.
Oh well. Almost 60 and all these fit my childhood and a few right now. Thats why i had to cut the ties a long time ago. I don't think we ever really fully heal. There will always be memories that will linger. But we can try our damndest not to pass this on to our children and grandchildren. Breaking the cycle is the best we can do for ourselves and our children.
@@Emi_Tempi thanks for opening up and so, that's strong, you will never live like that forever, and I believe if something bad happens to you the good will happen..but not the opposite, WE LOVE YOU, STAY STRONG, LIGE IS BEAUTIFUL, your parents don't represent it. Other than that maybe try dealing with them, maybe you're wrong, or just refusing the good?
@@rahmahassaf2275 certainly the latter because nobody around me shows me any "good". Imagine comming with a pillow to class and crying, nobody says a word about it. That was me today because mentally I was on a all-time low again. The teacher atleast asked me to come out of the room and after that I got a bit of help. Enough to get me home and somewhat stable again. I have many many bad thoughts and it aint easy dealing with them, I often also question what is real and what is fake because I am blessed/cursed with real imaginations. I really need mental help and I hope I get it as soon as possible(been waiting for months now.... still no space for me)
I needed this so much. I have 1 toxic parent and 1 emotionally distant one. I always relate to these videos so much. I am currently in the process of distancing myself from my biological family and instead leaning into my Found Family. Also, therapy is a big thing rn
Sending love and hugs ♥️ i know its very hard, but once you cut contact or at least have only low contact with them you will feel so much better. Speaking from experience. You are beautiful and strong human being, love yourself!
@Jenny Jakka Teachers were often the worst. They not only allow bullying, but actively participate in it. They pick favorites and least favorites. I was always one of the hated. Once I was into correspondence school I aced it due to the fact that it was impartial. You never meet the teacher.
@Jenny Jakka I know. And it wasn't like you were a bad kid or did anything wrong. They just do. I was a deeply hated kid. And when you are hated, the best you can hope for is to barely pass. I wrote what was a terrific essay on Tut and got a 52 on it. In shop we made hand crafted wooden boxes. Mine was wonderful. Mom still has it on her mantle. He gave me a 60 for it. Later on as I said I aced correspondence because there was no teacher to meet to hate me. And years later I aced an extremely difficult networking course in college. Your marks don't define you, and you must never let a teacher or school in general make you hate yourself like it did me for many years.
All my childhood was, was toxic and I constantly felt like a burden when I was younger and I didn’t feel like I got much support from my parents,anything I would do or like they were against . I also remembered having a family friend who sexually harassed me but I don’t feel trauma because I didn’t realise it was wrong at first. Your kind words make me feel stronger, I love this channel and how it brings insight on mental health issues and more, it’s very informative and helpful, I really enjoy the content :)
1) You live in Fear 2) You have lost your sense of self 3) You have a hard time believing in love 4) You are quick to blame yourself when things go wrong 5) You have a hard time managing your emotions 6) You are very self-critical P.S. Homer Simpson-good call with referencing.
Thank you all... I've had a difficult experience of childhood and now I am in my mid 40s had very few interactions with others for many years after escaping a toxic situation of "home life", just feeling worthless. Finally found someone who choose to love at about age 25 ... I was lost inside myself... i have no offspring...often still get caught up in my trauma... but made a decent life but its so true how hurt stays with you for a life time... but your videos make me happy so all I can say is thank you...i have chosen to give better than I got....your videos are a great reminder of the positive feelings that do exist... bless you
I don’t know who needs to hear this but I love you, you didn’t deserve to be treated that way when you were just a kid, and you are the most special and unique person in the world to me. I hope your journey to self love goes smoothly! 🥰
Thank you so much. I really needed to hear this from someone because it makes me realize that even if the ones who I know don't care about how I feel, the ones who I don't know do. I'm actually going through this since I'm a child still and I hope I can recover one day too. Thank you, much love ♡
@@-DumpsterFire I second it. The things you experienced in your childhood are not your fault, and you didn’t deserve any of that. I’m proud of you for still going, and I care about you and wish you the best
Honestly I'm currently trying to get into a safe situation away from my family and I remember being like 14 and watching videos like this because it made me feel like mabye I did deserve better and it really helped me understand that what was happening wasn't normal and that you aren't supposed to be afraid everytime you go home lol
Yeah I also though it was normal until watching these videos-I cried the whole night because the pain of self blame and self hate were starting to disappear and I realized it wasn’t my fault -I was also angry that I never saw it sooner ,that my environment was toxic and not one bit of normal ,but I think it was my brains coping mechanism,”just keep on going ‘ I never lingered on bad parts/episodes of intense verbal and sometimes physical abuse and the next day I would act normal- but now I face consequences as it’s my finals starting the end of this week and mentally I’m at one of and if not the lowest ,as though my brains shutting down lol -hopefully when I distance myself next year illl be able to get help and heal as my brain is so messed up -but I’m going to push through this last 2 months of my finals 😬 sorry for the random long comment 💖
what hurts the most is caring about your family but not feeling like you love them and knowing you can't confide in them either. It's as if you're living under one roof but somehow you're still never there for each other. That is a lonely life to live.
Yep... But how do i get out I wanna cut all contact with them But i just cant let them go Cuz even though they were toxic and abused me physically/verbally and emotionally the weirdest oart is that they truly did love me despite it and we always got along after but they still do it
I'm 19 yrs old, and still my childhood leaves me in tears 😔 it was so frustrating for me and I invalidated all sorts of toxic things occured to me and try to be happy... But... 😶 "It is what it is " now I had developed a strong belief now that I'm not capable of being loved 😞
One of the saddest things from a toxic family is realizing the day you have one and that everything is not your fault ,but also it comes with you feeling alone ...it’s unfortunate even here in the comments ,we all will never truly understand the extent of each other’s pain or what we all went through...as someone who’s got her finals for 2 months starting this week then will (hopefully) leave home to study elsewhere...please know your not alone-life sucks and none of y’all deserve this ,I never had anyone for so many years and acted like everything was ok and as tho my life was perfect and a facade -it backfired big time and I’m here now ,just before my finals ,lost with who I really am and my mind is lost -I’m going to focus on my goal and get out of this hell ,don’t ever give up and keep going and pushing ,-stay strong ,it will get better❤️
I’m always trying to be the funny man in any group and use every opportunity to try and get a laugh. The other day my friend called me out and said that my need to be funny was indicative of childhood neglect and that I was trying to get attention. It felt like a punch in the gut and I couldn’t help withdrawing for the rest of the day. Needless to say I may have some unaddressed issues.
Living as a child in a toxic environtment It's either make you wiser or the opposite, both options make you more likely to be an easily depressed person
How true. All of my life, I’ve seen that a lot. My late mother with mental issues. Messed up grandmother. And more. I have moved away from toxicity trash.
I can relate to this so much I even started crying. I didn't realise how much of damage is on me. Thank you for this. I am on a journey for my healing and this helps a lot.
I had all of these 6 signs in my childhood, but they faded away through the years as I understood that I am the only one who can help myself and care about myself as much as possible.
I relate to most of this. I'm aware I am broken and even though I don't follow in my parent's footsteps (or at least I think I don't), I don't intend to contribute to creating another broken individual. The wheel stops turning with me.
As the eldest of 3 boys roughly 4 years apart in age each, if I was in the house or had any knowledge of something that happened between my siblings, I was always the one "Who should have known better." When I commented that when I was their age, it was 'this' way, I would get blown off on a good day and told that "We (parents) were still learning with you and it is always hardest for the eldest, so stop complaining." It wasn't until many years later that I could look at it and see it for the Toxic it was/is. I do my best to avoid discussion with anyone in the family. They all see me as a failure and refuse to look at me through any perception other than the one that has always been projected onto me. "I am smart and could do anything, but am waisting away doing nothing and feeling sorry for myself." Background on me: I deal with depression, GAD, ADHD, and am high functioning on the Autism Spectrum. When given credit for any of these it is only the first and I am told "I just need to push myself and make myself do things that will make me feel better." Needless to say, I am no more understood 30 odd years later than I was as a child.
I relate to all of these I used to think I was victimizing myself cuz my parents always denied doing anything. Or denied noticing, but after a while I learned that it’s not my fault and it’s no one’s business to tell me how I felt or went through
It feels like most of the good parts of my childhood came from video games, having good times at school, watching cartoons, and finding music that I still love to this day.
i-i can’t describe how this made me feel. i do have a toxic childhood, and i’m not happy. i don’t have any friends nor has had any good time with my parents. i don’t know what to do.
Man, after watching this video I was hurt. So much came out of it. I really do appreciate you making this video and not just this video but making this channel as well! I would love to be around you all who are on the journey to self-care because I really am tired of being lonely and having to feel lonely around people. I'm just really tired.
My mom is overly kind, to the point even if my aunt is lying to her my mom will give her a large amount of money. My dad is very selfish. He has a different view over people, he always thinks everyone has a bad intention and thats why he uses his intellect to expose them or just really hate them. They only say I love you when I cry. That's the only time I get affection I've grown up confused about morals. I dont know when I should stop giving or when I should stop being overly selfish. No matter what choice I make one of them becomes dissapointed.
@Elma Haider I hope you're coping well dude, kinda hard for me, but soon enough everything will turn out better for us, _or just yeet them to the nearest river jk_
It's good you got it off your chest. I really hope it will get better for you . I'm similar to you guys and struggling with my own demons . Keep on going strong as u can. ( A little weak time is ok and needed ). All the best very best guys.
It's toxic. 1. Almost completely. 2. I feel emotionally disconnected when I'm with my "family." 3. I do, kind of. 4. Really quick. 5. It's better to hide them. 6. Sometimes.
I just turned 15 a few days ago. Today, 2 years ago me and my mom left dad's place. It isn't a official divorce but just separation. Due to this I got completely excluded from all my friends. Though I went through counselling for 2 1/2 years and I was told that I don't need it right before lockdown, I still feel lost. Your videos help a lot !!!! Thanks 😊
I can totally relate to all of the points in the video as I had a toxic childhood. I first realised it from a video by the channel "The School of Life". It opened my eyes and I realised why am I the way I am. I have extremely low self esteem to the point that I sometimes question why my handful of best friends even talk to me? I feel like a nobody. Like I don't deserve to have anything. That I should be happy with whatever I get. I feel very weak mentally. I cry easily. Anything even small goes wrong, I start crying. I am an introvert and I don't want to show my weaker side to others. I have no courage to say NO for anything in my office. I accept whatever I get. Please somebody help me. If you are going through the same because of a toxic childhood, how are you dealing with it? How are you becoming mentally stronger? I am 24 years old, and I am still unable to cope with it. Please help. How do I become more self confident and stop crying so easily? I am actually crying while writing this comment as I feel so miserable.
Hey girl. I just wanted to say while I might not have the answers to those questions, I can at least relate to how you feel and there's people who are willing to listen to you. I understand bc I feel that way too. I just wanted to let you know that you're heard and I'm here for you
@@sneha_2005 You know, you and me and everyone commenting under this video or even just watching this video, we're all in this together. Sounds so cheesy but when I'm feeling super miserable I just remind myself that at least I know there are others who are in it w me. Hope I helped you in any way!!
All. Ive grown out of a little of it, having lived with my husband for almost a decade. He has helped me so much. ♡ Also, the animation reminded me a bit of Ponyo, and I loved that. ♡
Thank you, thank you for helping me in understanding I’m not alone. I watched all of this video and connected with everything but I connected with point 5 the most. Having a hard time managing emotions, I ended up googling it and childhood emotional numbness and I actually cried, a lot, because I’ve always felt horrible about not being able to connect with others when they’re upset, I’ve always felt numb talking or thinking about my childhood. Or when my mum or dad were deadly sick I felt horrible about not being able to feel sad about it, but empty. Thank you
I had a toxic childhood and now att 22 I finally got to talk to a therapist, it helped me alot and Ofc it's gonna be rough talking about ur feeling and stuff happening to you that u been hiding for years but I promise it's worth it, u just have to find the right therapist that really listen and care
this is the first video that ever made me cry. I even have all the signs and the stuff is still going on till this day. I do wish for all of this to stop but my dad won't even acknowledge or doesn't care about changing.
*Relates to all of these signs* It’s okay, I’ve gotten over it and I’m now feeling a lot better. Never really knew I was going through so much and feeling a whole shit ton of emotions. Thank you for making this video and helping me realize that I wasn’t crazy
I wish that now that I’m older I could’ve guided my younger self through all the pain and difficulties. But somethings are really hard to change when you’ve only grown up in a place where everything should be done a certain way no matter what goes on it’s your fault. It hurts.
3:07 As a 6th grader myself, I, and still, will never control my emotions. But when it comes to conversations and what kids are gonna do on the weekend with they're (I hope I used "there" correctly, I am sorry for my grammar") parents, It makes me feel bad and makes me break out into tears. I had 2 fathers and my mom and my mom's boyfriend fought when I was only four. I now live with my grandparents but the thing is, never let things push you down in life. You all are beautiful in your own ways, and I won't want that to change.
Thing that's affected me the most, is growing up realizing that almost all of my family have been doing nothing but giving me back handed compliments. It's gotten to a point where I'm considering moving to another city and cutting them off. As a kid, I could tell they weren't being too too sincere about those compliments but when I got older, especially after I had a bit of a mental breakdown and stayed in my room by myself for close to a year, I came out of it seeing people and their flaws big time. I asked myself "were they always like this?" and then it kinda clicked to me that yes, they were always like this. Or at the very least became that way after my parents split up, so I guess my dad and my sister have done something to convince everyone that all I'm worth for to them is to be insulted like some whipping boy because they need someone to take their problems out on.
I actually did kind of have a toxic childhood, except it wasn't my parents fault, it was my brothers. For whatever reason, I always felt the need to harrass and critise me for every little thing I did. This went on from our childhoods, all the way through our teen years. It really held back my growth as a person.
Psych2go....this is making me cry rn but let me tell you THIS IS A VERY SUPPORTIVE CHANNEL/COMMUNITY. Thank you for your team, your work and your support
started this video thinking that i probably wouldn't be able to relate to all 6 signs but after watching................. i think i had a toxic childhood. but it's nice knowing that i've already discussed pretty much everything in this video with my therapist. the automatic guilt is still troubling me today... so hard to learn to forgive myself.
I am going to therapy because of that and my therapist is now doing the "re-parenting-therapy" with me where I am being put into a mediative state and I have to think about me being 3 to 8 years old and live through this version's eye. and then I have to envision my current self being next to me , the 3year-old self. This older me version is talking to me very nicely and caringly. Like she is a parent of mine. She is hugging me and saying me that she loves me (older me to the 3 year old e.g.) and there is such a strong and beautiful feeling coming from inside. REALLY. i feel a bit recharged and powerful after this re-parenting therapy. talk to your therapist about that kind of therapy if you are interested in that and you are dealing with traumatic pasts and anxiety
Heyy, I just uploaded a new video on anxiety, I would really appreciate if you could check it out and leave me some feedback. If you don’t have the time or if you don’t want to, that’s okay too. Thank you and have a nice day.🥺❤️
Living in fear was my childhood all the way through my college years and early years in my career. Also I didn't have much confidence in myself. I'm working through trying to feel more confident with self affirmations. I did too much self-criticism. I sometimes still find myself falling back on it.
me: I'm just gonna see if I really did have a toxic life or if I'm just faking it all. P2G: *All of what you said* me: *in tears* oh... yay... I wasn't faking after all...
Damn, this made me cry. I can relate to sooo many of these.. I'm lucky I found your channel, you are such a huge part of my quest to attaining the life I want & deserve..! I might be 37 but it's never too late..! Something you guys have made me realize, and for that: I love you guys! 💙💚🖤 Thank you a million times for all your effort, videos, all of it 😻
I can relate. Sadly very strongly. To summerise it briefly. Parents argued quite a lot and at some point started to live in seperate rooms Father abused alcohol and was basicly absent in my life. Even now I have a sense of disconnection from my familly. I dont like talking to them about anything. I am emotionally numb at present and when thinking about childhood. Also I used to take various anticonvulsants since 10 years old. Currently stuck on carbamazepine. Likely some psychologial side effects. Cheers. Have a better day
Same my parents are homophobic They are so...problematic They don't understand me and my sister My sister deals with depression and anxiety my parents ruined them sometimes even I said few bad stuff to her but as I'm growing up I'm understanding the situation and I want to help my sister and myself But my parents are not doing the right thing . they are just blaming my sister and I told them don't do that . they say that they are just helping her but they are not. And my parents don't understand my sexuality I'm bisexual girl. They always think that I'm lying but I'm not lying about myself. My parents aren't bad guys but I hope they might understand me and my sister.
I'm 16 and I bloody know that my parents don't love eachother. I literally don't know how can I love my future family. The loveliest I can think of is not being around just so that if I ever got annoying my family wouldn't be disturbed.
I'm 22 and I still have most of these signs even as a married adult. Especially the first sign about fear. I grew up fearing making mistakes because I know what my parents would do to me and that shit fucked me up so badly as an adult. I always want to do my best so I could please/feel appreciated by them and avoid being a disappointment but sometimes it's just acceptable to their standards. I couldn't socialize well because I'm afraid of saying the wrong things so I ended being quiet most of the time in social events. I think about everything before I do something because I didn't want to do the 'wrong' thing and it gave me so much anxiety. Because of my childhood I became unhappy from time to time because I felt something was missing inside of me and that fear was controlling my mind most of the time. I just wish my parents would understand that and know how I feel.. I know parents are your king and queen so you should respect them and NEVER hurt their feelings but idk... sometimes I get bitterly jealous when I see other parents caring and loving their children cause i want that too y'know. Anyways thanks for reading. Have a good day.
Yup they fight all right and also used to hit me and throw me out of the house when I was like 7. I am much older now but I will never forget that. It's like a permanent scar. They say it's for "disciplining" me but it just made me crazy. I keep doubting myself and dont like myself. I blame myself for everything and 100% of the time feel guilty. I used to dream of becoming an adult fast so I could move out and live in my own house alone I hope you all are safe and healthy! You'll can share your problems here! I'll be happy to listen or help in any way❤
This hit me hard, I just ugly cried because I knew before I even watched this video that I had a toxic childhood. Don't think anything can change or heal that for me. Tried talking with a counselor but it doesn't do much good. Talking about your problems only goes so far. I think I need meds and behavioral therapy.
This video said it, This was my child hood threw and threw. Took me years of therapy and am still working on myself and fighting from the inner self hate. One day at a time. :)
I can relate to all of these mentioned in the video. I have been staying away from my parents for about a year now and I'm in my best emotional shape of my life. The last thing I want is they come here to stay with me, which I can't imagine.
Heyy, I just uploaded a new video on anxiety, I would really appreciate if you could check it out and leave me some feedback. If you don’t have the time or if you don’t want to, that’s okay too. Thank you and have a nice day.🥺❤️
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This lady’s voice makes me feel safe and want to cry at the same time
Hush Hush ikr like it feels really personal lol
Yea really
Yeah! Very calming
@@RB-ts2eg how did you comment 3 months ago
Honestly, it makes me feel like someone actually cares, I'm not used to it
sometimes it's not just parents, but also teachers and the kids we grew up with. man, they were nasty, impolite, and cruel.
Yes, it doesnt need to be just parents. It can be bullying by students or teachers, mental illnesses, and other reasons or events that doesn't always have to be family
Yes, thank you!! I’ve grown up in a toxic environment (school and online) since I was just a child (5) and I still am but I’m trying to cope with it. It has screwed me over in all places.
Yesss
So true.... Parents tried, but relatives, teachers(some), seniors and the worst.... Classmates. Peer pressure is a real confidence crusher. Everything just adds up to make a disaster.
This is so true.
I already knew my childhood was toxic.. I just wanted to watch scenes from my life with a lovely voiced narrator.
We are a glutton for negativity. At least i am even tho I really hate it.
The Homer Simpson part was funny tho!
It's sad that many ppl here had a toxic childhood :(
haahahha same
I live fear
My parents are divorce
I have a hard time believing love
I did not have a lot of friends
I could not trust people they always betray me
I always get blamed
Im so destructive and break everything
I always have guilt
I have a hard time managing emotions
I always have rage and can't control it sometimes
I always have wierd thoughts that hurt me
I felt like I was a bad kid
But this video help me a lot thank you very much thank you 😊
Same... I'm still a child tho
Attention Future Parents:
“What I learnt from this is to raise children that don’t have to recover from their childhood”
Edit: Whoa didn't realize this wud be such an impactful statement. Thanks for visiting me too guys :-)
Absolutely. 😊
What I learned from my parents:
*True fear*
I learned not to trust others and it’s better to be alone
@Depressed Knower At least your not alone. It’s sad but there is more people dealing with family issues. But yeah so hope everyone has a nice day/night at least:)
@Depressed Knower You are the Truth Knower 💖🌟
my childhood wasnt a toxic one, it was a nuclear-biohazard.
It came to a point that even I dont know who I am.
Me too..
Same
My Childhood was also Nuked by a very big bomb
My childhood was nuked so hard I wanted end myself
"As a matter of fact I had a terribly traumatic childhood. But afterward I sort of reraised myself".
Michael Gruber,
yeah. healing the inner child is our own responsibility once we've grown up.
I relate to that
Yeah I relate to that heavily...
Yep, my childhood is toxic
Mhm... same here
Same
Same
Same
Worst part is knowing that it will effect you for the rest of your life
☘️6 signs you have a toxic childhood ☘️
0:26 you live in fear
1:08 you have lost your sense of self
1:43 you have a hard time believing in love
2:25 you are quick to blame yourself when things go wrong
3:07 you have a hard time managing your emotions
3:48 you are very self-critital
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If you have a toxic childhood, I hope you can heal. Remember that you are great. ❤️
Thanks for the summary :D
Uh anyway i need a help, my subscription notification went wrong and didnt show Psych2go subs notif, i checked all the settings and i already turn on the notification bell, can someone help me or have same issues?
Even as a grown-up that's pushing close to 30 I still find it hard to believe in love because I've witnessed so many bad relationships and marriages. That and it's gotten to the point where even a lot of my friends have given up trying to pursue a relationship - and many of them are older than me too.
@@treznopresto4878 I didnt got notif too, and it always happens to me, but not all the time
ty I’m ur 300th like 🧍♀️
Thank you
Idk if I'm just victimising myself or I really had a toxic childhood lol, because I do relate to few of the signs shown here
i relate to almost all of them- and these things arre still happeneing now and i feel the same way like i had a really good childhood but im only victimising myself it feels weird
@@m1les_live899 I also used to think I had a good childhood. Alot of repression happens in truama especially with family truama. Probably Neither of you are self victimizing instead your probably just realizing that you deserve to be treated better. At least that was my experience with stuff like this Cuz I used to say stuff like that all the time
***Number 6: You’re very self-critical***
same idk if it really is toxic or im making it out to be toxic
Same
I experienced everything in my childhood, yelling & cursing from my mother & coldness, rage, & physical punishment from my father, there were never hugs, kisses, or I love yous said or seen in the house. I grew up without ever having a say & constantly punished & put down by both of my parents, as an adult I deal with anxiety, depression, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, extreme shyness, off/on low self esteem. I tend to try my best to please the people around me & help any way that I can if possible despite how I was raised.
Remember you are loved and deserve the world💗💖have a great day/night✨💞
I understant you ı living same stuuf
I cant turst pepole they sey iam cold and numb
Same omg
You'd think having signs of love would be any better but in the end you just grow up to have trouble believing in the sincerity of love expressions from anyone.
@@unknownfact4466 right, it's hard to trust if people are being authentic
Oh well. Almost 60 and all these fit my childhood and a few right now. Thats why i had to cut the ties a long time ago. I don't think we ever really fully heal. There will always be memories that will linger. But we can try our damndest not to pass this on to our children and grandchildren. Breaking the cycle is the best we can do for ourselves and our children.
And I’m only 15......
I stay away because I am afraid I will be toxic to them
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My parents!... Well now I am here to tell you I guess.
@@Emi_Tempi I hope you are okay ❤❤how can I help ? You're not alone!
@@rahmahassaf2275 Cant really help me, but thanks for the offer. I am not doing ok but I hope I will soon
@@Emi_Tempi thanks for opening up and so, that's strong, you will never live like that forever, and I believe if something bad happens to you the good will happen..but not the opposite, WE LOVE YOU, STAY STRONG, LIGE IS BEAUTIFUL, your parents don't represent it. Other than that maybe try dealing with them, maybe you're wrong, or just refusing the good?
@@rahmahassaf2275 certainly the latter because nobody around me shows me any "good".
Imagine comming with a pillow to class and crying, nobody says a word about it. That was me today because mentally I was on a all-time low again.
The teacher atleast asked me to come out of the room and after that I got a bit of help. Enough to get me home and somewhat stable again.
I have many many bad thoughts and it aint easy dealing with them, I often also question what is real and what is fake because I am blessed/cursed with real imaginations. I really need mental help and I hope I get it as soon as possible(been waiting for months now.... still no space for me)
I needed this so much. I have 1 toxic parent and 1 emotionally distant one. I always relate to these videos so much. I am currently in the process of distancing myself from my biological family and instead leaning into my Found Family. Also, therapy is a big thing rn
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Sending love and hugs ♥️ i know its very hard, but once you cut contact or at least have only low contact with them you will feel so much better. Speaking from experience. You are beautiful and strong human being, love yourself!
SMw here bro same here and take care
This channel helps me understand a lot of society
How totally f-ed up it is?
@@PhoenixtheII well how is “society” fd up exactly?
@@usernamehere2411 Not going to drag you from lala-land... If you don't see it...
i am happy there exist good people like this, who are trying to help others.
"how was your relationship with your parents?"
john mulaney voice: NOW WE DON'T HAVE TIME TO UNPACK *ALL OF THAT*
"When you feel alone in a crowd is when u realize u feel unloved." - ME
I relate to all of these hardcore. But, I don’t feel like I had a very bad childhood, and I feel like I might just be victimizing myself.
You've just said the words of my mind woah
Ya same
Exactly
Sameee
Me too
I have a toxic childhood that's why I isolate myself to others
Then we pretend to be happy but deep inside we're dying
@Jenny Jakka Same but it's with my two sister im alway the one doing "mistakes"
Same
Same.
I relate to all of these, BUT I had good parents. School bullying and mental illness is what f*cked me up.
Having a rough childhood doesn't always need to be because of parents. That is a valid reason
@Jenny Jakka Teachers were often the worst. They not only allow bullying, but actively participate in it. They pick favorites and least favorites. I was always one of the hated. Once I was into correspondence school I aced it due to the fact that it was impartial. You never meet the teacher.
@Jenny Jakka I know. And it wasn't like you were a bad kid or did anything wrong. They just do. I was a deeply hated kid. And when you are hated, the best you can hope for is to barely pass. I wrote what was a terrific essay on Tut and got a 52 on it. In shop we made hand crafted wooden boxes. Mine was wonderful. Mom still has it on her mantle. He gave me a 60 for it. Later on as I said I aced correspondence because there was no teacher to meet to hate me. And years later I aced an extremely difficult networking course in college. Your marks don't define you, and you must never let a teacher or school in general make you hate yourself like it did me for many years.
Mental illness and bullying is what created a toxic childhood for me. And watching my parents fight each other.
@@inori_shiki How are you doing now?
All my childhood was, was toxic and I constantly felt like a burden when I was younger and I didn’t feel like I got much support from my parents,anything I would do or like they were against . I also remembered having a family friend who sexually harassed me but I don’t feel trauma because I didn’t realise it was wrong at first. Your kind words make me feel stronger, I love this channel and how it brings insight on mental health issues and more, it’s very informative and helpful, I really enjoy the content :)
1) You live in Fear
2) You have lost your sense of self
3) You have a hard time believing in love
4) You are quick to blame yourself when things go wrong
5) You have a hard time managing your emotions
6) You are very self-critical
P.S. Homer Simpson-good call with referencing.
Thanks
*I am the one blamed for something, and I do not like it*
Thank you all... I've had a difficult experience of childhood and now I am in my mid 40s had very few interactions with others for many years after escaping a toxic situation of "home life", just feeling worthless. Finally found someone who choose to love at about age 25 ... I was lost inside myself... i have no offspring...often still get caught up in my trauma... but made a decent life but its so true how hurt stays with you for a life time... but your videos make me happy so all I can say is thank you...i have chosen to give better than I got....your videos are a great reminder of the positive feelings that do exist... bless you
I don’t know who needs to hear this but I love you, you didn’t deserve to be treated that way when you were just a kid, and you are the most special and unique person in the world to me. I hope your journey to self love goes smoothly! 🥰
Thank you, darling! 🖤✨
And to you as well, if you've been through something similar. Thank you
Thank you so much. I really needed to hear this from someone because it makes me realize that even if the ones who I know don't care about how I feel, the ones who I don't know do. I'm actually going through this since I'm a child still and I hope I can recover one day too. Thank you, much love ♡
imma have a hard time accepting this complement
@@-DumpsterFire I second it. The things you experienced in your childhood are not your fault, and you didn’t deserve any of that. I’m proud of you for still going, and I care about you and wish you the best
Honestly I'm currently trying to get into a safe situation away from my family and I remember being like 14 and watching videos like this because it made me feel like mabye I did deserve better and it really helped me understand that what was happening wasn't normal and that you aren't supposed to be afraid everytime you go home lol
Air hug
Yeah I also though it was normal until watching these videos-I cried the whole night because the pain of self blame and self hate were starting to disappear and I realized it wasn’t my fault -I was also angry that I never saw it sooner ,that my environment was toxic and not one bit of normal ,but I think it was my brains coping mechanism,”just keep on going ‘ I never lingered on bad parts/episodes of intense verbal and sometimes physical abuse and the next day I would act normal- but now I face consequences as it’s my finals starting the end of this week and mentally I’m at one of and if not the lowest ,as though my brains shutting down lol -hopefully when I distance myself next year illl be able to get help and heal as my brain is so messed up -but I’m going to push through this last 2 months of my finals 😬 sorry for the random long comment 💖
@@amiatiny7005 replying two years later, but how'd your finals go?
what hurts the most is caring about your family but not feeling like you love them and knowing you can't confide in them either.
It's as if you're living under one roof but somehow you're still never there for each other.
That is a lonely life to live.
Agreed. Almost like everyone in the house is just a roommate.
Literally how I feel 😔
Yep...
But how do i get out
I wanna cut all contact with them
But i just cant let them go
Cuz even though they were toxic and abused me physically/verbally and emotionally the weirdest oart is that they truly did love me despite it and we always got along after but they still do it
I'm am now officially convinced this is just a call out channel where everybody is getting called out
I'm 19 yrs old, and still my childhood leaves me in tears 😔 it was so frustrating for me and I invalidated all sorts of toxic things occured to me and try to be happy... But... 😶 "It is what it is " now I had developed a strong belief now that I'm not capable of being loved 😞
One of the saddest things from a toxic family is realizing the day you have one and that everything is not your fault ,but also it comes with you feeling alone ...it’s unfortunate even here in the comments ,we all will never truly understand the extent of each other’s pain or what we all went through...as someone who’s got her finals for 2 months starting this week then will (hopefully) leave home to study elsewhere...please know your not alone-life sucks and none of y’all deserve this ,I never had anyone for so many years and acted like everything was ok and as tho my life was perfect and a facade -it backfired big time and I’m here now ,just before my finals ,lost with who I really am and my mind is lost -I’m going to focus on my goal and get out of this hell ,don’t ever give up and keep going and pushing ,-stay strong ,it will get better❤️
I’m always trying to be the funny man in any group and use every opportunity to try and get a laugh. The other day my friend called me out and said that my need to be funny was indicative of childhood neglect and that I was trying to get attention. It felt like a punch in the gut and I couldn’t help withdrawing for the rest of the day. Needless to say I may have some unaddressed issues.
I never knew I had toxic childhood until I saw this.
Living as a child in a toxic environtment It's either make you wiser or the opposite, both options make you more likely to be an easily depressed person
How true. All of my life, I’ve seen that a lot. My late mother with mental issues. Messed up grandmother. And more. I have moved away from toxicity trash.
I can relate to this so much I even started crying. I didn't realise how much of damage is on me. Thank you for this. I am on a journey for my healing and this helps a lot.
Thank you so much! We're glad to hear that we're able to help! What do you plan to do to heal from this? :)
@@Psych2go I plan on rediscovering myself. Now that I realise that I have a huge problem I can start looking for solutions.
Damn my life is depressing im 12 and i already realize this i need to write an autobiography
Oof same
Yeah me too
Same. Do your parents think your depressed just for attention too.
@sarcasm at it's finest I'm too scared to tell them
I have any problems
Same
I had all of these 6 signs in my childhood, but they faded away through the years as I understood that I am the only one who can help myself and care about myself as much as possible.
Videos like these are like "childhood bingo" to me
it's rather a matter of "did you find any you can't relate with" rather than "if" I found any
I relate to most of this. I'm aware I am broken and even though I don't follow in my parent's footsteps (or at least I think I don't), I don't intend to contribute to creating another broken individual. The wheel stops turning with me.
As the eldest of 3 boys roughly 4 years apart in age each, if I was in the house or had any knowledge of something that happened between my siblings, I was always the one "Who should have known better." When I commented that when I was their age, it was 'this' way, I would get blown off on a good day and told that "We (parents) were still learning with you and it is always hardest for the eldest, so stop complaining."
It wasn't until many years later that I could look at it and see it for the Toxic it was/is. I do my best to avoid discussion with anyone in the family. They all see me as a failure and refuse to look at me through any perception other than the one that has always been projected onto me. "I am smart and could do anything, but am waisting away doing nothing and feeling sorry for myself."
Background on me: I deal with depression, GAD, ADHD, and am high functioning on the Autism Spectrum.
When given credit for any of these it is only the first and I am told "I just need to push myself and make myself do things that will make me feel better." Needless to say, I am no more understood 30 odd years later than I was as a child.
I relate to all of these
I used to think I was victimizing myself cuz my parents always denied doing anything. Or denied noticing, but after a while I learned that it’s not my fault and it’s no one’s business to tell me how I felt or went through
I love the art style it's so cute
And I feel bad for loving when they look Shooked
Yes. My childhood was terribly toxic and I had all the signs you mentioned. But now, I have overcome most of them.
This kind of toxicity grooms children in later life to be food for narcissists.
Im just 13 and now the toxicity is less here but I still can relate to all the points :
Is it weird that I relate to most of these signs, but feel like I had a really good childhood??
Same?? I'm confused. I still believe i had a good childhood tho. I mean i see this as quite normal tho ..
Me 2 i habe alot of these signs but i think i have good chidhood
It feels like most of the good parts of my childhood came from video games, having good times at school, watching cartoons, and finding music that I still love to this day.
me too, i think some people get strict and abusive mixed up. tho the things in this video are 100% abusive strange...
Bulb's light 💡 feels great until you've seen sun light 🌞
i-i can’t describe how this made me feel. i do have a toxic childhood, and i’m not happy. i don’t have any friends nor has had any good time with my parents. i don’t know what to do.
"To figure out who you are with a strong support system"
Video: *I'm a bird*
If God made me a bird, my life would've been a lot shorter but a lot happier.
Man, after watching this video I was hurt. So much came out of it. I really do appreciate you making this video and not just this video but making this channel as well! I would love to be around you all who are on the journey to self-care because I really am tired of being lonely and having to feel lonely around people. I'm just really tired.
My mom is overly kind, to the point even if my aunt is lying to her my mom will give her a large amount of money.
My dad is very selfish. He has a different view over people, he always thinks everyone has a bad intention and thats why he uses his intellect to expose them or just really hate them.
They only say I love you when I cry. That's the only time I get affection
I've grown up confused about morals. I dont know when I should stop giving or when I should stop being overly selfish. No matter what choice I make one of them becomes dissapointed.
@Elma Haider I hope you're coping well dude, kinda hard for me, but soon enough everything will turn out better for us, _or just yeet them to the nearest river jk_
It's good you got it off your chest. I really hope it will get better for you . I'm similar to you guys and struggling with my own demons . Keep on going strong as u can. ( A little weak time is ok and needed ).
All the best very best guys.
your voice made me want a hug and cry
It's toxic.
1. Almost completely.
2. I feel emotionally disconnected when I'm with my "family."
3. I do, kind of.
4. Really quick.
5. It's better to hide them.
6. Sometimes.
I just turned 15 a few days ago. Today, 2 years ago me and my mom left dad's place. It isn't a official divorce but just separation. Due to this I got completely excluded from all my friends. Though I went through counselling for 2 1/2 years and I was told that I don't need it right before lockdown, I still feel lost. Your videos help a lot !!!! Thanks 😊
These always turn up right at the perfect time in my reccommended. Thank you
I relate to ALL OF IT!! The trauma ive been through is almost all described here... except cases of abuse!
literally 99% won’t see this but if you do, God bless you, stay safe and have a wonderful day!
Thank you... And same to you.....
Thank you. You too.
THE VOICE-OVER...😫😭😭😭...her voice is like a big hug around your heart and emotions...💓
When the dude magically moves off the bench.
"Your a wizard, Harry!"
Oh man!!! Where do you find people with such a calm voice??
Thanks Pysch2Go for helping me understand more of life and myself. ❤️
I can totally relate to all of the points in the video as I had a toxic childhood. I first realised it from a video by the channel "The School of Life". It opened my eyes and I realised why am I the way I am.
I have extremely low self esteem to the point that I sometimes question why my handful of best friends even talk to me?
I feel like a nobody. Like I don't deserve to have anything. That I should be happy with whatever I get.
I feel very weak mentally. I cry easily. Anything even small goes wrong, I start crying. I am an introvert and I don't want to show my weaker side to others. I have no courage to say NO for anything in my office. I accept whatever I get.
Please somebody help me. If you are going through the same because of a toxic childhood, how are you dealing with it? How are you becoming mentally stronger? I am 24 years old, and I am still unable to cope with it. Please help. How do I become more self confident and stop crying so easily? I am actually crying while writing this comment as I feel so miserable.
Hey girl. I just wanted to say while I might not have the answers to those questions, I can at least relate to how you feel and there's people who are willing to listen to you. I understand bc I feel that way too. I just wanted to let you know that you're heard and I'm here for you
@@josephine9215 Thanks a lot. It really makes me feel better to know that I am heard.
@@sneha_2005 No problem. I hope you feel better and I hope you know that things won't be as bad as you think forever :)
@@josephine9215 Thanks a ton! Your words are so impactful. I am hopeful and I am sure some day I would stop being miserable. :) Hope you are good too.
@@sneha_2005 You know, you and me and everyone commenting under this video or even just watching this video, we're all in this together. Sounds so cheesy but when I'm feeling super miserable I just remind myself that at least I know there are others who are in it w me. Hope I helped you in any way!!
your voice is so calm
I can relate. I had a toxic childhood and with self healing and a bit of therapy, I am now gratefully got over it and living a meaningful life.
The best thing I can do for my future children is to keep them in my heart and not bring them to this world
All. Ive grown out of a little of it, having lived with my husband for almost a decade. He has helped me so much. ♡ Also, the animation reminded me a bit of Ponyo, and I loved that. ♡
Thanks for sharing your feedback!! :) How many of these signs described your childhood?
I am planning of running away in the next summer 😔 nobody know in my family
Thank you, thank you for helping me in understanding I’m not alone. I watched all of this video and connected with everything but I connected with point 5 the most. Having a hard time managing emotions, I ended up googling it and childhood emotional numbness and I actually cried, a lot, because I’ve always felt horrible about not being able to connect with others when they’re upset, I’ve always felt numb talking or thinking about my childhood. Or when my mum or dad were deadly sick I felt horrible about not being able to feel sad about it, but empty. Thank you
Maybe this is the reason, I feel insecure at home as well. 🙁
Ya me too...
I had a toxic childhood and now att 22 I finally got to talk to a therapist, it helped me alot and Ofc it's gonna be rough talking about ur feeling and stuff happening to you that u been hiding for years but I promise it's worth it, u just have to find the right therapist that really listen and care
1st sign : U'd the urge to just have a glance at this video
this is the first video that ever made me cry. I even have all the signs and the stuff is still going on till this day. I do wish for all of this to stop but my dad won't even acknowledge or doesn't care about changing.
I hope you and your family are safe and well! Have an amazing day and know you are loved :)
*Relates to all of these signs*
It’s okay, I’ve gotten over it and I’m now feeling a lot better. Never really knew I was going through so much and feeling a whole shit ton of emotions. Thank you for making this video and helping me realize that I wasn’t crazy
I don't have memories, I have scars💔💔
I wish that now that I’m older I could’ve guided my younger self through all the pain and difficulties. But somethings are really hard to change when you’ve only grown up in a place where everything should be done a certain way no matter what goes on it’s your fault. It hurts.
My brain: Watch it
Me: But we already know. Shouldn't we look for a solution rath-
My brain: shshshshshshhhhhh I said watch it
3:07 As a 6th grader myself, I, and still, will never control my emotions. But when it comes to conversations and what kids are gonna do on the weekend with they're (I hope I used "there" correctly, I am sorry for my grammar") parents, It makes me feel bad and makes me break out into tears. I had 2 fathers and my mom and my mom's boyfriend fought when I was only four. I now live with my grandparents but the thing is, never let things push you down in life. You all are beautiful in your own ways, and I won't want that to change.
Thing that's affected me the most, is growing up realizing that almost all of my family have been doing nothing but giving me back handed compliments. It's gotten to a point where I'm considering moving to another city and cutting them off. As a kid, I could tell they weren't being too too sincere about those compliments but when I got older, especially after I had a bit of a mental breakdown and stayed in my room by myself for close to a year, I came out of it seeing people and their flaws big time. I asked myself "were they always like this?" and then it kinda clicked to me that yes, they were always like this. Or at the very least became that way after my parents split up, so I guess my dad and my sister have done something to convince everyone that all I'm worth for to them is to be insulted like some whipping boy because they need someone to take their problems out on.
I actually did kind of have a toxic childhood, except it wasn't my parents fault, it was my brothers. For whatever reason, I always felt the need to harrass and critise me for every little thing I did. This went on from our childhoods, all the way through our teen years. It really held back my growth as a person.
Me: looks at the title of the video
Also me: HmMmM wonder how many I have on this list- its a challenge!
Psych2go....this is making me cry rn but let me tell you THIS IS A VERY SUPPORTIVE CHANNEL/COMMUNITY.
Thank you for your team, your work and your support
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Hello~ I'm from the future 3 months later~~
started this video thinking that i probably wouldn't be able to relate to all 6 signs but after watching................. i think i had a toxic childhood. but it's nice knowing that i've already discussed pretty much everything in this video with my therapist. the automatic guilt is still troubling me today... so hard to learn to forgive myself.
Hi
@Just Kazoka heyyy
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I am going to therapy because of that and my therapist is now doing the "re-parenting-therapy" with me where I am being put into a mediative state and I have to think about me being 3 to 8 years old and live through this version's eye. and then I have to envision my current self being next to me , the 3year-old self. This older me version is talking to me very nicely and caringly. Like she is a parent of mine. She is hugging me and saying me that she loves me (older me to the 3 year old e.g.) and there is such a strong and beautiful feeling coming from inside. REALLY. i feel a bit recharged and powerful after this re-parenting therapy. talk to your therapist about that kind of therapy if you are interested in that and you are dealing with traumatic pasts and anxiety
:0 I’m a time traveler!!!
Heyy, I just uploaded a new video on anxiety, I would really appreciate if you could check it out and leave me some feedback. If you don’t have the time or if you don’t want to, that’s okay too. Thank you and have a nice day.🥺❤️
Living in fear was my childhood all the way through my college years and early years in my career. Also I didn't have much confidence in myself. I'm working through trying to feel more confident with self affirmations. I did too much self-criticism. I sometimes still find myself falling back on it.
me: I'm just gonna see if I really did have a toxic life or if I'm just faking it all.
P2G: *All of what you said*
me: *in tears* oh... yay... I wasn't faking after all...
Damn, this made me cry. I can relate to sooo many of these.. I'm lucky I found your channel, you are such a huge part of my quest to attaining the life I want & deserve..!
I might be 37 but it's never too late..!
Something you guys have made me realize, and for that: I love you guys! 💙💚🖤
Thank you a million times for all your effort, videos, all of it 😻
So.... I'm guessing your dad breaking your belongings when he gets angry isn't normal then?
I can relate. Sadly very strongly. To summerise it briefly.
Parents argued quite a lot and at some point started to live in seperate rooms
Father abused alcohol and was basicly absent in my life.
Even now I have a sense of disconnection from my familly. I dont like talking to them about anything.
I am emotionally numb at present and when thinking about childhood.
Also I used to take various anticonvulsants since 10 years old. Currently stuck on carbamazepine. Likely some psychologial side effects.
Cheers. Have a better day
when my mother would yell at me, I used to wet the bed...just outgrown last year ( just joking) actually outgrown it decades ago...♡♡
I did to,i also had nightmares
My father and mom traumatized me...
They still abuse me
Im 17 now
I just want to fucking die
I know...right...it really gets better...you don't have to live with your parents forever...seriously, it get easier...♡
Same my parents are homophobic
They are so...problematic
They don't understand me and my sister
My sister deals with depression and anxiety my parents ruined them sometimes even I said few bad stuff to her but as I'm growing up I'm understanding the situation and I want to help my sister and myself
But my parents are not doing the right thing . they are just blaming my sister and I told them don't do that . they say that they are just helping her but they are not. And my parents don't understand my sexuality I'm bisexual girl. They always think that I'm lying but I'm not lying about myself. My parents aren't bad guys but I hope they might understand me and my sister.
I'm 16 and I bloody know that my parents don't love eachother.
I literally don't know how can I love my future family. The loveliest I can think of is not being around just so that if I ever got annoying my family wouldn't be disturbed.
Why the heck are there only 6 comments? Oh wait...make that 7 cause I just commented lol
Unlisted/secret video for now, so yes-
Maybe because you commented 3 months ago when the video wasn’t even posted...
64 👁👁
@ I honestly don't know?-
@ This was an unlisted video before it came out.
I'm 22 and I still have most of these signs even as a married adult. Especially the first sign about fear. I grew up fearing making mistakes because I know what my parents would do to me and that shit fucked me up so badly as an adult. I always want to do my best so I could please/feel appreciated by them and avoid being a disappointment but sometimes it's just acceptable to their standards. I couldn't socialize well because I'm afraid of saying the wrong things so I ended being quiet most of the time in social events. I think about everything before I do something because I didn't want to do the 'wrong' thing and it gave me so much anxiety. Because of my childhood I became unhappy from time to time because I felt something was missing inside of me and that fear was controlling my mind most of the time. I just wish my parents would understand that and know how I feel.. I know parents are your king and queen so you should respect them and NEVER hurt their feelings but idk... sometimes I get bitterly jealous when I see other parents caring and loving their children cause i want that too y'know. Anyways thanks for reading. Have a good day.
How exactly does this channel upload almost every day? And why is it that the same kinds of videos are recycled? Does anyone else find it strange?
Yup they fight all right and also used to hit me and throw me out of the house when I was like 7. I am much older now but I will never forget that. It's like a permanent scar. They say it's for "disciplining" me but it just made me crazy. I keep doubting myself and dont like myself. I blame myself for everything and 100% of the time feel guilty. I used to dream of becoming an adult fast so I could move out and live in my own house alone
I hope you all are safe and healthy! You'll can share your problems here! I'll be happy to listen or help in any way❤
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This hit me hard, I just ugly cried because I knew before I even watched this video that I had a toxic childhood. Don't think anything can change or heal that for me. Tried talking with a counselor but it doesn't do much good. Talking about your problems only goes so far. I think I need meds and behavioral therapy.
This video said it, This was my child hood threw and threw. Took me years of therapy and am still working on myself and fighting from the inner self hate. One day at a time. :)
I can relate to all of these mentioned in the video. I have been staying away from my parents for about a year now and I'm in my best emotional shape of my life. The last thing I want is they come here to stay with me, which I can't imagine.
Thank you❤️
I really need this😭💖
(I will definitely share this to my friends)
Heyy, I just uploaded a new video on anxiety, I would really appreciate if you could check it out and leave me some feedback. If you don’t have the time or if you don’t want to, that’s okay too. Thank you and have a nice day.🥺❤️