A 97-Year-Old Philosopher Faces His Own Death

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  • Опубликовано: 22 ноя 2024

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  • @billfarley9167
    @billfarley9167 3 года назад +41163

    I'm now 87 years old. My wife passed several years ago and my children and grandchildren are all grown up, very busy and getting on with life. I'm still fairly mobile and have a circle of old guys as friends. We do community projects by building things like outdoor benches for the local park, wheelchair ramps, bird houses, vegetable garden boxes, fix kids bikes, serve lunch at the local public school, etc. It feels great to give back to the community and regain a sense of worth. I really enjoy the camaraderie with my friends.
    The Dalai Lama was once asked if he feared death. "No, he replied, I don't fear death, I'm afraid of dying!" And I have to agree with him. One of my friends died in his sleep a few months age. The response from the fellows? "Lucky bastard!" A slow lingering death has to be at the top of the worst things list.
    I enjoyed Herbert's sudden observation of trees, the wind and birds, etc. This is happening to me as I slowly turn inwards and begin to pay attention to small happenings around me. I'm like a 5 year old, laying on my back in the grass and watching clouds go by, finding faces in the white fluffy stuff; hearing and watching birds and small animals scurrying through the underbrush. And of course the guilt and remorse of suddenly realizing that what I'm doing now, what I'm paying attention to now, is something I should have been doing all my life.
    I don't know if I'm afraid of death or not. I've thought about it lately and don't have an answer. I really don't want to pass on because I love and enjoy my children and grandchildren so very much. I have regrets about what could have been and realize I won't be around when all the new science and discoveries become a reality. But then I realize what the Buddhists say about ego. Dropping the ego and staying in the moment is the secret of life. Do no harm to ALL living creatures and be kind to others.
    As you can see, the video of Herbert Fingarette has had an impact on me, so had to put my feelings in print. May all of you stay safe and may all of you have happiness.

    • @lightfz
      @lightfz 3 года назад +2542

      That's a beautiful comment Bill. Thank you for sharing.

    • @Jako1741
      @Jako1741 3 года назад +988

      It was very nice reading your comment sir, I am in my 40s and I have seen die some friends much younger than me, and some relatives much older. That was enough for me to realize that the “great moment” can be just behind the corner, and we should be ready. I mean, we should put an effort in enjoying every moment, it is our duty to realize what a miracle life is, and to be in good terms with everything and everybody around us. For reasons which are too long to explain, I am also a firm believer in the afterlife. I am sure there is something unimaginable awaiting for us after we pass away. So keep enjoying and will continue chatting in the other side, God bless you sir.

    • @jerrys.1910
      @jerrys.1910 3 года назад +486

      God bless you kind sir. I was thoroughly intrigued reading your genuine, eloquently written, clearly honest thoughts. Perhaps one day we will all find the answers we so crave, whether we are a spiritual person or not. I wish you happiness and health in all your remaining years. Perhaps our 'death' is truly a new beginning.

    • @jakewhite8340
      @jakewhite8340 3 года назад +208

      Best of wishes to you Bill!

    • @jossbsure
      @jossbsure 3 года назад +308

      Thank you for your wisdom.
      I don't thinks there is a reason in life, a goal to achieve or anything remotely akin. I think the process is the thing, just like taking a walk: the destination is secondary and doesn't mean much. We all go back home in the end.

  • @gaames
    @gaames 4 года назад +23938

    Thanks to the caregiver here, and to all caregivers, for doing this necessary and decent and underpaid work. You make all the difference.

    • @elrey8876
      @elrey8876 4 года назад +389

      As a caregiver I agree. I haven't watched it all, but his feet look like they need some more attention.

    • @reanimated6
      @reanimated6 4 года назад +257

      If you care about getting cared for, pay caregivers as if you actually do.

    • @creatorraft9197
      @creatorraft9197 4 года назад +173

      reanimated6 your negativity isn’t welcome here

    • @elrico1364
      @elrico1364 4 года назад +25

      Its called 'Charity'

    • @mistaleesreversespeech7728
      @mistaleesreversespeech7728 4 года назад +75

      Angels on earth.

  • @Rkenichi
    @Rkenichi 4 года назад +9709

    “In my arrogance, I thought that I could conquer death with logic. But now I know that I only used logic to suppress my fear of death.”

    • @naturallaw1733
      @naturallaw1733 4 года назад +523

      you can't conquer death. you just have to accept it. Fear, Anger, Worry, Sadness etc. are just normal emotions we will have because Emotions are an important part of us. but the acceptance of death is not about us. it's just about understanding what Life is all about and being humble in its presence.

    • @ghostcityshelton9378
      @ghostcityshelton9378 4 года назад +40

      @@naturallaw1733 Very well said.💖

    • @eternityjackson3564
      @eternityjackson3564 4 года назад +282

      Truly convert to Jesus (I don't mean a church or organization) and you will no longer be afraid of death. No matter if you are 20 or 102.
      I know very old people who have experienced this.
      I myself am old too.

    • @ffdv7458
      @ffdv7458 4 года назад +376

      @@eternityjackson3564 It doesn't matter if it's Jesus, Harry Potter or any other entity, what matters is to fool your brain into believing something. The process gets easier the sicker you are.

    • @maxboucher86
      @maxboucher86 4 года назад +94

      @@ffdv7458 You dont want to believe because you want to keep on living in sin. You supress the truth in unrighteousness.

  • @b_dog9
    @b_dog9 9 месяцев назад +2210

    For people wondering, he died November 2, 2018, at the age of 97, in Berkeley, California.

    • @SuspiriaX
      @SuspiriaX 9 месяцев назад +19

      isn't that a university
      ..just kidding RIP

    • @jameslewis8690
      @jameslewis8690 9 месяцев назад +12

      THANK YOU

    • @pebble312
      @pebble312 9 месяцев назад +34

      @@SuspiriaXIt’s a city in California, the university there is UC Berkeley

    • @rachelcharris
      @rachelcharris 9 месяцев назад +46

      I was actually wondering that was very kind of you to share this update.

    • @larisachern2413
      @larisachern2413 8 месяцев назад +6

      😥😥😥

  • @andrewofaiur
    @andrewofaiur 4 года назад +8713

    "Do not be afraid of getting older for it is a privilege denied to many"

    • @kqr5133
      @kqr5133 4 года назад +13

      Christian Quiñones you cant think like that christian 🥺

    • @andrewm5612
      @andrewm5612 4 года назад +9

      Christian Quiñones belief is a powerful tool of manifestation do some reflection as to why you believe this to be true and decide if you can change it and if your willing and have a desire to because it’s not out of your hands in most cases unless you have a death wish/people out to get you/terrible sickness etc

    • @christianquinones9347
      @christianquinones9347 4 года назад +8

      @@andrewm5612 you can't have a worse illness that what I already have my neuro-oncologist said its gbm currently finishing temodar but it's useless, its still growing and every time the surgeon takes it out...it just comes back faster and stronger

    • @BRAUSA
      @BRAUSA 4 года назад +2

      Absolutely

    • @franjocupic3241
      @franjocupic3241 4 года назад +47

      How is being old a privilige?

  • @donnawells2442
    @donnawells2442 4 года назад +3082

    My father told me just before he passed”Don’t worry about dying.Dying is easy,Living is hard.I find comfort in that because my father would not lie to me.He said that for a reason.

    • @lizannewhitlow1085
      @lizannewhitlow1085 4 года назад +74

      Donna Wells 🙏🏻 My father was my guiding light. I am my father’s daughter now living the life he wanted: minimal socializing, books, magazines, reading, armchair (for me) traveling, current events, 🤭, 📚, 🙈. He taught the 11th commandment: do not bulls**t thy father. God, I miss him.

    • @terregales7203
      @terregales7203 4 года назад +37

      “Don’t worry about death it’s perfectly safe “. R D

    • @ayingchanda
      @ayingchanda 4 года назад +25

      Immortality is what i want

    • @gaurasrspublishing
      @gaurasrspublishing 4 года назад +12

      @Joe Me The love just clearly emanates from you!

    • @ayingchanda
      @ayingchanda 4 года назад +5

      @Joe Me 😮

  • @HettiedeKorteDiplomaat
    @HettiedeKorteDiplomaat 3 года назад +6887

    It’s impossible to explain to young people how it feels to wake up and realize: I’m 97 years old. But my mind is still 45.

    • @ruzickaw
      @ruzickaw 3 года назад +506

      Mind has no age.

    • @davidarden4472
      @davidarden4472 3 года назад +431

      I’m 31 and I understand, I really do empathize with those older then me, I can understand the pain. I’m a feeler and I think about existence so it’s fascinating to hear something like this but it’s also heart breaking.

    • @davidarden4472
      @davidarden4472 3 года назад +76

      @Space Walker happy birthday!! The question is though? Would you really want to?

    • @davidarden4472
      @davidarden4472 3 года назад +61

      @Space Walker honestly no, I’m not scared of it, kind of want to see what life has in store

    • @ironmaven1760
      @ironmaven1760 3 года назад +213

      @Space Walker so..im 59. im also afraid of aging. its happening and i cant do fuck all about it. MY min (or mental age) is round about..20 or 25! Im still jamming to Depeche Mode, The Smiths, with some new stuff ive found from my 19 yr old son. And since I Feel younger, and hang out with younger people..i look WAAAY younger. People cant believe my age. So it really IS in your mind to a large degree. Keep your mind in a childlike state my friend. And use sunscreen! ;)

  • @DavidPerez-oj2dv
    @DavidPerez-oj2dv 9 месяцев назад +1168

    MY MOM IS 90 SHE IS SLOWING DOWN AND I KNOW THE END IS NEAR SHE IS THE BEST MOM A SON COULD EVER HAVE

  • @AnimeT0getherEU
    @AnimeT0getherEU 4 года назад +4954

    I was taking care of an old lady, who always forgets that her husband died and starts crying whenever she realizes. I never know what to say but cry with her.

    • @oxyrisin
      @oxyrisin 4 года назад +346

      That had to be horrible to witness.

    • @lupebogi
      @lupebogi 4 года назад +165

      That's both funny and sad at the same time. And that makes it beautiful. Some of those things that make life beautiful. No matter how bad it looks at a certain point in time.

    • @asgermortensen5835
      @asgermortensen5835 4 года назад +109

      And I thought I couldn't get any more emotional.

    • @deedeemooreco.2304
      @deedeemooreco.2304 4 года назад +64

      AnimeT0getherEU
      That’s all we can do. Just acknowledging the pain and holding her hands is all you can do, but it’s an an act of empathy and understanding

    • @brianj5271
      @brianj5271 4 года назад +44

      I’d probably cry with her too tbh

  • @elyasstephens8242
    @elyasstephens8242 4 года назад +5690

    I think his mental acuity at his age is the most impressive thing

    • @1deadhead
      @1deadhead 4 года назад +62

      And IF he could still get it up , I'd be even more impressed !!!

    • @sirgrotto8714
      @sirgrotto8714 4 года назад +46

      Yeah and shit I have so much more respect for old people

    • @andrewdubin5530
      @andrewdubin5530 4 года назад +168

      looks pretty good physically for 97 too

    • @lemostjoyousrenegade
      @lemostjoyousrenegade 4 года назад +150

      My grandfather's mental clarity was as keen as any sharp and brilliant 30-year-old when he passed at the age of 100. I think he died of a broken heart - his wife passed and then, a few years later (and within just 6 days of each other), his two younger sisters (both in their 80's) passed away.
      My mum's memory is just as excellent as it was when she was in her 40s, she's 88 now.

    • @MrSharkskull
      @MrSharkskull 4 года назад +66

      and have you seen the stability of the hands putting that vinil recording to play? Incredible absence of any tremor neither hesitation in the orientation of the movements. amazing young man!!!!

  • @bruceholinight7978
    @bruceholinight7978 4 года назад +4224

    After coming to terms with cancer and the fact that I'm leaving soon , I've never been so content because there's nothing left to fear !

    • @JonaMv01
      @JonaMv01 4 года назад +589

      What irony! And I'm here being 24 so scared about life. I hope you have a good trip my friend and I hope you accept Jesus as your only savior.

    • @Sideeffection
      @Sideeffection 4 года назад +298

      @@JonaMv01 in the end, even jesus can't save you

    • @JonaMv01
      @JonaMv01 4 года назад +281

      @@Sideeffection Depends on what your philosophy is my friend. Death is in this world but we don't know what's on the other side, no one can really tell that, not even science. And the point of accepting Jesus as your savior doesn't mean he is gonna save you from the physical death but from the spiritual my friend.

    • @Jojo6931
      @Jojo6931 4 года назад +299

      @@JonaMv01 jesus is false like every religion my friend

    • @dlorien7306
      @dlorien7306 4 года назад +192

      @@Jojo6931 that's your best guess, but to think you can really know that is to have a false conceit

  • @jennyhwang3260
    @jennyhwang3260 10 месяцев назад +448

    The grandson did a good job making this documentary. Knowing his grandfather is an accomplished philosopher and author, it is meaningful to record his final days. Touching and a sad sense of peace. True love❤ he missed his life-long companion. “We worked together. Traveled together.” A dignified gentleman and scholar🎉

    • @Ibn_Abdulaziz
      @Ibn_Abdulaziz 8 месяцев назад

      Allah سبحانه وتعالى said,
      وَقَالُوا مَا هِيَ إِلَّا حَيَاتُنَا الدُّنْيَا نَمُوتُ وَنَحْيَا وَمَا يُهْلِكُنَا إِلَّا الدَّهْرُ ۚ وَمَا لَهُم بِذَ‌ٰلِكَ مِنْ عِلْمٍ ۖ إِنْ هُمْ إِلَّا يَظُنُّونَ
      And they say: "There is nothing but our life of this world, we die and we live and nothing destroys us except time (Ad-Dahr)." And they have no knowledge of it: they only conjecture. [Al-Jaathiyah 45:24]
      أَوَلَمْ يَرَوْا أَنَّ اللَّهَ الَّذِي خَلَقَ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالْأَرْضَ وَلَمْ يَعْيَ بِخَلْقِهِنَّ بِقَادِرٍ عَلَىٰ أَن يُحْيِيَ الْمَوْتَىٰ ۚ بَلَىٰ إِنَّهُ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ
      Do they not see that Allah who created the heavens and the earth, and was not wearied by their creation, is Able to give life to the dead? Yes, He surely is Able to do all things. [Al-Ahqaaf 46:33]
      قَدْ عَلِمْنَا مَا تَنقُصُ الْأَرْضُ مِنْهُمْ ۖ وَعِندَنَا كِتَابٌ حَفِيظٌ
      We know that which the earth takes of them (their dead bodies), and with Us is a Book preserved (i.e. the Book of Decrees). [Qaf 50:4]

    • @kimshaw-williams
      @kimshaw-williams 8 месяцев назад +4

      Yep. Exactly my reaction.

  • @ODH3
    @ODH3 3 года назад +1655

    When I was in my twenties, I used to visit a woman who was 102. She was born in 1889, and her clearest memories were from around 1900-1910. She lived alone in the home she had shared with her husband who died almost 50 years before. Ida Gruel told me many fascinating stories, but I quickly realized that living to be very old was not something to aspire to. She had outlived everyone she ever knew, including radio personalities and other contemporaries. She was a time traveler who, like Mr Fingarette, was just waiting to say goodbye.

    • @winterramos4527
      @winterramos4527 3 года назад +34

      Very well put Mr. Hoffman.

    • @dejacavu6259
      @dejacavu6259 3 года назад +48

      Bless you for visiting her! I personally look forward to death not old age.

    • @KidChardonnay
      @KidChardonnay 3 года назад +36

      Wow that last line hit really hard, must have been a surreal experience conversing with her

    • @ODH3
      @ODH3 3 года назад +37

      @@KidChardonnay It truly was. I still think of her occasionally, and I'm still interested in the stories of much older people.

    • @adrianakusieluskus8941
      @adrianakusieluskus8941 3 года назад

      ❣️✨

  • @PhillyJT
    @PhillyJT 3 года назад +1630

    After 97 years, he is still
    trying to figure his life out. That says alot.

  • @russellb6249
    @russellb6249 3 года назад +1840

    My grandpa said to me on his death bed: "don't be afraid of dying , be afraid of not living life the best you can. Everyone dies , but not everyone truly lives. "
    This is all the motivation I've ever needed 🙌

    • @shortpics1827
      @shortpics1827 3 года назад +18

      In Quran, Allah Almighty says:
      “What! Did you think that We had created you without purpose, and that you would not be brought back to Us? Exalted be Allah, the True King….” (23:115-116)
      “They say, ‘There is nothing but our present life; we die, and we live, and nothing but time destroys us.’ Of that they have no knowledge; they merely conjecture. And when Our revelations are recited to them, their only argument is that they say, ‘Bring us our father, if you speak truly.’” (45:24-25)
      “Until, when death comes unto one of them, he says, ‘My Lord, send me back, that I may do right in that which I have left behind!’ But nay! It is but a word that he speaks; and behind them is a barrier until the day when they are raised. And when the Trumpet is blown there will be no kinship among them that day, nor will they ask of another. Then those whose scales are heavy, they are successful. And those whose scales are light are those who lose their soul, in hell abiding, the fire burns their faces and they are glum therein.”(23:99-104)

    • @dited358
      @dited358 3 года назад +57

      @@shortpics1827 Allah also told us the sun sets inside muddy water, and we should torture infidels who counter islam.

    • @MsOrganicBlack
      @MsOrganicBlack 3 года назад +15

      @@dited358 Shut up

    • @Krystal_Kitty7
      @Krystal_Kitty7 3 года назад +1

      Amazing ❤️

    • @i_observe9846
      @i_observe9846 3 года назад +23

      @@shortpics1827 The same quran tells us how mohammed was a pedo! LOL!

  • @Stephen_Lafferty
    @Stephen_Lafferty 9 месяцев назад +235

    Herbert Fingarette - Born: 20 January 1921, Brooklyn, New York; Died: 2 November 2018 (age 97 years), Berkeley, California. RIP.

  • @outsider_in
    @outsider_in 4 года назад +2044

    "Her absence has been to me, for a number of years now... has been a presence."
    Only a philosopher could figure out how to express that so accurately in words.

    • @vhead612
      @vhead612 4 года назад +94

      He said so much that could only be said by an intellectual, and a realist as he said that he was. Amazing man to have lived his life and still says such inspirational things. What if this is what he needed to do to say goodbye? In his heart of hearts, set the record straight on his life and his philosophies on life? Im so grateful to all the elders and to him for sharing his story.

    • @valoer
      @valoer 4 года назад +3

      69,420 subs with no videos challenge he said that perfectly

    • @Anita-tm3bi
      @Anita-tm3bi 4 года назад +6

      Any one who has lost someone can relate to too easily

    • @danielquill
      @danielquill 4 года назад +2

      Yes, what a fascinating way of looking at loss.

    • @lurgee29
      @lurgee29 4 года назад +1

      And a physicist...

  • @lumbagomason
    @lumbagomason 3 года назад +4078

    "I wish I had argued more online" said nobody ever on his deathbed.

  • @nixtick4287
    @nixtick4287 4 года назад +2452

    I just love that this video is made by his grandson..

    • @oddone1325
      @oddone1325 4 года назад +19

      i just love that too. rip.
      K0 B 3

    • @9234mikey
      @9234mikey 4 года назад +60

      David no need to be a dick, some people have idols they look up too.

    • @maximilianraley2457
      @maximilianraley2457 4 года назад +20

      @@9234mikey Well I am quickly learning you don't have the right to have an opinion on the internet unless you accept the hate and animosity it brings. I think it's probably people who are unhappy in their lives, and the horrible things they say to people over the internet is probably what other people have told them in their personal lives.

    • @filipserec8856
      @filipserec8856 4 года назад +3

      @@cuy50 how does mentioning some1 make u an asshole

    • @harrystanden8585
      @harrystanden8585 4 года назад +7

      @@cuy50 imagine having empathy for a human beings death, for the death of someone who millions loved, the death of a father, of a son. get a grip.

  • @xzysyndrome
    @xzysyndrome 9 месяцев назад +427

    My father died when he was 70. I will always remember him telling me "I look in the mirror and think, 'Who is this old man?' I don't feel old in my head....I still feel the same in my head as I did when I was 20"

    • @deanedward2379
      @deanedward2379 5 месяцев назад +15

      yep...@ 60 now I have told my kids that too... it comes faster than any of us are ready for. I am very thankful that I have my lovcing family close by and a connection to spirituality.

    • @xzysyndrome
      @xzysyndrome 5 месяцев назад +33

      @@deanedward2379 I just hit 50....and I still recall vividly looking in the mirror in my early teens trying to imagine what I would look like as an old Man. Now I look in the mirror...and see.

    • @fingerprint5511
      @fingerprint5511 5 месяцев назад +4

      Because the mind is an illusion, its only function is to remember things and to be used to do things - its not who we are.

    • @calabrais
      @calabrais 5 месяцев назад +3

      @@fingerprint5511 Who are we?

    • @estrella-v1994
      @estrella-v1994 4 месяца назад +3

      @@xzysyndromeI am 17 and these are the thoughts I have just as you did. It's funny how the same story plays out throughout generations.

  • @vincentcastro366
    @vincentcastro366 3 года назад +2822

    Being a 17 year old kid seeing this makes me think I've got time, but just like this older man, he too believed he once had time to figure it all out. And yet with 97 years old he didn't even figure himself out.

    • @benbauer882
      @benbauer882 3 года назад +260

      Yes, I had the same thoughts at you age. Some day, later, there it will be, the insight and the answer to many questions - perhaps suddenly. The parents, the adults, the wise men, they know "it" and I will know "it" as well. 64 now, just got older, more experience, thicker skin so to speak, less excitement (in both directions), a heavier backpack - and that's it. But what I can say is that I do very much appreciate life, the past and the present as for me the answer to what life is about is: Live.

    • @hhschrader8067
      @hhschrader8067 3 года назад +195

      Being old myself I smile a little about your comment, "he didn't even figure out himself". He was a philosopher. Figuring things out was his job. Figuring out himself was not just "difficult". It was impossible. It was not necessary. Life can be wonderful. You can find it (almost) everywhere. Like the commentator before me wrote, only thing you need to do: just "live". 😀 Old man's talk, sorry. 😀

    • @LucidStew
      @LucidStew 3 года назад +42

      You don't have time. It's the other way around.

    • @laurawhy8813
      @laurawhy8813 3 года назад +15

      I know he had thought about these meaning of life questions and thought can only take us so far. Seek God in prayer saying what are the answers? Why am i here? Be persistent for those who seek will find. Humbly ask God to show you and when he does you will find the peace that this beautiful man sought and with it you will find joy and frredom!!! God bless you with a long life full of his purposes for you!!! ❤❤❤

    • @gypsyduke
      @gypsyduke 3 года назад +37

      You will do just fine, if you are already thinking about your life! Dream and achieve!

  • @jahyamack8359
    @jahyamack8359 3 года назад +762

    The ability to think is both a curse and a blessing at the same time.

  • @greese007
    @greese007 3 года назад +1881

    I'm 80, and astonished to be 80. I had not planned for this. My energy levels are not what they used to be, but things that I previously thought important were actually inconsequential. People are not judging your failures, because they are worrying about how you are judging their own failures.
    Beyond that small nugget of wisdom, you are on your own.

    • @ulvfdfgtmk
      @ulvfdfgtmk 3 года назад +34

      That last sentence made me laugh :D
      Thanks for the nugget Glen!

    • @rodriguezmontes8242
      @rodriguezmontes8242 3 года назад +7

      I am happy for you that you can do all of those things at your age. I hope when I get old I can do things too. God bless you a lot!!!

    • @themistersmith
      @themistersmith 3 года назад +9

      Remember Allah -- look to Islam for the truth.

    • @tellitlikeitis8691
      @tellitlikeitis8691 3 года назад +8

      We can live so much in fear of how other's will see us that we conform to mediocrity so we won't be seen beyond the normal.

    • @Ryan-yn1bz
      @Ryan-yn1bz 3 года назад +2

      Honestly, there is nothing to lose for you except the truth. Seek Islam, I only ask you to read about it before its late.

  • @altairportela988
    @altairportela988 5 месяцев назад +158

    My dad will turn 100 years in a few days. Today he needs me for the most simple things of life. It has been harsh sometimes to carry on with my life and to take care of him at the same time, but I feel thankful to be able to do whatever I can for him. In this video we see the sensitivity of this man, how he sees his life and the love he devoted to his wife and his work. It's a bit sad, but at the same time moving and inspiring too. I am not the kind of person who likes to share personal feelings, but I felt like dropping these few lines. Thank you to these wonderful elderly for what they mean and meant to us all.

    • @Jade-ms2ys
      @Jade-ms2ys 5 месяцев назад +7

      you do the right thing honoring your father by caring for him. live like there is no regrets. give love and care and bless him and you. peace.

    • @andreaseveraerts1555
      @andreaseveraerts1555 5 месяцев назад +7

      Happy birthday to your father, if he already turned 100. Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
      I think the suffering of our elders is lightened by being around their loved ones. That even though they lose their youth and their strength, they still have their family, that one factor of constancy.
      I'm sure your father appreciates your care and your love. You do well.

    • @itguru2037
      @itguru2037 2 месяца назад +1

      I’m going through the same process with my dad who just turned 85

  • @lightningbrigade4722
    @lightningbrigade4722 3 года назад +766

    I asked my grandfather if he had any friends? In his old age he was always alone. His answer was "Yes"." I have three friends". The refrigerator, television, and my bed". When he died there were 500 people at his funeral. I miss him so much .

    • @petertoh355
      @petertoh355 3 года назад +69

      Sometimes I wonder is funeral for the death or for the living? Many relatives and children in my country dont visit their parents or keep in touch regularly.. only until funeral ... they gather.. so what's the meaning of funeral? I wonder..

    • @lightningbrigade4722
      @lightningbrigade4722 3 года назад +11

      @@petertoh355 Sad but true Peter.

    • @sauviel6296
      @sauviel6296 3 года назад +3

      @@lightningbrigade4722 yep

    • @ruzickaw
      @ruzickaw 3 года назад +12

      What a poor way of ending your life: refrigerator, television, and my bed. I still am writing and giving speeches and playing tennis.

    • @lightningbrigade4722
      @lightningbrigade4722 3 года назад +3

      @@ruzickaw Your absolutely right. You have to keep your brain active. I'm glad your doing just that. Live long and prosper and may 2021 be a much better year.

  • @emo7supreme7o
    @emo7supreme7o 4 года назад +2375

    “Many people have asked what is the meaning of life. That answer is simple. It is whatever happens to prevent one, in any given moment, from killing themselves.” -Albert Camus

    • @ChrisWaterguy
      @ChrisWaterguy 4 года назад +100

      That's really bleak, and it reminds me again to be thankful that I've never struggled with this urge. But then, I've always had a strong sense of purpose, however imperfect I might be at living it out.

    • @Justadudeman22
      @Justadudeman22 4 года назад +4

      Wow. Amazing.

    • @clay7182
      @clay7182 4 года назад +2

      Lmao love it

    • @minenetoki
      @minenetoki 4 года назад +33

      The meaning of life is trying to find meaning for it ^__^

    • @namiesnaturals3557
      @namiesnaturals3557 4 года назад +5

      Its being needed , loved & appreciated but also helpful to man kind. , hard work, & respect. To share!

  • @Oilfieldscout
    @Oilfieldscout 4 года назад +653

    My wife's grandad was 96. In one of his talks with me he said he loved life, but all his friends were gone. He had family who loved him but no one he could cuss around or share a bawdy joke. He burried all 6 of his sons and two of 6 daughters. Fought in the south pacific during WW2. Grew tomatoes and chillies. Loved baseball and shaved himself every day, including the day he died. Ate lunch, was watching a baseball game on TV and at 4:30 PM when his daughter went to give him a cup of coffee, he was gone. Between when she asked him if he wanted one and preparing it, he left. I always believe he was one of the rare one who died with a satisfied mind.

    • @naturallaw1733
      @naturallaw1733 4 года назад +15

      sorry for your loss. sounds like he went in Peace. 🙏

    • @robertclarkguitar
      @robertclarkguitar 4 года назад +16

      What a way to go. Sad to see burying your own kids.

    • @MrConformation
      @MrConformation 4 года назад +4

      The path can be lonely the xtra mile. The Xtra mile few travel.

    • @apacheslim
      @apacheslim 4 года назад +1

      Wow

    • @mr.goldfarmer4883
      @mr.goldfarmer4883 4 года назад +13

      Sounds to me he played the Game of Life' for so long he got bored and logged out half way through a mission.
      You know, these are one of the better ways to go~ Bless him.

  • @YahanYu-uq5zk
    @YahanYu-uq5zk 4 месяца назад +34

    I'm a 17 year old watching this since one of my teachers mentioned this video in class and told us it was very beautiful. The moment the classical music started playing in the beginning I started crying, and I cried through the whole video.

    • @stevenyafet
      @stevenyafet 2 месяца назад

      Mention to your teacher It is Margaret you mourn for. expression of a different conundrum - and which forms a matched set, when considered together.

  • @zachtomlinson8281
    @zachtomlinson8281 4 года назад +326

    My neighbor across the hallway is 97 years old. his wife passed away several years ago. He often sits in the building breezeway, looking at the street. not until a couple of months ago did I know he is the reason why all the plants on our floor are alive.

    • @madfishinskillz
      @madfishinskillz 4 года назад +49

      Have a talk with him it might really mean a lot

    • @hahano4428
      @hahano4428 4 года назад +41

      Please sit down and take a talk with him. It would mean the world to him

    • @DarrellBubb
      @DarrellBubb 4 года назад +29

      I third this, hope you have checked up on the old man, if not for much, just to say hi.
      And likewise, I must do my part to those I know in person.
      Have a good one.

    • @coma0232
      @coma0232 4 года назад +3

      I fourth this

    • @ochakij
      @ochakij 4 года назад +1

      I fifth this

  • @gloriabermudez4987
    @gloriabermudez4987 4 года назад +1129

    I was with my 97 year old father at the time of his death. He was not sad or lonely. Family and friends never left his side. He passed at home as his wish. He life filled with dignity and great acceptance. No meds. He lived the last few months with laughter and never complained of pain or sorrow. His life was magic, filled with generosity, kindness, love of creating a beautiful environment. Love. His memory guides me thru my time.🦋💙❤️🌺

    • @denise2169
      @denise2169 4 года назад +24

      My mom was very much like your dad, and I was lucky to care for her during the last years of her life. We were so lucky, you and I.

    • @Mockduck2020
      @Mockduck2020 4 года назад +18

      As I deal with death on a continuous basis at this time in life, I know how lucky your dad was...most people I don’t think are that lucky.

    • @Rhino-ux7yf
      @Rhino-ux7yf 4 года назад +16

      I had 2 grandfathers . Neither of them ever spent any time with me or took me fishing . A ice cream cone , a play at the park , anything ! I always wondered why ..

    • @Rhino-ux7yf
      @Rhino-ux7yf 4 года назад +3

      Lee Smith yes sir !! Thank you

    • @BrightSeaStar
      @BrightSeaStar 4 года назад

      Lovely.

  • @nubl3718
    @nubl3718 4 года назад +1508

    "It will happen to all of us that one day you'll be tapped on the shoulder and told -- not just that the party's over -- but slightly worse: the party's going on, and you have to leave. That's the reflection, I think, that most upsets people about their demise."
    -- Christopher Hitchens

    • @J.M.-nb4gw
      @J.M.-nb4gw 4 года назад +88

      Funny I have always enjoyed leaving a party, even a fun one...it's just a matter of knowing when to go

    • @odeefree6486
      @odeefree6486 4 года назад +19

      Underrated comment 💯

    • @ultraphobic69
      @ultraphobic69 4 года назад +6

      Christopher Hitchens I believe?

    • @gwilson420
      @gwilson420 4 года назад +22

      @@J.M.-nb4gw just some leave the party too early thinking theres nothing to stay for

    • @Neorient
      @Neorient 4 года назад +1

      Hitchens is Ibn Taymiya of West in both pejorative and honorific senses

  • @r.t.rakubio5088
    @r.t.rakubio5088 5 месяцев назад +48

    I’m 45 completely disabled vet. the scary part is not the age so much as watching your youth, health, family, friends vanish in front of you over time.

    • @nintenjoel
      @nintenjoel 5 месяцев назад +1

      I'm also 45... My family is TINY. Not many will be around when I finally kick the bucket. Though I never expected to live to even 45.

    • @AndreyMakarov-i7h
      @AndreyMakarov-i7h 5 месяцев назад

      Your ego and arrogance vanishes with them too.

  • @volooooo
    @volooooo 4 года назад +1859

    I’ve just been diagnosed with terminal cancer. Oddly, this video makes me feel better.

    • @MariaHernandez-ju6mw
      @MariaHernandez-ju6mw 4 года назад +86

      Damn that sucks, i hope you make it through 😄

    • @LazyEinstein
      @LazyEinstein 4 года назад +194

      Whether you make it through it or not, enjoy each and every day. I wish you the best.

    • @virtualgyaru
      @virtualgyaru 4 года назад +144

      Everything must come to an end including me and you and whoever is reading this. We all die. No one is afraid of dying but is afraid of suffering. Take care my friend.

    • @mirthaadrianamezacaballero6989
      @mirthaadrianamezacaballero6989 4 года назад +43

      Take care friend, and I hope you enjoy every day left on your hands! We are all in the same path that´s life, it all ends, but that´s not a bad thing.

    • @cwickwitted
      @cwickwitted 4 года назад +50

      Whether you're still with us today or not, it was nice having you... We hope you enjoyed your stay, and please... Come again.

  • @Snazzydaps
    @Snazzydaps 4 года назад +646

    My fiance was killed in a car accident that we were both in on the 18th of December. We met when we were both at our lowest in life. We saved each other, and never even fought. It was this surreal dream of reality. We spent every minute together, and shes gone now. I'm picking off the last of my scabs as I write this. Didnt even get a broken bone. Just glass in my hand and cuts on my legs. I've been trying so hard to understand. But theres nothing to understand. I can relate so well to this man in his loss.

    • @lookingforjohnpauljones1937
      @lookingforjohnpauljones1937 4 года назад +67

      I'm so sorry...

    • @Snazzydaps
      @Snazzydaps 4 года назад +54

      @@lookingforjohnpauljones1937 I'll get through it, I've been doing some really big stuff to get my mind off and let it vent at the same time. I really appreciate your concern though.

    • @karelthiele1178
      @karelthiele1178 4 года назад +8

      Snazzy Daps I’m very sorry for your loss!

    • @MountainGyspy
      @MountainGyspy 4 года назад +8

      So sorry.
      I'd hug you if I could. xo

    • @joshmiller9559
      @joshmiller9559 4 года назад +8

      I've had dreams about such great journeys with someone who I can smell, but she is not there when I wake. I would throw everything into an abyss if only I could see her outside the fog of my dreams but I don't think she was ever real. I feel like I am wrong though, especially how warped and twisted reality can get. Good luck finding her again and good luck to her too I guess.

  • @BM-ru7ef
    @BM-ru7ef 3 года назад +1667

    Everyone knows they’re going to die, but nobody thinks they will.

    • @jjns5600
      @jjns5600 3 года назад +43

      Because there IS an aspect of us which does not undergo the fate of the physical body. Once in the physical body, it begins to identify with it, throughout its duration (short or long). When at last it sheds the body, as a moth from a cocoon, a new reality of existence (which is responsible for our sense of eternal life) continues. WE DO NOT DIE AND WE ARE NOT BORN. Another helpful tidbit is that every complete day is a lifetime in microcosm. Waking up in the morning represents being born into this world. The course of our day can be seen as the course of our lifetime in the physical body. Retiring to sleep is tantamount to leaving our body and the physical plane of existence, to enter the realm of astral existence. There IS no death!

    • @monke3122
      @monke3122 3 года назад +40

      @@jjns5600 cope

    • @qaikodiateo8449
      @qaikodiateo8449 3 года назад +21

      @@jjns5600 yeah no

    • @DudeWatIsThis
      @DudeWatIsThis 3 года назад +47

      @@jjns5600 Sorry, but at some point, you are going to cease to be. And so will I. The sooner you deal with it, the better.

    • @qaikodiateo8449
      @qaikodiateo8449 3 года назад +7

      @Deus Vult. death has no feeling to it. You can't know death. Please stop.

  • @daoudamer5067
    @daoudamer5067 20 дней назад +5

    watching this as a 20 yrs old, doesnt make you afraid of death, but afraid of this meanningless existence we're living in.

    • @ranjittyagi9354
      @ranjittyagi9354 18 дней назад +1

      Hello. You are a teen and I am an adult. It's been some years since I was a teen. Times and ways have changed, I see that. I am also curious what exactly makes very intelligent and thoughtful folks like you to think of life as meaningless? I want to hear you out. Would you please? And, if not here, there are other ways. Thank you, Daoud.

  • @ahmedhamed1092
    @ahmedhamed1092 3 года назад +641

    “When you were born you were crying and everyone else was smiling. Live your life so at the end, your're the one who is smiling and everyone else is crying.”

    • @Happy-Me.
      @Happy-Me. 3 года назад +16

      Amen to that! 🙏🏾

    • @tsilveira5866
      @tsilveira5866 3 года назад +15

      That's beautiful.

    • @Nu_genele_dictează_soarta3-3-3
      @Nu_genele_dictează_soarta3-3-3 3 года назад +12

      After death You go to hell or to heaven!
      So at the end of your life If you go to heaven you will smile.... Like the Saints...
      If no, then you won't...

    • @danrice1141
      @danrice1141 3 года назад +5

      @@Nu_genele_dictează_soarta3-3-3 everyone is forgiven, try again, heaven and hell are temporary in the now, that is the way it seems to me

    • @Nu_genele_dictează_soarta3-3-3
      @Nu_genele_dictează_soarta3-3-3 3 года назад +2

      @@danrice1141 Forgive me,
      I'm Not a protestant or watever confesion there is out there...
      I'M AN ORTODOX CHRISTIAN.
      If You don't know what ortodoxy is, than I will tell you. Ortodoxy is the sure way for going to heaven!
      We will be saved by faith and by deeds. Nothing complicated!
      God knows exactly who goes to heaven or not. We should Not judge enybody for anything. Even if we see the bad deeds of others. Do Not judge the person, but his/her actions.

  • @honestlythetruth6664
    @honestlythetruth6664 3 года назад +1771

    That woman helping him is an HCA (home care aid) let's give a round of appreciation to the HCAs in the world helping our elderly. 👏👏👏

    • @MohsinExperiments
      @MohsinExperiments 3 года назад +31

      That is not the case everywhere in the world. Because not everyone needs it. Here in my country Pakistan we take care of our parents ourselves. I don't mean that HCAs don't deserve appreciation. But my point is that it is different in every culture. For us our religion is most important and it teaches us to take care of our parents.

    • @DS-hy6ld
      @DS-hy6ld 3 года назад +10

      @@MohsinExperiments It's not that in the West we view caring for our elderly as any less important a religious obligation (those of us who are people of Faith, anyway); it's just that, here, our lifestyle is actually set up _to be an assault on_ our Spiritual nature, its obligations, and its very existence -- and so, we have the sort of changes to the family and the family dynamic, which you allude to here.

    • @Scyllax
      @Scyllax 3 года назад +9

      I have been helping my terribly ill partner since 2015. She is the ripe old age of 50.

    • @solarwind907
      @solarwind907 3 года назад +7

      @@Scyllax I wish you and your partner the best.

    • @Scyllax
      @Scyllax 3 года назад +2

      @@solarwind907 It will never get better.

  • @captainjacksparrow1518
    @captainjacksparrow1518 4 года назад +163

    The way you treat your elders today. Is the way you will be treated when you are amongst the elders. Respect your elders.

    • @perrodehont5109
      @perrodehont5109 4 года назад +2

      @do br I was going to say unless your elder is my late father , Now I do'n't believe in heaven nor hell otherwise I could say I hope he burns. My grown up children respect and love me , i only felt fear and hate . Both feelings are gone long time ago but I will never forget.

    • @PeterKnagge
      @PeterKnagge 4 года назад

      Respect your friends, respect your enemies, respect your family, respect yourself, respect the planet and mother nature! ok zoomer???

    • @rafpac6
      @rafpac6 4 года назад

      Not really. Because I treat my elders well doesnt mean some on else will looking after me will do the same. No cause and effect.

  • @christophschulenberger9287
    @christophschulenberger9287 Месяц назад +1

    What a beautiful piece of work. I am 37 right now and it shows me how fast everything will pass. It’s all about the one moment. Now.
    Thank you!!!❤

  • @MeColinYouWho
    @MeColinYouWho 3 года назад +840

    I remember a few months ago I was 35, now I'm 63. Time pass's faster then I ever imagined.

    • @AlA-ok5jh
      @AlA-ok5jh 3 года назад +48

      You can say that again.
      Just me posting this comment I aged 5 yrs.

    • @katherineg9396
      @katherineg9396 3 года назад +32

      So true! Once you turn forty, life whizzes by.

    • @charliemcintire2487
      @charliemcintire2487 3 года назад +47

      I know what you mean Riff. I will be 62 in March, and I am still a kid in many ways. Still rock out on my guitar/s, play shoot em up video games and hope i win the lottery and win the love of a girl half my age. I try to stay fit. Push ups the keep my chest and arms tone, etc... Im told I dont look my age, and I dont, but its starting to catch up with me. Oh well. What are ya gonna do? Right? Just roll with the punches, I guess.

    • @foxlight3
      @foxlight3 3 года назад +16

      I am nearing 41 and I've gone through a 2 year long battle with this fear of time passing. If your time passes by quickly, it probably means you lived a good life. At least, I hope so. Wishing you well!

    • @foxlight3
      @foxlight3 3 года назад +1

      @@charliemcintire2487 Lol, so very true.

  • @therupoe
    @therupoe 4 года назад +1629

    "I still find that I am, in many ways, a puzzle to myself."
    That makes me feel a little better about not having all the answers.

    • @severianxi6990
      @severianxi6990 4 года назад

      LoL u sure are.

    • @theprocrastinator6813
      @theprocrastinator6813 4 года назад +5

      have a cookie

    • @JohnVKaravitis
      @JohnVKaravitis 4 года назад +1

      I have all the answers. What's your question?

    • @CocoTaveras8975
      @CocoTaveras8975 4 года назад

      John Karavitis What is the true meaning of love? Is their meaning in life and what is that meaning? Will humans ever go extinct? And if they do go extinct what will be the cause? I have about 20 more questions I'm going to ask you after you answer these.

    • @オキイチンチン
      @オキイチンチン 4 года назад +10

      There are no answers, nothing is definite about you apart from your lacking of nature and inevitable physical death, everything else is beyond us, there are too many potentials, this moment is all you will ever have.

  • @karlhungus5554
    @karlhungus5554 4 года назад +419

    I feel like I just lost a close friend. Rest in peace, sir.
    Herbert Fingarette
    20 January 1921 - 2 November 2018

    • @Skyline25
      @Skyline25 4 года назад +16

      Karl Hungus it would have been his 99th yesterday...

    • @CaseyKCRichards
      @CaseyKCRichards 4 года назад +13

      Totally agree! When you lose your other half part of you die the heat bleeds. I had no closure when my spouse died . The isolation the loneless and the constant thinking of where they are now! What’s the whole point of existing ? Maybe for us all to give us our best contribution? I look forward to my demise for I will be with you Maury in the afterlife.

    • @mikiblack3789
      @mikiblack3789 4 года назад +2

      Im born on the same day :( i feel confused right now

    • @gone7777
      @gone7777 4 года назад

      Miki Black U better be

    • @europaeuropa3673
      @europaeuropa3673 4 года назад +1

      I gotta believe he died of loneliness.

  • @williamabie4028
    @williamabie4028 9 месяцев назад +16

    All man will experience death, no one knew when it will be and how it will be. And this old gentleman makes me appreciate things because there will be time that you will not be ever see it again, such as simple thing like seeing falling leaves.
    Though you're not here anymore and you will be not seeing this message, you're a great man Mr. Herbert.
    Thank you.

  • @jakeplummer4483
    @jakeplummer4483 4 года назад +1114

    I suggest we all befriend an elderly person and help guide them through their final years...we might learn a thing or two.

    • @philomath67
      @philomath67 4 года назад +56

      I want to befriend an elderly person so they can guide me.

    • @robertdecker4780
      @robertdecker4780 4 года назад +54

      I still remember,back in 1998,when i was 28, or soon turning that age,this elderly fellow walked up to me one day at my grocery store job department, which was in Frozen at that time. He seemed to know who I was and my situation apparently. He just boldly came up to me and told me he was 93 years old,and from there,I just remember him emphasizing to me that it's no good to be single,and yes,I was indeed single at that time,and very conflicted in my personal life, and it's like he sensed these intricate details about me without actually knowing me or what I was about. He didn't seem that age,he seemed more like a very able bodied 78 year old. Obviously he still was with his wife and still thriving with an unusual rarity level of the thing that they call "Quality of Life".

    • @franccci
      @franccci 4 года назад +1

      YES!!

    • @ognjenmilanovic7057
      @ognjenmilanovic7057 4 года назад +2

      You make it sound so romantic

    • @teacherparkshe5722
      @teacherparkshe5722 4 года назад

      Big check!

  • @matthewchunk3689
    @matthewchunk3689 4 года назад +363

    "I don't know" and "I'm scared" are never answers to be ashamed of. Thank you Herbert Fingarette for a view into a life well lived.

    • @williamsouthwad
      @williamsouthwad 3 года назад

      Jesus said in John 14 v 6 “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

    • @matthewchunk3689
      @matthewchunk3689 3 года назад +1

      @@williamsouthwad Whatever gets you thru the night, William.

  • @geebeedee9509
    @geebeedee9509 3 года назад +609

    Rest in Peace, Herbert Fingarette. I didn't know he had already died two years ago.

    • @nuclearnadal3116
      @nuclearnadal3116 3 года назад +8

      Wait how did he die two years ago before this video was even made

    • @carmenalfred1325
      @carmenalfred1325 3 года назад +9

      i could not say he rests in peace, unless he got the answer to the obvious question that bothered him and or accepted it

    • @feduntu
      @feduntu 3 года назад +34

      @@nuclearnadal3116 true story, he died in 2018, i suppose this video was uploaded as a "remembrance" to him? I guess...

    • @simonhorak
      @simonhorak 3 года назад +1

      Rest in peace.

    • @CherryBlossomOhka
      @CherryBlossomOhka 3 года назад +2

      I litterally took my hat off just now...Rest in peace.

  • @richardrobertson1331
    @richardrobertson1331 4 года назад +1905

    I found "the point of it all", for me. I'm 75 and have been dealing with cancer for the past twenty years, and have taken the time to question "What's the point?" I have observed almost everyone has inherited a few obvious challenges, and some not so obvious , , , weaknesses such as depression, boarder line personality disorder, bipolar, selfishness, diabetes, tendency to be fat, or a thousand other physical or mental ailments. Everyone! So my challenge, my 'reason for being' is to learn to deal with my personal challenges. No one else has my DNA nor my experiences, and we can all say that. Every day I contemplate what I should do to be a better person in spite of the package I carry. Given my condition, what can I do every day, every hour, to be a positive influence on someone else, lighten their burden, make them smile, teach a skill to a grand child, help an injured animal, whatever. That, for me, is the point of it all. I hope that helps you.

    • @tvtitlechampion3238
      @tvtitlechampion3238 4 года назад +75

      The best working definition of enlightenment I've heard is to 'lighten one's load', or burdens. May you have much success in that endeavor, sir.

    • @amylee9
      @amylee9 4 года назад +48

      Thank you. I copied your statement so I can remember it and share with others.

    • @jadtchrcchn8597
      @jadtchrcchn8597 4 года назад +66

      Thank you sir for sharing your vision of life. I am 21 and I have quite the same vision as yours. I've been dealing with my own issues since many years and it is not really over, but it taught me strength, and hope in myself and other. But the thing I want to learn more than anything is not to be afraid of love. Because I think love is the answer in the world of living.

    • @jalalazizi1069
      @jalalazizi1069 4 года назад +11

      Bravo sir!

    • @badidagher9834
      @badidagher9834 4 года назад +10

      Inspired to read your comment...
      Thanks for sharing.

  • @MatheusMPL
    @MatheusMPL 4 года назад +841

    The death of oneself is frightening, the death of loved-ones is unbearable

    • @TheMagykKonch
      @TheMagykKonch 4 года назад +11

      I'm not here tobe edgy or start an argument just my opinion... I respectfully disagree.

    • @thurler7cordas
      @thurler7cordas 4 года назад +1

      hard take, vro

    • @obiwankenobi2520
      @obiwankenobi2520 4 года назад +1

      Logan E same

    • @true7285
      @true7285 4 года назад +6

      Accept the lord Jeebus Christ be4 its 2 late

    • @dtraindaimyo3377
      @dtraindaimyo3377 4 года назад +6

      @@TheMagykKonch
      I think it depends on the person and the circumstances.
      I truly believe most, not all, but most parents would rather experience their own death than a child's.

  • @e-conrecords4665
    @e-conrecords4665 4 года назад +812

    Death is a matter of perspective. To a third person, death is the end of one person. To the experiencer, death is the very end of the universe.

    • @jpalmz1978
      @jpalmz1978 4 года назад +7

      E-Con Records 👌🏼

    • @christianquinones9347
      @christianquinones9347 4 года назад +1

      I pray for death each day and god is finally accepting my demands

    • @bluntsessions3577
      @bluntsessions3577 4 года назад +38

      It actually maybe the beginning of your next life.

    • @indianmilitary
      @indianmilitary 4 года назад +15

      E-Con Records
      Only our ego identity dies. Neither our body which is made of energy nor soul can die. What we call age is nothing but energy changing from one form to another. We all are the same divine being (soul/formless divine) having different human experience not the other way round. So, we have to take into account karma or cause and effect (since we are the same divine doing different human roles) and reincarnation (if we have karma or cause and effect).So the purpose of life is to avoid karma or cause and effect. If you were to lead a dharmic (no equivalent word in English) life, then you wouldn't create karma and no reincarnation. Then (soul/formless divine) will get a universal body instead of a small human body called as Moksha

    • @e-conrecords4665
      @e-conrecords4665 4 года назад +9

      kashsoldier citation needed there, kashsoldier. Majority of your comment is unfalsifiable woo. I think it’s fine for you to believe in that stuff but to present it as real to other people is disingenuous at best.

  • @zord90x58
    @zord90x58 5 месяцев назад +29

    For me, the worst part about death, is not the act of dying. It is losing "yourself", and the essence of what makes you. Even if there exists life beyond death, you would not, ever, be yourself again. The eyes of those whom you once loved are to never meet yours, for the rest of eternity.

    • @Kristel280
      @Kristel280 4 месяца назад +4

      Are you sure? I am hoping to meet everyone again but this time in a happy and comfortable place where we have planty of time to sit and talk to each other. To tell stories and laugh together. 😇

    • @epsilonphi7352
      @epsilonphi7352 4 месяца назад +2

      @@Kristel280 : "In my arrogance, I thought that I could conquer death with logic. But now I know that I only used logic to suppress my fear of death."

    • @SecureHandle
      @SecureHandle 4 месяца назад +1

      @@epsilonphi7352that isn’t relevant to what they said

    • @asfi1023
      @asfi1023 3 месяца назад +1

      Trust me , we are going to meet our beloved one after death in heaven . I believe in that

    • @mahatmaPIE
      @mahatmaPIE 3 месяца назад

      In essence we are all expression of one thing which is the universe. In my opinion Ourselve , our identity makes us unaware of what deeply we are, we are pure consciousness. Shakespeare said we are all actors , and the world is a big stage. But being aware of your emotions, your thoughts, lets you understand that that’s not you. But just an expression of your copy( actors playing their role!).

  • @rsavage42
    @rsavage42 3 года назад +579

    I’m 79 now. Very good health. Here’s what I believe - meaning is what you create for yourself.
    I don’t believe in god or heaven or hell. I’ve had a fascinating life.
    I’ve been married 3 times, though not all at once.
    The last one is terrific, 22 years. I have kids who have kids.
    I’ve written novels and short stories, I’ve been a psychologist, I can draw, I can play the cello and the guitar.
    I’ve been terrified, I’ve been elated, I’ve been peaceful, I’ve been worried.
    And I have been in love. I like being in love best.

    • @Spacesiren777
      @Spacesiren777 2 года назад +55

      im 17, i admire you. ive been recently thinking about the end, your comment makes me feel like i need to do whatever i want to do and enjoy every insignificant and significant moment. makes me so happy and emotional seeing this comment i hope u have an amazing rest of whatever this is, enjoy

    • @jcuevas8833
      @jcuevas8833 2 года назад +3

      Awesome, how do you feel?

    • @dean1111
      @dean1111 2 года назад +4

      You seem amazing

    • @godofjustice
      @godofjustice Год назад +4

      Ecclesiastes is the best book you can read for that, actually from one of the oldest philosophical text, I believe.

    • @smd2030
      @smd2030 Год назад +7

      Have you ever thought of the reason why human being exists in Earth and who created this well systematic universe?

  • @inoutdoor4211
    @inoutdoor4211 3 года назад +1017

    Seeing him cry, especially over his wife of 70 years is just heart smashing.

    • @corysmith3447
      @corysmith3447 3 года назад +4

      yea hes not a philospher though, most people think those basic type of deep thoughts about death from time to time, sounds corny to call yourself a philospher

    • @nocturnaljoe9543
      @nocturnaljoe9543 3 года назад +66

      @@corysmith3447 I think a philosopher would not care about people saying he is not a philosopher. Also you spelled the word wrong.

    • @HiddenWen
      @HiddenWen 3 года назад +8

      These kinds of relationships I feel do not exist anymore.

    • @fuzzylogiceire
      @fuzzylogiceire 3 года назад +73

      @@corysmith3447 He was a professor of Philosophy at an elite university, has a PhD in the subject. I think that's enough to justify calling him that.

    • @Matt-zs1vu
      @Matt-zs1vu 3 года назад +16

      @@fuzzylogiceire exactly. Funny how people think they know so much.

  • @dr.g6105
    @dr.g6105 3 года назад +1319

    His willingness to let us see his infirmity, indignities, and grief somehow made him seem more powerful, dignified, and transcendent. I’m glad he did this and I’m glad I spent the time.

    • @maxman1060
      @maxman1060 3 года назад +27

      bro idk if its because im high as fuck right now but that shit you just said was beautiful.

    • @will6176
      @will6176 3 года назад

      Yes, agreed.

    • @purriify5090
      @purriify5090 3 года назад +8

      @@maxman1060 LMFAOOO

    • @motorboomersnz9888
      @motorboomersnz9888 3 года назад +9

      It just seemed so sad. The pointlessness of life. Never coming to understand what it is about. I'm so thankful as I approach 70 that I have a faith in God. Otherwise it would all seem like him... pointless.....

    • @CryptoAddiction
      @CryptoAddiction 2 года назад

      @@motorboomersnz9888 YOu did well, you reallized there is god, you reallized some one created you, But there is fake version of god, I mean there are msulims there chirsitian, jews, hindus, So how do you decide which path is correct? are you believer by choice? if yes,, Then yo must be clear why you believe... if you ask me..... it's not about blind follwoing.. it's about logic, Wyh i blieve i am right path has logic, a very clear ...

  • @starzgarden5553
    @starzgarden5553 5 месяцев назад +27

    My dad died a little over two months ago. He was 90. He suffered quite a bit before the end, not so much due to the pain of cancer, but more due to the loss of his freedom, dignity and most painfully, his identity. He was such a strong man in his heyday. Seemingly in control of everything and everyone. The military will do that to you! To now be in a state where he depended on others to function was extremely humbling for him. He went from being a man mountain of a father to a small child in front of my very eyes. His vulnerability was scary. He kept saying to me ‘Jimbo, I didn’t expect the end to be like this’ I remember vividly his last day. I went to see him and sat in the old chair next to him like I had done every day for the past few months. But this day was different. I couldn’t wake him. I knew inside that something was wrong. I think he must have been unconscious. He didn’t look frightened, or sad or worried. He had a kind of peaceful aura about him, an acceptance almost. Three hours later he was dead. It was the dying that he struggled with, not death itself and not the physical suffering, but the loss of his very self.

  • @khalaka1160
    @khalaka1160 4 года назад +1883

    Wow, he´s so lucky. 97 and no cancer, parkinson or alzheimer. He can even walk and eat bacon!

    • @posysdogovych2065
      @posysdogovych2065 4 года назад +104

      But sadly, even with a perfectly sound mind and none of those aliments, he was unable to escape death.

    • @snookslayer4559
      @snookslayer4559 4 года назад +98

      "Congratulations... 97 and no cancer, parkinsons or alzheimer.... but you can't dress yourself, can barely move, and look like the walking dead."

    • @cachemole
      @cachemole 4 года назад +145

      @@snookslayer4559 He's moving better than a lot of people 25 years younger.

    • @cheekycunt4160
      @cheekycunt4160 4 года назад +83

      @@snookslayer4559 least he didn't lose his mind like some.

    • @donkeyIips
      @donkeyIips 4 года назад +79

      but hes got a hot chick helping him dress and rubbing him so its all good.

  • @majbrittcastrupjrgensen2874
    @majbrittcastrupjrgensen2874 4 года назад +1232

    My grandmother said: “ every morning I ask the reflection in the mirror, who are you? Yesterday the reflection was a 20 year old woman.....now the reflection is 80 years old, but inside I am still 20 years.”

    • @scandiescot3
      @scandiescot3 4 года назад +26

      My late grandmother said almost exactly the same thing.

    • @sakurachan621
      @sakurachan621 4 года назад +16

      @@scandiescot3 my grandmother said something a little different but with the same context...thats pretty strange, young at heart i suppose...

    • @adamcylee
      @adamcylee 4 года назад +63

      The soul never grows old.

    • @melissawebb7111
      @melissawebb7111 4 года назад +17

      This brought tears to my eyes as I think of my grandmother saying a similar thing

    • @majbrittcastrupjrgensen2874
      @majbrittcastrupjrgensen2874 4 года назад +37

      Melissa Webb I always say, we have to remember ‘’old’’ people are still young at heart and they were also 20 years old once. I never called my parents, grandparents or other people ‘’old’’! They are all gone now and I miss them every day.

  • @Rollypolly1064
    @Rollypolly1064 Год назад +1110

    Seeing an older person cry is the one thing that breaks me man :(

    • @squamish4244
      @squamish4244 9 месяцев назад +20

      It's the complete opposite of seeing a teenager cry, as usually it's over something we wish we still found heartbreaking, like a two-month relationship ending or whatever. And you know they'll be fine in like a week :D

    • @johnhurley6285
      @johnhurley6285 9 месяцев назад +3

      I feel you and everything. at the right moment ours are indifferent other sides of the world, but were both shy and feel pain, my heart to yours. a family member a guardian . at different times we both lost. all we can come too be is us/help shinning moments,/ and learn. it doesn't make it better nor easy/ its our memories that make us relive them and that's all we got

    • @totoro9590
      @totoro9590 9 месяцев назад +5

      Me too....I'm weeping now and haven't watched the whole video yet 😢😢

    • @atune2682
      @atune2682 9 месяцев назад +3

      same bro

    • @thefunson8087
      @thefunson8087 9 месяцев назад

      @@johnhurley6285 hello

  • @generaluse2878
    @generaluse2878 9 месяцев назад +31

    He died a few months after completing this film. His work was done and he was ready to go.

    • @SuspiriaX
      @SuspiriaX 9 месяцев назад +4

      "His work was done and he was ready to go." yeah right

    • @jakecathey7061
      @jakecathey7061 6 месяцев назад

      Did u watch the video bro

    • @devon_lettuce_tomato8637
      @devon_lettuce_tomato8637 5 месяцев назад

      He literally had no idea what was going on. Spent his whole life trying to rationalize what is already written.

    • @Optiplex321
      @Optiplex321 4 месяца назад

      ​@@devon_lettuce_tomato8637 Are you referring to your hocus pocus chuckle fuck bible?

  • @vanessajazp6341
    @vanessajazp6341 3 года назад +1386

    One of the worst curses of aging is a mind that is still “young” in a body that is increasingly deteriorating.

    • @TomasPetkevicius94
      @TomasPetkevicius94 3 года назад +13

      So true.😔

    • @miguelmarrero3383
      @miguelmarrero3383 3 года назад +1

      Me

    • @riotxx
      @riotxx 3 года назад +1

      nice

    • @Sarah.Riedel
      @Sarah.Riedel 3 года назад +25

      @@rae-catto my dad had the worst of both worlds - he was an MIT-trained aerospace engineer, a pilot and a flight instructor who developed Parkinson's and dementia secondary to the PD. His slow decline was one of the most traumatic things I've ever had to process.

    • @letsomethingshine
      @letsomethingshine 3 года назад +1

      Who decides, but yourself? And the mind so often DOES regress in maturity and thinking capability. They call it the slow death of dementia when the mind dies first before the rest of the body. Hoping to be with loved ones and family when you die, especially the elderly would like to be with the youngest

  • @TheMagneticChicken
    @TheMagneticChicken 4 года назад +633

    there's something both disconcerting and comforting about a 97 year old philosopher with no answer to the question of existence

    • @tonypatricelli8408
      @tonypatricelli8408 4 года назад +33

      There's limited value to over thinking

    • @RATsnak3
      @RATsnak3 4 года назад +45

      Life is meaningless, but since nobody tells you that. You have to figure it out on your own. But people are unwilling to admit that, because it’s disappointing when you’re expecting more. There’s nothing disconcerting about it. If life had a meaning, it would be obvious and blaring. It’s just a coincidence.

    • @shaolinshowdown1123
      @shaolinshowdown1123 4 года назад +47

      Jesus is the meaning of life.

    • @routeboundexperience6518
      @routeboundexperience6518 4 года назад +7

      @@RATsnak3 life does have meaning...just that most people live a life, surrounded by "invention"
      Not "Creation"
      Creation breathes life.
      Invention is dead. It only has life by the breathe of man.
      Life is energy
      Energy never dies...
      Life...also, a universal frequency...
      Most will never know...
      Rootless...not grounded in life...but in invention.
      Without knowing...connecting, mind, body , and spirit in universal frequency....
      The human is only left with "materialistic" thoughts, questions, hopes and fears within invented constructs of our own doings...

    • @routeboundexperience6518
      @routeboundexperience6518 4 года назад +4

      ^^^
      Understanding of:
      "invention"... religion, politics, economics, tv, fashion...
      "Creation"...Food, Water, Shelter, Family, Community.
      It's easy to see how each generation has separated from Creation for the deception of invention.
      Loosing root, in self reliance and self worth.

  • @cyruskalali8222
    @cyruskalali8222 4 года назад +202

    Herbert dies on November 2, 2018.
    He was such an enduring man.
    Thanks for putting this on RUclips.

    • @honeychildlor
      @honeychildlor 4 года назад +7

      Thank you Soo much for that clarification

    • @Spark-Hole
      @Spark-Hole 4 года назад

      How did he die?

    • @kalldagreat
      @kalldagreat 4 года назад

      ຮຸ່ງ ພຸ່ງແຣງ heart failure

    • @martinfarrell2204
      @martinfarrell2204 4 года назад +9

      It is said, that we die 3 times.
      First, when our heart stops and we are medically dead. Second, some time after the funeral and when all family and friends have gone back to normal. Thirdly, when you are no longer spoken of (not remembered by anyone). So Herbert is certainly remembered and spoken of. I am speaking of him in Ireland today, so in that sense he is still alive (his values and opinions are still with us in this world, that part of him is still alive). If that makes sense.

    • @shut0p
      @shut0p 4 года назад

      How do you know? :’(

  • @andybrown2611
    @andybrown2611 7 месяцев назад +8

    Life is both meaningless and the most meaningful thing at the same time.

  • @kliberalsing
    @kliberalsing 6 месяцев назад +21

    Watching this well-made documentary, I personally arrive at the conclusion that facing my own death at 27 (70 years before Herbert) has indeed been a strangely interesting and rewarding experience. For days and years now I have tears in my eyes just watching the trees grow and flowers bloom. Tears of joy and sadness.....how wonderful life is even when one is left poor, handicapped and divorced :) I didn't expect to make it two decades more after that miserable day in 2008, but here we are. Also: My inner 97-old is looking forward to eternal nonexistence. It's all about acceptance and clarity. How privileged I am even being able to write this very personal comment, hoping that one or two living souls out there might find some inspiration and meaning in it.

    • @adammasterx5854
      @adammasterx5854 13 дней назад

      Are you still alive? If not, may your soul rest in peace

  • @Wardoon
    @Wardoon 4 года назад +777

    Amazing how he can be both rational and realistic on the one hand and emotional and full of passion about death. He is truly human and genuine philosopher.

    • @MazBringsby
      @MazBringsby 4 года назад +12

      If he still hasn't found God by now, then he is a fool

    • @aixelsydtcefrep8852
      @aixelsydtcefrep8852 4 года назад +38

      @@MazBringsby have you? Where is he? It's all in your head buddy... Hows it feel to know you and i will die and wont wake up ever again.... 😆😂😂

    • @jeffreykent5271
      @jeffreykent5271 4 года назад +5

      He is a piece of narcissistic garbage in my opinion ....he never learned gratitude apparently ....he lived much longer and much better than so many others ....how about children who never lived to be double digit in years ...or soldiers who died in their teens or Ethiopians who only knew starvation and disease and dessert ....and all this 97 year old can do is woe woe is me ....my opinion he lived a loser and died a loser ....the meaning of life is be grateful that you have lived at all ...for the sunlight on your face even when your shoes hurt your feet and your belly is empty be grateful to the sunlight on your face

    • @jeffreykent5271
      @jeffreykent5271 4 года назад +2

      That should be desert not dessert but you get the point 😉

    • @gabrielorville821
      @gabrielorville821 4 года назад +2

      But that's why he can't come to the conclusion, that he needs reconciliation with the human part - We are not only rational, we stand around the transcendent in old age and the task is to prepare for dissolution; I think anyways.

  • @grady4757
    @grady4757 4 года назад +349

    Our elders deserve much attention. Their stories are invaluable.

    • @mayaozen487
      @mayaozen487 4 года назад +8

      Not only because of their stories. - Because of who they are.

    • @grady4757
      @grady4757 4 года назад +2

      @@mayaozen487 I absolutely agree.

    • @Ezop1959
      @Ezop1959 4 года назад +5

      Because of their stories and accumulated experience and - I dare say - wisdom accrued throughout their lives. Such very old people as this man can offer a unique perspective of life and its meaning (or lack thereof). They are precious as human beings, their wisdom and experience is their "added value".

    • @ヤスミン-n7p
      @ヤスミン-n7p 4 года назад +5

      @@Ezop1959 true, no one really better understands life like what the elders do. they speak based on experience.

    • @7aydarah
      @7aydarah 4 года назад +1

      So, each one of us should take care of his parents.

  • @alexisderoode216
    @alexisderoode216 4 года назад +225

    "Her absence has been a presence." So beautifully said.

    • @johnflynn7410
      @johnflynn7410 4 года назад +5

      Ah, memory. She'll be with him everyday 'til death.

    • @janparish8055
      @janparish8055 4 года назад +2

      I loved that too, very eloquent.

    • @UUBrahman
      @UUBrahman День назад

      Actually, I liked when he said, "an emptiness" as I thought it was a more accurate description. He got used to having her around.

  • @ligiaburleproductions3591
    @ligiaburleproductions3591 Месяц назад +1

    It brought tears to my eyes. Thanks for the publishing. Thanks to everyone involved in the production.

  • @loki1825
    @loki1825 3 года назад +1596

    Herbert Fingarette died in 2018. Months after filming this documentary. Rest in peace.

    • @danielwhirley6779
      @danielwhirley6779 3 года назад +44

      I wondered this RIP OLD BOY GOD BLESS.

    • @1flybyguy
      @1flybyguy 3 года назад +28

      He believed one just ceases to exist when they die. He would have no need for peace.

    • @BarsofSak
      @BarsofSak 3 года назад +43

      @@1flybyguy his believe doesn’t mean it’s right

    • @luishurtado2170
      @luishurtado2170 3 года назад +92

      @@BarsofSak your believe doesn't make it's right either.

    • @soldierofzion2986
      @soldierofzion2986 3 года назад +4

      @@1flybyguy Well that is the point. Their seems to be some need to say peace.
      peace would come after conflict. Life is a struggle.
      peace would come after one finds he was made for a purpose. If one finds out

  • @Skillseboy1
    @Skillseboy1 3 года назад +1080

    "As I sit out, now, on the deck of the house. I look at the trees, blowing a little in the breeze. And I've seen them innumerable times, but somehow seeing the trees this time is a transcendent experience. I see how marvelous it is. And I think to myself: I've had these here all along, but have I really appreciated them?"
    It's been more than a year since I've seen this video, but this thought still remains.

    • @FawkesDrox
      @FawkesDrox 3 года назад +3

      it's a gift left to us to carry on to the next, I think it'll stay with me for a long long time too

    • @dallasrobert9
      @dallasrobert9 3 года назад +11

      The value of him sharing this experience, that others can appreciate their "trees" earlier and for longer.

    • @desireebeaudry6396
      @desireebeaudry6396 3 года назад +4

      Based on the language in your post, I think you might enjoy the poetry of William S. Merwin if you are not already familiar. My favorite is "on the anniversary of my death." Another fave "The Removal" and many more. Have fun!

    • @Hutch_moto
      @Hutch_moto 3 года назад +3

      i think there is more to what he was feeling in those moments that he could not express in words , like a life gift saved for us for that time of life it may be a different number in age but i feel , i hope that is true. I believe there is more after the end....

    • @wzrdbeatzz4317
      @wzrdbeatzz4317 3 года назад +1

      Ecclesiastes

  • @MrMakoto2
    @MrMakoto2 4 года назад +2496

    I'm not concerned about dying, I'm concerned about not living.

    • @indianmilitary
      @indianmilitary 4 года назад +15

      what is the opposite of living?

    • @emilbrandwyne5747
      @emilbrandwyne5747 4 года назад +80

      @@indianmilitary you

    • @andretta3099
      @andretta3099 4 года назад +58

      Shawn Valverde he is afraid of living a life not is unfulfilling, not truly living

    • @xSmuckerZxJelly
      @xSmuckerZxJelly 4 года назад +42

      I know thats my problem. These people don't understand its about not living a good life, letting it all go to waste not doing what you always wanted to do not taking enough chances not loving enough not saying what you always wanted to say not doing things and not doing so much more. Life is short don't question the length and sometimes we procrastinate, get stuck in our heads and don't live a full life. The thought of all that is incredibly daunting way more than the thought of death

    • @MrMakoto2
      @MrMakoto2 4 года назад +3

      @@xSmuckerZxJelly beautifully said

  • @DonStuck
    @DonStuck 9 месяцев назад +1

    Bravo, Andrew! Very will done. Godspeed to Herbert. I too am an author of philosophy and would have loved an afternoon to listen to your grandfather's thoughts. The world could use a lot more Herbert.

  • @jaedaens
    @jaedaens 3 года назад +1074

    The older you get, the more quickly time passes. I remember in my 20s wanting to die young, in the peak of my existence. Every one of us will die. Everything anyone of us will ever have created will turn to dust in the end. The important thing is that we are alive now. That all of this, as crazy as it can be sometimes, exists right now. It is truly a gift. It's ok if we take it for granted, if only we stop to smell the flowers every now and again. We're all in this together. Rejoice, my brothers and sisters! We are in the midst of something truly special.

    • @zer0k4ge
      @zer0k4ge 3 года назад +6

      Nice comment 👍

    • @CmdrTigerKing
      @CmdrTigerKing 3 года назад +21

      Time doesn't increase, experiences are less impactful. As a child or young adult all or most things are new. Forming new neural connections building your "brain map" of how you think, perceive, and understand the world. As we get older it's just another day.

    • @Lorzanne
      @Lorzanne 3 года назад +5

      As someone who was born recently, I would rather be a dying man right now than a child. I am a 15-year-old man whos been through years of trouble and chaos, and with the state of where I'm living, it's clear it's only going to get worse. life has become a disposable thing recently, a massive amount of gen z is realizing this isn't worth it. Were in the worst times of time itself, and soon, all of a sudden, everyone, and everything will be Everywhere at the end of time...

    • @CmdrTigerKing
      @CmdrTigerKing 3 года назад +7

      @@Lorzanne every generation thinks this, toughen up, kids and their electronics rarely could even fathom what a difficult life looks like.

    • @josemarrer0
      @josemarrer0 3 года назад

      Cool

  • @FatheredPuma81
    @FatheredPuma81 3 года назад +776

    I'm not sure if it's worse to see someone who's "gone" mentally or to see someone who's all there and trying to come to terms with dying.

    • @ummche14
      @ummche14 3 года назад +25

      the caretaker-everywhere at the end of time

    • @Capt.Tony00
      @Capt.Tony00 3 года назад +76

      I can tell you from experience with both that someone who is "gone" mentally was harder for me as a grandchild. I watched my beloved grandparents both pass. My grandfather went first and he lost himself to dementia. I was heartbroken when he forgot me and I still tried to spend time with him and read the same stories he read to me as a child. He tore the pages of the Grimes fairy tales like a toddler would. I watched as if he was tearing out the memories of my childhood. I knew he was gone. Soon he was put in a nursing home. I never went to that place. I couldn't bring myself to see him there, drugged so that he wouldn't wander or be a nuisance. It still breaks my heart to think of him like that. He was a wonderful man. My grandmother outlived him by 6 years and she was sharp as a tack to her very last moments. I got the call that she got an infection that went to her heart, she had a pig valve replacement so the antibiotic won't work, she's too weak to survive surgery, so she only has a few days before she is gone. My entire family came to the hospital jammed in her little room. Each of us took turns talking to her and holding her hand and saying goodbye. I asked her if she was afraid. She told me, No because Jesus had come to her in a dream to take her home & she asked him for just a little more time to stay & say goodbye to all of us. It was always her wish to die surrounded by her loved ones. She was the most honest loving person I ever met, they both were. I think grandpa feared death & so maybe being gone made it easier for him. Grandma always knew that she would go to heaven and would only miss seeing the new babies and weddings, but was not afraid of dying at all. It was just the next step in her existence. She believed that her soul would live on & sometimes in a quiet room when I am alone, I will feel like she is there with me, just visiting & watching over me. I never sense my grandpa, even though I was just as close to him. I don't think he believed and grams said that believing is what gets you there.

    • @jamesvalls8530
      @jamesvalls8530 3 года назад +12

      Your body may fail but without a mind, it is utterly useless.

    • @danielthenatural
      @danielthenatural 3 года назад +3

      neither are bad at all both are beautiful.

    • @cataddict_
      @cataddict_ 3 года назад +7

      @@ummche14 just thinking about that album makes me feel existential dread and worry for the future

  • @popthesmoker5143
    @popthesmoker5143 4 года назад +252

    "As much as I think our life in this world is often a pretty messy affair, I still would like to hang around."
    That's one of the many things he said in the video that touched my heart!

    • @cozme28
      @cozme28 4 года назад +3

      That is a part of the Kübler-Ross model, or the five stages of grief...

    • @chiyulater9752
      @chiyulater9752 4 года назад

      Kayumangging Manlalakbay Is it the Acceptance part?

    • @cozme28
      @cozme28 4 года назад

      @@chiyulater9752 when we lose someone or even a valuable possession we go through those stages. Some are stuck at depression especially if you are not aware that there is ACCEPTANCE in the end.

    • @Angellosa
      @Angellosa 4 года назад

      We

  • @sf4056
    @sf4056 7 месяцев назад

    A heartwarming and sensitive short film about a remarkable person and the great challenges of life. Thank you and Chapeau!

  • @joshrohloff
    @joshrohloff 3 года назад +704

    I don't know how to feel about the fact that this man has over 7 decades of life more than me and still grapples with the same issues. I thought I would figure my shit out eventually 💀

    • @Htiy
      @Htiy 3 года назад +36

      Well at the end of the day whether it’s you in 10, 20 or 50 years, it’s still the same you eh? Lol

    • @DeclinedMercy
      @DeclinedMercy 3 года назад +48

      The core problem is that no matter how much time you spend thinking about it, you're still gonna die.

    • @DeclinedMercy
      @DeclinedMercy 3 года назад +25

      @Damian Arthur There is no meaning. You are alive because your parents had sex. You die because you are not immortal. What you do when you are alive matters, but having more purpose in life only makes death more tragic because it is an end to a meaningful life.

    • @danielpavlick5006
      @danielpavlick5006 3 года назад +4

      I think his lack of religion, specifically Catholicism, has a lot to die with it.

    • @DeclinedMercy
      @DeclinedMercy 3 года назад +21

      @@danielpavlick5006 Let me guess, you are a catholic. Wow what a coincidence.

  • @Macam2macam
    @Macam2macam 4 года назад +201

    film like this makes me realize how valuable our time is.

    • @teratoma.
      @teratoma. 4 года назад +8

      funny, I'd say the exact opposite

    • @damiank7374
      @damiank7374 4 года назад +1

      Yes

    • @riffdigger2133
      @riffdigger2133 4 года назад +3

      Macam2macam Good point. It sets your priorities.

    • @eyobed5274
      @eyobed5274 4 года назад +2

      come to jesus other wise its all vain

    • @MesoScale
      @MesoScale 4 года назад +2

      Yes. And now to some cat videos

  • @harleyfrench9997
    @harleyfrench9997 4 года назад +195

    Man my heart just smashed in to pieces when he started to cry about the passing of this wife 😔

    • @okidot
      @okidot 4 года назад +1

      Yeah. That was painful.

    • @josephandreuccetti8043
      @josephandreuccetti8043 4 года назад +2

      Harley French I understand him

    • @harleyfrench9997
      @harleyfrench9997 4 года назад

      @@josephandreuccetti8043 i feel for you to my brother much love 🙏💕

  • @seattlestories
    @seattlestories 6 месяцев назад +1

    Incredible stuff, absolute honor to your grandfather. Thanks for taking the time, too many of us are too "busy".

  • @peterbobby99
    @peterbobby99 4 года назад +256

    “We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.” - Charles Bukowski

    • @oneglutathione
      @oneglutathione 4 года назад +5

      Thanks for sharing 🙏🏾

    • @valentynazapisochna5716
      @valentynazapisochna5716 4 года назад +1

      Thank you!

    • @proliferatingprofligate7032
      @proliferatingprofligate7032 4 года назад

      yeah, I know, he's a pretty good read but god who'd want to be such an asshole?

    • @crazyjay6331
      @crazyjay6331 4 года назад

      @@kayodeojo2309 christianity is a scam that you beleive in because you want to think that there is a purpose to everything and a second life after death. Wake up to reality: no one is important, me, you, not even an imaginary dude who lives the sky who supposedley created the world in 7 days.

    • @godslove7928
      @godslove7928 4 года назад

      For God so love the world that He gave His only begotten son that whosoever believes in Him should not perish but have a everlasting life through Jesus Christ. When you have Jesus don't fear anything.

  • @richpete
    @richpete 4 года назад +766

    Sometimes I look at my life now, early thirties with a full time job, 2 very young children, bills and a household to run and I think christ I wish I could spend just 1 day on my own. Just 1 day where I don't have to think about someone else or have to wake up and immediately start sorting the kids out or getting ready for work. Just one day where I can live like I did 10 years ago with no worry and just chill and do my own thing for the day.
    Watching this makes me sad because I know for damn sure that when I'm this chaps age that I'll wish I had the opposite. Sat there by myself (if I'm the second to go) offering everything I own to spend 1 day like I did on this day, today. To see my kids running around and to talk to my wife, to slow down and appreciate what I have instead of contemplating what I could have. Instead of wishing my kids would stop running around and calm down so I could have 5 minutes peace run around with them and enjoy it all.
    I think so hard about working and putting things in place for my kids future that I don't stop to think about what they need right now.
    My Wife said to me this morning "all you ever do is moan about how tired you are" and I suppose I didn't realise that until she said it. I don't know why this video came on my feed today but I'm glad it did. Today has been a deep thinking and a bit of a difficult one to swallow but I'm glad it went that way it was exactly what I needed.

    • @michaelsabella5924
      @michaelsabella5924 4 года назад +36

      Be careful one day you'll have all your wishes, but with that will bring utter lonliness also. Cherish what you have now, everything, especially your family.

    • @pathacker4963
      @pathacker4963 4 года назад +11

      Been there done that.and I wasn't married or had kids but I was expected to care for my parents.

    • @Vicente_Bravo
      @Vicente_Bravo 4 года назад +13

      A great testimony, thank you so much for sharing.
      Seems we (humans) have such a stubborn tendency to think about what we no longer have... I wonder were that comes from. Is it natural? Something we should abandon? Something that we're even capable abandoning?

    • @alevan1
      @alevan1 4 года назад +16

      We should be grateful for who and what we have in life it could be so much worse, everybody needs time alone even if its a few hours in a day just to be by yourself when you do you seem to appreciate what you have a little more, life goes by so fast to fast for my liking, enjoy the moments because one day we will only enjoy them as a memory....

    • @angelacarvalho844
      @angelacarvalho844 4 года назад +6

      Your right! Never ever think nothing will change. I'm 62 no I didn't expect this at all! But every day is special make it so! And they will remember that.
      Peace

  • @moreljoshkintanar7392
    @moreljoshkintanar7392 4 года назад +245

    "Her absence, to me, has become to me a presence."

    • @shiitakestick
      @shiitakestick 4 года назад +1

      Morel Josh Kintanar - is that what he said ? I heard “ a part if me is gone.”
      I know how he felt. From when my cat disappeared for 2 weeks in heavy coyote country.. ( then re appeared - thank you unseen and unknown )

    • @vdannyv
      @vdannyv 4 года назад +1

      Yeah that hit hard

    • @Namedyr
      @Namedyr 4 года назад +2

      @Andro mache Yes, human life to us humans are considered the highest of value, big surprise, but pets can be and IS to many people all they have, and also considered family members. Many people even choose pets as company over humans. That is because some people see and experience the value in other living creatures other then ourselves, not necessarily devaluing human life.

    • @shiitakestick
      @shiitakestick 4 года назад +1

      .. and animals are more emotionally honest . If youre
      angry they will withdraw , if youre full of love they will come to you-
      unlike people who lie emotionally , and manipulate others to get what they want..
      Without the animal connection , and only humans to turn to for the truth , I think Id go buggy , bonkers..

    • @aciidbraiin8079
      @aciidbraiin8079 4 года назад

      @@shiitakestick I understand what you mean. But sometimes I feel judged by the animals too, like dogs barking at me or birds flying away. I don't blame them, I think it's more the fact that I'm a human than me having my personality. In many ways animals seem to be judging people less than people themselves do. Because animals just seem to exist in the now, they accept things as they are, no matter if you are a fully functioning human being with beauty or not.

  • @TheTatager
    @TheTatager 7 месяцев назад +2

    What a beautiful and enriching experience must've been for both Herbert and his grandson to document these profound conversations about life and its unavoidable end. May we the young learn the wisdom of the old.

  • @jimwells7778
    @jimwells7778 4 года назад +319

    “I find in many ways I am a puzzle to myself”. I get it sir.

  • @nhmooytis7058
    @nhmooytis7058 3 года назад +303

    I’m an American woman 2 1/2 months from 69, I’m in perfect health, no chronic conditions, take no meds. I’ve lost 110 pounds since 2015. I’m writing a novel and have been traveling alone around the world for 3 1/2 years. I live now in Australia with 2 male millennial housemates. I don’t feel any different than I did at 30. My best friend is 88 and fitter than I am, goes to the gym regularly, started college age 70 and got her degree. She’s my role model. I see many boomers who are in bad shape, physically and emotionally. They think their best years are over. Very sad. I had cancer in 1993-4 and was told I could be dead in 6 months. So the last quarter century plus has been a gift. I still have lots of things left on my bucket list, and pray my physical and psychological health hold up. I don’t fear being dead, the fear is of becoming physically disabled or getting dementia first. Death itself is not optional, everyone dies....so why be afraid? PS my dad and mom died at 72 and 73, and the idea they were only 3-4 years older than I am now does weird me out when I think about it! So does hearing someone I know my age or younger dying. I think “But they were so young!”
    PS I struggled with depression all my life, age 12 to 63, was hospitalized often between my mid 30s and early 60s. I’m grateful not to have had a depressed episode in 6 years. If holistic methods don’t work and you need therapy or meds, then get them. Also get a thorough physical to rule out things like thyroid disease that may be causing the depression.

    • @kiki-bz2jk
      @kiki-bz2jk 3 года назад +15

      I'm 17, what you wrote makes me feel at peace. I am always in a state of anxiousness and always am rushing because I am expected to help my immigrant parents retire. Although they never said that directly, I feel it is expected because of all they sacrificed for me. I am expected to go to college, pick something to study in order to get a job, and work for the next forty years, and it's scary. I still feel like how I did back in middle school being the class clown, but pretty soon, in 4 short months, I'll be 18. I was scared but now I realize time is all about how you spend it. It is truly inspiring how you choose to still explore and create. I aspire to be like you.

    • @nhmooytis7058
      @nhmooytis7058 3 года назад +4

      @@kiki-bz2jk the fact is when someone has kids providing for them especially their education is what they are expected to do. Guilt tripping the kids is wrong. Yes caring for their needs if they need help is fine but it’s sad to see people in their 50s who end up trapped, with both aging dependent parents and boomerang kids they’re responsible for,

    • @Mashallahxd
      @Mashallahxd 3 года назад +1

      ruclips.net/video/IL_cThKNctA/видео.html

    • @nhmooytis7058
      @nhmooytis7058 3 года назад

      @Stacey Michaels thank you.

    • @thoughtcriminal5655
      @thoughtcriminal5655 3 года назад +1

      God bless you Nhomo

  • @ElijahBCool
    @ElijahBCool 4 года назад +387

    He died 5 months after this was made. Rest in peace.

    • @samirasn9865
      @samirasn9865 4 года назад +1

      R u sure ? Do u know him ?

    • @flightjam
      @flightjam 4 года назад +17

      According to his beliefs saying rest in peace is redundant.

    • @elijahizere
      @elijahizere 4 года назад +7

      ​@@samirasn9865 documentary's final cut was shown to Herbert. Died on November 2 2018.
      www.theatlantic.com/video/index/604840/being-97/

    • @chnlng00
      @chnlng00 4 года назад +2

      @@samirasn9865 This was filmed a while ago. He died Nov 2, 2018

    • @robertdore9592
      @robertdore9592 4 года назад +3

      He sounded as if he was at peace during the film. Both age and wisdom bring perspective.

  • @clay7182
    @clay7182 6 дней назад +1

    Life is very weird. You notice it more as you age. Thanks for this great video!

  • @MrThelittleguy903
    @MrThelittleguy903 4 года назад +269

    Like many people, a man living long enough to realize he has few answers.

    • @XxLIVRAxX
      @XxLIVRAxX 4 года назад +16

      There are never enough answers.
      Blessed those who have no more questions to make.

    • @1pcfred
      @1pcfred 4 года назад +5

      The few answers any of us may come up with in life all turn out to be wrong.

    • @lupusdivinorum4673
      @lupusdivinorum4673 4 года назад +3

      @@1pcfred How would you know that? Can you read the future? Why would you generalise this? Some answers might not be wrong.

    • @1pcfred
      @1pcfred 4 года назад

      @@lupusdivinorum4673 I know that because no one gets out alive. I can make a pretty good guess at the future too. Which is why I can make the previous statement with confidence.

    • @patrickhall7918
      @patrickhall7918 4 года назад

      It matters more that you ask the question rather than that you receive an answer. The question generates wonder and mystery, not answers, and faith to "witness" these. Maybe this is a happier emptiness.

  • @littlesailor1533
    @littlesailor1533 4 года назад +468

    I completely understand when he says that he looks at the trees they look different now, when you think about death you start to appreciate life more

    • @iggswanna1248
      @iggswanna1248 4 года назад +11

      i think its just all the pills hes taking..

    • @heathersmith7820
      @heathersmith7820 4 года назад +2

      @@iggswanna1248 It's his destiny and the world cooperated with him

    • @lisabona7978
      @lisabona7978 4 года назад +19

      Little sailor.. I have spent my whole life watching nature. The tree's, stars, animals. Best space to be. I enjoyed this video, what a lovely man.

    • @RomeoMihalcea
      @RomeoMihalcea 4 года назад +1

      @@lisabona7978 And yet, you will appreciate them even more on your last years.

    • @saffasaffa5084
      @saffasaffa5084 4 года назад +14

      How sad this is. Breaks my heart when he talks about the loss of his wife. Many people do not understand the deep loneliness some people experience, but God is always with us. Even in our darkest times focus on God an he will comfort you. I pray you find all the peace before you go home.

  • @aussiecfo
    @aussiecfo 4 года назад +102

    Very great effort in honor of your Grandfather. His mental clarity was remarkable as he reflected on such an impactful life.

  • @WendyWeng-o4d
    @WendyWeng-o4d 25 дней назад +2

    no matter how many times I watch this being 97, I can’t stop being emotional when he said the song he used to enjoy with his wife and hold hands 😭

  • @joegrizzly999
    @joegrizzly999 4 года назад +255

    Loneliness for a long period of time is the worst emotion anyone can feel.

    • @jadezee6316
      @jadezee6316 4 года назад +8

      yes..of course and that is what this gentleman is reflecting...the longer he is alone..the more he understands he cant control death...

    • @runtochrist1975
      @runtochrist1975 4 года назад +13

      People can be lonely with surrounded by people that do not really love them. No one is alone when you believe in God.

    • @freegracecommunity
      @freegracecommunity 4 года назад +2

      It sometimes is what *BREAKS OPEN THE SEED OF CHRIST WITHIN YOU*

    • @lannyhoward25
      @lannyhoward25 4 года назад +1

      Loneliness is the biggest thing seniors suffer when in long term care homes. Some have family visit occasionally, but they need more. That’s why I push to have young people come to those places and visit these folks. I go and play the piano for them too. It’s a blessing for us all!!

    • @turkishboyMLT
      @turkishboyMLT 4 года назад +1

      @@runtochrist1975 As a Muslim I agree with you.

  • @theredmarker7216
    @theredmarker7216 3 года назад +1819

    I just looked up his name only to see he passed 3 years ago now... Not too long after this was filmed. I hope he went peacefully.

    • @noahmezan2073
      @noahmezan2073 2 года назад +154

      At the end of the video it reveals he died. Not sure how you missed that

    • @6fejmk
      @6fejmk 2 года назад +16

      bruh

    • @ChingerBurger
      @ChingerBurger 2 года назад +10

      "delete me from this conversation"

    • @ToasterBrain
      @ToasterBrain 2 года назад +8

      @King King Appreciate that you're even here. All this must pass, your just lucky to be. Love the little things, like he says, right now and maybe you won't be sad in the end. Thankful to Mother Nature for a glimpse at her beauty.

    • @fakealienskater3330
      @fakealienskater3330 2 года назад +4

      @@ToasterBrain facts! Life is too short to waste it on grieving on that it is too short (or will end). Hard to organize the brain that way sometimes, but I think it’s essential to make the most of it

  • @isaac8228
    @isaac8228 4 года назад +464

    I started crying when he said his wife died. Just imagine having someone you love for all years die and you had no choice but to keep on living...

    • @MasterOfCope
      @MasterOfCope 4 года назад +7

      Yeah I felt that although to have a connection with someone must be an amazing thing I guess all the good memories make up for it in a way.

    • @roguedroid7102
      @roguedroid7102 4 года назад +3

      orca winfreys big black fish hole 😐

    • @AnnaLVajda
      @AnnaLVajda 4 года назад +7

      I heard lots of older people often die within a year or two of their spouse almost of a broken heart.

    • @rickm5853
      @rickm5853 4 года назад +1

      @@ryanalger9279 "there is no true white or black answer to any problem" Isn't that a black and white answer to a problem and hence a self defeating argument?

    • @StabbyMcBlade
      @StabbyMcBlade 4 года назад

      @orca winfreys big black fish hole were you expecting a few people to lol at that? Or maybe think you're totally hard-core for laughing in the face of death?? 🤔

  • @jfkmiller
    @jfkmiller 4 месяца назад +3

    One of the most profound short films ever to have graced RUclips. Filmmaker grandson and film subject grandfather have enriched the lives of others with this sublime contemplation of death. Bravo both.

  • @crashburn3292
    @crashburn3292 4 года назад +75

    The mind and voice of this man. Without seeing him, if his voice told you he was 67, you would have no problem believing it. Herbert Fingarette. A life well lived.

  • @michaelh4227
    @michaelh4227 4 года назад +169

    Makes it all the more sadder once you realized that he's already passed away.
    Herbert Fingarette (20 January 1921 - 2 November 2018)

    • @nixadventures3938
      @nixadventures3938 4 года назад +5

      He’s truly lucky to be honest...peace be with you & yours.

    • @blakejordan6660
      @blakejordan6660 4 года назад +4

      He’s no longer missing his wife

    • @Manuel-gu9ls
      @Manuel-gu9ls 4 года назад +2

      He earned his everlasting peace ✌️🕊😌😇

    • @thomasjeffersontypebeat3532
      @thomasjeffersontypebeat3532 4 года назад +4

      @Steven Price it's a joke lol don't be so uptight. If Herbert was still alive he would've probably laughed at that joke

    • @j.p.9522
      @j.p.9522 4 года назад +1

      @Hate Spreader No, it was to ensure his passage into Sto'Vo'Kor.

  • @larssvenson8769
    @larssvenson8769 3 года назад +628

    My own grandfather is 99 right now, and turning 100 this December. He fought in WW2 in the United States Army in the European theatre and had many near death experiences there. He is still very cognizant and it's interesting to compare what he says to what this gentleman, Herbert, said. My grandfather also has lost his wife, my Nanna, several years ago. My grandfather apparently does not fear death, and seems to be training his family to be prepared for his death. I'll share two nuggets of wisdom that I wrote down, one from Nanna before she passed, and one from Poppy (grandfather).
    "It's a wonderful world if you let it be" - Nanna "When we're dead we're gonna be dead a long time. So take in what you can now. " - Poppy

    • @whatistruth560
      @whatistruth560 3 года назад +18

      Nice story, There is also the Creator of our whole World who entered it for all our hate,sin,ect by love for us and rose again for all by grace a free Gift of God and we shall be rising after death of he who believes, thanks God bless.

    • @israelgonzalez8703
      @israelgonzalez8703 3 года назад +14

      "When we're dead we're gonna be dead a long time. So take in what you can now." Dude I love that. Thank you for passing on the wisdom.

    • @ancienturtle216
      @ancienturtle216 3 года назад +17

      @@whatistruth560 Not everyone believes in the afterlife or a god at all.

    • @77sinner
      @77sinner 3 года назад +8

      @@whatistruth560 Shhh, no need to ruin a good story.

    • @whatistruth560
      @whatistruth560 3 года назад +1

      @@israelgonzalez8703 Do you have proof and evidence that you are accurate and correct that thete is no GOD/Creator?