I quit being a correctional officer because of all the corruption at GEO formerly Wackenhut in Cleveland, Texas. I always used to say that the ONLY difference between a CO and a inmate is that the CO's haven't been caught yet for their crimes.
I am a Mexican. This gangster life destroyed our family. My older brother joined Sinaloan Cartel back in 1993. It all started when my brother was 14 and into that dope life. Poverty then, was rampant. And gangs were glorified and leaders were portrayed as saviour in some sorta way. Life was never the same in the family. My brother was gunned down in a rival gang shootout. Fortunately for me, Me and my Mom moved in the states and i could pursue my dream of becoming a doctor. But the horrors of murder and seeing dead bodies on the daily are still vivid in my memories.
I retired as a deputy warden at USP Leavenworth. Around 2006 or 2007, I had a lot of Sureños and Norteños and they were constantly trying to kill each other. Washington DC finally realized we couldn't house both on the same yard, so we started moving Norteños out. Eventually I only had two Norteños left in SHU. They would ask me to release them to the yard. I would tell them it's you two against 100 Sureños. You know what their response was? "I'm good with those odds." I will admit they have no fear.
@@123FUG33 sorry, but I don’t recall. I doubt they were sent to the same place but I had 2500 inmates so as long as they were gone it was one less thing to be concerned about.
You had 2,500 inmates huh.. no you monitored 2,500 inmates.. you don't have anything you don't own them. did they brainwash you or try to while you were there@@jonloftness5210 ?
I worked as a CO for over 10 years. I had John on my tier. He was very respectful. I never had any negative issues with him. Good luck to you John. I hope you are doing well.
You'd really think the topic here would be "This is how fucked up the US prison system is, now we need to massively overhaul it to get rid of things like prison rape and prison gangs." But no, let's just make atrocity porn about "how prison gangs work," as if they are some sort of inevitable and objective reality instead of a total systemic failure.
@@rickmaldoo4205 that's just YOUR opinion and you are entitled to your opinion but before you pass judgement on somebody you REALLY should get to know them personally BUT I'M JUST SAYIN THO 🤷😁
@@worldadventuretravel it's why journalism is commonly immoral. Talking about the failings of our justice system is boring. Hearing a gangster talk about his lifestyle isn't.
If he's so echelon type of NF G , why hasn't he ever testified against any NF leaders , or led law enforcement to find NF leader bank accounts or drug operations.
@americanpatriot7508 I believe you can leave but that also leaves you vulnerable because other rivel of gang memeber can still kill you because they saw you running with that crew but that's very rare also mostly you will get beat to life and death or just straight up death
it blows my mind that anybody would tolerate that lifestyle... I mean the respect and money at the cost of always having to watch out for what you say or do, killing people? I'll eat plain rice 7 days a week over that... especially if I can do it while chilling with my dog. I don't care how many guys look up to you or how much money you can collect, it can't compare to being able to wake up when you want eat what you want, and have a cute dog look at you wagging its tail knowing damn well that the car that just rolled up by your house has a 99.99999% chance of not being somebody that wants to kill you.
The biggest indication this man has made a powerful internal change is when he brought up his moms struggles. He made it clear he didn't blame her for his drug use. He had accepted his faults.
Modern day psychology is literally a plague. I can't image being in a field where by all metrics mental health issues have increased 4 fold in almost every areas, divorce rates at all time highs since your field began administering itself to the public... If the empirical data says anything its "run" when a mental health provider says they can help. @@Mister_Terrific806
I went to prison at 18 for weapons charges. The prison I went to was entirely ran by Bloods. I stayed neutral and by the grace of God made some good friends and dudes would tell their friends that I was off limits. I ended up meeting a guy named Gotti. He was high ranking and he was kinda like a mentor for me. He always told me how intelligent I was and that life wasn't for me. Long story short today I have a degree in business and I have worked for the Department of Defense, multiple health insurance companies and now I currently work for a bank as a senior banker. I give all the credit to God first and foremost but I will never forget people like Gotti and a few others that seen in me what I couldn't see in myself. Who would think that a gang member would be one of the individuals that helped me to stay on the right path and become a productive respectable citizen. I am eternally grateful for the people that believed in me when I thought I was nothing.
I’ve been in the dep for 22 years . I’m at Folsom prison. I read your book a few years ago and it’s as real as it gets. I commend you for the choice you made. It takes a real man, a powerful man to step up and turn the other way. I’ve seen your book get passed around for sometime now inside. I know for certain you have made a positive impact in many of these men inside. I pray you keep up the good work and stay blessed. My condolences for your wife and mother.
Amazing thought I just had, how people educate themselves so well inside. I had the good fortune of having a father send me all the books I ever wanted and ever read in jails, rehabs, and other places I wasn't allowed a phone. But I only read books when I'm away from the internet. I feel like if I was down for that long I would get a masters and become a jailhouse lawyer. On the outside it's just too hard to work and go to school. But when you're inside? No worrying about meals, where you're going to sleep, a lot of different types of stress are taken away and exchanged for new ones. Maybe I'm just making excuses for being lazy but I write now and work full time at a normal job.
@@rageius Probably making excuses, but I am not bashing you for it. I am the same way. I learned alot when I was locked up for a year. I had so much focus. Now that I am free, I dont over achieve much. I can relate.
Time is still not up for him yet. He did something real bad. No matter wat he did when he was running the yard. Just saying wat he is saying now pisses a lot of people off
His story shows how crappy this world can be. Given a different start in life, this man could have been a leader in any field that he decided to pursue. He is obviously intelligent, dedicated and hard working. These are 3 qualities that are in short supply these days. I am not trying to make excuses for his past or his decisions, but environment dictates behavior more than most people credit. Sir, I wish you nothing but the best and hope that life gives you back some of the serenity you have been missing. Dedicating your life to trying to prevent others from following the same path is admirable.
People stigmatize people like this way too much. I've been to prison myself and I can tell you from my own story as well as the VAST majority of the people I've met in correctional facilities, that is that these people "never had a chance" because a lot of the bad things that set them in bad directions happened to them as children. They were born on crack, without parents, ... they're the most tormented souls on the planet and when people stigmatize them they keep "the nightmare" going for them and they don't realize it. Love really is the only thing that "wins".
Exactly. Couldn't have said it any better myself. The environment that so many children are raised in you know almost for a fact that they will be a product of that environment and so it goes. Get children out of that environment and into something positive that doesn't involve having to fight to survive and can focus on living a successful life without prison, drugs, violence, illegal activities, the list goes on.
@@AaronEbrahimI wouldn’t say people in those situations “didn’t have a chance” but more so had a few things going against them from the start. Truth is we all do though - it’s just different struggles for each person
This shows you why the military is the way it is. Because if you aren't organized and strong in war, you're dead. The version of him who wasn't organized, didn't survive to make this video.
A buddy of mine became a Norteño. Then one day he had a baby with his lady and decided he wanted to change his life for the better. He wanted out of the gang. Norteños went to his house, stabbed him in his front yard, threw him in their car and drove away. His body was found burned alive. Absolutely horrific.
Yea.. that is absolutely terrible. I’m sure there is a right way to get out and a wrong way that nobody speaks on but damn I’m so sorry bro. I hope the baby doesn’t ever grow up to know what happened to they father. Bc that is awful. 😭
All the Norteño homeboys I grew up with are doing life forgotten by their wives, girlfriends and families, dead, in wheelchairs, on the run forever from US Marshalls in Mexico, Homeless living on the street, taken out by their own people in Prison or the County Jail by some young dude trying to earn his keep in the gang. Some were just lucky to leave Northern California and the life behind, as Woodie the Norteño rap legend said in one his songs “Northside life ain’t nothing nice” Norteño and NF is the hardest gang to be in, you can get “Removed” by the slightest of reasons no matter how many years or sacrifices you’ve made for the gang. Strict gang rules make it hard to be a Norteño for life, it’s like walking on a tight rope for life.
Norteño gangsters are the hardest core because they have to be. They’re targeted by sureños, all the Aryan inbreds, the COs, etc. They’re also outnumbered by the sureños like 5 to 1. So they have to be intensely organized and prepared. It’s why Ene is virtually paramilitary (many Norte gangsters are required to learn first aid and CPR). It’s a crucible that produces tough, tough dudes.
As a former teacher in the literal hood, stories like this were everyday. I taught at an elementary where we had to bus students 3 blocks home from school to keep gang members away from our elementary kids. We could not get any delivery services because they'd all been robbed way too many times. We had three incidents in 6 months of students as young as 7 bringing guns into school. We'd have some kids with some promise that you'd hope to guide out of there somehow, but a few months later, they'd disappear into these gangs which would start training them up to sell drugs and be enforcers and then it was all too late. If you listen to a lot of ex gang members, they describe life in prison just like this, these elaborate organizations that would rival any corporate entity, and I wish with this level of talent, you could see more black and brown and poor peoples running things at the top and making a difference for those that come behind, but if mom/dad aren't at home because they're working 18 hour days, and brothers in jail, and the kids go home on empty stomachs, they aren't lured by an education or the promise of a potential good future that may take years to come, they want the immediate--food in belly, money to help mom/dad (if they have one) pay rent and not make them homeless, and the gangs give them all of that at the high price of imprisonment or their eventual deaths. Just a lot of days thinking why did we even bother, but someone's got to give a damn for the 10 that may make it out or choose to change their lives.
Thank you. Some want a way out but their circumstances and surroundings won't give them a chance to do so. Imagine yourself living in the way you described these youngsters living and knowing what they're faced with daily. Same scenario, living in filth in a fatherless home, starving and knowing nothing but pain and abuse. Eventually this turns us into what he just described. Lot's of people only judge us but never put themselves in our shoes. How would they turn out under the same circumstances? Better yet how do we change this? I commend all whom are aware of what we face and want to help and make a difference even if you're only able to reach 10 out of 100 it's worth the effort.
It's better to run with a gang then not if you live in the hood. If you want to try and make something legitimate of yourself. You only have a real chance of making something if you join a gang. Then you go legit later, oftentimes still a gang member when not committing crimes for a living.
This dude probably has a lot of knowledge to share with the youth. He is a good story teller who really lives that life. It seems he has taken accountability for his actions, learned from his mistakes and changes for the better. Keep going big homie you are changing the lives of the younger generations.
I appreciate your words. I have taken responsibility for my actions and I realize that this struggle is a daily struggle. But it’s far from over. My RUclips channel Paradigm Media News is all part of a bigger plan to continue putting my message out there and to continue trying to help guys that either made some of the same mistakes I made or the youngsters who are heard in that same direction. Again I appreciate your comment and your positive words
I appreciate your time and honesty and willingness to help the younger generation see there is a difference in your decision making. I went to jail for a weekend and I told myself this place is not the home I see myself living in. Thankfully I've never been back. I was born and raised in Compton in the mid 70s and 80s graduated in early 90s. I've lost so many friends to the gang world growing up. I'm thankful for my parents and my Christian up bringing to make those though decisions. Growing up in Compton it literally becomes a part of your life you just adapt to your surroundings. I enjoyed listening to your story and I really appreciate you taking the time to talk truth and knowledge. God Bless my brother and my condolences to you and your family.
Every one snitched i dont care who u are ... When your pusher up against the wall with no options. So lets keep it real. If are sentrnced zo lige on first charge then i understand... But i know u know you all want outta the cagr
4:54🤔 id take everything thing he says with a grain of salt. It's safe to say most gang members are rapists/childpredators so im not sure how this weird double standard works with Sex Crimes and being Affiliated vs. Unaffiliated
Paradigm Media News is his RUclips channel. Great content creator with an intense amount of educational information. I’m grateful to have come across Boxer’s channel. Real life first hand stories by Boxer himself.
My dad grew up in east Salinas around the 80s, where a lot of activity was going on, and still is in some areas. This was such an articulate outlook on all the corruption and violence, and I really enjoyed this video 👍🏼
I was in high school in Salinas back in 2008-2009 when they were breaking the murder record in Salinas.. making Washington D.C. National News Headlines.. it was a wild time back then. Per capita it was considered one of the top 5 most violent cities in California. Monterey County was considered “youth murder” capital of California. During that time, Latino males age 13-25 were most at risk of being killed by gun violence in the county where Salinas is the capital.
@@Coco-xw3wpit's methadone my guy, he's bloated since his heart can't pump enough for his weight, and his kidneys probably don't work well, as well as the liver. Methadone is possibly worse than heroin.
@@WretchedDrummer i remember that there was like 41 homicides we were going back n forth the southsiders would hit a homeboy n we’d go hit 3 of theirs there was also a ton of housecleaning going on. When the youth murder capital article came out in the paper the next month they did federal gang sweeps
I love boxer. He is so real and his stories are amazing. His channel paradigmmedia has excellent content. Makes my daily commute to and from work suck that much less
What this man has seen and gone through must be mind blowing. How good he is now to tell the world how he has lived and how he wants to carry on with his life as he has been there and burned the tee shirt. Pleased you have turned your life around John and keep up the excellent work.
I grew up in Salinas and my older sisters adopted Chicana culture. Often times they would leave me at Closter Park with homies/SEMsters as babysitters while they went cruising. Back then (late 70s/early 80s) its wasn't as wild as it is now in Salinas. Surprisingly the homies who watched me while my sisters went cruising never tried to instill gang culture into me at that young age. They looked out for me and took care of me. I never aligned myself but had many friends who were members. Many years later I left Salinas after being attacked by a gang member who didn't like that I had a successful hustle and no one was taxing me. All in all, I learned enough to survive and to be respectful from the streets of Salinas. This is a great interview. Thanks for sharing.
White dude from s.Sacramento. My sister was half Mexican. We had different dads. She adopted the Chicana culture. Mean. Sold dope and battled Aids for 35yrs. Extremely sad. She turned me on to them oldies though!! God Bless her for that!! My favorite music. She was 7yrs older than me and she would spin Tower of Powers 45 “ your still a young man “ over and over and over again. Not a damn thing I could do about it. Rest In Peace, Renate
I grew up by Closter Park. Being from Salinas is crazy. I know plenty of that fell into gang life and growing up I had to fight or be except that you were always going to be pushed around. Those dudes always had my back and never tried to get me into the life. In a matter of fact I’ve seen them discourage young kids. Now traveling a lot in my band it is crazy to hear how many people are scared of Salinas. It blows my mind. I always thought that’s just how it is.
4:54🤔 id take everything thing he says with a grain of salt. It's safe to say most gang members are rapists/childpredators so im not sure how this weird double standard works with Sex Crimes and being Affiliated vs. Unaffiliated
I have never seen such an honest description of prison politics, corruption and life. Everyone knows that COs bring in the lions share of contraband (they should get paid more for that job), but I don’t often seen it stated so plainly. Great interview!
@@pedrolopez8592 That is the exception, not the rule. Most of them that start where I live are 18-20 years old so only a high school diploma needed and they can start out under $30k. For the level of risk you have as a CO, that is not enough.
What a paradox: the gang requiring it’s members to educate themselves reading Socrates, etc, which, ultimately, if they survive long enough, becomes the tools and knowledge base that allows them to overcome such a petty, empty, violent lifestyle. The universe is truly and beautifully nuanced
Yeah, criminal organizations have to earn money, gain territory, wage wars against rivals, conduct diplomacy, discipline their ranks, outsmart the law and etc. So, it behooves them to have their members read literature that will benefit the gang.
I feel his plight and how the organization deemed him bad was a slap in the face . You want to have honor and be a warrior but they want you to be a pawn . His story is very enlightening.
Sounds like Military heads and people who don't know what being a soldier means. I think of Apartheid soldiers like Steve Biko and Chris Hani to name two, who were leaders of a very important cause and they died for it. but our leaders today shake hands and do business with the very people who killed those activists. In the end unless you are a boss, you are a pawn and there is no way to the top unless you start your own movement
Glad my dad kept me out of all the crime fam business. Most certainly has kept me out of jail and prison throughout my life. Sadly the same cannot be said for nearly all of his own nephews and close family; many of them dead or in prison for murder and gang-related felonies. Such a small separation between a life with no criminal record full of peace and love from my own family now, to what may have been, a violent danger hellbent on feeding the lurking monster inside of me. What a difference a good father makes. Never forget this fellas, be a good father to your kids.
Yep, one of my fully tattoo brother in law did crime most of his younger life until he met my sister, but for the past 10 plus years since he had children with my sister he stopped his criminal life and trying to help their children live a non-criminal life. So yes, a strong and ethical father figure does make a huge difference to how a child is raised and who he/she become in their life.
@@Seeklip6T I’m just here to ask why you put a period after “that” then again after fact? If you wanted to accentuate fact, you could’ve just capitalized it.
You'd really think the topic here would be "This is how fucked up the US prison system is, now we need to massively overhaul it to get rid of things like prison rape and prison gangs." But no, let's just make atrocity porn about "how prison gangs work," as if they are some sort of inevitable and objective reality instead of a total systemic failure.
@@crizzonet No honor in that life. Don’t expect loyalty from now days criminals life is different from before. He’s doing a good job changing his life around.
I did 32 years out of 4 offenses in Texas. I was a member of the Mandingo Warriors. One of the biggest dumbest, stupidist mistakes, I ever made. I have the same story you do as to the inner working and politics. But it ended up being a part of something that deprived me of independence. My own life and a prisoner that belonged to a different set of guards and rules. I held rank but eventually my free speech and unwillingness to obey rules without question lead to them turning on me and injured. I got out of that slavery, I got out of prison and, I tell any fool thinking about joining a gang is, you will now have other overlords and your life don't belong to you no more. If it is for the reason of needing protection in there because unaffilated are targets, I get it but men standing on their own make it. You just will have to put what it takes into being independent that you will being your own man.
Are you trying to say Tongo Blast, If so fact is we are not like out in California. We have a peaceful existance. Our problem is with the system not each other. @escoboy4737
Heartbreaking to hear what happened with your loved ones, and then to have the organization do what they did. Cant imagine going through that. You are very strong. Thank you for telling your story.
I hope you're able to live a long life and keep helping the ones who want to follow the path you took earlier in your life and get them to change. I learned so much from you and your experience. Keep up the great work you're doing!
Fascinating. Eloquent. Informative. So pleased to be able to understand some of the culture and why it starts in the first place. Thank you for doing this
This dude is articulate & is very well spoken. I’d like to hear this guy on a podcast & have him talk for a couple of hours & have him break down NF & the politics behind it. This was a great sniper for folks sitting on the outside to understand this criminal organization.
Rest in peace to your wife, sir. I can't imagine what that must have been like while still dealing with prison stresses and gang pressures. All the best
Lmao a drop-out. All the zumasses in the gangs are drop-outs irl. You're a fool to believe that he did anything but extend his time on earth by "dropping-out". You'd be a fool to do any different.
Hey Box, you knocked this interview out of the park!! His channel on RUclips is awesome!! His book is a must read! He also does series, Inner Demons and War Stories!! I'm addicted to the channel and all the content he puts out!! I can see the sincerity in his eyes, and hear it in your voice!! So proud of you, and all the positive things this exposure will bring!! You are such a special man Boxer!! Take care Stay safe!!
This is some good stuff, he is a real former NF sharing real info. Hopefully he keeps sharing so we all get to know the NF for what it really is. Same goes for the EME
Boxer got one of the craziest life stories. From a kid till present day.He needs his own series on FX or on Starz. This is a great start. I see you Box.
I had an opportunity to join a gang at 19 yrs old. I saw this in my future and decided that gangs is not for me. I’m very thankful I made the right decision. There’s so much more to life. There’s a whole world out there to see.
A family member did some time in a very serious prison and he said the first time he saw guards taking bets on prisoners fighting. When he was telling me this his eyes got watery and he tried to explain “why” it was happening. It’s just part of the process he said. A young black man was released to the yard and killed over an accidental door opening. A 19 year old kid stabbed to death because these guys hate each other for actual reason other than prison policy. He said it was a cheap bet to. He never told me the amount but it wasn’t much.
@sammhyde7589 nah bro, a real man has compassion in his heart. A real man can put himself in someone else's place and understand one's hardships. Soft men fight or kill for a couple of letters, territory that will never be theirs. Bozo type of life, the real suckers are gang idiots.
Smarter, maybe; well-spoken, nope. Being well-spoken is probably the number asset of politicians regardless if you support them or not. They make a living speaking and screwing over people while appearing to actually care. lol
Just as crooked, all of these people are rats and snakes. Scum of the earth. The most intelligent people are the most evil😂 idgaf how articulate someone is😂
“If you see a bird fly over your like, damn I seen a bird today man. You go back in and tell people in the pod” That statement alone is crazy. Imagine being free your whole life and being able to see nature, Waking up to the bird chirping and other animals. The littlest things in life you take granted over to even just seeing a bird we forget to appreciate everything around us.
when I came home from the Pelican Bay SHU and my parole officer brought me to my moms she had a tree in her front yard. That was Dec 2005 and I still remember what it felt like to touch that tree - both the physical sensation and the emotional response. The closest I ever saw in terms of that reaction was when my first daughter was born and she would cautiously touch things and often be withdraw quickly..not from fear or repulsion but as if the sensory overload was such that she had to detach in order to process what just happened. Then she would reach again and this routine would continue until touching that object was normalized. The difference was my daughter wasn’t even a year old..I was almost 30. I’ve been home ever since and while my amazement at nature in all its forms is a little more subdued its still “my thing”
@@HOMIEHangout I hope you love the rest of your years and enjoy your life the way it should be brother. This game me goosebumps I couldn’t never imagine living like that! Stay positive brother !
That's a great message, truly. I fill up the bird feeders in my yard regularly, and often run out to chase squirrels, one super fat one in particular, away from them. I never really thought about how just watching them would be a luxury for others. I guess I can afford to spare some birdseed
Bro gave his whole life to a gang that when they misunderstood something they didn’t give boxer the chance to explain himself. Dudes went with feelings over facts. Boxer sounds solid AF, good luck to you bro thanks for your knowledge teaching the youngsters.
Some guy tells you his side of the story and you're quick to believe him and be so gullible lol. He snitched and everything else was just noise to minimize and excuse and even justify why he snitched. Read the paperwork. I don't care but what bothers me is the lack of honesty and acceptance of what he did.
Salute to a real OG, he is a powerful speaker and his wisdom has much growth behind it.. Blessings to him and all who follows his lead. When you know better you do better and he has achieved that goal
One thing I admire about this interview is the lack of glorifying of the lifestyle or the gang. Certain mob member like Sammy the Bull glorify the life and act as if they are still in the life when they were not. I don't see that coming from this man being interviewed. Very informative.
I’m glad he’s not glorifying this time with nostalgia and romance. The way a lot of organized crime is portrayed after the fact. Movies are in real life. That’s what draws in young people with false ideas about organized crime and gangs.
@@chingonsaasss8601 the problem is as with any organization just as our government is it get corrupted an co opped by greed. Now just like the government too the NF an norteno movement is about money and who you know. But at the core of it was a struggle for equality that's just propaganda for recruiting
These men had an extremely positive impact on my life. Nortenos kept me and my neighborhood safe. Sex offenders in my neighborhood were genuinely terrified of reoffending. There were two that tried and they regretted it daily for a whole year. The OG's steered me to get a higher education and try to be a lawyer or a counselor instead of some cracked out prostitute. Nortenos showed me love and support when I was suicidal. They taught me how crucial it was to have dignity and act with respect. They taught me about my rights and encouraged me to learn philosophy. Sometimes good men do bad things, and you don't always understand the reason for it. But these are principled people and most of them have big hearts. I will always be grateful to them cause they were the family I needed that I didn't have and being a member wasn't a requirement. I never got jumped in nor was I pressured to.
This was a great interview. You can see the realness in B's eyes & hear the truth in his words ! We need a t.v. series spinoff like the show Oz . With Boxers views / version of events in the struggles that take place in prison/ jails. Also thank yous for having B. On as a guest ! Great work/interview.
This guy has a channel. I forget the name. He has a montage of people and situations he personally knew and went through in prison. I really enjoyed a few of his videos and subscribed. He is LEGIT! Glad he turned his life around..
The ironic part is that life is always like that anywhere, it's just clearly visible in a prison. I won't even list the natural (or manmade) disasters that could devastate the planet in a moments notice, but trust me, there are a lot of possibilities. Let's hope we don't have to find out
That statement activated my PTSD. I remember I was reading and out of nowhere it popped off some dude gets shanked in front of me and I didn't know what was going on. I was 19 at the time and already realizing this wasn't for me. And that happens to cement it. I got up and started fighting because after homeboy stabbed him. His buddies joined him and they re group. I was cornered reacted fast attacked and try to get out but failed. Luckily the tear gas saved me. Never been so scared. I remember when I got dropped In my head I was thinking I'm going to die I'm going to die right now.
@@dbank6107 Obviously it's better to have clean criminal record. But of those who did go into a life of crime, it's admirable when they are able to get out of it. In a way, they have achieved a more difficult task than those who stayed out of trouble in the first place. Same with those who have escaped the scourge of addiction. And I'm speaking as someone who has never had to deal with either.
I've worked with guys who were affiliates with Chicago Vice Lords and other sets from the US. And the crazy thing is, even though it's been YEARS since they were involved, they still paid dues. They still followed the structure and still didn't do things like eat pork or other haram foods even though they werent actually Muslim. But the gang was and is. It's crazy how deep that runs in your psyche that even when you don't even run with them anymore, you're still psychologically attached to it.
Yeah, the programming that takes place on federal and state prison yards runs deep. Think of all the white guys that go in as not racist and unaffiliated but after the brainwashing takes place they're covered in swastikas. Tribalism is deeply embedded in the human psyche. It's a survival mechanism.
I hope John Mendoza is doing good!!! Congratulations brother for changing your life around that’s as real as it gets!!! Listen to this man! Especially you young ones!!
My father in early 2000’s worked at CCC, in Susanville CA, not too many details for obvious personal safety reasons but there was a man named “Dollar”, he had a buddy in his bike group that was keeping the bed warm for his wife. Ended up taking the guys life and ended up in High desert, NF was still live and just as active in ‘08 as might be now, however word was Dollar could be heard across the yard hitting the heavy bag, turned out he was killed when leaving the gang 3 days before he was allegedly getting paroled, supposedly the details in the case were either 50% lies or were overly exaggerated too the highest limit. As I was born in 2005 it fascinated me that a guy I never met and only heard about somewhat, I only hope the best for his two sons back home in my old hometown.
After reading his book and being a long term sub to his channel, I honestly think Boxer was and still is the real thing. His wife was dying and his family particularly his mum, wanted him to give that life up as he was facing life and involved in FBI cases. And all because he was recorded trying to placate his dying wife.....his standing was affected yet he still wouldnt fold. This mans the realest. He still holds certain ethics and morals that make him a man today!!! Respect Boxer!!!
You have been to the mountaintop and back a few times and I can relate. I'm 60 now and still in the life but it is taxing to the soul. He's right there is one of three places you end up, prison for life, the grave yard or your health will suffer mental and physical. Peace Boxer
I quit being a correctional officer because of all the corruption at GEO formerly Wackenhut in Cleveland, Texas. I always used to say that the ONLY difference between a CO and a inmate is that the CO's haven't been caught yet for their crimes.
Yea GEO got they hands in PA too..they play dirty🤦🏽♂️
Only difference was one had keys the other did not
You were part of the problem.
Only diff: one gets to leave prison every day.
This mf prob got caught with the burner phones...
No bullsh*t music in the background, just straight to the point stories. Excellent.
Ya
I was blasting the little mermaid sound track to this and it somehow made this less gay
agreed
Uragay @@antfbi
@@antfbiso basically its gay when no music in a video?
I am a Mexican. This gangster life destroyed our family. My older brother joined Sinaloan Cartel back in 1993. It all started when my brother was 14 and into that dope life. Poverty then, was rampant. And gangs were glorified and leaders were portrayed as saviour in some sorta way. Life was never the same in the family. My brother was gunned down in a rival gang shootout. Fortunately for me, Me and my Mom moved in the states and i could pursue my dream of becoming a doctor. But the horrors of murder and seeing dead bodies on the daily are still vivid in my memories.
Glad you made something of yourself man instead of that nonsense.
Amazing
Good for you bro ❤
So myself, you can ultimately change your path.
I'm so sorry for the hand you were dealt early on . Congratulations for pulling yourself out of that situation I am sorry for the loss of your brother
The Pelican Bay fight from the early 90s is one of the craziest prison riots ever caught on video. This dude is OG.
It was Feb of 99
Maybe from the US but there way more hardcore videos out there from south America decapitations n sheeeite
@@TheWatcherxx99🤔you must wanna have a pissing contest stfu and read!
My ex wife's brother killed a CO on accident and got a life sentence in that video. His name is Tony and he is from Mariana Montavilla,
@poesgro9022 how did accidentally kill a C.O???
I retired as a deputy warden at USP Leavenworth. Around 2006 or 2007, I had a lot of Sureños and Norteños and they were constantly trying to kill each other. Washington DC finally realized we couldn't house both on the same yard, so we started moving Norteños out. Eventually I only had two Norteños left in SHU. They would ask me to release them to the yard. I would tell them it's you two against 100 Sureños. You know what their response was? "I'm good with those odds." I will admit they have no fear.
Where did they send the Nortenos to if they can’t stay there?
@@123FUG33 sorry, but I don’t recall. I doubt they were sent to the same place but I had 2500 inmates so as long as they were gone it was one less thing to be concerned about.
@jonloftness5210 The more prisoners the more money goes into prison? Just like public schools, the more children the more money.
I bet you were corrupt like most prison officials??
You had 2,500 inmates huh.. no you monitored 2,500 inmates.. you don't have anything you don't own them. did they brainwash you or try to while you were there@@jonloftness5210 ?
I worked as a CO for over 10 years. I had John on my tier. He was very respectful. I never had any negative issues with him. Good luck to you John. I hope you are doing well.
Damn
No you didn't shut up
he always this fat?
Reach out to him. @paradigmmedianews
I personally hope he leads a short and miserable life along with all "the homies"
One of the best prison testimonies I've heard. Its not often you get to hear an honest prison story that comes off genuine.
BOXER HAS CHANGED DRAMATICALLY HE ALSO HAS A RUclips CHANNEL THAT IS VERY SUCCESSFUL TOO
You'd really think the topic here would be "This is how fucked up the US prison system is, now we need to massively overhaul it to get rid of things like prison rape and prison gangs." But no, let's just make atrocity porn about "how prison gangs work," as if they are some sort of inevitable and objective reality instead of a total systemic failure.
Stool pigeon, is why he lives
@@rickmaldoo4205 that's just YOUR opinion and you are entitled to your opinion but before you pass judgement on somebody you REALLY should get to know them personally BUT I'M JUST SAYIN THO 🤷😁
@@worldadventuretravel it's why journalism is commonly immoral. Talking about the failings of our justice system is boring. Hearing a gangster talk about his lifestyle isn't.
Didn't expect to be watching Mexican Kingpin talk about prison life on RUclips.
He looks like kingpin
He's also in the 'How Obesity Works' video
@@alaincharnier1971haha, noice.
@@alaincharnier1971 ha ha 3rd grade humor. You must be the funny guy of the family
Quit glorifying some lardass mental case.
This guy is most certainly the boss you get to at the final level.
kingpin irl
Y'all ain't joking holy cow
If he's so echelon type of NF G , why hasn't he ever testified against any NF leaders , or led law enforcement to find NF leader bank accounts or drug operations.
Read his book
Lol
Aren’t we all glad we’re watching this on RUclips and not experiencing this for ourselves
Heck yeah, I am wondering how he got out of the gang you can't just leave.
@americanpatriot7508 I believe you can leave but that also leaves you vulnerable because other rivel of gang memeber can still kill you because they saw you running with that crew but that's very rare also mostly you will get beat to life and death or just straight up death
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Amen. I don’t miss those ish holes. Summer time in Texas is a different animal in its self. No ac, brutal
it blows my mind that anybody would tolerate that lifestyle... I mean the respect and money at the cost of always having to watch out for what you say or do, killing people?
I'll eat plain rice 7 days a week over that... especially if I can do it while chilling with my dog.
I don't care how many guys look up to you or how much money you can collect, it can't compare to being able to wake up when you want eat what you want, and have a cute dog look at you wagging its tail knowing damn well that the car that just rolled up by your house has a 99.99999% chance of not being somebody that wants to kill you.
The biggest indication this man has made a powerful internal change is when he brought up his moms struggles. He made it clear he didn't blame her for his drug use. He had accepted his faults.
pretty good for a low iq mud man
Gotta spam that nonempirical psychological individualism 🤣🤣
Modern day psychology is literally a plague. I can't image being in a field where by all metrics mental health issues have increased 4 fold in almost every areas, divorce rates at all time highs since your field began administering itself to the public... If the empirical data says anything its "run" when a mental health provider says they can help. @@Mister_Terrific806
@@Mister_Terrific806nobody cares lil bro stop yapping.
@@sicsempertyrannis7162 You care, that's why you're here *"yapping"* 🤣🤣🤣🤣
the guy is drowning in wisdom and experience. kudos to him for taking the leap and making a change!
He can't get an inch off the ground nvm a"leap"😅
I went to prison at 18 for weapons charges. The prison I went to was entirely ran by Bloods. I stayed neutral and by the grace of God made some good friends and dudes would tell their friends that I was off limits. I ended up meeting a guy named Gotti. He was high ranking and he was kinda like a mentor for me. He always told me how intelligent I was and that life wasn't for me. Long story short today I have a degree in business and I have worked for the Department of Defense, multiple health insurance companies and now I currently work for a bank as a senior banker. I give all the credit to God first and foremost but I will never forget people like Gotti and a few others that seen in me what I couldn't see in myself. Who would think that a gang member would be one of the individuals that helped me to stay on the right path and become a productive respectable citizen. I am eternally grateful for the people that believed in me when I thought I was nothing.
damn, yo gotti left prison and became a rich rapper LMAO
Do u ever contact gotti he's probably out of there by now.
Lol I didn't say the rapper Gotti 😂😂.
I wish
Nah. DOD don't accept felons
I’ve been in the dep for 22 years . I’m at Folsom prison. I read your book a few years ago and it’s as real as it gets. I commend you for the choice you made. It takes a real man, a powerful man to step up and turn the other way. I’ve seen your book get passed around for sometime now inside. I know for certain you have made a positive impact in many of these men inside. I pray you keep up the good work and stay blessed. My condolences for your wife and mother.
Amazing thought I just had, how people educate themselves so well inside. I had the good fortune of having a father send me all the books I ever wanted and ever read in jails, rehabs, and other places I wasn't allowed a phone. But I only read books when I'm away from the internet. I feel like if I was down for that long I would get a masters and become a jailhouse lawyer. On the outside it's just too hard to work and go to school. But when you're inside? No worrying about meals, where you're going to sleep, a lot of different types of stress are taken away and exchanged for new ones. Maybe I'm just making excuses for being lazy but I write now and work full time at a normal job.
@@rageius Probably making excuses, but I am not bashing you for it. I am the same way. I learned alot when I was locked up for a year. I had so much focus. Now that I am free, I dont over achieve much. I can relate.
What’s his book called?
@@Mr_MayhemTTVa broken paradigm
@senorclash3543 it's called "A Broken Paradigm "
The fact that he survived two greenlights, shows that he still had respect with some individuals within the organization...
Time is still not up for him yet. He did something real bad. No matter wat he did when he was running the yard. Just saying wat he is saying now pisses a lot of people off
@@joelpineda2042 Right. I said HAD ...
Reading is fundamental lol
He’s a scumbag
It shows God's protection in his life & he has yet a plan for him.
This was absolutely fascinating. He was very well spoken and easy to listen to.
His story shows how crappy this world can be. Given a different start in life, this man could have been a leader in any field that he decided to pursue. He is obviously intelligent, dedicated and hard working. These are 3 qualities that are in short supply these days. I am not trying to make excuses for his past or his decisions, but environment dictates behavior more than most people credit.
Sir, I wish you nothing but the best and hope that life gives you back some of the serenity you have been missing. Dedicating your life to trying to prevent others from following the same path is admirable.
People stigmatize people like this way too much. I've been to prison myself and I can tell you from my own story as well as the VAST majority of the people I've met in correctional facilities, that is that these people "never had a chance" because a lot of the bad things that set them in bad directions happened to them as children. They were born on crack, without parents, ... they're the most tormented souls on the planet and when people stigmatize them they keep "the nightmare" going for them and they don't realize it. Love really is the only thing that "wins".
@@AaronEbrahimnonsense
Exactly. Couldn't have said it any better myself. The environment that so many children are raised in you know almost for a fact that they will be a product of that environment and so it goes. Get children out of that environment and into something positive that doesn't involve having to fight to survive and can focus on living a successful life without prison, drugs, violence, illegal activities, the list goes on.
@@AaronEbrahimI wouldn’t say people in those situations “didn’t have a chance” but more so had a few things going against them from the start. Truth is we all do though - it’s just different struggles for each person
This shows you why the military is the way it is. Because if you aren't organized and strong in war, you're dead.
The version of him who wasn't organized, didn't survive to make this video.
A buddy of mine became a Norteño. Then one day he had a baby with his lady and decided he wanted to change his life for the better. He wanted out of the gang. Norteños went to his house, stabbed him in his front yard, threw him in their car and drove away. His body was found burned alive. Absolutely horrific.
Blood in blood out
@@Salasixpolerolol, fkn losers
@@Salasixpolero Stupid is as stupid does.
He should have went to another state.
Yea.. that is absolutely terrible. I’m sure there is a right way to get out and a wrong way that nobody speaks on but damn I’m so sorry bro. I hope the baby doesn’t ever grow up to know what happened to they father. Bc that is awful. 😭
Good for you brother! He realized that gang life served him no good at all. Thank you for educating the public. We need people like you
making money of crime
@@rockenOnethe legal way 😂
He also put a target on his head
It's not a target, its a donut he is holding up to his mouth. @@getthebagnelly
He's a fuckin dropout and considered a rat for putting business out on the streets
this was really well done, I learned a lot. Thank you. Well produced, a damn good product.
All the Norteño homeboys I grew up with are doing life forgotten by their wives, girlfriends and families, dead, in wheelchairs, on the run forever from US Marshalls in Mexico, Homeless living on the street, taken out by their own people in Prison or the County Jail by some young dude trying to earn his keep in the gang. Some were just lucky to leave Northern California and the life behind, as Woodie the Norteño rap legend said in one his songs “Northside life ain’t nothing nice” Norteño and NF is the hardest gang to be in, you can get “Removed” by the slightest of reasons no matter how many years or sacrifices you’ve made for the gang. Strict gang rules make it hard to be a Norteño for life, it’s like walking on a tight rope for life.
You people did this to your self and complain when your neighborhood is being gentrified
Norteño gangsters are the hardest core because they have to be. They’re targeted by sureños, all the Aryan inbreds, the COs, etc. They’re also outnumbered by the sureños like 5 to 1. So they have to be intensely organized and prepared. It’s why Ene is virtually paramilitary (many Norte gangsters are required to learn first aid and CPR). It’s a crucible that produces tough, tough dudes.
@@franktheexpertstrenchclub9025 all of them are losers kid you know nothing garbage in garbage out.
@@michaelzero5278what a sales pitch lol.
@@DOW9925 how is that a sale pitch, I'm from northeast LA that what going on right now.
As a former teacher in the literal hood, stories like this were everyday. I taught at an elementary where we had to bus students 3 blocks home from school to keep gang members away from our elementary kids. We could not get any delivery services because they'd all been robbed way too many times. We had three incidents in 6 months of students as young as 7 bringing guns into school. We'd have some kids with some promise that you'd hope to guide out of there somehow, but a few months later, they'd disappear into these gangs which would start training them up to sell drugs and be enforcers and then it was all too late.
If you listen to a lot of ex gang members, they describe life in prison just like this, these elaborate organizations that would rival any corporate entity, and I wish with this level of talent, you could see more black and brown and poor peoples running things at the top and making a difference for those that come behind, but if mom/dad aren't at home because they're working 18 hour days, and brothers in jail, and the kids go home on empty stomachs, they aren't lured by an education or the promise of a potential good future that may take years to come, they want the immediate--food in belly, money to help mom/dad (if they have one) pay rent and not make them homeless, and the gangs give them all of that at the high price of imprisonment or their eventual deaths. Just a lot of days thinking why did we even bother, but someone's got to give a damn for the 10 that may make it out or choose to change their lives.
Thank you. Some want a way out but their circumstances and surroundings won't give them a chance to do so. Imagine yourself living in the way you described these youngsters living and knowing what they're faced with daily. Same scenario, living in filth in a fatherless home, starving and knowing nothing but pain and abuse. Eventually this turns us into what he just described. Lot's of people only judge us but never put themselves in our shoes. How would they turn out under the same circumstances? Better yet how do we change this? I commend all whom are aware of what we face and want to help and make a difference even if you're only able to reach 10 out of 100 it's worth the effort.
What city did you teach in?
yeah its idiots like you (mr teacher) that want more migrants to come into our country.
It's better to run with a gang then not if you live in the hood. If you want to try and make something legitimate of yourself. You only have a real chance of making something if you join a gang. Then you go legit later, oftentimes still a gang member when not committing crimes for a living.
You either have a jump shot or you're slinging rock.
Paradigm Media News is the BEST and most CREDIBLE channel in the california prison genre.
Thank you for being brave enough to share. Your inspiration will absolutely save young kids from this life.
This dude probably has a lot of knowledge to share with the youth. He is a good story teller who really lives that life. It seems he has taken accountability for his actions, learned from his mistakes and changes for the better. Keep going big homie you are changing the lives of the younger generations.
He does. RUclips channel is Paradigm Media News
@@Catdaddy510😂he a peceta didn’t survive the game he loved 😂😂😂
I appreciate your words. I have taken responsibility for my actions and I realize that this struggle is a daily struggle. But it’s far from over. My RUclips channel Paradigm Media News is all part of a bigger plan to continue putting my message out there and to continue trying to help guys that either made some of the same mistakes I made or the youngsters who are heard in that same direction. Again I appreciate your comment and your positive words
He wrote a book. “Nuestra Familia: A Broken Paradigm” 👍🏼
@@mannyboyaztlan5127nobody survives the game stupid
I appreciate your time and honesty and willingness to help the younger generation see there is a difference in your decision making. I went to jail for a weekend and I told myself this place is not the home I see myself living in. Thankfully I've never been back. I was born and raised in Compton in the mid 70s and 80s graduated in early 90s. I've lost so many friends to the gang world growing up. I'm thankful for my parents and my Christian up bringing to make those though decisions. Growing up in Compton it literally becomes a part of your life you just adapt to your surroundings. I enjoyed listening to your story and I really appreciate you taking the time to talk truth and knowledge. God Bless my brother and my condolences to you and your family.
Every one snitched i dont care who u are ... When your pusher up against the wall with no options. So lets keep it real. If are sentrnced zo lige on first charge then i understand... But i know u know you all want outta the cagr
Gangs have no honor. You would be dumb to become part of them.
@@dudsulugulugan7639👍
Lies again? Golden Globes Gangbang Gangsta
4:54🤔 id take everything thing he says with a grain of salt. It's safe to say most gang members are rapists/childpredators so im not sure how this weird double standard works with Sex Crimes and being Affiliated vs. Unaffiliated
Paradigm Media News is his RUclips channel. Great content creator with an intense amount of educational information. I’m grateful to have come across Boxer’s channel. Real life first hand stories by Boxer himself.
If y’all wanna listen to a real good story listen to SPORTY’S from east side longo
On point.
Glad you out brotha. Keep up the good work on the straight path . God bless
Insider has the best mini docuseries, hands down. Amazing first-person accounts.
My dad grew up in east Salinas around the 80s, where a lot of activity was going on, and still is in some areas. This was such an articulate outlook on all the corruption and violence, and I really enjoyed this video 👍🏼
I hope everyone can tell that this guy has a "FAT SUIT" on to Disguise his identity. I would be undercover also if I was doing all this talking....
Salinas is a different animal these people don’t know about the saladbowl! Small farm towns but all mob tied
I was in high school in Salinas back in 2008-2009 when they were breaking the murder record in Salinas.. making Washington D.C. National News Headlines.. it was a wild time back then. Per capita it was considered one of the top 5 most violent cities in California. Monterey County was considered “youth murder” capital of California. During that time, Latino males age 13-25 were most at risk of being killed by gun violence in the county where Salinas is the capital.
@@Coco-xw3wpit's methadone my guy, he's bloated since his heart can't pump enough for his weight, and his kidneys probably don't work well, as well as the liver.
Methadone is possibly worse than heroin.
@@WretchedDrummer i remember that there was like 41 homicides we were going back n forth the southsiders would hit a homeboy n we’d go hit 3 of theirs there was also a ton of housecleaning going on. When the youth murder capital article came out in the paper the next month they did federal gang sweeps
I was a corrections officer for 7 years before becoming an armed security officer for the federal government so everything he has said is correct.
I love boxer. He is so real and his stories are amazing. His channel paradigmmedia has excellent content. Makes my daily commute to and from work suck that much less
What this man has seen and gone through must be mind blowing.
How good he is now to tell the world how he has lived and how he wants to carry on with his life as he has been there and burned the tee shirt.
Pleased you have turned your life around John and keep up the excellent work.
I grew up in Salinas and my older sisters adopted Chicana culture. Often times they would leave me at Closter Park with homies/SEMsters as babysitters while they went cruising. Back then (late 70s/early 80s) its wasn't as wild as it is now in Salinas. Surprisingly the homies who watched me while my sisters went cruising never tried to instill gang culture into me at that young age. They looked out for me and took care of me. I never aligned myself but had many friends who were members. Many years later I left Salinas after being attacked by a gang member who didn't like that I had a successful hustle and no one was taxing me. All in all, I learned enough to survive and to be respectful from the streets of Salinas. This is a great interview. Thanks for sharing.
White dude from s.Sacramento. My sister was half Mexican. We had different dads. She adopted the Chicana culture. Mean. Sold dope and battled Aids for 35yrs. Extremely sad.
She turned me on to them oldies though!! God Bless her for that!! My favorite music. She was 7yrs older than me and she would spin Tower of Powers 45 “ your still a young man “ over and over and over again. Not a damn thing I could do about it.
Rest In Peace, Renate
Yeah the Salad Bowl is no joke. Glad you made it out.
Judge Dredd. Treat beasts like beasts.
I grew up by Closter Park. Being from Salinas is crazy. I know plenty of that fell into gang life and growing up I had to fight or be except that you were always going to be pushed around. Those dudes always had my back and never tried to get me into the life. In a matter of fact I’ve seen them discourage young kids. Now traveling a lot in my band it is crazy to hear how many people are scared of Salinas. It blows my mind. I always thought that’s just how it is.
This video was amazing. The way he spoke, his narration, his tone, no doubt he was a shot caller of a certain level.
Scarey and a Serious dude
Glad you made it homie
He didnt make it hes a former so drop out loo
Hands down one of the best prison testimonies I have heard!
4:54🤔 id take everything thing he says with a grain of salt. It's safe to say most gang members are rapists/childpredators so im not sure how this weird double standard works with Sex Crimes and being Affiliated vs. Unaffiliated
His happy ending would be THEN JESUS SAVED me! GLORY!
@@SOULRELIEF22no that would be sad coz only shlawgs say ish like that.
Much ❤ Big Box! You killed this interview! Well spoken and articulate like always!!!
When was he this big? Is this interview old
I have never seen such an honest description of prison politics, corruption and life. Everyone knows that COs bring in the lions share of contraband (they should get paid more for that job), but I don’t often seen it stated so plainly. Great interview!
I know COs that make 120k retired. They make enough.
COs get paid very well.
They just get greedy.
@@pedrolopez8592 That is the exception, not the rule. Most of them that start where I live are 18-20 years old so only a high school diploma needed and they can start out under $30k. For the level of risk you have as a CO, that is not enough.
They should be paid more for bringing in contraband?
They can never be paid enough to keep away from corruption
The people who get in to that kind of job are not normal.
What a paradox: the gang requiring it’s members to educate themselves reading Socrates, etc, which, ultimately, if they survive long enough, becomes the tools and knowledge base that allows them to overcome such a petty, empty, violent lifestyle. The universe is truly and beautifully nuanced
Deep input
Gang life isn't so simple.
Yeah, criminal organizations have to earn money, gain territory, wage wars against rivals, conduct diplomacy, discipline their ranks, outsmart the law and etc. So, it behooves them to have their members read literature that will benefit the gang.
@Vinny6962 but then you can read and educate your life without being in a gang and be successful as a man with freedom
@@stocktonca6586 sure, you can do that too. People have choices in life.
In a perfect world, criminal organizations wouldn’t exists.
I feel his plight and how the organization deemed him bad was a slap in the face . You want to have honor and be a warrior but they want you to be a pawn . His story is very enlightening.
Reminds me of the story of Christian Knighten and how the Mexican mafia turn on him, even though he was the most loyal
"enlightening"? this is what you call enlightenment? Buddha would be so confused.
@@commentforthealgo5383Buddha?
Sounds like Military heads and people who don't know what being a soldier means. I think of Apartheid soldiers like Steve Biko and Chris Hani to name two, who were leaders of a very important cause and they died for it. but our leaders today shake hands and do business with the very people who killed those activists. In the end unless you are a boss, you are a pawn and there is no way to the top unless you start your own movement
@@commentforthealgo5383weird ahhh
This was so easy to watch. This guy is very smart and good at explaining things. Great video!
Glad my dad kept me out of all the crime fam business. Most certainly has kept me out of jail and prison throughout my life. Sadly the same cannot be said for nearly all of his own nephews and close family; many of them dead or in prison for murder and gang-related felonies. Such a small separation between a life with no criminal record full of peace and love from my own family now, to what may have been, a violent danger hellbent on feeding the lurking monster inside of me. What a difference a good father makes. Never forget this fellas, be a good father to your kids.
All of the inmates write mother's day cards. None for Father's day. Heck yeah it's a Fatherless issue, but no one wants to talk about that. Fact.
Yep, one of my fully tattoo brother in law did crime most of his younger life until he met my sister, but for the past 10 plus years since he had children with my sister he stopped his criminal life and trying to help their children live a non-criminal life. So yes, a strong and ethical father figure does make a huge difference to how a child is raised and who he/she become in their life.
⚡VALID⚡
Well Said Brother!!! We Need Jesus in Our life’s
@@Seeklip6T I’m just here to ask why you put a period after “that” then again after fact?
If you wanted to accentuate fact, you could’ve just capitalized it.
One of the best interviews of an ex gang member. Solide dude
He is a drug dealer who turned into a snitch, nothing solid about him
HAH! You called him solid......he is "solid" for sure
You'd really think the topic here would be "This is how fucked up the US prison system is, now we need to massively overhaul it to get rid of things like prison rape and prison gangs." But no, let's just make atrocity porn about "how prison gangs work," as if they are some sort of inevitable and objective reality instead of a total systemic failure.
he sold out his brothers and turned his back on them, not really solid.
@@crizzonet No honor in that life. Don’t expect loyalty from now days criminals life is different from before. He’s doing a good job changing his life around.
I did 32 years out of 4 offenses in Texas. I was a member of the Mandingo Warriors. One of the biggest dumbest, stupidist mistakes, I ever made. I have the same story you do as to the inner working and politics. But it ended up being a part of something that deprived me of independence. My own life and a prisoner that belonged to a different set of guards and rules. I held rank but eventually my free speech and unwillingness to obey rules without question lead to them turning on me and injured.
I got out of that slavery, I got out of prison and, I tell any fool thinking about joining a gang is, you will now have other overlords and your life don't belong to you no more.
If it is for the reason of needing protection in there because unaffilated are targets, I get it but men standing on their own make it. You just will have to put what it takes into being independent that you will being your own man.
Good on you brother you were not a sheep
Are you jokin? There is a gang called the Mandingo Warriors? lol!
Google Texas Prison gangs under that name.@@BongDonky
Are you trying to say Tongo Blast, If so fact is we are not like out in California. We have a peaceful existance. Our problem is with the system not each other. @escoboy4737
Sure is…. Black gang if I’m not mistaken
with all respect john "boxer" mendoza looks like the kingpin in marvel comics.
😂😂😂😂😂 Good 1
El Rey!
On gawd😂😂😂
Just like myself, used to be built for battle
Now I’m over 300 pounds and enjoying great food and luxury
He's just wearing 7 bulletproof vests, that's how dangerous things are
His YT channel is packed with stories like this.
Exactly I love BOXERS RUclips CHANNEL I'm a member on his channel too
An inspirational story of a real Mob Boss, much respect. Love the realism and genuine feel of your trajectory Big Boxer
a snitch that spent his whole life in the shu.
"mob boss" lmao
@@PotatoHero-d1zwell if u wanna call him a snitch feel free cuz I'm sure Jesus wants darkness to come down already
He is what he is. Probably still committing crimes too.@@anthonybautista3585
@@anthonybautista3585,
Trolls are going to troll 😅. IDK why also haters are going to hate 😅. Jealous they never knew betrayal.
@@PotatoHero-d1z regardless if he’s a snitch this dude will still fold you in less than a minute..
Heartbreaking to hear what happened with your loved ones, and then to have the organization do what they did. Cant imagine going through that. You are very strong. Thank you for telling your story.
I hope you're able to live a long life and keep helping the ones who want to follow the path you took earlier in your life and get them to change. I learned so much from you and your experience. Keep up the great work you're doing!
Fascinating. Eloquent. Informative. So pleased to be able to understand some of the culture and why it starts in the first place. Thank you for doing this
This dude is articulate & is very well spoken. I’d like to hear this guy on a podcast & have him talk for a couple of hours & have him break down NF & the politics behind it. This was a great sniper for folks sitting on the outside to understand this criminal organization.
He has a youtube called paradigm media news
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Very well spoken? Hahaha he’s primitive and dumb. You don’t know how normal people live and speak. It’s a different reality!
He has a book on everything broken down an he’s read it on his channel
He got a interview with Dj Vlad that is a couple hours long....I haven't seen it yet.... should be a good one tho....😮
Thanks for sharing your story
His channel goes deep into their history.
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Rest in peace to your wife, sir. I can't imagine what that must have been like while still dealing with prison stresses and gang pressures. All the best
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His own choice to be a worth;ess dirtbag.
Hes a drop out, which is as bad as snitching.
Lmao a drop-out. All the zumasses in the gangs are drop-outs irl. You're a fool to believe that he did anything but extend his time on earth by "dropping-out". You'd be a fool to do any different.
Meh his a bad person no sympathy from me I wonder how many people he took out and mothers crying
Hey Box, you knocked this interview out of the park!! His channel on RUclips is awesome!! His book is a must read! He also does series, Inner Demons and War Stories!! I'm addicted to the channel and all the content he puts out!! I can see the sincerity in his eyes, and hear it in your voice!! So proud of you, and all the positive things this exposure will bring!! You are such a special man Boxer!! Take care Stay safe!!
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What's the channels name?
PARADIGM MEDIA NEWS ITS ON RUclips!
This may be the biggest video from the prison genre
@@Dirtyweather916it definitely is no one hits a mill let alone multiple
Mendoza is a smart guy with balls of steel. What a great guy and now he's helping others. God bless him.
This is some good stuff, he is a real former NF sharing real info. Hopefully he keeps sharing so we all get to know the NF for what it really is. Same goes for the EME
So many of the films and books around this lifestyle glorify gang life. This one was particularly well done. Thank you.
No they don’t lol, they just give information like he did clown
@@jamirbingham4101They sort of do, they tend to put an entertaining twist to it to drive engagement rate.
You can tell he’s very intellectual and strategic. I salute you from SoCal much love OG 🫡 ✊🏼
This dood is genuinely a good listen. I could listen to him telling stories for hours.
Boxer got one of the craziest life stories. From a kid till present day.He needs his own series on FX or on Starz. This is a great start. I see you Box.
too bad they're to busy covering taylor swift and those other depressed millionaires
I had an opportunity to join a gang at 19 yrs old. I saw this in my future and decided that gangs is not for me. I’m very thankful I made the right decision. There’s so much more to life. There’s a whole world out there to see.
Who joins a gang as an adult?
19 is pretty old to be joining a gang
@@briancallaway1690 maybe so but I wouldn't doubt they're recruiting people of that age. Obviously easier to recruit youngsters.
you did the right thing cuz at 19 you would of been labeled a goofy lol
Don't worry about when I almost joined a gang. Focus on what I said about making the right the decision not to join.
Wow, this was good!!! Makes me want to buy his book now! Much respect to Boxer changing things up for the better!
I read one of his books few yrs ago and it was really good.
He has an extensive story I knew of him in the early 2000s when he was a regiment commander in San Jose
He has it in AudioBook form on his channel. You should just start there.
In prison worrying your family, worrying about your family and all about killing, what an awful way of life
Bc your surrounded by people who have nothing to lose.
The fact that it took 2 hit jobs from his gang to convince him to walk away is insane.
Allegiance to BS.
I’m glad he did, but wish he did it when his family asked so they knew he was going to do what they asked.
@@MsAmiquefor some people that lifestyle is all they’ve known since they were kids , don’t judge people if you don’t know anything about them
@@josenunez611she's a women Not to be disrespectful but gangsters only use hyenas for set ups and .. other activities. She wouldn't get it
Back when he could walk.
Great interview. Mr. John Mendoza is well spoken.
Somehow he lost his southern US accent he speaks with on other youtube videos though..funny..
@@vgee3926wtf are you talking about. This is how he always talks. Never no southern accent he's from Northern cali
@@vgee3926 He's from San Francisco. He's got a Chicano accent.
A family member did some time in a very serious prison and he said the first time he saw guards taking bets on prisoners fighting. When he was telling me this his eyes got watery and he tried to explain “why” it was happening. It’s just part of the process he said. A young black man was released to the yard and killed over an accidental door opening. A 19 year old kid stabbed to death because these guys hate each other for actual reason other than prison policy. He said it was a cheap bet to. He never told me the amount but it wasn’t much.
Your family member sounds soft
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@sammhyde7589 nah bro, a real man has compassion in his heart. A real man can put himself in someone else's place and understand one's hardships. Soft men fight or kill for a couple of letters, territory that will never be theirs. Bozo type of life, the real suckers are gang idiots.
@@sammhyde7589 you sound soft
Two minutes in and already I can tell how well organized this stuff is. Other people don’t tell you that part.
This man appears to be smarter and more well spoken than 90% of politicians
Smarter, maybe; well-spoken, nope. Being well-spoken is probably the number asset of politicians regardless if you support them or not. They make a living speaking and screwing over people while appearing to actually care. lol
Agreed
He has morals they do not
Politicians are smart they just act dumb.
Just as crooked, all of these people are rats and snakes. Scum of the earth. The most intelligent people are the most evil😂 idgaf how articulate someone is😂
We need a 5 part series please! Boxer has a great RUclips channel
“If you see a bird fly over your like, damn I seen a bird today man. You go back in and tell people in the pod”
That statement alone is crazy.
Imagine being free your whole life and being able to see nature, Waking up to the bird chirping and other animals.
The littlest things in life you take granted over to even just seeing a bird we forget to appreciate everything around us.
Truth! Enjoy the things around you, and stay out of prison.
when I came home from the Pelican Bay SHU and my parole officer brought me to my moms she had a tree in her front yard. That was Dec 2005 and I still remember what it felt like to touch that tree - both the physical sensation and the emotional response. The closest I ever saw in terms of that reaction was when my first daughter was born and she would cautiously touch things and often be withdraw quickly..not from fear or repulsion but as if the sensory overload was such that she had to detach in order to process what just happened. Then she would reach again and this routine would continue until touching that object was normalized. The difference was my daughter wasn’t even a year old..I was almost 30. I’ve been home ever since and while my amazement at nature in all its forms is a little more subdued its still “my thing”
@@HOMIEHangout I hope you love the rest of your years and enjoy your life the way it should be brother. This game me goosebumps I couldn’t never imagine living like that! Stay positive brother !
That's a great message, truly. I fill up the bird feeders in my yard regularly, and often run out to chase squirrels, one super fat one in particular, away from them. I never really thought about how just watching them would be a luxury for others. I guess I can afford to spare some birdseed
Turning a door nob
Incredible interview.
Bro gave his whole life to a gang that when they misunderstood something they didn’t give boxer the chance to explain himself. Dudes went with feelings over facts. Boxer sounds solid AF, good luck to you bro thanks for your knowledge teaching the youngsters.
Sadly your one of the few people in these comments that’s mature.
They didn't misunderstand anything. He was cooperating with the pigs.
Some guy tells you his side of the story and you're quick to believe him and be so gullible lol. He snitched and everything else was just noise to minimize and excuse and even justify why he snitched. Read the paperwork. I don't care but what bothers me is the lack of honesty and acceptance of what he did.
Dude was talking about cooperating over the phone
Salute to a real OG, he is a powerful speaker and his wisdom has much growth behind it.. Blessings to him and all who follows his lead. When you know better you do better and he has achieved that goal
One thing I admire about this interview is the lack of glorifying of the lifestyle or the gang. Certain mob member like Sammy the Bull glorify the life and act as if they are still in the life when they were not. I don't see that coming from this man being interviewed. Very informative.
I’m glad he’s not glorifying this time with nostalgia and romance. The way a lot of organized crime is portrayed after the fact. Movies are in real life. That’s what draws in young people with false ideas about organized crime and gangs.
He's wearing a red shirt. He still respects the gang. He still would chill, if they would have him, but they can't.
@@cconnon1912 100@ agree with your view.
Boxer has so much material on RUclips. Very prolific content creator. His channel is really entertaining.
Amazing how sophisticated and efficient their organization is. Imagine if they used those skills in the non-criminal world!
Originally the movement was for the betterment of our ppl and that went left when the GUN cd came out in mid 90s
I came here to make this comment. These people are despicable. Wish we could ship them all off to a different planet.
@@chingonsaasss8601 the problem is as with any organization just as our government is it get corrupted an co opped by greed. Now just like the government too the NF an norteno movement is about money and who you know. But at the core of it was a struggle for equality that's just propaganda for recruiting
These men had an extremely positive impact on my life. Nortenos kept me and my neighborhood safe. Sex offenders in my neighborhood were genuinely terrified of reoffending. There were two that tried and they regretted it daily for a whole year. The OG's steered me to get a higher education and try to be a lawyer or a counselor instead of some cracked out prostitute. Nortenos showed me love and support when I was suicidal. They taught me how crucial it was to have dignity and act with respect. They taught me about my rights and encouraged me to learn philosophy. Sometimes good men do bad things, and you don't always understand the reason for it. But these are principled people and most of them have big hearts. I will always be grateful to them cause they were the family I needed that I didn't have and being a member wasn't a requirement. I never got jumped in nor was I pressured to.
@@briannellewellyn6844A real man doesn’t put a bunch of bums over his family. Quit the bs speech kid.
This was a great interview. You can see the realness in B's eyes & hear the truth in his words ! We need a t.v. series spinoff like the show Oz . With Boxers views / version of events in the struggles that take place in prison/ jails. Also thank yous for having B. On as a guest ! Great work/interview.
Yoooo Boxer is the real deal I’ve been watching his videos for a while I’m real glad this channel featured him
This man has gone through so much, from a starting point of childhood life to adulthood.
Love his speech. Need this man as a GM for my company.
Great interview, really interesting.
This guy has a channel. I forget the name. He has a montage of people and situations he personally knew and went through in prison. I really enjoyed a few of his videos and subscribed. He is LEGIT! Glad he turned his life around..
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John wick can stab a man with a pencil. This guy can stab you with 15 sheets of paper.
Ultímate game of rock paper scissors
Facts
He made a video showing how to do it lol literally made a shank with paper.. only good for a couple hits but it'll get the point across...
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The measure of the man is... was it once with 15, or one sheet at a time...
When he Say " you can be one minute watching TV and the next minute fighting for your life " WOW Thats powerful !
The ironic part is that life is always like that anywhere, it's just clearly visible in a prison. I won't even list the natural (or manmade) disasters that could devastate the planet in a moments notice, but trust me, there are a lot of possibilities. Let's hope we don't have to find out
That statement activated my PTSD. I remember I was reading and out of nowhere it popped off some dude gets shanked in front of me and I didn't know what was going on. I was 19 at the time and already realizing this wasn't for me. And that happens to cement it. I got up and started fighting because after homeboy stabbed him. His buddies joined him and they re group. I was cornered reacted fast attacked and try to get out but failed. Luckily the tear gas saved me. Never been so scared. I remember when I got dropped In my head I was thinking I'm going to die I'm going to die right now.
There's something very inspiring and admirable about people who are reflective and take responsibility.
@@dbank6107 Obviously it's better to have clean criminal record. But of those who did go into a life of crime, it's admirable when they are able to get out of it. In a way, they have achieved a more difficult task than those who stayed out of trouble in the first place. Same with those who have escaped the scourge of addiction. And I'm speaking as someone who has never had to deal with either.
@@dbank6107So you're saying never forgive anyone for any mistake they have made. You must have no friends in your life. How sad.
@@Peachie4011 do you keep that same energy for all mistakes people have made?
If you think this is inspiring, you were definitely raised wrong.
@@Peachie4011 where does it say not to forgive anyone? Try reading what was actually written. It's about not admiring nothing to do with forgiveness.
Putting rival gangs together in the yard: genius idea!
Paradigm media news is his RUclips channel great content salute to Boxer respects for your transparency 💯
I've worked with guys who were affiliates with Chicago Vice Lords and other sets from the US. And the crazy thing is, even though it's been YEARS since they were involved, they still paid dues. They still followed the structure and still didn't do things like eat pork or other haram foods even though they werent actually Muslim. But the gang was and is. It's crazy how deep that runs in your psyche that even when you don't even run with them anymore, you're still psychologically attached to it.
Yeah, the programming that takes place on federal and state prison yards runs deep. Think of all the white guys that go in as not racist and unaffiliated but after the brainwashing takes place they're covered in swastikas. Tribalism is deeply embedded in the human psyche. It's a survival mechanism.
it's healthy
I suppose it's like being in the military. One leaves the service but the service never leaves you.
Even crazier that they’ve accomplished absolutely nothing the entire time lol lol lol
Vice lord habits hard to break.
Much respect to the OG Boxer. Been rocking with him for 2 years now.
Imagine giving respect to the lowest life loser in society that’s pathetic Keith
I hope John Mendoza is doing good!!! Congratulations brother for changing your life around that’s as real as it gets!!! Listen to this man! Especially you young ones!!
This guy is man among men.Much respect for who he is now. Great interview.
My father in early 2000’s worked at CCC, in Susanville CA, not too many details for obvious personal safety reasons but there was a man named “Dollar”, he had a buddy in his bike group that was keeping the bed warm for his wife. Ended up taking the guys life and ended up in High desert, NF was still live and just as active in ‘08 as might be now, however word was Dollar could be heard across the yard hitting the heavy bag, turned out he was killed when leaving the gang 3 days before he was allegedly getting paroled, supposedly the details in the case were either 50% lies or were overly exaggerated too the highest limit. As I was born in 2005 it fascinated me that a guy I never met and only heard about somewhat, I only hope the best for his two sons back home in my old hometown.
After reading his book and being a long term sub to his channel, I honestly think Boxer was and still is the real thing.
His wife was dying and his family particularly his mum, wanted him to give that life up as he was facing life and involved in FBI cases.
And all because he was recorded trying to placate his dying wife.....his standing was affected yet he still wouldnt fold.
This mans the realest.
He still holds certain ethics and morals that make him a man today!!!
Respect Boxer!!!
I concur.
One of the best episodes ever !! Hope boxer has a beautiful life now . Respect ❤💯
Best choice u ever made in denouncing that gang crap brother..Admiration/ Respect!!! STAY POSITIVE mano!!!👍👍💪
You have been to the mountaintop and back a few times and I can relate. I'm 60 now and still in the life but it is taxing to the soul. He's right there is one of three places you end up, prison for life, the grave yard or your health will suffer mental and physical. Peace Boxer
this dude is the mountain
What retirement home you from brother?
@@lucioussx8989best not be Happy Acres
What a waste of a generation imagine they stayed committed outside of prison ..
@@DonTonawhat happened when they stopped being on the streets,the rent went up
Great interview Boxer! This should be a regular series on this channel
As a addict of dopamine, I was able to watch this whole video to the end. Great content👍🏾
Love you dude. Proud you turned it around . Not easy . XOXO