These people were SO vulnerable. The world was not as accepting of mental illness back then as it is now. How brave they were to be so honest on TV. I remember this being the first time I ever saw my OCD being talked about open & honestly.
I think this is the episode where I actually learned and understood what OCD actually is. Since then I never described myself as ocd for mundane reasons
@@AGENT_ORANGE_MKthe only thing on MTV I watch is the challenge,at least that still seems the same,lol.. But I miss the 90s and early 00s reality sooo much..
I know, I love all these old episodes! I'm hoping he has, True Life: I'm Getting Married and True Life: I'm Getting Plastic Surgery. The one with the guy getting the calf implants! 😂
@@jenzie75 absolutely! I’ve been compiling them for years and figured I’d share them here, because I knew there had to be others out there who love them as much as I do. 😊
@@lwest71 I do think I have both of those episodes (they’re both great). I’ll check, and if I do I’ll go ahead and get them scheduled for either late July or August. ☺️
Im 31 now and this episode is one the ones i remember the most and I never really herd of OCD before this episode so it definitely gave me some perspective on it
I've been looking for this episode for so long. I remember watching it in middle school and I felt so bad for everyone in this episode. I hope they are all doing better these days 💔
I had been diagnosed with OCD at 10 years old, and I was 14 when this episode came out. I remember watching it inbetween scrubbing my hands in the bathroom raw because I felt like they were contaminated. It felt oddly good to see people on the TV who I felt like could understand my intense disorder. Years, many different medications, and several hospitalizations later, it still feels weirdly comforting to watch this. Sometimes OCD feels so isolating. You know you aren't the only person in the world who suffers from it, but it sure does feel like it sometimes.
as someone who was diagnosed later in life with pure o - this episode caused me to believe since my compulsions weren’t physical, my ocd was not real. while these cases are severe, they are also specific to each person. ocd can look very different for everyone especially in the form of the their compulsions
I empathize with the redhead whose mother doesn't want to choose the apple but at the end of the day, you cannot expect other people to participate in your mental health issues 100% of the time. It affects them too and they deserve a break.
By chance, do you have the episodes Im Dead Broke, Im a Staten Island Girl, Im in an Arranged Marriage or my all time fav Im Moving Back In With My Parents? Every time I make Lasagna, I cant stop shouting “ NOODLES SAUCES CHEESES!!”😂😂😂😂😂
@@Ukester90 😆 Same! And I do not have any of these 4 episodes, but they are on my list to look for. So if I’m lucky enough to find any of them I’ll certainly share them. ☺️
@@LetsGoBack-yt even if you cant find them, appreciate yah for the ones you do have and sharing it with us who also misses those “back in the days” vibes
@@danam2536 I’ve just been sitting on the VHS tapes from when I recorded them when they aired. But I finally made the time to digitize them and knew I had to share. For the ones I don’t already have, I have some friends and colleagues who are just as big of a nostalgia collector as I am and they have had some episodes I didn’t have.
Def wish I’d seen this episode as a kid, wasn’t diagnosed with OCD until I was 17 and by that time it had become all-consuming and impossible to function. The worst for me is the religious OCD like Morgan has, because it leeches into the foundations of your belief systems. nothing I think or do isn’t in some way related to my OCD. Just started medication for it at 24 and I’m still learning to recognize the irrational thought processes and such
my dad passed away a couple weeks ago, and I wish I had even a little bit of OCD that he was going to die. You think the ones you love will be there forever. Hug your loved ones tight, because it doesn't last forever. RIP KLC 1958-2024
I pray for you that yours does not get any worse over time. Mine unfortunately did. It started out small, and even tho mine did not prevent what I was scared of from happening, it still made it worse. Made me feel like I had to do it more. It is a very stressful thing to live with for sure. Break it before it gets worse if you can. I still tell myself everyday that God has got us, and things will be fine, even if I do not give in. Anyone living with it knows somewhere in the back of their mind that it is whack to deal with, but something in the back of their mind still forces them to give into it all. It is a mess. We will survive. I am determined to overcome it all tho.
I can't have blood drawn unless absolutely necessary. I didn't know until round time this episode came out. 2005, indoc day into arriving at NAVY bootcamp. I literally passed F out! So ever since then? I LOOK 180° AWAY...
I actually have OCD. It use to be horrible over the years it’s calm down. I hate when people say I have OCD. I’m like no you don’t it’s not a badge of honor.
My husband and both children have diagnosed ocd. This is so hard to watch. It just validates that this is a disease of the mind. the segmant about number of kisses he has to give his partner is so close to home...
this used to be me thankfully over the years my ocd has pretty much gone away as time has passed it’s gotten better compared to how it was a few years ago i mean it was intense tbh
I’ve never liked saying or hearing people say “oh, it’s my OCD” for being anal about cleaning or organizing. That’s because of this episode. It’s a truly debilitating disorder that can make the going through the day unbearable. I hope all of them are doing ok.
I have MAJOR OCD....😢😫😟 I'll say it's def. Time consuming n mentally/physically for me. 😫😟 It's so draining to do my compulsions n rituals til they "feel right".
My thoughts exactly. She verbalized her “compulsions” were because things “didn’t feel right,” when compulsions are enacted to prevent a very feared event from occurring. She claimed to need to wash her hands 8 times before leaving the bathroom, but multiple times her hands were shown close up and they were not dry or cracked which commonly occurs for those with hand washing compulsions. She also enters her room after her mom wouldn’t pick an apple in less than 8 seconds which was one of the “compulsions??” I could go on. Lol totally put on.
do you have any episodes of famulous life or this other celenrity show I forgot from E. It was on Saturday mornings and talked about celebs and I used to be obsessed with it in the early 2000s
They just jumped right into exposures with the brunette that was worried about losing her mom. Supposed to do ritual prevention first so she doesnt create new compulsions.
I think that is because they just didn't have that knowledge back then. Exposure therapy for OCD was in a much earlier stage than it is now and there was less knowledge and experience in treating OCD
You would think it might help, but it does not lol. It made it all way worse for me when I tried it again. I used to smoke all day everyday, and then quit for a few years. My MIL thought it would help me to pick up a strain for anxiety, supposedly was going to help ease it. Well, it did not. It made me the most anxious had been in years. I am sure if I could get thru the normal original anxiety portion that comes with it and get used to it again, it may help. I wish I could do it again. I was much better off when I was used to it. But when I had that chance that day, I was just doing more, praying for it to be over soon. 😢
@@GivingPayback all I can say is I’m glad you tried! I hate i notice, and speaking for myself, is that feeling will come, but it’s moreso from the feeling of the high. When you get used to it, you can settle in your mind and be ok. Either way, respect!
I think Jessica made it all seem like a joke while Ryan showed the real uncontrollable, mental illness part of it all. The other girl just needed to grow up and get off of her mom's teet.
Why is it always somebody else's responsibility to protect you when the information needed to protect yourself is right there before you even click on the video?
Oh dear Lord 🤦♀️ So many people need to seriously, honestly, and sincerely get over themselves frfr Like, seriously. And I don't mean that disrespectfully. I mean that's the issue with people needing trigger warnings. They're so focused on self and self is nothing more than a prison.
No one has ocd…why bc it’s completely treatable not as bad as weak people make it seem just bc they can’t overcome doesn’t mean it’s hard just means they can’t do it things can be cured it’s the people that have to want it more than being weak and not in control of your life they let things control them they don’t maintain the control therefore it’s easy to manipulate them we are way more capable and powerful as human beings people just love to make excuses
Not true at all. I am one of the strongest people I know. But still in the back of my mind, there are little rituals that I have to do to feel OK. I have tried so very hard to just leave it alone and not do any of it. But my form revolves around possible harm being done to the people I love if I don't do it. Much like the one girl. I have 4 kids and a husband. I can totally tell myself all day everyday that it is not real, and that God is stronger than any of it all, and that if I do not give in, he still has us and will carry us thru.... but then there is the strong pull from the OCD that still says "no, count to 22 bi+ch".... it is very hard when it is a real thing inside of you. I have to read things a certain way, touch things a certain way, some things revolve around a count.... it just depends on what it is. IT SUCKS ASS.... and I WISH it was as simple as just not doing it at all. I do try to force myself to not give in. It started with me right before my Dad passed, and it started with something very simple when looking back at it all. It used to be only that I had to touch things a certain way, for example, my mailbox at the time. It was about touching it a certain way, while doing a certain count. My Dad still unfortunately passed away. So I am not stupid. I know in the very back of my very smart mind that it does not matter. But there is still something there that creates a control. I try my best to beat it everyday and just pray for God's protection over us all, whether I give into it or not. But if you have never dealt with it, you do not know how STRONG the impact can be!!!! It is hard for anyone to understand, unless they live it. It is a really crappy thing to deal with and live with, and it can be extremely debilitating to the point it effects your everyday life in negative ways. You spend so much time doing those things you know are stupid, but feel forced to, that it effects getting other things done. Things that matter. I feel I have come a long way, because it actually got worse after my Dad's death. I have had to coach myself. But it is still hard, it is still bad.
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These people were SO vulnerable.
The world was not as accepting of mental illness back then as it is now. How brave they were to be so honest on TV.
I remember this being the first time I ever saw my OCD being talked about open & honestly.
Oh no it's very accepting of mental illness now, apparently if you think you're a woman or a man and you're clearly not, they accept you as a LOL
This is why i no longer say that i have OCD, just because i like things, clean, be neat, and sanitized. OCD is an actual disorder.
Yeah, it's pretty awful, I have Autism, ADHD, and OCD. The Autism and OCD work in tandem with each other quite often 😅🥹🫠
@@xxthatsnotmexx oh blessings & peace to u.
Good for you for recognizing that. You are absolutely right
@@AgainstLife1000 thank you, you too. 💖
I think this is the episode where I actually learned and understood what OCD actually is. Since then I never described myself as ocd for mundane reasons
Back when TV was actually GOOD!
When reality T.V. was less scripted.
@@AGENT_ORANGE_MKthe only thing on MTV I watch is the challenge,at least that still seems the same,lol.. But I miss the 90s and early 00s reality sooo much..
I'll never forget this episode it truly stuck with me from childhood to adulthood ❤
You are amazing for posting these old true life episodes! Thank you! 😊
I know, I love all these old episodes! I'm hoping he has, True Life: I'm Getting Married and True Life: I'm Getting Plastic Surgery. The one with the guy getting the calf implants! 😂
@@lwest71 those are great episodes!
@@jenzie75 absolutely! I’ve been compiling them for years and figured I’d share them here, because I knew there had to be others out there who love them as much as I do. 😊
@@lwest71 I do think I have both of those episodes (they’re both great). I’ll check, and if I do I’ll go ahead and get them scheduled for either late July or August. ☺️
@LetsGoBack-yt you truly are the 🐐!
Im 31 now and this episode is one the ones i remember the most and I never really herd of OCD before this episode so it definitely gave me some perspective on it
RIGHT!!! Same here!
31 and can’t spell. Sheesh homes
34 here and same. Idk why this one episode I remember the most
This comment triggers my OCD :P
I've been looking for this episode for so long. I remember watching it in middle school and I felt so bad for everyone in this episode. I hope they are all doing better
these days 💔
This episode lives rent free in my mind. I do the counting thing constantly and I always think of that one girl…
@AjHx90x its like half the time I yawn for some reason the dude that does the huffing rituals pops into my head lol
I always had a huge crush on Morgan. I hope she is happy, healthy, and doing well, wherever she is
This episode always stuck with me. I would love the I have Tourettes episode. So glad I found your channel!!!
Thank you so much for these videos!! I’m reliving my childhood!!😊😀I honestly think we’re at a time where mtv could start making new ones again
@@ec8687 I wish they would!
@@LetsGoBack-ytthe only thing MTV kept was the challenge.
@@LetsGoBack-ytHonestly thank you for posting these, you got a follow by me
I had been diagnosed with OCD at 10 years old, and I was 14 when this episode came out. I remember watching it inbetween scrubbing my hands in the bathroom raw because I felt like they were contaminated. It felt oddly good to see people on the TV who I felt like could understand my intense disorder. Years, many different medications, and several hospitalizations later, it still feels weirdly comforting to watch this. Sometimes OCD feels so isolating. You know you aren't the only person in the world who suffers from it, but it sure does feel like it sometimes.
Whoa there, this episode lingered in my head rent free, thanks for the memories 🎉
@@fabric.soundz Glad I had it for you. Thank you for watching! ☺️
Shut up this is one of my favorite episodes 😂❤
The "smashed bloody heads" line has been in my brain since this aired.
i have been looking for this episode for years.. you the goat for this
THIS WAS MY FAVORITE EPISODE! THANK YOU!
You're welcome! I'm glad I had it for you!
Thank you for the upload
I have OCD anxiety so I have recurring thoughts that constantly repeat in my head. I’d say it robs you of the present.
as someone who was diagnosed later in life with pure o - this episode caused me to believe since my compulsions weren’t physical, my ocd was not real. while these cases are severe, they are also specific to each person. ocd can look very different for everyone especially in the form of the their compulsions
This episode helped me become familiar with OCD.
This is one of my favorites! Thanks!
I empathize with the redhead whose mother doesn't want to choose the apple but at the end of the day, you cannot expect other people to participate in your mental health issues 100% of the time. It affects them too and they deserve a break.
This episode is how I figured out I had OCD. I’ve got it mostly under control now but it used to be as bad as them
By chance, do you have the episodes Im Dead Broke, Im a Staten Island Girl, Im in an Arranged Marriage or my all time fav Im Moving Back In With My Parents? Every time I make Lasagna, I cant stop shouting “ NOODLES SAUCES CHEESES!!”😂😂😂😂😂
@@Ukester90 😆 Same! And I do not have any of these 4 episodes, but they are on my list to look for. So if I’m lucky enough to find any of them I’ll certainly share them. ☺️
@@LetsGoBack-yt even if you cant find them, appreciate yah for the ones you do have and sharing it with us who also misses those “back in the days” vibes
@@LetsGoBack-yt where do you find them? And yes the episode with the crazy mom about the lasagna id love to see as well 😭
@@danam2536 I’ve just been sitting on the VHS tapes from when I recorded them when they aired. But I finally made the time to digitize them and knew I had to share. For the ones I don’t already have, I have some friends and colleagues who are just as big of a nostalgia collector as I am and they have had some episodes I didn’t have.
NOODLES SAUCES CHEESES 🗣️🗣️
Def wish I’d seen this episode as a kid, wasn’t diagnosed with OCD until I was 17 and by that time it had become all-consuming and impossible to function. The worst for me is the religious OCD like Morgan has, because it leeches into the foundations of your belief systems. nothing I think or do isn’t in some way related to my OCD. Just started medication for it at 24 and I’m still learning to recognize the irrational thought processes and such
my dad passed away a couple weeks ago, and I wish I had even a little bit of OCD that he was going to die. You think the ones you love will be there forever. Hug your loved ones tight, because it doesn't last forever. RIP KLC 1958-2024
Lmao I remember this episode to a tee especially that deodorant part 😂
I have ocd a little but nothing like this I feel so bad for these people
I pray for you that yours does not get any worse over time. Mine unfortunately did. It started out small, and even tho mine did not prevent what I was scared of from happening, it still made it worse. Made me feel like I had to do it more. It is a very stressful thing to live with for sure. Break it before it gets worse if you can. I still tell myself everyday that God has got us, and things will be fine, even if I do not give in. Anyone living with it knows somewhere in the back of their mind that it is whack to deal with, but something in the back of their mind still forces them to give into it all. It is a mess. We will survive. I am determined to overcome it all tho.
The scene with the guy putting on the deodorant has ran through my head at random times in my life. LMAO!
I can't have blood drawn unless absolutely necessary.
I didn't know until round time this episode came out.
2005, indoc day into arriving at NAVY bootcamp.
I literally passed F out!
So ever since then? I LOOK 180° AWAY...
I remember Morgan from this episode such a cutie hope she’s doing well
OMG, you’re the goat for these True Life episodes! Thank you 🩷
God bless you for uploading these old MTV shows ❤❤
I miss this show SO MCUH!
I actually have OCD. It use to be horrible over the years it’s calm down. I hate when people say I have OCD. I’m like no you don’t it’s not a badge of honor.
Morgan was always SO pretty to me. ❤
I always felt so bad for Morgan 😢
I know Morgan , I can save her
Yeah..I felt something else for Morgan
Shit! This 20yrs ago. She is just couple yrs younger me
My husband and both children have diagnosed ocd. This is so hard to watch. It just validates that this is a disease of the mind. the segmant about number of kisses he has to give his partner is so close to home...
Remember watching this as a child and now re-watching as an adult with OCD 👀
Omg I faintly remember being 10 yrs old watching this 😅
this used to be me thankfully over the years my ocd has pretty much gone away as time has passed it’s gotten better compared to how it was a few years ago i mean it was intense tbh
Ryan a fellow '77 boy like myself.
Good people..GenX teens went HS (1991-95)
I didn't realize I had OCD until I watched this episode in high school.
Bless Ryan. One more one more 😂
I’ve never liked saying or hearing people say “oh, it’s my OCD” for being anal about cleaning or organizing. That’s because of this episode. It’s a truly debilitating disorder that can make the going through the day unbearable. I hope all of them are doing ok.
Do you have the true life I’m obese episode. Clips of that show have been in my head for 20 years
Can you do true life I have an eating disorder next
@@IKnitPicks I know I don’t have that one right now, but I’m searching high and low for it. It was one of my favorite episodes.
I have MAJOR OCD....😢😫😟 I'll say it's def. Time consuming n mentally/physically for me. 😫😟 It's so draining to do my compulsions n rituals til they "feel right".
How can you get mad at endless kisses 😭
Because. Sometimes you have things you have to do. Or you know it's not coming from a place of desire, but of ritual.
That part warmed my heart lol
@@katelynbrown98 ritual, desire, I'll endure it lol
Jessica should not have been on here, she’s putting this on for sure
My thoughts exactly. She verbalized her “compulsions” were because things “didn’t feel right,” when compulsions are enacted to prevent a very feared event from occurring. She claimed to need to wash her hands 8 times before leaving the bathroom, but multiple times her hands were shown close up and they were not dry or cracked which commonly occurs for those with hand washing compulsions. She also enters her room after her mom wouldn’t pick an apple in less than 8 seconds which was one of the “compulsions??” I could go on. Lol totally put on.
interesting, I always thought Morgan was the one putting it on, especially since she said she dreamed of being an actress.
I'm 47 and have had alot stuff Morgan said she dislikes.
Especially blood or blood withdrawn.
Wow....
I need stop evenly light OCD..RIGHT NOW!
Jessica family in denial
MTV should gave Morgan a JOB
Atta boy Ryan. My age...
Sporting Dinosaur Jr t-shirt. GenX
I wish you would of left the commercials in lol
If I would have had them recorded I would have. I evidently paused the tape while I was recording to skip the commercials. 🤦🏻♀️
Ahhh ok @LetsGoBack-yt
My mom had OCD with cleaning . She’d clean constantly
Doing the lords work by posting these episodes 🤌🏽🤌🏽
Thank you! I'm glad you're enjoying it! 😊
I'm pretty sure the Aliens? WE ARE their entertainment.
".....we'll make great pets."
Morgan is cute + raspy voice.
Bet she got better looking older she got. Now in her40s
I was diagnosed with OCD in 1996 at age 11. My parents were total cunts about it.
I’m waiting for the girl with Tourette’s episode lol
I'm still hoping someone with that episode will come forward and be willing to share. 🤞
I have it, but luckily I "can take it or leave it."
No one should enable or feed into someone else's compulsions.
Ok...Ryan needs serious help.
He just took off a brand new/clean Dinosaur Jr t-shirt off same day. That's sac-religious
do you have jackie buck? season 5 episode 5?
I agree w the mom point of view on red head girl
do you have any episodes of famulous life or this other celenrity show I forgot from E. It was on Saturday mornings and talked about celebs and I used to be obsessed with it in the early 2000s
I picture morgan with a lot of botox, lip fillers and a killer body still 😂😂
Can you find "True life - I am giving my boyfriend an ultimatum" thank you for the uploads.
YES thats the one I want to see too!!
Yessss, me too!!
Jessica is faking it. There’s no rhyme or reason to her rituals. She just needs attention.
I didn’t have a rhyme or reason either. It was caused by Intense anxiety.
Mad cute wit da raspy voice 🔥
I wonder how the guy is doing?? He needed his meds
Face yo mail. Mail scares me
smashed bloody heads 💀
I read this as she said it lol
@@Anzner1993SAME
They just jumped right into exposures with the brunette that was worried about losing her mom. Supposed to do ritual prevention first so she doesnt create new compulsions.
I think that is because they just didn't have that knowledge back then. Exposure therapy for OCD was in a much earlier stage than it is now and there was less knowledge and experience in treating OCD
Dinosaur Jr./"start choppin"
Wanna know why they can't stop?
(they believe ACTUAL life-changing bad luck will occur if they don't do it)
This too tents for me
i remember this
That god chick 🤣🤦♂️
I don't understand what's so funny about it. You're being mean.
I really like her
A bit spooky
Damn..glad my lucky number is(6)
OCD? Join Military
These people look so old.
People always say that when looking at old media.
Well that one guy is 26, the other people are younger than him. Stress from OCD and being overweight age you
we didnt have great skincare then no botox that young...we were all natural
Morgan - I would
All these people just need to smoke some trees. 😂
You would think it might help, but it does not lol. It made it all way worse for me when I tried it again. I used to smoke all day everyday, and then quit for a few years. My MIL thought it would help me to pick up a strain for anxiety, supposedly was going to help ease it. Well, it did not. It made me the most anxious had been in years. I am sure if I could get thru the normal original anxiety portion that comes with it and get used to it again, it may help. I wish I could do it again. I was much better off when I was used to it. But when I had that chance that day, I was just doing more, praying for it to be over soon. 😢
@@GivingPayback all I can say is I’m glad you tried! I hate i notice, and speaking for myself, is that feeling will come, but it’s moreso from the feeling of the high. When you get used to it, you can settle in your mind and be ok. Either way, respect!
I think Jessica made it all seem like a joke while Ryan showed the real uncontrollable, mental illness part of it all. The other girl just needed to grow up and get off of her mom's teet.
Girl huh? That’s the basis of her disorder; it’s caused by unreasonable thoughts and fears. Very weird of you to even say.
Yo you need to post a trigger warning before this one. Or all of the episodes for that matter. 😎🎭✌️
Then don't watch. The title is a no-brainer.
Why is it always somebody else's responsibility to protect you when the information needed to protect yourself is right there before you even click on the video?
Your triggered that there’s not a trigger warning
GROW UP
Oh dear Lord 🤦♀️ So many people need to seriously, honestly, and sincerely get over themselves frfr
Like, seriously. And I don't mean that disrespectfully. I mean that's the issue with people needing trigger warnings. They're so focused on self and self is nothing more than a prison.
Have fun buying your kook therapists boats and houses and shyte
Not like they had a choice 🤷🏽♀️ either pay for therapy or get worse
No one has ocd…why bc it’s completely treatable not as bad as weak people make it seem just bc they can’t overcome doesn’t mean it’s hard just means they can’t do it things can be cured it’s the people that have to want it more than being weak and not in control of your life they let things control them they don’t maintain the control therefore it’s easy to manipulate them we are way more capable and powerful as human beings people just love to make excuses
Not true at all. I am one of the strongest people I know. But still in the back of my mind, there are little rituals that I have to do to feel OK. I have tried so very hard to just leave it alone and not do any of it. But my form revolves around possible harm being done to the people I love if I don't do it. Much like the one girl. I have 4 kids and a husband. I can totally tell myself all day everyday that it is not real, and that God is stronger than any of it all, and that if I do not give in, he still has us and will carry us thru.... but then there is the strong pull from the OCD that still says "no, count to 22 bi+ch".... it is very hard when it is a real thing inside of you. I have to read things a certain way, touch things a certain way, some things revolve around a count.... it just depends on what it is. IT SUCKS ASS.... and I WISH it was as simple as just not doing it at all. I do try to force myself to not give in. It started with me right before my Dad passed, and it started with something very simple when looking back at it all. It used to be only that I had to touch things a certain way, for example, my mailbox at the time. It was about touching it a certain way, while doing a certain count. My Dad still unfortunately passed away. So I am not stupid. I know in the very back of my very smart mind that it does not matter. But there is still something there that creates a control. I try my best to beat it everyday and just pray for God's protection over us all, whether I give into it or not. But if you have never dealt with it, you do not know how STRONG the impact can be!!!! It is hard for anyone to understand, unless they live it. It is a really crappy thing to deal with and live with, and it can be extremely debilitating to the point it effects your everyday life in negative ways. You spend so much time doing those things you know are stupid, but feel forced to, that it effects getting other things done. Things that matter. I feel I have come a long way, because it actually got worse after my Dad's death. I have had to coach myself. But it is still hard, it is still bad.
next do true Life I'm useless. . . Also known as can't find a job and nobody wants me around them . . . I'd watch it 📺📡
Ryan cannot be 26 lolllll
Rituals? What a bunch of losers