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  • Опубликовано: 26 дек 2024
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  • @Patchy
    @Patchy  Год назад +2788

    Bit of a different video that I was a little hesitant to post, but hopefully some of you find it helpful to hear me be open about this. More renovation/cat/Scotland videos soon. x

    • @niksolina
      @niksolina Год назад +34

    • @SisterSherryDoingStuff
      @SisterSherryDoingStuff Год назад +126

      I don't believe you're looking for sympathy. You're being honest, which is rare today. Thank you for sharing your mental health journey, as some of us are on a similar path.

    • @mo7am
      @mo7am Год назад +36

      💐🌹❤️🌞

    • @chrissiecarr5721
      @chrissiecarr5721 Год назад +66

      Thank You George for being so open and honest 😘 I always enjoy your videos and I’m in love with your fur baby too 💞🙋🏻‍♀️🇦🇺

    • @ndobbins58
      @ndobbins58 Год назад +63

      I admire you for being brave and sharing your experiences. I send you lots of positive thoughts and prayers that things will improve for you!! Each of us has our own challenges. ❤

  • @sweetbean3599
    @sweetbean3599 Год назад +665

    You’re normalizing men addressing mental health issues ❤ you’re making a difference despite all the pain and struggles. Sending love. Hugs.

    • @noahcadis
      @noahcadis Месяц назад

      Very true, well said.

  • @tonyross2947
    @tonyross2947 10 месяцев назад +29

    Not weird at all, George. I've got some terrible childhood abuse issues and you talk more freely about you than I could about me. I salute you for that.

    • @sharonsciandra816
      @sharonsciandra816 Месяц назад +1

      You have been in such a hell....I admire that you are making these beautiful ideas...

  • @miriam4235
    @miriam4235 Год назад +3206

    For someone with so much anxiety, you have the most calm and soothing presence online. ❤

    • @spooley
      @spooley Год назад +80

      So true.

    • @lupa9794
      @lupa9794 Год назад +78

      Couldn't agree more. This video helped me, so thank you for making an effort.

    • @pawshands9706
      @pawshands9706 Год назад +64

      A very zen aura he has for sure. 🙏🏽

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +151

      Haha thanks Miriam!!

    • @busya0603
      @busya0603 Год назад +14

      ​@@Patchy
      I thought about the panic attack when you demonstrated a baseball bat and other means of protecting your home from unwanted guests some time ago...

  • @veeveenicks
    @veeveenicks 11 месяцев назад +56

    You speak so eloquently about your mental health struggles, George. I feel a little weird saying I “enjoyed” that video but it’s always refreshing to hear someone speak so openly.

  • @donnahersey9813
    @donnahersey9813 Год назад +768

    I’m soon to be 80. Had some issues myself but learned over time that it got better as I made it through each episode knowing “this too shall pass.” No secret cure, just gained more trust in my ability to get through it with each recovery.
    I love listening to that soft Scottish voice of yours.

  • @mistermint128
    @mistermint128 Год назад +533

    I've viewed a lot of your videos and I can say you are the absolute OPPOSITE of weird. You are sensitive, polite, considerate and well mannered and your speaking voice is like therapy to many of us (I'm sure of that). Just be yourself and look after your own mental & physical needs. Your cat is adorable btw! Pets are the best therapy for humans as their love is unconditional.

    • @philippkirsch2716
      @philippkirsch2716 Год назад +4

      Pets are the best kind of human! Leave it at that.

    • @animaltalk1515
      @animaltalk1515 Год назад +2

      Wonderful comment and I TOTALLY AGREE with u that this gentleman has a WONDERFUL AND VERY SOOTHING SPEAKING VOICE!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @mistermint128
      @mistermint128 Год назад

      Thank you for that. I can't recall how I discovered george's channel but I'm glad I did (and subscribed of course). 😃@@animaltalk1515

    • @annikalund2329
      @annikalund2329 11 месяцев назад

      I absolutely agree.

  • @Fernington
    @Fernington Год назад +555

    You're not naive or stupid for believing and trusting your therapist. You were already so vulnerable and I'm so sorry you went through all of that!
    Thank you for sharing your story and all the best to you x 💙

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +61

      Thanks Fern! Appreciate it. :)

    • @blueblack3591
      @blueblack3591 Год назад +18

      Yes we all hope you will be better

    • @franksattler6053
      @franksattler6053 Год назад +23

      This! I was trying to think of a way to say what BeautifulFlamingo said. Absolutely correct! I am glad that you are doing better. Cheers! Keep up the good work.
      On a side note, if I were to try and clip my cat's nails as you did I would end up in the hospital.

    • @bruce-le-smith
      @bruce-le-smith Год назад +13

      i have a good friend who told me therapists are like teachers, or yoga instructors, or bosses. you just click with some of them more than others, and there are also some that you just won't fit with. and that its ok to change therapists. that was a real ah ha moment for me, because i'd always thought of a therapist as a bit of a divine authority who must be infallible. but in the end we're all just human and both personal and professional relationships have to go both directions

    • @kayspence7044
      @kayspence7044 Год назад +5

      Yes!

  • @fleurdursanter9452
    @fleurdursanter9452 Год назад +190

    George, weird was the last thing on my mind. I actually think you’re one of the coolest you tubers online. Look at ALL the accomplishments you have done and on your own! I watched your home transformation video and I was quite impressed. Most people your age are not even on that stage of owning a home. Anyway! By the way, we all have phobias and we are all weird. However, not everyone is as honest as you. Thank you for sharing. Your cat, by the way, is absolutely gorgeous. I have 10, all rescue and all indoors. :)

  • @mcdowelljason
    @mcdowelljason Год назад +625

    Man, I became really concerned and started to fear the worst when I saw the title and listened to the intro. I'm so glad you're improving and that you're in a healthier state of mind. In the grand scheme of things, you're just some RUclipsr who occasionally puts out a 10-minute video about a tiny house or an adorable cat. But somehow, your content has become that which I most look forward to watching. It's simple, tranquil, sincere, and original. Please keep taking good care of yourself and know that your work is quite appreciated around the world.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +84

      Thanks Jason, that means a lot! :)

    • @gittank-sson3074
      @gittank-sson3074 Год назад +38

      I agree with Jason 💯%
      And George, please, please I would loooove to have the recipe on those cookies😋😋😋
      Take care and see you and junior in next video 🤗🥰🇸🇪

    • @petereldergill2942
      @petereldergill2942 Год назад +18

      I also feared the worst. Glad you're sharing.

    • @jayusa879
      @jayusa879 Год назад +1

      @Jack Ibrahim Phil. 4:13

    • @Widdekuu91
      @Widdekuu91 Год назад

      For every Christian telling you to avoid fellow humans, I have; John 11-35.
      Because that is surely what he did when you as a Christian gave that awful advice.

  • @kaymorrice8141
    @kaymorrice8141 Год назад +267

    Watching you bake and caring for your beautiful cat; taking the time to put those cookies in a proper tin; feeding your plant and listening to your tale …. Utterly mesmerising. I see only that you are living your best life in a lovely cozy home. Thank you for sharing all this xx

    • @Faretheewell608
      @Faretheewell608 Год назад +2

      Tolberone chunks in cookies, too. Great idea

  • @annsmith7207
    @annsmith7207 Год назад +211

    Dear George: Please remember: People who judge don't matter and people who matter don't judge! It takes tremendous courage to honestly explain what has happened. I am so happy you found a doctor who you are confident in and who has prescribed appropriate medication for you. I have been in sober recovery for decades and then the food recovery program after that because sugar was my first addiction. So very proud of you and sharing your truth, George ...keep on keeping on! Cheers!

    • @rahb1
      @rahb1 6 месяцев назад +6

      "People who judge, don't matter and people who matter, don't judge!" Probably one of the most helpful things I have ever read. Thank you!

    • @SherieRodrigues
      @SherieRodrigues Месяц назад

      One of my favourite sayings, annsmith7207❤❤

  • @kellyl3728
    @kellyl3728 Год назад +229

    I love this. My husband is a psychologist and he always tells me that it’s insane how a person can look so normal, and even seem like they have a perfect life, and yet behind the scenes there can be so much suffering. He doesn’t share details but he tells me you never would have guessed if you met these patients casually the kind of trauma and pain they’re in. It’s made me more patient with others and appreciate so much when people share their journey. Good luck to you.

    • @carladicarlo3255
      @carladicarlo3255 Год назад +12

      We learn to get by. Go to work, get some groceries, etc., but it’s exhausting just doing that and trying to act “normal” through the day. And we don’t want to be a burden or explain how we feel because unless you struggle mentally, you don’t understand. Sometimes it’s counterproductive to hear you just have to get out there, or it’s not so bad, or you can pull yourself up if you want to…over and over. No, we don’t. That’s the problem. Every single person I’ve told about my mental health issues was in disbelief because they thought I was so happy. We do that to move through the world. I really appreciate people like you and your husband who realize that and show compassion. ❤️

    • @carolinacarsolio5476
      @carolinacarsolio5476 Год назад +4

      ​@@carladicarlo3255thank you for sharing. Pretending to be or feel "normal" is exhausting 😶

    • @sarahhajarbalqis
      @sarahhajarbalqis Год назад

      This is true.

    • @margaretbell2380
      @margaretbell2380 Год назад +1

      Thank you for your open approach. I'm so impressed by your bravery!

    • @tizianabelotti7957
      @tizianabelotti7957 Год назад +2

      I think living with a cat in a cozy home like yours is very helpful. I wish you all the best. Thanks for your videos: I love renovations a tiny houses👍🏻👍🏻

  • @jimh8713
    @jimh8713 Год назад +227

    I’m in awe of you George. You’re not weird. I can’t imagine anyone criticizing you for anything related to your health. We are all just doing our best to make it through life.
    Just know that you bring joy to me and certainly others. You’re inspiring on many levels. Plus you’re just plain adorable.
    Keep doing what you love!

  • @juliadoherty83
    @juliadoherty83 Год назад +207

    You're not weird. I'm a big advocate for sharing mental health issues. Well done for explaining your illness so eloquently.

  • @suepall5425
    @suepall5425 Год назад +139

    I just wanted to tell you that I think it was beautiful, courageous and thoughtful to share your situation. You would be surprised how many people face mental health difficulties. As a society, we tend to hide these things. I am sure that many people will be encouraged by your story and in that, it was well worth sharing. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.

  • @nnicollan
    @nnicollan Год назад +360

    The combo of you baking those cookies, taking care of your cat and speaking with that beautiful calm voice about some deep things was a therapeutic experience ❤ its strange how much suffering we must go through in our lives.. and how we, in the midst of it all, might not realize how special we are

    • @sharonsharry642
      @sharonsharry642 Год назад +16

      Absolutely, this was such a thoughtful video speaking of your past pain yet soothing while we watch your baking & taking care of your cat. Sending you love & warmth. 💖

    • @feyrechihro7247
      @feyrechihro7247 Год назад +8

      Agreed!:)

  • @alexandrapomeroy8050
    @alexandrapomeroy8050 Год назад +275

    Oh George, I’m a counsellor and I’d like to say thank you for being so open and honest. Good luck in everything you do. Ps, your cat is gorgeous.

    • @Buzzzy-bee
      @Buzzzy-bee Год назад

      Are you a student counsellor?

  • @monsterpuer391
    @monsterpuer391 Год назад +206

    its really, really important to hear about disordered eating in/from men. i felt so alone being a man with an eating disorder, it made me feel 'feminine' in a way that i couldn't control and i was desperate to know other men who were hurting in the same way as me. we're in it together!

    • @kalilavalezina
      @kalilavalezina Год назад +5

      I'm really sorry to hear you're going through this. Emetophobia is an anxiety disorder, not an eating disorder. :) People often confuse it with anorexia, but they are different.

    • @metalnep
      @metalnep Год назад +4

      @Allah Loves, Forgives and Saves Personal preference. The implication is that he wants to appear as more masculine. Realistically though, being skinny or large should not be considered gendered qualities.

    • @paugasolina5048
      @paugasolina5048 Год назад

      ive been suffering from eating disorder for over 15 years now. it doesnt help when misandrist women call you out for being not a man because you are weak. fk them!

    • @pjsopinion8028
      @pjsopinion8028 Год назад +1

      You know, until I read your comment I didn’t realize how little if any you ever hear about men with eating disorders… I can imagine how hard that is if you are suffering from one. Sending you Love and Light and wishing the best for you.

  • @sweetpeachbellini8245
    @sweetpeachbellini8245 Год назад +82

    Sending you big healing vibes from Toronto, Canada. I'm old enough to be your Mum (even perhaps your Gran!) and I've suffered from anxiety/panic disorder, depression and emetophobia since I was twelve years old. The hardest part for me was my teen years. I hated being away from home in case I got tummy sick so I avoided a lot of social situations. To be honest, my life has gone in waves...some good years, some bad years, a few really horrible years and then just back to what I would call "normal". I'm a Widow now, as well as a Mum and a Granny and still have my bad days. COVID didn't help and now I've got a touch of agoraphobia as well (it's only bad when I'm out shopping or whatever all by myself). Just hang in there. You will get better as time goes on. Keep up with your therapy and don't be worried about talking about this on RUclips.

  • @delilahboa
    @delilahboa Год назад +123

    Hi George, my name is Jan, I’ve just watched this video with my husband through his own channel……I just wanted to say you’re a lovely, lovely young man. You’re family must be so proud of you…..I’m so sorry for all you’ve been through to this point, but want to say how proud of yourself you should be……..I suffer too on a daily basis, my problems are chronic pain related and I’m pretty much (at 51 years old) housebound because of it. It’s been a part of my life for 29 years now, I actually can’t remember what it feels like to NOT be in pain……..Well done for speaking up and I’m sure you will bring comfort to many knowing they’re not on their own…….I adore cats and I’m really into baking too, we have a lot in common even though age wise we’re many years apart!…..keep doing what you’re doing and we both wish you every single (well deserved) success in life……your cookies look amazing!…..take care…….Jan xx

    • @dogscratchedoor
      @dogscratchedoor Год назад +1

      Jan, I was sorry to read your words about being in so much pain. I have some but not so extreme. I started giving my well loved older dog a supplement because she would often be in pain after being too active. I gave her so many natural supplements and even broke down and gave her pain meds from the vet. So what I give her now is green mussel 750 mg/ day. Hope I'm not jinxing our good luck here! Anyway she runs like a puppy now sometimes, and I haven't seen any evidence of being in pain. Hope that helps you.

    • @kellybraun7048
      @kellybraun7048 Год назад

      Gosh, I want one of those cookies so much! My sympathies, Jan. I developed lupus just after college, went from very active, to now struggling to care for myself and dealing with pain on a daily basis. I’m glad we have ways to communicate with others online so we’re not isolated as much. I tend to be a very upbeat person, but the pain and not able to leave the house whenever I want are definitely wearing on me, as my condition has worsened over the last nine years. I admire your resilience and ability to offer comfort to others after so many years of struggle. I’ve got a great support network and managed to see a lot of people in person this year due to others’ sacrifices to support me in doing so. Sending hugs your way!

  • @marynimocks6791
    @marynimocks6791 Год назад +105

    Bravo! EVERYONE has hidden stories to tell. SHARING takes courage and great kindness. Hugs!

  • @evldedgrl
    @evldedgrl Год назад +168

    Your fans have your back. It takes a brave soul to open up on such a large scale. Keep striving for good mental health and we will be here for you!

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +14

      Thank you!!

    • @mossie1954
      @mossie1954 Год назад +6

      I totally agree I GOT YA BACK! :)

  • @hilarysing6743
    @hilarysing6743 Год назад +26

    Believe me in this often scary strange and troubled world you are a breath of fresh air . I certainly hope nobody dares to call you a weirdo and if they do please ignore them. We need more of what you are sharing with us all . I totally appreciate you and your adorable cat 😻

  • @joelblackburn605
    @joelblackburn605 Год назад +149

    As the father of two girls (19 and 21) with mental health issues (anxiety/depression) and as the husband of a wife with the same mental health issues, I can relate to the struggle of finding something that works for each individual's specific needs. It can be a long and difficult journey. Thank you for sharing your story.

    • @jen-lq3wc
      @jen-lq3wc Год назад +12

      Hope you have some support too Joel ☺️

    • @leeproulx7412
      @leeproulx7412 Год назад +5

      Thank you for making this very personal and difficult video and speaking up about your mental health. I’m sure that these challenges have existed, ever since the human race began but many of us, were raised to believe that, as men, we should simply suck it up and move on, with no discussions of ways to do so. Your openness to discuss your challenges and successes is inspiring and gives hope to others that life is full of possibilities to succeed, no matter what you are dealing with at the time.

    • @aja1108
      @aja1108 Год назад +2

      Do they work with you to help them? I'm alone with adhd. Everyone I know immediately makes a joke and dismisses me. It's hurtful, and I just want them to work with me.

    • @mikaelafox6106
      @mikaelafox6106 Год назад +3

      @@aja1108 You might be alone in person, but you can have help online! I discovered a channel here on YT called How to ADHD. I was diagnosed as an adult and that channel has been a huge help for me. Maybe it can help you as well.

  • @npflaum
    @npflaum Год назад +75

    Well, this popped up at just the right time for me. I've barely left my apartment complex for months, but today I got up and walked to the store. I enjoyed some sunshine and got some healthy snacks, I even started a load of laundry. From one person struggling along to another, I wish us both the energy to keep going. Thanks for sharing your story! p.s. The cookies look amazing and I regret that I did not get those ingredients when I was at the store.

    • @shakia000
      @shakia000 Год назад +7

      Well done, that’s a big step 👍

    • @lemonlime1920
      @lemonlime1920 Год назад +3

      🙏🏼🫶🏼💙

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +2

      Aw I'm glad to hear that! Stick at it. Likewise, wishing that energy for you as well.

  • @patriciafuchs5970
    @patriciafuchs5970 Год назад +160

    Sorry you aren’t feeling well. Mental health issues are so important to understand. It isn’t well understood and hard to find ways or people to help you deal with issues you may have.
    You are very eloquent about what has happened to you. I hope you accept how valuable this sharing by you. I feel proud of you, you’re working hard to overcome what is going on, I think you’re brave, kind and giving. Appreciate you.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +14

      Thanks Patricia, that means a lot! :)

  • @pitchycastle
    @pitchycastle Год назад +72

    One can easily tell that you are such a sweet and loving human being. The gentleness you exchange with your cat is also very heartwarming! Let me just add that I firmly believe that everyone has their struggles, we all struggle in one area or another or probably several, therefor the sanest thing we can all do is be patient with ourselves while also having compassion for each other and it looks like you're already doing that! ✨

  • @lillianvalentine1975
    @lillianvalentine1975 Год назад +72

    You are definitely NOT weird, you’re awesome for sharing this. Thank you for being so transparent and trying to help others through your experiences.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +3

      Thanks Amanda! :)

  • @Rain-Peters
    @Rain-Peters Год назад +113

    You’re not weird. I find you brave. I was raised in an extremely violent and abusing house ( also was molested) and had extreme anxiety and panic attacks for most of my life. I am one of those that got worse with medication. I started to take vitamins and began to calm. Unknown to me at the time one of the vitamins I was taking was turmeric and has been known to help with anxiety. I am still a bit of a hermit, but much improved. Please never stop being yourself. You are fabulous. By the way, those cookies look SO GOOD!!!

    • @l.c838
      @l.c838 Год назад +6

      The right type of supplements and foods really do help. I’m so glad you are feeling better. ❤

  • @mermaid7775
    @mermaid7775 Год назад +99

    This type of vulnerability is one of the greatest strengths I can think of. You’re an exemplary human. Being human is not easy. Idk why it needs to be so hard in so many different ways for everyone. Struggles are real, and so are beauty, intelligence (emotional and intellectual), and kindness, all of which you bring to 1000s with your videos, and no doubt to those around you in person. We love you.❤

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +4

      Thank you! That's very kind of you to say!

  • @thewildwoodwitch1008
    @thewildwoodwitch1008 Год назад +27

    As someone that struggles with anxiety myself, seeing content creators talking openly about their mental health gives me such hope for my own. Thank you for sharing George.
    P.s your cat is adorable. ✨🐈✨

  • @susanfox7454
    @susanfox7454 Год назад +122

    I struggled with depression and panic attacks for years. It sounds to me like you're taking all the right steps, you've got loving support, and medication (which i believe saved my life). Thank you for being brave enough to share your story. I'm a grandma and I'm sending along a grandma hug!

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +11

      Thanks Susan, appreciate the Grandma hug!!

    • @chrisberry9017
      @chrisberry9017 Год назад +8

      I felt that Grandma hug too! Bless you!

    • @Ролтун
      @Ролтун Год назад +2

      I have CPTSD and now try Wim Hof method

  • @Gothicgarlic
    @Gothicgarlic Год назад +100

    As someone who developed a long-term chronic illness when I was 13 I definitely understand the feeling of your peers and living their lives while you seem to be stuck. Thank you for making the video.

    • @Gothicgarlic
      @Gothicgarlic Год назад

      @@chaoticneutral6288 typo corrected

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +2

      Sorry to hear that Colin! Hope you're getting on OK.

    • @Gothicgarlic
      @Gothicgarlic Год назад +2

      @@Patchy thank you! Like yourself I'm doing better than I have been in the past and am grateful for that. Wishing you all the best. P.s cookies looked great 👍

  • @TyTyThePi
    @TyTyThePi Год назад +319

    People that don’t suffer from anxiety don’t understand how hard it really is. Thankyou for talking about this. I am a new subscriber ❤️

    • @iliketowatchvideos47
      @iliketowatchvideos47 Год назад +11

      Very very true

    • @sci-fi.tsunami
      @sci-fi.tsunami Год назад

      That goes for every sickness. I suffer from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome & people that don't suffer from it are total pricks. They don't understand & don't care & don't listen no matter how many times I try to explain it. They are nothing but self-centered pricks that don't care about anybody or anything but themselves. The entire universe revolves around them. Even God must answer to them.

    • @deetgeluid
      @deetgeluid Год назад +3

      Exactly! Always telling me to “not be afraid”, or even saying I’m just posing. It’s horrible not being taken serious.

    • @deetgeluid
      @deetgeluid Год назад +1

      Exactly! Always telling me to “not be afraid”, or even saying I’m just posing. It’s horrible not being taken serious.

    • @TyTyThePi
      @TyTyThePi Год назад +3

      @@deetgeluid yes, some people just think it’s a small thing, but anxiety can be crippling 😔

  • @PellyjellyMom
    @PellyjellyMom Год назад +35

    My Mother had anxiety issues. She was at her best when she had a support group she went to. Sharing is caring. It is beneficial for us all. Very proud to listen to your journey. Take care!

  • @onetaste629
    @onetaste629 Год назад +228

    For an older guy like me, I come to your videos to rest in the tranquility of your life. It reminds me how important the simple things are; downsized living, being with your cat, making cookies. So beautiful!
    In this video though, I am also reminded how similar we all are, struggling with the same things to varying degrees. Thank you for courageously sharing a more challenging part of your life with the world. There are hundreds of thousands of people out here who relate to you and value your authenticity. You really are a gift for so many of us. 🙏

    • @jstanders6973
      @jstanders6973 Год назад +5

      Andrew Stewart, what a lovely comment.. And, I agree...

    • @shelbyshelby3936
      @shelbyshelby3936 Год назад +2

      Well said and I agree!😊

  • @Libbathegreat
    @Libbathegreat Год назад +199

    Junior's polite protests at having her nails clipped are just adorable.
    I don't think anyone ever "beats" their mental health struggles. The important thing is to not let them beat _you_ . Keep loving yourself and making your life as happy as you can. As horrible things can be, we all deserve to enjoy happiness wherever we find it (or make it) ❤

    • @sallymb6356
      @sallymb6356 Год назад +4

      @Libbathegreat Totally agree, we don't beat them. Very nicely put

  • @anngreen3495
    @anngreen3495 Год назад +295

    From an old woman. George, Even in a world with so many suffering people speaking out at last, and with ubiquitous understanding, compassion,and acceptance, it still takes a helluva lot of strength of character to make your statement. Good for you! The George we have come to know through your actions shows industry, an enquiring and exciting mind; great intelligence, a gentle nature, and guts, . You maintain a strong, supportive, loving relationship with your family - this is golden. Your Tiny House channel has brought people who share your passion. You are a good man, George and have a great future. Tell you parents they did everything right with their son! And love to pretty Junior!

  • @AroseLove
    @AroseLove Год назад +76

    Thank you for being so open. I suffer terrible from anxiety and I’m 31 and 6st 8pounds and it makes me not want to get out of bed at times. I can be hungry but don’t have the Will to eat and I have project I want to do but at times just can’t seem to find the strength. The fact you are here making this video gives me hope 🙏🏻

  • @SisterSherryDoingStuff
    @SisterSherryDoingStuff Год назад +47

    You're not alone. I've struggled for 40 years, and no, no I haven't beaten it. I have a therapist and meds have worked for me. Being vulnerable is a great trait. I assumed you struggled, but it's such a "normal" thing in my eyes, that I didn't feel the need to bring it up. Cheers to you on your journey. Remember to give grace when needed. I love your channel, and I appreciate you.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +2

      Thanks Sherry! Appreciate it. Hope you're doing OK.

  • @suvimohamed5219
    @suvimohamed5219 Год назад +64

    Thank you for sharing your story. You are not a weirdo, quite the opposite, very intelligent and brave. I hope you inspire other young people dealing with mental health issues to pursue getting help and to go forward with their dreams

    • @niksolina
      @niksolina Год назад +9

      I agree, but also the weirdo has a bad rap, I love when people are a bit weird, and I also consider myself a bit weird in some ways. For me, that just means we are or think or do things a bit differently. It would be a boring world otherwise. 😊

    • @blueblack3591
      @blueblack3591 Год назад +3

      Yes i agree

    • @heatherinparis
      @heatherinparis Год назад +2

      @@niksolina You've eloquently put into words exactly what I was searching for the right words to say! Well done.

  • @debbieborn4907
    @debbieborn4907 Год назад +116

    I rarely comment on YT videos, George, but felt compelled to do so today. Thank you for sharing your story. You’re what people refer to as “a good egg”. It takes a strong person to talk about when they’ve struggled or are struggling. I wish you, and your loved ones, all good things for the future.

  • @marlenaanderson1345
    @marlenaanderson1345 Год назад +36

    You seem like an awesome young man. Not everyone heals the same way, you have to find out what works for you. I am an old lady that likes to game online. That is my healing. Playing on the weekends with my son, and my group of longtime gaming friends. You do you! Wishing you a wonderful life full of love and laughter.

  • @lqqkitslory
    @lqqkitslory Год назад +162

    My son had terrible anxiety from the age of 8 until he left school. Thankfully that was the turning point..the stars aligned and he miraculously landed an apprenticeship, in a job he loved, with a small company who nurtured him and taught him well and now he’s very happy, confident and loves his job

    • @elephantintheroom5678
      @elephantintheroom5678 Год назад +4

      What great luck! It could so easily have gone awry.

    • @Kellycreator
      @Kellycreator Год назад +5

      I’m experiencing the same thing with my Son. He’s just waiting to hear about apprenticeship. I pray it’s his turning point. Glad your Son is now happy. ❤

    • @Donna-cc1kt
      @Donna-cc1kt Год назад +2

      Thank God. He’s a survivor!

    • @LemireCassie
      @LemireCassie Год назад +2

      That i so wonderful to hear!!! My heart jumps for JOY. So many do not have that blessing and struggle alone. More and more people should talk about it, communication is so important. God Bless.

    • @privateconfidential4775
      @privateconfidential4775 Год назад

      Lucky you

  • @cathleenvance4441
    @cathleenvance4441 Год назад +81

    I think you are a very brave man for sharing these personal issues. You may never know how many people you helped by doing so.

  • @PokhrajRoy.
    @PokhrajRoy. Год назад +51

    I’m so sorry to hear you’re not feeling well. I hope you get well soon! Sending reassuring hugs.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +8

      Thank you!

  • @flowermeerkat6827
    @flowermeerkat6827 9 месяцев назад +3

    Those cookies look delicious. I'm also impressed that you are a cage fighter! To me the stereotype of a cage fighter is an aggressive person who screams all the time, not a calm person who makes yummy cookies and does a really good job at clipping his cat's claws! I really like your videos, I find them very entertaining.

  • @eeenukt
    @eeenukt Год назад +50

    Thank you for sharing your story. You're not a weirdo and not oversharing. We are all rooting for you. Also, I cannot believe how calm your cat is when your clip the toenails! What a great kitty 🐱

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +2

      Thank you! And she's a good girl haha.

  • @tayzonday
    @tayzonday Год назад +879

    Sending good energy! I can empathize with many of your experiences. ✊❤

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +94

      Thank you! What a blast from the past seeing you pop up!

    • @countinfinity776
      @countinfinity776 Год назад +15

      What a legend

    • @pod9363
      @pod9363 Год назад

      Tay are you sorta getting into the mental health sphere of RUclips? I feel like I've seen a lot of your comments around.

    • @Lucas_Jeffrey
      @Lucas_Jeffrey Год назад +8

      Chocolate Rainnn, hilarious in South Park!

    • @notinavacuum5966
      @notinavacuum5966 Год назад +14

      Hi Tay, I visited your channel the other day for the first time in years. Was impressed and moved by you. You are seriously intelligent and seem like an all-around lovely person. You are clearly more than a one-hit wonder. I hope people rediscover you and give you that. ❤️

  • @nate_river_
    @nate_river_ Год назад +168

    I think you're a very brave person, George. It's not easy to share something this personal with the world, and I'm sure you're helping other people by doing so.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +6

      Cheers Nate, appreciate it! :)

  • @amandakelly6445
    @amandakelly6445 Год назад +42

    Hi hun I was having panic attacks from age 5 I’m now 55 and nothing worked except medication so I understand you I absolutely do my son is also the same I think you are very brave and bright and I wish you all the best for the future and your not weird honestly you’re doing just great 👍

    • @momkatmax
      @momkatmax Год назад +1

      I have taken anti depression meds for 30 years ( 66 years old) and feel great. Not artificially happy, but cruising at normal! Great feeling.

  • @Justablokeonaboat
    @Justablokeonaboat Год назад +61

    There’s nothing wrong with sharing the struggles you’ve gone through with mental health issues.
    It’s never a bad thing to talk about. Understanding ourselves is sometimes the hardest part of life.
    As someone who’s struggled with my own issues since I was a young child and still continue that struggle as a 58 year old male I have nothing but admiration for you.
    You are an incredible human being…kind and caring….very clever and a really nice guy.
    I applaud you .

  • @neil5280
    @neil5280 Год назад +10

    You said “weirdo”, and I heard “hero”. Anyone who shares the difficulties of life and normalizes seeking help is a hero. Glad you’re having more good days than you had in the past. Thank you.

  • @dawnatkinson7704
    @dawnatkinson7704 Год назад +211

    I've been suffering with generalised anxiety disorder for about 10 years now and I am so grateful that people are now having these conversations and I don't feel like such a freak! Seriously though, it helps to know you are not alone and 20 years ago, people just didn't talk about this topic. Thanks

    • @mediterraneandiet2483
      @mediterraneandiet2483 Год назад

      See research by Dr Roland Griffiths on psilocybin and it’s effects on anxiety and depression.

    • @fepethepenguin8287
      @fepethepenguin8287 Год назад

      Have you ever tried Phenibut.... a nootropic you can order online. It helped me transform many years ago, it destroys social anxiety, and does not impare you like benzo drugs.
      Lasts all day.
      The third day I took it, I felt like I could Ace Any job interview and pick up a girl and go on an amazing date.
      Highly recommend, its cheap and will last a long time
      Eventually I found i did not need it. After I had experience with being confident and anxiety free

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT Год назад

      its your food Dawn- always has been. Read brain energy

    • @fepethepenguin8287
      @fepethepenguin8287 Год назад +2

      @@MOAB-UT i agree... that advice to cut carbs was great, but to cut Fat was the last thing he needed. If anything most people are not eating nearly enough fat... I mean quality fat, from butter, meat, eggs.

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT Год назад

      @@fepethepenguin8287 You are correct. I eat wild salmon, EVOO, garlic, grass fed beef, pastured eggs, etc. We need these nutrients. The sugar he is eating is destroying his Mitochondria...which power his brain too, which is very weak. The drugs he took have destroyed his gut health- where the body gets 85% of it's happy chemical called Serotonin. He went all in too fast- had a bad reaction and went right back to sugar to feel normal again- guess who else feels normal- drug addicts and alcoholics when they abuse. He abuses sugar- which is as addictive as cocaine only he does not understand this. His therapist get paid to convince him that it is all in his head. Good for businesses. There is no profit in a cure, which is often just food, fun and sun, friends, exercise, hobby, goals and a meaningful life that serves others- does something that makes you feel good- and faith in bigger things. It's not rocket science.

  • @Nanno00
    @Nanno00 Год назад +27

    Oh my George, you are certainly not anything like a weirdo. I think you are strong and inspirational. I know you aren’t looking for pity but I AM sorry you’ve had such troubles but I am so happy and grateful that you are doing better and that you have the love and support of your mom. I don’t personally suffer from anxiety or depression but my teenage son does and as a mom, I know how much we worry and want to take that hardship away from our kids. Much love and respect from this mom in the United States. I hope you continue to heal and get better every single day.

  • @annemoar5743
    @annemoar5743 Год назад +34

    Your love for your cat is beautiful to behold, George. I wish you well and anyone else who is similarly affected. 💞

  • @TJ-iw5zq
    @TJ-iw5zq Год назад +58

    I am very sympathetic as I have mental health issues as well. ♥️ Challenging. Thank you for being so brave in telling ur story. It was helpful to me. (I have GAD, PTSD, trauma) Sending you big hugs. 💚💜🧡💙

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +14

      Thank you and sorry to hear you've been dealing with all of that. ❤️

    • @missymoonwillow6545
      @missymoonwillow6545 Год назад

      diagnosed myself at age 21 with depression, anxiety, insomnia and ptsd. I come from an occult family that believes it's okay to molest children here in America :) The world is a nasty nasty place for human toxicity to thrive, and sadly, money fuels a lot of wickedness out of us. Not everyone gets to afford to remodel a place to live and film it and generate income on the internet with it. Be blessed and grateful George. Just be grateful. So many have way less than what you are doing for YOURSELF. Be different for me if you were providing for a family, or working hard with a partner, but you're just affording other people to build for you, and decorate for you... This has become a vanity vlog.

    • @jillyd2807
      @jillyd2807 Год назад +2

      @@missymoonwillow6545 Don’t be so nasty!! 😕 He’s living his life in a way that suits him and keeps him happy and self sufficient, I’d say. Seems to me that you’re jealous of his success on RUclips. Are you doing what you were just espousing him to do??

  • @ms_katia2267
    @ms_katia2267 Год назад +35

    I am so happy that you shared so many young people suffer in silence hopefully someone will benefit from your story. I’m a lot older than you but I’ve been on anti depression/ anti anxiety meds for about 18 years and my life is good.

    • @chrisberry9017
      @chrisberry9017 Год назад +3

      I’m so pleased that you have found a way of handling life successfully. Depression is certainly no walk in the park, but the more that we address it, the easier it will be to discover a coping strategy. Keep smiling!

  • @michaelconeys1490
    @michaelconeys1490 Год назад +36

    I'm always happy to watch you discuss mental health issues. I've suffered from serious anxiety and depression for over 40 years. I regularly see a psychiatrist and take psychiatric medicines daily. Many people suffer in silence and fear to seek professional help. Your discussions may indeed help many people. Keep up the good work.

    • @jimmoses6617
      @jimmoses6617 Год назад +1

      Have you tried psilocybin or LSD microdosing? I have. Four decades of depression for me. These help a lot.

  • @danielapoletti-xi9ue
    @danielapoletti-xi9ue Год назад +37

    What an eloquent , inspirational and likeable man you are. I enjoy your posts immensely and I hope that you get as much joy out of making them as I do watching them. Bravo .

  • @robbicu
    @robbicu Год назад +17

    Well done, George. Looks like you have about 180,000 of us that can support you through your journey.

  • @susancommins299
    @susancommins299 Год назад +14

    You are what they call an “old soul”….very intuitive, loving, kind, real and open. I am so very glad I found your channel. I agree with a previous comment…you bring tranquility to folks with your sharing of your life and struggles…please keep this up. The world needs more souls like you.I am your fan for life! ♥️

  • @MrJosej2003
    @MrJosej2003 Год назад +3

    You are not a weirdo! There are so many out there with mental health, and don’t recognize it!

  • @earthmama8384
    @earthmama8384 Год назад +30

    Hello George! There are millions, if not billions, of people worldwide who struggle in some way. While speaking about mental health concerns used to be taboo, sharing your struggles is helping others to open up and find common ground. Being vulnerable takes great courage, but yields infinitely larger rewards. You’re subscribers follow you because you’re genuine, down-to-earth, kind, considerate, and have an incredibly soothing speaking voice. Do not be afraid of anyone’s reaction to your news. Those who matter don’t mind and those who minds don’t matter. Live your life authentically and do what brings joy! Take care!

  • @wesriley7
    @wesriley7 Год назад +31

    This video floored me. I’ve also suffered with emetophobia since I was very young, and it gave me terrible anxiety and issues with food. I’ve gotten better at managing it over time, but even now in my late twenties I still feel like it holds me back from things like traveling. I would love to hear more about your journey! I haven’t heard many people discuss their emetophobia before like this. I think many folks are ashamed to talk about it. But it’s super reassuring to find someone else who Gets It™️

    • @chrisberry9017
      @chrisberry9017 Год назад +2

      This video was a real ‘eye opener’ as I’d never come across this condition before. I’m certainly grateful that it’s not an issue that I need to deal with. Sharing a difficulty with someone on the same ‘wavelength’ can be such a blessing! I sincerely hope that you both manage to find a strategy that can help you through this so that you can enjoy more fullness of life.

    • @NeurosussyX
      @NeurosussyX Год назад

      Have you tried the Thrive Programme for Emetophobia yet?

  • @the_thornhill
    @the_thornhill Год назад +43

    George, you have such a nice personality, keep going strong brother, we'll be here for you. Also that cat is adorable

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +4

      Thanks Roger!!

  • @veepotter307
    @veepotter307 6 месяцев назад +2

    I’ve always found you and your videos to be so delight and enjoyable, and never noticed that you seemed unwell. You are a very strong person for sharing your mental health issues. No one likes to point out their own weaknesses ~~ real or otherwise. When I’m feeling down, I remind myself of what I am grateful for, no matter how small it might be. Just try it! Start with what a neat property you renovated and what a sweet cat that doesn’t fight you while trimming its nails! Hugs from Texas. I hope your channel continues to grow !

  • @DanMowry
    @DanMowry Год назад +49

    George, I'm glad your video popped up in my feed. I am 53 years old and I've never gone through stress or anxiety that I couldn't pin on some very circumstantial moments. For me, I knew that as the circumstances changed, I would return to better balance. So I wish you so very much, good balance, good health and peace. You are very articulate, it is quite evident from just a few minutes of watching your video that you are mindful, and as thoughtful and gentle as anyone could be at your young age. Please accept a long distance hug and well wishes. Be well, young man. I pray for the best for you.

  • @peanutminicockapoo5759
    @peanutminicockapoo5759 Год назад +210

    I don't know anything about your channel. This just came up at the top of my feed. As someone who suffers with anxiety plus other issues, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU for your courage in discussing your struggles. I am very hard on myself. For me, support matters a lot, and it comes in different forms from different people in my life. But it's also me trying to bring myself up by my emotional bootstraps. I like to remind myself that life is lived one day at a time, and every day is a new opportunity to start fresh!

    • @kael1716
      @kael1716 Год назад +5

      Same here. Glad I did!!

    • @wendyfreeman32
      @wendyfreeman32 Год назад +5

      Friends, love yourselves. You are just as worthy as the richest person on this earth. Dig deep and you will know you deserve everything. Much love and best wishes, manifesting great joy and peace for you all 😊❤❤.

    • @readdeeply9278
      @readdeeply9278 Год назад +6

      I just found him too ... don't know a thing about him, but isn't he just the nicest young man!

    • @analarson2920
      @analarson2920 Год назад +2

      Amen to that.

    • @analarson2920
      @analarson2920 Год назад +1

      I did find gut health rebuilding and deficiencies a major factor for many with anxiety, and other chronic conditions. The body soul journey has to be balanced. Dr Cynthia Li has helped many. Prayers to better journeys

  • @memeechie2656
    @memeechie2656 Год назад +121

    As a mother of a child with debilitating anxiety, I wish I would have had access to a story like yours several years ago. My child has since, grown up, and has become very functional but at times still struggles. Wish you the best in your journey of learning to manage life. Take care and please keep posting. Your videos just might be the one that is found by those that really need it!

    • @LemireCassie
      @LemireCassie Год назад +4

      Amen! I will pray for your son. Anxiety is so debilitating, and it just comes without warning. So many of us hide it and we shouldn't do that. We should be helping one another to have hope and teach each other tools that work best. God is truly my Savior. God Bless.

    • @princessjacs
      @princessjacs Год назад

      My son also has terrible anxiety, it's so sad, he recently went to a "therapist" 2 sessions and she says he's fine 😳🙄

    • @KingOfFvckingEverything
      @KingOfFvckingEverything Год назад

      Was just going to say that. I wish we had social media platforms accessible earlier, when my sister and also a friend had eating disorders. It only did more damage with doctors and therapists… To even try to begin to understand, we have to hear it from others going through similar.
      Videos like this are extremely helpful not just for those who may also have anxiety, eating issues but also invaluable to those around the person suffering.

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT Год назад +1

      its diet.

    • @KingOfFvckingEverything
      @KingOfFvckingEverything Год назад

      @George Dunnett Thank you for sharing. I hope there comes a time when you and other genuine people don’t feel the need to apologize in advance, having to explain that you’re not after sympathy etc stops. Why try to please 1% of often vicious people? It’s impossible.. Their mission is to make others feel horrible, so whatever you tell them, it will never help.
      Also, it’s a good way to shake the tree of rotten fruit. Those who you certainly don’t want to have around. If they can’t tolerate a genuine video about someone’s life, they should use like RUclips for kids only. Live in fairyland, where everything is safe..
      Unfortunately life isn’t that easy when growing up! We all have issues.
      Anyone taking offense to genuine raw videos of someone’s journey, suffer a lot more than those who dare speaking out. Never take any such comments seriously or onboard. It’s sad that you need to say these things before you start.
      It’s often healing to speak out. I think it’s often better to find groups online (kind caring people who truly cares) than going to therapists.. The normal people understand a lot more becasue they’re either in it or have been there. That helped my sister in the end anyway.

  • @cindybogart6062
    @cindybogart6062 2 месяца назад +1

    George, Thank you for your honesty. The people that are on your channel have been here for a while & care about you. You have done what you needed to take care of yourself. Your kitty is great to have because they Relieve a great deal of stress, just by petting them, not to mention how cute it is. And no matter what anyone tells you cookies are always a great idea and those look delicious. I hope you share that recipe. Eventually there’s nothing wrong with having issues we all have them you’re just more in tune in aware of yours, and most people.

  • @ceahorse56
    @ceahorse56 Год назад +40

    I used to think anxiety and depression issues where uncommon even rare. No one talked about mental health from my generation. Thanks to wonderful ppl like you whom not afraid to share their experiences to help others understand what a struggle life can be at times. I have been lucky taking a med and not in anyway ashamed of the fact! Love to you sweet boy and please give Junior a kiss, she is just beautiful and must be such a blessing for you! ❤

    • @chrisberry9017
      @chrisberry9017 Год назад +4

      I recall when I was diagnosed with depression at eighteen, my Dad’s reaction was utter terror! ‘She doesn’t get it from my side of the family’ was his remark. At the time, that caused me a lot of pain and resentment, and I turned in on myself. It wasn’t until nearly forty years later that ai discovered that my Father’s Father had committed suicidal. (He saw himself as a burden to his family after being injured to that he could no longer work - this was at the beginning of the 1900s when there wasn’t a Welfare State) Hearing my diagnosis must have been horrific, but it was at a time when no-one spoke of mental health issues.

  • @JemCope
    @JemCope Год назад +64

    You’re a very good egg, George. It’s so difficult to be open to mental health, especially for boys and men, I really hope the right person stumbles across this and is comforted / reassured that they’re not alone and recovery isn’t always a straight path x

  • @Rysskylt
    @Rysskylt Год назад +18

    Much love George, you don't owe anyone this kind of transparency but I appreciate knowing and hearing people who have gone through similar struggles to myself.

  • @Lbird1993
    @Lbird1993 Год назад +7

    This is the first time I've ever heard someone on RUclips talk about a phobia I have/had too. I know what it is and can be like. It's debilitating. I'm thirty and luckily doing better than ever but I know what it's like losing school/work/love to the complications of Emetophobia. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us, George. And a big hug from your neighbour across the North Sea

  • @judyhorsley997
    @judyhorsley997 Год назад +84

    Scrolling through the comments I'm sure you can see how helpful this video has been for people! Your sensitive presentation - your quiet voiceover, making cookies and Junior - was just right. Junior must really love you - you could see she wasn't exactly thrilled to have her toenails cut, but she let you do it! Please know there is much support and for you out here.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +17

      Thanks Judy, that’s kind of you to say! Everyone has been really lovely about this which I appreciate. :)

  • @duncanfrere2656
    @duncanfrere2656 Год назад +18

    Thanks for the back story and feeling comfortable enough to share it with us. So glad you’re in a better place! Onward! Like so many of us, I flipped over your truly stunning house renovation, the side benefit of which was getting to know you. You have a charisma and a sly humor and the camera loves you. So keep on being you, telling us stories, and letting us see the antics of The World’s Most Adorable Cat! The cookies looked yummy, btw. ❤️

  • @TheChaChingKing
    @TheChaChingKing Год назад +90

    As the parent of someone with emetophobia, I'm proud of you for sharing and working to overcome this debilitating condition. It is hard to watch someone you love struggle with this. As far as anyone who might have something ugly to say, they have absolutely no idea what it's like to be you or someone who loves you. I want you to know that I recognize how difficult it can be and you and your family should be commended for pushing onward. I am thankful to see this video....more than you know.

    • @annemurphy8074
      @annemurphy8074 Год назад +2

      I've had this phobia since seven yrs old. Didn't have it before that. I know it's not the vomiting, it's what's connected to it and that is still mostly repressed. I went through really bad trauma, being trafficked from age 2 into my 20's and going through really sophisticated trauma based mind control from the cult/trafficking ring. I suspect the emetophobia in my case, is connected to specific torture/programming I went through.

    • @TheChaChingKing
      @TheChaChingKing Год назад

      @@annemurphy8074 It wouldn't surprise me at all if it's connected. I'm not a psychologist, just a dad. But one of the things that we worked on here was treating the phobia just like we would any abuser. It sounds as if you've been controlled by outside forces. You must have had to fight to get past that. Mentally giving yourself permission to personify the emetophobia and fight it as an internal abuser, was something that gave (gives) my son a measure of control. It's probably a small measure of control. But sometimes a small measure is just enough.

    • @annemurphy8074
      @annemurphy8074 Год назад +1

      @@TheChaChingKing That makes so much sense.

  • @judylearn7971
    @judylearn7971 4 месяца назад +1

    George, I'm new to your channel. I began with your tiny house remodel, and am catching up on some of your other videos. My family has dealt with many physical and mental health issues, which, I think, makes us pretty typical people. I deeply appreciate your openness about what you have learned to cope with. This video will certainly ripple outward and touch others who also struggle with anxiety and disordered eating, and it will give them hope. Continue taking good care of yourself. Your online community values you, and cares about you.

  • @shannenX
    @shannenX Год назад +31

    As a total stranger on the internet, I appreciate you sharing a bit of a backstory in regard to your health journey. I came across your channel from the tiny house video and stuck around not only because you posted content that I was interested in, but because of your personality and temperament. I could also sense you had a similar journey to myself, and you did mention emetophobia at some point previously too which I have also suffered with for a while. Heck, I even have red hair and have a ginger cat too, so that is also similar lol. I am the same age as you and still trying to gain that "late" start in the world and gain my purpose after feeling stuck for so long, due to VERY similar experiences that you shared. You are not alone in this, I'm glad to hear you have a good support network IRL and it seems like your followers are a great bunch for the most part, which is excellent. All the best George!

    • @chrisberry9017
      @chrisberry9017 Год назад +5

      Hello Shannen! I’d never come across this condition, but I’m so glad that George shared his experience, as I’m sure that what he has to say will help many! Our situations may all be different, and our life histories, but basically we’re all very similar. Having the courage to put his story ‘out there’ is a real act of faith, which I’m sure will benefit him and others greatly. Enjoy your marmalade puss - they’re very special!

    • @NeurosussyX
      @NeurosussyX Год назад

      Have you tried the Thrive Programme for Emetophobia yet?

  • @mindywilson1111
    @mindywilson1111 Год назад +45

    Thank you for your truth. I'm 57 and have had anxiety issues on and off my whole life. What I've learned is that people with anxiety are usually very sensitive, special people. We actually have a super-power because we can "feel" more intensely and have huge compassion capabilities. I don't believe we are "unwell" I believe we live in a world that can be too much for us at times and we need to protect ourselves and do massive self care in order to be our sensitive, compassionate, beautiful selves. Anxiety is a good reminder that we need to pull back and do the things that comfort us. Be a little selfish, say no to things that are "too much." Journaling has always helped me. Getting my worries and thoughts out on paper can help me see that what I'm "believing" isn't true. Self-compassion is the key. I love your videos and I can "feel" your beautiful soul through all that you do. Keep sharing.

    • @Sarah-jg9uw
      @Sarah-jg9uw Год назад +1

      Hi Mindy, I too suffer from anxiety I have had it for a long time and I'm 53. What you said is spot on I can really understand where you are coming from. Well said. Life can be overwhelming at times especially with the times we live in today which brings on Anxiety which can be debilitating at times so the importance of self care and taking a step back in order to bring out the best of ourselves is the key.

    • @mindywilson1111
      @mindywilson1111 Год назад +1

      @@Sarah-jg9uw thank you Sarah, it’s good to know we’re not alone in this and we can support each other. I absolutely do not have it figured out but I’ve learned to give myself grace. Hope you do the same.

    • @PriiPrii385
      @PriiPrii385 Год назад +2

      Exactly this !!!

    • @peacebrooks4230
      @peacebrooks4230 Год назад +1

      Same for me and thing about our age group no one was really talking about it so the struggle was REAL. My Buddhist practice had helped me a lot but lately working from home, being inside so much I am having sensory anxiety when I go out and living in a busy city the crowds, noise and heavy traffic was overwhelming. I made a determination to get out more often during the week.

  • @nowucit6346
    @nowucit6346 Год назад +22

    Know that you are helping someone out there who is facing some of the same challenges and struggles. You are making a difference by sharing. Continue to lean on your mom and take good care of yourself because you are enough, and you matter.

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +4

      It's definitely my hope to help people open up just a wee bit. Thank you though, very kind. :)

  • @kieranodea771
    @kieranodea771 Год назад +5

    Your cat is freaking adorable. Thank you for sharing your story, Anxiety is terrible I get panic attacks myself so I can relate. More people talking about issues like this is critical. If more people do then it normalizes it and will encourage more people to seek the help they need.

  • @craig9802
    @craig9802 Год назад +30

    I am so glad to hear you are on a path back to better physical and mental health, George. I've really enjoyed your journey from almost the beginning. My daughters (only slightly younger than you) and myself have been through some similar scenarios over the past couple decades, and we're rooting for you. And even an old greybeard like me learns something every time you post new stuff. Cheers, mate. Anybody who can manually clip a cat's claws is the bravest soul I've ever seen. Much respect. Keep fighting, and keep baking. :)

    • @cjohnson4342
      @cjohnson4342 Год назад

      Yes, impressive cat work there!

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +2

      Cheers Chris, I appreciate that! Hope you are your daughters are getting on OK now! Haha Junior is very patient so I can't take all the credit on that one.

    • @chrisberry9017
      @chrisberry9017 Год назад

      I’m sure that George’s gentle handling of Junior let’s her know that he’s not going to hurt her, but that his intentions are good!

  • @vs2956
    @vs2956 Год назад +39

    I appreciate you being vulnerable on the internet and connecting with people like me who also suffer from severe anxiety. Thank you.

  • @razzygirl91
    @razzygirl91 Год назад +27

    As someone with anxiety and emetophobia myself, thank you so much for speaking up about this. I count myself very lucky that I’ve been on medication from quite a young age and for me, that enables me to live a relatively “normal” and panic free life, but I know I still have a lot of work to do in therapy.

  • @amytillery9106
    @amytillery9106 5 месяцев назад +1

    You shared a very personal experience to which so many of us can relate in our way. I loved the soothing video of you making cookies and haning out with your cat. You have a very calming presence. I enjoy watching your videos not only bc they are interesting and full of information, but moreso for your sense of humor and your unique personality and outlook which is so refreshing. I think you are a very strong man who could overcome most anything as you have faced your fears head on and I can say for certain, you have touched many people by allowing us into your life. Much love to you!

  • @maddmunkee2
    @maddmunkee2 Год назад +102

    I find it ridiculous, and very disheartening that people either have to be nosy or behave so ill mannered and distasteful with no class. I think you’re amazing and the fact that you even have a RUclips channel and that you can share part of your life is so amazing in itself. People find your videos, very comforting and soothing, and you probably help more people than what you realize in spite of your own issues. Keep doing you because we need you to. And please don’t change a thing

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT Год назад

      Are you sick? Don't change a thing? Did you read the title- HE IS NOT WELL. People like you enable him. Make him feel like a victim so he self medicates with drugs and sugar. Sick. He must change what he is doing if he wants a shot at a healthy life. Do you just not get it? He is not a victim and neither are you. Stop it. Just stop it now.

    • @jasonnewton1187
      @jasonnewton1187 Год назад +1

    • @66fitton
      @66fitton Год назад +3

      Considering all you said here, you keep doing you too! We all, including George, need more people like you as well. You don't sound like you have the issues that many have, but you have understanding and room for people that suffer from them. That's the most we could ask for from anyone. Have a fantastic day!✌

    • @DunstanW
      @DunstanW Год назад

      ❤🙏🏾

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT Год назад

      @@66fitton Thanks and you to. I did have issues- worse than this chap but I overcame them using nutrition. Issues can feel very real to people but they can usually be overcome naturally. Most docs want and need to keep you unwell so you keep taking their pills. Medication might be appropriate short term for ~5% of people. The rest is being pushed out of pure greed. Labels make someone feel like a victim mentally. I don't want anyone to suffer. Many do unnecessarily. If a plant was dying, you would change it's soil, put it out in a good environment, full of sun and water it. Not pump it fully of sugar and pills. No wonder the dude doesn't feel right. He started off fairly week, then "healthcare" got a hold of him- told him mental stories (labels) that he believed and pumped him up with massive doses of drugs. On top of that he adds massive amounts of sugar. Tragic.

  • @mallymakings2853
    @mallymakings2853 Год назад +115

    Darling, George, it took a lot of courage to share your “story” but I’m so glad you did. I won’t bore you with my history but as an “older” subscriber, I think your video has just helped so many “in the same boat.” You are such a beautiful, inspiring and gentle young man and I am incredibly proud and grateful to you for sharing this. I applaud your family, especially your Mum for bringing up such a polite, well mannered and thoughtful beautiful human being. Those cookies look delicious btw. Take care, Sweetheart and I hope you enjoy the rest of your day. xxx

    • @razielsfire3204
      @razielsfire3204 Год назад +8

      What a lovely comment ☺️ And I totally agree ❤

    • @66fitton
      @66fitton Год назад +7

      I'm melting that was so sweet! I gotta say it's heartwarming to know you're out there Mally!
      I hope George reads your comment. It's thoughtful, insightful, and a beautiful reflection of both you and George! Fabulous! Just fabulous!!
      I hope you enjoy the rest of your day as well! ✌

    • @mallymakings2853
      @mallymakings2853 Год назад +1

      @@66fitton Good evening, Steve. Thank you so much for your beautiful message. You really have lifted my spirits today. Thank You. I hope you’re having a beautiful and blessed day. xx

    • @Faithful10415
      @Faithful10415 Год назад +2

      @mallymakings2853 I agree. Your comment was so elevating and uplifting. It’s so hopeful to know there are truly genuinely kind people in our world and especially on social media. God bless you!

  • @peterd788
    @peterd788 Год назад +18

    You aren't weird at all and you are refreshingly honest and you highlight why people involved in "helping" or treating others must be both ethical and a follower of an evidence-based approach. A quack made a bad situation worse with long-term effect. I'm glad you are working through your issues.

  • @sherriemartin5985
    @sherriemartin5985 Год назад +6

    Keep up the good work. I don’t feel sorry for you; I feel immense pride! I’m so very proud of you and thankful for your video🎉

  • @ashleylittlemusic
    @ashleylittlemusic Год назад +34

    I’m sorry to hear about your health struggles but it is admirable for you to share your story. I think a lot of people going through their own struggles will appreciate this, myself included. Also, Junior is a very good girl getting her nails clipped! And the cookies looked yummy ☺️

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +2

      Thanks Ashley! Hope you're doing OK. And she is haha! Quite proud of how calm she was.

  • @strangersontheinternet
    @strangersontheinternet Год назад +15

    Wow. Thank you for being transparent.
    The calmness you exude in your videos gave way that you have been through stuff and have a much greater appreciation for the simple things in life.
    I have had severe agoraphobia since I was a teenager and dropped out of HS due to it. It was hard to let go of the future I had imagined for myself (career, traveling, etc) but to see that someone else, who struggles with a form of anxiety, has made a unique life for themselves is giving me hope.
    It’s absolutely true that people tend to only want to hear about mental health stories once they’re overcome but I believe it’s a life long journey.

  • @creativerachel
    @creativerachel Год назад +41

    This is the first of your videos I’ve watched, it came up on my suggested page and I feel a bit bad saying the title intrigued me. But damn am I glad I clicked this video. As someone who also struggles with emetaphobia from a very young age, and subsequent anxiety, disordered eating, OCD and depression it is SO refreshing to see someone talk openly about how healing IS NOT LINEAR. Thank you for being honest, and for going against the idea that we have to be fully recovered to deserve to talk about our illness. I really hope you’re having a good day, and I’m so glad to hear you are currently in a better place. Be kind to yourself, your mind has put you through a lot, and I know how hard it is, but it can get better x

  • @UnsortedSeeds
    @UnsortedSeeds 6 месяцев назад +1

    Hello from the west coast of the US. I just found your channel today. I just want to say that you look like you're a nice kid, and I'm very sorry that you had to go through so much pain growing up. I'm glad that you've been able to find the help that you need to start to feel okay. You weren't stupid to listen to your therapist's advice. It was that therapist that failed you so spectacularly, and you suffered for it. I wish you the best and to remember to enjoy the little things because they're more important than most people realize.
    Peace, dude.

  • @AidenRides_
    @AidenRides_ Год назад +34

    I’ve struggled with mental health over the years due to certain circumstances through my childhood and I am one of those people and I’m still in Year 8 so as a young person it is good to hear some inspirational words. I’m stunned to see someone else that’s struggled and lived a lot longer than me but has more confidence and brightness deep down. This has moved me! Thank you George! 😀😀

    • @Patchy
      @Patchy  Год назад +1

      Aw sorry to hear that Aiden! School/that age can be a really tough time so I hope you're doing OK!

    • @AidenRides_
      @AidenRides_ Год назад

      @@Patchy thanks

  • @peepeemeowmeow
    @peepeemeowmeow Год назад +36

    Hey George, I just stumbled across this video, and my story is almost the exact same as yours down to not being able to go to school around the age 12, petrified of vomiting to the point of panic attacks and so on, even down to we are both ginger. I have been going through a terrible bought of anxiety recently which is affecting my relationships, school, and everything else. I am so sorry you’re going through the same thing, you have this, we can make it out on top! Keep up the great work.

  • @VermontFan1
    @VermontFan1 Год назад +23

    This was brave of you to talk about your struggle and I have a feeling you’ve already helped someone. You’re to be commended! I love your channel and I’m sending you all the best. 😊

  • @glenp3985
    @glenp3985 Год назад +3

    I saw a therapist who dealt with phobias and he told me about your kind of phobia, so you're definitely not alone. I love your courage and determination to find your path to a more fulfilling life. It's real liberation speaking about mental health problems, and especially since you're wanting to share yours as encouragement to others, so well done, George. You've raised a beautiful happy cat. Here's to many more happy days for your both.