This year at Shambhala Music Festival we filmed for 3 days straight! For the first time, I hired a professional camera crew and we have created the best Shambhala videos EVER - at the cost of thousands of dollars... and they aren't getting monetized. This means we need your support on Patreon, where we will be posting the full uncut versions as there is a lot we can no longer show on RUclips due to increased restrictions. You can join our Patreon here: www.patreon.com/psychedsubstance Please note, the edited versions WILL still be released on RUclips. Thanks.
Im the 6 tabs guy. Was great to finally meet u! Watched u almost everyday in highschool. Trully sick to meet u in person. Thanks for listening to my story
Hey, I think these "drug festivals " are super interesting but I have never been to one and I am probably not the type of guy to ever go. How did you get into it? Also, I am also not a big psychedelics guy. I guess I am too scared of them, as they would probably just enhance my current mood, which is usually pretty bad. But I do enjoy reading / hearing from people about experiences with psychedelics. I live in Germany. So additional I don't know if these festivals are a big thing here.
@@monopoly5496 well as you can see in the title this festival is the Shambhala festival you could possibly google festivals similar to this or just research them. If you struggle with anxiety or anything similar or are just scared of them in general i wouldn't recommend psychedelics to you but if any case you want to try them definitely make sure you've got a trip sitter around to make sure you are okay.
Can't really explain it, but there is something about your energy that is really beautiful and captivating. I hope your journey is a wonderful and fulfilling one ☄️
The bad Exists in Tandem with the Good though. Doesnt mean you need to tell sad stories at a party but its not like it takes anything from the good experience. I think it even makes the good experience even better.
I get you, but you could just refuse the interview. The people that agreed probably werent tripping much and thought they were ready. Interesting to hear random peoples opinions on this as it makes me feel not alone.
First of all, I don’t approach anyone for an interview. They come to me. Second, most people wait till the evening to “really” take their drugs. Those who don’t, and are brave enough to roam the grounds in daylight hours tripping around thousands of strangers AND brave enough to be interviewed aren’t going to be phased by this. It takes a certain type of person to day trip in this environment and seek to be interviewed.
They literally are, its not even an exaggeration. And the entire world around us enables us. Every industry practically. Cars remind us ‘dont forget you phone’ when you get out of them. And we make this big deal about distracted driving etc etc, as we absolutely should. But then theres 9 different ways to connect a phone to a car and a million different things you can distract yourself with. Its astonishing how ignorant we all are towards this extreme dependency/addiction
the girl that shared about the trip of suicidal and homicidal thoughts looked truly haunted as her friend was telling about his experience. She relived her experience pretty vividly it seemed. I recognize that feeling just based off her face.
I love how you went from "WORST EXPERIENCE" to then asking about "BEST EXPERIENCE". You could tell people were reliving the bad time but then totally being relieved when you asked about the fun times!❤️
@HiartmanDavoed The bible only talks about drug abuse that damages your health. It doesn't imply that using psychedelics and other non-damaging drugs will send you to hell.
I can 100% relate to the guy talking about smoking some weed with LSD, I had a very similar experience with shrooms and an edible. Weed just ruins all psychedelics, makes it way too intense, confusing and paranoid.
it depends, sometimes you feel like you regret smoking that, but sometimes it makes your trip even better...its fun to combine but before doing it you have to expect the worst, but mainly hope for the best
One time I was making brownies, yes in a state where it was and is legal, and I was trying to get the hash and vegetable oil to mix with a little heat. When I lifted the lid I got blasted in the face. No shrooms needed. I had very severe closed eye hallucinations and the spins. Couldn't keep my eyes open for more than 10 seconds before the spins would become unbearable. I'd close my eyes, it'd reset, and then happen again with my eyes closed. 0/10 it was a REALLY awful experience.
I kinda do it in purpose I always feel reborn after, I just make sure I take some vitamin c and a big glass of sugary fruit juice so the effects of the marijuana wears of quicker and just lay down on bed or whatever with eyes closed. Btw, I always feel like im dying when im doing it but then all of the sudden I get up with a big smile on my face lol.
Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelic mushrooms was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
Hello can you help with a source I’d really appreciate it. People talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but no one talks where to get it. I really need.
I feel like when I was younger, I had so much time to do drugs that my brain had the shortfall of feeling paranoid about whether or not it was going to be a good trip, and that paranoia could sometimes bring a bad trip. Now that I'm older, and have less time, I cherish every time I get to take a psychedelic, and I think that has helped my trips stay positive basically every time. Also, another thing to think about, is to force it into your head that whatever drug you are taking wants to give you a good experience. It is your own mind that is holding you back from a positive, or at least peaceful experience. Once you realize that it is you, and not the drug that is giving you a bad experience, I find it much easier to let go and give in to the experience which makes it much more positive. Also, I used nitrous for the better part of 2 years which has shattered me apart into so many fractal realities that now I just try to get as far into psychedelia as I can because I love it so much! Bad trips are for those who dwell in the ego. Let go and the world is yours! 👽
Wow, you put how I feel into words. Day 2 of Bass Canyon I tripped on acid (250-275 ug) and when I was peaking I was stuck in a thought loop for about 30 minutes and was fully convinced that my favorite DJs (ATLiens) had the worst set of the night! I managed to pull myself out once I realized I was there for the music and it was myself that was causing the paranoia, not the acid. I probably won’t do that much again at a rave/festival, but damn it was a great, humbling experience that I will cherish. And strangely, I love my fave DJs even more after that experience!
Mine was both the worst & best at the same time. My friend tricked me into doing dmt and when i blasted off i felt every single person that i ever hurt in any ways feelings towards me i felt everyones feelings all at once i was crying relentlessly without blinking just streaming tears asking them if they were all still alive and asked if my parents were both still alive and after that experience i made sure i always help wherever i can with anything i can and i always try to be positive. Once i came back i was so happy everyone i loved was still alive. Crazy.
Psilocybin mushrooms healed me . I can't explain it but my experience has been spiritual and eye opening . I also started micro dosing . It really helped me get rid of depression and anxiety .
@@gwolf6442Thats not true humans have pretty much always had drugs. phycadelics have been found to be used many different cultures ceremonies and lives throughout the ages.
@@gwolf6442Humanity actually have been dumping a ton of alcohol, smoke and many other drugs through history... Some of them actually have excelent potential in treating disease. The diference is that it used to me limited or strictly controled (only used in special times of the year), now its easy to acess and this is dangerous
adam, i’ve been watching you for almost 4 years now and i’m astonished on how far you got. don’t listen to the hate comments that wanna bring you down for what you love doing, thank you adam!
I'll def agree, every bad trip teaches you something about yourself you needed to learn! I've had 3 'bad' trips, but way more positive ones so it doesn't put me off tripping at all.
so crazy how people react completely different on drugs. on lsd my brain switches off and barely any thoughts come in, i feel so unified internally its bliss i can just enjoy all the visuals and be 100% right then and there in the moment. amazing drug.
I was an LSD hound in the late 70s and early 80s LSD peyote mescaline liberty caps if they could make me hallucinate I wanted it and I used usually every weekend always all the time I’m 62 now and after all the years of doing the things I did. I’m shocked that I’m this old.
I miss shambhala:( Thank you for showing me this festival online years ago, and I finally got to experience this magical experience firsthand this year❤ Remember you can always take more but not less!
Mixing substances isnt for everyone. Especially for people that arent used to weed and smoke it with psychs. Even if you're used to it it can make the experience take on a whole other level of intensity
My positive was at Bonnaroo '07, Jedi flipping wit several friends making our way to see TOOL perform. Campsite was literally 10 min walk from the WHAT stage, yet it took us 2 hours (which we ½ accounted for), we stroll up in mid-set of 10,000 days being played and 80k people packed. I lead us toward mid crowd to a perfectly open spot direct line of center stage!🤯 Immediately the laser show, music, bass ALL hits what I think is top synchronicity.. then Tom Morelo starts slayin a Solo and about the time Maynard intro him, 10million glow sticks fly from front crowd all over our heads, the lasers follow STILL synchronized exactly with the music, Tom finishes the solo and the last rhythm of that song hits ALL the Glow sticks get thrown from crowd behind me back towards the front! TOP SYNCHRONICITY 🤯
I watch Psyched Substance and listen to the bad experiences so that i never do drugs as well as the good experiences so i can pretend every feeling i could feel has BEEN felt and I dont need to. I'm happy with that. This channel is so good.
that means you brain development is 100% and you were a healthy child. Most people out here covered in tattoos and crazy clothes have some major psych issues and or anxiety or depression they are battling.
My salvia trip was horrifying. A voice told me I was going to be poured out of my house, and then I was. Being a liquid is nauseating. I also experienced what I perceived to be death on Acid. Ego loss is wild. This was among my scariest and favorite trips.
I've had so many good & bad trips. But my favorite trip by far was 2019 shambs in the rain, 2 tabs of acid & listening to Charlesthefirst. My partner told me to close my eyes, feel my feet grounding into the earth, and to let the music take me away. Completely euphoric to experience acid in the rain under the pagoda lazers. & At the end of the night eating the best pad thai of my life!
There is a lot of acid stories. Such is mine as well. Had a terrifying OOB psychosis that stayed with me for about a month late 2021. So I stayed off Psy-drugs, weed and alcohol for a full year from the morning I woke up and could view the world through my own eyes and wasn't benched, watching my life over my left shoulder anymore. About 1 month after I hit one year sober, I went to Boom Festival and I felt like I was in a really nice zone. Setting was perfect for me and had a bunch of really good friend's with me. I ended up taking half a tab of 350mics, about 30-45 mins later my friends were racing but I felt that my trip never really kicked off. So I asked my mate if I could have the other half and I accidentally had 3 or 4 more. When I felt it starting kicking off, I knew something wasn't right and I grew more and more claustrophobic at the MASSIVE dance floor at the otherwise so nice and atmospheric main stage. So I told my friends that I had to go out of there, this while I started peaking. I lost perception of if I was walking on the ground / falling through the earth / levitating / or if I was at all centered on the X-Y-Z-axis in my life. My friends took me to the lake first to have me cool down a bit and maybe see something else rather than the ever so immersive light-mapping and party lights. But I could only see myself falling backwards either through my own self or through the ground and ending up sitting either on or above the ground. Then my friends (whom were "just" peaking on 350 mics) took me to the "mental health area" called Kosmicare, where I stayed the night and was either tumbling down the tree I was resting against or free falling through the earth. The tree was also growing it's branches into infinity which triggered some sort of fear of heights.. Terrible trip. Many of you might think I am some newbie psytrance festival attendee that just had a fucked up night because I didn't respect the chemical, but I have been psychonauting for many many years and this without a doubt and to this day my worst experience ever on acid. Last time I did 600 mics I was pleasantly worming around in my room in my sleeping bag and ended up sleeping though most of the tripp and woke up and felt like I just had the best sleep in my life. There are definitely contrasts. 😂
like wise man acid is another thing ive tripped about 12 times and 8 or so trips turned bad to a certain extent, took 6 tabs at an adventure club concert and had the worst trip of my life,went 7 yrs with no psychs and a few months ago ate a few mushroom candy bars and had a good trip but turned kinda scary lol i anticipated it tho since my last trip had been so bad......im terrified o acid now tho but damn nothing else compares to the feeling,would take alottttttttttttttt to get me to take some tabs again
Yes for me it was really nice hearing all these stories so I know I am not alone. When I was really young we used to trip on really good acid all the time. FOr some reason one time I had a horrible experience and it messed me up for a couple years actually. It was pretty ruff. I can still eat mushrooms and other things but I dont mess with LSD anymore.
I mixed dxm and lsd. Took too much DXM and started depersonalizing really bad. Didn’t feel like I was breathing, could hardly walked, shaking uncontrollably… and I thought okay I need to read a book I’m about to lose myself. To my horror I couldn’t read. The letters looked like alien symbols. I imagine that is what dementia, or a bad brain injury is like. My fiancé held my hand and we just listened to my favorite music to bring me back for like an hr. After I came back I never been so grateful for life and not dying lol. That’s just one of my most terrifying trips. The next following days I did more dxm and stimulants and had mini serotonin syndrome and now I have HPPD. It was a very rough year after that to be okay. Most times I still feel like I’m on a half tab of acid. It’s now been like two almost 3 years now?
i had this on my very first acid trip, took too much and had smoked weed prior, NOTHING made sense, couldnt read, couldnt comprehend speech, couldnt form sentences, suuuuper scary
Same, during the comedown of my first trip I rolled a cigarette, but it tasted so disgusting that I couldn't smoke it. I put the cigarette down and that was the end of it.
Adam, these videos are a hit. I could watch these interviews for hours. Would definitely love longer videos please if you go this year. If you feel up to it. Thanks a lot, man.
Love the positive, supportive spirit of this video. Adam naturally puts people at ease, giving them their space and encouraging them to open up. Side note: I've never heard the word "like" used so much. Everyone Adam interviews, like, tosses in a "like," like, every other word or so. Where is this festival held? It's gotta be the West Coast.
Like, totally, for sure! When people speak that way, all I can hear is Moon Unit Zappa continuing with "Gag me with a spoon! Fer sure!" in the Frank Zappa song "Valley Girl". It is a terribly annoying speaking affectation.
I did some LSD with Janis Joplin and the next day she told me she didn't care for it she said she felt like she was out of control and she didn't like that feeling it was the wrong energy and she also didn't like marijuana I was surprised to hear that. But she did like her heroin and alcohol .... She was the coolest chick ever😊
I once overdosed on DOC, it was my 5th trip, I've seen shadow people and talked to them, then I lost consciousness but I was doing stuff apparently, it was terrifying to watch, my friends said, I was totally paranoid and freaking out, screaming, then I gained my consciousness back, I realised that I'm watched by higher dimensional beings who put me to a divine test which was to determine what happens with my soul, do I either succeed and live in peace forever or lose and descend into spiritual exile, hell-like experience, I lost, this crushed me for over a year of my life, I've experienced severe PTSD, DPD and there even was a period where I had a series of nightmares of the same demon haunting me. This was horrifying, but now I'm microdosing LSD and that helped a lot to understand my past and integrate those experiences, I'm good now but the recovery took me 3 years.
I'll never forget when I used to perform, my last big show I had I went outside afterwards and this guy told me he had acid for 5$ a hit. I asked him for like 20 hits (thinking it was paper tabs) which he told me he had the liquid. So he told me to put out my hand, he went to drop a couple drops when he in fact poured a rather large puddle in my hand, just then he told me to lick it. All I remember was having a mouthful and swallowed it down. I immediately went inside to get my friends to let them know "hey guys, we gotta go NOW" I immediately explained to my one friend what I just did. I also had a 30 minute drive to my summer cabin in the mountains. I remember driving down our interstate, feeling like I was in a Galaga shooting game. I finally made it home safe, which I was alone til morning. I had so much mental chatter in my head as I kept getting stuck in a loop of conversations with myself. I even heard my friends, whichever friend I can picture was like I heard THAT voice. I tried to sleep it off, I remember my red comforter getting trapped around me, I thought I was drowning in a red ocean. I turned my lights back on at around 4 am (bad move) I then saw everything in my room floating across the floor. It was like the elevator scene from Fear and Loathing. I was tripping hard til 7 am when I had to go to morning breakfast (summer camp I worked at) and the ground was made of pebbles which were fuzzy like the white noise on a tv screen. Hardest and longest trip I had. but a good one, I was the least bit worried other than thinking I was never going to come back lol.
I think my worst ones have been with salvia & dmt, they're just too intense. I was on lsd, 2c-b, ketamine, and prolly 3-4 more similar drugs at the same time while also smoking salvia, dmt and changa simultaneously (don't do this, I was a suicidal drug addict at this point in time). Anyway, this made me have a out of body experience where I could see myself from above, then my soul kind of exploded out of my head and I was just a ball of light flying through what I can only describe as infinite variations of my living room, it was like kind of a rubiks cube made of rooms from different dimensions that were changing around and my soul was flying through them. Then my soul somehow landed in another person, this person was a carpenter having a cigarette break with his coworkers at some construction site. I was somehow still concious and thought to myself, what the actual fuck is going on. Then everything I described happened again, but in reverse and I ended up back on my couch thinking thank god I'm back, never doing that again.
ive found a lot of my friends who tripped out on dmt always live another life through another person for a minute. yet with no context, in that other body they knew exactly who they were
There was a couple of cow pastures close to my house that produced “mushrooms” and my friends and I would boil 120 to 130 mushrooms to make cool aid. 1 glass would give you a heroic dose. Words cannot describe how great the experience is when you do a very large dose of mushrooms
Had to hit you up with a sub on patreon as a little something for the effort. I've never done any psychedelics except weed, if that is to be counted, but have always been interested in them (mostly mushrooms) and I'm learning so much from your channel. Incredibly sad that RUclips would not view it as harm reduction!
When I was young, or rather younger, I was completely drunk and then someone put a whole LSD blotter in my mouth at four in the morning. I fell asleep and a few hours later, I woke up fully tripping. It was a mix of jungle and hangover. It was horrifying.
Yea, I did a couple gel tabs once and thought it was taking a really long time to kick in, so I took a triple perced dab hit, and was immediately floor-locked next to the toilet for the next 2 hours
My 46 year old self watching this laughing at some of these younger kids thinking “that’s the worst thing?” Good job to the younger generation you’re doing better and smarter than we were 😅😂
I was at my first forest psytrance festival in 2017, i was 20 years old. And i took 3 hits of acid, had a really good time. The music made so much sence and we took 3 more hits of the acid. I had some incredible moments where suddenly all the light and music was gone, and i was just the awarness. And then i came back and everything was alive again and there was only me who expirienced that at the moment.( as far as i know ) The music never stopped and the bonfires and light where on all the time. But then abit later, we sat at camp. And they where smoking dmt. I had tried shanga once before that, but not in the right setting, so i was eager to try some. And when i was casualy offered some, i just tought why not. Wasnt planned or anything. So i took 1 hard and long hit. And as i closed my eyes, i suddenly was in a diffrient space. But i wasnt completly sendt off. I could stil feel my body and the problem was that i couldnt find a comfterable sitting posistion, since we sat on this hill on a curved rock. I tried to lay down, but the incline made it uncomfortable, since my head was leaning into the incline. And i just remember i wanted this to stop now, but obviously it didnt stop. And i was basicly just rolling around on the ground with my eyes closed. Trying to find a comfterable posistion lol. That didnt work, and i opened my eyes. And the whole camp was worried and i freaked abit out by everyone paying attention to me. Rightfully so tho! I remember i saw 3 big planets infront of me, zooming in and out. And that is the only visuals i remember i got from that. And then there was someone at the camp who was vocalising the energy by like ommmm. But it was like very intense since my energy wasnt omm at the moment. It was more like eeeeeehhuuuuuuammmmmmmahhhhhhhhaaaaaiiiiiiiiii. And she was matching that as i said with her voice, which kind of threw me off even more. But in the end it was an expirience i will never forget and once it stopped. I appreciated everything abit more after that.
Smoked after a potent tab once and I was hearing everyone’s thoughts before they’d speak. I’d hear them think and then delayed and slightly overlayed I’d hear them say the sentence but slightly different than they had thought it. To me, everyone seemed they were trying to sound cooler than they did in their heads and it broke my trip. I had to make everyone focus on me so they’d stop thinking and then I got embarrassed explaining what was happening. Seeing everyone staring, my mind went dead silent. I couldn’t hear anyone’s thoughts anymore, and I couldn’t even hear my own internal dialogue which is usually prominent and present. I couldn’t figure out how to think without it so I just sat for hours and hours. *shiver* acid just isn’t for me, but with weed it’s some freaky deaky something else!
Absolutely love these videos. Man these are my people. I often feel like I don’t belong, but these are the people I’d love to be with. *manifesting meaningful beautiful friendships into my life*
I'm right there with you. These videos are getting me back in touch with a part of myself that is often hidden away--namely, the psychedelic-unicorn-festie who wants to spread love and dance. My people!
One time I was alone on the top of a mountain in a hammock. I took acid and a little bit of mushrooms. No one was around me except for this crow who wouldn’t leave me alone. I started feeling like his crowing sounds were actually it laughing at me. Annoyed by his loud laughter lol I moved spots, it showed up again and this time I thought forsure that it was talking and I was understanding it. Not really a bad or good experience but I was just focused on that crow for hours.
Worst trip was one year ago. Went to a fest with some people I thought I trusted. Big group, thought I was safe. Wasn’t used to camping by myself but after a highly abusive relationship, I just wanted to keep my peace and feel the reward of being on my own. Took several different things, then we all went for a walk to see the music. It smelled like I walked thru a cloud of DMT and suddenly everything around me turned into this magical place we were all a part of. We get to the music and I can’t see anything but brightness and a couple faces popping out here and there so I just got super into and started dancing and chugging waters. The band noticed my dancing and started playing different music to see if I could keep up with them, and which I did until they thru on weird honky tonk stuff and I started getting self conscious. I ran into a familiar face of someone who helped me through past tough times that I never thought I’d see again. Everything was fine but then she asked where my friends were and that I should sit down which put me in a weird state because I couldn’t find anyone or see anything in broad daylight. Eventually my friends see me and come up to ask if im okay. The girl I ran into brought another girl to give me some more water and asking what I all took. I told her whatever ppl were offering, I was down for (stupid on my part, but it is what it is.) My friend comes up to sit with me and starts asking what I took that day, I told him whatever he, his gf, and the others had given me and the tabs I bought. He said if I took his, we could talk about it afterwards and it’s okay if I did. Obviously zooted into another realm and further into a k-hole, I thought he meant what was offered that day and not that he thought I took a bag off of him so I stupidly said yea I had what he gave me earlier. At this point, all eyes are on me and we’ve caught the attention of everyone. A man in a wheelchair cruises around with a megaphone and sirens I completely forgot about. My friends start helping me off the ground and I’m told to leave the grounds and go back to camp. Everyone is booing me all the way back to camp and the man with sirens follow us the majority of the way. I thought I was being taken away and in deep shit. Of course we camped on the other side of where we were so we walked the ultimate walk of shame back to camp. Boo’s and all. I was humiliated and didn’t understand what was even happening. Spent the evening with my tent open and listening to people talking a bunch of shit, friends included, saying they wouldn’t be helping me pack up and who I even came with and that I should leave. One girls husband said I should’ve sucked him off. They said my crafts aren’t even very good. Just one thing after the other. On the other hand, some ppl were very nice and offered help, introduced themselves, and showed me what real really is. There were some friends of my abusive ex there and they were going from camp to camp telling ppl what an awful person I am and that they were gonna beat me on site but every time id show up and come near them, they were quiet and looking elsewhere. I stayed till the last day, some asking why I was still there. Others saying they had a blast and can’t wait for future things. The day we left, I found the baggy my friend had lost in his truck that his gf left in there. Never got an apology and they avoid me at all costs unless they have a big party and feel obligated to invite me. Can’t trust everyone, and know your limits and surroundings before jumping in. Love you guys, be safe and happy trippin’ ❤
Honestly, writing it down and talking about it really puts things into perspective and I feel like I can laugh about it in hindsight but yeah, I hope no one else needs to go thru any similar bullshit 🤟🏼
reading this is so frustrating, and so wrong. And the people at this festival sound like ass holes! You deserve so much better and, better friends to be with. I am sorry this happened.
He’s got a strong brain. I thought about my father on shrooms and cried for an hour straight. He’s still alive. I just cried because I suddenly recalled ALL my childhood with him in hyper clarity and suddenly realized I’m 30.
The worst drug experience I had was the time I took shrooms at camp, they started kicking in during a game of uno and I started sweating and shaking, paranoid that id get caught, then it was bedtime, I couldn't sleep, I thought I was gonna be stuck that way forever, didn't do shrooms for over a year then started doing them again and now they're my favorite drug 😂
Acid is not fun, for me at least, it's a hike. I endure aches and pain the whole time (found out why recently), it's exhausting and trialling, but when you reach the top and can sit down, destress and relax, you're on top of the world in a beautiful place. The road back down is even worse, everything aches, you're tired and worn out and just want to be back home. Then when you get home, the journey was always worth it in retrospect. That being said I'm taking pain medicine next time. Aches suck on LSD, it's like someone's massaging you with the tip of a screwdriver, everywhere at once.
Worst drug experience? Definitely alcohol. Vomiting, pissed myself, sick for three days, memory loss, and the parts I do remember I said and did stupid shit. Too much alcohol is a nightmare 😂. Never had really bad experiences with psychedelics.
@AT-wp8ri if you're smart enough this can almost never happen. Psychedlics are more good than bad, and is now being considered some of the best therapy a person can have
Yep. Overdosed by the jocks at school, then they kept giving me more while I was blacked out, ended up in a cat scan with a plastic tube shoved up my penis. Alcohol is the worste.
I’ve had social anxiety for a long ass time and I’ve been trying to care less about others opinions of me but I just can’t shake the fear of being judged. I don’t remember where that irrational fear originated but I really feel as though psychs may be able to help me let go of it for good. Just based on all these experience people talk about online has me really hopeful, but at the same time scared and I guess that’s just part of it, the trip is gonna take you where it wants whether that’s where I want to go or not, but I feel like I need it because idk what else to do.
It also has the potential to exacerbate your social anxiety and make it worse. Can go either way. If you do try to experiment - do it in a safe space. Set/setting = key
do it with the right people, when it feels right, i dont recommend doing it while youre having doubts, however if you do, make sure to communicate it to the people who are with you, because "battling" together feels a lot nicer and way more comforting that trying to battle it alone, nobody should ever have to go through that, also, think of bunnies!
No. Drugs are just a brief escape for people to ignore the fact that the world around them is crumbling. It doesn't let demons enter your body. It heals it for however long the effects are.@HiartmanDavoed
Craziest experience I ever had, out of the numerous novel substances and combinations I've had has got to be mixing LSA and DXM. DXM does something really weird weird to psychadelics, because my second craziest trip was mixing DXM with 4-ACO-DMT. But LSA normally is quite mild, probably THE most mild psychadelic. But mixed with DXM... I couldn't have expected what was about to happen. Sun rising at 2AM, road melting and turning into sheeps, going from straight to completely right angles rapidly as my friend was driving(who also took the combo and was somehow seeing the same things as me) The cloud was turning into dragons as the sun was rising at 2am and the road was going wild. Then we get home and try to load a bowl which took over an hour because the weed kept forming into a line and moving around on the table like a snake. The carpet was turning into people dancing 4 ft off the ground. Keep in mind I've probably done more types of psychadelics than anyone who watches psychedsubstance(big psychonaut here), I've had some wild trips visually but nothing was like these visuals, they were incredibly vivid, like stepping into a dream.
@HiartmanDavoed "Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. "Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?"
When you’re younger this scene -festival environments, all these people -they all seemed cool. Now I just see how vulnerable all these people are. Don’t recklessly do substances around so many people. Psychedelics are really to be respected and worked with. Choose your environment. You can have some great fun, but trust me, you’re missing out on all the wisdom and aligning it offers.
Seeing this young people makes me so nervos for my young daughter growing up. I was ones one of thees kids and still battling some demons from bad trips happening 15 years ago!
Thanks for yet another awesome video Adam great group of awesome beautiful people here I'd have to say these people truly are the salt of the Earth!😊🍄🌵🐸🌱
I took two hits of that Aztec crystal gammagoblin acid and it’s just so so pure. I had a rough experience tripped for about 36 hours and had some negative spiritual type experiences that I’ll never forget. I was on practically a empty stomach for some dumb reason. I was still in a state of post acute withdrawal from narcotics and the Acid was working that evil out of me and it made the experience all that much rougher.
I once went into work pretty high and Prince Edward showed up. I was very paranoid I'd have to meet him while toasted but I didn't meet him at all in the end so it was fine.
It's amazing to hear these stories... Of course we are Warriors of pushing the limits - which is also a part of delving deeper within ourselves and coming out better on the other side... I do think the fact that we do have a negative experience sometimes shows us something about ourselves and helps us to heal it... And perhaps that helps a greater healing for humanity as well!!
Worst drug experience: Made the rookie mistake of buying (what I thought was K) from some random guy at a club. Got home and cut out some fat lines for me and my roommates, and we snorted them. Well, it turns out, it wasn't K. It was MXE. I instantly blacked out. Somehow, when attempting to stand, I got tangled up in one of my floor lamps, and proceeded to engage in a wrestling match with said lamp. I couldn't get out of bed for two days, every movement made my head spin and was immediately nauseating. Thoughts just kept looping over, and over, and over, which was also nauseating. It was absolutely awful. Worst experience ever.
I WILL get to Shambhala next year. Definitely my kind of people & vibes. I go to burns & rainbow gatherings (the ladder hippes, not LBGT related for you kids that dont know, but they are definitely accepted), but I have heard if your truly a hippie/bohemian (lifestyle & energy, not just for show), then Shambhala la la la la is THE festival to attend. I've NEVER experienced a bad trip (definitely some crazy fun experiences though) nor will I, for its all about your prior mindset, company, positive/peaceful energy, & atmosphere. If you dont keep these in line or something is out of wack prior to droppin anything, then please dont take psychedelics until they are✌️💖🤗🍄
Given he was seeing himself as the table from a 3rd person perspective (which does kinda sound fun lol), any sober person in that room would just see this guy staring at a mahogany table.
When he is talking about YT's strict new guidlines at the begining, and the video not being the whole take of what he wanted to upload to YT, and then thepatreon flip so that people can find uncensored content (which for 2bucks aint bad). You can really see how upset he is in his body language about how he is having to ask/suggest people to become patreon supporters to help support the channel. But the fact that he made that an affordable option just raised my faith in patreon users. So many people just want more money for nothing. So when i hear patreon i used to just roll my eyes but this guy needs it to continue making this great and very human content for us all. And now i can see a more positive perspective of how patreon can work rather than the mostly greed riddled view i had of it before. This guy has a genuine very transparent honesty to him, and still truly seems to want to educate us all. Thats super cool. I like that. P.s watching this stuff while chilling to some 120000hz meditation beats with a beer, is sweeeeeeeeet.
Interviews like this when people talk about how terrifying an experience they’ve had w weed and cid.. gotta laugh a bit because more than one occasion spent hours with a dab straw and a torch foot of my bed on a few stamps. I must be broken 😂✌🏼
It's interesting watching this from the perspective of someone who's never taken drugs. :) Very curious how people need a substance to get to a place which is achievable on our own. Our brains are amazing, we just need to get rid of all the noise around and really connect with nature and just listen and follow. That's all.
as someone who heavily meditated prior to ever taking drugs, some aspects are similar, however your senses are extremely heightened and your mind can very easily be influenced when on drugs, not in the same way you might believe, its hard to put into words but you do not feel things the same way, you can get into a similar mental state/thought pattern, but physically, it might occasionally feel similar, but its mostly not the same thing at all, and although it is possible to lightly hallucinate while meditating, drugs can give you some crazy visuals you would not be able to achieve while sober, i am not saying people should be or shouldnt be doing drugs! im just stating that it is not something you can 100% achieve without drugs. you can sget some similar effects just by meditating like what i assume youre implying though
i can relate 1000 percent, lsd has DEFINITELY put me in my place multiple times,hella bad trips im pretty scared of it now but i dont regret the 6 tabs on a particular trip
the last guy in the video that took a selfie with you that has the sunglasses on (demigoblin tabs) ...has the best will Poulter energy, like he seems like a really great guy
Had PTSD from a bad LSD trip for about 15 years. Couldn't even talk about my experience without getting heavy distortions in my vision and start physically shaking with bad anxiety. Very high dose, very bad setting. What cured it after 15 years? MDMA. Done NN DMT, 5 meo, L, shrooms, Salvia, while Dimitri is intense as fuck, L lasts sooooo long that if that is your bad trip, it's bad.
This year at Shambhala Music Festival we filmed for 3 days straight! For the first time, I hired a professional camera crew and we have created the best Shambhala videos EVER - at the cost of thousands of dollars... and they aren't getting monetized. This means we need your support on Patreon, where we will be posting the full uncut versions as there is a lot we can no longer show on RUclips due to increased restrictions. You can join our Patreon here: www.patreon.com/psychedsubstance
Please note, the edited versions WILL still be released on RUclips. Thanks.
17:52 uncensored titty 😂 Just a heads up since you have so much trouble already with monetization
you living the life bro .
i hope you make it big .
not so big you lose touch but big enough to make it .😅
to all the girls who wear just a rave thong/ g string ill sniff that string and sweaty hole after 8 hrs of dancing in the hot sun. mmmmm
dude honestly you are an amazing interviewer, very beautifully crafted and articulated questions. love you man
I want to go to this festival please tel me when and where
Im the 6 tabs guy. Was great to finally meet u! Watched u almost everyday in highschool. Trully sick to meet u in person. Thanks for listening to my story
Hey, I think these "drug festivals " are super interesting but I have never been to one and I am probably not the type of guy to ever go. How did you get into it? Also, I am also not a big psychedelics guy. I guess I am too scared of them, as they would probably just enhance my current mood, which is usually pretty bad. But I do enjoy reading / hearing from people about experiences with psychedelics. I live in Germany. So additional I don't know if these festivals are a big thing here.
@@monopoly5496 well as you can see in the title this festival is the Shambhala festival you could possibly google festivals similar to this or just research them. If you struggle with anxiety or anything similar or are just scared of them in general i wouldn't recommend psychedelics to you but if any case you want to try them definitely make sure you've got a trip sitter around to make sure you are okay.
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Can't really explain it, but there is something about your energy that is really beautiful and captivating. I hope your journey is a wonderful and fulfilling one ☄️
Gotta crack the egg to make the omelette ❤
Let's ask people what their worst trip experience was while they're tripping 😂
Dude I was thinking the same lol
a lot of them are on low doses and you get comfortable with your past trips even if they were bad.
to be honest, if im heavy tripping im not going on camera hahaha
@@iwillyouwont504 if you heavy tripping you *_can't_* be on camera my guy
@@kaneSbreh Tell that to Matt Stone and Trey Parker...
"The best way to cheer myself is to take 4 more tabs of acid."
Way to go buddy😂😂😂
That guy should not be allowed to touch acid anymore
Hahaha that was me! Was a terrible idea
Lol, we had that mentality when we were younger! Just take another one!
„Damn what did I just do? I really shouldn’t have taken another one“ -> PANIC ATTACK
who are you the acid police? f off mate @@pnut3844able
This is interesting to hear but at the same time if I was at a show tripping I would NOT want to be asked about my worst trip
The bad Exists in Tandem with the Good though. Doesnt mean you need to tell sad stories at a party but its not like it takes anything from the good experience. I think it even makes the good experience even better.
Then just decline the question. Simple as that
I get you, but you could just refuse the interview. The people that agreed probably werent tripping much and thought they were ready. Interesting to hear random peoples opinions on this as it makes me feel not alone.
he probably is asking them beforehand if they are, hes not that dumb lol
First of all, I don’t approach anyone for an interview. They come to me. Second, most people wait till the evening to “really” take their drugs. Those who don’t, and are brave enough to roam the grounds in daylight hours tripping around thousands of strangers AND brave enough to be interviewed aren’t going to be phased by this. It takes a certain type of person to day trip in this environment and seek to be interviewed.
My smartphone is a drug
It really is. I've never looked at a device so long
Everyone’s just searching for their next spike of dopamine
@@jabrokneetoeknee6448 TRY SMOKING YOUR FECES
They literally are, its not even an exaggeration. And the entire world around us enables us. Every industry practically. Cars remind us ‘dont forget you phone’ when you get out of them. And we make this big deal about distracted driving etc etc, as we absolutely should. But then theres 9 different ways to connect a phone to a car and a million different things you can distract yourself with. Its astonishing how ignorant we all are towards this extreme dependency/addiction
It's been my worst drug experience too
the girl that shared about the trip of suicidal and homicidal thoughts looked truly haunted as her friend was telling about his experience. She relived her experience pretty vividly it seemed. I recognize that feeling just based off her face.
Yep, I could see that as well.Or she was like "Oh man, we're going to be talking more, jeez, lets goooooo"
When she talked about the black hole someone held up a tractor tube behind her, the accidental symbology was strong.
I love how you went from "WORST EXPERIENCE" to then asking about "BEST EXPERIENCE". You could tell people were reliving the bad time but then totally being relieved when you asked about the fun times!❤️
@HiartmanDavoedsounds cool
The worst experience creates the best 🌝
@HiartmanDavoedYou must be trolling
@HiartmanDavoed Not Jesus. The drug users made hell for themselves.
Nice to hear these "worst trip" stories and know other people have these experiences
lets me know mine actually was some traumatizing wrenching psychotic shit
Man I was getting anxiety listening to them thinking back to my worst experience! It was insanely terrible! Lol
lol@HiartmanDavoed
@HiartmanDavoed The bible only talks about drug abuse that damages your health. It doesn't imply that using psychedelics and other non-damaging drugs will send you to hell.
I like the girl who says she only takes one now then immediately tells a story about recently taking 3 and a half hits
I think she was hot but I could never trust a girl like her! I could see her putting acid in my drink just to see what would happen.
Все нары так базарят
Her bad trip might have been after the three and a half.
Yeah I know her. She’s fake as hell lol
I can 100% relate to the guy talking about smoking some weed with LSD, I had a very similar experience with shrooms and an edible. Weed just ruins all psychedelics, makes it way too intense, confusing and paranoid.
To me it actually does much more enjoyable and calms my mind. I Always do them together, never had a bad trip and I did really big doses too.
I always smoke when I trip, to me it feels like pouring gasoline on a fire
it depends, sometimes you feel like you regret smoking that, but sometimes it makes your trip even better...its fun to combine but before doing it you have to expect the worst, but mainly hope for the best
One time I was making brownies, yes in a state where it was and is legal, and I was trying to get the hash and vegetable oil to mix with a little heat. When I lifted the lid I got blasted in the face. No shrooms needed. I had very severe closed eye hallucinations and the spins. Couldn't keep my eyes open for more than 10 seconds before the spins would become unbearable. I'd close my eyes, it'd reset, and then happen again with my eyes closed. 0/10 it was a REALLY awful experience.
I kinda do it in purpose I always feel reborn after, I just make sure I take some vitamin c and a big glass of sugary fruit juice so the effects of the marijuana wears of quicker and just lay down on bed or whatever with eyes closed. Btw, I always feel like im dying when im doing it but then all of the sudden I get up with a big smile on my face lol.
Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelic mushrooms was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience
Been through this conversation before. I can’t do anything without a proper medical professional following me.
YES, he is dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics
hm. Can dr.perryshroom dispatch to me in Tx?
Psychedelic are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It is quite fascinating how effective they’re against depression and anxiety.
Psychedelics is an ancient and powerful medicine. It remains the best recreational drugs to take.
Hello can you help with a source I’d really appreciate it. People talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but no one talks where to get it. I really need.
Yes,Silly_mycoz is my guide ,… helped me get over my addiction and mental illness. So happy to be clean today.
Is he on instgram??
Yesss, silly_mycoz .
I feel like when I was younger, I had so much time to do drugs that my brain had the shortfall of feeling paranoid about whether or not it was going to be a good trip, and that paranoia could sometimes bring a bad trip.
Now that I'm older, and have less time, I cherish every time I get to take a psychedelic, and I think that has helped my trips stay positive basically every time.
Also, another thing to think about, is to force it into your head that whatever drug you are taking wants to give you a good experience. It is your own mind that is holding you back from a positive, or at least peaceful experience. Once you realize that it is you, and not the drug that is giving you a bad experience, I find it much easier to let go and give in to the experience which makes it much more positive.
Also, I used nitrous for the better part of 2 years which has shattered me apart into so many fractal realities that now I just try to get as far into psychedelia as I can because I love it so much!
Bad trips are for those who dwell in the ego. Let go and the world is yours! 👽
Old trippers unite. Being less worried about what people think isn't exclusive to old people, but it's a nice feature of being old.
I was big into other drugs but took a lot of x tho n shrroms tho. Not a llt of acif or anything harder then x
Not all ppl can nkt think about the bad while tripping. My first trip i did that while on top of a huge rock pile lol had a lot of gold trips
Wow, you put how I feel into words. Day 2 of Bass Canyon I tripped on acid (250-275 ug) and when I was peaking I was stuck in a thought loop for about 30 minutes and was fully convinced that my favorite DJs (ATLiens) had the worst set of the night! I managed to pull myself out once I realized I was there for the music and it was myself that was causing the paranoia, not the acid. I probably won’t do that much again at a rave/festival, but damn it was a great, humbling experience that I will cherish. And strangely, I love my fave DJs even more after that experience!
Awesome comment, will be doing this next trip!
Mine was both the worst & best at the same time. My friend tricked me into doing dmt and when i blasted off i felt every single person that i ever hurt in any ways feelings towards me i felt everyones feelings all at once i was crying relentlessly without blinking just streaming tears asking them if they were all still alive and asked if my parents were both still alive and after that experience i made sure i always help wherever i can with anything i can and i always try to be positive. Once i came back i was so happy everyone i loved was still alive. Crazy.
@HiartmanDavoed u heinous that's not true
@HiartmanDavoedbecause that turned him into such a horrible human being
@HiartmanDavoed He basically came back from a trip believing in the golden rule, how can you hate that?
PLEASE NEVER STOP MAKING THESE I LOVE THEM AND THEY BRING SM COMFORT AND NOSTALGIA!!
Psilocybin mushrooms healed me . I can't explain it but my experience has been spiritual and eye opening . I also started micro dosing . It really helped me get rid of depression and anxiety .
I've been looking to get my hands on shrooms for my anxiety and stress levels . Any one knows where I can source ?
same. 6.5gram trip sent me to heaven and back. now i understand what we are able to feel and sorrow is just stupid to think of.
4000000000 million years of humanity without any drug but now everyone is "depressed" and putting garbage in their body.
@@gwolf6442Thats not true humans have pretty much always had drugs. phycadelics have been found to be used many different cultures ceremonies and lives throughout the ages.
@@gwolf6442Humanity actually have been dumping a ton of alcohol, smoke and many other drugs through history... Some of them actually have excelent potential in treating disease. The diference is that it used to me limited or strictly controled (only used in special times of the year), now its easy to acess and this is dangerous
adam, i’ve been watching you for almost 4 years now and i’m astonished on how far you got. don’t listen to the hate comments that wanna bring you down for what you love doing, thank you adam!
@HiartmanDavoed cheers mate cheers... see u in hell i guess
@13:81 why did I feel it through the phone and I’m sober. Tears started coming out my eyes, wow was that powerful
Thank you for existing and doing everything that you do.
why are you yelling@HiartmanDavoed
I'll def agree, every bad trip teaches you something about yourself you needed to learn! I've had 3 'bad' trips, but way more positive ones so it doesn't put me off tripping at all.
so crazy how people react completely different on drugs. on lsd my brain switches off and barely any thoughts come in, i feel so unified internally its bliss i can just enjoy all the visuals and be 100% right then and there in the moment. amazing drug.
For me acid made my inner voice incredibly loud but makes me very social a little at the same time
I was an LSD hound in the late 70s and early 80s LSD peyote mescaline liberty caps if they could make me hallucinate I wanted it and I used usually every weekend always all the time I’m 62 now and after all the years of doing the things I did. I’m shocked that I’m this old.
@HiartmanDavoedstfu stupid who says drugs are bad
@HiartmanDavoed
ohh wow i hope i can achieve this someday! sounds so comforting
I miss shambhala:( Thank you for showing me this festival online years ago, and I finally got to experience this magical experience firsthand this year❤ Remember you can always take more but not less!
@HiartmanDavoed
lol
someone had a bad trip@HiartmanDavoed
Mixing substances isnt for everyone. Especially for people that arent used to weed and smoke it with psychs. Even if you're used to it it can make the experience take on a whole other level of intensity
My positive was at Bonnaroo '07, Jedi flipping wit several friends making our way to see TOOL perform. Campsite was literally 10 min walk from the WHAT stage, yet it took us 2 hours (which we ½ accounted for), we stroll up in mid-set of 10,000 days being played and 80k people packed. I lead us toward mid crowd to a perfectly open spot direct line of center stage!🤯 Immediately the laser show, music, bass ALL hits what I think is top synchronicity.. then Tom Morelo starts slayin a Solo and about the time Maynard intro him, 10million glow sticks fly from front crowd all over our heads, the lasers follow STILL synchronized exactly with the music, Tom finishes the solo and the last rhythm of that song hits ALL the Glow sticks get thrown from crowd behind me back towards the front! TOP SYNCHRONICITY 🤯
I watch Psyched Substance and listen to the bad experiences so that i never do drugs as well as the good experiences so i can pretend every feeling i could feel has BEEN felt and I dont need to. I'm happy with that. This channel is so good.
that means you brain development is 100% and you were a healthy child. Most people out here covered in tattoos and crazy clothes have some major psych issues and or anxiety or depression they are battling.
My salvia trip was horrifying. A voice told me I was going to be poured out of my house, and then I was. Being a liquid is nauseating.
I also experienced what I perceived to be death on
Acid. Ego loss is wild. This was among my scariest and favorite trips.
I've had so many good & bad trips. But my favorite trip by far was 2019 shambs in the rain, 2 tabs of acid & listening to Charlesthefirst. My partner told me to close my eyes, feel my feet grounding into the earth, and to let the music take me away. Completely euphoric to experience acid in the rain under the pagoda lazers. & At the end of the night eating the best pad thai of my life!
sounds magical. rip charles❤
There is a lot of acid stories. Such is mine as well.
Had a terrifying OOB psychosis that stayed with me for about a month late 2021.
So I stayed off Psy-drugs, weed and alcohol for a full year from the morning I woke up and could view the world through my own eyes and wasn't benched, watching my life over my left shoulder anymore.
About 1 month after I hit one year sober, I went to Boom Festival and I felt like I was in a really nice zone.
Setting was perfect for me and had a bunch of really good friend's with me.
I ended up taking half a tab of 350mics, about 30-45 mins later my friends were racing but I felt that my trip never really kicked off.
So I asked my mate if I could have the other half and I accidentally had 3 or 4 more.
When I felt it starting kicking off, I knew something wasn't right and I grew more and more claustrophobic at the MASSIVE dance floor at the otherwise so nice and atmospheric main stage.
So I told my friends that I had to go out of there, this while I started peaking.
I lost perception of if I was walking on the ground / falling through the earth / levitating / or if I was at all centered on the X-Y-Z-axis in my life.
My friends took me to the lake first to have me cool down a bit and maybe see something else rather than the ever so immersive light-mapping and party lights.
But I could only see myself falling backwards either through my own self or through the ground and ending up sitting either on or above the ground.
Then my friends (whom were "just" peaking on 350 mics) took me to the "mental health area" called Kosmicare, where I stayed the night and was either tumbling down the tree I was resting against or free falling through the earth. The tree was also growing it's branches into infinity which triggered some sort of fear of heights.. Terrible trip.
Many of you might think I am some newbie psytrance festival attendee that just had a fucked up night because I didn't respect the chemical, but I have been psychonauting for many many years and this without a doubt and to this day my worst experience ever on acid.
Last time I did 600 mics I was pleasantly worming around in my room in my sleeping bag and ended up sleeping though most of the tripp and woke up and felt like I just had the best sleep in my life.
There are definitely contrasts. 😂
like wise man acid is another thing ive tripped about 12 times and 8 or so trips turned bad to a certain extent, took 6 tabs at an adventure club concert and had the worst trip of my life,went 7 yrs with no psychs and a few months ago ate a few mushroom candy bars and had a good trip but turned kinda scary lol i anticipated it tho since my last trip had been so bad......im terrified o acid now tho but damn nothing else compares to the feeling,would take alottttttttttttttt to get me to take some tabs again
How did you accidentally do 3-4 tabs?
@@wge621 I wasn't the one holding them. Basically handed folded tabs.
@@Imbamorial :c sorry to hear that, that sucks
Yes for me it was really nice hearing all these stories so I know I am not alone. When I was really young we used to trip on really good acid all the time. FOr some reason one time I had a horrible experience and it messed me up for a couple years actually. It was pretty ruff. I can still eat mushrooms and other things but I dont mess with LSD anymore.
I mixed dxm and lsd. Took too much DXM and started depersonalizing really bad. Didn’t feel like I was breathing, could hardly walked, shaking uncontrollably… and I thought okay I need to read a book I’m about to lose myself.
To my horror I couldn’t read. The letters looked like alien symbols. I imagine that is what dementia, or a bad brain injury is like.
My fiancé held my hand and we just listened to my favorite music to bring me back for like an hr. After I came back I never been so grateful for life and not dying lol.
That’s just one of my most terrifying trips. The next following days I did more dxm and stimulants and had mini serotonin syndrome and now I have HPPD. It was a very rough year after that to be okay. Most times I still feel like I’m on a half tab of acid. It’s now been like two almost 3 years now?
i had this on my very first acid trip, took too much and had smoked weed prior, NOTHING made sense, couldnt read, couldnt comprehend speech, couldnt form sentences, suuuuper scary
+1 to the lady who said she quit cigs on shrooms
Same, during the comedown of my first trip I rolled a cigarette, but it tasted so disgusting that I couldn't smoke it. I put the cigarette down and that was the end of it.
@HiartmanDavoed You're a crazy person.
Adam, these videos are a hit. I could watch these interviews for hours. Would definitely love longer videos please if you go this year. If you feel up to it. Thanks a lot, man.
Love the positive, supportive spirit of this video. Adam naturally puts people at ease, giving them their space and encouraging them to open up. Side note: I've never heard the word "like" used so much. Everyone Adam interviews, like, tosses in a "like," like, every other word or so. Where is this festival held? It's gotta be the West Coast.
BC Canada
I thought it was just me 😂😂
Its like the thing with like gen z or like whatever
They are the people that never forget to hit that like
Like, totally, for sure!
When people speak that way, all I can hear is Moon Unit Zappa continuing with "Gag me with a spoon! Fer sure!" in the Frank Zappa song "Valley Girl".
It is a terribly annoying speaking affectation.
Meeting Adam at shambs was the highlight of my trip
I did some LSD with Janis Joplin and the next day she told me she didn't care for it she said she felt like she was out of control and she didn't like that feeling it was the wrong energy and she also didn't like marijuana I was surprised to hear that. But she did like her heroin and alcohol .... She was the coolest chick ever😊
Probably because the weed and LSD showed her who she really was, an addict. Especially because she was an alcoholic and heroin addict.
Cap
If only she turned to shrooms, she might be alive to read this.
Long time since I done any pyshadelics, but never realised some weed would send you over the edge
I once overdosed on DOC, it was my 5th trip, I've seen shadow people and talked to them, then I lost consciousness but I was doing stuff apparently, it was terrifying to watch, my friends said, I was totally paranoid and freaking out, screaming, then I gained my consciousness back, I realised that I'm watched by higher dimensional beings who put me to a divine test which was to determine what happens with my soul, do I either succeed and live in peace forever or lose and descend into spiritual exile, hell-like experience, I lost, this crushed me for over a year of my life, I've experienced severe PTSD, DPD and there even was a period where I had a series of nightmares of the same demon haunting me. This was horrifying, but now I'm microdosing LSD and that helped a lot to understand my past and integrate those experiences, I'm good now but the recovery took me 3 years.
DOx scares me bruh. psych amphs do not sound like a good time. why did you try that one?
Taking these psychedelics open up a porthole to demons and allow them to enter your body you had demon possession
moses smoked dmt from the burning bush my guy@HiartmanDavoed
@HiartmanDavoedgood luck with telling people that lol
@HiartmanDavoedJesus pushed wine bro
I'll never forget when I used to perform, my last big show I had I went outside afterwards and this guy told me he had acid for 5$ a hit. I asked him for like 20 hits (thinking it was paper tabs) which he told me he had the liquid. So he told me to put out my hand, he went to drop a couple drops when he in fact poured a rather large puddle in my hand, just then he told me to lick it. All I remember was having a mouthful and swallowed it down. I immediately went inside to get my friends to let them know "hey guys, we gotta go NOW" I immediately explained to my one friend what I just did. I also had a 30 minute drive to my summer cabin in the mountains. I remember driving down our interstate, feeling like I was in a Galaga shooting game. I finally made it home safe, which I was alone til morning. I had so much mental chatter in my head as I kept getting stuck in a loop of conversations with myself. I even heard my friends, whichever friend I can picture was like I heard THAT voice. I tried to sleep it off, I remember my red comforter getting trapped around me, I thought I was drowning in a red ocean. I turned my lights back on at around 4 am (bad move) I then saw everything in my room floating across the floor. It was like the elevator scene from Fear and Loathing. I was tripping hard til 7 am when I had to go to morning breakfast (summer camp I worked at) and the ground was made of pebbles which were fuzzy like the white noise on a tv screen. Hardest and longest trip I had. but a good one, I was the least bit worried other than thinking I was never going to come back lol.
@HiartmanDavoed I'm an Athiest, so that crock of shit doesn't apply to me.
I think my worst ones have been with salvia & dmt, they're just too intense. I was on lsd, 2c-b, ketamine, and prolly 3-4 more similar drugs at the same time while also smoking salvia, dmt and changa simultaneously (don't do this, I was a suicidal drug addict at this point in time). Anyway, this made me have a out of body experience where I could see myself from above, then my soul kind of exploded out of my head and I was just a ball of light flying through what I can only describe as infinite variations of my living room, it was like kind of a rubiks cube made of rooms from different dimensions that were changing around and my soul was flying through them. Then my soul somehow landed in another person, this person was a carpenter having a cigarette break with his coworkers at some construction site. I was somehow still concious and thought to myself, what the actual fuck is going on. Then everything I described happened again, but in reverse and I ended up back on my couch thinking thank god I'm back, never doing that again.
ive found a lot of my friends who tripped out on dmt always live another life through another person for a minute. yet with no context, in that other body they knew exactly who they were
wild ride
You sir have inspired me to try this combo. I've done every drug you mentioned but never mixed salvia and DMT. I have done both many times.
holy fucking shit you fucking astral projected into wonderland
Tea, salvia just comes on way too strong for my liking.
There was a couple of cow pastures close to my house that produced “mushrooms” and my friends and I would boil 120 to 130 mushrooms to make cool aid. 1 glass would give you a heroic dose. Words cannot describe how great the experience is when you do a very large dose of mushrooms
Described life beautifully there... "It's bad but it's good bad" ... man you are a poet.
Had to hit you up with a sub on patreon as a little something for the effort. I've never done any psychedelics except weed, if that is to be counted, but have always been interested in them (mostly mushrooms) and I'm learning so much from your channel.
Incredibly sad that RUclips would not view it as harm reduction!
Nah weed don't make you trip, if it does its laced with something.
Weed is definitely considered a psychedelic. Adam has gone over it many times. @@TheRizzler86
When I was young, or rather younger, I was completely drunk and then someone put a whole LSD blotter in my mouth at four in the morning. I fell asleep and a few hours later, I woke up fully tripping. It was a mix of jungle and hangover. It was horrifying.
That is so evil omfg
Yea, I did a couple gel tabs once and thought it was taking a really long time to kick in, so I took a triple perced dab hit, and was immediately floor-locked next to the toilet for the next 2 hours
My 46 year old self watching this laughing at some of these younger kids thinking “that’s the worst thing?” Good job to the younger generation you’re doing better and smarter than we were 😅😂
I was at my first forest psytrance festival in 2017, i was 20 years old.
And i took 3 hits of acid, had a really good time.
The music made so much sence and we took 3 more hits of the acid.
I had some incredible moments where suddenly all the light and music was gone, and i was just the awarness.
And then i came back and everything was alive again and there was only me who expirienced that at the moment.( as far as i know )
The music never stopped and the bonfires and light where on all the time.
But then abit later, we sat at camp. And they where smoking dmt.
I had tried shanga once before that, but not in the right setting, so i was eager to try some.
And when i was casualy offered some, i just tought why not. Wasnt planned or anything.
So i took 1 hard and long hit. And as i closed my eyes, i suddenly was in a diffrient space. But i wasnt completly sendt off.
I could stil feel my body and the problem was that i couldnt find a comfterable sitting posistion, since we sat on this hill on a curved rock.
I tried to lay down, but the incline made it uncomfortable, since my head was leaning into the incline.
And i just remember i wanted this to stop now, but obviously it didnt stop. And i was basicly just rolling around on the ground with my eyes closed. Trying to find a comfterable posistion lol.
That didnt work, and i opened my eyes. And the whole camp was worried and i freaked abit out by everyone paying attention to me. Rightfully so tho!
I remember i saw 3 big planets infront of me, zooming in and out. And that is the only visuals i remember i got from that.
And then there was someone at the camp who was vocalising the energy by like ommmm.
But it was like very intense since my energy wasnt omm at the moment.
It was more like eeeeeehhuuuuuuammmmmmmahhhhhhhhaaaaaiiiiiiiiii. And she was matching that as i said with her voice, which kind of threw me off even more.
But in the end it was an expirience i will never forget and once it stopped. I appreciated everything abit more after that.
Smoked after a potent tab once and I was hearing everyone’s thoughts before they’d speak. I’d hear them think and then delayed and slightly overlayed I’d hear them say the sentence but slightly different than they had thought it. To me, everyone seemed they were trying to sound cooler than they did in their heads and it broke my trip.
I had to make everyone focus on me so they’d stop thinking and then I got embarrassed explaining what was happening. Seeing everyone staring, my mind went dead silent. I couldn’t hear anyone’s thoughts anymore, and I couldn’t even hear my own internal dialogue which is usually prominent and present. I couldn’t figure out how to think without it so I just sat for hours and hours. *shiver* acid just isn’t for me, but with weed it’s some freaky deaky something else!
Absolutely love these videos. Man these are my people. I often feel like I don’t belong, but these are the people I’d love to be with. *manifesting meaningful beautiful friendships into my life*
I'm right there with you. These videos are getting me back in touch with a part of myself that is often hidden away--namely, the psychedelic-unicorn-festie who wants to spread love and dance. My people!
Thx for the interview dawg, loved the chat🤙🏽🤙🏽
This girl with the flowers in her hair is beautiful
One time I was alone on the top of a mountain in a hammock. I took acid and a little bit of mushrooms. No one was around me except for this crow who wouldn’t leave me alone. I started feeling like his crowing sounds were actually it laughing at me. Annoyed by his loud laughter lol I moved spots, it showed up again and this time I thought forsure that it was talking and I was understanding it. Not really a bad or good experience but I was just focused on that crow for hours.
Heckal and jeckal
Worst trip was one year ago. Went to a fest with some people I thought I trusted. Big group, thought I was safe. Wasn’t used to camping by myself but after a highly abusive relationship, I just wanted to keep my peace and feel the reward of being on my own. Took several different things, then we all went for a walk to see the music. It smelled like I walked thru a cloud of DMT and suddenly everything around me turned into this magical place we were all a part of. We get to the music and I can’t see anything but brightness and a couple faces popping out here and there so I just got super into and started dancing and chugging waters. The band noticed my dancing and started playing different music to see if I could keep up with them, and which I did until they thru on weird honky tonk stuff and I started getting self conscious. I ran into a familiar face of someone who helped me through past tough times that I never thought I’d see again. Everything was fine but then she asked where my friends were and that I should sit down which put me in a weird state because I couldn’t find anyone or see anything in broad daylight. Eventually my friends see me and come up to ask if im okay. The girl I ran into brought another girl to give me some more water and asking what I all took. I told her whatever ppl were offering, I was down for (stupid on my part, but it is what it is.) My friend comes up to sit with me and starts asking what I took that day, I told him whatever he, his gf, and the others had given me and the tabs I bought. He said if I took his, we could talk about it afterwards and it’s okay if I did. Obviously zooted into another realm and further into a k-hole, I thought he meant what was offered that day and not that he thought I took a bag off of him so I stupidly said yea I had what he gave me earlier. At this point, all eyes are on me and we’ve caught the attention of everyone. A man in a wheelchair cruises around with a megaphone and sirens I completely forgot about. My friends start helping me off the ground and I’m told to leave the grounds and go back to camp. Everyone is booing me all the way back to camp and the man with sirens follow us the majority of the way. I thought I was being taken away and in deep shit. Of course we camped on the other side of where we were so we walked the ultimate walk of shame back to camp. Boo’s and all. I was humiliated and didn’t understand what was even happening. Spent the evening with my tent open and listening to people talking a bunch of shit, friends included, saying they wouldn’t be helping me pack up and who I even came with and that I should leave. One girls husband said I should’ve sucked him off. They said my crafts aren’t even very good. Just one thing after the other. On the other hand, some ppl were very nice and offered help, introduced themselves, and showed me what real really is. There were some friends of my abusive ex there and they were going from camp to camp telling ppl what an awful person I am and that they were gonna beat me on site but every time id show up and come near them, they were quiet and looking elsewhere. I stayed till the last day, some asking why I was still there. Others saying they had a blast and can’t wait for future things.
The day we left, I found the baggy my friend had lost in his truck that his gf left in there. Never got an apology and they avoid me at all costs unless they have a big party and feel obligated to invite me. Can’t trust everyone, and know your limits and surroundings before jumping in. Love you guys, be safe and happy trippin’ ❤
Honestly, writing it down and talking about it really puts things into perspective and I feel like I can laugh about it in hindsight but yeah, I hope no one else needs to go thru any similar bullshit 🤟🏼
that is so awful omg
reading this is so frustrating, and so wrong. And the people at this festival sound like ass holes! You deserve so much better and, better friends to be with. I am sorry this happened.
What did you actually do to get kicked out of the festival and booed?
Am sorry
It’s crazy to see all these people talk about how connected they are with things, all while being entirely disconnected.
Sad.
5:27 mans got balls talking about a traumatic experience like that whilst on some shroomies
He’s got a strong brain. I thought about my father on shrooms and cried for an hour straight. He’s still alive. I just cried because I suddenly recalled ALL my childhood with him in hyper clarity and suddenly realized I’m 30.
nah the man at 14:25 got balls.
@@thelonelystonehomeyeah, good for him. You got that strong of a mentality? I don’t lol
That's when you're supposed to get it out. That's the whole idea behind using it for therapy.
@@thelonelystonehome I have it’s awesome, has changed shrooms for me since
The worst drug experience I had was the time I took shrooms at camp, they started kicking in during a game of uno and I started sweating and shaking, paranoid that id get caught, then it was bedtime, I couldn't sleep, I thought I was gonna be stuck that way forever, didn't do shrooms for over a year then started doing them again and now they're my favorite drug 😂
I once became an energy field infinite in size. I was everything. The feeling of having a human body disappeared
I became the embodiment of the entire universe in my kitchen. Then the tea kettle whistled and brought me back.
These interviews are a plethora of psychedelic research information! 😊
Wat? It's cheap entertainment
I have to say one of the craziest moments of a trip is when you and the entire group see the exact same hallucinations… it’s crazy. Like how?! 😂
Because you are seeing into the astral world together and seeing real entities that exist. So no imaginations.
What I got from this is stay away from acid and meth lol
Acid is not fun, for me at least, it's a hike. I endure aches and pain the whole time (found out why recently), it's exhausting and trialling, but when you reach the top and can sit down, destress and relax, you're on top of the world in a beautiful place. The road back down is even worse, everything aches, you're tired and worn out and just want to be back home. Then when you get home, the journey was always worth it in retrospect.
That being said I'm taking pain medicine next time. Aches suck on LSD, it's like someone's massaging you with the tip of a screwdriver, everywhere at once.
this is incredible, gave a lot of light on some of my own bad experiences.
Don't smoke weed on acid. Got it. 👍
Or shrooms 🙏🏼🙏🏼😭
@@humaali2742 I mix those 😶
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That’s like all I do if you take a smaller acid dose then smoke weed: it can be suthing
I tripped in a club once after I lost my friends, so clearly losing my friends triggered a trip but once I found them I was all okay ❤
Worst drug experience? Definitely alcohol. Vomiting, pissed myself, sick for three days, memory loss, and the parts I do remember I said and did stupid shit. Too much alcohol is a nightmare 😂.
Never had really bad experiences with psychedelics.
Yeah every drug is good until psychotic symptoms hit you
@AT-wp8ri if you're smart enough this can almost never happen. Psychedlics are more good than bad, and is now being considered some of the best therapy a person can have
@HiartmanDavoedalcohol is a drug. Jesus turned water into wine. Do you realise how stupid you sound?
Fair, but gotta say mixing alcohol and other recs gets even worse
Yep. Overdosed by the jocks at school, then they kept giving me more while I was blacked out, ended up in a cat scan with a plastic tube shoved up my penis. Alcohol is the worste.
The one were the girl can see the energy waves of the crowd going into the girl must've amazing!
I’ve had social anxiety for a long ass time and I’ve been trying to care less about others opinions of me but I just can’t shake the fear of being judged. I don’t remember where that irrational fear originated but I really feel as though psychs may be able to help me let go of it for good. Just based on all these experience people talk about online has me really hopeful, but at the same time scared and I guess that’s just part of it, the trip is gonna take you where it wants whether that’s where I want to go or not, but I feel like I need it because idk what else to do.
It also has the potential to exacerbate your social anxiety and make it worse. Can go either way. If you do try to experiment - do it in a safe space. Set/setting = key
do it with the right people, when it feels right, i dont recommend doing it while youre having doubts, however if you do, make sure to communicate it to the people who are with you, because "battling" together feels a lot nicer and way more comforting that trying to battle it alone, nobody should ever have to go through that, also, think of bunnies!
so many beautiful souls
Adam is a chill dude ong
His empathy for the dude who thought he was permanently schizo😢💛
No. Drugs are just a brief escape for people to ignore the fact that the world around them is crumbling. It doesn't let demons enter your body. It heals it for however long the effects are.@HiartmanDavoed
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Craziest experience I ever had, out of the numerous novel substances and combinations I've had has got to be mixing LSA and DXM. DXM does something really weird weird to psychadelics, because my second craziest trip was mixing DXM with 4-ACO-DMT.
But LSA normally is quite mild, probably THE most mild psychadelic. But mixed with DXM... I couldn't have expected what was about to happen. Sun rising at 2AM, road melting and turning into sheeps, going from straight to completely right angles rapidly as my friend was driving(who also took the combo and was somehow seeing the same things as me)
The cloud was turning into dragons as the sun was rising at 2am and the road was going wild. Then we get home and try to load a bowl which took over an hour because the weed kept forming into a line and moving around on the table like a snake. The carpet was turning into people dancing 4 ft off the ground.
Keep in mind I've probably done more types of psychadelics than anyone who watches psychedsubstance(big psychonaut here), I've had some wild trips visually but nothing was like these visuals, they were incredibly vivid, like stepping into a dream.
@HiartmanDavoed "Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. "Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?"
When you’re younger this scene -festival environments, all these people -they all seemed cool. Now I just see how vulnerable all these people are. Don’t recklessly do substances around so many people. Psychedelics are really to be respected and worked with. Choose your environment. You can have some great fun, but trust me, you’re missing out on all the wisdom and aligning it offers.
Seeing this young people makes me so nervos for my young daughter growing up. I was ones one of thees kids and still battling some demons from bad trips happening 15 years ago!
Go to therapy for your 'demons'.
@@iGame3Dum it’s a saying, pretty sure she just meant trauma from
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Thanks for yet another awesome video Adam great group of awesome beautiful people here I'd have to say these people truly are the salt of the Earth!😊🍄🌵🐸🌱
I took two hits of that Aztec crystal gammagoblin acid and it’s just so so pure. I had a rough experience tripped for about 36 hours and had some negative spiritual type experiences that I’ll never forget. I was on practically a empty stomach for some dumb reason. I was still in a state of post acute withdrawal from narcotics and the Acid was working that evil out of me and it made the experience all that much rougher.
Well hey good job getting through it man congratulations it's good to get that negativity out
I once went into work pretty high and Prince Edward showed up. I was very paranoid I'd have to meet him while toasted but I didn't meet him at all in the end so it was fine.
Makes a great story tho 😅
It's amazing to hear these stories... Of course we are Warriors of pushing the limits - which is also a part of delving deeper within ourselves and coming out better on the other side... I do think the fact that we do have a negative experience sometimes shows us something about ourselves and helps us to heal it... And perhaps that helps a greater healing for humanity as well!!
Worst drug experience: Made the rookie mistake of buying (what I thought was K) from some random guy at a club. Got home and cut out some fat lines for me and my roommates, and we snorted them. Well, it turns out, it wasn't K. It was MXE. I instantly blacked out. Somehow, when attempting to stand, I got tangled up in one of my floor lamps, and proceeded to engage in a wrestling match with said lamp. I couldn't get out of bed for two days, every movement made my head spin and was immediately nauseating. Thoughts just kept looping over, and over, and over, which was also nauseating. It was absolutely awful. Worst experience ever.
Lol Wtf ??? MXE Doesnt Do That
@@PANTHERA369, wanna bet?
What is mxe ??
@@itplop, methoxetamine, it's a K analog. Similar effect to K, but quite not as "introspective" or anesthetizing, and much longer lasting.
Awesome- I love that this channel is Canadian 🥰 never have been to shambs tho- but will one day
I WILL get to Shambhala next year. Definitely my kind of people & vibes. I go to burns & rainbow gatherings (the ladder hippes, not LBGT related for you kids that dont know, but they are definitely accepted), but I have heard if your truly a hippie/bohemian (lifestyle & energy, not just for show), then Shambhala la la la la is THE festival to attend. I've NEVER experienced a bad trip (definitely some crazy fun experiences though) nor will I, for its all about your prior mindset, company, positive/peaceful energy, & atmosphere. If you dont keep these in line or something is out of wack prior to droppin anything, then please dont take psychedelics until they are✌️💖🤗🍄
So nice to see all these sweet people growing together !
Adam please come to BOOMTOWN festival next year it’s in the UK🇬🇧 but worth every penny believe me , makes shambala look like a 6th grade disco
Pretty sure you’d be intervening creatures in front of origin😂😂
You should do this but everytime the person says “like” they take another hit of acid
The experience where he turned into a mahogany table must have been a wild ass trip omg
Given he was seeing himself as the table from a 3rd person perspective (which does kinda sound fun lol), any sober person in that room would just see this guy staring at a mahogany table.
Didn,t even know Keta holes can be not fun , I always loved them …
14:20 raw guy is wild lmao
When he is talking about YT's strict new guidlines at the begining, and the video not being the whole take of what he wanted to upload to YT, and then thepatreon flip so that people can find uncensored content (which for 2bucks aint bad).
You can really see how upset he is in his body language about how he is having to ask/suggest people to become patreon supporters to help support the channel.
But the fact that he made that an affordable option just raised my faith in patreon users. So many people just want more money for nothing.
So when i hear patreon i used to just roll my eyes but this guy needs it to continue making this great and very human content for us all. And now i can see a more positive perspective of how patreon can work rather than the mostly greed riddled view i had of it before.
This guy has a genuine very transparent honesty to him, and still truly seems to want to educate us all.
Thats super cool. I like that.
P.s watching this stuff while chilling to some 120000hz meditation beats with a beer, is sweeeeeeeeet.
yea i cant tell your on meth, get help
I feel lucky to be able to say that I have not had a bad trip yet 😌 be safe guys
Sierra's pink umbrella is so dope
Interviews like this when people talk about how terrifying an experience they’ve had w weed and cid.. gotta laugh a bit because more than one occasion spent hours with a dab straw and a torch foot of my bed on a few stamps. I must be broken 😂✌🏼
5:53 “I’m going down this black hole” 3 black holes pop by….. what are the universal odds?
HAHA! THATS Synchronicity. Great catch.
It's interesting watching this from the perspective of someone who's never taken drugs. :) Very curious how people need a substance to get to a place which is achievable on our own. Our brains are amazing, we just need to get rid of all the noise around and really connect with nature and just listen and follow. That's all.
as someone who heavily meditated prior to ever taking drugs, some aspects are similar, however your senses are extremely heightened and your mind can very easily be influenced when on drugs, not in the same way you might believe, its hard to put into words but you do not feel things the same way, you can get into a similar mental state/thought pattern, but physically, it might occasionally feel similar, but its mostly not the same thing at all, and although it is possible to lightly hallucinate while meditating, drugs can give you some crazy visuals you would not be able to achieve while sober, i am not saying people should be or shouldnt be doing drugs! im just stating that it is not something you can 100% achieve without drugs. you can sget some similar effects just by meditating like what i assume youre implying though
i need to be friends with these people🗣️
Thank you for this video. I got to see some of the people I met at Shamb!
This is literally what every person tripping doesn't want to be asked lol
i can relate 1000 percent, lsd has DEFINITELY put me in my place multiple times,hella bad trips im pretty scared of it now but i dont regret the 6 tabs on a particular trip
the last guy in the video that took a selfie with you that has the sunglasses on (demigoblin tabs) ...has the best will Poulter energy, like he seems like a really great guy
My worst drug experience was when I got interviewed by an entire camera team on a psy festival.
They seem to be holding their own and quite happy to share.
"omg like at basscanyon 2 years ago, during the thriftworks set, I took these 3 tabs from this random lot lizard and like..."
Say like 50 times in your description.
With a high drop low "and then" to fill gaps.
It makes it much more.
Had PTSD from a bad LSD trip for about 15 years. Couldn't even talk about my experience without getting heavy distortions in my vision and start physically shaking with bad anxiety. Very high dose, very bad setting. What cured it after 15 years? MDMA. Done NN DMT, 5 meo, L, shrooms, Salvia, while Dimitri is intense as fuck, L lasts sooooo long that if that is your bad trip, it's bad.
Maybe don't use drugs, nigga
Mdma Is a good healer. I respect it
@HiartmanDavoedisn't jesus a demon as well?
so glad I got to meet you, you are amazing!!!!