Wow, I’m in awe of your ability to self reflect and your strength and courage to persist through your hardships, very inspiring. I’m rooting for you! 💗
We seriously have the same childhood trauma with our parents. Mom was the same way. Treated my sister like a queen. I was kicked out at 16. At 14 I started at my first standardbred farm. Other traumatic events you mentioned are so relatable. It’s so sad. I suffer from agoraphobia among other illnesses. I can’t believe all this shit you have gone through. I wish that I could escape my voices. Self harm is getting worse now being 32 and still not healing and feeling worthless. I’m currently in a 7 year live together relationship with an older man and he doesn’t make me a priority at all. Yesterday I was involved in a traumatic experience while riding my horse on my one road in my small village, long story but he assaulted me and yanked me of my horse, horse took off and we’re both injured. It gets worse. And tonight I saw yet again my other half looking at other girls. I don’t know how to leave. I don’t how it came to this. Thank you for posting this. I try to think the events are trains just passing by. It’s a lot easier said then done. You gave everything for this jerk and I get the trust issues.
Sending so many hugs to you!
Wow, I’m in awe of your ability to self reflect and your strength and courage to persist through your hardships, very inspiring. I’m rooting for you! 💗
We seriously have the same childhood trauma with our parents. Mom was the same way. Treated my sister like a queen. I was kicked out at 16. At 14 I started at my first standardbred farm. Other traumatic events you mentioned are so relatable. It’s so sad. I suffer from agoraphobia among other illnesses. I can’t believe all this shit you have gone through. I wish that I could escape my voices. Self harm is getting worse now being 32 and still not healing and feeling worthless. I’m currently in a 7 year live together relationship with an older man and he doesn’t make me a priority at all. Yesterday I was involved in a traumatic experience while riding my horse on my one road in my small village, long story but he assaulted me and yanked me of my horse, horse took off and we’re both injured. It gets worse. And tonight I saw yet again my other half looking at other girls. I don’t know how to leave. I don’t how it came to this. Thank you for posting this. I try to think the events are trains just passing by. It’s a lot easier said then done. You gave everything for this jerk and I get the trust issues.