My Ecstasy/Molly Addiction
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- Опубликовано: 1 авг 2024
- There was a substantial period of time in m life when ecstasy was everything. It's what I wanted, what I needed, and what I took. It got to the point of needing it an everyday day for months on end. At that point, the effect was nil unless I took a ton of them.
Ecstasy/molly addiction is real and can hit quickly before we even know we are hooked. The worst is when our stuff is cut and we end up getting hooked on other stuff without even knowing it.
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Those come downs after 3 day benders when I was 18 were some of the worst feelings of my life. 3 days of misery, start feeling better around Wednesday or Thursday, forget how bad I felt, bender again next weekend
Innit, once I couldn't sleep for about a week after a bender for some reason, it was tourture. I havn't taken it in about 3 years and never plan on doing it again, it's not worth it anymore.
Did it first time last saturday recovered my mood today on monday next time i will take it would be my birthday in 2 months
I remember describing the extasy effect as:
you can see a plastic bag on the street, just a dirty used one and to be amazed by this whole picture of it,
the warm sunlight caressing you in a most beautiful way and the dirty sidewalk tells so many classic storys with that multi dimension plastic bag flying in the wind.
I achieve that feeling in my lucid dreams, but I can wake up and feel ok. I'd be terrified of taking that stuff and going through it awake knowing I'll be screwed the next day.
The next day after taking molly is the worse feeling ever...
Try running out of heroin.
Is it like the next day after cocaine ?
@@askiman8251 it's annoying... it's not that bad.
@@askiman8251I'd say it's worse...an outright depressive episode, very intense. But of course, everyone's wiring is different.
Yeah i just tried an ectasy pill last saturday (loved the feeling obviously thats why its dangerous af imo) yesterday was one of my sluggiest days ever because of the lack of sleep and my mood recovered today kinda
I never took it daily but I took it alot and was the best feeling ever. Me and my friends would take it and go to a club. We drove to the city and me and 1 other guy took 3 at once once we hit the gwb and popped 3 more once we got in. We would take 6 a night when we did do it. The girls took maybe 2 or 3 each...it affected me differently like a downer I just sat there and let myself bug out. As long as I had water lights cigs and music I was in heaven. The come down from X is the worst come down I've experienced.
Thanks… if you take six pills a night of course the comedown will be a nightmare! The secret is taking one every 6 months
I loved it too im a introvert and it makes me more outgoing I think that’s what it was , my brain makes me think I’m more fun high so I don’t even know if I was more fun to be around to be honest.
That’s how I feel too like I feel like I need stimulants to be more social and be myself
SAME😢
Also, real MDMA doesn't work multiple days in a row. It literally produces no effect at all because of extremely rapid tolerance buildup. The pills that make you want more are almost certainly cut, so you are describing the effects of meth/caffeine/other crap, NOT the same as the actual effect of MDMA.
MDMA can work the next day but you will need to 2x your dose to get half the effects.
from personal experience mdma does work multiple days just need a lot more due to tolerance like you said
I liked it as a teen but i could never get addicted because of the 2 day come down after it. Back then x tablets were super strong and 2 would last a whole night and it was a pure buzz. In my early 20s you were needing to take like 5 or more in a night and it wasnt pure it was a dirty nasty feel to it and it became not very enjoyable, id get paranoid about what was in it because it felt different, then i just stopped altogether.
Great info!
Glad it was helpful!
just stumbled on your channel today. .and i have to say i LOVE it.. its great to see how you hav emoved passed addiction.. and ive learned ALOT about how nasty the hard narco's are.. and ive learned how to spot addicts.. not that i go around trying to spot them but ive had questions about folks ive encountered..
This was my drug of choice. Loved it. It’s like impossible to get now which i guess is a good thing.
It’s every where in nyc. Texas: and Florida
I took it for a summer , no regrets. Haven’t had it since and don’t think I will
Mdma is actually one of the safest recreational drugs there is (more so than alcohol or cocaine) but only if used in moderation. Save your rolling for special occasions 3 times per year.
yes and no, MDMA is very neurotoxic. there are people out there that have no joke literally fried the serotonin receptors in they're brains from abusing MDMA. MDMA is one of the most enjoyable recreational dugs I've ever done but its far from the safest. when you use MDMA its not like normal serotonergic psychedelics where they tend to mimic serotonin. Instead MDMA is its own thing and latches onto your serotonin receptors and holds them open so your brain gets rushed with serotonin constantly until the molly wears off. the issue is tho if you do this all the time you will eventually use up all of your brains serotonin meaning you will no longer feel the affects of MDMA or any kind of pleasure. if you still continue to abuse it when you have no serotonin left then the receptors will eventually burn out from overworking.
less is more with MDMA, and Roll safe or not at all is my philosophy.
@@Indianacones2233most those story’s are people who took 5+ in a day multiple times but I can’t relate I never even felt the come down or depression part
@@Indianacones2233 It is not neurotoxic. read some book or scientific papers.
extreme key word is moderation
Never tried it, never will. I used to go with a girl who called herself an e-tard from doing too much.
I’m addicted now. I need help fr
MDMA is perhaps one of the most beneficial medicines ever invented.
I almost died from mdma.then I stopped and never did it again....
I would never ever do x pills or Molly again in life. I’m about 10 years clean.
Dear God
Hahahaha shit, i am not alone hahahaha
Definitely not …
You ever seen bad boys 3 when Martin Lawerence took that ex? It’s not like that. Not at all.
You are only supposed to use 3 times a year at most
i used to do blue dolphins and pure MdMa caps in SF back in the rave scene late ninties. the ENDUP. 1015. Ruby Skye. the music rolln was soo amazing i aint gonna lie
Great videos vary funny and good editing and quality you know your stuff, lumping x and molly together are vary different things x is like ms sketchy cousin u never know whats really in it, caffein, ice, rittalin, meth, rcs are put i to the press with” molly too creat a fat pill and fat profit, i highly recomment everyone steer clear pf fat colourful pressed pills. There fun sure but y donno wjats in em
I know someone who cannot stop taking it though. He takes it daily and it's been 15 years. It makes him violent! He starts feeling good and listening to loud music with me and then maybe 2 hours later he starts feeling abandoned and blames me for stuff. It makes him too emotional and then in maybe 3 hours he can become violent. It affects his brain differently and gives him an enormous amount of strength that he doesn't have when he's not on it. He only takes a pill or half a pill and it's potent for him because he's thin 140 and 6ft 2. I think his pills are cut with something else like LSD or something that makes him act crazy. He usually breaks the pill up and put it in liquor and drinks like a pint of Henessey straight with the pill inside of it. I think the reason he gets so lazy is probably from the come down because he doesn't even want to go out in public or get anything done. He probably depletes all of his serotonin. I don't need any drugs at all! I feel pleasure naturally!
Ecstasy use depletes your serotonin over time so without it hes in a comedown that takes a while to restore serotonin so then he takes more to be able to feel normal again. Which is why it’s psychologically addictive. When he comes down from the pill is probably why he acts the way he is and blames you for stuff it’s a miserable depressing feeling when you come down and takes months to replenish serotonin
@@kodienedreams oh wow! Thanks for replying! Now i see why he goes through paranoia , psychosis and delusions too. Yeah it’s like he takes it again to feel normal and be able to talk.
Talk to a doctor and have him go on cymbalta. Cymbalta is serotonin basically in a pill form from the doctor. Just a thought.
@@sdcanyoncarver2203 I’ve taken Cymbalta for nerve pain before from my back surgery. That’s a good idea!
Tell him to stop or look for someone else , this poor guy is going nowhere like this .
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But XTC has a high tolerance and it works like shit even if you do it monthly
X....ah yes when you go into a piss filled toilet in a nightclub and ya think this is the best pisspot I've ever been in. X serious times and horrible come downs
they were nice to take
I just take it every day, every 6 hours three times Ah day nd one pill every six hours. but I literally tried my first one two weeks ago and now I feel addicted but ion kno, but I feel lik I’m playin it safe but nd tha long run ion think I am 💯nd now here it is dec 17 and this whole week just been poppin, I’m stressin frl but wen I pop em I don’t party or jump all around I’m
Just nd my room chilling listening to my music and nd hour later I’m feeling energetic nd wan talk about er thing. But idk like I said I feel lik I’m playin it safe but still feels dangerous at tha same time frl but thts y I’m learning about it ig.
Be careful g it can take a toll on your brain so give it a break sometimes
Shit don't ever do this again kid, you are very young your brain is developing don't fuck it up
Playing it safe is once every 3 months. Boy you fried hope you don’t get off them hoes jit
@@zacharyelian2891 bro probably taking meth thinking it’s Molly
Dont take E...
And i don't do any drugs.even coffee is very bad for u
fucking music on xis something else tho
when you build the tolerance you might transition to a drug that offers a better high at that point
You look high rn 😳
This whole video is just weird to me. Yes depression and all that but feeling the leather isn’t exactly what it feels like lol.
No disrespect, but I disagree. It's definitely a touchy feely drug, however you don't notice those effects as much if you're in a club or rave than you would taking it at home.