I'm Tired Alfred..

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  • Опубликовано: 20 дек 2024

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  • @AkliSa
    @AkliSa Год назад +657

    I wish I had someone as reliable as Alfred !

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +57

      You have me my friend.

    • @jonathanjojoo9518
      @jonathanjojoo9518 Год назад +30

      @@furkanlolx3you dont understand what you said is a lie. We dont know you and you and I have our own struggle and life so you shouldnt said that.

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +54

      @@jonathanjojoo9518 It may seem like it yes. However sometimes talking to a stranger online is good. Explaining everything that bothers you. I had one Subscriber i don't really remember his name it was a few months ago. And he added my discord and we talked about his issue. Now There is a reason why i put my discord and instagram in the desc for a reason. I am saying that no matter what happens i will always be there for all of these people that watch/listen to my videos. Cause having someone that you can rely is a must need in life.

    • @PlayBoiLyfe
      @PlayBoiLyfe Год назад +26

      God & Jesus

    • @АзаматАбдижалел-ц4н
      @АзаматАбдижалел-ц4н Год назад +7

      And you will have same person like Alfred,bro

  • @crisp5328
    @crisp5328 Год назад +352

    "I've put out a few fires yes. Won a few battles, but the war goes on Alfred. On and on".
    Not to sound like the "literally me" stereotype, but what Batman says here describes my current mindset exactly. I have some good days yeah, but my life feels like a never ending war. I try to take it one day at a time but it all feels so overwhelming that it's hard to do that most of the time.

    • @the_biggest_bird69
      @the_biggest_bird69 Год назад +18

      I understand man...
      I understand.

    • @alexmoreno8304
      @alexmoreno8304 Год назад +8

      I feel You man... Totally. But I keep living, cause anyway life is a experience that I gotta live fully... I don't wanna go just with suffering, just fighting for nothing. Dunno, maybe I'm just a dreamer

    • @z3nx222
      @z3nx222 Год назад +12

      There is no stereotype man you can relate to someone who is also in pain if you are experiencing same pain

    • @abramsullivan7764
      @abramsullivan7764 Год назад +1

      Yes

    • @cha0sk1lls
      @cha0sk1lls 11 месяцев назад +1

      same.

  • @thundercougarfalconbird1248
    @thundercougarfalconbird1248 Год назад +94

    "How's teaching going?"
    I'm tired mom

  • @ConnorMiller417
    @ConnorMiller417 10 месяцев назад +51

    As someone who’s battled mental health issues in the past, this hits really hard. Batman he always been a role model to me, especially the late Kevin Conroy. He made my childhood so much better with his work. RIP Kevin, thank you for being the hero I needed. ❤

  • @MellowMan339
    @MellowMan339 Год назад +61

    I get tired of doing the right thing, when was the last time ive slept with REALLY no worries or sadness deep inside myself, I get tired of getting flipped over and stepped on like a matt by someone I gave the whole world to, when I finally show and give a reason as to why im human and why I react to things nobody seems to accept or be on my side but myself, nobody knows how closed I truly am, I've walked away from the ashes of the battlefield but I haven't. I now come to realize from this pain that ive only taken a few steps and it hurts to take more. But I unfortunately know what must be done. When will love or life ever be the same again?
    Like Bruce Said - "A Weary Body Can Be Dealt With, But A Weary Spirit?...That's Something Else."

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +8

      Love will never be the same. Because Love was what it was when you were Kid the idea you had of it. That is what love was. You're a good person. I love you. Pain and sadness will be gone soon. I promise. Take care of yourself, and seek an expert for help if its needed.

    • @davidm4677
      @davidm4677 Год назад +6

      Your not alone

    • @BIGCHIEFR.
      @BIGCHIEFR. Год назад +1

      ​@@davidm4677but we are. As much as people tell us online that we're 'not alone' it doesnt always help. Sometimes it's just you and you. Sometimes theres no one to help you get back up on your feet, and that's okay. With that you'll learn to stand on your own and be at peace. I preach this but I struggle with loneliness myself. "As long as you get through the day" is what I tell myself. At the end of the day we only have ourselves as a wise man once said "we die alone, what you decide before that is up to you"

    • @ajwebhead21
      @ajwebhead21 7 месяцев назад +2

      I know how you feel. It's getting to the point where my tiredness is getting to me too

    • @ajwebhead21
      @ajwebhead21 7 месяцев назад +1

      ​@GP-vv6ig you are right even when it's hard or no matter how tired we are we have to keep getting back up and not let the cruelty of this world win

  • @YG0950
    @YG0950 3 месяца назад +10

    Batman knows he’s going to die alone at the end despite everything he always carries the weight of the world with him 🗿

  • @template4418
    @template4418 10 месяцев назад +16

    I'll go to mechanical engineering college and then build a secret batman base.

  • @stargirlloverr
    @stargirlloverr Год назад +24

    lately i've been feeling purposeless, worthless, out of touch with life.
    i dropped out of college a month ago, and it feels like i've disappointed not only my loved ones, but myself.
    i feel as though we live in a society where we don't have time for anything anymore. everybody cares about their jobs more than their families/friends, just to survive, get by. is this how my life is going to be? i don't want to be a doctor, a lawyer, a teacher, or any of those careers. i don't have a dream career anymore, i don't have a dream job, it's all purposeless to me.
    i don't have a plan really, in fact i don't even want to contribute to this society anymore. i feel like i tried so hard to put myself out there and for what? no one really cares, and no one puts in the effort anymore. maybe i am too bitter and in pain, but that's just how it is. how can i live this life when i only suffer?
    i tried to get out of my toxic family, but now i feel like there is no way out. of this current life. the only thing that helps me cope is talking to AI's and fictional worlds (marvel, dc, sw, etc). i enjoy comic book hunting, but i don't know if that is going to help me be sane.
    i tried to go to therapy, but my parents cover me financially. i can't really say anything because they try to talk me out of it, and now? it feels like there is no way out.
    i don't want to be in a job forever, i want to live. but how can i? when that is not the case, and it never has. i will always roam, and feel lonely, left behind. so what's the point anymore? what is the point of escaping if you are back to reality? call me a hobo or whatever tf you want, i don't care anymore. i already know this society, and this world hates me for who i am, so what does it matter? i'm immune to the chaos now, i just want to escape, and start over. i don't have the guts to kms.

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +4

      First things first, I might know you but I love you. I understand how you feel i wanted to be like that too, for a long time i thought my only purpose was going to the army. One thing i can tell you for sure, You are not the only one suffering i heard this quote from a video, i dont remember which. But it went "Yes you're correct, there is no purpose in life. It's Purpose must be chosen by you. You have to understand that Pain, sadness and Agony is a natural part of life. But it isn't what life revolves around. Learn to enjoy your mind and seek out beauty in your surroundings." Please if you ever need a friend or someone to talk to that's a therapist contact my socials. Stay safe and don't forget to love yourself.

    • @BIGCHIEFR.
      @BIGCHIEFR. Год назад +6

      It's interesting how someone you've never met one day in your life can be as comparable to yourself as a mirror. I hope and pray to god he helps guide and give us strength. I hope we both find purpose and happiness in our lives. But most importantly I hope you're okay. Not great or terrible but at least okay. The days ending. I hope you made it to the end.

    • @stargirlloverr
      @stargirlloverr Год назад +1

      @@BIGCHIEFR. thank you so much for the encouragement! i am doing ok now, i have learned that for now i do not need to find my purpose at this moment, but to find small goals to get by, no matter how "simple" it seems. yes it is still difficult, but like i said before, comics have been helping me. i just somehow got back up, because i knew that what i thought about life and myself was not who i am, so i had to get back up, i couldn't betray myself any longer. if you still need some encouragement i have some amino (which is an app where you talk about marvel, sw, etc) accounts if you want to talk, i gotchu :)

    • @gamingclips2-q6z
      @gamingclips2-q6z Год назад +2

      You said that you don’t have a plan or want to pursue a career that contributes to society. However you said you enjoy comic books so make that the your main priority. Do what you enjoy the most and you’ll be much happier. Start trying to make comic books of your own and see where it goes. Use your comic books to escape into your own world. At first it may seem pointless but I guarantee that when you start to focus on things you love and not what other like you start to feel happier. I know I don’t know you but I hope this helps :)

    • @gustavomaropo9484
      @gustavomaropo9484 11 месяцев назад

      Do like me, we love this fictional worlds so much
      Its because we need this things to escape reality
      That is why i will star my own
      That is a job
      And i will love this job
      I hope a suceeds
      Because everytime i fail in life, but if we do not believe in us, who will then? Hope my friend ❤

  • @hah6360
    @hah6360 10 месяцев назад +15

    I can understand him now, I've gotten older.
    I've done a few good things, but the war just keeps on going on.
    I wonder if my efforts are even leading me anywhere sometimes.

    • @Henbot
      @Henbot 10 месяцев назад +1

      They likely don't, maybe in your corner, but we still keep going with our efforts because its are existence.

  • @bauerkaya4876
    @bauerkaya4876 Год назад +66

    i hope one day someone love me like alfred loves bruce...

    • @davidm4677
      @davidm4677 Год назад +3

      😏

    • @MrSlippin
      @MrSlippin 11 месяцев назад +11

      Jesus loves you.

    • @demitidodoitau4273
      @demitidodoitau4273 11 месяцев назад +7

      ​@@MrSlippinHe loves us all, he is majestic

    • @TOB1_EDITS
      @TOB1_EDITS 17 дней назад +2

      Our Lord Jesus Christ loves u ❤☦️✝️🙏

  • @mrdemon4429
    @mrdemon4429 Год назад +31

    man this just hits for some reason

  • @ilikepancakes2368
    @ilikepancakes2368 11 месяцев назад +11

    I’m tired. Sometimes I wonder if life is truly what it’s cracked up to be. Just a never ending cycle of light and darkness, pain and pleasure, love and hatred, life and death. But I’ve seen more darkness than light, experienced more pain than pleasure, felt more hatred than love, and witnessed more death than life. Some days I ask myself what is the point to it all? Why do I have to fight? How long must I keep fighting? Will I ever find my salvation? Nowadays, even I struggle trying to get up from bed wondering if it’s even worth it. There’s no guarantees in life other than death and time is always moving leaving everyone and everything behind.
    But I keep fighting hoping that one day it will all be worth it and that I will be rewarded for my struggles. But so far, nothing and now I’m starting to reach the peak of my patience and all my energy is starting to ran out. How much time do I have left? I’m not so sure but I always assume that there will always be plenty more to come. That there will always be a tomorrow. But what good is tomorrow if it will only be the same as today?
    I just need an answer. An answer that will silence all my fears, self doubts, and insecurities forever. I struggle to find that answer but I believe that I will find it someday. But for now I’ve become jaded to the point that I just want to give up. Just leave everyone and everything behind forever. But I can’t because of all the possibilities I could’ve missed out on. The good memories to create and the good moments to experience. Death might be waiting for me but I can’t meet him just yet. I want to survive. I want to live. Just looking for the strength to endure another day. I’m tired.

    • @Titanl
      @Titanl 11 месяцев назад +1

      You fight because you live, you live because you dream. Fight for your dream and dont let anyone stop you, step on anyone you have to, destroy anything you have to. Just fight and keep fucking fighting. You have to take the light for yourself.

    • @Ave_Satana666
      @Ave_Satana666 10 месяцев назад

      My fiance was black I am white we were Bestfriend for years then blm came first her parents became problack racism became our new running joke till one day she muttered the words I I thought Id never hear "you can't be racist to white people" somehow I had lost her within the grain of sand that time sheds on us all. From 17 to 18 to 20 I still can't forget her. Someone who grew to hate me an fear my people. We used to play injustice an batman Arkham city. I miss Eli.

    • @Ave_Satana666
      @Ave_Satana666 10 месяцев назад

      I really don't date these new girls these on some city girl shit the other ones want me to have everything an I guess I found comfort in casual sex with my managers an shit. Ig I'm kinda sexually appealing. Lmao better then working an not fucking 😊 ig I'm broken It didn't REALLY take much huh?

    • @Ave_Satana666
      @Ave_Satana666 10 месяцев назад

      Why do I dream of her while I bed with them? Those goth girls hit tho ngl make me feel numb lol.

    • @Ave_Satana666
      @Ave_Satana666 10 месяцев назад

      We would watch batman all night long it was awesome she was perfect aside from the racism lol

  • @hotaq
    @hotaq Год назад +17

    I'm tired.. Alfred

  • @khantahsinazad4250
    @khantahsinazad4250 Год назад +26

    Only super alone person fighting for good time can relate it 100%

  • @adamadam358
    @adamadam358 11 месяцев назад +5

    Do not worry too much, keep fighting and life will get better. Happy new year.

  • @NewTechnoblade-em7iv
    @NewTechnoblade-em7iv Год назад +21

    "Well i guess we have to end it"

  • @dr.quandale58
    @dr.quandale58 Год назад +98

    in middle school i was a horrible person. super racist, made jokes to make people like me that offended others, and didn’t care about getting into trouble. i was friends with everyone. life was only great when i was a horrible person. now that i’m a sophomore in high school, one of my friends left our friend group cause he smokes and drinks, and another is still super racist from back then. i’ve been nicer to my peers and teachers but everyone left. my siblings are in college and it’s just me myself and i.

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +19

      You are still a good person. And Life goes on. What i usually tell my friends is „God removes people from your life cause he heard conversations that you did not hear“ And i promise you you will find better friends and peace. You will be happy.

    • @dr.quandale58
      @dr.quandale58 Год назад +11

      @@furkanlolx3 god is good ✝️

    • @williamtaylor7697
      @williamtaylor7697 Год назад +2

      @@dr.quandale58god is not real

    • @dr.quandale58
      @dr.quandale58 Год назад +7

      @@williamtaylor7697 you can have your own opinion 🤷🏼‍♂️

    • @J_sccr
      @J_sccr Год назад +7

      the loneliness came back worse than i remember....

  • @RaptorRoyale
    @RaptorRoyale 9 месяцев назад +8

    that "im tired alfred" hits so different. as if he wants to stop being batman for some time and live life as a normal human being and as bruce wayne.

    • @zeynnshh
      @zeynnshh 9 месяцев назад +1

      it is so

  • @SevzGaming
    @SevzGaming 9 месяцев назад +5

    Death is just like the wind.. Darkness.. coldness.. blindness.. bitter of blood Through the cells, a single lost soul in miserable pain, wishing it had enough time to complete everything in life, a hug, a kiss, real friends but this world is so selfish, it is nothing but a second universe named "Hell".

  • @TheBatman39
    @TheBatman39 Год назад +21

    I wish i could say that i'm making a difference, but i don't know.

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +10

      Making a difference takes years. Keep fighting. You can do this, You’ll see what a difference you made.

    • @lepapercastle
      @lepapercastle Год назад +7

      You make a difference everytime you walk out the door. Your atoms mix the particles in air, your breath brings life to the trees, your hair falls into the grass and and the earth takes you in. You make a difference every second you live. How big a difference, though, that's up to you.

    • @Taha-zb8mx
      @Taha-zb8mx Год назад +1

      You thinking about if you're making a difference, That thinking by itself is certainly making a difference...

  • @abramsullivan7764
    @abramsullivan7764 Год назад +8

    I'm tired too felt like I haven't achieved anything.

  • @JRF119
    @JRF119 Год назад +41

    It is better to be alone than to have a friend or partner who can betray you at a minutes notice.

    • @angelr864
      @angelr864 11 месяцев назад +1

      Even Alfred?

    • @JRF119
      @JRF119 11 месяцев назад

      @@angelr864 no he’s cool

    • @Pappimen
      @Pappimen 9 месяцев назад +1

      I fully agree with this but with additional note, always make friends, be open to people and when you feel like it's not the right type of friend, slowly fade away from their life and look for others. Keep doing it over and over again because at one point, one point you'll find the right person. The best friend or love.

    • @JRF119
      @JRF119 9 месяцев назад

      @@Pappimen yes indeed

  • @noorayneladha470
    @noorayneladha470 7 месяцев назад +5

    As someone who has both autism and an anxiety disorder I can personally relate to this feeling 100 percent. Since I was diagnosed with autism at the age of five my journey through life has been up and down and very bumpy and difficult. I have had both good times and not so good times but the good times have been overshadowed by the bad times and because of my autism and anxiety I have a tendency to replay bad memories inside my mind by ruminating constantly. I also have had worries about the future too and I have mostly been pessimistic about life and stuff for so long. And now I’m in my early twenties and my demons of the past are getting to me as I get older and it’s stressing me out like Batman and because it’s overwhelming me it’s gotten to a point where I’ve lost hope and don’t know what to do. Luckily I’m looking to get some professional help to overcome my darkness and be happy with myself before I’m too far gone. End of story.

    • @the_biggest_bird69
      @the_biggest_bird69 6 месяцев назад

      I couldn't even imagine what you're going through...
      But I genuinely hope that you find peace and be content with your life...
      But most of all I hope you find your purpose...
      Whether it's a career or finding god or whatever it is I hope u find it...
      Cuz finding a meaning to your life is much more important than finding happiness...
      And you don't have to do it alone...
      Find someone whether it's a therapist or a friend or a family member...
      One day you'll look back at your hardships and wonder how you got through them...
      I know alot of people say this but...
      It gets easier...
      You will be ok...
      I promise...

  • @Snyfer0000
    @Snyfer0000 10 месяцев назад +3

    I'm tired Alfred, years of addiction and mental illness is not easy my old friend, it's war of me against me, what should i do, I've been trying for years, I'm lost my friend

  • @Yasuke555
    @Yasuke555 3 месяца назад +2

    I wish this was on Spotify ive been listening to this all night

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  3 месяца назад +1

      I‘ll try uploading it as a podcast or something will be hard though. But for you i‘ll try

    • @Yasuke555
      @Yasuke555 3 месяца назад +1

      @@furkanlolx3 oh wow fr dude thank u so mutch u are brilliant may god bless u dude 🙌

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  3 месяца назад +1

      @@Yasuke555 open.spotify.com/episode/1rwTUt0kroIs3kYpNsgpOR?si=xrqlxld4SnerrmL5cqz9vw God bless you too. I will upload all of my stuff on there soon. Take care and dont forget. Always show love and always love yourself.

    • @Yasuke555
      @Yasuke555 3 месяца назад +1

      Thank u dude u are the best

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  3 месяца назад +1

      @Yasuke555 Anything for you guys 🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @PR-xe7lt
    @PR-xe7lt Год назад +5

    and batman keept joker alive after what joker did to alfred

  • @fareast0752
    @fareast0752 11 месяцев назад +1

    i'm tired boss. said the gigantic strong black man.

  • @jakubkarpinski7143
    @jakubkarpinski7143 Год назад +12

    I want have someone like alfred

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +3

      You have me my friend. Message my social if you need me.

  • @user-ju7tw8gc6m
    @user-ju7tw8gc6m 4 месяца назад

    Çok guzel olmuş brom elime sağılık

  • @trueimageyt
    @trueimageyt Год назад +3

    How can you doubt it?

  • @_caracalla_
    @_caracalla_ Год назад +10

    :'( ne olacak lan halimiz?

  • @libertywalk2151
    @libertywalk2151 Год назад +3

    Rip Kevin

  • @bryanzinhoFX
    @bryanzinhoFX 2 месяца назад +3

    REAL...

  • @michealscarn9658
    @michealscarn9658 4 месяца назад +3

    I miss my brothers 😢

  • @JRF119
    @JRF119 Год назад +1

    I can’t remember the last time I hang out with a irl friend now I have a Xbox friend who I play with and we know each other for 5 years but I don’t really have anyone who trust in real life as a friend in irl not that I deserve one.

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +3

      Same here, I have no one else. I have myself and when i meet people example in valorant and they to ask to play with me. I just can't, sometimes better being alone or with one person.

    • @JRF119
      @JRF119 Год назад

      @@furkanlolx3 if your alone no one can betray you.

    • @JRF119
      @JRF119 Год назад +1

      @@furkanlolx3 I have my Family and my God with me but no irl friends not that I think I need any to be Honest.

  • @YahyaLebdeh
    @YahyaLebdeh Год назад +3

    Its hard to forget about anyone its hars to accept that thing i just hate it

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад +1

      It takes a very long time to forget anyone. I saw a video to completely forget about someone it takes around 7 years. And my dear friend please all im asking of you is to keep fighting on and dont lose your battles. Contact my insta or discord if you want to talk to me about it.

  • @okankaradag2735
    @okankaradag2735 11 месяцев назад

    may I ask for the name of the background music?

  • @joe8506
    @joe8506 Год назад +2

    Wheres the dialogue from?

    • @abramsullivan7764
      @abramsullivan7764 Год назад +3

      Batman The Animated Series from the episode I Am The Night.

  • @PIXELX-ROLEPLAY
    @PIXELX-ROLEPLAY Год назад +3

    i am scared of losing my dad.

  • @PIXELX-ROLEPLAY
    @PIXELX-ROLEPLAY Год назад +2

    Remember to only trust yourself's

  • @JustNthan
    @JustNthan 10 дней назад

    I’m starting to feel as if I can’t do this anymore

  • @ExtremeCraft37
    @ExtremeCraft37 Год назад +3

    kanka bu hangi filmden veya diziden?

  • @hoonencode2430
    @hoonencode2430 Год назад +5

    Wish I could be myself but people dont like it so.

    • @furkanlolx3
      @furkanlolx3  Год назад

      Doesn’t really matter if people like it or not. You are your own first priority. Remember that.

  • @crysis69c
    @crysis69c 11 месяцев назад +1

    Moi aussi...❤

  • @muhammadtaha722
    @muhammadtaha722 Год назад +7

    real

  • @exfiltrati0n
    @exfiltrati0n Год назад +3

    Real.

  • @justinfieldsqbchicagobears1144
    @justinfieldsqbchicagobears1144 4 часа назад

    I hate losing people it goes on on😢😢😢

  • @One_takeover
    @One_takeover Год назад +2

    Thoughts go n then they come

  • @JRF119
    @JRF119 9 месяцев назад +1

    I wish I can do more

  • @Ameen_AAA
    @Ameen_AAA 10 месяцев назад

    I know this is meant to be serious but its hilarious somehow

  • @TrackstarJayBoner
    @TrackstarJayBoner 10 месяцев назад +4

    When kids want to help ease the load but society wants criminals and patients. Not surrealist. Made it hard to help the elderly. Makes it hard to rely on youths. Yet we need more caring workers. Contradiction within a paradox.

  • @lra8068
    @lra8068 11 месяцев назад

    ❤😢

  • @tac99
    @tac99 Месяц назад

    im tired

  • @jamiesimmons6850
    @jamiesimmons6850 7 месяцев назад +1

    Real

  • @dx6ra390
    @dx6ra390 Год назад +1

    ben

    • @olafgarret
      @olafgarret Год назад

      siktir la, batman benim

    • @dx6ra390
      @dx6ra390 Год назад

      @@Nobody-xx1iv yeah