Last year in July, my old friend group dropped me directly after I graduated, no one talked to me, my dad had just died and I was in a dark place, but I pushed forward, the path was blind, but I kept going, gradually I got better, I started working out again, I started working, I learned how to drive, and I learned how to never forget and never ever forgive. This is just a life story, I felt like Bruce Wayne at the moment my dad died, I was alone but with loneliness, comes solitude and peace, Be strong y'all.
I’m sorry to hear that, my condolences. But every truly exceptional strong person is kind, even Batman. There’s this quote from “vinland saga” it goes like this, “I want to be a Kinder, Gentler person, I want to be.. A strong person.” I understand people have wronged you in your past, i understand you had none when you truly needed someone, and I understand how you stood up in the face of adversity. But I don’t know how it felt to lose your father, gratefully he is still with me and I’m thankful for that. But please learn to forgive maybe no forget but to not hold grudges or hate. “You have no enemies, none at all”
Been there, I didn't forgive or rather I still don't. But one thing i learned is, accept the people and don't tolerate their bullshit. Understanding someone's issues and/or tolerating them to be shit is not the same. People just wanna be heard and that is usually enough. Go your path but listen to the storytellers and you might learn something from them.
Makes me wanna climb a tall building and look over the city, all the lights at night moving and blinking, the noise of wind and rain. I love music so much
@@Pray362 Batman was fighting owlman, and he was confronting owlmans nihilistic worldview, by claiming he was really just a scared MAN, trying to play god.
@@audios2006 me an my ex fiance used to love DC before blm turned her family problack an then eventually her... I watched as my best friend began to fear an hate me an my people for everything we had ever done.. I was still at the age of enjoying batman an it hit me out of the blue. I guess I believed in her so much I even hyped her up by the time I had seen the danger it was to late. Maybe if I had just been less ignorant. I think about Eli alot while I go from girl to go all seemingly the wrong match for me. My heart seems forever broken. It's mid tbh lol. So I started doing casual sex at work a shit but like that's just making me idk cold. Feel less. Ig I'm losing myself my therapist don't even know what to do. Lmao 😂 welp that's why I click js an venting cause I love to vent.
In a long distance relationship, and this hurts me so much. Cause you're out here improving yourself day in and day out. Then you might get a message like this that can turn you from a good hearted man into a raging cold-hearted monster. To anyone struggling out there, just know I pray you make it whether that be your physique, your love life, dream job or coping with your issues and demons. Peace and love to you all strong men out there
Don't do this to yourself, it's not worth it, believe me, the best thing you can do is be strong and try to move on, I'm not saying it's going to be easy, it never is, I'm saying you need to try it.
She got with someone else with more to offer. I’m rebuilding myself better than ever, not sure where my path will lead to but I know it will be a better one than the one I’m on rn
Dear Bruce, I need to be honest and clear. I'm going to marry Harvey Dent. I love him, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. When I told you that if Gotham no longer needed Batman we could be together, I meant it. But now I'm sure the day won't come when you no longer need Batman. I hope it does and if it does I will be there, but as your friend. I'm sorry to let you down. If you lose your faith in me, please keep your faith in people. Love, now and always, Rachel.
I've just started working out last week after not going to the gym for ages. I said fuck the anxiety around people, I'll just push and I'll be fine. Started going to bed early, and waking up early. Cut sugars and snacks out of my life. Only water , black coffee, and 3 healthy meals a day, no fast food. My life for the most part has been a hole I've constantly been making my way out of. I finally feel like I'm going to escape it.
Id incorporate snacks whether it be protein bars protein shakes or even fruit there’s some protein cookies or chips there’s sm for you to eat. Also are you bulking or cutting rn
@@ethanhensley9355 Well, I am fairly lean. I'm trying to gain right now honestly, I barely have any fat, but I have a little bit of muscle. So Ive been eating high protein meals, pasta, and vegetables to balance out. Hitting gym everyday, and doing sustained runs ( I'm in the military so running is important).
There was a young woman I was madly in love with I met in college. I hung out with her more than anyone and she quickly became one of my best friends- was even cool with my family & vice versa. I knew I had a chance with her, but I was immature.. was not a man. Waited too long and by the time I confessed my feelings, she let me know she was engaged and wished me the best of luck. Haven’t heard from her since.
i got raped by someone i knew very close to me. i was 15 and thought we were just hanging out, turns out that wssnt the plan. im now 17 and still growing and learning, and when this all happened this was the one video i used to listen to 24/7. youre all so strong.
@@YunaTk69Jesus can save us bro, pray, talk to him, talk to your father, don't be afraid of cry in his arm he can health you and he will always be there
It‘s 4 am, my alarm is set in 2 hours, I just came back from the gym (gotham city) and I‘m in the kitchen bulking me and listening to this (my mental health is broken).
Showing your emotions doesn't make you weak. Tearing up in front of your woman doesn't make you less of man. Bottling your feelings and emotions in overtime will cause you to be a bad person. If she truly loves you and cares about you she'll hold you down the same way Rachel and Selina held Bruce down when he was falling apart. Stay strong ❤
I told her that if she loves me ill do and tell her everything…… she didn’t even listen and straight said she doesn’t want me after 6 years of love while i went to college for six months
in april, me and my gf took a 'break', she told me it wasn't me and that she just needed some space mentally and i gave her that. (or i tried to at least) we tried our best to stay friends but every single day was just a constant pit in my stomach about how maybe i wasn't enough. and then she started talking to me about other guys and that was just it for me. i couldn't bare to keep being friends with her, it was just too painful. so i told her i was going to stop talking to her so i could get over her (which is what she wanted). it started off great, i was getting in a better place mentally, i started really working on myself as a person and feeling better about myself. however, this 'confidence streak' didn't last very long. we started talking again and fast forward to now, we're back together and as happy as ever. i love her so much. thank you to anyone who even bothered to read this, i appreciate it. things do get better. just have hope :)
lost a chance to effortlessly flow with a soul mate last year. have hardly slept for the passed year. these comments giving me some strength, much love to all
You started losing emotions at a young age you started distancing yourself from everyone you were afraid you would hurt them, you thought you found the girl/guy for them to only kill your last bit of humanity and now your too afraid to try again your scared you'll just get hurt again, or worse. Did I get it right?
@@travisboyd1645almost right except for I never thought I would hurt them more like I was far different from them to the point I wasn’t noticed so continued to be alone
Dear Bruce, I need to be honest and clear. I am going to marry Harvry Dent. I love him and I am going to spend the rest of my life with him. When I told you that if Gotham no longer needed batman we could be together, I meant it. But now i am sure the day wont come when you no longer need batman. I hope it does, and if it does I will be there but as your friend. I am sorry I let you down. If you lose your faith in me, please don't lose your faith in people. Love now and always - Rachel.
I’ve been battling stage IV Hodgkin Lymphoma since 2019 , I’ve done a lot throughout the years to make it this far . & yet despite the countless times I’ve nearly given up to simply accept my fate-I always find a reason to take another step . No matter how painful . I share this not to garner your sympathy or pity , I don’t want or need it. please save it for those unwilling to help themselves . Through it all I stand tall .
Currently in a wheelchair after a motorcycle accident I can’t walk and my parents have to wipe me and have to help me do task this song fits perfectly how I feel with everything going on
My brother I'm really sorry for you. Even if what happened is terrible and hard to accept, you will come out stronger. Your body may be hit, but your mind isn't. Something really similar happened to me after I had a parachute accident, so I understand your feelings. Start reading into Stoicism, I'm sure it will help you as much as it helped me.
It's amazing how people we love leave our lives and show up with someone else. it's really boring to go through loneliness and drown in the abyss you yourself planned. the only thing that remains is sadness and loneliness, nothing more.
This sound is literally so real. every time i listen to this shit it makes me cry at the beginning because i can relate to this shit. It reminds me of my school, how my other friend is dating my crush and im over here js sitting lonely waiting for some1 to just hug me atp but hey, it will never happen.
The devil doesn’t come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns, it comes as everything you’ve ever desired. She was my 7th grade teacher. She taught science and I was her student, that was all I had conceptualized of her. Though she had always portrayed as a normal teacher she always took a further interest in me as she said she had seen potential in me and faults within my character that were holding me back from progressing. It has taken me years to understand that I made up an abstraction or idea of her and that simply doesn’t exist. She inched further and further into the bounds of my consciousness, ataken to a depth of lies and manipulation that has only left me in a depth within my mind I don’t know I’ll ever return from. I never knew at that age that someone could have the capacity to do that another person as naive as that sounds. It all started from a simple exchange of social handles, escalating into the destructive process of mistress and lover. I had something forever as well, a woman who I was talking to and we were starting to get close, so fucking close. It was always supposed to be her but if only I hadn’t lost my mind. If only this teacher hadn’t stripped my innocence and sanity. I pray and hope I find some will, some reason to try to live again because it seems though even my life is in a state of prosperity nothing suffices to fulfill the inadequacy I feel as a man. It seems as if I have been in a realm of hell that has left me in the interval between two states of mind and existence such as birth and death. Those extremes of emotion when one is on the complete edge of exhaustion or feels one is approaching the borderline of insanity. At such moments of concentrated energy I have entered a neutral state in which I feel completely free, calm and detached. Now I find that if I’m not doing something which is either extremely difficult or extremely stressful, I’m in a perpetual state of my crippling past.
i’ve been struggling with depression recently and no matter what i do i always end up in the same hole i hate how i look. I hate everything about me but when i listen too this it makes me forget about and makes me feel calm please post more music like this.
thats just it bro, its feeling that will never fully leave us but we must do something with our lives than letting that feeling consume the rest of us. In God we trust
April 22 i regret a lot of decisions my grandma passed three years ago and I don’t know what to do she is gone and she was the only person who comforted me and loved me with all her heart it doesn’t feel the same without her I miss her a lot I cried yesterday in my room alone playing this sound this made me remember her in my head I heard her voice in my head she said lamar get up now there’s no times for tears you must push she said I must get stronger I cannot be crying and just sit there I must get up and work I promised her I will make it up there I promise I will make her proud and my whole family I must push past my limits to win I cannot lose if I quit all of this will be for nothing I must aim for the top to win dear grandma I hope I get to meet all of you grandma I will put a smile on your face grandma I won’t lose I PROMISE GRANDMA love you grandma form Lamar.
Makes me wanna go outside at 3am and watch the lonely streets alone finally finding peace and thinking about my whole life and how i get to the present
I keep seeing comments about how this song helped them in some way , but am I the only one that feels like they r going deeper into that “void” listening to this?
love this man, the anxious melody of the piano with the beginning of resonance looping makes for the perfect brooding feeling which i unfortunately feel everyday.
Don't wanna be that guy but its not the beginning of resonance or even a sample from resonance they're both different, this is its own original song. Different synths. Its almost close to resonance though
I fell for a girl in a 5 year relationship, she fell for me too. While her boyfriend was away at college we met and quickly became friends. After just 3 days it was evident we both had feelings for each other. I’ve never fallen for anyone this fast and she has never been with anyone except for her boyfriend. We explored those feelings and gained a strong connection. But the guilt was too much for her. She still loved her boyfriend. Told me she wanted to marry him and have his kids. So i told her to tell her boyfriend that we have been seeing each other and if he takes her back I’ll leave. And that’s exactly what happened. I wished her the best of luck and never saw her again… everything about her was perfect. Her smile, her eyes, her walk. But I had to let her go
I feel terrible for her boyfriend. They had 5 years spent together and it took her 3 days to move on. To give herself to someone she didn’t even know. I feel sorry for you, for not having guilt in your actions. For allowing yourself to do something like that. You are flawed morally, if you believe that’s an acceptable opportunity.
After seeing the Batman last year I started going back into my gothic roots, I was into emo culture back in middle and high school but grew out of it. As they said it's a "phase" but no turns out it was always just Me being me, I learned how to ride a motorcycle and fell for a gothic girlfriend and I've never been happier... Alice n chains and nirvana for the win.
I feel the loneliness batman has I feel his pain i feel empty, and yet i continue to go on, an empty shell emotionally gone no longer feeling... (I love this music because I can relate to it so much thank you 🖤
we made plans to get married this summer. we met six years ago when we were 12 we dated on and off until 2018 when i got bad on drugs. i beat it in 2020 and have been sober since i talked to her on the phone every night and it seemed like she started to fall for me again. we started dating even tho i told her it was too soon but i was excited to get a chance with this girl i put above everything else. we dated for a month then suddenly she starts to act distant. slowly not caring anymore finally we broke up but i was told she wanted to fix things. (i had a whole future planed out) i was gonna join the army so she wouldn’t have to work. i wanted to have a kid and she was “down”. well a couple days ago i found out i was blocked on instagram and she got back with her ex bf who put his hands on her. 6 years of my life thinking “when i get better shes gonna be mine and ill be able to love her the way i’ve always wanted too.” felt like it was my fault for not being clean and mature back then so she would have never met that dude. but its all up to her at the end of the day. i wished her the best and i’m doing me. just gotta adjust to life
Hey man you pushed yourself to get better not her, your a beautiful person who was able to admit his flaws better himself Not many people can do such a thing
Some things just don't work out. Your strong for not using it as a excuse. Maybe your here to do more and she was just a motivation to make you stronger. Stay sober man. To many deaths for no reasons.
February this year definitely my first heartbreak it fucking sucks bro this sound hurts more as she’s dating one of my old best friends I say old because he made her cheat on me with him, no relationship feels like it can be the same honestly… still have our old pictures on my phone and shit hurts it like all the good times me and her had were all just nothing to her. She knew how much I cared for her and I still do now but I’m broken enough from it where u can’t fix me… I don’t trust no one no more man
Everydays im struggle with a lot of things in my life like my dad who is really sad i know him, and i can’t even Help him dk what to do, my girlgriend i literally blind to not see that i wanna end it all even if i said to her that i cant thug it out no more, but i need to keep going everyone should do this. Yall stay strong
The happniess i always push out to other people but the hatred i hold for my self are to real but the acceptniess of who i a today and who i was before as a man
at the age of 12, i started working out after a breakup, everyone i know even my friends started making fun of me and telling me bad things and telling me to give up, i went through depression 2 times. after months and years i started feeling better and my body was better than before. Everyone started respecting me... sometimes life, people dont want you to win. they want you to give up. make you fall. just keep working and let the result speak. people just wanna see the result...
I'm not afraid of being alone. Loneliness has become my best friend. I'm not afraid to be alone. I want to live my long life alone. strength and patience to all strong men!
Okay here's something I have never told anyone and was not planning to say out loud but idk man it's killing me! So ...I really have 0 female interaction I don't talk to them they don't talk to me that's it! But somehow..call it a accident maybe...I met this girl...she was like 10/10 like literally out of my league and idk how but we got closer and relationship started! She made feel the way like I never thought is possible! Like in movies and all bs! She felt like female version of me I was just so happy but she kinda started being cold I asked but she won't tell and one day she said let's end this relationship and I said okay and that's all! Well it made me start this journey of self improvement and I'm doing pretty well but man sometimes... sometimes I wonder how can someone who promised and even did so many things for you can just leave you like it was nothing...we were nothing...is that even humanly possible? We spent all this time making immense amount of memories just to forget them? When Rachel tells batman that if Gotham no longer needed batman we could be together! I think I can relate to this like the dreams I'm building is my Gotham idk if it makes sense or not but it's almost 2am and that's what I think! But sometimes I think even i I make it ..even if I save my Gotham I achieve my dreams ....she won't be there to see it.... would it matter in the end? Without her? Anything matters?
Last year in July, my old friend group dropped me directly after I graduated, no one talked to me, my dad had just died and I was in a dark place, but I pushed forward, the path was blind, but I kept going, gradually I got better, I started working out again, I started working, I learned how to drive, and I learned how to never forget and never ever forgive. This is just a life story, I felt like Bruce Wayne at the moment my dad died, I was alone but with loneliness, comes solitude and peace,
Be strong y'all.
I’m sorry to hear that, my condolences. But every truly exceptional strong person is kind, even Batman. There’s this quote from “vinland saga” it goes like this, “I want to be a Kinder, Gentler person, I want to be.. A strong person.” I understand people have wronged you in your past, i understand you had none when you truly needed someone, and I understand how you stood up in the face of adversity. But I don’t know how it felt to lose your father, gratefully he is still with me and I’m thankful for that. But please learn to forgive maybe no forget but to not hold grudges or hate. “You have no enemies, none at all”
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@@goodtheman I have no enemies. I understand you completely, thank you for this.
you always have to forgive
Been there, I didn't forgive or rather I still don't. But one thing i learned is, accept the people and don't tolerate their bullshit. Understanding someone's issues and/or tolerating them to be shit is not the same. People just wanna be heard and that is usually enough. Go your path but listen to the storytellers and you might learn something from them.
This makes me wanna ghost in the batcave for 3 years
He did it in 8
Facts
We trust in Batman
Real
Jesus is coming back soon
Makes me wanna climb a tall building and look over the city, all the lights at night moving and blinking, the noise of wind and rain. I love music so much
This makes me wanna just fall off a building
and jump off
Nothing but you, your inner thoughts, the cold somber wind and the darkness...
I found my people
Love you guys
“there is a difference between you and me. We both looked into the abyss, but when it looked back at us, you blinked.” -Batman
Explain
@@Pray362 batman is the abyss. You are human that's why you blinked weak.
@Søldier It's also from when Batman fought Owlman. I forgot the name of the movie, but it was pretty good.
@@Pray362 Batman was fighting owlman, and he was confronting owlmans nihilistic worldview, by claiming he was really just a scared MAN, trying to play god.
IM NOT WEARING HOCKEY PADS
This sounds literally perfect
appreciate it🖤
so good
Fr
What would be perfect you just hanged yourself
@@audios2006 me an my ex fiance used to love DC before blm turned her family problack an then eventually her... I watched as my best friend began to fear an hate me an my people for everything we had ever done.. I was still at the age of enjoying batman an it hit me out of the blue. I guess I believed in her so much I even hyped her up by the time I had seen the danger it was to late. Maybe if I had just been less ignorant. I think about Eli alot while I go from girl to go all seemingly the wrong match for me. My heart seems forever broken. It's mid tbh lol. So I started doing casual sex at work a shit but like that's just making me idk cold. Feel less. Ig I'm losing myself my therapist don't even know what to do. Lmao 😂 welp that's why I click js an venting cause I love to vent.
Why is this so good? It’s like she left me but I feel even stronger now… this is crazy. Aye y’all you got this.
No you got this bro so proud of you 🤝🏼
@@chasehonkanen18 yeah it made me better forreal so much better to come
she left me too and she replaced me few days later, you feel stronger bc u are stronger. u got this man
She ghosted me with a note I couldn't even reply to. I hope I got this because rn I feel like I'll never forget her or even move on
@@dummiz9291you will overcome. You will be better then ever before. Continue to better yourself no matter how hard it gets.
Life ain't bad, it's just hard sometimes. I'm forever thankful that there's people that not only relate but also support each other here.
durr durr
You just havent experienced it. Life is miserable and total suffering.
Maybe u just have someone to turn to sometimes….
@@hamajan5886 boohoo no one cares cs ur a man get some bread n stop feeling sorry for urself
In a long distance relationship, and this hurts me so much. Cause you're out here improving yourself day in and day out. Then you might get a message like this that can turn you from a good hearted man into a raging cold-hearted monster. To anyone struggling out there, just know I pray you make it whether that be your physique, your love life, dream job or coping with your issues and demons.
Peace and love to you all strong men out there
thanks
Don't do this to yourself, it's not worth it, believe me, the best thing you can do is be strong and try to move on, I'm not saying it's going to be easy, it never is, I'm saying you need to try it.
I need more stuff like this. Not the typical lofi cut with a sad line from a sitcom. A dark etherial beat mixed with hard hitting quotes.
core bro gotta love it
@@SLAYBEAMthis type of music is called core?
@@swayy2306did you do any diggin?
Up my nose @@forthesubs5357
it reflects my soul... hehehe😏
She got with someone else with more to offer. I’m rebuilding myself better than ever, not sure where my path will lead to but I know it will be a better one than the one I’m on rn
Dear Bruce, I need to be honest and clear. I'm going to marry Harvey Dent. I love him, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. When I told you that if Gotham no longer needed Batman we could be together, I meant it. But now I'm sure the day won't come when you no longer need Batman. I hope it does and if it does I will be there, but as your friend. I'm sorry to let you down. If you lose your faith in me, please keep your faith in people.
Love, now and always,
Rachel.
Beautifully said bro
Like for me to always be here
@@steppin9057it’s from the dark knight film
I've just started working out last week after not going to the gym for ages. I said fuck the anxiety around people, I'll just push and I'll be fine. Started going to bed early, and waking up early. Cut sugars and snacks out of my life. Only water , black coffee, and 3 healthy meals a day, no fast food. My life for the most part has been a hole I've constantly been making my way out of. I finally feel like I'm going to escape it.
u got this man. keep your head up!
Id incorporate snacks whether it be protein bars protein shakes or even fruit there’s some protein cookies or chips there’s sm for you to eat. Also are you bulking or cutting rn
@@ethanhensley9355 Well, I am fairly lean. I'm trying to gain right now honestly, I barely have any fat, but I have a little bit of muscle. So Ive been eating high protein meals, pasta, and vegetables to balance out. Hitting gym everyday, and doing sustained runs ( I'm in the military so running is important).
amen to that brother 🙏🏾💯
U got this, keep grinding!💪 U can make or break ur life, just remember, the choice comes up to u!
This music goes perfect for standing outside looking into the rain
it goes perfect with you deleting this cringe comment lil bro 🙏😭
@@evan-xr4ye report my comment
There was a young woman I was madly in love with I met in college.
I hung out with her more than anyone and she quickly became one of my best friends- was even cool with my family & vice versa.
I knew I had a chance with her, but I was immature.. was not a man.
Waited too long and by the time I confessed my feelings, she let me know she was engaged and wished me the best of luck. Haven’t heard from her since.
You'll get over it
tuff
you're more intelligent than you think, don't be sad about yourself or for the girl, be happy because you did it right.
God has plans... remember that
How the fuck were you best friends with her and didn't know she was engaged
this city fucking needs me
i got raped by someone i knew very close to me. i was 15 and thought we were just hanging out, turns out that wssnt the plan. im now 17 and still growing and learning, and when this all happened this was the one video i used to listen to 24/7. youre all so strong.
I'm sorry this happened to you. My thoughts and prayers goes out to u, may you find peace within yourself❤❤😊
You got this, never look back, keep going
@@badrime6780cuz im always behind 🙏 😈
So are we all depressed or is it Js me
im in your team
I guess all 🤷🏻♂️😞
I'm with you.. Depression has eaten away at my soul 🙁
@@YunaTk69Jesus can save us bro, pray, talk to him, talk to your father, don't be afraid of cry in his arm he can health you and he will always be there
Yea bro all of us
It‘s 4 am, my alarm is set in 2 hours, I just came back from the gym (gotham city) and I‘m in the kitchen bulking me and listening to this (my mental health is broken).
Real
Never seen something so relatable
the dear bruce gave me chills
"Dont worry you'll find someone"
This hitting way to close to home
I hope we get a scene like this in the Batman 2 just imagine the beautiful imax shot of the dark blue skies and cold atmosphere
yeah just a quiet scene of him watching with some ambience would be something id love
@@aidanohara1291 yes it would be, hope they add a Soundgarden song if they're gonna keep the grunge aesthetic to Bruce Wayne
@@skxlter5747 what Soundgarden song would you use?
I love this audio thank you for posting it it’s like a void in me has been filled music is my only escape from my shitty reality
Don't say that, dude.Keep your head up and achieve your goals/ambitions. It will get better i promise
same here, u can do it
fuck, dude, I'm sure that the black stripe is always followed by a white one, the main thing is not to give up...
Dude stay strong ✊
Heal, sometimes you need to.
crazy how a relation ship can do this to so many people.
Real (I miss the old me)
me too
That beautiful gothic dark atmosphere... Love it
My new pc wall paper bro I love it
this makes me wanna watch batman again
Showing your emotions doesn't make you weak. Tearing up in front of your woman doesn't make you less of man.
Bottling your feelings and emotions in overtime will cause you to be a bad person. If she truly loves you and cares about you she'll hold you down the same way Rachel and Selina held Bruce down when he was falling apart.
Stay strong ❤
I told her that if she loves me ill do and tell her everything…… she didn’t even listen and straight said she doesn’t want me after 6 years of love while i went to college for six months
this song brings me so much peace, i love it.
What is the name of the original?
@@ghourange call me
@@Bingus_real ty ty
real
in april, me and my gf took a 'break', she told me it wasn't me and that she just needed some space mentally and i gave her that. (or i tried to at least) we tried our best to stay friends but every single day was just a constant pit in my stomach about how maybe i wasn't enough. and then she started talking to me about other guys and that was just it for me. i couldn't bare to keep being friends with her, it was just too painful. so i told her i was going to stop talking to her so i could get over her (which is what she wanted). it started off great, i was getting in a better place mentally, i started really working on myself as a person and feeling better about myself. however, this 'confidence streak' didn't last very long. we started talking again and fast forward to now, we're back together and as happy as ever. i love her so much. thank you to anyone who even bothered to read this, i appreciate it. things do get better. just have hope :)
For once there's a nice ending, very happy for you bro, I hope the best for you
careful bro. nobody steps in the same river twice, for its not the same river and he is not the same man.
She was bouncing on another mans dick bro
lost a chance to effortlessly flow with a soul mate last year. have hardly slept for the passed year. these comments giving me some strength, much love to all
Same here brother. Look toward the sun and trust in God’s plan. You’ll be alright, trust.
I come here often because I needed this message from her
noone will ever understand me, im truly alone in this world..
You started losing emotions at a young age you started distancing yourself from everyone you were afraid you would hurt them, you thought you found the girl/guy for them to only kill your last bit of humanity and now your too afraid to try again your scared you'll just get hurt again, or worse.
Did I get it right?
@@travisboyd1645almost right except for I never thought I would hurt them more like I was far different from them to the point I wasn’t noticed so continued to be alone
Dear Bruce, I need to be honest and clear. I am going to marry Harvry Dent. I love him and I am going to spend the rest of my life with him. When I told you that if Gotham no longer needed batman we could be together, I meant it. But now i am sure the day wont come when you no longer need batman. I hope it does, and if it does I will be there but as your friend. I am sorry I let you down. If you lose your faith in me, please don't lose your faith in people. Love now and always
- Rachel.
I’ve been battling stage IV Hodgkin Lymphoma since 2019 , I’ve done a lot throughout the years to make it this far . & yet despite the countless times I’ve nearly given up to simply accept my fate-I always find a reason to take another step .
No matter how painful .
I share this not to garner your sympathy or pity , I don’t want or need it. please save it for those unwilling to help themselves .
Through it all
I stand tall .
The strong endures 🤝
Stay in there brother
Warrior!
stay strong
“I stay in the darkness, you’ll find no answers in the light”.. real
You’ll never understand till you receive that message for the first time from the girl that told you she’d marry you.
starting an online degree while working retail, going to try and hit the gym too. hanging with friends hasnt been the same. i guess its my batman arc
how you doing now?
Currently in a wheelchair after a motorcycle accident I can’t walk and my parents have to wipe me and have to help me do task this song fits perfectly how I feel with everything going on
My brother I'm really sorry for you. Even if what happened is terrible and hard to accept, you will come out stronger. Your body may be hit, but your mind isn't. Something really similar happened to me after I had a parachute accident, so I understand your feelings.
Start reading into Stoicism, I'm sure it will help you as much as it helped me.
praying for you
Prayers brother you have the spirit of a lion 🤞🏾
I'm sorry to hear that. I will be praying for you, stay strong ❤
It's amazing how people we love leave our lives and show up with someone else. it's really boring to go through loneliness and drown in the abyss you yourself planned. the only thing that remains is sadness and loneliness, nothing more.
Never thought I could relate to a superhero
We all know what we need to do in our own respective lives - it's time to do it.
I’m almost out of time.
What must you do? I must get this book done.@@BootinMySnake
It's over. Thanks for everything guys.
No
Bro please are you with me ??
Hope ur ok and alive man
I listen to this while I work out... it gives me strength
how does it give you strength. what’s your story
Indeed
@@dkgj4223 KI and Butta
@@dkgj4223 strength to never go back to the sad times, its like its telling you "remember what it felt like? never again."
@@WorldKeepsSpinnin this is so real
This sound is literally so real. every time i listen to this shit it makes me cry at the beginning because i can relate to this shit. It reminds me of my school, how my other friend is dating my crush and im over here js sitting lonely waiting for some1 to just hug me atp but hey, it will never happen.
real real
How can you relate to a melody? 🥴🥴
@@DK22200 its not the melody its the gigi mansin part
type shi
I kind of want to go and travel the world for nine years to learn every fighting style
I’ll come with you.
The devil doesn’t come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns, it comes as everything you’ve ever desired. She was my 7th grade teacher. She taught science and I was her student, that was all I had conceptualized of her. Though she had always portrayed as a normal teacher she always took a further interest in me as she said she had seen potential in me and faults within my character that were holding me back from progressing. It has taken me years to understand that I made up an abstraction or idea of her and that simply doesn’t exist. She inched further and further into the bounds of my consciousness, ataken to a depth of lies and manipulation that has only left me in a depth within my mind I don’t know I’ll ever return from. I never knew at that age that someone could have the capacity to do that another person as naive as that sounds. It all started from a simple exchange of social handles, escalating into the destructive process of mistress and lover. I had something forever as well, a woman who I was talking to and we were starting to get close, so fucking close. It was always supposed to be her but if only I hadn’t lost my mind. If only this teacher hadn’t stripped my innocence and sanity. I pray and hope I find some will, some reason to try to live again because it seems though even my life is in a state of prosperity nothing suffices to fulfill the inadequacy I feel as a man. It seems as if I have been in a realm of hell that has left me in the interval between two states of mind and existence such as birth and death. Those extremes of emotion when one is on the complete edge of exhaustion or feels one is approaching the borderline of insanity. At such moments of concentrated energy I have entered a neutral state in which I feel completely free, calm and detached. Now I find that if I’m not doing something which is either extremely difficult or extremely stressful, I’m in a perpetual state of my crippling past.
Holy shit, this is beautiful. Now I want to know your life story lol
Why is all of this so relatable? It’s good to know I’m not alone in this struggle, thank you
How did all of you have a middle school teacher do that to you
bro what
come 2 jesus bro, he can free you from everything
i’ve been struggling with depression recently and no matter what i do i always end up in the same hole i hate how i look. I hate everything about me but when i listen too this it makes me forget about and makes me feel calm please post more music like this.
❤ I hope you find some peace
Learn from the failures. You come back stronger. Even though the losses hurt.
This is your arch use your depprison as strength overcome
thats just it bro, its feeling that will never fully leave us but we must do something with our lives than letting that feeling consume the rest of us. In God we trust
type shi
This made me cry I feel weak
ur not bro
there is strength in recognizing ones own weakness, but the goal is not to stay weak forever.
Thank you man
You aren't. You are strong for noticing it.
Stay strong brother, stay.
Had this on loop while working out. Masterpiece.
ur littly a giga chad sigma alpha zyyz
do this everyday!
I miss her so damn much. I would do anything just to be in her arms again
me too bruda💔
you got a chance to be held on her arms? must be nicel
Move on bro, she ain't thinking abt u
She aint thinking about you my friend forget her
Yea u boys are right we just need to move on
I’m convinced this song is why everyone is saying their Batman , the way this song makes you feel is honestly unexplainable
I’m Guts
@@DK22200 And I'm Griffith.
@@axelotl8414you fuckin menace.
@@axelotl8414i’m casca
This was exactly what I was looking for, thanks man!
np man
April 22 i regret a lot of decisions my grandma passed three years ago and I don’t know what to do she is gone and she was the only person who comforted me and loved me with all her heart it doesn’t feel the same without her I miss her a lot I cried yesterday in my room alone playing this sound this made me remember her in my head I heard her voice in my head she said lamar get up now there’s no times for tears you must push she said I must get stronger I cannot be crying and just sit there I must get up and work I promised her I will make it up there I promise I will make her proud and my whole family I must push past my limits to win I cannot lose if I quit all of this will be for nothing I must aim for the top to win dear grandma I hope I get to meet all of you grandma I will put a smile on your face grandma I won’t lose I PROMISE GRANDMA love you grandma form Lamar.
Rip grandma.
The same thing is happening to me....
@@Farfrompeak push my friend
Gotham needs me frfr
The best batman movie.
Pain and suffering builds character brothers and sisters you have to stay strong
City needs me fr🦇
The loneliness came back worse than I remember
I don’t get it I’m the one doing the right thing so why do I feel this deep empty void inside me
Makes me wanna go outside at 3am and watch the lonely streets alone finally finding peace and thinking about my whole life and how i get to the present
People fear the dark for one reason: the unknown. The secret to overcome this fear is to be the unknown.
it’s back, and I don’t want to feel like this again
Hearing this hurts bc it sounds so familiar. Makes my body weak fr❤
Reminds me of Resident Evil safe rooms. Haunting serenity, Dying solace.
Real. ( literally me at 3am )
I keep seeing comments about how this song helped them in some way , but am I the only one that feels like they r going deeper into that “void” listening to this?
me too bro, me too...
Exactly
one of the best monologues in movie history for me, love this scene since the first time i saw this masterpiece
I’m laying in bed it’s 2am and I’m such a mess perfect song for this low moment
love this man, the anxious melody of the piano with the beginning of resonance looping makes for the perfect brooding feeling which i unfortunately feel everyday.
Don't wanna be that guy but its not the beginning of resonance or even a sample from resonance they're both different, this is its own original song. Different synths. Its almost close to resonance though
@@MassHysteriaHD idk what guy ur talking ab but thank for u the feedback I didn’t know
I’m on the deepest darkest Batman arc right now.
Playing this sound helps me sleep. I suffer from insomnia and take sleeping pills, but thanks. This sound helps me to rest.
never gets better.
i hope one day i will understand the meaning of true love.
i understand.
@@Sceptaa congrats homie
I fell for a girl in a 5 year relationship, she fell for me too. While her boyfriend was away at college we met and quickly became friends. After just 3 days it was evident we both had feelings for each other. I’ve never fallen for anyone this fast and she has never been with anyone except for her boyfriend. We explored those feelings and gained a strong connection. But the guilt was too much for her. She still loved her boyfriend. Told me she wanted to marry him and have his kids. So i told her to tell her boyfriend that we have been seeing each other and if he takes her back I’ll leave. And that’s exactly what happened. I wished her the best of luck and never saw her again… everything about her was perfect. Her smile, her eyes, her walk. But I had to let her go
I feel terrible for her boyfriend. They had 5 years spent together and it took her 3 days to move on. To give herself to someone she didn’t even know. I feel sorry for you, for not having guilt in your actions. For allowing yourself to do something like that. You are flawed morally, if you believe that’s an acceptable opportunity.
"To love is to let go"
Well done champ, You did the right thing
(there are other fish in the sea you'll find other woman)
lmao the both of you suck
sorry bro
Yeah Batman may not have any crazy super powers but the whole series just hit hard in the emotions
Man will things ever get better,always felt like an outsider (84) no connections with people other than the ones in my group therapy 😑
I'm becoming very weak and hollow, eventually nothing will no longer be there, eventually.
Bruh
@@raesthetix 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Popped up on my feed randomly. Thanks.
reminds me of that one girl who left me stuck in the dark..
The realization that 2025 is closer than 2020..
youtube community hits hard but yall are so real be strong guys im in it too (;
im alone since 2019
I cant even cry anymore........
Bro... I can feel the beat pass Through my head
After seeing the Batman last year I started going back into my gothic roots, I was into emo culture back in middle and high school but grew out of it. As they said it's a "phase" but no turns out it was always just Me being me, I learned how to ride a motorcycle and fell for a gothic girlfriend and I've never been happier... Alice n chains and nirvana for the win.
I feel the loneliness batman has I feel his pain i feel empty, and yet i continue to go on, an empty shell emotionally gone no longer feeling... (I love this music because I can relate to it so much thank you 🖤
we made plans to get married this summer. we met six years ago when we were 12 we dated on and off until 2018 when i got bad on drugs. i beat it in 2020 and have been sober since i talked to her on the phone every night and it seemed like she started to fall for me again. we started dating even tho i told her it was too soon but i was excited to get a chance with this girl i put above everything else. we dated for a month then suddenly she starts to act distant. slowly not caring anymore finally we broke up but i was told she wanted to fix things. (i had a whole future planed out) i was gonna join the army so she wouldn’t have to work. i wanted to have a kid and she was “down”. well a couple days ago i found out i was blocked on instagram and she got back with her ex bf who put his hands on her. 6 years of my life thinking “when i get better shes gonna be mine and ill be able to love her the way i’ve always wanted too.” felt like it was my fault for not being clean and mature back then so she would have never met that dude. but its all up to her at the end of the day. i wished her the best and i’m doing me. just gotta adjust to life
Hey man you pushed yourself to get better not her, your a beautiful person who was able to admit his flaws better himself
Not many people can do such a thing
Some things just don't work out. Your strong for not using it as a excuse. Maybe your here to do more and she was just a motivation to make you stronger. Stay sober man. To many deaths for no reasons.
February this year definitely my first heartbreak it fucking sucks bro this sound hurts more as she’s dating one of my old best friends I say old because he made her cheat on me with him, no relationship feels like it can be the same honestly… still have our old pictures on my phone and shit hurts it like all the good times me and her had were all just nothing to her. She knew how much I cared for her and I still do now but I’m broken enough from it where u can’t fix me… I don’t trust no one no more man
Update I’m doing better now I found a new woman who’s changing me for the better
Everydays im struggle with a lot of things in my life like my dad who is really sad i know him, and i can’t even Help him dk what to do, my girlgriend i literally blind to not see that i wanna end it all even if i said to her that i cant thug it out no more, but i need to keep going everyone should do this. Yall stay strong
It feels like I’m in my bed with the window open on a cold night and I can just close my eyes and melt into my memories………..
domingo a noite tem essa vibe mesmo
I know the "gotham" needs me but the "villains" are more powerfull than me (gotham is my mom and the villains are my head's voices)
“I’m gonna dream about it til the day you forget it”.
One can only understand true peace through pain.
Stay strong lads.
this city needs me
The happniess i always push out to other people but the hatred i hold for my self are to real but the acceptniess of who i a today and who i was before as a man
This gives me chills
at the age of 12, i started working out after a breakup, everyone i know even my friends started making fun of me and telling me bad things and telling me to give up, i went through depression 2 times. after months and years i started feeling better and my body was better than before. Everyone started respecting me... sometimes life, people dont want you to win. they want you to give up. make you fall. just keep working and let the result speak. people just wanna see the result...
I'm not afraid of being alone. Loneliness has become my best friend. I'm not afraid to be alone. I want to live my long life alone. strength and patience to all strong men!
“Treat me like an option I’ll leave you like a choice”
The ending to American Psycho would go so well with this.
real, maybe too real...
Okay here's something I have never told anyone and was not planning to say out loud but idk man it's killing me! So ...I really have 0 female interaction I don't talk to them they don't talk to me that's it! But somehow..call it a accident maybe...I met this girl...she was like 10/10 like literally out of my league and idk how but we got closer and relationship started! She made feel the way like I never thought is possible! Like in movies and all bs! She felt like female version of me I was just so happy but she kinda started being cold I asked but she won't tell and one day she said let's end this relationship and I said okay and that's all! Well it made me start this journey of self improvement and I'm doing pretty well but man sometimes... sometimes I wonder how can someone who promised and even did so many things for you can just leave you like it was nothing...we were nothing...is that even humanly possible? We spent all this time making immense amount of memories just to forget them? When Rachel tells batman that if Gotham no longer needed batman we could be together! I think I can relate to this like the dreams I'm building is my Gotham idk if it makes sense or not but it's almost 2am and that's what I think! But sometimes I think even i I make it ..even if I save my Gotham I achieve my dreams ....she won't be there to see it.... would it matter in the end? Without her? Anything matters?
Uncle Alfred really does his job by burning that letter to protect Bruce emotion , as the city depend on Batman for that moment.
It’s like she left me but I feel stronger more full of rage but calm. It’s a good thing cause gym is going crazy.