Last year in July, my old friend group dropped me directly after I graduated, no one talked to me, my dad had just died and I was in a dark place, but I pushed forward, the path was blind, but I kept going, gradually I got better, I started working out again, I started working, I learned how to drive, and I learned how to never forget and never ever forgive. This is just a life story, I felt like Bruce Wayne at the moment my dad died, I was alone but with loneliness, comes solitude and peace, Be strong y'all.
I’m sorry to hear that, my condolences. But every truly exceptional strong person is kind, even Batman. There’s this quote from “vinland saga” it goes like this, “I want to be a Kinder, Gentler person, I want to be.. A strong person.” I understand people have wronged you in your past, i understand you had none when you truly needed someone, and I understand how you stood up in the face of adversity. But I don’t know how it felt to lose your father, gratefully he is still with me and I’m thankful for that. But please learn to forgive maybe no forget but to not hold grudges or hate. “You have no enemies, none at all”
Been there, I didn't forgive or rather I still don't. But one thing i learned is, accept the people and don't tolerate their bullshit. Understanding someone's issues and/or tolerating them to be shit is not the same. People just wanna be heard and that is usually enough. Go your path but listen to the storytellers and you might learn something from them.
Makes me wanna climb a tall building and look over the city, all the lights at night moving and blinking, the noise of wind and rain. I love music so much
@@audios2006 me an my ex fiance used to love DC before blm turned her family problack an then eventually her... I watched as my best friend began to fear an hate me an my people for everything we had ever done.. I was still at the age of enjoying batman an it hit me out of the blue. I guess I believed in her so much I even hyped her up by the time I had seen the danger it was to late. Maybe if I had just been less ignorant. I think about Eli alot while I go from girl to go all seemingly the wrong match for me. My heart seems forever broken. It's mid tbh lol. So I started doing casual sex at work a shit but like that's just making me idk cold. Feel less. Ig I'm losing myself my therapist don't even know what to do. Lmao 😂 welp that's why I click js an venting cause I love to vent.
I've just started working out last week after not going to the gym for ages. I said fuck the anxiety around people, I'll just push and I'll be fine. Started going to bed early, and waking up early. Cut sugars and snacks out of my life. Only water , black coffee, and 3 healthy meals a day, no fast food. My life for the most part has been a hole I've constantly been making my way out of. I finally feel like I'm going to escape it.
Id incorporate snacks whether it be protein bars protein shakes or even fruit there’s some protein cookies or chips there’s sm for you to eat. Also are you bulking or cutting rn
@@ethanhensley9355 Well, I am fairly lean. I'm trying to gain right now honestly, I barely have any fat, but I have a little bit of muscle. So Ive been eating high protein meals, pasta, and vegetables to balance out. Hitting gym everyday, and doing sustained runs ( I'm in the military so running is important).
She got with someone else with more to offer. I’m rebuilding myself better than ever, not sure where my path will lead to but I know it will be a better one than the one I’m on rn
It‘s 4 am, my alarm is set in 2 hours, I just came back from the gym (gotham city) and I‘m in the kitchen bulking me and listening to this (my mental health is broken).
in april, me and my gf took a 'break', she told me it wasn't me and that she just needed some space mentally and i gave her that. (or i tried to at least) we tried our best to stay friends but every single day was just a constant pit in my stomach about how maybe i wasn't enough. and then she started talking to me about other guys and that was just it for me. i couldn't bare to keep being friends with her, it was just too painful. so i told her i was going to stop talking to her so i could get over her (which is what she wanted). it started off great, i was getting in a better place mentally, i started really working on myself as a person and feeling better about myself. however, this 'confidence streak' didn't last very long. we started talking again and fast forward to now, we're back together and as happy as ever. i love her so much. thank you to anyone who even bothered to read this, i appreciate it. things do get better. just have hope :)
i got raped by someone i knew very close to me. i was 15 and thought we were just hanging out, turns out that wssnt the plan. im now 17 and still growing and learning, and when this all happened this was the one video i used to listen to 24/7. youre all so strong.
No, you don't. I've been there a few times myself and I know how painful and depressing it can be. But you don't need her to enjoy your life and have a positive impact on those around you. Anyone who can't see your value can go bite the curb.
Batman is my favorite super hero. Its easy to save people if you are stronger than everyone. But Batman is just a human, like me and everyone else. If you watch spiderman it seems really far away and nothing you can relate to. But everyone can be Batman. Everyone can help and save people in difficult situations and even if you fail. Even if you want to protect someone and you fail to do so you are still a hero.
It's amazing how people we love leave our lives and show up with someone else. it's really boring to go through loneliness and drown in the abyss you yourself planned. the only thing that remains is sadness and loneliness, nothing more.
This sound is literally so real. every time i listen to this shit it makes me cry at the beginning because i can relate to this shit. It reminds me of my school, how my other friend is dating my crush and im over here js sitting lonely waiting for some1 to just hug me atp but hey, it will never happen.
love this man, the anxious melody of the piano with the beginning of resonance looping makes for the perfect brooding feeling which i unfortunately feel everyday.
Don't wanna be that guy but its not the beginning of resonance or even a sample from resonance they're both different, this is its own original song. Different synths. Its almost close to resonance though
Makes me wanna go outside at 3am and watch the lonely streets alone finally finding peace and thinking about my whole life and how i get to the present
Dear Bruce, I need to be honest and clear. I'm going to marry Harvey Dent. I love him, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. When I told you that if Gotham no longer needed Batman we could be together, I meant it. But now I'm sure the day won't come when you no longer need Batman. I hope it does and if it does I will be there, but as your friend. I'm sorry to let you down. If you lose your faith in me, please keep your faith in people. Love, now and always, Rachel.
It’s my birthday today, the first one without her, I was manipulated, lied to. she’s with the guy she told me Not to worry about. It’s been 4 months since that all happened, I still return to these audios to remind myself of the pain she once gave me, she can’t hurt me anymore. I’ve healed mostly, I’ve found kinder, nicer people, it gets better yall I promise
April 22 i regret a lot of decisions my grandma passed three years ago and I don’t know what to do she is gone and she was the only person who comforted me and loved me with all her heart it doesn’t feel the same without her I miss her a lot I cried yesterday in my room alone playing this sound this made me remember her in my head I heard her voice in my head she said lamar get up now there’s no times for tears you must push she said I must get stronger I cannot be crying and just sit there I must get up and work I promised her I will make it up there I promise I will make her proud and my whole family I must push past my limits to win I cannot lose if I quit all of this will be for nothing I must aim for the top to win dear grandma I hope I get to meet all of you grandma I will put a smile on your face grandma I won’t lose I PROMISE GRANDMA love you grandma form Lamar.
I keep seeing comments about how this song helped them in some way , but am I the only one that feels like they r going deeper into that “void” listening to this?
I feel the loneliness batman has I feel his pain i feel empty, and yet i continue to go on, an empty shell emotionally gone no longer feeling... (I love this music because I can relate to it so much thank you 🖤
I fell for a girl in a 5 year relationship, she fell for me too. While her boyfriend was away at college we met and quickly became friends. After just 3 days it was evident we both had feelings for each other. I’ve never fallen for anyone this fast and she has never been with anyone except for her boyfriend. We explored those feelings and gained a strong connection. But the guilt was too much for her. She still loved her boyfriend. Told me she wanted to marry him and have his kids. So i told her to tell her boyfriend that we have been seeing each other and if he takes her back I’ll leave. And that’s exactly what happened. I wished her the best of luck and never saw her again… everything about her was perfect. Her smile, her eyes, her walk. But I had to let her go
I feel terrible for her boyfriend. They had 5 years spent together and it took her 3 days to move on. To give herself to someone she didn’t even know. I feel sorry for you, for not having guilt in your actions. For allowing yourself to do something like that. You are flawed morally, if you believe that’s an acceptable opportunity.
Currently in a wheelchair after a motorcycle accident I can’t walk and my parents have to wipe me and have to help me do task this song fits perfectly how I feel with everything going on
My brother I'm really sorry for you. Even if what happened is terrible and hard to accept, you will come out stronger. Your body may be hit, but your mind isn't. Something really similar happened to me after I had a parachute accident, so I understand your feelings. Start reading into Stoicism, I'm sure it will help you as much as it helped me.
Okay here's something I have never told anyone and was not planning to say out loud but idk man it's killing me! So ...I really have 0 female interaction I don't talk to them they don't talk to me that's it! But somehow..call it a accident maybe...I met this girl...she was like 10/10 like literally out of my league and idk how but we got closer and relationship started! She made feel the way like I never thought is possible! Like in movies and all bs! She felt like female version of me I was just so happy but she kinda started being cold I asked but she won't tell and one day she said let's end this relationship and I said okay and that's all! Well it made me start this journey of self improvement and I'm doing pretty well but man sometimes... sometimes I wonder how can someone who promised and even did so many things for you can just leave you like it was nothing...we were nothing...is that even humanly possible? We spent all this time making immense amount of memories just to forget them? When Rachel tells batman that if Gotham no longer needed batman we could be together! I think I can relate to this like the dreams I'm building is my Gotham idk if it makes sense or not but it's almost 2am and that's what I think! But sometimes I think even i I make it ..even if I save my Gotham I achieve my dreams ....she won't be there to see it.... would it matter in the end? Without her? Anything matters?
The devil doesn’t come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns, it comes as everything you’ve ever desired. She was my 7th grade teacher. She taught science and I was her student, that was all I had conceptualized of her. Though she had always portrayed as a normal teacher she always took a further interest in me as she said she had seen potential in me and faults within my character that were holding me back from progressing. It has taken me years to understand that I made up an abstraction or idea of her and that simply doesn’t exist. She inched further and further into the bounds of my consciousness, ataken to a depth of lies and manipulation that has only left me in a depth within my mind I don’t know I’ll ever return from. I never knew at that age that someone could have the capacity to do that another person as naive as that sounds. It all started from a simple exchange of social handles, escalating into the destructive process of mistress and lover. I had something forever as well, a woman who I was talking to and we were starting to get close, so fucking close. It was always supposed to be her but if only I hadn’t lost my mind. If only this teacher hadn’t stripped my innocence and sanity. I pray and hope I find some will, some reason to try to live again because it seems though even my life is in a state of prosperity nothing suffices to fulfill the inadequacy I feel as a man. It seems as if I have been in a realm of hell that has left me in the interval between two states of mind and existence such as birth and death. Those extremes of emotion when one is on the complete edge of exhaustion or feels one is approaching the borderline of insanity. At such moments of concentrated energy I have entered a neutral state in which I feel completely free, calm and detached. Now I find that if I’m not doing something which is either extremely difficult or extremely stressful, I’m in a perpetual state of my crippling past.
After seeing the Batman last year I started going back into my gothic roots, I was into emo culture back in middle and high school but grew out of it. As they said it's a "phase" but no turns out it was always just Me being me, I learned how to ride a motorcycle and fell for a gothic girlfriend and I've never been happier... Alice n chains and nirvana for the win.
we made plans to get married this summer. we met six years ago when we were 12 we dated on and off until 2018 when i got bad on drugs. i beat it in 2020 and have been sober since i talked to her on the phone every night and it seemed like she started to fall for me again. we started dating even tho i told her it was too soon but i was excited to get a chance with this girl i put above everything else. we dated for a month then suddenly she starts to act distant. slowly not caring anymore finally we broke up but i was told she wanted to fix things. (i had a whole future planed out) i was gonna join the army so she wouldn’t have to work. i wanted to have a kid and she was “down”. well a couple days ago i found out i was blocked on instagram and she got back with her ex bf who put his hands on her. 6 years of my life thinking “when i get better shes gonna be mine and ill be able to love her the way i’ve always wanted too.” felt like it was my fault for not being clean and mature back then so she would have never met that dude. but its all up to her at the end of the day. i wished her the best and i’m doing me. just gotta adjust to life
Hey man you pushed yourself to get better not her, your a beautiful person who was able to admit his flaws better himself Not many people can do such a thing
Some things just don't work out. Your strong for not using it as a excuse. Maybe your here to do more and she was just a motivation to make you stronger. Stay sober man. To many deaths for no reasons.
If Alfred had given Bruce the letter he would’ve for sure not cared about his body or dying. A beat down and injured Batman would’ve just kept going instead of going into isolation like he did. I understand the streets were cleaned up but he would’ve still went out on the prowl looking for criminals, letting Batman consume him. Alfred saved Bruce and saved Gotham by keeping Bruce alive and well enough to protect it. Underrated plot line in the trilogy
I use to walk to downtown listening to sad audios like this not listening to no rap because i want to remind myself the hood is not somewhere i wanna stay or to live in forever, last year right after i heard this song but then my airpods died ,i was walking around downtown with no music, suddenly as im walking past donegeal i see a crack head oding white and brown shit comes out his mouth he collapses on the floor and i js look at him there as people are trying to save the dudes life i just walk away and go home . Remind yourself the hood is a game until you see the obstacles. No matter where you live ghetto or not you just have to keep grinding bro your going to see shit thats life bro but remember thats distractions. Put a smile on the person who gave you a fucking plate to eat your whole life
I did so much to prove to her that i loved her i even put her before myself and i stopped doing hanging with certain people for her i always stood up for her and i always talked about her to my friends i would text her all the time and sit with her every chance i got and randomly i seen her always with this boy that she had feelings for before me and her started dating they would always walk together in the halls and they would always laugh together and she started getting mad at me for little things until one day she just started ignoring me and she broke up with me but I didn’t know why until someone told me that her and the other boy were in love and i didn’t know how to feel or what to do with myself i would convince myself that i didn’t care but every night it would just hit me and it would hit hard i always see them together now and i really cant do anything because i just want her to be happy. Im only 13 and im scared to love again edit: its been 4 months since that i started working out hanging out with friends and focusing on myself a lot more and im starting to feel more like myself again
I'm not afraid of being alone. Loneliness has become my best friend. I'm not afraid to be alone. I want to live my long life alone. strength and patience to all strong men!
I don’t know why she won’t reply, she says she likes me a lot. I think it’s her friends that tell her not to be needy. Regardless I love her so much and it hurts so much that I can’t tell her how I feel
when i hear this it just reminds me of all my life trauma and what i been through and how far ive gotten with out trying to commit suicide even though i had thoughts i would never do it cause just imagine coming home from work seeing your child dead in a pool of blood its horrifying and thats the reason why i never came to do it because it will put a strain on my family and i dont wan t them to worry thats why i dont tell them how im feeling but i cant keep these feelings bottled up . i just need help i did all that i can im thinking about doing it i mean no one will see this so i might as well right
It's impressive that in a short period of time your life can start to sound like this.
The ups and downs truly to be remembered.
Most of us live on a thin thread
When I started to rlz what life is shit like these songs got to me
Real bro
Agree
Last year in July, my old friend group dropped me directly after I graduated, no one talked to me, my dad had just died and I was in a dark place, but I pushed forward, the path was blind, but I kept going, gradually I got better, I started working out again, I started working, I learned how to drive, and I learned how to never forget and never ever forgive. This is just a life story, I felt like Bruce Wayne at the moment my dad died, I was alone but with loneliness, comes solitude and peace,
Be strong y'all.
I’m sorry to hear that, my condolences. But every truly exceptional strong person is kind, even Batman. There’s this quote from “vinland saga” it goes like this, “I want to be a Kinder, Gentler person, I want to be.. A strong person.” I understand people have wronged you in your past, i understand you had none when you truly needed someone, and I understand how you stood up in the face of adversity. But I don’t know how it felt to lose your father, gratefully he is still with me and I’m thankful for that. But please learn to forgive maybe no forget but to not hold grudges or hate. “You have no enemies, none at all”
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@@goodtheman I have no enemies. I understand you completely, thank you for this.
you always have to forgive
Been there, I didn't forgive or rather I still don't. But one thing i learned is, accept the people and don't tolerate their bullshit. Understanding someone's issues and/or tolerating them to be shit is not the same. People just wanna be heard and that is usually enough. Go your path but listen to the storytellers and you might learn something from them.
Makes me wanna climb a tall building and look over the city, all the lights at night moving and blinking, the noise of wind and rain. I love music so much
This makes me wanna just fall off a building
and jump off
Nothing but you, your inner thoughts, the cold somber wind and the darkness...
I found my people
Love you guys
This sounds literally perfect
appreciate it🖤
so good
Fr
What would be perfect you just hanged yourself
@@audios2006 me an my ex fiance used to love DC before blm turned her family problack an then eventually her... I watched as my best friend began to fear an hate me an my people for everything we had ever done.. I was still at the age of enjoying batman an it hit me out of the blue. I guess I believed in her so much I even hyped her up by the time I had seen the danger it was to late. Maybe if I had just been less ignorant. I think about Eli alot while I go from girl to go all seemingly the wrong match for me. My heart seems forever broken. It's mid tbh lol. So I started doing casual sex at work a shit but like that's just making me idk cold. Feel less. Ig I'm losing myself my therapist don't even know what to do. Lmao 😂 welp that's why I click js an venting cause I love to vent.
This makes me wanna ghost in the batcave for 3 years
He did it in 8
Facts
We trust in Batman
Real
Jesus is coming back soon
Why is this so good? It’s like she left me but I feel even stronger now… this is crazy. Aye y’all you got this.
No you got this bro so proud of you 🤝🏼
@@DiscClout yeah it made me better forreal so much better to come
she left me too and she replaced me few days later, you feel stronger bc u are stronger. u got this man
She ghosted me with a note I couldn't even reply to. I hope I got this because rn I feel like I'll never forget her or even move on
@@dummiz9291you will overcome. You will be better then ever before. Continue to better yourself no matter how hard it gets.
Life ain't bad, it's just hard sometimes. I'm forever thankful that there's people that not only relate but also support each other here.
durr durr
You just havent experienced it. Life is miserable and total suffering.
Maybe u just have someone to turn to sometimes….
@@hamajan5886 boohoo no one cares cs ur a man get some bread n stop feeling sorry for urself
@@mrjuicegamer it is not total suffering
I need more stuff like this. Not the typical lofi cut with a sad line from a sitcom. A dark etherial beat mixed with hard hitting quotes.
core bro gotta love it
@@SLAYBEAMthis type of music is called core?
@@swayy2306did you do any diggin?
Up my nose @@forthesubs5357
it reflects my soul... hehehe😏
I've just started working out last week after not going to the gym for ages. I said fuck the anxiety around people, I'll just push and I'll be fine. Started going to bed early, and waking up early. Cut sugars and snacks out of my life. Only water , black coffee, and 3 healthy meals a day, no fast food. My life for the most part has been a hole I've constantly been making my way out of. I finally feel like I'm going to escape it.
u got this man. keep your head up!
Id incorporate snacks whether it be protein bars protein shakes or even fruit there’s some protein cookies or chips there’s sm for you to eat. Also are you bulking or cutting rn
@@ethanhensley9355 Well, I am fairly lean. I'm trying to gain right now honestly, I barely have any fat, but I have a little bit of muscle. So Ive been eating high protein meals, pasta, and vegetables to balance out. Hitting gym everyday, and doing sustained runs ( I'm in the military so running is important).
amen to that brother 🙏🏾💯
U got this, keep grinding!💪 U can make or break ur life, just remember, the choice comes up to u!
this city fucking needs me
I love this audio thank you for posting it it’s like a void in me has been filled music is my only escape from my shitty reality
Don't say that, dude.Keep your head up and achieve your goals/ambitions. It will get better i promise
same here, u can do it
fuck, dude, I'm sure that the black stripe is always followed by a white one, the main thing is not to give up...
Dude stay strong ✊
Heal, sometimes you need to.
She got with someone else with more to offer. I’m rebuilding myself better than ever, not sure where my path will lead to but I know it will be a better one than the one I’m on rn
real.
This music goes perfect for standing outside looking into the rain
it goes perfect with you deleting this cringe comment lil bro 🙏😭
@@evan-xr4ye report my comment
@@evan-xr4ye Stop being so edgy and actually let someone comment what they want
It‘s 4 am, my alarm is set in 2 hours, I just came back from the gym (gotham city) and I‘m in the kitchen bulking me and listening to this (my mental health is broken).
Real
Never seen something so relatable
How are you brother
in april, me and my gf took a 'break', she told me it wasn't me and that she just needed some space mentally and i gave her that. (or i tried to at least) we tried our best to stay friends but every single day was just a constant pit in my stomach about how maybe i wasn't enough. and then she started talking to me about other guys and that was just it for me. i couldn't bare to keep being friends with her, it was just too painful. so i told her i was going to stop talking to her so i could get over her (which is what she wanted). it started off great, i was getting in a better place mentally, i started really working on myself as a person and feeling better about myself. however, this 'confidence streak' didn't last very long. we started talking again and fast forward to now, we're back together and as happy as ever. i love her so much. thank you to anyone who even bothered to read this, i appreciate it. things do get better. just have hope :)
For once there's a nice ending, very happy for you bro, I hope the best for you
careful bro. nobody steps in the same river twice, for its not the same river and he is not the same man.
She was bouncing on another mans dick bro
Dump her, have respect for yourself.
That beautiful gothic dark atmosphere... Love it
My new pc wall paper bro I love it
i got raped by someone i knew very close to me. i was 15 and thought we were just hanging out, turns out that wssnt the plan. im now 17 and still growing and learning, and when this all happened this was the one video i used to listen to 24/7. youre all so strong.
I'm sorry this happened to you. My thoughts and prayers goes out to u, may you find peace within yourself❤❤😊
You got this, never look back, keep going
@@badrime6780cuz im always behind 🙏 😈
I'm sorry you had to go through this, I pray you continue to grow and heal from it
That's scary.
Hope you okay
I come here often because I needed this message from her
No, you don't. I've been there a few times myself and I know how painful and depressing it can be. But you don't need her to enjoy your life and have a positive impact on those around you. Anyone who can't see your value can go bite the curb.
I hope we get a scene like this in the Batman 2 just imagine the beautiful imax shot of the dark blue skies and cold atmosphere
yeah just a quiet scene of him watching with some ambience would be something id love
@@aidanohara1291 yes it would be, hope they add a Soundgarden song if they're gonna keep the grunge aesthetic to Bruce Wayne
@@skxlter5747 what Soundgarden song would you use?
this song brings me so much peace, i love it.
What is the name of the original?
@@ghourange call me
@@Bingus_real ty ty
real
Batman is my favorite super hero. Its easy to save people if you are stronger than everyone. But Batman is just a human, like me and everyone else. If you watch spiderman it seems really far away and nothing you can relate to. But everyone can be Batman. Everyone can help and save people in difficult situations and even if you fail. Even if you want to protect someone and you fail to do so you are still a hero.
That was really beautiful. Thank you
Cant let gang know i fw this
real.
fr.
It's amazing how people we love leave our lives and show up with someone else. it's really boring to go through loneliness and drown in the abyss you yourself planned. the only thing that remains is sadness and loneliness, nothing more.
This sound is literally so real. every time i listen to this shit it makes me cry at the beginning because i can relate to this shit. It reminds me of my school, how my other friend is dating my crush and im over here js sitting lonely waiting for some1 to just hug me atp but hey, it will never happen.
real real
How can you relate to a melody? 🥴🥴
@@DK22200 its not the melody its the gigi mansin part
type shi
the dear bruce gave me chills
love this man, the anxious melody of the piano with the beginning of resonance looping makes for the perfect brooding feeling which i unfortunately feel everyday.
Don't wanna be that guy but its not the beginning of resonance or even a sample from resonance they're both different, this is its own original song. Different synths. Its almost close to resonance though
@@MassHysteriaHD idk what guy ur talking ab but thank for u the feedback I didn’t know
Makes me wanna go outside at 3am and watch the lonely streets alone finally finding peace and thinking about my whole life and how i get to the present
This was exactly what I was looking for, thanks man!
np man
Dear Bruce, I need to be honest and clear. I'm going to marry Harvey Dent. I love him, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. When I told you that if Gotham no longer needed Batman we could be together, I meant it. But now I'm sure the day won't come when you no longer need Batman. I hope it does and if it does I will be there, but as your friend. I'm sorry to let you down. If you lose your faith in me, please keep your faith in people.
Love, now and always,
Rachel.
Beautifully said bro
Like for me to always be here
@@steppin9057it’s from the dark knight film
Had this on loop while working out. Masterpiece.
ur littly a giga chad sigma alpha zyyz
do this everyday!
Playing this sound helps me sleep. I suffer from insomnia and take sleeping pills, but thanks. This sound helps me to rest.
It’s my birthday today, the first one without her, I was manipulated, lied to. she’s with the guy she told me Not to worry about.
It’s been 4 months since that all happened, I still return to these audios to remind myself of the pain she once gave me, she can’t hurt me anymore. I’ve healed mostly, I’ve found kinder, nicer people, it gets better yall I promise
hbd bloody stay strong🪖
You’ll never understand till you receive that message for the first time from the girl that told you she’d marry you.
City needs me fr🦇
April 22 i regret a lot of decisions my grandma passed three years ago and I don’t know what to do she is gone and she was the only person who comforted me and loved me with all her heart it doesn’t feel the same without her I miss her a lot I cried yesterday in my room alone playing this sound this made me remember her in my head I heard her voice in my head she said lamar get up now there’s no times for tears you must push she said I must get stronger I cannot be crying and just sit there I must get up and work I promised her I will make it up there I promise I will make her proud and my whole family I must push past my limits to win I cannot lose if I quit all of this will be for nothing I must aim for the top to win dear grandma I hope I get to meet all of you grandma I will put a smile on your face grandma I won’t lose I PROMISE GRANDMA love you grandma form Lamar.
Rip grandma.
The same thing is happening to me....
@@Farfrompeak push my friend
crazy how a relation ship can do this to so many people.
I listen to this while I work out... it gives me strength
how does it give you strength. what’s your story
Indeed
@@dkgj4223 KI and Butta
@@dkgj4223 strength to never go back to the sad times, its like its telling you "remember what it felt like? never again."
@@WorldKeepsSpinnin this is so real
Can’t let gang I fw this
I keep seeing comments about how this song helped them in some way , but am I the only one that feels like they r going deeper into that “void” listening to this?
me too bro, me too...
Exactly
I'm not even heart broken I just love the vibes
starting an online degree while working retail, going to try and hit the gym too. hanging with friends hasnt been the same. i guess its my batman arc
how you doing now?
@@kayla-yf7hh Guess we'll never know😥
Can't stop listening to this for months now. This keeps me at ease sometimes tho❤
“I stay in the darkness, you’ll find no answers in the light”.. real
We all know what we need to do in our own respective lives - it's time to do it.
I’m almost out of time.
What must you do? I must get this book done.@@BootinMySnake
I feel the loneliness batman has I feel his pain i feel empty, and yet i continue to go on, an empty shell emotionally gone no longer feeling... (I love this music because I can relate to it so much thank you 🖤
one of the best monologues in movie history for me, love this scene since the first time i saw this masterpiece
Yeah Batman may not have any crazy super powers but the whole series just hit hard in the emotions
I’m convinced this song is why everyone is saying their Batman , the way this song makes you feel is honestly unexplainable
I’m Guts
@@DK22200 And I'm Griffith.
@@Mineleiyou fuckin menace.
@@Mineleii’m casca
This is my therapy
This made me cry I feel weak
ur not bro
there is strength in recognizing ones own weakness, but the goal is not to stay weak forever.
Thank you man
You aren't. You are strong for noticing it.
Stay strong brother, stay.
Popped up on my feed randomly. Thanks.
Never thought I could relate to a superhero
never gets better.
"Dont worry you'll find someone"
This hitting way to close to home
but when
Gotham needs me frfr
Bro... I can feel the beat pass Through my head
Hearing this hurts bc it sounds so familiar. Makes my body weak fr❤
I fell for a girl in a 5 year relationship, she fell for me too. While her boyfriend was away at college we met and quickly became friends. After just 3 days it was evident we both had feelings for each other. I’ve never fallen for anyone this fast and she has never been with anyone except for her boyfriend. We explored those feelings and gained a strong connection. But the guilt was too much for her. She still loved her boyfriend. Told me she wanted to marry him and have his kids. So i told her to tell her boyfriend that we have been seeing each other and if he takes her back I’ll leave. And that’s exactly what happened. I wished her the best of luck and never saw her again… everything about her was perfect. Her smile, her eyes, her walk. But I had to let her go
I feel terrible for her boyfriend. They had 5 years spent together and it took her 3 days to move on. To give herself to someone she didn’t even know. I feel sorry for you, for not having guilt in your actions. For allowing yourself to do something like that. You are flawed morally, if you believe that’s an acceptable opportunity.
"To love is to let go"
Well done champ, You did the right thing
(there are other fish in the sea you'll find other woman)
lmao the both of you suck
sorry bro
Currently in a wheelchair after a motorcycle accident I can’t walk and my parents have to wipe me and have to help me do task this song fits perfectly how I feel with everything going on
My brother I'm really sorry for you. Even if what happened is terrible and hard to accept, you will come out stronger. Your body may be hit, but your mind isn't. Something really similar happened to me after I had a parachute accident, so I understand your feelings.
Start reading into Stoicism, I'm sure it will help you as much as it helped me.
praying for you
Prayers brother you have the spirit of a lion 🤞🏾
I'm sorry to hear that. I will be praying for you, stay strong ❤
Okay here's something I have never told anyone and was not planning to say out loud but idk man it's killing me! So ...I really have 0 female interaction I don't talk to them they don't talk to me that's it! But somehow..call it a accident maybe...I met this girl...she was like 10/10 like literally out of my league and idk how but we got closer and relationship started! She made feel the way like I never thought is possible! Like in movies and all bs! She felt like female version of me I was just so happy but she kinda started being cold I asked but she won't tell and one day she said let's end this relationship and I said okay and that's all! Well it made me start this journey of self improvement and I'm doing pretty well but man sometimes... sometimes I wonder how can someone who promised and even did so many things for you can just leave you like it was nothing...we were nothing...is that even humanly possible? We spent all this time making immense amount of memories just to forget them? When Rachel tells batman that if Gotham no longer needed batman we could be together! I think I can relate to this like the dreams I'm building is my Gotham idk if it makes sense or not but it's almost 2am and that's what I think! But sometimes I think even i I make it ..even if I save my Gotham I achieve my dreams ....she won't be there to see it.... would it matter in the end? Without her? Anything matters?
it’s back, and I don’t want to feel like this again
This is it boys, this is peak loneliness.
“I’m gonna dream about it til the day you forget it”.
One can only understand true peace through pain.
Stay strong lads.
I wish the sky looked like this
The devil doesn’t come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns, it comes as everything you’ve ever desired. She was my 7th grade teacher. She taught science and I was her student, that was all I had conceptualized of her. Though she had always portrayed as a normal teacher she always took a further interest in me as she said she had seen potential in me and faults within my character that were holding me back from progressing. It has taken me years to understand that I made up an abstraction or idea of her and that simply doesn’t exist. She inched further and further into the bounds of my consciousness, ataken to a depth of lies and manipulation that has only left me in a depth within my mind I don’t know I’ll ever return from. I never knew at that age that someone could have the capacity to do that another person as naive as that sounds. It all started from a simple exchange of social handles, escalating into the destructive process of mistress and lover. I had something forever as well, a woman who I was talking to and we were starting to get close, so fucking close. It was always supposed to be her but if only I hadn’t lost my mind. If only this teacher hadn’t stripped my innocence and sanity. I pray and hope I find some will, some reason to try to live again because it seems though even my life is in a state of prosperity nothing suffices to fulfill the inadequacy I feel as a man. It seems as if I have been in a realm of hell that has left me in the interval between two states of mind and existence such as birth and death. Those extremes of emotion when one is on the complete edge of exhaustion or feels one is approaching the borderline of insanity. At such moments of concentrated energy I have entered a neutral state in which I feel completely free, calm and detached. Now I find that if I’m not doing something which is either extremely difficult or extremely stressful, I’m in a perpetual state of my crippling past.
Holy shit, this is beautiful. Now I want to know your life story lol
Why is all of this so relatable? It’s good to know I’m not alone in this struggle, thank you
How did all of you have a middle school teacher do that to you
bro what
come 2 jesus bro, he can free you from everything
I have a long road ahead of me, now that I know she’s not coming back for good. It’s up to me to decide where I go from here. I refuse to sink
Pain and suffering builds character brothers and sisters you have to stay strong
This gives me chills
It feels like I’m in my bed with the window open on a cold night and I can just close my eyes and melt into my memories………..
Reminds me of Resident Evil safe rooms. Haunting serenity, Dying solace.
THUGIN IT OUT WTH THIS ONE🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
After seeing the Batman last year I started going back into my gothic roots, I was into emo culture back in middle and high school but grew out of it. As they said it's a "phase" but no turns out it was always just Me being me, I learned how to ride a motorcycle and fell for a gothic girlfriend and I've never been happier... Alice n chains and nirvana for the win.
Best 8 months of my life
I miss her so damn much. I would do anything just to be in her arms again
me too bruda💔
you got a chance to be held on her arms? must be nicel
Move on bro, she ain't thinking abt u
She aint thinking about you my friend forget her
Yea u boys are right we just need to move on
we are like Batman we hide behind shadows but we can always come out the shadows to express what we can do.
best version out there! btw do you know where the artwork is from?
idk, sorry
It’s from The Batman’s official art book
I cant even cry anymore........
we made plans to get married this summer. we met six years ago when we were 12 we dated on and off until 2018 when i got bad on drugs. i beat it in 2020 and have been sober since i talked to her on the phone every night and it seemed like she started to fall for me again. we started dating even tho i told her it was too soon but i was excited to get a chance with this girl i put above everything else. we dated for a month then suddenly she starts to act distant. slowly not caring anymore finally we broke up but i was told she wanted to fix things. (i had a whole future planed out) i was gonna join the army so she wouldn’t have to work. i wanted to have a kid and she was “down”. well a couple days ago i found out i was blocked on instagram and she got back with her ex bf who put his hands on her. 6 years of my life thinking “when i get better shes gonna be mine and ill be able to love her the way i’ve always wanted too.” felt like it was my fault for not being clean and mature back then so she would have never met that dude. but its all up to her at the end of the day. i wished her the best and i’m doing me. just gotta adjust to life
Hey man you pushed yourself to get better not her, your a beautiful person who was able to admit his flaws better himself
Not many people can do such a thing
Some things just don't work out. Your strong for not using it as a excuse. Maybe your here to do more and she was just a motivation to make you stronger. Stay sober man. To many deaths for no reasons.
How tf did you find my picture
THAT'S LITERALLY ME
@@Trafikconejajajaja
If Alfred had given Bruce the letter he would’ve for sure not cared about his body or dying. A beat down and injured Batman would’ve just kept going instead of going into isolation like he did. I understand the streets were cleaned up but he would’ve still went out on the prowl looking for criminals, letting Batman consume him. Alfred saved Bruce and saved Gotham by keeping Bruce alive and well enough to protect it. Underrated plot line in the trilogy
Real (I miss the old me)
me too
Beautiful music to decompose in peace.
I use to walk to downtown listening to sad audios like this not listening to no rap because i want to remind myself the hood is not somewhere i wanna stay or to live in forever, last year right after i heard this song but then my airpods died ,i was walking around downtown with no music, suddenly as im walking past donegeal i see a crack head oding white and brown shit comes out his mouth he collapses on the floor and i js look at him there as people are trying to save the dudes life i just walk away and go home . Remind yourself the hood is a game until you see the obstacles. No matter where you live ghetto or not you just have to keep grinding bro your going to see shit thats life bro but remember thats distractions. Put a smile on the person who gave you a fucking plate to eat your whole life
I did so much to prove to her that i loved her i even put her before myself and i stopped doing hanging with certain people for her i always stood up for her and i always talked about her to my friends i would text her all the time and sit with her every chance i got and randomly i seen her always with this boy that she had feelings for before me and her started dating they would always walk together in the halls and they would always laugh together and she started getting mad at me for little things until one day she just started ignoring me and she broke up with me but I didn’t know why until someone told me that her and the other boy were in love and i didn’t know how to feel or what to do with myself i would convince myself that i didn’t care but every night it would just hit me and it would hit hard i always see them together now and i really cant do anything because i just want her to be happy. Im only 13 and im scared to love again
edit: its been 4 months since that i started working out hanging out with friends and focusing on myself a lot more and im starting to feel more like myself again
I know that pain and I'm right there with you you just gotta keep thuging it out...
domingo a noite tem essa vibe mesmo
People fear the dark for one reason: the unknown. The secret to overcome this fear is to be the unknown.
I just sat down thinking ab my life and who I am and released who I am thank U for making this
10/10 bro 🫶🏻
thanks man
It’s like she left me but I feel stronger more full of rage but calm. It’s a good thing cause gym is going crazy.
The realization that 2025 is closer than 2020..
i have to live with it all my life...sad but powerful
I can feel this pain now
I'm not afraid of being alone. Loneliness has become my best friend. I'm not afraid to be alone. I want to live my long life alone. strength and patience to all strong men!
“Treat me like an option I’ll leave you like a choice”
I don’t know why she won’t reply, she says she likes me a lot. I think it’s her friends that tell her not to be needy. Regardless I love her so much and it hurts so much that I can’t tell her how I feel
You can tell her how you feel. Whether she feels the same is not up to you. Stay true to yourself, always.
Uncle Alfred really does his job by burning that letter to protect Bruce emotion , as the city depend on Batman for that moment.
i find myself listening to more of these batman audios. it might sound cringe but they actually make me feel something.
This gives me a rainy night vibes in a batcave
only place to play this is in tha gym
when i hear this it just reminds me of all my life trauma and what i been through and how far ive gotten with out trying to commit suicide even though i had thoughts i would never do it cause just imagine coming home from work seeing your child dead in a pool of blood its horrifying and thats the reason why i never came to do it because it will put a strain on my family and i dont wan t them to worry thats why i dont tell them how im feeling but i cant keep these feelings bottled up . i just need help i did all that i can im thinking about doing it i mean no one will see this so i might as well right
Bro this reminds of the girl I fell in love saying this to me, not that I am "the main character" or something but this really touched me.