living alone diaries: no matter how great you are, the wrong man will humiliate you. life goes on
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- Опубликовано: 25 ноя 2023
- hey boos 🫶🏾,
i know, you don't even gotta say it. it's been a literal TWO months since I've been here on the red app. just know, life has been life-ing all this time and i'm just truly grateful to have kept pushing through each day to getting back to myself.
i won't spill all the tea here in the description, but just know that dating in atlanta might not be for me going forward. i'm starting to believe that during the rest of my time here in atlanta, i should just focus on pouring into my friendships, traveling and building deeper emotional connections with my family.
in the coming vlogs we'll have a sit down, sip matcha and really dive deep into where i've been, how i'm feeling about atlanta and what's next for me.
sending you big, big hugs for sticking out the wait for me. anyways, i hope your week is going amazing! take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️
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editing software: Final Cut Pro X
music: Soundcloud & Epidemic Sounds
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Moved to ATL for grad school. Spent 12 years of my life there and experienced similar situations in dating. You just never know who or what you’re dealing with. It’s truly sad and scary that people move the way that they do. But that has nothing to do with you. Just move accordingly and guard your heart and life but don’t give up on love. Keep focusing on you and the purpose. Cause babyyyy… The production, editing and vibes of this video is next level! Glad to see you back! It get greater later! 🙏🏾
Very well said!!
Fguys in atlanta are such a mehhh not it waste of time
very bizarre! my fiend said the same exact thing. apparently dating is atrocious there. and the man go on dates all week with different women lol
Indeed it get greater later ❤❤
The older you get, the more you will experience, the more you will realize the psychology & pathology of men and why you should not give too much energy to them. Above all, focus on that internal self love. Welcome back. 💜
Exactly love your self!!!!
Exactly, I just left her a comment saying this. She's still learning but hopefully she realizes soon because she's already 27. Dating, and having these meals in your environment and vicinity is not it 🚫
He's jealous of the way you live your life alone and wanted you to feel like you were missing something. QUICKLY resume whatever you were doing before you found out he existed, young woman. 😘
Amen! ❤
Preach!
This‼️‼️‼️
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Same happened to me, dude text me out the blue, hadn’t texted me regularly in a long time and asked “How much do you pay for rent?, I asked because my lease is up soon, and I’m looking at places.” Like boy good bye! Jealous ass! Glad I’m motivating u though!
Love the title "no matter how great you are, man can still come in & humiliate you"..we've all been there & we are here for your healing journey!❤
The boldness of him knowing he in a relationship and even being in a post smh! He should be humiliated not you, you didn’t know. But it’s okay lesson for the future❤ let God guide you
Unfortunately we've all been there in some form or another with a guy, we're stronger than we realise, this too shall pass. Welcome back, love your channel 💕
and shall it is passing!! just happy to be getting my groove back, you know? thank you so much for watching! i appreciate you 💗
@@AmaniRakeiaand stay away from these males. You have to learn, you're 27 already. The way that males think is not the same as women. Males are aggressors and dividers. They aren't even capable of feeling as deep of an emotion as love and they are very very jealous of women. So you have to be careful not to be around them for extended periods of time, not to be opening your legs up for them, or doing anything extra. Disney lied to us 😂
OMG, Amani I understand how you feel. Idk what is wrong with people lying and playing games. It’s no reflection on you, it’s the person who practices deceit. There are people out here who are serial cheaters, suffering from mental health issues, lack of self esteem, self respect and had poor role models. Heal yourself and learn how to protect yourself emotionally and mentally from people like this. Most of all don’t let them damage you. Meditate, take care of yourself, surround yourself with people who respect and love you.❤😊
You won..saved from more pain, capture lessons learned and don't repeat. Trials are opportunity for growth! You won! Seriously!🙂
Yes she did ! F these men something happened similar to me I’m in Atl too!
So good to see you back. Just let me say that your style of filming the way it looks the way you do the limited speech and then the jazz music in the back line the shots everything got us used to a new level of vlogging and you did that. ❤Just know that you are respected. You are love you are admired we wish you nothing but success and blessings. Thanks again for all your wonderful content We missed you so much
WOW. My heart is smiiilingggg. it's always my intention to make you all feel like you're receiving a warm hug through the screen. excited to keep elevating and falling in love with my craft. thank you for this comment. it truly reminded me of a gift that i have. thank you 💗
I am so happy to see you back. Take your time feel your feelings and know that one day God will show why this had to happen and you will smile and say Thank you , but the process proceeding that day will make you feel like that day will never come but at the right moment you will know and understand
Be well and encouraged.❤
I did, in fact, feel warmth and comfort as you intended!! glad to have you back 🫶🏿🫶🏿
awwww, i love to hear this!! thank you so, so much! so happy to be back 🥺💗
Girl 2023 humbled tf out of me! I experienced 2 men living double lives, both lied about being married but thank God for discernment bc I picked up on the weird vibes before it got too heavy. Thank God for the early learned lessons!
Better to cry for a moment than to have found out later and have lived a lifetime of pain hurt and tears. Thank God for the revelation. Not embarrassing at all you did nothing wrong. Hold ya head up and keep it moving.BTW. THE HAIR IS EVERYTHING ❤
You should not feel any humiliation. You have to go into situations hoping for and expecting the best. If you discover that the other person has misled you in any way, you simply move on. It's in no way a reflection of you or your value. Hugs to you from Chicago ❤
Good to have you back! ❤ happy belated birthday fellow scorpio queen 💞
And I’m sorry about all you’ve been going through. It’s a difficult thing to process when you’ve been giving 100% to someone only for them to treat you like you don’t deserve everything you know for a fact that you do.
I’m currently going through that too.
But like you always say… “imma be aiiight” 🤍 sending you love and virtual hugs.
thank you my love!! we gone be aiiightttt!! one thing i do know, is that i've gotta do a slightly better job at vetting these men out. but i'm even more proud of myself for picking myself up and carrying on ❤
So sorry to hear that sis.
❤ so happy to see you back! I’m so sorry about the situation you went through. I have been there but let me tell you this will only make you stronger and make you more intuitive to your intuition. It’s only up from here love!!
aww, thank you so, so much. i think the most upsetting part about it all is that my intuition told me to hold off on dating while entering atlanta. i knew that i didn't want to date after all the transitions i've been through this year already coming from LA. So, for someone to lead me on and have me thinking this could *really* be something to literally be living a double-life?? that cut deep.
Currently going through this right now and it has been the most difficult thing I’ve ever experienced. Hopefully you’ll find the right person for you. 🥺🥺
Sending you lotsa hugs n 💕 love
So happy to see you back! men are the worst, smh. That hairstyle on you is everything!!! 💛💛💛💛
Girllll! Thank you for your vulnerability! “Im human”.. That really resonated with me. Emotions don’t make you weak.. Im still learning that. Just know that rejection is protection. You are deserving of the love you desire. It will find you! Plus you a baddie 😝Much love ❤
Not only in ATL, it's everywhere, hunny, and these men don't care. Many blessings on your new endeavors.
soooo glad you posted again. praying for a peaceful return back home to yourself. love the vlogs! i’d love a 2024 manifestations/ plan of action/ vision board video…or something like that lol. much love!
I ran across your channel as a content creator myself. I like watching other Vlog's, and I can say I'm loving your channel so far
Its so good to see you here. I am sorry about what you have been going through deep breaths... Thank you so much for listing everything you talk about in the video in the description.
Hello Amani I'm glad you are well. Happy Birthday 🎂. Men feel so entitled. You have a beautiful soul. Keep going beauty. I have my matcha set and I like the brown sugar at the bottom.
When you popped out with the extensions, I smiled SO hard. I'm a fairly new subscriber by recommendation (and fellow creator), I just love your vibe and the way you care for yourself! Only a few years older than you I just want to encourage your spirit -- enjoy every moment of your remaining 20's; your mind will be blown with how your 30's expound upon your confidence, coins and purpose. Allow yourself to feel all of the feels and don't be too hard on yourself (things ALWAYS eventually, inevitably get better). You deserve life's kindest things and only the purest of love. Happy belated, Amani! 🎉
Glad to see you back and better ❤Love the new hair
So good to see you back!🙌🏾
Welcome back! Keep up with your dreams and goals! Your channel is inspiring and motivating! ❤
So happy to see you back! Peace and blessings beautiful ❤❤❤❤
Glad to see you back 🙏🏾
Happy to see you back. I always enjoy your Vlogs. There’s just amazing. ❤
I missed you ! So glad you took time to heal ❤
Glad to have you back. The hair is super cute and the cloud bed fits the aesthetic of your room much better.
Listen! Your editing and content is chefs kiss!❤
Omg girl I have missed you Soo much ❤ Soo happy your back 🎉I woke up saw your video and it made my day girl and yes the wrong man is not cool been dealing with that myself but nobody deserves that from any man ever my eyes were finally opened and I said noore
Omg giirrrl I missed you... 😭... You're so therapeutic to me fr.. I looove youuuuu ♥️
love the new look and new energy 🤍
So glad to have you back! Your hair looks beautiful! ❤️ You deserve nothing but the best and will receive it. I have been there too.
I’ve missed you and your content so so much! Welcome back ❤
So proud of you for getting a new mattress. Let the bad energies leave out as well! Love that for you! 🫶🏾
Its good to have you back sis❤❤😊and it's alright to give yourself time to heal. Love you😘🥰
I just came across your channel. I love your spirit! I’m ashamed to say that I am having similar issues with dating so I definitely understand how you are feeling. Please keep on pushing sis!
amani amani amani! your vulnerability and realness on here is beyond inspiring
Absolutely Love You & Your Channel ❤
Thank You For You Honesty & Vulnerability
Your Amazing & Just Lift My Spirits ❤
GIRL IVE MISSED YOU! So glad to see you back here on the red app😊
as always love your vlogs!❤️ keep you heart. have fun, practice boundaries and you will be just fine. keep pushing forward. count it all joy.
So happy for the fresh start you’ve been given love. I’m sorry that you had your time wasted but I’m so happy you got nothing but great things coming in tenfold after that situation. Missed your vlogs & so happy you’re back and doing better for you :)
I am sooooo sorry 😢
I am glad you are back. ❤ Looks like you are well on your way into happiness and a new you! I love your hair and happy belated birthday 🎉
I’m so sorry you went through that but I’m glad you found out before things got super serious. Good for you for taking the time to feel your feelings. So glad to see you back and looking amazing!! Thank you for sharing and I really hope bigger and better things will be coming to you.
and you aint alone sis when it comes to the dating woes. all for the growth and learning more about ourself. bigger and better coming our way!
Soooo happy you’re back! ❤️
Love this, I love your music and you are very talented in how you film, you make it seem so easy , just flows. God bless in this new chapter 💕
I’ve been checking every Sunday for your videos. I hope all is well. Glad you’re back!❤
awww, thank you so much for sticking it out with me. so happy to be back!! happy sunday 🥰❤️
You baaaaaack🥺🥺!! Missed you sm🥺 happy belated birthday gorgeous 🥺
i've arriveddddd!! i missed you so, so much. thank you soooo much
I’m happy to see you back girl! Life really be life-ing sometimes, but I’m happy you are on a better note. Your hair is GIVING! 🥰 I’m a natural hair girlie too but when that winter hits I want to try some tape ins so bad! I’ve never worn a sew in or extensions besides braids! Keep us posted on the maintenance of clip/tape ins! 💕🥰
Welcome back! We've been missing you! And Preach!❤❤❤
Our scorpio queen is back 😍❤️ you don't understand the way I missed seeing you on this red app. I missed you so so much, thank you for coming back. You absolutely deserved the break. Now you back better and stronger 😚
HEY A!!! HAPPY HOLIDAYZZZZ!!!
I'm soooo glad to see that you're back. I've truly, truly missed watching you! The relaxing safe space you curate for us is undeniably EVERYTHING. I'm so sorry boo that you went through the BS that you went through. I'm going to continue to pray and believe that from this day forward your peace, space, heart, mind and soul will be protected from all things not good for you... 🤩🧡 ... BTW your new look is absolutely stunning.😍
We’ve missed you so much! Glad that you are back. And you don’t need to feel humiliated for no reason ❤🎉
Awwww so happy you’re back🥰🥰 sending you so much loveeee missed you ❤️❤️❤️
so so happy to be back and i've missed you too!!
Amani do uou. Take care of yourself. No more toxic man. It is okay to be single.
I just discovered you now,I loooove your vlogs ❤❤❤❤
New subbie😊 I hate that for you but don’t feel humiliated you didn’t know!
Loved the new hairdo! It looks good on you. I’m saddened to hear about the betrayal you endured. Be encouraged to take it day by day until the hurt is only gone.
Great to have you back and see you in good spirits regardless of your experience! Your style of vlogging is so pleasing to watch, and getting gifted so many beautiful pieces for your home is everything!!! Thanks for your transparency sis❤️
So happy to see you back, I started clapping 👏🏾, I was like yesssssssss, I understand about being with a boo thang, and then it goes south, but trust you are beautiful, and you will get someone who will treat you like you deserve, and be faithful. Peace and blessings sis Stay up you got this.💜💜💯💯🙏🏾🙏🏾💪🏾💪🏾
I’m just glad you’re back and that you’re ok! Happy belated birthday as well. Mine was 11/24. I started watching you earlier this year while going through the painful decision to end my 2nd marriage of just two years - one of the reasons I moved to Georgia from CT in 2021. Your personality and vibe caught my attention and your content helped calm my spirit so much as I worked through the feelings of humiliation, resentment and transition into my current period of healing. I immediately subscribed and I asked my son, who also went to SCSU and was an RA in West, when you would have been there if he knew you and he said yes. I remember Amani mom. You were in different friend groups but he knew who you were. Amani, as I heard your mom tell you in one of your videos, you’re gorgeous! You shine dear and the right one will find you. Keep smiling and thank you for the positivity and hard work you put into your delightful vlogs.
I love how you are taking care of you, may all young ladies do them.I feel your pain been there I got healed after a year of being alone.Give yourself time.
Hey babe! So glad you’re back! I’ve definitely missed your content and this one hit home. Some years ago, I was in this same situation and I was super invested. Now that I think back, it was a lesson that needed to be taught because I’m a totally different person now due to therapy and life lol. But that hurt takes some time to process. I relate to you in a way you don’t even know because being vulnerable is my super power and it often gets taken for granted or loved bombed! If I’m ever in the ATL before you head out, I hope we run across each other to chat and talk because you have a beautiful spirit! Keep glowing, growing and evolving 💕
Amani, your new hairstyle looks absolutely gorgeous!
I’ve been waiting 😂 like I need you during finals week 😢😢😢
Hey girl!!! I love your hair in the car before going to the salon! It looked great afterwards….but that straight look in the kitchen!!! Omg I so loved it!!! Glad to see you back! 💜💜💜
I'm happy to see you back - the greatest lessons sometimes come from pain. Growing pains, unfortunately. You're looking good and refreshed! Missed u :) :(
MA'AM?🥹 Firstly, it's good to have you back!🥰 Secondly, I absolutely love just how organised you are! Thirdly, your room is so, so aesthetically pleasing!😭 I'm defs taking tips!😻❤️
I am so sorry for all you been through but like anyone mentioned it it is just up from here you are getting stronger and stronger and it s well I enjoyed this vlog so much ❤❤❤❤
Its so good to see you. I have been checking for you. We have all been through a situation in some form and all we can do is take the lessons and move on. I also changed my entire bedding, look and attitude when a relationship ended. It made a huge difference in helping to prepare me for my new Love and Life. YOU are the PRIZE, never for
get that. NOW CARRY ON!!!!!!!
So happy to have a notification and see you back! Can’t wait to watch! Hope you’re taking care of yourself and had the break you needed!❤
aww, thank you so much! i'm so happy to be baackkk. definitely leaning into all the ways to take care of myself. thank you so much!
@@AmaniRakeiaI just finished your video! I’m so sorry about the boy problems, I feel that. It’s so hard dating this day and age. When I dealt with boy problems, what helped/healed me was reading what a time to be alone by Chidera Eggerue. Just order it- you’ll thank me another time! Her books help you heal, reflect, and dig deep. She has a how to get over a boy book too! Her podcast is amazing! Let me know what you think!🤗
Your video popped up and I’m so happy I watched it. Love this beautiful, aesthetically pleasing vlog ❤You’re beautiful and so is your apartment. Also your hair under the hat and the new hair are beautiful too! Just wanted to say stay encouraged, continue to pour into yourself and look and trust in GOD to send you someone and he will when the time is right. ❤
I'm loving the hair girl
OMGOSH GIRL I'VE MISSED YOU ‼️‼️🥹 Welcome back 🤗
So glad you’re back! We’ve missed you Ray of Sunshine!🤍❄️🌤️Thank you as always for trusting Us to vibe with You on Your journey! Your content is Top Tier!
Good to see you back, hope you have a safe and blessed holiday season.
so happy to be back!! thank you so, so much for your well wishes 😊❤❤
I’m so sorry that happened to you Amani - I’ve dealt with my fair share of betrayal with men too, it’s traumatic. I’m glad though to see that you’re allowing yourself to feel and process. As hard as I know it is, you’re doing your best and your best looks damn good. Keep moving forward beautiful 🫂
And, your hair looks beautiful!😊
Frienddddd the hair is everythinggggg 😍😍😍
I for sure have been missing you and was praying you were okay and just taking a break. Glad to see you are ultimately okay. Just stay focused on you and God will work out the rest
Amani!! Hey girl hey!!! So glad to see you back :)
We are happy to see you back & better baby ! I think a majority of us have experienced that deception. Please don’t be embarrassed, this is no reflection of who you are❗️we love you over here ❤
I’m happy that you are back. Praying for you to find true love. It’s hard out here. Peace and love
We missed you! Welcome back ❤
i missed you tooo!! 💗
Glad to see you back. Sorry about your break up. It’s going to take time to heal. But you will. Love your new look. ❤
Girl! About time! 🗣️We missed you so much! I literally took my bowl of soup, and sat on my bed to watch this blog, I truly enjoy your vlogs and so glad your back (please don’t do this again, we were not okay)
No, but seriously hun, take care of yourself! Truly sorry that you had to go through that! But do know, you don’t have to create a new character to move on, you are the MAIN CHARACTER & architect of your life & lane! Take time to yourself, practice self care and love for yourself! & get back out there! He is out there waiting for you hun! 🤎🤎 love & light to you during this time. & Happy Belated Birthday 🥳
Cleo Sol been on repeat for me as well! Looking forward to what you got in the works :D
Amani! Glad to have you back! I have missed your content. Relationships can be tricky, unfortunately my dad did that to my mom, whom he was married to. He would sneak around on her and it was so embarrassing to her when she would go out and about. We use to hear rumors of him when we were children. She eventually divorced him and married a much nicer kind man who she is still married to till this day. You will find someone who will treat you like the queen you are, just keep your head up high, you are a strong black woman and our history tells us that. We all love you Amani... you are beautiful and a gem.
I love your channel so much. And today was just what I needed. I went through a bad breakup and after watching you, I'm going to cry no more tears. Also, Listen to Toni Jones! She will make you love life. :D I adore your place!
Love seeing you back Amani! No pressure tho Sis. We'll take whatever you feel comfortable sharing. Thank you for your transparency. ❤
I am so excited to see you back. You moving forward and it's up from here! New bed, new linen, new energy I felt that. Stay strong, stay blessed and don't give up on ❤.
Edit: Had to come back and say I love love your hair. It's so pretty and you are too. You have a beautiful smile.
this hair + editing >>> glad to have you back!
The vibes was giving New York! Like the New Yorkers I watch have this vibe❤ love it!!!
Omfg. The audacity of men!!! Girl, we have all been there. I found out my ex-husband had cheated on me one month after we got married!!! Imagine the heartbreak and humiliation. But we live and learn and grow stronger.