Hello, from Arkansas, USA. I am Janice! Just found your channel, and I am so glad I did. What a wonderful person you are! Thank you for sharing your heartbreaking story. I am already praying for you to get better with your health and the sadness from losing your precious dog. So much you have talked about is similar to my life. My husband and I live on a small farm. We have goats, chickens, and did have a beautiful great Pyrenees dog until a year ago. He took care of the animals and our place, was so special. Just to look into his knowing eyes made my heart happy. We miss him so much, but we just try to remember the happy times we had. I don't want another dog because it hurts too much to lose them. Maybe if I was younger, but I don't have the energy it takes raising another one. When I was 36, I had to have a total hysterectomy also because I had actually suffered for years with endometriosis, heavy bleeding, etc. I didn't realize just how bad it all was until after the surgery when the surgeon told me. There were multiple fibroid tumors, and my appendix was buried in my right ovary which was all terribly infected. He said he had never seen so many problems, along with anemia. So after I healed I felt like a different person. I should have had that surgery years before because I had a lot of problems really since I was young. So thankful I did have my three children before or I wouldn't otherwise. I will continue praying and keeping up with you. Your garden is beautiful. We have a large garden and I have canned, frozen, and dehydrated lots of veggies. About worn myself out. It is so satisfying to know the good Lord has made all that happen and we will have plenty to get through the winter. And give to our children. Sorry for chewing your ear off. Janice from Arkansas USA
Dear Janice, thank you for your comment. I have to say I am feeling already so much better than before. Loosing Suki was so far the hardest thing I had to go through my entire life. For some it might sound pathetic but for us she was our life, companion, soulmate, shadow... we also have three bog dogs which Suki found as puppies when they were two months old and would have been killed as we found out later. She rescued them. They are her legacy as she was the kindest dog I have even met. I feel we need to think of her in this way, her legacy and all. It's still very raw though. Thank you for taking time to comment and tell small part of your story. We all have one (or two :-) xx
You have me in tears! I'm so sorry for your loss. It's heartbreaking when our little companions pass. I love your channel and the way you show the beauty in your life. I hope you find peace and joy after such a terrible few months.
So very sorry for the loss of your sweet Suki at such difficult time for the both of you. I too had to say goodby to my little Misha a black yorkiepoo when I had just had surgery for a shattered ankle and was not able to walk and be present to hold her on her final moments, it is so heartbreaking.💔 I am in tears listening to all you gone through these couple of months. Wishing you a full recovery and sending you and Suzanne much love and light 🙏🏻💖✨🇨🇦
Thank you so much for your heart warming message. I too struggle with the fact that I could not be there in those final moments. I was alone, crying in hospital, absolutely helpless, with no empathy or compassion of those around me. I feel guilty I didn't say a proper good bye when I was leaving for hospital. There is so much sorrow in my soul I sometimes find it very hard to breathe. But life goes on and I have to learn how to live without my darling Suki xx
Just found your channel and I feel your pain when life goes sour at times it tests us , you have had some hard times and get through most ok , our fur babies are next level , Bella my tri colour cocker spaniel puppy farm rescue 3 yrs 3 litters just one look and the magic of bonding was incredulous she never more than a metre away for the next 10 years her love for me greater than all family except my mum RIP her son Marco 6yrs a stunner , both went 12 months ago , Bella cancer, Marco just didn’t cope and he heartbroken , anxiety , ate my home , barking if I went to the mailbox , a hospital visit his barking with horid shock collar failed police came smashed my back door down thinking I was dead , just a terrible time , tried rehoming him , they forgot on the day , worst time of my life , now mother and son buried in the ferns of a Tasmanian rain forest , my adding to it by crying for 2 weeks straight , feeling so sad still for my babies , they my kids , the world not as delightful without them , stay strong , it does get slightly better ❤
I'm so sorry for your dog.😢 It hurts a lot when they leave 💔. I had a similar black fluffy companion for 14 years. I was her mother so to say and when we travelled, she never left me even in the shower😊 she got in panic if I swim far away. And you suffered with the hysterectomy as well, and probably you have now the ups and downs of a sudden menopause. Even with compensation pills it will be a struggle. I admire yours and Suzana resistance. From what I saw in previous videos, you are also an artist that sees beauty in small things. And if not already, you will have a new lamb, a small being, that show us that life and dead is part of our lives, as well as sadness and happiness. A big hug.
Thank you so much for your kind words. Suki was our life and although we knew it won't last forever we kind of hoped for a few more years with her. When it comes to the surgery, I am now in full swing menopause. So far so good. I do not intent taking any meds for it either as I simply don't believe in those. And when it comes to my art, I have managed to paint a little portrait of Suki in my art journal. When I paint I relax and get lost in another world. This time I have a new addition and forever my muse Suki. x
Foi hoje a primeira vez que vi este vidio ainda nao tinha visto nenhuma vez. Lamento muito ter estado doente e tambem lamento a morte do seu caozinho era muito lindo eu tambem tinha uma gatinha com 19 anos que morreu devido à idade avançada mas eu senti muito a falta dela chorei muito mas agora já superei a morte dela porque ja morreu a 7 anos. Espero que a senhora recupere totalmfnte a sua saude. Thank you very much God bless you 🙏💙💙
Thank you for sharing your difficult story. I have been worried about both of you. Loosing your beloved little pup is heartbreaking and on top of being unwell makes it so much harder. Your surgery will take a long while for you to fully recover. Take the time to heal. I have enjoyed watching your videos of your farm so much. I hope you will feel better and continue with this channel. But I will understand if you choose not to. I am sending my love and light to both of you. Take care!😘😁
Dear Jan, thank you so much for your kind words. I have been overwhelmed with response to this video. I know we have a lot to share with you all and I would love to continue when the time is right. Might be soon for what I know. We are not those people who would dwell in sadness for too long. It's not good for us. Life goes on and we both know our beloved Suki is still with us, even if it's only in spirit. You too take care and see you soon I hope xx
So sad we lost our puss cat she was 17 she was our child aswell i understand the hurt you are going through broke our hearts when she was put to sleep but she will live on in my heart i am so sorry for you both
I’m so sorry you’ve had such a difficult few months and you intimated that there may be more to come. Losing an animal companion that has been family to you is so devastating and to do it when your own body is so out of balance has to amplify that immensely. Deep healing and peace to you both. Do let us all know if there is anything we might be able to do to help. I think about you often and wait for your updates. Hugs to both you and Zusanna. Hope I spelled that right. 😘
I am so sorry for your loss. I have been there my self, many times with our past pets. It is very verry hard, they are part of your family etc. Glad to watch you are on the mend. Take care and keep filming when you feel up to it. Love and hope to you both.
Thank you for making this video and sharing your story. You are brave to do so and i am very sorry you have lost your little companion. There' s never a good time for this to happen, but on top of you being so unwell and having major surgery, it must have been overwhelming. Our pets become such a big part of our family, it's only right that you will miss her. Give yourself time to rest and look after each other. If you choose to make more videos in the future, i for one will be grateful. ❤
Thanks Elaine, I sometimes still cannot believe it had happened. Zuzana can't even see Suki's photos. She won't be watching this video anytime soon. I want to keep making videos but right now I am not sure when and how and what's going to happen. I'm recovering well from the surgery. Like I said it wasn't the most terrible thing to have happened. xx
I’m so sorry for everything, I’ve lost both my dogs in the last year thru age and it is devastating ❤ I hope you feel better physically soon. Sending love to you both🙏
I'm so sorry you've been through a lot! Wish you a speedy recovery after surgery. It's so hard to lose our doggies, I still miss our Liza ten years after..... I feel like I'm not complete without her! She was not just our dog, she was my soulmate. But whenever I'm miserable and sad she's not anymore with me, I remind myself how sad and worried SHE would be to see me like this and I smile happy to had her in my life! 🐾❣️🌈
Thanks Lidija, we are both trying to see the positives and cherish the memories we have. Suki was my shadow, my better self. And you are right, she would not like to see us like this xx
These last 2 summers have been incredibly challenging for both of you 😢 I don't know much about you, but what I and I'm sure many others can see is that you are resilient ladies and will face anything that comes your way! Down time is so important to get yourselves back on track. We hope that you continue with this channel; but only when it feels right for you ❤ So glad I got to meet Suki 💕
You are absolutely right Sue, we did have a rollercoaster time these past 18 months. I am quite overwhelmed by the response to this video. I suppose loss and grief is/was/will be part of everyone's life. We are now deliberating whether to carry on or not but I have a feeling we will. When the time is right. And perhaps in a different way, too. Perhaps the change of the channel's name is in order as well. There are too many simples in Portugal :-). Thanks for your kind words, I'm sure we will meet again xx
I am so very sorry to hear of your recent health scare and the huge loss of your Suki. To have everything happen together must have been a terrible strain on you and your partner. I do hope that you recover well in time, and I know that your memories of Suki will help you through this period and in time your tears of sadness will lessen and you will be able to smile and think of her with joy. Sending you positive thoughts and my condolences. They are never 'just dogs' are they. Newly subscribed.
I just found your channel and cried along with you as I too just lost my beloved pet. Wishing you all the best with your health and that you find peace again after Suki.
Oh boy- I was missing your updates. So sorry to hear about Suki- it’s so, so hard when they are part of your family. Sending hugs and hoping your health improves. They say time heals all wounds-take the time to heal your heart and your health.
So sorry for you loss, and all the health issues… I’m sure you are doing better. Keep doing the videos , cause we keep watching! My sweet cat is also getting old and problems are getting worse…we all need to be strong 💪 abraço for you both ❤
I have only just seen your last 2 videos, and so sorry to hear about Suki. Perhaps it is even harder to process when you are not there and for sure when you are not well. I am so glad to see that you have continued, (as I see there is another video.) Wishing you both peace and a smooth return to health. 🧡
So very sorry to hear of the loss of Suki.....no other dog will ever replace her because no two are the same. I do think you should think about another Suki but in your own time - you'll know when you are ready. Wishing you both much love and a speedy recovery for yourself. Bon courage Amies.....❤
Thank you for your kind words Suzi, you are right, we need another little soul in our lives. No one and nothing will ever replace our darling girl but I am sure there are other little sweethearts needing some love in this world. xx
I am so sorry for your loss....take your time I. Healing. But..my husband and I really miss you. My husband asks daily to check to see if you have a new video. Be well❤
Vďaka za dlho očakavané video. Je mi naozaj ľuto, že ste stratili Suki. A len dúfam, že sa čoskoro plne uzdravíte, sama som si prežila rovnakú operáciu, tak plne chápem, čim ste si prešla a želám Vám skoré uzdravenie. Tiež som žila takmer 15 rokov v UK, ale už som doma na penzii. Sledujem Vaš kanál už dlho a vždy sa teším na každú novú episódu a ďakujem za zdieľanie Vašej púte.
Thanks for your vid 😇💟💟💟 Love and bless you girls, it's always hard to lose your best friend had to go Tru that my self a view times a lot of crying 😭.
Hello, from Arkansas, USA. I am Janice! Just found your channel, and I am so glad I did. What a wonderful person you are! Thank you for sharing your heartbreaking story. I am already praying for you to get better with your health and the sadness from losing your precious dog. So much you have talked about is similar to my life. My husband and I live on a small farm. We have goats, chickens, and did have a beautiful great Pyrenees dog until a year ago. He took care of the animals and our place, was so special. Just to look into his knowing eyes made my heart happy. We miss him so much, but we just try to remember the happy times we had. I don't want another dog because it hurts too much to lose them. Maybe if I was younger, but I don't have the energy it takes raising another one. When I was 36, I had to have a total hysterectomy also because I had actually suffered for years with endometriosis, heavy bleeding, etc. I didn't realize just how bad it all was until after the surgery when the surgeon told me. There were multiple fibroid tumors, and my appendix was buried in my right ovary which was all terribly infected. He said he had never seen so many problems, along with anemia. So after I healed I felt like a different person. I should have had that surgery years before because I had a lot of problems really since I was young. So thankful I did have my three children before or I wouldn't otherwise. I will continue praying and keeping up with you. Your garden is beautiful. We have a large garden and I have canned, frozen, and dehydrated lots of veggies. About worn myself out. It is so satisfying to know the good Lord has made all that happen and we will have plenty to get through the winter. And give to our children. Sorry for chewing your ear off. Janice from Arkansas USA
Dear Janice, thank you for your comment. I have to say I am feeling already so much better than before.
Loosing Suki was so far the hardest thing I had to go through my entire life. For some it might sound pathetic but for us she was our life, companion, soulmate, shadow... we also have three bog dogs which Suki found as puppies when they were two months old and would have been killed as we found out later. She rescued them. They are her legacy as she was the kindest dog I have even met. I feel we need to think of her in this way, her legacy and all. It's still very raw though.
Thank you for taking time to comment and tell small part of your story. We all have one (or two :-) xx
Such a lovely tribute to a best companion in life. Thanks for sharing with us 💔❤
You have me in tears! I'm so sorry for your loss. It's heartbreaking when our little companions pass. I love your channel and the way you show the beauty in your life. I hope you find peace and joy after such a terrible few months.
Thank you so much for your kind words. Kindness is what is needed in this world. xx
Take your time, so sorry to hear about the loss of your dog.
So very sorry for the loss of your sweet Suki at such difficult time for the both of you. I too had to say goodby to my little Misha a black yorkiepoo when I had just had surgery for a shattered ankle and was not able to walk and be present to hold her on her final moments, it is so heartbreaking.💔
I am in tears listening to all you gone through these couple of months. Wishing you a full recovery and sending you and Suzanne much love and light 🙏🏻💖✨🇨🇦
Thank you so much for your heart warming message. I too struggle with the fact that I could not be there in those final moments. I was alone, crying in hospital, absolutely helpless, with no empathy or compassion of those around me. I feel guilty I didn't say a proper good bye when I was leaving for hospital. There is so much sorrow in my soul I sometimes find it very hard to breathe. But life goes on and I have to learn how to live without my darling Suki xx
Just found your channel and I feel your pain when life goes sour at times it tests us , you have had some hard times and get through most ok , our fur babies are next level , Bella my tri colour cocker spaniel puppy farm rescue 3 yrs 3 litters just one look and the magic of bonding was incredulous she never more than a metre away for the next 10 years her love for me greater than all family except my mum RIP her son Marco 6yrs a stunner , both went 12 months ago , Bella cancer, Marco just didn’t cope and he heartbroken , anxiety , ate my home , barking if I went to the mailbox , a hospital visit his barking with horid shock collar failed police came smashed my back door down thinking I was dead , just a terrible time , tried rehoming him , they forgot on the day , worst time of my life , now mother and son buried in the ferns of a Tasmanian rain forest , my adding to it by crying for 2 weeks straight , feeling so sad still for my babies , they my kids , the world not as delightful without them , stay strong , it does get slightly better ❤
Much love and light to you from both of us xx
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Awe, bless your heart, praying things get better, memories will always be there.
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I'm so sorry for your dog.😢 It hurts a lot when they leave 💔. I had a similar black fluffy companion for 14 years. I was her mother so to say and when we travelled, she never left me even in the shower😊 she got in panic if I swim far away.
And you suffered with the hysterectomy as well, and probably you have now the ups and downs of a sudden menopause. Even with compensation pills it will be a struggle. I admire yours and Suzana resistance. From what I saw in previous videos, you are also an artist that sees beauty in small things. And if not already, you will have a new lamb, a small being, that show us that life and dead is part of our lives, as well as sadness and happiness. A big hug.
Thank you so much for your kind words. Suki was our life and although we knew it won't last forever we kind of hoped for a few more years with her. When it comes to the surgery, I am now in full swing menopause. So far so good. I do not intent taking any meds for it either as I simply don't believe in those. And when it comes to my art, I have managed to paint a little portrait of Suki in my art journal. When I paint I relax and get lost in another world. This time I have a new addition and forever my muse Suki. x
Foi hoje a primeira vez que vi este vidio ainda nao tinha visto nenhuma vez. Lamento muito ter estado doente e tambem lamento a morte do seu caozinho era muito lindo eu tambem tinha uma gatinha com 19 anos que morreu devido à idade avançada mas eu senti muito a falta dela chorei muito mas agora já superei a morte dela porque ja morreu a 7 anos. Espero que a senhora recupere totalmfnte a sua saude. Thank you very much
God bless you 🙏💙💙
I am so very sorry girls. Beautiful Suki. Loosing you beloved dog is just heartbreaking. My hear is with you.
Time is the only healer for this ailment and so many of us share this pain.
You are right, loss and grief is all around us at all times. And we all need love and empathy to heal in time x
Thank you for sharing your difficult story. I have been worried about both of you. Loosing your beloved little pup is heartbreaking and on top of being unwell makes it so much harder. Your surgery will take a long while for you to fully recover. Take the time to heal. I have enjoyed watching your videos of your farm so much. I hope you will feel better and continue with this channel. But I will understand if you choose not to. I am sending my love and light to both of you. Take care!😘😁
Dear Jan, thank you so much for your kind words. I have been overwhelmed with response to this video. I know we have a lot to share with you all and I would love to continue when the time is right. Might be soon for what I know. We are not those people who would dwell in sadness for too long. It's not good for us. Life goes on and we both know our beloved Suki is still with us, even if it's only in spirit. You too take care and see you soon I hope xx
So sad we lost our puss cat she was 17 she was our child aswell i understand the hurt you are going through broke our hearts when she was put to sleep but she will live on in my heart i am so sorry for you both
I’m so sorry you’ve had such a difficult few months and you intimated that there may be more to come. Losing an animal companion that has been family to you is so devastating and to do it when your own body is so out of balance has to amplify that immensely. Deep healing and peace to you both. Do let us all know if there is anything we might be able to do to help. I think about you often and wait for your updates. Hugs to both you and Zusanna. Hope I spelled that right. 😘
Thank you so much, it means a lot to both of us. BTW, it's Zuzana :-) xxx
@@lifeaftersuki I had a feeling I got it wrong. Thanks for the correction.
Such a terrible loss for you both, my thoughts are with you, take care, best wishes
Thank you so much xx
Hello I’m Jacky from Canada, just came across your channel sending hug’s to both of you for your heartbreak. God bless ❤❤. ❤
Thank you so much for your kind words x
I am so sorry for your loss. I have been there my self, many times with our past pets. It is very verry hard, they are part of your family etc. Glad to watch you are on the mend. Take care and keep filming when you feel up to it. Love and hope to you both.
Thank you for making this video and sharing your story. You are brave to do so and i am very sorry you have lost your little companion. There' s never a good time for this to happen, but on top of you being so unwell and having major surgery, it must have been overwhelming. Our pets become such a big part of our family, it's only right that you will miss her.
Give yourself time to rest and look after each other. If you choose to make more videos in the future, i for one will be grateful. ❤
Thanks Elaine, I sometimes still cannot believe it had happened. Zuzana can't even see Suki's photos. She won't be watching this video anytime soon. I want to keep making videos but right now I am not sure when and how and what's going to happen. I'm recovering well from the surgery. Like I said it wasn't the most terrible thing to have happened. xx
I’m so sorry for everything, I’ve lost both my dogs in the last year thru age and it is devastating ❤ I hope you feel better physically soon. Sending love to you both🙏
Much love S&Z xx
I'm so sorry you've been through a lot! Wish you a speedy recovery after surgery.
It's so hard to lose our doggies, I still miss our Liza ten years after..... I feel like I'm not complete without her! She was not just our dog, she was my soulmate.
But whenever I'm miserable and sad she's not anymore with me, I remind myself how sad and worried SHE would be to see me like this and I smile happy to had her in my life! 🐾❣️🌈
Thanks Lidija, we are both trying to see the positives and cherish the memories we have. Suki was my shadow, my better self. And you are right, she would not like to see us like this xx
These last 2 summers have been incredibly challenging for both of you 😢 I don't know much about you, but what I and I'm sure many others can see is that you are resilient ladies and will face anything that comes your way! Down time is so important to get yourselves back on track. We hope that you continue with this channel; but only when it feels right for you ❤ So glad I got to meet Suki 💕
You are absolutely right Sue, we did have a rollercoaster time these past 18 months. I am quite overwhelmed by the response to this video. I suppose loss and grief is/was/will be part of everyone's life. We are now deliberating whether to carry on or not but I have a feeling we will. When the time is right. And perhaps in a different way, too. Perhaps the change of the channel's name is in order as well. There are too many simples in Portugal :-). Thanks for your kind words, I'm sure we will meet again xx
Yes, I'm sure we will! 💕
I am so very sorry to hear of your recent health scare and the huge loss of your Suki. To have everything happen together must have been a terrible strain on you and your partner.
I do hope that you recover well in time, and I know that your memories of Suki will help you through this period and in time your tears of sadness will lessen and you will be able to smile and think of her with joy. Sending you positive thoughts and my condolences. They are never 'just dogs' are they.
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I just found your channel and cried along with you as I too just lost my beloved pet. Wishing you all the best with your health and that you find peace again after Suki.
Oh boy- I was missing your updates. So sorry to hear about Suki- it’s so, so hard when they are part of your family. Sending hugs and hoping your health improves. They say time heals all wounds-take the time to heal your heart and your health.
So sorry for you loss, and all the health issues… I’m sure you are doing better. Keep doing the videos , cause we keep watching! My sweet cat is also getting old and problems are getting worse…we all need to be strong 💪 abraço for you both ❤
Thank s so much for your kind words. I feel the videos will be happening soon. Força, abraço e bjs xx
I have only just seen your last 2 videos, and so sorry to hear about Suki. Perhaps it is even harder to process when you are not there and for sure when you are not well. I am so glad to see that you have continued, (as I see there is another video.) Wishing you both peace and a smooth return to health. 🧡
that loss is the worse one. Suki
So very sorry to hear of the loss of Suki.....no other dog will ever replace her because no two are the same. I do think you should think about another Suki but in your own time - you'll know when you are ready. Wishing you both much love and a speedy recovery for yourself. Bon courage Amies.....❤
Thank you for your kind words Suzi, you are right, we need another little soul in our lives. No one and nothing will ever replace our darling girl but I am sure there are other little sweethearts needing some love in this world.
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I am so sorry for your loss....take your time I. Healing. But..my husband and I really miss you. My husband asks daily to check to see if you have a new video. Be well❤
thank you so much for your kind words. Tell your husband that I am working on one although it is quite a slow process for me. xx
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Vďaka za dlho očakavané video.
Je mi naozaj ľuto, že ste stratili Suki. A len dúfam, že sa čoskoro plne uzdravíte, sama som si prežila rovnakú operáciu, tak plne chápem, čim ste si prešla a želám Vám skoré uzdravenie. Tiež som žila takmer 15 rokov v UK, ale už som doma na penzii. Sledujem Vaš kanál už dlho a vždy sa teším na každú novú episódu a ďakujem za zdieľanie Vašej púte.
Děkujeme za komentář a vlídná slova. Jsme obě rády, že nás sledujete. Příště nashledanou :-) x
Thanks for your vid 😇💟💟💟 Love and bless you girls, it's always hard to lose your best friend had to go Tru that my self a view times a lot of crying 😭.
Thank you so much for your kind words and understanding. The world needs more people like you xx
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