You are not alone, we are here with you! Along with the Lord, His Son Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. It does not matter the age of the child when he or she passes, the grief is real and painful. May God continue to wrap his arms of peace, grace and love around you. Blessed are those that mourn. A verse understood only by those who know. It is a time when the Lord draws you closer and we can feel His presence a bit more than we do in our normal everyday life.
You may not know this, but you are a testament to the goodness of the Lord. Blessings to you. I'm lifting you in prayer. Thank you for sharing your story.
I’m so sorry you and your family are dealing with such a heartbreaking loss! Taking the time for you and your family to heal is definitely more important than creating videos for us! Prayers going up for healing your broken hearts!
I’m so sorry to hear for you and your family . I pray God’s love and grace continue to carry you and your family during this healing process. Praying 🙏🏽
I’m so sorry. I lost a baby at 10 weeks. It is so hard. Also difficult when no one says anything (I think people just don’t know what to say) but it makes you feel so alone and think no one understands. I hope through social media at least you can feel the love and understanding of your followers. People do care! May you all be held close in Gods Hands and know you will see that perfect child one day in heaven. That child wasn’t created for this earth. It was created for Gods special purpose in heaven. Keeping you in prayer.
I’m so very sorry. I long for the day I get to see my 3 babies in Heaven. Two thru miscarriage and one stillbirth who had Trisomy 18. In glad you had a compassionate doctor/nurse. May the Lord comfort you every moment. I know the feeling but I also was able to know the Lord in a deeper way. He is faithful and will walk with you and family. Bless you!!! 🙏
Praying for you. Miscarriage is really hard to walk through. I had 2 losses before we had our first child and I also dreamed about them both the night before I miscarried. One was a tiny baby with dark brown hair that looked like my first child. The second Miscarriage I dreamed of a little red headed boy that looked just like my dad running around. I have 2 babies in heaven that I can't wait to meet.
I wonder as we are all in here chatting and sharing our stories distantly knowing one another if each of our children are in Heaven knowing one another pointing out that's my mom that's my dad. I am glad they are able to take their pain and allow God to use it to help someone else in their journey. Yes, these are the things i wonder and ponder.
So sorry to hear about your loss. My wife and I were blessed with six children. We lost three to miscarriage along the way and it was always a setback mentally and emotionally. Take care of yourself. You are an incredibly important to your kids and they will need you even more in the next few months.
Our prayers are with you and your family! We love you all so much. Hold her image close to your heart. As a great grandpa now I can still envision our little blond girl that we never got to hold in 1972 and our love for her still lives in our hearts. When He gives us the vision of our lost little one, it is truly a blessing!
My sympathies sorry for what your family went through, She is with God - you will see her again. Loss in this temporary experience is temporary. It's not nice to Go through these.
Thirty years after my son was stillborn I still cry when I hear someone's story of lost babies. I believe our babies are in Heaven but it still hurts. Jesus is a great comfort to me and I hope you don't feel rushed to "get over" this terrible loss.
I want to thank you so much. It brought up so much of my own pain and I realised that I'd been holding onto some regrets about circumstances that surrounded my own miscarriages. Wow, its still so hard to say or write those words. By grieving for and alongside you I was able to come to better terms with my own feelings. Hubby and I made the decision to name them , our eldest daughter is also helping. I never gave my babes a name because we didn't know any of their sexes and I didn't feel like unisex name was what I wanted so we're thinking outside the box thanks to you. Love to you sweetheart and you are in my prayers for your continued healing 🥰
Thank you for this. I recently had this experience with our fifth at 13 weeks. I thought I was immune. It was so humbling but the Lord showed up in tremendous ways. God creates some babies just for heaven. What a treasure it is to have them waiting for us there.
I am so very sorry for your loss my dear. We lost our very first son in a similar manner. He was born 1 month early but they found a massive infection in his tiny body and he passed 4 days later. That was 30 years ago and it still bothers me today when I think of it and I am the father, but I know that he is in a much better place with the Lord. Try to be cheerful my dear and take all of the time you wish. God Bless you and family Joe Scott
Community is wonderful as you journey through such devastating loss. You and your family are absolutely in my prayers. May knowing Selah is in the arms of our heavenly Father until you see her again be of great comfort ♥️
I am sorry for your loss, you are not alone, I lost 2 babies about that same time frame. It's never easy and here it is 0ver 40 years ago for me and I think about them both. You're right, we should not have to bear this along, thank you for sharing your story.
I'm sorry for your loss. I had missed you and hoped nothing was wrong. Thank you for sharing with us the good times and bad times. You are such a beautiful person. Young mothers can learn so much from you.
I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. Let yourself grieve and talk about it with your children and husband. I’ll be praying for all of you, huge and love from Texas!
I'm so sorry for your loss. My husband and I are currently grieving ourselves. We lost our daughter at 22 weeks and delivered her 8/1/21. Thank you for speaking out and telling us your story. I know how hard this video was to make. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Women have a unique, blessed ability to carry our strength and our vulnerability simultaneously, in equal measure. It’s a pleasure to witness you in the transparency of your journey; you’re doing a beautiful thing in sharing ❤️ Your baby lives, just as you saw in your dream, right there at your heart. Praying for your healing 🙏🏻
I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. I thank God that he gave you something to hold on within your heart, that you have an amazing image of your child and are able to watch him spiritually. May God’s heal your family.
It's been 32 years since I lost I lost Serina Lynne at 4.5 months gestation. Two other friends were pregnant and due at the same time. I see their children today and wonder what she would have been like. I still grieve on her birthdate, the day after my birthday. At the time, miscarriage was such a hush topic. I remember hearing words like "oh, there will be other children," or "you're blessed with a child already." While true, it was not hope filled and it overlooked the fact I had lost a child. Today, we see women share their miscarrages and have rainbow babies. It would have helped me so much to grieve. But I was expected to ignore what had happened. I'm so behind in my grieving process. I am so sorry for you, your family and for Selah. You are right, our God is so Merciful. I will continue to pray. Much love ❤
💐🤍im so sorry!! I lost the twin to my last baby girl at 10.5weeks... makes me sad at times wondering what it would have been like with both my babies and sometimes I feel like my youngest is missing something so important... but I know God will make up the difference. 💜😔 So glad you talked about it... 💜🙏
You are not alone. I have endured 6 miscarriages. My firstborn son was a twin, the twin, I lost at about 4 months, but carried full term. The delivery was very difficult-but I held my living son at long last as he was a month overdue. At 27 years old, that only son of mine, took his own life... The devastation of these losses is crippling; at times. God and close friends, and some family members, held my hand, heart and soul; and I’m ok-as ok as one can be that is. I am blessed to have two beautiful grown daughters, and 4 grandchildren-2 of which I never see, are my sons almost grown children. I too had a dream. My dream was that a man dressed in Heavenly robes, told me that the tiny souls He was blessing me with, even tho for only a short time, needed to know love from an earthly Mother. He wanted them to feel a heartbeat, and joy and warmth that only a Mother can provide. That these gifts were not to be permanent, tangible gifts continuing in this life-but was needed for His purposes in Heaven; and to instill in me, a service to give compassion to others in this same journey. I’ve never told anyone of this dream, because I didn’t think anyone would understand... The ill advice, even though probably well meant words of “you can always have another” or “you need to get over this and move on” or “this must be Gods way of telling you you don’t need so many children...” well, those words stabbed me clear to my core. But then I realized that those people had blessedly, never experienced these losses-and the Lord gave me compassion over them. I’ve been praying for you. I’ll continue praying for you and your family. I look forward to your future content, as I always do. It’s not weakness to show your breakdowns, it give us opportunity to cover you with prayer. I know the Lord will Bless you and Keep you...♥️
Take all the time you need with your family. I have two blessings here on earth and one in heaven. It's hard to describe the grief of a miscarriage to someone who hasn't been through it. You aren't alone, many are praying for you!
Having lost two myself and then had to watch my daughter suffer through two herself ( which was so heart wrenching), I send nothing but love and prayers to you and your family. Take all the time you need . We will be here . So sorry you’ve had to walk down this path l, but your not alone. God and your social media family are here for you.
I'm so sorry for your loss, Jessica! I lost two babies through miscarriage almost 40 years ago, and what has comforted me over the years is what King David said about the child he lost, "I will go to him, but he will not return to me." I believe I will see my babies again, and I believe you will see yours also. But I know it takes time to grieve. I pray for God's comfort for you and your family.
I watched this after I saw the video of you having Hanna. I know this was a year ago, but I want to share something with you. For me having babies wasn’t easy. After trying for 5 years, we went IVF and had our beautiful daughter Anita. Later we tried again and I miscarried when I was 8 weeks along according to the IVF date. 6 months later we tried again, and this time I had twins. I believe that sometimes our babies souls are not ready to meet us yet, so they go back to God for more courage, since being born and live a life can be intimidating and scary. Then later, when they are ready they are born to us as brave souls, ready to take on life. So, maybe Hanna just needed a little more time with God, before she was ready to come into the world. This was what got me through that miscarriage, and made me ready to embrace the twins that was put in my care. My children are now adults, but continues to be a blessing in my life. They are happy healthy courageous people, that I am proud to call mine.
My daughter had 2 miscarriages last year after 2 healthy pregnancies. It was a huge shock and disappointment. She is pregnant right now and we are praying for a healthy little grandchild. So I understand your loss and extend my deepest condolences to you your husband and family. You love that baby from the first day you know you have conceived and it is such a huge loss. Please take your time to grieve and heal physically and emotionally. We will all be here when you feel up to making videos again. God bless you and comfort you in this time of loss.
I am 75 now. When people I meet ask me how many children I have I say five. We lost our second baby at 16 weeks gestation. I was unlucky in that I hemorrhaged so had to be hospitalized, but I remember that day vividly and the overwhelming sadness. We will wait here for you dear one, and will be happy to see you again. But take all the time you need. Blessings.
So sorry for your loss, sweet lady. Praying that God would pour out His peace and comfort on you and your precious family during this time. And please don’t feel bad about stepping away from RUclips for a while. Emotional and mental health comes first, and you’re doing exactly what you need to do. Be encouraged; the house will be right again eventually. Give yourself all the time you need to heal and get back into your normal routine. 😊
I cannot imagine the depth of your grief but I'm glad you have your family around you to comfort each other. As you said, God's plan is unknown but we must trust that he will use this for your best life. We will wait patiently for your healing and come back to filming when you feel ready. Blessings to you all.
I lost my first baby in 1988. You’re right, it’s a very sad and lonely time. Many things trigger the sadness for years after. My heart breaks for you, and I’m praying for you daily.
Aww Jess I'm so sorry for your loss. This breaks my heart but I know you are doing everything as you should. I'm glad you reached out and shared your story as difficult as that is. We all love you and will be praying for your family. Take your time to heal. Well be here when you're ready. ❤
Although my miscarriages were almost 22 years ago, I remember that miscarriage is something most don't talk about. Thank you for sharing your heart and sharing your experiences. I, too, had a compassionate nurse who helped me tremendously. May God continue to enfold you in HIS loving arms. I'll pray for continued comfort and healing.
It’s a mystery to us, but not to Him. I went though this November 11, 2019. It was quite traumatic and I didn’t have the best bedside care. I did everything at home like you but ended up having to go to the hospital eventually which I didn’t want because I had two home births before so to be there with so much intervention was not peaceful… and then we were quarantined for pandemic so that made things interesting. Let’s just say that gave our family time to walk through that together and to buy a lot of goats for mama haha. I still struggle with some ptsd but it has gotten a lot better. Thank you for sharing this. Praying the Lord gives you an abundance of comfort and peace.
I am so, so sorry for your loss. It’s always so heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing your heartbreak. We shouldn’t have to endure alone. I too shared my experiences on my channel in effort to bring awareness to miscarriage and pregnancy loss and grief.🌻 I had 2 miscarriages in 2020. Life is so precious. Selah is a special name on my baby names list. Sending you comfort and prayers.
love and prayers; my mother had a traumatic fall at 8 mths of pregnancy and my brother was stillborn. My mother carried that loss with her forever and never was able to talk about it. I am 61 and remember her telling us about our brother we never met; I know some day God will let me meet him in heaven and also see my parents again. Thank you for sharing this. I pray for your heart to heal and through God's grace and love he will comfort you.
I am so sorry for this tremendous loss. We carry those babies with us for a lifetime. I am praying God will continue to wrap His loving arms around your family as you grieve.
You are so right. Women need to know that they're not alone during the hardest times of their lives. Please take the time that you need to feel better and get your life back to normal. God bless you, sweet Jessica.
No words. Miscarriage is so hard and painful to go through. You are a brave soul to be able to share your story to help other women. Serving Jesus even in your pain. Love your heart sister! Take your time to heal! ❤️❤️❤️
I felt something was not easy for y'all right now. I'm so sorry your hearts are being stretched this way. I firmly believe those littles ones are still yours and will be part of your family in the hereafter. That kangaroo pouch around your heart is definitely a tender mercy and one I pray you keep. Take your time in healing. Love and prayers for your family and yourself.
I am mourning with you all. We just lost our baby boy at 16 weeks on Oct 10th. He was my 6th miscarriage and we have no other children so, our hearts and home are heavy and lonely. The Lord is our comfort and strength. Praying for you all 🤍
I'm so sorry. I've been through a missed miscarriage, also, almost 3 years ago. And yes, for me it's very hard to talk about the baby we lost. Big hugs to you at this time. We are currently about 7 weeks to meeting our rainbow baby and I still have fear till she's safely in my arms. Praying for you.
The Lord is sparing you a grief much larger than this. Your little one will be on the other side awaiting your arrival. So sorry for your loss. Please take solace in knowing she’s in the best hands possible. 🙏🏼♥️ Take all the time you need. We’ll be here anxiously waiting for your return. You’re more important to our RUclips community than you know. 💞
Thank you! This blessed my heart. Truly He is so merciful even in the hardest of times....I went through the same thing two months ago. Started bleeding at 11 weeks, but found out with ultrasound that baby stopped growing at 7 weeks. I guess it took my body a whole month to recognize the loss. I was so thankful that we had taken the gender test a few days before prior and found out we had a precious baby girl. She would have been our 10th little one earth side. We chose to name her Zaira...which means radiance. I picture her shining brightly in His Heavenly Kingdom! Jessica, I just finished watching your recent homebirth with beautiful Hannah! You are so blessed, and He is so faithful! ❤️ 🙏
I am so very sorry for your loss. I talk about our angel baby all the time. We need to normalize loss, not hide it. It does not matter if you are 2 weeks, 10 weeks, 20 weeks-it’s still the loss of a child. May your sweet baby rest in the arms of Jesus. You are in my prayers
I am so sorry! We had a loss in March. I feel like this is definitely something that people don’t talk about especially when you already have a bunch of kids.
Because of a hormonal imbalance, I had many miscarriages. I could get pregnant...I just couldn't stay pregnant. Thanks to my fertility doctor, I was finally able to have my daughter who is now 27...and I have two grandchildren. However...you are correct...people don't talk about miscarriage and the various reasons for it, and I felt very broken for many years. We all need to be able to process and grieve in the best ways for us as individuals. Praying for you and your family!!!
Sending you and your family lots of love and prayers. I have been through this a few times myself and I know how devastating this is. Take care of yourself and take all the time you need. ❤
I’m so sorry ❤️. I miscarried 7 years ago and I was alone and I’ve never really talked about it, my body was holding onto that pregnancy so had to have medical intervention unfortunately. You and your family is in my prayers.
Dear sweet Mama, I am so sorry for your loss. As a mama of 7 plus 3 miscarriages I feel your pain. Never does it get easier. Thank you for bringing this issue to the public. So often this is swept under the rug and forgotten. Take all the time you need to heal and snuggle those little ones.
My first pregnancy was at 19 years old and it was all over before I was sure that I was pregnant. No one acknowledged why had happened, nor would they allow me too. I was pregnant again 2 months later. I poured myself into my pregnancies, and I attribute that to the loss. May God comfort you and your family! Much WV Love and Many Prayers! 💙💛🙏
I am so sorry to hear of your loss, Sister. I had a miscarriage four years ago and I still morn the baby I lost but didn't know. Praying for healing for you and your family. 🙏
I'm so sorry sweet momma. When I had my first miscarriage, no one would even talk about it. So hard. I'm so happy you have your beautiful family to hold onto. God loves you so much!
Sorry for your loss beloved! I have had many miscarriage and they aren’t easy at all! But through IVF I was blessed with 5 children but at 33 years old I have to get a full hysterectomy! So I can understand beloved I know your pain! Take your time, rest and have grace for yourself love ❤️♾
Jessica!!! This is a testimony of high level of faith!!! A lot people today are not open for life because something always could happen. God sees all and He is faithful to His people too. You are amazing example of strong woman!!! Love, love , love....for all you!!
I am so sorry for your loss. The loss of a child at any stage is heartbreaking. I lost 2 children one at 10 weeks and my other at 11 weeks. I still have moment's that I will look at their ultrasound picture's and just brake down in tears. For all the mama's out there going threw this know you are not alone❤.
Thank you for sharing Jessica. I too have had two miscarriages and it is very hard. I pray for continued peace from The Father, your family and this community.
I am so sorry 😢. Miscarriage is so hard . I lost 2 babies through miscarriage. I didn’t know my babies but it still grieved for them. I know one sweet day I will see my babies that have been in God’s care. Take as long as you need to grieve . When things like this happens I have to believe God always has a plan even though we can’t see it yet. Sending you and your family a hug and lots of prayers. 💔
Thank you so much for talking about this! When I had my miscarriage between my 4th & 5th pregnancy, I also was so very unprepared. The medical professionals did not help or were not comforting at all. Also I felt God wanted me to talk about our baby but I felt like everyone I tried to talk to down played my experience and thought I should just get over it. Thankfully my husband who was also grieving was so patient with me and we are still able to talk about it. He never wanted to hush me. We are now pregnant with our 7th and with each one I am so much more on edge. But also prepared better emotionally. I praise God for our loss in a way now. I will never assume anything. We know God giveth and God taketh away. His plan above our own. My heart breaks for you all. I heard many times with our loss, atleast you have other kids. But it doesn't make it any better. Praying for peace and healing for you and your family 💔😭🙏💕
Lifting you and your precious family up in prayer! I’ve gone through a still birth and I truly feel your pain. My late gran told me that God needed me to breathe life into my baby but that He had a job for him to do in heaven and I would one day see him again. His name is Bracken Alexander. He would be 8 this New Year’s Eve and he is still very much in my heart. Grief and sadness never leaves you, nor thoughts of your baby but by His grace, it’s made easier as time goes on and you will be reunited with your baby one day 🥰
Dear Jessica, my heart goes out to you. I know your pain. I will keep you snd your family in my prayers. So glad you got to be home and didnt need medical help. Thats wonderful you named your baby, now you can pray to them. Im Catholic Christian and the month of November is especially dedicated to praying for all the holy souls gone before us. In my parish we have a special Mass for all babies who've died (miscarried and after birth). I will remember your babies at this Mass. God bless you and the family.
I am so very sorry for your loss. In 1990 I lost my fourth and last child, a baby girl. She was full term and born with Group B Strep and died the following morning. In 2002 I started a chapter of Share Pregnancy and Infant Loss Support and ran it for 15 years. It is so very sad that our society does not support parents through the loss of a baby.
Sending hugs and prayers to you and your family. I had my first miscarriage 25 years ago. I have 4 blessings here on earth but 13 angels I will one day get to meet. Loss is never easy but if we can focus on the blessings it makes the load easier to carry. Talking helps yourself but it also helps others out there so they know they aren’t alone.
Thank you for your story sister💜. My heart and prayers go out to you and your sweet family 🙏. I miscarried 2 years ago and wasn’t prepared for it. I went into labor not knowing I was pregnant and delivered at home. I wasn’t far along according to the doctors but it still hurts to know I lost a child. But like you said, the lord knows what’s best for us and is always with us through thick and thin. God bless you sweetie and take all the time you need💜💜
Sending you hugs and lifting you and your family up in prayer. I do know the heart break of miscarriage as I lost a child between my middle daughter and youngest son. As women we do need to talk about and support each other more on this topic. Please know you are being thought of and prayed for daily ❤️
Praying that the lord fill you with the only peace and love that can truly comfort you and your family (his) with his love you can heal .. you have an amazing opportunity to share about him on here and you do a great job of it despite the spiritual battle I'm sure you face from the enemy .. I'm thankful you shared so we can join in prayer and help Cary your burden to the father .. our messiah is returning soon and we will all be reunited
Miscarriage and the loss of a pregnancy is so painful. I’m so sorry. I’m glad you had a compassionate and caring ultrasound tech. I have gone through it too. Thank you for sharing.
I'm so sorry that you have been challenged with this in your life. I miss your videos, but you take all the time you need to start your lifelong healing process. You will be in my prayers.
Hi, Jessica. I haven't chatted with you since Instagram. This is Joys of Jan. I think of you and continue praying for you and your family. I am currently canning beans as i learned from one of your videos (for the 3rd time!!) My first pregnancy ended on a kid of the child. I, to, had a dream about that black headed little guy running through a field, playing. I know it was him. I recognized him. Even tho i never saw his little body here. I'm lighting you and yours up as you get back to life again and some sense of normalcy. Blessings, dear one.
I'm so very sorry. I knew something was going on. I don't have words other than God is faithful! So glad you have Him to cry out to. Love you and your precious family. Praying for peace that only God can give.
I am so sorry Jessica! Praying for you! Thankful for the Lord's sweetness as you are walking through this difficulty. May He show you more of His lovingkindness through this!
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I am sorry for your loss. May the Lord grant you His peace.❤️🩹
You are not alone, we are here with you! Along with the Lord, His Son Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. It does not matter the age of the child when he or she passes, the grief is real and painful. May God continue to wrap his arms of peace, grace and love around you. Blessed are those that mourn. A verse understood only by those who know. It is a time when the Lord draws you closer and we can feel His presence a bit more than we do in our normal everyday life.
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You may not know this, but you are a testament to the goodness of the Lord. Blessings to you. I'm lifting you in prayer. Thank you for sharing your story.
I’m so sorry you and your family are dealing with such a heartbreaking loss! Taking the time for you and your family to heal is definitely more important than creating videos for us! Prayers going up for healing your broken hearts!
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I’m so sorry to hear for you and your family . I pray God’s love and grace continue to carry you and your family during this healing process. Praying 🙏🏽
I agree! Praying for you and your beautiful family. We will be here for you when you are ready to come back.
I’m so sorry. I lost a baby at 10 weeks. It is so hard. Also difficult when no one says anything (I think people just don’t know what to say) but it makes you feel so alone and think no one understands. I hope through social media at least you can feel the love and understanding of your followers. People do care! May you all be held close in Gods Hands and know you will see that perfect child one day in heaven. That child wasn’t created for this earth. It was created for Gods special purpose in heaven. Keeping you in prayer.
I’m so very sorry. I long for the day I get to see my 3 babies in Heaven. Two thru miscarriage and one stillbirth who had Trisomy 18. In glad you had a compassionate doctor/nurse. May the Lord comfort you every moment. I know the feeling but I also was able to know the Lord in a deeper way. He is faithful and will walk with you and family. Bless you!!! 🙏
Praying for you. Miscarriage is really hard to walk through. I had 2 losses before we had our first child and I also dreamed about them both the night before I miscarried. One was a tiny baby with dark brown hair that looked like my first child. The second Miscarriage I dreamed of a little red headed boy that looked just like my dad running around. I have 2 babies in heaven that I can't wait to meet.
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I wonder as we are all in here chatting and sharing our stories distantly knowing one another if each of our children are in Heaven knowing one another pointing out that's my mom that's my dad.
I am glad they are able to take their pain and allow God to use it to help someone else in their journey. Yes, these are the things i wonder and ponder.
So sorry to hear about your loss. My wife and I were blessed with six children. We lost three to miscarriage along the way and it was always a setback mentally and emotionally. Take care of yourself. You are an incredibly important to your kids and they will need you even more in the next few months.
Praying for comfort for you, and praising that God gave you a compassionate person for your ultrasound.
Our prayers are with you and your family! We love you all so much. Hold her image close to your heart. As a great grandpa now I can still envision our little blond girl that we never got to hold in 1972 and our love for her still lives in our hearts. When He gives us the vision of our lost little one, it is truly a blessing!
My sympathies sorry for what your family went through, She is with God - you will see her again. Loss in this temporary experience is temporary. It's not nice to Go through these.
Thirty years after my son was stillborn I still cry when I hear someone's story of lost babies. I believe our babies are in Heaven but it still hurts. Jesus is a great comfort to me and I hope you don't feel rushed to "get over" this terrible loss.
Spiritual healing is so important. When you’re ready I’ll be back to watch. Take all the time you need without guilt.
I want to thank you so much. It brought up so much of my own pain and I realised that I'd been holding onto some regrets about circumstances that surrounded my own miscarriages. Wow, its still so hard to say or write those words. By grieving for and alongside you I was able to come to better terms with my own feelings. Hubby and I made the decision to name them , our eldest daughter is also helping. I never gave my babes a name because we didn't know any of their sexes and I didn't feel like unisex name was what I wanted so we're thinking outside the box thanks to you. Love to you sweetheart and you are in my prayers for your continued healing 🥰
Thank you for sharing your grief and your praise of God’s Mercy on you and your family. I know Jesus holds you all.
Thank you for this. I recently had this experience with our fifth at 13 weeks. I thought I was immune. It was so humbling but the Lord showed up in tremendous ways. God creates some babies just for heaven. What a treasure it is to have them waiting for us there.
I am so very sorry for your loss my dear. We lost our very first son in a similar manner. He was born 1 month early but they found a massive infection in his tiny body and he passed 4 days later. That was 30 years ago and it still bothers me today when I think of it and I am the father, but I know that he is in a much better place with the Lord. Try to be cheerful my dear and take all of the time you wish.
God Bless you and family Joe Scott
Community is wonderful as you journey through such devastating loss. You and your family are absolutely in my prayers. May knowing Selah is in the arms of our heavenly Father until you see her again be of great comfort ♥️
I am sorry for your loss, you are not alone, I lost 2 babies about that same time frame. It's never easy and here it is 0ver 40 years ago for me and I think about them both. You're right, we should not have to bear this along, thank you for sharing your story.
I'm sorry for your loss. I had missed you and hoped nothing was wrong. Thank you for sharing with us the good times and bad times. You are such a beautiful person. Young mothers can learn so much from you.
I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. Let yourself grieve and talk about it with your children and husband. I’ll be praying for all of you, huge and love from Texas!
Becca- I'm so sorry. I've had 3 miscarriages. 5 children here on Earth, 3 angels in heaven. I'm praying for your healing.
I'm so sorry for your loss. My husband and I are currently grieving ourselves. We lost our daughter at 22 weeks and delivered her 8/1/21. Thank you for speaking out and telling us your story. I know how hard this video was to make. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Women have a unique, blessed ability to carry our strength and our vulnerability simultaneously, in equal measure. It’s a pleasure to witness you in the transparency of your journey; you’re doing a beautiful thing in sharing ❤️ Your baby lives, just as you saw in your dream, right there at your heart. Praying for your healing 🙏🏻
Sorry to hear this, Jessica. Miscarriage is one of the hardest heartbreaks of all. Hugs!!!
I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. I thank God that he gave you something to hold on within your heart, that you have an amazing image of your child and are able to watch him spiritually. May God’s heal your family.
It's been 32 years since I lost I lost Serina Lynne at 4.5 months gestation. Two other friends were pregnant and due at the same time. I see their children today and wonder what she would have been like. I still grieve on her birthdate, the day after my birthday.
At the time, miscarriage was such a hush topic. I remember hearing words like "oh, there will be other children," or "you're blessed with a child already." While true, it was not hope filled and it overlooked the fact I had lost a child.
Today, we see women share their miscarrages and have rainbow babies. It would have helped me so much to grieve. But I was expected to ignore what had happened. I'm so behind in my grieving process.
I am so sorry for you, your family and for Selah. You are right, our God is so Merciful. I will continue to pray. Much love ❤
💐🤍im so sorry!!
I lost the twin to my last baby girl at 10.5weeks... makes me sad at times wondering what it would have been like with both my babies and sometimes I feel like my youngest is missing something so important... but I know God will make up the difference. 💜😔
So glad you talked about it... 💜🙏
You are not alone.
I have endured 6 miscarriages. My firstborn son was a twin, the twin, I lost at about 4 months, but carried full term. The delivery was very difficult-but I held my living son at long last as he was a month overdue. At 27 years old, that only son of mine, took his own life...
The devastation of these losses is crippling; at times. God and close friends, and some family members, held my hand, heart and soul; and I’m ok-as ok as one can be that is. I am blessed to have two beautiful grown daughters, and 4 grandchildren-2 of which I never see, are my sons almost grown children.
I too had a dream. My dream was that a man dressed in Heavenly robes, told me that the tiny souls He was blessing me with, even tho for only a short time, needed to know love from an earthly Mother. He wanted them to feel a heartbeat, and joy and warmth that only a Mother can provide. That these gifts were not to be permanent, tangible gifts continuing in this life-but was needed for His purposes in Heaven; and to instill in me, a service to give compassion to others in this same journey.
I’ve never told anyone of this dream, because I didn’t think anyone would understand...
The ill advice, even though probably well meant words of “you can always have another” or “you need to get over this and move on” or “this must be Gods way of telling you you don’t need so many children...” well, those words stabbed me clear to my core. But then I realized that those people had blessedly, never experienced these losses-and the Lord gave me compassion over them.
I’ve been praying for you.
I’ll continue praying for you and your family.
I look forward to your future content, as I always do. It’s not weakness to show your breakdowns, it give us opportunity to cover you with prayer.
I know the Lord will Bless you and Keep you...♥️
We had three misscariages back to back after our son wss born and finallly just had our baby girl. Many prayers for you!!
Take all the time you need with your family. I have two blessings here on earth and one in heaven. It's hard to describe the grief of a miscarriage to someone who hasn't been through it. You aren't alone, many are praying for you!
Having lost two myself and then had to watch my daughter suffer through two herself ( which was so heart wrenching), I send nothing but love and prayers to you and your family. Take all the time you need . We will be here . So sorry you’ve had to walk down this path l, but your not alone. God and your social media family are here for you.
I'm so sorry for your loss, Jessica! I lost two babies through miscarriage almost 40 years ago, and what has comforted me over the years is what King David said about the child he lost, "I will go to him, but he will not return to me." I believe I will see my babies again, and I believe you will see yours also. But I know it takes time to grieve. I pray for God's comfort for you and your family.
Take your time sweet sister. We are here in prayer. May God bless and comfort you as only He can do. 👩🌾💙🙏
I watched this after I saw the video of you having Hanna. I know this was a year ago, but I want to share something with you. For me having babies wasn’t easy. After trying for 5 years, we went IVF and had our beautiful daughter Anita. Later we tried again and I miscarried when I was 8 weeks along according to the IVF date. 6 months later we tried again, and this time I had twins. I believe that sometimes our babies souls are not ready to meet us yet, so they go back to God for more courage, since being born and live a life can be intimidating and scary. Then later, when they are ready they are born to us as brave souls, ready to take on life. So, maybe Hanna just needed a little more time with God, before she was ready to come into the world.
This was what got me through that miscarriage, and made me ready to embrace the twins that was put in my care. My children are now adults, but continues to be a blessing in my life. They are happy healthy courageous people, that I am proud to call mine.
My daughter had 2 miscarriages last year after 2 healthy pregnancies. It was a huge shock and disappointment. She is pregnant right now and we are praying for a healthy little grandchild.
So I understand your loss and extend my deepest condolences to you your husband and family. You love that baby from the first day you know you have conceived and it is such a huge loss. Please take your time to grieve and heal physically and emotionally. We will all be here when you feel up to making videos again. God bless you and comfort you in this time of loss.
I am 75 now. When people I meet ask me how many children I have I say five. We lost our second baby at 16 weeks gestation. I was unlucky in that I hemorrhaged so had to be hospitalized, but I remember that day vividly and the overwhelming sadness. We will wait here for you dear one, and will be happy to see you again. But take all the time you need. Blessings.
So sorry for your loss, sweet lady. Praying that God would pour out His peace and comfort on you and your precious family during this time. And please don’t feel bad about stepping away from RUclips for a while. Emotional and mental health comes first, and you’re doing exactly what you need to do. Be encouraged; the house will be right again eventually. Give yourself all the time you need to heal and get back into your normal routine. 😊
I cannot imagine the depth of your grief but I'm glad you have your family around you to comfort each other. As you said, God's plan is unknown but we must trust that he will use this for your best life. We will wait patiently for your healing and come back to filming when you feel ready. Blessings to you all.
I lost my first baby in 1988. You’re right, it’s a very sad and lonely time. Many things trigger the sadness for years after. My heart breaks for you, and I’m praying for you daily.
Nobody ever knows what to say, but everyone understands and cares for you and wishes you nothing but the best.
May the lord help you through this, so sorry for your loss.
Aww Jess I'm so sorry for your loss. This breaks my heart but I know you are doing everything as you should. I'm glad you reached out and shared your story as difficult as that is. We all love you and will be praying for your family. Take your time to heal. Well be here when you're ready. ❤
Although my miscarriages were almost 22 years ago, I remember that miscarriage is something most don't talk about. Thank you for sharing your heart and sharing your experiences. I, too, had a compassionate nurse who helped me tremendously. May God continue to enfold you in HIS loving arms. I'll pray for continued comfort and healing.
It’s a mystery to us, but not to Him. I went though this November 11, 2019. It was quite traumatic and I didn’t have the best bedside care. I did everything at home like you but ended up having to go to the hospital eventually which I didn’t want because I had two home births before so to be there with so much intervention was not peaceful… and then we were quarantined for pandemic so that made things interesting. Let’s just say that gave our family time to walk through that together and to buy a lot of goats for mama haha. I still struggle with some ptsd but it has gotten a lot better. Thank you for sharing this. Praying the Lord gives you an abundance of comfort and peace.
I am so, so sorry for your loss. It’s always so heartbreaking.
Thank you for sharing your heartbreak.
We shouldn’t have to endure alone. I too shared my experiences on my channel in effort to bring awareness to miscarriage and pregnancy loss and grief.🌻
I had 2 miscarriages in 2020. Life is so precious.
Selah is a special name on my baby names list.
Sending you comfort and prayers.
love and prayers; my mother had a traumatic fall at 8 mths of pregnancy and my brother was stillborn. My mother carried that loss with her forever and never was able to talk about it. I am 61 and remember her telling us about our brother we never met; I know some day God will let me meet him in heaven and also see my parents again. Thank you for sharing this. I pray for your heart to heal and through God's grace and love he will comfort you.
Praying for you now sweet sister in Christ. And that dream…WHAT a blessing! One day all will be made right and we’ll hold the children we’ve lost.
I am so sorry for this tremendous loss. We carry those babies with us for a lifetime. I am praying God will continue to wrap His loving arms around your family as you grieve.
As with many things in life, take the time you need. We’ll still be here. Take care.
You are so right. Women need to know that they're not alone during the hardest times of their lives. Please take the time that you need to feel better and get your life back to normal. God bless you, sweet Jessica.
No words. Miscarriage is so hard and painful to go through. You are a brave soul to be able to share your story to help other women. Serving Jesus even in your pain. Love your heart sister! Take your time to heal! ❤️❤️❤️
I felt something was not easy for y'all right now. I'm so sorry your hearts are being stretched this way. I firmly believe those littles ones are still yours and will be part of your family in the hereafter. That kangaroo pouch around your heart is definitely a tender mercy and one I pray you keep. Take your time in healing. Love and prayers for your family and yourself.
I am mourning with you all. We just lost our baby boy at 16 weeks on Oct 10th. He was my 6th miscarriage and we have no other children so, our hearts and home are heavy and lonely. The Lord is our comfort and strength. Praying for you all 🤍
I'm so sorry. I've been through a missed miscarriage, also, almost 3 years ago. And yes, for me it's very hard to talk about the baby we lost. Big hugs to you at this time. We are currently about 7 weeks to meeting our rainbow baby and I still have fear till she's safely in my arms. Praying for you.
The Lord is sparing you a grief much larger than this. Your little one will be on the other side awaiting your arrival.
So sorry for your loss. Please take solace in knowing she’s in the best hands possible. 🙏🏼♥️
Take all the time you need. We’ll be here anxiously waiting for your return. You’re more important to our RUclips community than you know. 💞
Thank you! This blessed my heart. Truly He is so merciful even in the hardest of times....I went through the same thing two months ago. Started bleeding at 11 weeks, but found out with ultrasound that baby stopped growing at 7 weeks. I guess it took my body a whole month to recognize the loss. I was so thankful that we had taken the gender test a few days before prior and found out we had a precious baby girl. She would have been our 10th little one earth side. We chose to name her Zaira...which means radiance. I picture her shining brightly in His Heavenly Kingdom!
Jessica, I just finished watching your recent homebirth with beautiful Hannah! You are so blessed, and He is so faithful! ❤️ 🙏
I am so very sorry for your loss. I talk about our angel baby all the time. We need to normalize loss, not hide it. It does not matter if you are 2 weeks, 10 weeks, 20 weeks-it’s still the loss of a child. May your sweet baby rest in the arms of Jesus. You are in my prayers
I am so sorry! We had a loss in March. I feel like this is definitely something that people don’t talk about especially when you already have a bunch of kids.
Because of a hormonal imbalance, I had many miscarriages. I could get pregnant...I just couldn't stay pregnant. Thanks to my fertility doctor, I was finally able to have my daughter who is now 27...and I have two grandchildren.
However...you are correct...people don't talk about miscarriage and the various reasons for it, and I felt very broken for many years. We all need to be able to process and grieve in the best ways for us as individuals.
Praying for you and your family!!!
Sending you and your family lots of love and prayers. I have been through this a few times myself and I know how devastating this is. Take care of yourself and take all the time you need. ❤
So sorry for your loss, Jessica. We will remember you and your family in our Rosary tonight. 🌹
I’m so sorry ❤️. I miscarried 7 years ago and I was alone and I’ve never really talked about it, my body was holding onto that pregnancy so had to have medical intervention unfortunately. You and your family is in my prayers.
Dear sweet Mama, I am so sorry for your loss. As a mama of 7 plus 3 miscarriages I feel your pain. Never does it get easier. Thank you for bringing this issue to the public. So often this is swept under the rug and forgotten. Take all the time you need to heal and snuggle those little ones.
My first pregnancy was at 19 years old and it was all over before I was sure that I was pregnant. No one acknowledged why had happened, nor would they allow me too. I was pregnant again 2 months later. I poured myself into my pregnancies, and I attribute that to the loss. May God comfort you and your family! Much WV Love and Many Prayers! 💙💛🙏
I am so sorry to hear of your loss, Sister. I had a miscarriage four years ago and I still morn the baby I lost but didn't know. Praying for healing for you and your family. 🙏
I'm so sorry sweet momma. When I had my first miscarriage, no one would even talk about it. So hard. I'm so happy you have your beautiful family to hold onto. God loves you so much!
Sorry for your loss beloved! I have had many miscarriage and they aren’t easy at all! But through IVF I was blessed with 5 children but at 33 years old I have to get a full hysterectomy! So I can understand beloved I know your pain! Take your time, rest and have grace for yourself love ❤️♾
Jessica!!! This is a testimony of high level of faith!!! A lot people today are not open for life because something always could happen. God sees all and He is faithful to His people too. You are amazing example of strong woman!!! Love, love , love....for all you!!
We lost our first baby to miscarriage. I understand your pain. May the Lord bring you comfort and strength.❤️🙏🏻
😢💕. Prayers for you and your family! I lost five before my first child. God was the only reason I stayed sane through the grief.
I am so sorry for your loss. The loss of a child at any stage is heartbreaking. I lost 2 children one at 10 weeks and my other at 11 weeks. I still have moment's that I will look at their ultrasound picture's and just brake down in tears. For all the mama's out there going threw this know you are not alone❤.
Oh Mommy, I'm so sorry for your loss! I'm a mommy of 4 earth kiddos and 3 angel babies and I know your pain. Praying for peace and love in this time 🤗
Thank you for sharing Jessica. I too have had two miscarriages and it is very hard. I pray for continued peace from The Father, your family and this community.
I am so sorry 😢. Miscarriage is so hard . I lost 2 babies through miscarriage. I didn’t know my babies but it still grieved for them. I know one sweet day I will see my babies that have been in God’s care. Take as long as you need to grieve . When things like this happens I have to believe God always has a plan even though we can’t see it yet. Sending you and your family a hug and lots of prayers. 💔
I'm so sorry for your loss. May the Lord be with you as you heal and remember Sayla xx
Thank you so much for talking about this! When I had my miscarriage between my 4th & 5th pregnancy, I also was so very unprepared. The medical professionals did not help or were not comforting at all. Also I felt God wanted me to talk about our baby but I felt like everyone I tried to talk to down played my experience and thought I should just get over it. Thankfully my husband who was also grieving was so patient with me and we are still able to talk about it. He never wanted to hush me. We are now pregnant with our 7th and with each one I am so much more on edge. But also prepared better emotionally. I praise God for our loss in a way now. I will never assume anything. We know God giveth and God taketh away. His plan above our own. My heart breaks for you all. I heard many times with our loss, atleast you have other kids. But it doesn't make it any better. Praying for peace and healing for you and your family 💔😭🙏💕
I'm sorry, sweet lady! Be comforted, you will see your little one in heaven one day! Hugs from one sister to you!
Lifting you and your precious family up in prayer! I’ve gone through a still birth and I truly feel your pain. My late gran told me that God needed me to breathe life into my baby but that He had a job for him to do in heaven and I would one day see him again. His name is Bracken Alexander. He would be 8 this New Year’s Eve and he is still very much in my heart. Grief and sadness never leaves you, nor thoughts of your baby but by His grace, it’s made easier as time goes on and you will be reunited with your baby one day 🥰
Dear Jessica, my heart goes out to you. I know your pain. I will keep you snd your family in my prayers. So glad you got to be home and didnt need medical help. Thats wonderful you named your baby, now you can pray to them. Im Catholic Christian and the month of November is especially dedicated to praying for all the holy souls gone before us. In my parish we have a special Mass for all babies who've died (miscarried and after birth). I will remember your babies at this Mass. God bless you and the family.
I am so very sorry for your loss. In 1990 I lost my fourth and last child, a baby girl. She was full term and born with Group B Strep and died the following morning. In 2002 I started a chapter of Share Pregnancy and Infant Loss Support and ran it for 15 years. It is so very sad that our society does not support parents through the loss of a baby.
So saddened to hear of your loss. May peace be with you and your family as God’s plans are revealed. Prayers for all of you.
I’ve been there , many miscarriage and lost of 2 children. I know your pain and lost. My prayers are with y’all.
Sending love to your family. We've been through a number of similar losses and very much appreciate you sharing your story. ❤
Oh Jess, my heart goes out to you and your family. I've been praying and will continue to pray you will all find strength to get through this.
Sending hugs and prayers to you and your family. I had my first miscarriage 25 years ago. I have 4 blessings here on earth but 13 angels I will one day get to meet. Loss is never easy but if we can focus on the blessings it makes the load easier to carry. Talking helps yourself but it also helps others out there so they know they aren’t alone.
So sorry for your loss. Losing a wanted baby at any stage is hard. No.one should face the feelings of that loss alone. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for your story sister💜. My heart and prayers go out to you and your sweet family 🙏. I miscarried 2 years ago and wasn’t prepared for it. I went into labor not knowing I was pregnant and delivered at home. I wasn’t far along according to the doctors but it still hurts to know I lost a child. But like you said, the lord knows what’s best for us and is always with us through thick and thin. God bless you sweetie and take all the time you need💜💜
Sending you hugs and lifting you and your family up in prayer. I do know the heart break of miscarriage as I lost a child between my middle daughter and youngest son. As women we do need to talk about and support each other more on this topic. Please know you are being thought of and prayed for daily ❤️
My heart. Loss is hard. Prayers for your family and thank you for saying it all out loud.
I'm so sorry. Praying for you to be comforted, and your body and heart to heal. Miscarriage is so traumatic on so many levels.
Praying that the lord fill you with the only peace and love that can truly comfort you and your family (his) with his love you can heal .. you have an amazing opportunity to share about him on here and you do a great job of it despite the spiritual battle I'm sure you face from the enemy .. I'm thankful you shared so we can join in prayer and help Cary your burden to the father .. our messiah is returning soon and we will all be reunited
Oh no, so sorry to hear this, may you find comfort in the weeks ahead.
Miscarriage and the loss of a pregnancy is so painful. I’m so sorry. I’m glad you had a compassionate and caring ultrasound tech. I have gone through it too. Thank you for sharing.
I'm so sorry that you have been challenged with this in your life. I miss your videos, but you take all the time you need to start your lifelong healing process. You will be in my prayers.
Hi, Jessica. I haven't chatted with you since Instagram. This is Joys of Jan. I think of you and continue praying for you and your family. I am currently canning beans as i learned from one of your videos (for the 3rd time!!) My first pregnancy ended on a kid of the child. I, to, had a dream about that black headed little guy running through a field, playing. I know it was him. I recognized him. Even tho i never saw his little body here. I'm lighting you and yours up as you get back to life again and some sense of normalcy. Blessings, dear one.
I totally feel your pain I have 6 live births and 4 miscarriages and they were all very difficult to get through. Prayers you have healed.
I'm so very sorry. I knew something was going on. I don't have words other than God is faithful! So glad you have Him to cry out to. Love you and your precious family. Praying for peace that only God can give.
I am so sorry Jessica! Praying for you! Thankful for the Lord's sweetness as you are walking through this difficulty. May He show you more of His lovingkindness through this!
You are the second sweet utuber that I follow that is going through this right now. I am so sorry for the loss and grief you are going through. 💔
My prayers are with you and your family. We just suffered our third miscarriage and my heart truly is with you.