Hang in there dude. I just did methadone detox. 30 days clean tomorrow. You can do it. Find a way to get to a doc and explain everything you said in this video to him. Prayers for you bro. You can do it.
And go slow. I did 2mgs every two weeks. Takes a while but wasnt bad that way. Drags it out a little. But it was worth it. I had to pay cash every week. .5mg xanax helped alot the first two weeks of no methadone. Then .25mg for a week. Then I stopped everything..worst part is no sleep for a few days and feels like you got to move your legs constantly. Never got stomach pains or threw up or the shits. Tylenol PM helps after you stop the xanax. Dont mix the shit. Let me know if I can help. Dont do anything crazy. You recognize your problems. Thats the most important part and the part most cant do. Your smart. Youll be good.
Addiction is not rational. You become selfish. Don't think you may have psychic problem just cos you don't care about peoples feelings. I'm not saying either way but get clean first that see how you feel then.
Hang in there dude. I just did methadone detox. 30 days clean tomorrow. You can do it. Find a way to get to a doc and explain everything you said in this video to him. Prayers for you bro. You can do it.
And go slow. I did 2mgs every two weeks. Takes a while but wasnt bad that way. Drags it out a little. But it was worth it. I had to pay cash every week. .5mg xanax helped alot the first two weeks of no methadone. Then .25mg for a week. Then I stopped everything..worst part is no sleep for a few days and feels like you got to move your legs constantly. Never got stomach pains or threw up or the shits. Tylenol PM helps after you stop the xanax. Dont mix the shit. Let me know if I can help. Dont do anything crazy. You recognize your problems. Thats the most important part and the part most cant do. Your smart. Youll be good.
Addiction is not rational. You become selfish. Don't think you may have psychic problem just cos you don't care about peoples feelings. I'm not saying either way but get clean first that see how you feel then.