This was raw, beautiful and deep. It’s not easy to be vulnerable and speak about your personal battles. But you did so in an honest and tasteful manner. I’m proud of you for consistently documenting your life experience and checking in with yourself every now and then. (people don’t do that enough these days.) the fact that you do, speaks volumes about who you are and where you are in your life. You might not be rich and famous but you are rich in life experience and you are rich in love. You are waaaaaaay ahead of most people and this is just the beginning. You still have so much more life and time to do everything that you want to. Continue to hold yourself accountable, continue to question yourself. Continue to challenge yourself. Never stop progressing. I love you and I am so proud of you sis.
Sounds like you're on the right path, young lady. You'll figure it out and you'll grow and evolve exponentially! I had my mid-life "awakening" a few years ago when I was 47/48 y/o. I got tired of feeling stuck and unfulfilled. I have faith that you'll figure it out a lot sooner than I did. I just subscribed (#96) and will follow your journey. I'm cheering for you 👏🏽👏🏽
this is my first time coming across you faith, this video was so inspiring, your transparency is unwavering, I truly do appreciate you authenticity, pls continue showing up as you are reflection
I feel like I haven’t gotten anywhere. I don’t even feel capable of being an adult emotionally mentally and physically. I feel ashamed I haven’t achieved what I want and don’t know how to be proud of myself
Don't rush you are exactly where you should be also don't compare you to others. Pop corn are all put in the pot at the same time but all pop at different times . Your time will come and you will be ready . 😊
First: I Evolved from a Matriarchal-Patriarchal Lineage Inclusive of the View-Point "You a Problem", "That's a Problem", Etc.: "I Have a Problem" Is a "Personal Problem", and "You a Problem" Is Never any Other Self's Problem, than the Person With the Projected/Expressed Problem, Inclusive of "Personal Problems" Perceptive of any Other Body As a "Public Problem, Necessary of Personal Counter-Action": I Know "Offense" Knows He and/or She Will Be a "Problem" Before "Defense", But Usually, "Defense" Is Publicly Perceptive As a "Problem", Because "Public" Desires to Pretend to Dis-Like "Problems", so Usually, I'm Solo: Second: So, If the Concept of "Yes" Is an In-Security, the Concept of "No" Is Security, When In-Comprehension Is About Where the "Yes" and "No" Exists: Inquiries Are to Determine Boundaries, and a Common Mis-Coception About Boundaries Is Literal Lines: Not every Boundary Is a Literal Line: "No", As a Security Factor Is Where the "No" Distinction, As a Concept, Initiates/Begins and Stops/Ends, from the Perspective that Of/In the Boundaries Is "Yes" About Inclusive of the Abstract Para-Meters Existent As/Of By the "No": My Rationale Is each Person's Opinion Can Only Be Re-Presentative Of/As each Person's Self/Persona: Opinions Are of Psychology, and Perspectives Are of Psychiatry, Both Are of Personal Intuit: Mutual Consent Is Also Necessary of Fungibility, As Public Contributions: Opinion Definition & Etymology: "a view or judgment formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge, [Law] a formal statement of reasons for a judgment given, [Law] a lawyer's advice on the merits of a case: Middle English: via Old French from Latin opinio(n- ), from the stem of opinari ‘think, believe’": Third: Because Since Birth I Been "Grown", and Maturely Evolved to Perceive from First, Second and Third Personal Perspectives, People Desire Their Maternity and Her Family Members to Discuss With Them About Their Psychology and Psychiatry, Exclusive of Doing Exactly What Their Maternity, and/or Other Lawfully Righteous Care-Giver Guides, and Other-Wise Instructs Them to Do: After They Evolve to the Lawful and Righteous Ages, to Need Personal Autonomy, Separate, Equal, and Non-Extensive of Their Maternity's Self, and Their Maternity's Lawful and Righteous Absolute Distinctive Control, of Their "Self": Only Because They Perceive Their Self As "Entitled", Inclusive As "Know-It-All" and "Know-It-Only": Those People Do, and Desire, the Same of Their Paternity, too: Every Body Doesn't Evolve to Be Insults, and many Never Need the Opportunity to Try Not to Be In-Sults. 😶. Respectively. Tanika Nakeya Lewis, 6127
🫧Hey there... this is my first first video here on your page...I hope you take your time with yourself, life is a "marathon," not a "sprint.." I relate to you when it comes to "past desires," and still feeling like I am attached to my past- self in some odd way🫧🌊🌊🌊
small channel represent
giirrrlll, i love the authencity. i'm all about self-love, self improvement, so this is right up my alley! :`)
Glad to see we are not alone and people are opening up about this. I might be late to the party but thank you for this insightful videp
This was raw, beautiful and deep. It’s not easy to be vulnerable and speak about your personal battles. But you did so in an honest and tasteful manner. I’m proud of you for consistently documenting your life experience and checking in with yourself every now and then. (people don’t do that enough these days.) the fact that you do, speaks volumes about who you are and where you are in your life. You might not be rich and famous but you are rich in life experience and you are rich in love. You are waaaaaaay ahead of most people and this is just the beginning. You still have so much more life and time to do everything that you want to. Continue to hold yourself accountable, continue to question yourself. Continue to challenge yourself. Never stop progressing. I love you and I am so proud of you sis.
i love you too chris, your encouragment and support means so much
was looking for this side of the internet
Sounds like you're on the right path, young lady. You'll figure it out and you'll grow and evolve exponentially! I had my mid-life "awakening" a few years ago when I was 47/48 y/o. I got tired of feeling stuck and unfulfilled. I have faith that you'll figure it out a lot sooner than I did. I just subscribed (#96) and will follow your journey. I'm cheering for you 👏🏽👏🏽
this is my first time coming across you faith, this video was so inspiring, your transparency is unwavering, I truly do appreciate you authenticity, pls continue showing up as you are reflection
I feel like I haven’t gotten anywhere. I don’t even feel capable of being an adult emotionally mentally and physically. I feel ashamed I haven’t achieved what I want and don’t know how to be proud of myself
Very relatable
Feel free to share more if you want
Don't rush you are exactly where you should be also don't compare you to others. Pop corn are all put in the pot at the same time but all pop at different times . Your time will come and you will be ready . 😊
Thank you so much for sharing
there is a strobe of light in your prose, i know you are feeling lost in ways to direct your passion, but there is something very grounded in soul.
Journaling has been my go-to as well as I can’t afford therapy either. I relate to a lot of what you shared. Thanks for this video.
The title 🔥🔥⚡🔥
Thank u for sharing girll
I felt this… My desires are still similar at the core (to create) but I see the end goal more differently now
First: I Evolved from a Matriarchal-Patriarchal Lineage Inclusive of the View-Point "You a Problem", "That's a Problem", Etc.: "I Have a Problem" Is a "Personal Problem", and "You a Problem" Is Never any Other Self's Problem, than the Person With the Projected/Expressed Problem, Inclusive of "Personal Problems" Perceptive of any Other Body As a "Public Problem, Necessary of Personal Counter-Action": I Know "Offense" Knows He and/or She Will Be a "Problem" Before "Defense", But Usually, "Defense" Is Publicly Perceptive As a "Problem", Because "Public" Desires to Pretend to Dis-Like "Problems", so Usually, I'm Solo:
Second: So, If the Concept of "Yes" Is an In-Security, the Concept of "No" Is Security, When In-Comprehension Is About Where the "Yes" and "No" Exists: Inquiries Are to Determine Boundaries, and a Common Mis-Coception About Boundaries Is Literal Lines: Not every Boundary Is a Literal Line: "No", As a Security Factor Is Where the "No" Distinction, As a Concept, Initiates/Begins and Stops/Ends, from the Perspective that Of/In the Boundaries Is "Yes" About Inclusive of the Abstract Para-Meters Existent As/Of By the "No": My Rationale Is each Person's Opinion Can Only Be Re-Presentative Of/As each Person's Self/Persona: Opinions Are of Psychology, and Perspectives Are of Psychiatry, Both Are of Personal Intuit: Mutual Consent Is Also Necessary of Fungibility, As Public Contributions:
Opinion Definition & Etymology: "a view or judgment formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge, [Law] a formal statement of reasons for a judgment given, [Law] a lawyer's advice on the merits of a case: Middle English: via Old French from Latin opinio(n- ), from the stem of opinari ‘think, believe’":
Third: Because Since Birth I Been "Grown", and Maturely Evolved to Perceive from First, Second and Third Personal Perspectives, People Desire Their Maternity and Her Family Members to Discuss With Them About Their Psychology and Psychiatry, Exclusive of Doing Exactly What Their Maternity, and/or Other Lawfully Righteous Care-Giver Guides, and Other-Wise Instructs Them to Do: After They Evolve to the Lawful and Righteous Ages, to Need Personal Autonomy, Separate, Equal, and Non-Extensive of Their Maternity's Self, and Their Maternity's Lawful and Righteous Absolute Distinctive Control, of Their "Self": Only Because They Perceive Their Self As "Entitled", Inclusive As "Know-It-All" and "Know-It-Only": Those People Do, and Desire, the Same of Their Paternity, too:
Every Body Doesn't Evolve to Be Insults, and many Never Need the Opportunity to Try Not to Be In-Sults. 😶. Respectively. Tanika Nakeya Lewis, 6127
Thanks for this
❤
Welcome back socrates
Biggest compliment everrrr
kid me had some crazy expectations that i dont even agree with now😩
you don’t have to figure it all out
🫧Hey there... this is my first first video here on your page...I hope you take your time with yourself, life is a "marathon," not a "sprint.." I relate to you when it comes to "past desires," and still feeling like I am attached to my past- self in some odd way🫧🌊🌊🌊