Minecraft, But It's Just A Burning Memory
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- Опубликовано: 4 июн 2021
- Exploring the stages of dementia in Minecraft from the beginning to end.
Music at 0:09 is "Just a Burning memory" by the Caretaker
Music at 3:02 is C418 - Intro (Minecraft Volume Beta)
Heavily inspired by The Caretakers "Everywhere at the end of time" album which explores the stages of dementia.
Caretaker's album: • The Caretaker - Everyw...
*2011 Minecraft:* "Haha funny block game!"
*2021 Minecraft:* "Do you want to watch a human mind deteriorate in real time?"
I certainly do, DavidH0777
legolas 👁👄👁
mm 666th like, how fitting
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@@shc8439 igga
Him seeing his friends at the end when he goes to sleep is like when a patient with dementia remembers their memories right before they die. :(
Yeah that’s the point
It's called "terminal lucidity"
@The BiteJaw Dino DWM if somebody makes a dominic toretto joke…
@@yb101z I won’t, but I’ll just say this; please appreciate your friends and family’s kindness, shower them with love (not the Alabama kind of love), and do something to brighten their day.
I’ve heard that we see our lives play out in our minds as we die. No one knows if this is true or not but we have no way of knowing. If we somehow found a way to study the afterlife then perhaps but I don’t think that that will ever come to be
Even the most serious of Minecraft short films, couldn't escape the horrors of the glitched ender chest.
XD
The Mojang special
I always thought it was a function
im out here crying and this made me smile, thanks man
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What’s even sadder is mourning a person that’s still alive.
yes
you mean for the caretakers?
How
Gay nigguh
@@NeneARZ Because you know they are on their way out.
the fact that he can see all his friends right before he dies, it made me tear up
minutes before dementia kills the patient they suddenly remember everything, the protagonist remembered his friend and his home and died on the hospital bed
Terminal lucidity
@@redditstoriesfuny how Dows that work I find it weird
@@redditstoriesfuny like your whole life you couldn’t remember something but then when it’s killing you remember
@@karanrana258 it’s like a key to a locked door, you have the key in your hand every day. But you put it down for the night, but when you wake up it’s gone. Then, when you are dying and your family is visiting you for the last time. You reach in your pocket, and there it is, the key.
To those who don’t understand the last part of the video, it’s a direct reference to terminal lucidity within people with dementia. In the final moments of their life, they can often suddenly remember everything - and then die.
Life is cruel.
it's kinda like it mocks you, just slams memories right back in your head right before you die, they were never truly gone
Meh, ‘life’ is indifferent. It’s our minds that imbue it with value judgements like ‘cruel’. Life couldn’t give a shit.
@@aaqilian5.085 why stop there? if you want to make an obvious remark I can one up you. Life is just a word.
@@megawl2086 i think is better like this, having a chance to say goodby. Even if you are not aware, you still suffer and this could give you a last moment of peace
how is that a cruel ?? its a wonderful gift, finally recovering, having a chance to say its ok, that you remember, that it was just a weird phase. I would much rather have that than not.
For those who don't know what **forget me not** is, it's an actual flower that's a symbol of remembrance for those who have passed away but more commonly as a symbol of true love and devotion. Which explains alot..
This... this broke me. It is such a depressing example of losing everyone you care about but being unable to stop it. This was so well done and so heartbreaking, huge props to you.
even the detail, the lights turning blue, the world getting later.
cringe
@@user-kq1zh4io7o ... :/
Cringe is your entire life
@@user-kq1zh4io7o yeah bro keep running from your feelings
Good details:
Forget-me-not flower from the girl
He forgets her first
Levels of dementia that he got
Dog collar changing
House changing
Friends just being a memory
and the way he starts running after the third house, as if he realizes that something's wrong, only to enter the fourth house and realize how much worse it is...
and that the items on/in the refrigerator or whatever gradually became more and more muddled and rotated, making his mind seem disorientated and confused. also the food on the table starts to become different items that aren't food items, like a book and quill and other things, also making it seem confusing and changing. plus
-him not remembering who he was, seeing nothing in the mirror
-the lighting changing to soul lamps instead of torches
- not remembering the dog
- surroundings changing as he moves
- not remembering what doors lead to where and what rooms were what
- not remembering what the "good old days" were like and not knowing what tomorrow will have or if there will be a tomorrow
- trying to save his last memories and items that he had that reminded him of things, people and friends he can't remember, storing them in an ender chest
-last memories and thoughts before he dies being his friends
666 likes...
I also notice that the ground is turning into dirt every time he leaves
i mean he still has the flower in the end soo o guess it might be something he hanged on
I've been working with a patient who had a stroke that has seemed to set his dementia into motion. I don't work directly in his memory care, but talking to him, he knew he was starting to forget things. He was a retired attorney. Very smart, well spoken, and had a calmness to him that showed he was used to being in control of things. He'd forget that he'd spoken to me the day prior, he couldn't get some simple words off the tip of his tongue, he'd misunderstand very simple instructions (how to press the call light). His memory therapy involved writing down what he did that day, and you can tell he really tried. Had pages full of stuff for each day. He regressed as the weeks went on. He couldn't find the word "pain" in his head to tell us he was hurting. He asked for my name 3 times in one conversation. He thought we were lying to him and always wanted everything to be approved by his wife first - but then he'd forget that we'd already spoken to her. And he loved to argue, but it was always nonsensical. He'd sit and think really hard about what he wanted to say, and then he'd cry when he couldn't get it. He had a spinal surgery and was given a morphine pump and quickly grew hooked on it. In 8 weeks he went from a respectable, established, retired professional to a man lost in his head, crying over literally losing his mind, screaming for pain medicine, and not being able to see the only person he trusts due to COVID restrictions.
You see a lot of sad things working in hospitals, and you learn to wall yourself off from your emotions. Tbh I often found myself more annoyed than sympathetic toward him. But every once in a while, I have a case that gets to me. That one got to me a little.
Oh god that sounds horrible
This is a horrifying thought, and the same thought that always travels through my mind. Your memory is where your soul/true self is located. If you forget yourself, you die. You are someone else now, it doesnt matter if you still have the same body. Your memory of your life is gone, its as if you are already dead. To be confronted with these horrifying cases day by day is why i could never work in a hospital, but i respect the people that can. On a more positive note: For receiving such a generous gift as your life, you always pay with death in the end. Even life costs a certain currency, and that is death. You just pay back what has been given to you, its all a fair process.
That sounds awesome to work in that line of employment, though sometimes sad the mind and body can do very drastic things it baffles me
I'm sorry to hear that, though not related but it sorta reminds me of myself.
Not in this way but rather a nother. So I for long lacked empathy for people, more in the sense that their emotions truly didn't matter to me, more than anything I used to see stuff through analysing it and put values to it and on top of that being Bullied at school for my odd "clownish behaviour" didn't help either.
It actually kinda made things worse on my part of trying to understand others more, stuff kept their pace until one day one of my friend came to me in. Hurry and said she wanted to talk to me, what she said will remain a secret as she so asked but I'll say that it probably was sensitive.
She was crying to me about her problems and I was just there unfazed, I didn't know how to react I felt bad but didn't know how to show so I tried to give her reasons and solutions as to how her problems can be fixed ,it helped her but after that I was the one who was feeling lost. So I too know how it feels to be lost, it's wierd, sometimes you're happy then sad then angry and upset, overall just not well, in my case I was questioning my own self as to why can't I just empathize like others do, I always thought it was because of me being an introvert until one day I told my parents about it and then they took me to a phycologist, and after days of being tested I got diagnosed with Asperger's syndrome.
Now I'm 18 and next year I'll be graduating from high school . The point is that hadn't it been for Y + X= Z I would never have become the person I am today, as I learned more and more about my condition I got introduced to a lot of things, one of them being drawing, and 2 years after I started drawing I got into multiple art competitions and other stuff, ( and a lot more ) .
Though it may seem as though your job is hard but on the other hand you truly are doing people with problems a great solace, without people like I may have never become the person that I am today,
All and all, it's all about give and take, we give support to take comfort or love in exchange for love. Work for improvement and improve for easier care.
At least that's how I feel about it, it's like a reaction that needs to be fufiled in anyway there really is. And your task although stressful but quite essential for everyone, and I thank you for it.
Thank you for your service and hopefully I wasn't mean in anyway😀 take care .
@@mysterioushawk2171 Very well spoken, young man.
what if I just yoinked this comment away, jk
I personally think that dementia is more scary than death, imagine forgetting everything, everyone you loved and loved you. This is a great depiction of dementia.
it's scary for the outsider but quite often it happends that people with dementia get back their memories just before they die (terminal lucidity) it's just feels like a happy end to their life.
Yep.
@@MichaelDancificationthe way it was portrayed in the video is... bittersweet.
If you've ever had those moments of being in a dream or coming out of one, that hazy confusion of not knowing what's real, feeling like something isn't right but not knowing what it is. That is what I imagine dementia is like all the time.
I will never understand how it must feel to have all your memories slowly, but always being taken away, then minutes before death, having the equivilent of the movie of your life finaly start up again.
You've managed tell a better story in a 3 minute minecraft video than many studios have in 3 hour film that took months to produce
It’s made with love and care. Not with the drive to only get money out of it
@@pizzapatrica7044true.
There are a solid handful, maybe more, mc vids I've seen that are better than 90% of the movies I've seen and it gives me hope. Heck RUclips in general is better than Netflix imo.
I've seen some amazing studio-made films, like 'Ron's Gone Wrong' (2021), 'Joker' (2019) and 'Boy Erased' (2018), but I do agree with the sentiment that you guys share. Most of today's movies that I've seen don't have the thought-provoking charm that this video does. It feels like Hollywood, especially, cares more about money than spreading a good message.
The last part is called terminal lucidity, it's when everything the patient (or in this case the player) remembers everything before death. It's kinda scary really, imagine you remembered everything but in the next second you're gone :(.
False hope.
@The Real Jeff L - PLEASE RUclips NO BAN - Eh, I don't really believe in God. But if you do so, then keep it up.
@@JackAss-xo3gp it's very truth, one of my family members passed through lucidity moments right before passing out
Damn, now i wanna die even more because i can barely remember anything, that way I can finally find out what happened in the past, what i did
But i just hope it won't be distorted like some of my memories...
@@PDD555 I am aware of "Terminal Lucidity" existence but, I don't get why it has something to do with God. Some things are just so hard to explain so people just assume that it was God's doing or something.
i just realized that the protagonist forgets the dog's collar color. it's originally cyan, then on the 2nd stage it turns gray and on the 3rd stage it turns black
noo stopp 😭
Nice eyes you got there... can we trade eyes? So i can see better
@@commissargab6181 oh my
I NOTICED THAT i thought it was just changing the color of preference
@@commissargab6181 if u have blue eyes i'll trade 😀
Watching this gave me such mix signals of fear, but also grief. I had a grandfather on my moms side. He was a great man, he volunteered to fight in Vietnam, and when he came back home, he was so hurt by what he saw, he turned to drinking, and would abuse my mom and my aunt (physically). I never knew he existed untill I was about 7. My mom was driving him to a new nursing home, and she also had to pick me up from a birthday party. I was a shy kid and I was always told to stay away from strangers. He would ask me questions about myself like I’d known him my whole life. A year and a half ago, I learned more about him, and I found out he’d been diagnosed with dementia. My mom even though she resented him, she still cared about him. And my dad never wanted me around him, but for a little while he would call us and we would say hi, and he would be the nicest man in the whole world. One day, my dad told us that he wanted us to get out of the house for a little while. He took us to Dave and busters, played some arcade games and had a blast. I came back home to see my mom pouring with tears. I hugged her and she told me, my grandpa Bruce had died. So much was going through my mind. She told me how they sang his favorite Irish song before he died. I wish I had gotten to know him better, I wish I knew my grandad. Now that I’m slightly older now, I like to think that, in those final few months, he didn’t remember the hate, and the grief he had to go through, and he was the man my mom had known for those few years. I now had recently found out that my non biological grandfather (who I consider to be my real grandad) has dementia. And I’m so afraid, and I’ve been trying so hard to get know him as well as I can. I love him too much and I’m scared he’s gonna be gone just like my grandpa Bruce. If you’ve just read this whole thing I’m sorry for just emotion dumping. This video made me just feel so much and I had to get it out. Thank you for this
I don't know if I should hate myself for crying over a story I can't relate about, after all it's all parasocial, although I hope your grandpa remembers you as long as he can.
@@eris_irise thank you so much, god bless 🙏
My grandma also has dementia and I rarely have the opportunity to see her (I'm a student and she lives 800km away from me). She was one of the nicest and most caring persons I know and now can't recognise any family members and forgot how to speak or walk recently. It's so sad. Dementia in general is just sad.
God can lead you and your grandpa/s to happiness all I can say is enjoy every thing you can
@@Kadez-real-Klips your absolutely right, thank you. I deeply appreciate it.
I love how at some point, the door behind you disapears, like there is no going back, also the reappearence of colors and mementos from the past with more soothing music was a good scene, this small minecraft video teaches me that memories are fleeting, and progres is inevitable, but if we cherish the moments we had with care and preserve things from the past, it can persist a bit longer, shows importance in small objects, how they can encapsulate memories and just for a while bring back "good old times". I say this is art, even if just a meme.
It’s sad how the girl gives him the flower named “forget me not” and she’s the first memory he forgets
(i beat the horizon in likes lets gooo)
Actually, I think it's the only thing he remembers since he keeps the flower with him all the way until the end
Hmm... wonder where the xp he got came from...
Thats kinda funny
@@JustARegularPlayer Could be a reference how they had lost four person, their friends, and theirselves
@@JustARegularPlayer lol
this is something really special
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I just got this recommended too.....was not expecting this at all.....
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My grandmother had dementia in her last years. A once cheerful and sharp lady she became unrecognizable. My dad and aunt did everything they could to keep her home, but eventually, they had to move her to a nursing home. She understood what was happening and got depressed to the point of not eating and they had to feed her through a tube. Two weeks later she was hospitalized. My dad asked her if she needed anything, and in a final moment of clarity, she said, "I want to be healthy".
the same situation..., i undestand you pain
This was so perfectly well made that even the xp particles at 0:45 bring the meaning of the experience left behind because of the dementia
a sad detail is that the girl gives him a flower called "forget me not", which represents eternal love, however, she is the first to forget. perhaps a strong but ancient love ... in the end, he manages to remember her in her last moments, and he is the one who is closest to hers. sure is because she is the one who was more important
Where did you get that
@@okaberintarou2515 in Wikipedia xd
@@michon8943 what name
It reminds me of a friend I had who i haven’t seen or talked to in over 3 years
No, the girl didn’t forget. He did, this video was representing him having dementia and every door he goes through he loses some memory, portrayed by the slowly transforming gray surroundings and his friends disappearing one by one.
1 detail I noticed was at the very end he could see everyone, which I think alludes to a study saying that a patient with dementia could remember mainly most things before inevitable death.
That thing is called Terminal Ludicity and until now there's no reason for the phenomenon to happen. The only thing we know is that when it happens it means that the patient is going to die soon.
@@ThyFloorestFloor Yeah. I want to study a different field of science, so I'm not really sure about this. Honestly I kinda think it's the brain giving a final effort to repair all of the neuron connections, but at what cost? The brain finally succeeds, but the person will die because the connections were too far gone to be successfully fixed.
Death
@@kyoza5069 ngl, that doesn't sound right at all. I feel it's more like "War Emergency Power" kicking in one last time. Something is going to give out and that puts the body into a state of alert. Hormones are released that allow the brain to function for a brief period in the manner that it was previously able to achieve. Then whatever it was that was going to give out does so and it's over.
@@cunicularius2064 seems similar to a adrenaline rush, once it's over your body has taken its toll and gives out
2 weeks ago, I watched this video and I didn't understand a single thing, only sadness in this video. Now after I'm rewatching it when I've done my research about this, it's just even more sad, depressing, confusing and also disturbing at the same time. You made me really feel the video, this is truly well made, especially that it's made in minecraft too. You have ruined, aswell as made my day. Thank you!
This is by far the best video I have ever seen. I've seen this since it came out and I just found it again. Loved it.
The “good ole days” door leading to nowhere frankly got to me.
Same
Me too man. Honestly brought me back memories from my personal good old days. And how there isn’t a way back anymore…
Olé 😈🥵🍔🤑🤙
The thought that all your memories are slowly fading away and you don’t even realize it just hurts me
its over, time to let go...
Its so painful that the girl who gave our protagonist the "forget me not" flower, which symbols eternal love, was the first to be forgotten. Damn it dude, you ruined my day.
Dementia runs in my family so all day i was fucking loosing my mind cause i dont want this shit to happen to me. Its awful and i feel so bad for anyone who has this.
@@mycatgavebirth1163 i hope it can be cured
@@mycatgavebirth1163 dude, you have to keep your mind proactive ALWAYS. Play cards, paint, do math, idk, whatever you like, this can, at least delay this desease, I’m telling you because in my family is running something similar.
@@martinbaca7697 im sorry man, ill do that. Im a overthinker so my mind is always running, but all we can do is hang in there. The way i see it is have fun while you can, just do things that make you super happy till you cant ya know?
@@martinbaca7697 im sorry man, ill do that. Im a overthinker so my mind is always running, but all we can do is hang in there. The way i see it is have fun while you can, just do things that make you super happy till you cant ya know?
I have seen a few videos on minecraft isn’t what it used to be and the old days are forever gone.
But this video just brought me back and the subtle differences that are also so noticeable keep the shock of the memories forever fading and we’ll only have a few in the end.
Thank you so much for making this short film !
I’m stunned that was only 4 minutes. Felt like 10 at least.
Looks like you forgotten something, eh?
…
WA
For tho
*for real tho *
Yunno, when I clicked on this, I thought it was going to be a nostalgia trip in Minecraft form, revisiting the days that we can’t ever truly go back to. Boy, was I wrong. I feel like my view on the effect of dementia and terminal lucidity has been widened, if even ever so much. Truly, it is a heartbreaking thing…
The same bro
Same
i thought it was a meme and now im almost in tears
Music is a strong thing
I suggest you listen to the ‘everywhere at the end of time’ album, it’s really sad and somehow sums up dementia in the form of songs.
I lost two of my best friends to the same car crash when I was 16. This video brought me such an intense feeling of love and loss that I haven’t felt in a while, and for that, I thank you sincerely. This video portrayed possibly one of the most important aspects of my friendship with them, that most people in my day to day life will never understand. Thank you for bringing them into my consciousness again. Here’s to those burning memories 🍻
I was not expecting an emotional masterpiece. This was seriously well done. Ever since I’ve listened to the The Caretaker (where burning memory came from) I’ve had a new undeniable fear. Slowly losing my grip on reality and having my entire world reduced to simple shapes and patterns.
I cannot listen to this song without feeling a sense of dread and despair. It makes my skin crawl knowing that this could happen to me in the future, and everything and everyone could just eventually fade from my mind
Thats the point
Its gonna be weird, but when I see tiktoks pop up and they use this song, it triggers my fight or flight response
Dementia runs in my family. It's been on my mind for the past few years after working in an old folks home and seeing the effects first hand. Live everyday as if it were your last, don't take things to seriously, and always know that things could be worse. Live in the moment and enjoy life.
Listening to the six hours of all stages is quite the experience
on the bright side, you won't notice a thing when it finally happens
I was honestly expecting another meme, but instead I received the same vibes as the original album. Both this Minecraft visual and the album are extremely well made, and definitely convey an accurate message. Terminal lucidity at the end was a cherry on top of it all. Made me cry, this truly is a work of art.
Came for the laughs, got tears instead...
What album?
@@johnnycranknose4098 if you didnt know, the title “Its just a burning memory” is a song from an album named “Everywhere At The End Of Time” or “EATEOT” for short. (I suggest watch it at your own safety because you will regret hearing the album)
@@johnnycranknose4098 The Caretaker - Everywhere at The End of Time
@@Enfix2509 I only listened to the shorter version of the album out there and uh yeah it's terrifying
bro i wasn't ready for this, im just sitting in my chair and crying
This is an out of world experiense. Never have a clip nor movie ever made me feel such strong emotions. This is art in it finest form Da Vinchi would be proud.
im speechless
Hey check mark 😏
@@pineappler6473 Why do you care that they have a checkmark
Hi speechless
SUBI?!
This is depressing
This was just sad, the fact that at the end he went through terminal lucidity is just heart breaking.
I wish I didn't scroll to the comments and learn what terminal lucidity meant, I would've accepted that as a happy ending
Such a heartache
a chance for a last farewell
what's terminal lucidity?
@@phalipa8958 it’s when a dementia patient’s memory will come back shortly before death
That was the best short I’ve ever watched amazing job. And think about this you will probably forget this ever exists in some time unless you see it again maybe when you have a few seconds left to live you’ll think of this video or someone else or something else but some things you’ll forget completely and never know them again
This is great. It has me feeling many emotions from the past and having fun playing minecraft in the past. Ill never forget the good ol times when videogames were magical and now it can feel like a grind. Thanks for making this!
Stage 1 - The house is as it should be. Your friends remain stable, everything is where it should be, even the dog go is happy
Stage 2 - The house is greyed out in places, and some things aren’t present. The doggie is different.
Stage 3 - More confusion, more missing-ness, different dog, and you take a quick moment to recognise even yourself.
Stage 4/5/6 - Memory is unpresent anymore, the house is unfamiliar, it’s all gone.
Finale - It all comes back to you for a moment, your friends, your achievements, your recognisability. And just as soon as it comes back, it fades away.
This also feels like old nostalgia, everyone and your friends play minecraft, get a dog, build a house but now... not anymore
not the dog 😭😭😭😭
the finale represents terminal lucidity by the way, this usually occurs before a patient dies after living with neurological disorders (ex, dementia) it's heartbreaking to see these things actually happen in real life
@@shadmium3471 what do u mean by lucidity?
@@mart664 maybe you could search it up, just a suggestion
I never tought I would ever see such a serious topic portrayed so perfectly by minecraft, or any other game for that matter.
My grandma suffered from dementia for 20 years until the day she passed. It was hard for the whole family, there was fighting and sacrifice she was completely oblivious of. It tore her kids apart from one another.
I feel guilty sometimes, when she passed last year, I didn't say goodbye, I stood there by her bed just watching her and reflecting on how much the whole family had waited for that moment. I felt relief that she would finally rest, and relief that we all would rest too.
I was tired of seeing her scream in horror whenever someone she didn't know got into her room, we heard those screams everyday, she was scared and confused and just wanted to go home to a place she recognized. I can't even begin to imagine how awful that must feel, And to struggle like that for over 10 years... She deserved more.
But we also did.
I don't miss her, she was never good to me but, I can only move towards forgiving her. Slowly, but one day I will.
Dementia and alzheimer are bad. Really bad. For the family, for the patient, the caretakers. I really wouldn't wish that over anyone. Most people fear being a burden, and living with someone with dementia is the definition of a burden, as much as you love them, they stop being themselves after years, they're no longer the person you knew and loved, they're not there anymore. It's an empty vessel. Most people don't live long enough to get to that stage, but my grandma was unlucky, she lived year after year after year and suddenly her health plummeted and she was gone in a couple days.
I'm sorry this got so dark, and probably someone else who has seen this first person will disagree with me about their experience. I just had to vent a little bit about my own experience. Also sorry it's so long If you even made it this fsr
I made it this far and it made me stop breathing.. I'm truly sorry and it scares me that this could happen.. This video isnt exactly what the illness has but it does at the sametime.. I'm in shock atm I really hope you're okay and godbless your soul..
Don't feel sorry, I feel sorry for what happened to you and your family, I hope you guys get better and have happy lives. While your at it, go and eat ice cream in a picnic with your family, and tasty sandwiches. It'll help you recover your soul. Bye love! ♥️
This story is sad
I've been in the same situation but not for so long... I'm so sorry. Don't feel bad for being okay with the fact that she was finally able to rest. You don't have to forgive her either. You can always exist with the acceptance of what she's done knowing that it is over. May she rest in peace and may you find peace. Godspeed, my friend.
I understand your struggle friend.
"Forget me not"...
One detail, but so wealthy.
Unlike what the story is about, I do not suffer from dementia. However, I too have issues remembering things from the past. Relationships with people, memories I’ve made with those who have passed, much of my childhood memories have slipped away from me, even though I am merely 18 years old. I don’t exactly understand- but perhaps I need some fixing. I hope to find something that will help me remember all those good times. If anyone has recommendations on what to do, please let me know.
Anyways, I leave my insignificant mark here on this incredible video- perhaps to create a memory, in hopes I see this video again, or to tell my story to others. Thank you to everyone.
Did you try to hangout with most of your friends?
I don't know if this question gonna help but maybe I'll try perhaps maybe you can shares your story with me
I still have the world me and my brother made together. Rest In Peace Joshua, I’ll always miss you and our time of happiness together.
made me cry
@@lxndon6720 same man
@@lxndon6720 same
Much love to you and your brother.
@@cxx23 bit too late now, hes dead
Arrived expecting a meme,
Left feeling genuine emotion and a weird feeling in my chest. A mixture of despair thinking about this terrible illness, and reconcilliation knowing that terminal lucidity will at least provide a brief moment of reconnection with forgotten people. I could write a hundred thousand words and still it would not do justice how amazing this is.
Bravo, sir. Bravo.
memes coming from such a horrible illness isn’t really nice
@@luz2949 humans rely on things like comedy to comprehend, and understand horrific tragedies.
@@TOH_Fan I know that, I was just saying. I’m not sure as to how the person thought this was a meme though
same
@@luz2949 Almost all the content regarding the Caretaker's masterpiece that I've seen are memes. An example that comes to mind is the association with Trollface getting dementia. So when I saw this, I expected a meme as well. I was delightfully proven wrong though
This introduced me to Everywhere at the end of Time. Thank you for that, that album has grown to mean alot to me.
I first saw this video about a year and a half ago. Nowadays I'm down in dumps. I have suddenly remembered that this video existed at 1 AM and decided to revisit it and I'm very happy I did. It's evoking strong emotions.
I feel terrible for the people that go through this. It must drive them insane. My grandma has dementia, I never really understood what it was until a few months ago. I can't imagine how scared and frustrated she felt, to have days where she can't remember our names, or who we are. We got her to a new home where she's getting the help she needs and deserves, even though I know there most likely isn't anything they can do. My only hope is that she remembers all her happy memories
Edit: Thanks for all the kind replies everyone, it really means a lot 🙂
Vist her frequently as much as you can it may be heartbreaking but trust me you wish you did if you didn't
@@lastdogstanding7723 yeah, you're right
I hope you’re doing well man
Give her a drawing. Dont know if it'll help but hopefully she can tell that its meaningful.
I have dementia since I was 11 life sucks but I least I’m not sad because I forgot my problems
When I saw this I originally was expecting a joke video but instead I was shown a video that describes the utter horror of forgetting those around you and losing your own sanity as everything around you is missing. This is amazing
You should look into the backroom, there's about 26446437482748585 floors (I think)
I have memory problems that seem to get worse every now and then. I’m in the process of getting it diagnosed, but everyone needs a mental help specialist these days, and it makes it even harder to search for help when you forget that you have to. If this were in any form more real it would have hurt me to watch. A great piece of art in the medium this artist could make it in. Love when there is love to be had. Live every day like it’s your last. Ensure that you have no regrets. Feel every emotion you need to feel, then move on and feel every emotion after that. Cherish your moments when you can, they all pass.
@@MiloDeFrisco I'm truly sorry to hear that and also thank you for showing inspiration despite your current situation. I give you the best of my regards.
@@melon5031 if you mean the back rooms I actually looked into at one point the concept is amazing.
Honestly thats how I feel, I've always been horrified of the thought of losing memories I cherished, or even just losing people. I try not to think about it but honestly thats my reasoning for being Chronophobic (Fearing the idea of passing time) I always feel like I'm not given enough time on this earth and each birthday I have is just counting the year until my eventual death, along with others. Despite being an athiest I completely understand those who are religious, such as Christians. I mean, it'd be harder to fear your death if you believe that there will be a heaven, or something waiting for you, where you can meet your loved ones. Honestly I both love, and hate the idea of immortality. Blessed with living forever, but cursed with having to see countless people die infront of you, and no way to stop it other than isolating yourself. Which I find ironic, as those who dream of immortality often feel like it would be a route to stopping time- yet it doesnt. And yeah, I thought this was a joke at first but the person or people who made this truly made the setting feel endearing, and yet so horrifying.
The inventory items seem like a nice touch. To me they represent the things you alone take with you on your journey, they represent the good and the bad experiences, the memories that you alone had that no one can capture or record, and at then end of the day when you grow old and the memory fades, these items are all that's left. No one can tell you who you were, you come and leave this earth alone, with memories in the void.
Can't believe a Minecraft video made me cry. I rarely cry. Cheers man
This was so beautiful and incredibly heart breaking. Mojang was not lying when they said you can do whatever you want in minecraft, and to be honest the last thing i expected from minecraft player, is a masterpiece of a short film.
Incredibly true! I'm a project recreating ireland in minecraft on a 1:1 scale. Which is another insane capability minecraft has!
@@BTEIreland Hope the project goes well. Good luck to you, and everyone who is participating in recreating the earth 1:1 scale in minecraft.
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Christ died for your sins and rose on the third day, showing that anyone who trusts in him for salvation, will have everlasting life.
(John 11:25-26) "Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?"
(John 3:16) For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
@@charlie4christ536 sorry but, may i ask who the hell asked?
@@kim-jong-un8096 Kim here spitting straight fax
This is a perfectly edited and preformed video. Each time he enters the house, the level of cheerfulness/vibrancy degrades with something dissapearing and eventually he couldn’t even remember what his house looked like, what food he was once served, the colour of his house,his friends and how the colour of his dog’s collar till the point where he couldnt even remember what he himself looked like, and afther the part where he travled up the stairs to encounter 3 rooms, 1 of them was labbled.. well, nothing showing that he couldnt remember anything from his past. Another 1 of them was labeled ‘the good old days’ and how it lead to a dull grey, meaning that he could not remember anything from the time when he felt the most alive... the time when he could still remember. The last one was labeled ‘tommorow’ which was led to nothing, symbolizing that he does not have anything to do the following day, or rather, he does not remember what he wanted to do the next day. And the last part where he was walking down the long hallway, it started with a dull grey colour with represents nothing and how it eventually built up to something. This ‘something’ shows how his dementia was eventually lifted from him and how the same flower the girl gave him at the start was potted in each pot and his achievements he accomplished during his ‘good old days’ but this hallway is eventually ended with a bed and a chest, which he would put his belongings in, showing the things he truly cared about, would not be carried with him to his afterlife, or in this case, his last sleep. When he passes out, we were able to see his last thoughts were about his friends, the few people who truly were able to brighten his day, even though it would for just that one day, he was grateful for them trying to provide him with the greatest comfort they could
This is the best one ive ever read, thank you for writing this.
I can't hold me tears 😢
Imagine not reading the whole thing
this made me tear up
No, you’re tearing up 😭
This was absolutely beautiful,I even started to tear up.
I watched this twice now and your ability to portray something like this is amazing, it really gives good understanding of what dementia is.
Jesus. The fact that you managed to portray the emotions this 6 hour album made us feel in the span of 4 minutes... amazing. This game, this album, and you are all amazing.
@@noble2151 Everywhere at the End of Time
@@lavacakez5912 he used only 1 song from the album
@@Aatsau They used the first song for most of it, then a piece of something from the final act, and then the final song of the album.
Agreed
@@Aatsau but showed all stages
I love the addition of experience orbs at 0:43. Its a perfect metaphor of “an experience left behind”
Oh that's true
I thought it meant the dog died at first 💀
Honestly, I thought it symbolized the stages of dementia, since I was looking at his level.
The experience is the level of dementia
i also felt the same crazy huh?
Whyd you have to put me threw that emotional Rollercoaster. I don't even know why this video made me feel that way but still was a really well put together video. Well done
This is crazy man. Love the symbolism and the subtle details. Great job
the moment the dog disappeared was especially sad and scary because the character has made us aware of his routine everytime he steps in the house was to feed his dog or pet it but when the dog wasn't there when he came in, it created a sense of void that felt eerily uncomfortable. this is an awesome video that could have won awards.
@Mama lmao
@Mama if you can remember to
and the bone too D:
Why did the dog dissapear
@@relyt593 The character forgot about it's existance
My dad had dementia and he became so distant that I could barely even recognize him. After everything we went through in his last moments, he started crying saying how he remembered us. We had a touching moment before he sadly passed away. Love you Dad.
RIP To your dad
God, that’s horrifying. I’ve heard so and seen so many scenarios like this and the gravity of each one feels just as heavy as the last. Crazy, you can build up who you are for the first 60 years of your life just to slowly degrade after and not even recognize who you even are at the end of it. I’m sorry you had to go through that man, hope you’re doing alright.
cringe lol he is in hell now
It would have been really awful if someone in the replies did a joke about being fatherless. Hope you're doing good.
@@mateigabrielzaharia4842 bro you basically just did 😭
im so impressed and inspired! this is a work of art and it really made me feel a lot of emotions, and the second time i watched it i understood it better and i felt it better, i think it is really cool what u did🙏🙏🙏
hands down one of the best minecraft videos ever created.
I love how they have an end where the Character regains clarity and then the screen cuts. It’s an actual thing that happens with dementia patients. Before they die sometimes they will become much more aware and remember. It’s like a last hooray in their life.
Terminal lucidity
I heard that Terminal lucidity is temporary, and that afterwards, they forget how to breathe
Afterlife, not so cruel, when he is in heaven he prob remembers everything and can hang out with his friends 😊😂
If he remembers everything before he dies, whats to say he will renember it all in heaven?
@@jackmclaughlin9911 I don't believe in heaven. I think when you die it'll be the same as before you were born: Peace. Emptiness. Darkness. No thoughts. No sense of time. Nothing.
@@jackmclaughlin9911 What heaven
“Is it terrifying?”
“No, I don’t think so, It’s the way it is, y‘ know, the drip finally stops”
“I’ll see you on the other side”
“Oh Bojack, no, there is no other side”
honeslty the show is super under rated
@@slide6725 yup, I thought it was a usual funny sitcom show that was just animated, but oh how wrong I was. Bittersweet ending
Bojack horseman refrence?
@@slide6725 man, mfs love saying "underrated" nowadays
@@slide6725 tf you mean underrated millions of people have watched it
Great story telling and well done with the mirrors :D
This game has brought me so much peace and joy hundreds apon thousands of worlds with stories behind them, if only we had enough memory... But I guess that's the point you won't have enough memory but will still keep memories. I guess what I'm trying to say is this shaped my childhood, helping me meet friends, helping me solve boredom, and giving me creativity. But in the end when the years pass and the stories fade it all turns into a burning memory
This GENUINELY unsettled me. You did such a great job at conveying the feelings this album causes. Beautifully tragic.
Which album
I'm home alone and it's dark don't do me like that
At first, when I saw this I didn't see that it was about dementia. I took it in an entirely separate way. It's odd, how 1 thing can have 2 separate meanings to 2 different people. I thought it was the loss of that "spark" of Minecraft, of childhood, of any sense of direction in your life. The slowly corroding and fading home of a once vibrant and wonderful present became a dull and passing past. How night was always another step closer, and how doors kept closing. The memories of that game and those people who filled your life with such joy are gone. The glory days are over. I genuinely teared up thinking this was the meaning. How everything was being lost and becoming a dull gray. I know when I think back I look at the days and memories past, memories I will never relive. I also look back at the years I think were robbed from me. The experiences I should've had, the growth that should've been much more colorful, but instead, I can't remember the past year and a half of my life. The years where I'm finally supposed to become myself. (I didn't want to make this about Rona, trust me, but while writing this I made the connection that it is for that very reason I've felt dull the past while.) I was supposed to travel with friends and keep making that infamous year the best in my life. Now I have college and adulthood looming over me. However, such as the end of this video, it all sort of comes back, you get out of it, I did. I look back at those years- both the ones growing up enjoying Minecraft, and the one I felt was robbed from me- with a sense of happiness. Happiness that I got what I did. Those late nights enjoying myself with people thousands of miles away, and those days of laughing at lunch, and singing the national anthem on a cold and rainy football game. I got to live those days, but they're over. Now I have new endeavors, now I'm living a new life. Freshman me from 2020 and Minecraft me from before then are gone, those kids lived their life and have moved on. Now it's my turn to carry on what they started. Thank you for reading my paragraph - Matt
Man, you'll do fine in your next year's of highschool and then college. Stay happy bro
Thank you for sharing - Momo
The 1st part of this comment describes what I was thinking but I wasn't sure how to word it to mysealf, thank you for giving me the words.
Thanks, matt. You'll do great
You got this Matt, I know how it feels man. I went through my college through the whole pandemic and now I’ve suddenly been thrust into the work force. It feels like it moves really fast and came out of nowhere, I can’t help but look back and see all the old memories I’ll never experience again. From playing with my friends on the play ground to playing games with my friends after school while our moms talked, and ultimately just that glow of not having to worry about bills, work, my purpose as a person. For me I took it very much the same way, just that loss of childhood and coming to terms with that. The adult world is scary and there are days that I question if I’m ready for it and if I’m cut out for it. Its hard, it’s really hard, but even though all of those warm happy memories can’t be relived, they still walk with me and remind me that I can still enjoy life and things aren’t as grey as they seem. Have a good day man, remember; one step forward is one step in the right direction. You and anyone else reading this, you made it this far; let’s see how far we can go!
The flower. The flower was a forget-me-not.
I'm so late, but the flower.
You're really amadude, this much talent for a mincraft video is insane
As you feel the line between your mind and reality get more and more blurry, you start to dread every second of what you call your life. “Where’s my reflection?” You ask yourself, unaware that it was never yours to begin with.
The last part where he was walking down the hallway is symbolizing terminal lucidity where he can finally see(or remember) himself in the mirror, remember all the achivement in his life and finally remembers his friends...
Wow. Just Wow
@@SomeRonin that's why it's called terminal lucidity
@@SomeRonin lol trying to one up corned beef and look smarter but you got shattered.
Its so sad to know that in the end you Will remember everyone just to die later.
Happened to my grandpa right before he had a surgery he didn’t wake up from
Hello?
Kids? Dear?
Where are you?
Darkness.
Alone.
All I know.
I’m forever alone.
It’s 10 o’clock, I can’t deal with this level of sadness.
I’m crying now
Same thing,almost.
1:37 AM, I was about to click on a scary video, and then I was like "Naaah, I probably won't be able to sleep afterwards. Besides, look, there's a Minecraft video!"
Wish I would've clicked on that instead. Because now I actually can't sleep.
Don't worry, we are crying with you..
same
It's 5am and literally balling my eyes out
a shiver shot through my spine when the bed was clicked and you could see all your friends again, the looming sadness and fear of losing grip is overwhelming
just one video on the channel, but this one is worth it for many, an impressive and beautiful video, I hope the other one is doing well these days
Wow you have artistic talent man, awesome symbolism
Whats up checkmark
@@IThinkIExist-is3cz this one kinda sus🈷️
@@IThinkIExist-is3cz whats up non-checkmark
Sunny?
Man.. the good ol days
Man I thought its gonna be about the good old days of Minecraft, the nostalgia trip. But damn..... That was depressing
saddest thing i saw in a while..
Yea, makes my realize that someday I'll be on my death bed and all my friends, family, and maybe even kids, will surround me with tears in their eyes as I slowly shut mines. Remembering all the good times I had in life.
@@rasianket7220 That's the best case scenario which most people wont get to experience. Most people are gonna die in an accident and never get to say their last words or their body just got lost and couldnt be found.... Which is even more terrifying to think about
@Arstotzkan M.O.I border investigator Terminal lucidity
this just hits diffrent
dang, this was really well done. didn't expect it to be THAT good
Dang... made me cry. Nicely done.
> Makes one popular 5 Million views video
> Ditches
The creator also became a memory 🥲
Something that gets me, as someone who works with people with dementia in various stages, is the searching. Often they're searching for something. They have an "unmet need" and want to find a solution, but they don't know how to express it. Dementia doesn't just take memory. It takes speech, comprehension, and even vision. People in advanced stages often wander, asking for loved ones who are long gone ("when is my husband going to be here?" "Do you know where my mother is?"). After working there for a while, you become familiar to them. They may believe you're their child, grandchild, sometimes even spouse or parent. Not because you resemble the lost loved one, but because you're *there* and you're comparatively permanent and, in some capacity, familiar. It's painful, having someone many many times your age call you "mama" but you just roll with it. You answer their questions to the best of your ability, maybe get them to talk about their experiences or join the group activity. But these are temporary measures. They pacify for a short time. But these things are in an attempt to make living through this -iving through the end of their lives - more comfortable.
It sounds like your patients a kid again. They forget what knowledge they have earned with the passing years so they cling to the thing they had by them in the past, with the inability to see that the ones they love are long gone. The fact that they can’t differentiate between different people besides the fact that you the caretaker are there for them the most is very sad.
Damn..
Man i wish i could save comments…
@@Rrrab sаmе
@@Rrrab screenshot
My English teacher showed us this video the other day . He wanted to show us that “ anything can be made into art” .
I rewatched this a few times and think I’ve finally understood the meaning of it. Thank you
Wow your teacher is cool
@Xx_Gaming_ TeamXx not everything is fake you just have 0 faith in humanity. Never had a cool teacher?
@Xx_Gaming_ TeamXx actually, they would. I've had a few teachers who've even encouraged us to play the game outside of work due to the creative opportunities within it.
@Xx_Gaming_ TeamXx ty
@Xx_Gaming_ TeamXx Mine did once. Just because YOU can't believe it, doesn't mean it didn't happen. That's a you problem.
the flower was called "Forget me Not"
I'm impressed, I wasn't expecting a deep symbolism. Really good stuff
The EXP orbs only appearing at the end of the first trip through the house and never again kinda fucked me up when I realized
It's like those are the memories you made that day, and then afterwards...
Oh shit! I just realized that, good find m8
I just realized
Pd: That Charlotte Corday pfp tho nice
Thanks to you i understand the meaning of the xp orbs now, i couldnt figure it out thank you
Holy shit...
Ohhh right the exp orbs symbolizes the experience he had that day but as he went through the house again he never got any exp orbs because he has forgotten about the experience he had that day
Bro this is amazing, dementia is such a weird thing. It’s one of my worst fears, forgetting all the memories I’ve made. But I can tell how much work went into this and it definitely paid off!
Don't worry you won't remember you're scared of getting dementia anyways if you get it
@@kgkbuugj thats not exactly correct in many cases
same
Same, well somewhat I’m not afraid of forgetting things, I’m afraid of Minecraft.
Fun fact dementia is one of my greatest fears
You made me miss my lost love with a minecraft video. You fantastically captured the essence of loss. Well done.
wow the movement is actually a big part! the sudden desperate or scared moves when he sees the changes, such a good video
“Oh yeah I forgot to get some blocks in the house I’ll grab them.”
“What was I doing again?”
You wanted to grab some blocks in the house 👍
@@feuerigel6030 who are you? Who’s house is this?
@@luigi7146 Huh?I'm your friend Jim dude and uh your in your house.
You ok?
@@JMPD478 I don’t know a Jim.
@@luigi7146 yo its your boi Joe, remember me?
"Last online 7 years ago" vibes.
I miss some of those friends I made back then. I miss the simpler times. Back when I always wanted to stay up longer and still couldn't wait for tomorrow. But we grew up didn't we? I'm not sure if the world and the people around me changed or I did but it is not the same anymore. All I wanted was to be an adult and now all I want is to be a kid again. What I wouldn't give. I hope the good times comes again some day.
This gives me dementia vibes
I never understood why all the other kids wanted to grow up and become adults. I remember my parents telling me that being an adult is really hard, and when I heard that, I made up my mind to enjoy being a kid for as long as I can.
You're living in a good time right now, but you won't notice it until it's gone
You wouldn’t give yourself to be a child?
I probably am a part of the ‘last online 7 years ago’ dudes, and yeah, i made friends and a girl, games are not important for me anymore
The end broke me.
Can't believe i'm crying over a minecraft video dude.
It's amazing what all you can say, without saying a word. Beautiful work!
Man I decided to watch this before sleep and now I can't sleep
Weird, isn't it?
i watched you before sleep and i can’t stop laughing
Ayo horizon
capybara
Oh it’s this guy. Hello!
This reminds me of the many thousands of forgotten and abandoned Minecraft worlds out there that were either never finished, or left to die. To me, Minecraft itself is like a burning memory: a haven of freedom and creativity that everyone will eventually leave behind, but a memory nonetheless.
Very well put. I feel the same way. I kept some of the old worlds I had played with friends. Go back to houses and places, where we had made memories. Certain things can bring back those memories. So then these are things you must cherish. ;)
@JacklStar same here 100%
I wish those days could come back
There's was one thing in particular that I have never forgotten about way back in the days of 1.5.2
I still remember him. First thing I ever did was being him into the world.
He was my pet wolf. His name was Rusty
He ventured with me everywhere. Every new update and biome/world build we got to explore, I always took Rusty with me. But unfortunately, I stopped playing after 1.9 since I began losing interest and good computers that could run it. I lost all of my saves
I never saw Rusty again. And I miss him dearly
🤓
This was beautiful. Thank you.
this video makes me feel a feeling i have never felt before
My aunt recently passed away from dementia and this made me remember what it was like going to her house while she was going through different stages of dementia, thank you Nifika for making me remember the good ol 'days
I remember my great grandma asking my grandpa where he youngest son was and how she needed to see him, but he unfortunately died two weeks earlier in the same exact nursing home. I could tell it hurt my grandpa to have to remind his mom her own son died. I cry about it to this day.
@@cheese1445 damn bro I couldn't imagine :(
I wanna ask not to be rude but how does ur grandma died to dementia I remember dementia only lost memory slowly sorry for bad English
@@cafe6847 I'm not exactly sure, seeing as I was unaware you could die of dementia, but it is a disease that slowly deteriorates the brain matter, so I suppose it's possible
@Kyntiz oh okay thanks for the info
I’m at a low risk for Alzheimer’s and this shit still terrifies me
Yeah as someone who's family tree basically confirms I'm going to have it, it's definitely something that's always there to think about
Yeah as someone who's family tree basically confirms I'm going to have it, it's definitely something that's always there to think about
same, even though I'm still very young and there's still a lot of years before I might have Alzheimer's , I'm afraid of my grandma having it because almost everyone from her family has it. I really don't want her to forget me.
@@jamwrightiam i see what you did there
@@Anduswandus wait I don't remember commenting this
This was a absolutely amazing video. Didnt know it would make me tear up. Wish i didnt see this a year late
You made me tear up, this is not some just Minecraft video, this is fucking **art**.
Awesome job.