Halsey - The End (Official Lyric Video)

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  • @chloeclo1228
    @chloeclo1228 3 месяца назад +1864

    it’s actually giving “If I Can’t Have Power, I Want Love” so vulnerable i love her ahhhhh

    • @loveli420
      @loveli420 3 месяца назад +57

      I thought this too!! In my eyes Love & Power is her current magnum opus and I was wondering how she'd follow it up. I love that she did so softly. I'm ready for the rest, no matter what sound she forms them in.

    • @sarahhoward3047
      @sarahhoward3047 3 месяца назад +10

      This made me cry again wtf

    • @maddimay99
      @maddimay99 3 месяца назад +8

      crying from this comment 😭😭

    • @mash9415
      @mash9415 3 месяца назад +2

      😭😭😭😭

    • @figthegiant4065
      @figthegiant4065 3 месяца назад +6

      Ikr it makes me of Darling so much

  • @vannahthebo2422
    @vannahthebo2422 3 месяца назад +440

    I hope she overcomes her cancer. Truly. Her baby deserves a mom who’s capable of depth. And so much love.

    • @Postmalonelover1
      @Postmalonelover1 2 месяца назад +20

      The type of cancer that she has (leukemia ) cannot be cured but currently I think she's in remission

    • @Redneckgirl-hr8uj
      @Redneckgirl-hr8uj Месяц назад +10

      God hands miracles on a daily. Please God lay your healing hands on Halsey. In Jesus name AMEN

    • @CrystalEssex
      @CrystalEssex Месяц назад +22

      She doesn't have cancer, she has T-cell lymphoproliferative disorder and lupus.

    • @Postmalonelover1
      @Postmalonelover1 Месяц назад

      @@CrystalEssex ok

    • @Jaxxii-z7h
      @Jaxxii-z7h 18 дней назад +2

      ​@@Postmalonelover1I'm absolutely devastated. I knew she was struggling, didn't know she was dying and I've wanted to meet her since 2015. @Halsey you are so loved I hope we get more years together ❤️❤️

  • @ashley7376
    @ashley7376 3 месяца назад +2185

    oh- h5 era starts off with a heart-wrenching acoustic track.. oh my god this album is gonna break me

  • @Daria_Lopez
    @Daria_Lopez 3 месяца назад +536

    Thank you for being vulnerable enough to tell your story through your lyrics. My daddy passed away November last year after a 15 year long battle with brain cancer. I struggle with his loss every day, but I am thankful for his strength. Thank you, again. ❤❤

    • @jimin-jd1uf
      @jimin-jd1uf 3 месяца назад +5

      My English is not good so I cannot make deep sentences but I am very sorry. Please stay strong and I'm sure he's sleeping peacefully. I don't know you but I'm sure he lived a beautiful life with you. 🤍🙏

    • @laurah674
      @laurah674 3 месяца назад +4

      @@jimin-jd1ufbeautifully said

    • @crystalwhitlow2174
      @crystalwhitlow2174 3 месяца назад +2

      you literally copy pasted my comment

    • @marinal.
      @marinal. 3 месяца назад +3

      My mother is slowly dying of breast cancer. It's stage 4 metastasis so the brain tumors are ending her young life. She is only 65. We have her on hospice home care. I pray she goes peacefully. Sorry for ur loss. hugs tight. -NY USA

    • @kpop-takietam3181
      @kpop-takietam3181 3 месяца назад +2

      My dad passed away 6 months ago from lungs n brain cancer. He was only 59. Everyday I hope he's in better place now n he doesn't suffer from any pain anymore. Sending love

  • @micaela1013
    @micaela1013 3 месяца назад +253

    I can feel the sadness of having a chronic illness in this song. Oh girl you're so strong and so is everyone that goes through this shit.
    Best of luck, blessings, love and peace of mind to those struggling with their health.

    • @ElijahA.
      @ElijahA. 3 месяца назад

      ❤❤❤

    • @hassan.s.r
      @hassan.s.r 3 месяца назад

      What is she suffering from?

  • @louve.x
    @louve.x 3 месяца назад +347

    I was diagnosed with Lupus when I was 12 years old and it's been 8 years; I've been in remission for 7 years. I just wanna say that I'm proud of you, Ashley! You're a great mother and a great Lupus warrior. I love you.

    • @cindyirene2001
      @cindyirene2001 3 месяца назад +18

      Also diagnosed at 12 and I’m 34 and still hanging in there! Been through chemo and endless loops of labwork, illness, and pain. Hang in there!

    • @brokolirq
      @brokolirq 3 месяца назад +6

      Hey, I've had it for 2 years, lupus supporters, I'm happy for you. ❤❤❤❤

    • @jimin-jd1uf
      @jimin-jd1uf 3 месяца назад +1

      Stay strong 🙏💪

    • @jacobi666snowfire
      @jacobi666snowfire 3 месяца назад

      *youtube some bitches for deleting that channel*
      *ii am the opposite of a hater*
      *💀😂💀*

    • @rachaelgibson2330
      @rachaelgibson2330 Месяц назад

      Multiple Sclerosis for me! Diagnosed at 18 after having brain surgery, I'm now almost 36 yrs old, Keep fighting and stay strong everyone 💪🏻We Shall Overcome! ✊🏻

  • @say10vi
    @say10vi 3 месяца назад +292

    This really hits hard for anyone dealing with any sort of chronic illness / disease. It captures the feelings of not wanting to be a burden on those we love; and you won't be to the right people. My heart goes out to all of us struggling and fighting hard every day. ❤

  • @28_anshikaverma93
    @28_anshikaverma93 3 месяца назад +280

    this album is gonna be so sad and im here for it

  • @lindsayann_yt
    @lindsayann_yt 3 месяца назад +85

    Woke up this morning to see that there is another Lupus warrior joining that club which we never asked to be a part of. Halsey is an incredible artist. It is such a strange feeling to have your own thoughts and experience echoed by someone you admire so much.
    Absolutely worth a listen.
    Halsey-you’re not alone. I know it must have been incredibly hard to share this with the public. I have been through the chemo, the infusions, the isolation, the feelings of betrayal against my own body. It is incredibly difficult to allow yourself to be bare to the world when you are so vulnerable. You are a hero to put yourself out there like this. Even if you don’t mean to, the awareness you raise with your statement and your song-it means the world to all of us.
    This is not the end.

    • @keritreppish5694
      @keritreppish5694 3 месяца назад +1

      Me too. I hide the truth from the ones I love so I don’t worry them. ❤️‍🩹

    • @Kaylee_91
      @Kaylee_91 3 месяца назад +1

      God bless you, and I pray that you fight through yours as well as anyone else who suffers any sickness and suffering and pray that you overcome it and have a speedy recovery and stay strong! You so got this! 🫶🏼⭐✨

  • @taylorndean
    @taylorndean 3 месяца назад +178

    idk how you always write and release music that is so specifically tied to the period of life I’m in but it’s been therapeutic for so many years now and I’ll always be excited for what’s to come next. thank you for sharing your journey with chronic illness with everyone ❤

    • @Emzime83
      @Emzime83 3 месяца назад +3

      This This THIS. just so fucking hard this.

    • @dragon_323
      @dragon_323 21 день назад

      Same

  • @miamipapi2130
    @miamipapi2130 3 месяца назад +123

    Hopeless, 929, Y'aburnee, and The End. Man Halsey knows how to close out an album in a way that keeps me feeling SOMETHING, whether it's sad, happy, hopeless, hopeful. I love your creativity😩!

  • @Lithuin
    @Lithuin 3 месяца назад +1000

    Beautiful. I just had my first round of radiation and I am so weak, I feel like a burden. Love is so complicated in a world where disability is enforced and our most at risk are left in a eugenical systems for the sake of gain... You give me some hope, and my children.

    • @emilylekas4149
      @emilylekas4149 3 месяца назад +29

      Wishing you and your loved ones strength and courage to get through the tough times ❤

    • @Lithuin
      @Lithuin 3 месяца назад

      @@emilylekas4149 I am going to shamelessly plug the conditions my children and I have. If anyone can, please spread awareness of SCN8A, PMM2, and Aggressive Fibromatosis. Only 1/4th of children survive to adulthood with Scn8a and PMM2.
      I only have two children left and I am scared for them.
      Sorry to co opt your reply, thank you for the support! I truly believe we can save the world with just basic empathy!

    • @Allimichelll
      @Allimichelll 3 месяца назад +10

      sending you positive energy angel 🤍

    • @utprekshabasnet8061
      @utprekshabasnet8061 3 месяца назад +6

      I pray that you get better. Sending you a virtual hug. Stay strong ❤

    • @Psychedeliccatdad
      @Psychedeliccatdad 3 месяца назад +2

      @Lithuin , just know that it's NOT the end.

  • @amandaprose3635
    @amandaprose3635 3 месяца назад +2010

    Just got the call that my uncle with a lifelong chronic illness passed away peacefully in his sleep last night. He lived a good long life, and was surrounded by loved ones. I opened instagram for a distraction and found myself here. Thank you, Halsey, for always having the right words we need to hear.

    • @mariawilson7460
      @mariawilson7460 3 месяца назад +18

      Praying 4 u and ur family

    • @leahsims641
      @leahsims641 3 месяца назад +23

      I’m sorry for your loss! I hope you find peace.

    • @laurienewbury1393
      @laurienewbury1393 3 месяца назад +5

      💞💞💞

    • @kiatzi.k
      @kiatzi.k 3 месяца назад +6

      🙏🏻

    • @Summer0277
      @Summer0277 3 месяца назад +16

      @@AHSFOXdelete your comment

  • @Jasmine_0597
    @Jasmine_0597 3 месяца назад +133

    my dear Halsey, YOU ARE THE STRONGEST.
    I love you so much.

  • @kichkabodurova0613
    @kichkabodurova0613 3 месяца назад +40

    i also suffer with an autoimmune and it’s been so tough. praying for you, halsey! 💜

    • @laurah674
      @laurah674 3 месяца назад +3

      Praying for YOU, too, fellow spoonie 💜

    • @kristinak2211
      @kristinak2211 2 месяца назад

      Please know that your thoughts can make you ill or make you well. Watch the documentary "Healed" ..It was life-changing for me. In my opinion, it is the radiation and chemo that kills you. It's literally poison. And it may kill the bad cells, but it kills the good ones as well. The medical and pharmaceutical industries don't make money off of people being well. And anything that is unresolved mentally or emotionally, has to manifest in the physical.. so that you know to pay attention to it and heal it. Resolve inner turmoil and your physicality will reflect that. "I think, therefor I am."
      And know that God loves you and you can speak to Him always. No fear. Just love. ❤

  • @leyy555
    @leyy555 3 месяца назад +335

    My mom has cancer, halsey you have saved me so many times from suicide so has my mom you both have been my savior I made it to 25. i love you please take care of you, you aren’t going anywhere. keep fighting , you will make it past 30. I love you so much.

    • @andreaswahllupu5673
      @andreaswahllupu5673 3 месяца назад +9

      I hope the best for you and your mom❤

    • @Kaalyn_HOW
      @Kaalyn_HOW 3 месяца назад +10

      Wishing you both wellness. But also want you to know you saved yourself. Her music may have held you through it, but you did the work. You fought through the painful nights, the impulses, and the symptoms. You saved you.

    • @Mama-db4cy
      @Mama-db4cy 3 месяца назад +4

      Keep going ❤️

    • @leyy555
      @leyy555 3 месяца назад +2

      Thank you all, Halsey and my mom & My baby sister the 3 people have helped me push through, I’ve listened to halsey’s music on the nights I thought I couldn’t make it and she made me feel as I wasn’t alone. truly am grateful for her art & being alive to listen to it. my mom has always been my advocate to keep going, I do agree I put in the work it’s not easy, pain is temporary but also a reason to keep going because if you can make it through the pain in-fact there is so much you learn, it becomes wisdom, beauty & ART. just how Halsey turns her pain into art

    • @nikochio
      @nikochio 3 месяца назад +2

      My mom too🥺 prayers for us 🙏

  • @inesbhc1699
    @inesbhc1699 3 месяца назад +134

    thank you for opening up to us like this. we're so proud of you and we love you so much, ashley. this is a masterpiece

  • @a_lost_lover
    @a_lost_lover 3 месяца назад +639

    As a disabled and mentally ill fan of Halsey, their music always spoke to me but this resonates in me better than anything ever did..

    • @laurengallagher2076
      @laurengallagher2076 3 месяца назад +6

      Same here 😢❤

    • @sarahhoward3047
      @sarahhoward3047 3 месяца назад +12

      No same, this song hits SO hard it almost physically hurts (pun kind of intended)

    • @ragerteenager968
      @ragerteenager968 3 месяца назад +8

      same😭😭😭😭😭😭 she gets so vulnerable in her songs and sometimes it's just what I need

    • @Idkanythingrlly
      @Idkanythingrlly 3 месяца назад +8

      I know, right? It made me cry, because I can definitely relate. It's the perfect song to return with. Beautifully vulnerable and real. Halsey sings from the heart and soul. I've been a fan since Badlands.
      Much love to everyone who sees this.
      💛

    • @Fatimaspringtime
      @Fatimaspringtime 3 месяца назад +1

      Felt.

  • @vanillabreado
    @vanillabreado 3 месяца назад +57

    The fact that she’s still alive is such a blessing for us all.
    (As a cancer survivor myself, I can feel the song to my soul. )

    • @zaynabamir1208
      @zaynabamir1208 3 месяца назад

      What does she exactly have? Im worried

    • @vanillabreado
      @vanillabreado 3 месяца назад +3

      @@zaynabamir1208 Lupus SLE and t cell lymphoproliferative disorder. She said everything was under control now.

  • @ladyoftheafterhour
    @ladyoftheafterhour 3 месяца назад +110

    their voice just sounds so vulnerable here. and so sweet. i am so proud of her strength, they're incredibly resilient. i will cry with the album but im here for it.

  • @huimang94
    @huimang94 3 месяца назад +79

    As a person with chronic illness myself who both feels like a burden to the people around me and is sometimes made to feel like a burden, who has experienced the anger and exhaustion of doctors not listening and people thinking I’m just being dramatic, knowing it’s not the end of the world but feeling like it is or maybe that it should be, this song really hits close to home. It’s both comforting and sad when you have something like this in common with someone, because it’s the last thing you want to or want someone else to relate to, even if it makes you feel less alone.

  • @nataliaand2444
    @nataliaand2444 3 месяца назад +94

    It has been obvious for years that halsey is an extraordinary writer, but with this track... absolutely broke me on the first listen, I'm swinging between the pain the lyrics brought and absolute awe for this masterpiece

  • @robbyjessica84
    @robbyjessica84 2 месяца назад +8

    My wife died from brain cancer on September 18th 2022, your song made me cry while watching her photo. Thank you for sharing this song. my love goes out to you. rip Jessica Oddo, my loving wife @-)----

  • @A.and.H
    @A.and.H 2 месяца назад +12

    Halsey you are one of the strongest woman I've ever seen in my life
    Just keep fighting no matter what
    We all love you sooooo much

  • @meganrose2172
    @meganrose2172 3 месяца назад +95

    "Had a fucked up childhood" felt this in the darkest part of my soul. 😢 missed you Ashley!

  • @Emmyok238
    @Emmyok238 3 месяца назад +44

    How many hours sitting in the hospital getting infusion treatments have I listened to Halsey's albums and dreamed of a better life? I honestly couldn't even say, but I'm so grateful for Halsey's vulnerability and all the art they've given us. Can't wait for the album!!

  • @TheGeisha31
    @TheGeisha31 3 месяца назад +198

    Halsey the Army are with you, you are a warrior and you will emerge successfully from these battles You are so strong 💜💜💜💜

  • @jooniemoonie1531
    @jooniemoonie1531 3 месяца назад +240

    Ever since Halsey and BTS’s collaboration (2 with Yoongi). I started to admire Halsey and her passionate for music, especially her friendship with BTS and the fact that she, Chris Martin from Coldplay, and Megan thee Stallion that truly understands and appreciates BTS’s music. My heart go to her and wished her a speedy recovery and praying that she get better soon. Love you Halsey 🌷🩷
    Love from Army 💜

    • @youmakemehappy7
      @youmakemehappy7 3 месяца назад

      What is she recovering from???😢

    • @jooniemoonie1531
      @jooniemoonie1531 3 месяца назад

      @@youmakemehappy7 she recovering from chronic illness

    • @ava_marie_v
      @ava_marie_v 2 месяца назад +1

      ​@@youmakemehappy7 She's been diagnosed with Lupus and a rare type of T-cell disorder.

    • @Sungsolo777
      @Sungsolo777 2 месяца назад +1

      That’s not true Megan loves them also 😂

  • @mafiaxgirl
    @mafiaxgirl 3 месяца назад +92

    as a ARMY i'm so thankful for the bond she have with BTS and she is such a kind lovable human. wish a speedy recovery😊

  • @_hiraeth_
    @_hiraeth_ 3 месяца назад +485

    i swear she always makes me cry so hard that i cannot breathe ASDFGHJKL

    • @raelynnoconnor700
      @raelynnoconnor700 3 месяца назад +12

      Everyone cries over Taylor swift. I cry over Halsey

    • @KYLETISZAI
      @KYLETISZAI 3 месяца назад +1

      I love her too

    • @Kld779
      @Kld779 3 месяца назад +1

      Yes she deserves these compliments

    • @menm_91
      @menm_91 3 месяца назад +3

      ​@@raelynnoconnor700 Both break me 😫😭😭😭

    • @loganoliveira4254
      @loganoliveira4254 3 месяца назад +1

      Yeah I’m fricken sobbing

  • @briski7321
    @briski7321 3 месяца назад +287

    I remember when my doctor uttered those words to me, telling me the one thing I dreaded the most. I told my partner and held my breath, terrified of my world crashing and in turn destroying theirs. But here we are, almost two years later and we're alive, we're in love. We're okay. I pray that everyone find a love as soft and divine as this. A never ending love, even if it feels like your story is over.

  • @snt199110
    @snt199110 3 месяца назад +42

    This is one of her best songs in my opinion. Its so raw, and emotional. This album is going to hit me where it hurts. I can tell. Just knowing she wrote it while she was sick...it must have taken a lot of strength to do that. I can't wait to hear the rest of the songs on the album. ❤

  • @mariafabianalinares2953
    @mariafabianalinares2953 3 месяца назад +5

    This song got to me in such a way, I'm tearing up writing this and my hands are kinda shaking, but I'm so thankful you shared it with us. You're amazing Ashley, I love you and your art so much. You make the pain feel less encapsulated and flow out of my eyes and fingertips.

  • @nickaguilera8526
    @nickaguilera8526 3 месяца назад +8

    I absolutely love Halsey she has always been soooo sooo vulnerable with us. It’s so sad to hear she’s going through this. She has not had an easy life but she continues to share her experiences with us in such a beautiful and raw way. I absolutely adore her. Wishing her the best and I’m excited to hear this work of art

  • @navindaki
    @navindaki 3 месяца назад +157

    was not prepared for this..

  • @ashleyfaye6087
    @ashleyfaye6087 3 месяца назад +56

    Oh Halsey 😭 I’m sobbing, your music always comes in divine timing 🥺

  • @williamrhopkins
    @williamrhopkins 3 месяца назад +3

    Every once in a while comes a song that speaks on many level yet tugs at the heart strings. This is one.

  • @AIEX-Z
    @AIEX-Z 3 месяца назад +15

    Halsey, you are strong, I believe that you can get through this, you must cope for us, for the sake of your child. We will support you, you are a very talented singer and I want to hear even more of your songs in the future. You endure too much, this life tortures you too much, but you live on, I am amazed at how strong a woman you are. Get well as soon as possible
    Our ARMY fandom loves you very much 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

    • @ITW8714
      @ITW8714 3 месяца назад +3

      THIS ! we should let Halsey know she's absolutely capable of battling this rough chapter.. Put more positive comments and send your blessings to her 🙏 ✨

    • @AIEX-Z
      @AIEX-Z 3 месяца назад

      @@ITW8714 Yeah 💜🧸

  • @firoim
    @firoim 3 месяца назад +19

    she told us to trust her. Damn that was intense. It's insane how she can articulate her struggles and put them into words and SING THEM FOR US. What a champion. Stay strong Halsey

  • @psychocomplex
    @psychocomplex 3 месяца назад +88

    I love how even in soft songs like this one, she still has her signature grit

  • @anna_nightfury
    @anna_nightfury 3 месяца назад +46

    acoustic halsey is all i ever wanted again! hope this album will got the same vibe!!!

    • @colin5896
      @colin5896 3 месяца назад

      Hayley? Her real name is Ashley

  • @karenvallin1079
    @karenvallin1079 3 месяца назад +11

    We are with you. You are an incredible warrior.
    ARMY will always be with you 💜 Please take care Ashley 🤍

  • @delorusrogers6375
    @delorusrogers6375 3 месяца назад +4

    Years of dealing with endometriosis and feeling like a burden. This spoke to me. Everyone around me thinks I'm being dramatic when it feels like the end every single time I have my flare ups.
    Sending everyone going through it rn so much love. We all deserve it. ❤❤

  • @katiemac5966
    @katiemac5966 3 месяца назад +186

    Did not expect to be sobbing at noon but here we are 😭❤️

  • @UnapologeticRaven
    @UnapologeticRaven 3 месяца назад +18

    Born without a lymphatic system. Living with Lupus, Ehlers Danlos, Hashimoto’s, Dercum’s Disease & more. I feel the emotion behind this so much. Love you, Halsey. 💜

  • @kobrownkid1356
    @kobrownkid1356 3 месяца назад +571

    WE'RE HEREE

  • @elizabethbarefoot1111
    @elizabethbarefoot1111 3 месяца назад +9

    Be the love your inner child needs. The love you needed as a child. ❤

  • @JJk_bon97
    @JJk_bon97 3 месяца назад +15

    Army is here to support you Halsey we love you get well soon 💜💜💜

  • @kyoheiablaza6070
    @kyoheiablaza6070 3 месяца назад +85

    Fact: Halsey vocals are not a joke y'all. So angelic, beautifully and breathtaking. Her vocals are outta this world😭💔

  • @BansheePurple
    @BansheePurple 3 месяца назад +37

    This broke me. I cried
    Halsey you're so strong
    I truly wish you all the love, happiness and health
    Remember that we love you and we are here for you ❤️

  • @laurengallagher2076
    @laurengallagher2076 3 месяца назад +268

    Omg this hit me so hard. Life with chronic illness and always feeling like a burden to my husband 😭

    • @laurienewbury1393
      @laurienewbury1393 3 месяца назад +24

      You are a gift and you are loved and you hold value 🩶

    • @laurengallagher2076
      @laurengallagher2076 3 месяца назад +11

      @@laurienewbury1393 you have no idea how much I needed to hear that right now 😭❤️

    • @kellibella0804
      @kellibella0804 3 месяца назад +8

      ​@@laurienewbury1393 beautiful words, I wish all spoonies were able to hear this on all of the bad days. 🖤

    • @kellibella0804
      @kellibella0804 3 месяца назад

      ​@@laurengallagher2076 Lauren, all of your feelings - both internal and external - are VALID!! Your hubby chose you as a life partner. He's also your caretaker in times you need it & vice versa - even tho that may look completely different... Just don't compare! :) The best way my family member (who doubles as a caretaker when needed) put it that helped me understand was: if the roles were reversed and YOU were in your husband's position, would you want your partner to feel guilt, shame, or feel like a burden?! Absolutely not!! You would do everything in your power to help them. It can be incredibly difficult from a caretaker standpoint to watch and not always be able to do anything to help/ease the suffering.
      I still struggle with guilt of not being able to help out with yard work, play with the pup outside, or even take her out for a few mins on days like today when it's 90°+ as the feels like temp! But my family doesn't WANT me to do those things cuz they know it'll hurt me even more. It's strange how we can be our own worst enemies ... Cuz knowing all of this still doesn't stop the feelings of guilt.
      So... This is my super long winded way of saying you are NOT ALONE! You are HEARD! And you are worthy of self-
      Compassion!!
      (Top tip: I like to use Pinterest to find affirmations, quotes, photos, etc that are centered around chronic illnesses on the days I am mentally struggling the most, and sometimes on the days I'm bed bound too. I've gotten thru some very difficult hours/days this way)
      I am sending you spoons 🥄🥄🥄 and gentle hugs!! 🖤🖤

    • @kellibella0804
      @kellibella0804 3 месяца назад

      ​@@laurengallagher2076 Lauren, all of your feelings - both internal and external - are VALID!! Your hubby chose you as a life partner. He's also your caretaker in times you need it & vice versa - even tho that may look completely different... Just don't compare! :) The best way my family member (who doubles as a caretaker when needed) put it that helped me understand was: if the roles were reversed and YOU were in your husband's position, would you want your partner to feel guilt, shame, or feel like a burden?! Absolutely not!! You would do everything in your power to help them. It can be incredibly difficult from a caretaker standpoint to watch and not always be able to do anything to help/ease the suffering.
      I still struggle with guilt of not being able to help out with yard work, play with the pup outside, or even take her out for a few mins on days like today when it's 90°+ as the feels like temp! But my family doesn't WANT me to do those things cuz they know it'll hurt me even more. It's strange how we can be our own worst enemies ... Cuz knowing all of this still doesn't stop the feelings of guilt.
      So... This is my super long winded way of saying you are NOT ALONE! You are HEARD! And you are worthy of self-
      Compassion!!
      (Top tip: I like to use Pinterest to find affirmations, quotes, photos, etc that are centered around chronic illnesses on the days I am mentally struggling the most, and sometimes on the days I'm bed bound too. I've gotten thru some very difficult hours/days this way)
      I am sending you spoons 🥄🥄🥄 and gentle hugs!! 🖤🖤

  • @britneyhodge9238
    @britneyhodge9238 3 месяца назад +1

    I'm so devastated. There are no words, but God do I wish there were. When you're tired of fighting, we'll fight with you. I couldn't even imagine what you and your family is going through right now. Sending positive vibes and love to yall

  • @toyiaayers3582
    @toyiaayers3582 3 месяца назад +6

    Army here and I'm praying for you PEACE AND BLESSINGS 💜

  • @ovenbird7
    @ovenbird7 3 месяца назад +14

    It's so heartbreaking. May she win this fight and enjoy her life. She deseves all the love. ❤

  • @emily-ux4le
    @emily-ux4le 3 месяца назад +46

    “At first it was my brain, then a skeleton in pain”. This song resonates with me so heavily. I am 22 now and have been suffering from severe health problems since I was 18. Epilepsy, 4 autoimmune diseases that made my body and bones hurt and my muscles weak and took away my ability to walk last year, dysautonomia, heart problems, fainting, etc etc. Doctors and even most of my own family never took me seriously until last year. My mother held me in the dark every night last year as we cried ourselves to sleep thinking it was the end for me. I met my boyfriend January of this year and loves me through all my health complications, and believes me. Sending so much love and light to you Ashley. I’ve grown up listening to you and growing with you and I am just…so proud of you and everything you’ve accomplished and overcome. And I’m so sorry. Stay strong. Suffering from leukemia, lupus, EDS, mcas, endometriosis, and probably more we don’t even know about is something I and im sure everyone else cannot wrap their heads around and aren’t nearly as strong as you for fighting. Love you so much. Thank you for being you.

    • @Kyawakensthirdeye
      @Kyawakensthirdeye 3 месяца назад

      There are cures! Look up Dr. Sebi, or watch yahkiawakened … alkaline lifestyle can reverse almost any disease

  • @deepanshirawat1002
    @deepanshirawat1002 3 месяца назад +27

    This album is gonna break me into so many pieces .I saw her insta post and i started crying 😭😭

  • @BennymelHerrera
    @BennymelHerrera 3 месяца назад +37

    Halsey, keep fighting, don't give up you are very strong, God is going to give you more strength... just don't give up.
    Here you have an army💜

  • @anaahiloser
    @anaahiloser 3 месяца назад +3

    Halsey, you’re so strong for going through what you’ve been through. I admire you as a person and as an artist. I am so glad to hear that you’re doing better. ❤️

  • @JennyliP22
    @JennyliP22 3 месяца назад +15

    As a child that lost her mom by an unending cancer... This breaks my heart and... I just can say thank you, Ashley

  • @visibletoa11userz
    @visibletoa11userz 3 месяца назад +13

    This hits home for people with PTSD and depression.... Or any chronic illness.

  • @amandamariemedia
    @amandamariemedia 3 месяца назад +6

    Beautifully written Halsey. You've encompassed what those of us with chronic illness go through in such a heart-wrenching, honest, but beautiful way. Thank you for this gem, keeping you in my thoughts always ❤️

  • @naomm8832
    @naomm8832 3 месяца назад +9

    i love how stripped down this is - it feels like you’re sitting in a room with her and listening to her thoughts 💭

  • @jennie5276
    @jennie5276 3 месяца назад +6

    Dearest Halsey. First of all, I thank you for your song. I´m so sorry for what you need to go through, being chronically ill is so hard, I know what it feels like. When you want to do things, and you have dreams, and your brain says yes and your body says no - that is so hard. I just want to say that I hope you will recover and I wish you many good days to come. Lots of hugs, J.

  • @zorua2663
    @zorua2663 3 месяца назад +8

    “if you knew it was the end of the world, would you like to stay a while” this line and this song make me feel so many things

  • @Nixenji
    @Nixenji 3 месяца назад +6

    Oh Halsey... I'm in tears and I truly hope that you will recover and be healthy! Lots of love

  • @jordannow13
    @jordannow13 3 месяца назад +268

    WE MISSED YOU ASHLEY

  • @junglauren1812
    @junglauren1812 3 месяца назад +4

    I know how hard it is to be chronically illed but theres nth we cant walk through with God. I pray for recoveries and health for all the patients and ppl all around the world. Pls no more struggles and tears but happiness with full of love 🙏🏻❤

  • @azelinskpaw
    @azelinskpaw 3 месяца назад +1

    Thank you Halsey for even opening up. You are so strong. You are beautiful. An amazing soul. I cried to this song. ❤ so touching. Love you Halsey. ❤️‍🩹

  • @натальясайко-ш3з
    @натальясайко-ш3з 3 месяца назад +29

    I can't cry this song is just divine, Halsey you are the best

  • @louknmz6759
    @louknmz6759 3 месяца назад +6

    Her voice sounds so raw, so mature and beautiful.
    To witness how her voice evolved over the years is just amazing. I can’t wait to dive into this album

  • @nijattino
    @nijattino 3 месяца назад +34

    The queen of emotions is back!

  • @Yoongi_BTS77
    @Yoongi_BTS77 3 месяца назад +6

    Halsey, you are a strong girl! Everything will be fine!you can handle everything. ARMY is with you! we will always support you and be with you.the whole fandom loves and respects you.I truly love and respect her because she truly respects and loves BTS! you deserve to be happy!!!Just be patient a little longer and everything will be fine, strong girl.I sincerely believe that you can do it!just know that we ARMY support and love you!
    with love from Army for the strongest girl 💜

  • @reyhanehzarei8356
    @reyhanehzarei8356 3 месяца назад +2

    Don't despair, we are always by your side and support you. Please focus on your health. We love you forever 💜💜💜💜💜💜purple you💜💜💜💜💜💜

  • @Meusa_795.
    @Meusa_795. 3 месяца назад +75

    *I'm an ARMY, and ever since she collaborated with BTS, I've admired her because she's the only one who hasn't been exploited by BTS, so I'm very saddened by her illness. She doesn't deserve it. I hope she recovers quickly* .💜

  • @paulalorenzoramirez4006
    @paulalorenzoramirez4006 3 месяца назад +8

    You’re so strong and such a role model, I love you beyond words and I’m so proud of you and what you’ve overcome. We’re gonna be here for you no matter what and we will support you till the end. I love you H 💜

  • @123Azuu
    @123Azuu 3 месяца назад +65

    Missed you

  • @dunya00613
    @dunya00613 3 месяца назад +73

    I'm ARMY and I'm so sorry to hear this. Halsey is one of the best artists ever. She was one of those artists who supported BTS truly and didn't collab with BTS for fame. She's so talented and beautiful. Stay strong Halsey!!! We're with u💜

    • @xxxmcti
      @xxxmcti 3 месяца назад +2

      💜💜💜💜💜💜

    • @evaraiara
      @evaraiara 3 месяца назад +3

      you only like her because your favorite artists (who don't know your existence) are friends with her. get a personality

    • @dunya00613
      @dunya00613 3 месяца назад +2

      ​@@evaraiara well first of all BTS knows our existence not only BTS everyone knows it we have broken so many records and have surprised them with songs made by ARMY and gifts so on. Secondly yes I'm not her fan but I do listen some of her songs and I do know how talented and amazing she is. And also I didn't Halsey before thx BTS I did learn about her.
      Instead of supporting ur fav one u're just talking nonsense

    • @evaraiara
      @evaraiara 3 месяца назад

      @@dunya00613 damn you're so chronically online.. this parasocial relationship you have with them is f#ucking you up mentally, (unironically) get help

    • @aleenajames8676
      @aleenajames8676 3 месяца назад

      💜🫂

  • @imfado4331
    @imfado4331 Месяц назад +3

    I love you. I love you for sharing your story. I love you for making pain beautiful. I love you for making it all art. I love you for turning pain into poetry. I love you for all you went through, and for your smile, and all the support you share to the world. I love you and I'm so glad you're still here.

  • @RD-mt5zy
    @RD-mt5zy 3 месяца назад +21

    Something in Halsey's voice that is just so unique to comprehend

    • @Chips185
      @Chips185 3 месяца назад +1

      Always loved her softer vocals, it's angelic

  • @green_caffeine
    @green_caffeine 3 месяца назад +36

    SCREAMING 😭😭😭
    edit - now sobbing 🥺

  • @BloodBringsColorAndFluoresce
    @BloodBringsColorAndFluoresce 3 месяца назад +5

    Been stuck with an autoimmune disease since i was 14; the memories of those hospital visits, blood samples and the surgery never felt like leaving. I relapsed twice this year, and I'm so scared I won't make it to my 18th birthday; this song captures basically everything. I'm tried of only pain and suffering, I want something soft for once in my life. Coincidence or not, it's my liver; i still can't make it 100% better.

  • @juliapacheco691
    @juliapacheco691 3 месяца назад +1

    This is sooo vulnerable.... you're soo strang Halsey!! Blessings for you

  • @ninfaagua1
    @ninfaagua1 3 месяца назад +2

    No existen palabras que puedan aliviar tu dolor.... pero gracias por existir, por tu entrega,tu voz, tú música y tu corazón...eso no tendrán final 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🇨🇱

  • @sanaenglaonce8042
    @sanaenglaonce8042 3 месяца назад +13

    Oh my, oh my… I hope they are doing well. Such a beautiful heart wrenching song

  • @oklahomasoonersfootball
    @oklahomasoonersfootball 3 месяца назад +14

    Makes me feel when i lost a family member that died early thanks again for helping making feel comfortable listening to this.

  • @avantikatripathi7959
    @avantikatripathi7959 3 месяца назад +105

    this is giving "i fell in love with hope" vibes

  • @faithbrown7381
    @faithbrown7381 14 дней назад

    This song is so beautiful, and I'm so glad to have a song that captures what it feels like to love and live with a chronic illness or disease ❤❤

  • @NikaMohamadi-k1i
    @NikaMohamadi-k1i 15 дней назад

    Halsey, you're so strong. We all proud of you and we sure you'll get better and healthier very soon

  • @nikyredgm
    @nikyredgm 3 месяца назад +12

    This can't be the end - this is the beginning ❤️

  • @officiel_ahmed1811
    @officiel_ahmed1811 3 месяца назад +21

    The voice of Halsey is my breath love you❤

  • @honeeyyybeez7764
    @honeeyyybeez7764 3 месяца назад +9

    I love this, she poured her heart out in this song and you can feel it 🤍🤍

  • @nsyhjtjbts
    @nsyhjtjbts 3 месяца назад +2

    Ashley: since I met you I fell in love with your voice, your lyrics and your life story like no other artist had managed to touch a sensitive chord in me. I am proud to say that you are my aspiration and inspiration, that you have what I was looking for in music and much more. Every time they ask me who my favorite female artist is, I will say your name, I will recommend your discography and I will talk about you so much until women who look like you have the recognition that you deserved all this time.
    Thank you for writing songs with your experiences, from the hardest and happiest moment of your life. I want to tell you that, if touching a person's heart with your music was what you dreamed of most in your career, with me you have achieved it.
    I'm looking forward to this album that will be great like this first newly released song... I love you and I hope you are happy until your last day Halsey. ❤️😭

  • @tisaauliasabdanie7617
    @tisaauliasabdanie7617 3 месяца назад +3

    You are one of the most strongest person I've ever seen in my life, I'm sure you'll get through it girl 💜💪🏻

  • @GwiloViou
    @GwiloViou 3 месяца назад +73

    The fact is that Halsey's vocals are real, people. So gorgeous, so heavenly, so amazing. Her voice is fantastic.

  • @kadenfink587
    @kadenfink587 3 месяца назад +134

    I feel like I won a war with this finally coming out

  • @Quiet.One92
    @Quiet.One92 3 месяца назад +5

    It’s beautiful
    It feels like a song that is just a part of the chapter.
    Like, it’s end of something, but the begining of something new.
    A bittersweet song.
    Can’t wait for the rest of the album.

  • @catastrophicbleus
    @catastrophicbleus 3 месяца назад +14

    SHE SOUNDS SO GOOD 😭😭😭

  • @태국504
    @태국504 3 месяца назад +2

    I wish you all the happiness in the world. Remember your are always loved❤❤❤

  • @Lolcvghyt
    @Lolcvghyt Месяц назад

    Thank you halsey for this beautiful gift of song, I’m sobbing and i wish you all the best in the world

  • @runa72270
    @runa72270 3 месяца назад +4

    As a fan, Halsey never disappointed me with her albums. Proud of you halsey we all fans love you 🤍🫶🏼