Renee! So happy to see you staying around Tampa. Your family is there. You have friends there and an amazing community. You made the right choice. Family and friends are everything for you and your little one.
Hope everything's okay Renee, you've been through so much but are a true warrior and are a wonderful mother couldn't be prouder of you. The community and me will always have your back. Much love❤!
My guy Harry!! I haven't checked this channel in a lil while because life got busy, and seeing you're still in the comments makes me really happy. You're practically part of the channel at this point😂😂 Hope life's treating you well man. Much love ❤❤
I understand you've had a hard time, but a lot of people do, and still have to go to work. I'm really tired of your constant complaining. You always want to be consistent, but you never are. You have the advantage of being able to work from home, but still everything always goes wrong and you can never stick to anything. Like I said, I understand your predicament, but that's life. People cannot stop going to work, because of difficult situations. You do it all the time. You can be really happy that you are a RUclipsr, because in a normal job you would have been fired.
It’s so great to see you! Honestly you are doing so well granted everything that you’ve been through. I think this new chapter is going to be incredible for you and it’ll be filled with a lot of peace and happiness.
Love seeing you find a home in Tampa and showing us that drive. But also thank you for always being authentic and showing us the struggles. As for feeling a bit sad/overwhelmed when you're finally alone and have time to think, that's because you're giving your brain that moment to actually take in everything rather than pushing forward because you have to do xyz, or take care of Bryson, or get started on packing, etc. Those moments may be hard, but they're your mind healing 💛
Not that our struggles are by any means exactly the same, but it has been really encouraging to watch you show the real struggles you’re having. The feelings of being all over the place and grief and all the things. I had my first baby in October, a boy too. My husband then deployed in February, so I’ve been a single parent for most of my son’s life so far. I also had to put my dog down around the same time you put Nova down. I just feel connected to you in our shared loss and abnormal situations and how hard it is to be a mom and navigate how to do life again. So thank you for sharing. I know it’s hard.
Renee, thank you so much for documenting your life as it has helped encourage me through the past few years and the horrific events i've had to walk through. You are the only RUclipsr i follow that is most raw and transparent. I love you so much and hope that this new beginning is all that your mind, body and spirit needs. I am so sorry about your Nova. -Bryce 🩶
glad to hear you are staying in florida close to your loved ones! I always enjoy packing videos so much they are therapeutic. sending you lots of love!
I have watched you since 2018 and your Florida lake-facing apartment vlogs are my comfort content. I know you are self-aware enough to realize that inconsistencies, short-form content taking off and only sponsored vlogs might be alienatiing your audience but losing your father, the pandemic, getting out of a 9-year old relationship, an unexpected pregnancy, the NICU experience and losing a dog all in a span of 3 years is extremely taxing. You are a talented creator with a knack for aesthetic story-telling. Even your worst vlogs are "technically" better than some other creator's best vlogs, you seem to treat it like a craft and not a money-making machine. You will bounce back in no time, change is hard! Sending you love!
Why does it feel like I just saw a video from you when you were moving into this apartment! Has it already been a year 😮 All the best Renee, hope there are good things in the future for you
Renee-as a longtime viewer I want to say how proud I am of watching you mature, start a family, struggle through so many obstacles and not lose faith. You are an amazing friend, mom , daughter, partner and so much more. You are doing so well, give it time to be able to balance everything. I will always look forward to your vids, its like chatting with an old friend 💓
First, thank you for your moving out tips 😊 I hate moving out, it is so overwhelming! Thank you also for sharing your struggles, it is so important to share the good and the bad situations in life, because these challenges are a normal part of life. You are so strong and I admire your drive, keep going Renee!
Yes! Good for you for not running. I think staying in FL is gonna be so great for you, it’s clearly where you thrive. As a native new englander I was like “don’t do it girl” wishing you the best as always.
Congratulations on your new place I love your moving vlogs I feel like you have move so much but it's probably a good thing onto making new memories and its okay to cry I know some days it can be frustrated but you got this girl sending you positive vibes 💓🎉
Look into joining a mom & kiddo group if you can. Just from an outside perspective, you seem pretty isolated (which is definitely common for new parents!).
I think and know from my experience that grief can often trigger previous grief. A LOT has happened that was intense. It makes you reevaluate..and sometimes I think many of us find ourselves trying to "fit back into" who we were. And that really isn't possible.It feels familiar and comfortable but all the shifts and grief need room too. But you can take the parts that feel like they are aligned for this season and focus on those! As far as content... I think you could (if it feels aligned and not so much pressure) start with some short videos.. themed.. journal prompts, themed Q & A, Things to know or ask if you have a NICU baby, healthy snacks or smoothies, moving tips etc.. they can be like 5-10 minutes or even less. Less pressure and still lots of great content! Just my 25 cents that you didn't ask for lol..
Renee, I wanted to let you know that throughout the Pandemic your channel and videos brought a sense of comfort and routine. I continue watching anytime you post; its like catching up with an old friend! Sincere congrats on being a mom and handling things so well. Despite the hardships, you have come very far just in the last few years theres tremendous growth and motivate/inspire to do and be better. I appreciate that you are open with your faith and all the things you share and create. I hope you allow yourself grace and feel proud of the women you are today :) thanks for making your community strong and sharing positivity but not only the highlight reels! Good luck with the next chapter, look forward to the updates :)
Im playing catch up after missing like a year worth of vlogs (my life just got busy) and its so comforting how, even though things have changed soo much, your energy is the same. Congrats on the family and all of the success, Im proud of you for your resilience during the struggles, and thank you Renee for continuing to put out this content. It's brought a lot of joy to a lot of people's lives!!
I always have little comments I want to make but for now I’ll just say that I love you and am so proud of you! You’re an excellent Mom and an amazing woman! I love you ❤
Some moving companies have a pdf available on their website that’s a checklist of everything you need to do before/after moving. And also a separate list pdf that helps you to itemize your belongings as you pack.
I am not sure if this will help you in anyway but with all bad moments comes good moments ..life won't be exciting if it's always happy ...this few years of pain will be replaced by something bigger and you will be in a place we're everything will make sense .just be present be grateful for things u have ....I really wish you can understand this but things will get better I promise ...be better version of yourself , respect everyone , help people who are in need and focus on things u have right now
ILY Renne🤗Happy to 👀more of ur new move as days continue! Wish Boston was ur choice but, I understand Y Tampa is Best for ur Family. U've Always been an Inspiration for me so Hang in there! Stay Positive, Breathe &🙏✝️LUV Dani from Boston
I hope you're giving yourself grace. Life's not easy. Especially being a new Mom and dad in this world. ( yes Zee too) . Congrats on your new place! And to new memories! 🍻
This was such a satisfying, productive vlog to watch 🥰🥰 Congrats to you and your family on the move Renee 😘 may your new place be filled with lots of love, peace, joy and good memories 💛 Its been such an amazing number of years watching you and seeing you grow into the woman you've become 🙂 your dad (and now Nova 😢) must be super proud of you up in heaven ❤ i appreciate you always Renee, thank you for even taking the time to produce and put out these vlogs for us, even when you're not feeling up to it. Your efforts never go unnoticed 😘😘 ILY and all the best and may God be your continual source of strength during mental downs 🙏🏾🤍
Good morning beautiful Renee! Just watching your new vid with some coffee while working. I completely understand wanting a new space/associating hard memories with a place. I refuse to live in the town I grew up in because every street brings up bad memories so I totally get it. I moved one town over once I was 18 and was such a good decision. Happy for your family and this new chapter! Happy Monday girl ❤️
Hi Renee, I missed you so much! :) Sorry I'm a little late to comment, but I want you to know you're doing an Excellent job and we are all here for you! I've been watching your channel since about 2018 and I've been catching up on your older videos. It's amazing to see how much you've grown and blossomed into a beautiful mother and woman. You have always inspired me to become a better version of myself! XOXO 💗
In my job, I have consulted lots of mums feeling like how you're feeling right now. And let me tell you something: it gets better. It really does. Like.. I know you might think for "now" that it won't change, but it will.
All the emotions you are going through is totally normal! I’ve been there for sure! I highly recommend you sign up Bryson for a DaySchool or daycare even if it’s only part time! You may be on a waitlist, but at least you’ll have him on a list. Look into churches as well! Some have day school. I signed up my son for day school through our church. He was just a little over one year old when he started. It was hard at first because he cried but he got used to it! This also gave me at least 2.5-3 hours to myself to work, run errands, or just watch tv. Please consider signing him up to a school! Not only is it beneficial for him to learn and socialize, but it’ll be great for you to work or have me time! The only thing is that schools done over the summer, but there’s lots of camps you can sign him up for. I hope you read my comment ❤️
We love you Renee.. You are absolutely amazing ❤🎉.. be gentle with yourself.. As being a Mother is so many things& .. from what is see.. You are a Rockstar🙏🦋💕.
I’m also moving soon ; two babies under 2 . Moving gives me so much anxiety. I can’t wait to be all settled in and definitely going to adopt a minimalistic way of decorating because ain’t nobody got time for extra unnecessary stuff.
Moving to another city/apartment won’t keep you safe from these feelings-they will be with you wherever you go....If something "bad" happens in the new apartment, will you move again and again? I think avoiding triggers can only give you peace temporarily.
I don’t agree with this at all. I know for me personally, a new space helps give me new perspective and reenergizes me to tackle the things I’ve been through. I think she realized the move to Boston would not have been beneficial but a new space in their supportive community will. Also moving is fun for us OCD type because it gives us an opportunity to declutter, reorganize and create/decorate a new space lol. Maybe that will change when they buy a house, but I think if you are still renting it’s fun to move around.
@@1231amandamarie100% agree with you. I feel the same way, reorganizing, redecorating, decluttering just feels so good in a new space. Plus you get to create new memories in a place where you have none and I don’t know but that alone gives you a sense of excitement and peace at the same time. I second moving if you can. I second even just moving your living room or bedroom around, it’ll give you such a boost of energy.
Renee I missed you too ((hugs)) I’m so happy you’re moving forward I know life’s been hard but you are a survivor. I had been checking to see if I wasn’t getting notifications and I thought maybe they are moving and you would be back soon. You have been through a lot but God blessed with Z and precious baby Bryson at the right time. I’m older, much older and I can honestly say that life never stays the same, it constantly evolves… hang in there because everything will smooth out and you will get your footing back. We all are still here for you and not going anywhere!!! Sending you virtual hugs from California ❤ So happy your back.
I think what you may have to do is to simplify certain 'creative' things you do outside of your documenting so you can find more time to document. In other words, maybe for 3-6 months try to minimize the variety of foods you eat or even any rigid rules in terms of eating. Maybe decorate less and don't overbuy beyond necessities. Ask yourself if there is anything you normally do outside the home like the gym if you can partially move them to doing them from home. Having to leave your house often eats a big chunk of your time away.
Ugh the moment when you are crying about Nova and reflecting, I relate to that so much. I feel like that is so common with trauma and grief. I like to keep busy and focus on work and family, but when I have a little downtime and nothing pressing those hard times hit me hard again and it feels surreal that xyz has happened. Hope the move helps heal your heart further 💛. Excited to see the new place! But also a little bummed it’s not in Boston, but only because I really want to live there and wanted to live vicariously through you lol.
Yay! I’m so happy for you guys! The energy of a new home & a home that you LOVE.. is unmatched. We literally just moved. We’re in the unpacking/decorating stage.. vlogging, moving & uploading in real time is a lot of work.. I’d rather do vlogmas! Your doing both while being a mom! I couldn’t imagine! Your Killing It!! YOUR DOING AMAZING!! Allow yourself grace, be kind & hype yourself up the way you would a loved one. Sending You love, peace, abundance & good vibes to this next chapter PS: Don’t worry about being consistent right now! That’s the last thing you need to be stressed about it.
I think (as a child care assistant) that you should put your kid in day care maybe half the week. it will give you time to work and find some balance. just a thought...
Renee you was my first youtube video creator that I ever watched many many years ago featuring law of attraction. I love and look forward to your videos then, now and all future content!! My FAVORITE RUclipsr EVER!! You are a STRONG FIERCE WARRIOR!! 😊❤
I wouldn’t say she’s wishy washy. I think she shares her true emotions as she’s filming her days. As a human our emotions change several times a day or even within the hour lol. To me she seems like she’s trying to heal from a lot of grief and trauma from the last few years. Be kind to her. It’s not nice to leave unnecessary mean comments like this.
Renée, if only I could hug you and help you out :' Do not forget about yourself, if you can afford it just hire an editor or a nanny that could help you out. May The Healer heal your heart. Girl, you got this, you've been amazing so far and it will only continue 🤍
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Love this vlog! can you link your wild west t-shirt?
Renee! So happy to see you staying around Tampa.
Your family is there. You have friends there and an amazing community.
You made the right choice.
Family and friends are everything for you and your little one.
Thank you so much!
Hope everything's okay Renee, you've been through so much but are a true warrior and are a wonderful mother couldn't be prouder of you. The community and me will always have your back. Much love❤!
My guy Harry!! I haven't checked this channel in a lil while because life got busy, and seeing you're still in the comments makes me really happy. You're practically part of the channel at this point😂😂
Hope life's treating you well man. Much love ❤❤
thanks Harry
I understand you've had a hard time, but a lot of people do, and still have to go to work. I'm really tired of your constant complaining. You always want to be consistent, but you never are. You have the advantage of being able to work from home, but still everything always goes wrong and you can never stick to anything. Like I said, I understand your predicament, but that's life. People cannot stop going to work, because of difficult situations. You do it all the time. You can be really happy that you are a RUclipsr, because in a normal job you would have been fired.
It’s so great to see you! Honestly you are doing so well granted everything that you’ve been through. I think this new chapter is going to be incredible for you and it’ll be filled with a lot of peace and happiness.
im excited for it :) thank you ❤️
You are one of the strongest people I know❤️ hang in there girl. Gods got you.
Love seeing you find a home in Tampa and showing us that drive. But also thank you for always being authentic and showing us the struggles. As for feeling a bit sad/overwhelmed when you're finally alone and have time to think, that's because you're giving your brain that moment to actually take in everything rather than pushing forward because you have to do xyz, or take care of Bryson, or get started on packing, etc. Those moments may be hard, but they're your mind healing 💛
Welcome to motherhood! It’s a constant rollercoaster!
Not that our struggles are by any means exactly the same, but it has been really encouraging to watch you show the real struggles you’re having. The feelings of being all over the place and grief and all the things. I had my first baby in October, a boy too. My husband then deployed in February, so I’ve been a single parent for most of my son’s life so far. I also had to put my dog down around the same time you put Nova down. I just feel connected to you in our shared loss and abnormal situations and how hard it is to be a mom and navigate how to do life again. So thank you for sharing. I know it’s hard.
You are my favorite youtuber hands down!!! lysm!
I missed your vlogs! I have been watching you for a few years & you still inspire me to this day!
Renee, thank you so much for documenting your life as it has helped encourage me through the past few years and the horrific events i've had to walk through. You are the only RUclipsr i follow that is most raw and transparent. I love you so much and hope that this new beginning is all that your mind, body and spirit needs. I am so sorry about your Nova. -Bryce 🩶
glad to hear you are staying in florida close to your loved ones! I always enjoy packing videos so much they are therapeutic. sending you lots of love!
Absolutely love a moving and organization vlog :) so satisfying to watch. Hope all is going well!
Thank you for sharing and having the confidence of sharing life situations.. Keep thriving everything’s gonna be ok
I have watched you since 2018 and your Florida lake-facing apartment vlogs are my comfort content. I know you are self-aware enough to realize that inconsistencies, short-form content taking off and only sponsored vlogs might be alienatiing your audience but losing your father, the pandemic, getting out of a 9-year old relationship, an unexpected pregnancy, the NICU experience and losing a dog all in a span of 3 years is extremely taxing. You are a talented creator with a knack for aesthetic story-telling. Even your worst vlogs are "technically" better than some other creator's best vlogs, you seem to treat it like a craft and not a money-making machine. You will bounce back in no time, change is hard! Sending you love!
this just made me whole day. thank you so much for these kind words, you have no idea the impact you just made for me
@@ReneeAmberg your videos have given me so much comfort, hope the new apartment heralds a beautiful start!
Why does it feel like I just saw a video from you when you were moving into this apartment! Has it already been a year 😮
All the best Renee, hope there are good things in the future for you
So excited for your new journey Renee! Wishing you all the happiness and joy that life could bring! 💗
You’re so brave Renee! I’ve been watching you since 2020 and always loved your content! Take care of yourself ❤
So happy you’re staying in Tampa !!! Love that you will be close to family and love Florida ❤
I went straight to the comments to see where she's moving to 😅
Renee-as a longtime viewer I want to say how proud I am of watching you mature, start a family, struggle through so many obstacles and not lose faith. You are an amazing friend, mom , daughter, partner and so much more. You are doing so well, give it time to be able to balance everything. I will always look forward to your vids, its like chatting with an old friend 💓
First, thank you for your moving out tips 😊 I hate moving out, it is so overwhelming!
Thank you also for sharing your struggles, it is so important to share the good and the bad situations in life, because these challenges are a normal part of life. You are so strong and I admire your drive, keep going Renee!
We love you for your drive and for always showing up no matter what. Thank you for sharing your life with us 💝
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you will always need Nova but at some point your need will be a need to remember the good life you gave her
Love your courageous spirit! Very inspiring - so thank you for sharing so authentically 👍
Yes! Good for you for not running. I think staying in FL is gonna be so great for you, it’s clearly where you thrive. As a native new englander I was like “don’t do it girl” wishing you the best as always.
haha
Yayy the post it notes are back! I love your moving vlogs and glad you guys are getting better xx
Congratulations on your new place I love your moving vlogs I feel like you have move so much but it's probably a good thing onto making new memories and its okay to cry I know some days it can be frustrated but you got this girl sending you positive vibes 💓🎉
Look into joining a mom & kiddo group if you can. Just from an outside perspective, you seem pretty isolated (which is definitely common for new parents!).
I think and know from my experience that grief can often trigger previous grief. A LOT has happened that was intense. It makes you reevaluate..and sometimes I think many of us find ourselves trying to "fit back into" who we were. And that really isn't possible.It feels familiar and comfortable but all the shifts and grief need room too. But you can take the parts that feel like they are aligned for this season and focus on those! As far as content... I think you could (if it feels aligned and not so much pressure) start with some short videos.. themed.. journal prompts, themed Q & A, Things to know or ask if you have a NICU baby, healthy snacks or smoothies, moving tips etc.. they can be like 5-10 minutes or even less. Less pressure and still lots of great content! Just my 25 cents that you didn't ask for lol..
I was worried and now I can see you, all good ❤
Congratulations on your new move💕
Whenever i am going threw difficult times i always think - God wouldn’t give me anything i couldn’t handle.
Sending hugs your way. 💖
Happy to see a video from you pop up in my notifications!
Keep making time for you! ❤🎉
Renee,
I wanted to let you know that throughout the Pandemic your channel and videos brought a sense of comfort and routine. I continue watching anytime you post; its like catching up with an old friend!
Sincere congrats on being a mom and handling things so well. Despite the hardships, you have come very far just in the last few years theres tremendous growth and motivate/inspire to do and be better. I appreciate that you are open with your faith and all the things you share and create.
I hope you allow yourself grace and feel proud of the women you are today :) thanks for making your community strong and sharing positivity but not only the highlight reels!
Good luck with the next chapter, look forward to the updates :)
omg thank you ❤️ this made me so happy
Morning made seeing you posted! You are so loved !
❤️❤️
We are here for you, sending you love and healing ❤️ 💜
Congratulations 🍾on move
Im playing catch up after missing like a year worth of vlogs (my life just got busy) and its so comforting how, even though things have changed soo much, your energy is the same. Congrats on the family and all of the success, Im proud of you for your resilience during the struggles, and thank you Renee for continuing to put out this content. It's brought a lot of joy to a lot of people's lives!!
aww this makes me so happy
What! Wow! I'm waaayyy behind. I left off at the planning to leave NY videos. Whoa, now there's a whole baby 😂
I always have little comments I want to make but for now I’ll just say that I love you and am so proud of you! You’re an excellent Mom and an amazing woman! I love you ❤
Some moving companies have a pdf available on their website that’s a checklist of everything you need to do before/after moving.
And also a separate list pdf that helps you to itemize your belongings as you pack.
I am not sure if this will help you in anyway but with all bad moments comes good moments ..life won't be exciting if it's always happy ...this few years of pain will be replaced by something bigger and you will be in a place we're everything will make sense .just be present be grateful for things u have ....I really wish you can understand this but things will get better I promise ...be better version of yourself , respect everyone , help people who are in need and focus on things u have right now
ILY Renne🤗Happy to 👀more of ur new move as days continue! Wish Boston was ur choice but, I understand Y Tampa is Best for ur Family. U've Always been an Inspiration for me so Hang in there! Stay Positive, Breathe &🙏✝️LUV Dani from Boston
Morning Renee happy Monday morning and I loved your vlogs and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you
Thanks so much
@@ReneeAmberg your welcome sending you hugs ❤️ 🤗
So proud of your journey Renee ❤ you are so strong. I’m sending you and the family so much love xxx
I hope you're giving yourself grace. Life's not easy. Especially being a new Mom and dad in this world. ( yes Zee too) . Congrats on your new place! And to new memories! 🍻
Thank you
This was such a satisfying, productive vlog to watch 🥰🥰 Congrats to you and your family on the move Renee 😘 may your new place be filled with lots of love, peace, joy and good memories 💛 Its been such an amazing number of years watching you and seeing you grow into the woman you've become 🙂 your dad (and now Nova 😢) must be super proud of you up in heaven ❤ i appreciate you always Renee, thank you for even taking the time to produce and put out these vlogs for us, even when you're not feeling up to it. Your efforts never go unnoticed 😘😘 ILY and all the best and may God be your continual source of strength during mental downs 🙏🏾🤍
Good choice to stay in FL. You’ll have your family and no snow and ice to deal with. 🌺
Good morning beautiful Renee! Just watching your new vid with some coffee while working. I completely understand wanting a new space/associating hard memories with a place. I refuse to live in the town I grew up in because every street brings up bad memories so I totally get it. I moved one town over once I was 18 and was such a good decision. Happy for your family and this new chapter! Happy Monday girl ❤️
thank you !!
I find that finding a designated area for ALL of the moving boxes is way less stressful than keeping each boxed box in the room that it belongs to.
Hi Renee, I missed you so much! :) Sorry I'm a little late to comment, but I want you to know you're doing an Excellent job and we are all here for you! I've been watching your channel since about 2018 and I've been catching up on your older videos. It's amazing to see how much you've grown and blossomed into a beautiful mother and woman. You have always inspired me to become a better version of myself! XOXO 💗
omg thank you so much ❤️
Where have you been? We missed you!!!
In my job, I have consulted lots of mums feeling like how you're feeling right now. And let me tell you something: it gets better. It really does. Like.. I know you might think for "now" that it won't change, but it will.
All the emotions you are going through is totally normal! I’ve been there for sure! I highly recommend you sign up Bryson for a DaySchool or daycare even if it’s only part time! You may be on a waitlist, but at least you’ll have him on a list. Look into churches as well! Some have day school. I signed up my son for day school through our church. He was just a little over one year old when he started. It was hard at first because he cried but he got used to it! This also gave me at least 2.5-3 hours to myself to work, run errands, or just watch tv. Please consider signing him up to a school! Not only is it beneficial for him to learn and socialize, but it’ll be great for you to work or have me time! The only thing is that schools done over the summer, but there’s lots of camps you can sign him up for. I hope you read my comment ❤️
We love you Renee.. You are absolutely amazing ❤🎉.. be gentle with yourself.. As being a Mother is so many things& .. from what is see.. You are a Rockstar🙏🦋💕.
omg, thank you xx
The post its made me laugh. How do you not remember what furniture you're going to get rid of?
So happy you're not taking Bryson away from your mom. She needs to be near her grandbaby and vice versa. Happy moving..
Happy Monday 😊
Love u so much and your contact! You are so genuine which really pulls me up when I'm down. Thanks for sharing with your followers ❤❤❤
I'm sure the feature holds amazing things for you!!!!😊😊💖💖💖
I’m also moving soon ; two babies under 2 . Moving gives me so much anxiety. I can’t wait to be all settled in and definitely going to adopt a minimalistic way of decorating because ain’t nobody got time for extra unnecessary stuff.
omg good luck lol
@@ReneeAmberg I know right I need it lol
Fav part of the video is Bryson’s sweet voice!
missed you ❤
Moving to another city/apartment won’t keep you safe from these feelings-they will be with you wherever you go....If something "bad" happens in the new apartment, will you move again and again? I think avoiding triggers can only give you peace temporarily.
I don’t agree with this at all. I know for me personally, a new space helps give me new perspective and reenergizes me to tackle the things I’ve been through. I think she realized the move to Boston would not have been beneficial but a new space in their supportive community will. Also moving is fun for us OCD type because it gives us an opportunity to declutter, reorganize and create/decorate a new space lol. Maybe that will change when they buy a house, but I think if you are still renting it’s fun to move around.
@@1231amandamarie I do hope it is "fun" for you, and that you are not stuck in repetitive patterns of certain behaviors.
@@1231amandamarie100% agree with you. I feel the same way, reorganizing, redecorating, decluttering just feels so good in a new space. Plus you get to create new memories in a place where you have none and I don’t know but that alone gives you a sense of excitement and peace at the same time. I second moving if you can. I second even just moving your living room or bedroom around, it’ll give you such a boost of energy.
I agree.
😢😢😢 you’ve been thru so much I wish I could give you a big hug. It makes me think back to what I’ve been thru in the last 3 years 😢😢.
aww I feel it, thank you
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Do you work anything?
Greets
Love your jewelry! What is the name of it. Especially the circle ring?.
OMG!!!!! I love hearing Bryson in the Background 🥰🥰🥰
haha you'll be hearing that for a while now
I wish I got a pizza for every time Renee moved.
I legit was just thinking that tall narrow drawer thing looks cool and I should look for one.
Ikea! lol
we miss u too ! u have no idea
Renee I missed you too ((hugs)) I’m so happy you’re moving forward I know life’s been hard but you are a survivor. I had been checking to see if I wasn’t getting notifications and I thought maybe they are moving and you would be back soon. You have been through a lot but God blessed with Z and precious baby Bryson at the right time. I’m older, much older and I can honestly say that life never stays the same, it constantly evolves… hang in there because everything will smooth out and you will get your footing back. We all are still here for you and not going anywhere!!! Sending you virtual hugs from California ❤ So happy your back.
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I LUV the intro music ❤ 😢what's the name?
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Renee you do an awesome job organizing things it makes me want to do the same 😎👍🆒
haha, love it!
I think what you may have to do is to simplify certain 'creative' things you do outside of your documenting so you can find more time to document. In other words, maybe for 3-6 months try to minimize the variety of foods you eat or even any rigid rules in terms of eating. Maybe decorate less and don't overbuy beyond necessities. Ask yourself if there is anything you normally do outside the home like the gym if you can partially move them to doing them from home. Having to leave your house often eats a big chunk of your time away.
I think this young lady has a lot of problems to sort out
Post birth is hard. And we cant do it all, that is a myth. We need help to raise a child to be able to have a life of our own
Ugh the moment when you are crying about Nova and reflecting, I relate to that so much. I feel like that is so common with trauma and grief. I like to keep busy and focus on work and family, but when I have a little downtime and nothing pressing those hard times hit me hard again and it feels surreal that xyz has happened. Hope the move helps heal your heart further 💛. Excited to see the new place! But also a little bummed it’s not in Boston, but only because I really want to live there and wanted to live vicariously through you lol.
i could never do that without taking breaks every 20 mins! must be nice not having adhd hahaha
Have you considered grief counseling? or maybe some mommie and me groups so you dont feel as isolated?
Yay! I’m so happy for you guys! The energy of a new home & a home that you LOVE.. is unmatched. We literally just moved. We’re in the unpacking/decorating stage.. vlogging, moving & uploading in real time is a lot of work.. I’d rather do vlogmas! Your doing both while being a mom! I couldn’t imagine! Your Killing It!! YOUR DOING AMAZING!! Allow yourself grace, be kind & hype yourself up the way you would a loved one. Sending You love, peace, abundance & good vibes to this next chapter
PS: Don’t worry about being consistent right now! That’s the last thing you need to be stressed about it.
Where did you get the white toys organizer? 🤗
Amazon! I linked it in my nursery vlog :)
We are moving out of Florida! We close on our new home on the 11th of August!
omg congrats!!
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I think (as a child care assistant) that you should put your kid in day care maybe half the week. it will give you time to work and find some balance. just a thought...
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Renee you was my first youtube video creator that I ever watched many many years ago featuring law of attraction. I love and look forward to your videos then, now and all future content!! My FAVORITE RUclipsr EVER!! You are a STRONG FIERCE WARRIOR!! 😊❤
She’s so wishy washy
She has been very honest in saying that she is struggling…..so, how about being nice?
I wouldn’t say she’s wishy washy. I think she shares her true emotions as she’s filming her days. As a human our emotions change several times a day or even within the hour lol. To me she seems like she’s trying to heal from a lot of grief and trauma from the last few years. Be kind to her. It’s not nice to leave unnecessary mean comments like this.
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Hi! Have you read “You’re not enough and that’s okay!” I just think it would help your mind shift overall 🤍
Renée, if only I could hug you and help you out :'
Do not forget about yourself, if you can afford it just hire an editor or a nanny that could help you out. May The Healer heal your heart. Girl, you got this, you've been amazing so far and it will only continue 🤍
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