you're not too sensitive honey you've just been holding it in for too long where now it's too much and you have to let it out or you'll explode... never forget you're not alone
Same I thought I was getting better and guess what? I got really sick and now I'm back at where I was, but actually I think I wasn’t getting better, I just tricked my mind into believing I was getting better.
I stopped crying. I stopped smiling. I stopped caring. And everyone got mad. So I started faking a smile. So I started pretending. So I started to make them happy. Guess they forgot I'm not.
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it. Dont be shy to call for help or else you are gonna hurt yourself more
@@savagestorm8197 if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends just wait, keep going forward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because I worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@@alexdaniel5641 Thank you for caring. I’m alright though I just sometimes have those sad days as I’m sure everyone does. I don’t plan on ending my life I actually recovered from an attempt a couple months back that helped put things into a different perspective…I’m still trying to stay as positive as possible no matter how dark the days get I try to see the light
Same and what's more painful is the person you love take the initiative to call you "crazy" or "out of control" when you're just fighting your demons. Holding it all together so he doesn't know
I smile a lot but, there's this uncomfortable feeling in my chest and I just want to burst in tears all the time, I wish this feeling go away because it freaking hurts and it's breaking me and my mentaility every freaking single day.
i can relate cuz i have that too...i feel like wanna cry everytime and my mentality goes unstable..i cant define what real or not...i feel like my life is nothing..but if u stay strong you will be better..just like me :) im getting better...face it dont hide from it
The scariest thing is when nothing makes you want to stay, because when nothing Matters there's nothing stopping you from permanently leaving this earth.
Leaving this world is not a solution for a bad challenging life we should learn to fight, fight and win and slowly heal there's nothing that stops uh frm loving urself . Someone somewhere is loving uh with all their heart and praying for you to get heal and be okay pls don't break their heart by giving up . Every thing is gonna be okay.💝
If no one loves you love yourself. If no one cares care about yourself. I think you only get to live life once. live it. Be great because your already great.
@22-IX-G lakshmi jayakumar so what happens when you have fought your entire life for the people you love and once the fight is over they abandon you with nothing and nobody? I'll be doing them all a favor.
Experienced this. Only thing I can say is: live for yourself. Live for YOURSELF. Not anyone else. Know that you deserve better. Even if you can't believe it, know that you deserve happiness, even if you can't remember what happiness is. At the end of the day, there is nothing to lose. We all die at the end, why not live just a little bit longer? Who knows, maybe things might get better? Take that hope and hold onto it like a lifeline. That's probably the only thing that keeps me going these days.
Towards the end Half of 2018 and beginning half of 2019 got me into depression because of my first love 😶 but I'm doing better and gaining more love towards myself. Confident and self love is a key to happiness. What broke me is what made me mature and realize that the only person there for you is you.
Just Me now I feel what you feel I been created on so many times this year like 3 and I got into depression and I’m still I’m and I wish you good in your life but mine is almost over I’m only a stupid teenager goodbye and hope you feel better soon on like me 🙂🖤💔
I thought the same thing in 2018 when new years rolled around. I spent my new years that year sobbing alone in my room and was met with even more pain.
I couldn't stop crying. I was crying when I found this song in my recommended and continued to cry while listening to it. I've stopped now but all I feel is empty.
Lys. What is empty can always be refill. Don't depend on other people for your happiness and love. Depend on yourself and have self love. Remember you lost nothing this year or next year. What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. Emotions aren't a tool but a feeling. You can't force yourself to be happy. You can fake it but it won't solve your mental or emotional feelings. What can solve that is yourself.
Its really fucked up, life's fucked up. Everyone expects you to act as a normal girl/boy or whatever when nothings normal. Ppl are dying every day and the only thing everyone cares about is nothiybut themselves. They don't care about us and they never will, that's why more and more ppl keep dying... no one told them or showed them that they care the right way. I'm sorry to see that you feel like that and I'm sorry that I'm not there to simply hug you.... stay strong and make sure you don't skip any meals, be careful always and please don't even think that you worth nothing... you worth everything... fighting
I actually did it last night i tried to suffocate myself by holding my mouth and nose close. I was near my death. the colors of the walls changed my hands want to stop but my mind continued and yet I failed. I told myself i will continue it at midnight when everyone is in deep sleep but I was the one who fell in deep sleep
Dude, I do the same thing you do. I joke to my friends every time I mess up saying I want to die. Eventually they just find it funny and ignore it. tbh I'm real sick of them not noticing but I guess it's partially my bad. Not dead yet and I have no plans to 😂
I do the same thing... they asked them why... I gave them a brief explanation. They said I'm not. I continued to joke, they told me to stop. I listened. I drop a joke here and there to see if they really care, but it brushes past them. Now I'm left alone with my thoughts. The only thing I can do is exist... I'm sorry, you had to read my short rant.
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
It's sad that nobody can really see the pain and sadness in your eyes because you're so used to pretend that you're fine and you don't care about anything when it's the complete opposite.
When you’re positive and happy then you don’t care what all negativity other people are facing but when you are all in pain and sad,you feel the pain and try to hide it so other happy people don’t make fun....this is the situation of my life
If someone says that he/she is "HAPPY" this is what he/she means H-hiding all the pain A-acting okay P-pleading for help P-praying for happiness Y-yelling in silence And thats the way they could hide everything.....🙂
just lie when someone says "you ok?" that's what I do. i just say im fine, when in reality, im breaking down to myself telling myself I'm a massive failure and I should just commit suicide already... im alone in a world of nice people. but I can't trust anyone because that's what ive been taught. the nicest people can hurt you the most. i shouldn't be here, I really should not be here right now.
Or was it that you were actually getting better but was so scared that once you are actually happy something bad will happen so you basically made yourself depressed to be prepared for when smth bad happened bc you always got let down? If so then same
I agree with Alexis on this. You must not be afraid of getting better just to fall again. Each battle you have won made you a stronger person. Recovery isn’t linear, there will be times when you don’t succeed or when people put you down but you must do this for the young person who doubted themselves, who called themselves worthless and etc. You must be the person you needed when you were younger. You gotta fight for you. It’s ok, sometimes you will get better and you will fall again. It feels terrible, ngl, but feeling happiness and emotion again is the best victory, once you feel an ounce of happiness that becomes who you strive to be: the best version of yourself. It is possible to recover, it is possible to be happy, you deserve to be happy. You deserve it, bc you are worthy. Please, don’t be fearful of all the amazing things life has in stored for you, please don’t give up ❤️
Fear comes from the old English word fere, which meant peril and that was derived from a Proto-Germanic word feraz, that meant danger. It is not an acronym, stop spreading misinformation.
Or the third meaning, "omg Alma is so cute, wait why is she runnin' to me on full speed with red eyes ahahaha help meee omgomg get lost bitch *shots fired shots fired*"
I'm not heartless. I'm just using my heart less. Cause Everytime I use it I only get hurt. I'm sick of being left down in the dirt. I'm not your first option, No, I am your last. You've captured my mind I'm locked up in the past. No I'm not heartless. I just don't show How much it hurts me Because I know You'll never understand me No matter what I do. So I may seen heartless, But it's because of you. - Briana Long.
Yea I’ve thought about this. I don’t have kids but I plan on having kids eventually and I’m currently the kid who’s crying alone at night and it breaks me to imagine..
Ashley Copeland ohhh I wish I could be there to tell you..(there will be days when you will find your happiness); just hope everyone will find their happy ending.. And I just cried yesterday for 3 hours and slept.. life has been hard for me, heart broken and all..
You can see the dread in my eyes Cause I'm struggling to survive And you think that I'm okay Cause I won't let you see my true face And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay I am not heartless, I just can't feel nothing I may seem bit cold, like inside of a coffin You left me, no problem I've never been flawless And no, I'm not okay Hear the voices, see the demons Feel the coldness, seeking for treatment And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay i'm not okay
Hey if you need to talk to someone I can help you if you want. It's ok to cry but you need to tell loved ones what your feeling faking a smile only helps temporarily but it will cause more pain later it did with me and I only caused myself more pain and nearly passed.
heyyyy you. yes, you, beautiful person. stop scrolling for a moment. stop for a couple minutes. take a second and breathe. just breathe. everything it's going to be okay. maybe it doesn't seems right now but... i promise you it will. maybe you feel unwanted and useless like you are not worth anything. but that it's not true. you are fantastic and you worth SO much. you can go trought this tough time. if you feel like no one cares about you, you are damn wrong. there's always someone who cares about you, even i care about you, and i don't even know you. keep going and don't fall. you'll get trought it. i'm not saying that's it's going to be easy. and you won't cry late at night. but you are strong and you worth SO much. spread love. peace
The feeling of loneliness kills me everytime . I really dont have anybody with whom I can share my feelings . I'm really fed up of those fake people calling themselves as my friends but they are really worst becoz they hide a lot behind their facade . They just use u for their purpose and then ignores u and despise you .And this is the reason why I dont trust anyone now and keep myself away from them 😓😓.
"I'm okay" "I'm fine" "I'm strong" "I'm undefeatable" "I'm loved" Actually... *"I'm not okay"* *"I'm numb"* *"I'm not strong"* *"I can defeat easily"* *"I'm not loved"* *"I'm a loner"* *"I'm looser"* *"I want to escape reality"* Don't mind me 🙃
Just remieber if you do happen to think adout jumping it has a domino effect please stay safe i know how it feels and im 10 just dont cut or jump you can make it through the harsh world
Hi stay, don't be sad💜 I know it's hard, but remember what bang chan said to us? "Don't hurt yourself" remember that? We should listen to him💜I hope it's helps a little💜
Hey I just want you to know things will get better yes we have tough times and we feel like there is no way out but I promise you things will get better yet it feels like there is no hope. I just hope you start getting better and life starts looking up for you💖💖
Just feeling alone in this world even though there are many people who cared about me:") Edit: thank you sm guys for the comment.. somehow it makes me feels better than before☺
Nadia Vera Loneliness is a vapid emotion. You can have a billion friends and still feel lonely. But you gotta get over it. Push on. Nobody wants to live their life in misery. You gotta get past it, before it eats you up and leaves you dead.
To anyone reading this: I know, that it may seem that there is no way to escape the voices in your head, the hatred that you feel, the pain that buries you, and the walls that feel like they’re falling but everything is okay, everything will be okay. I know its hard to get up every day and get out of bed, but push yourself to the limit. No matter how hard yesterday way, wake up with a smile and realize how amazing you are and how great you are doing. You have a reason here, you are loved by many even tho it may not feel like it. You may think that you are alone but you have so many people that care for you, and would do anything to help you. You are so beautiful, worthy, amazing, etc. I hope you know that. You deserve to see the potential that you have and you deserve to see the reason why you are still here today. Keep pushing forward, start a new day with a smile because pain is only temporary. I love you, beautiful ❤️
Your skin ist not paper, don't cut it❤️ Your face is no mask, don't hide it ❤️ Your size is no book, don't judge it ❤️ Your life is no movie, don't end it ❤️ You're beautiful as you are 💕 . Edit: Let me go to hell, i know sorrow all too well...
i’m terrified of what i’m feeling. i don’t want to feel this way. my mind won’t let me rest, it’s constantly thinking. it’s exhausting. i want to end it all but i also want to see if i to will have a happy end, like the one i’ve always wanted. this confusion is killing me. i don’t even know myself. i’ve lost myself by trying to change myself for others. i don’t know what to think anymore. with all this thinking in my head, i feel like i’m wasting my life. i’m scared. this just feels like it’s getting worse. crying isn’t help either. maybe ending it will? Edit: Hello and thank you everyone for the support you have given me
Ending it is never the solution I feel u tho😩😔but I decided to wait n see what life has in store😣u know they say nothing in life is permanent so let's live like our happiness is one day ahead of us❤
No its not the answer everything is gonna be okay yes it needs time but everything is gonna be okay u have to hold on babe and wait talk to me if u need any help pls but pls don’t think like that
Hey man. I know this shit sucks, and everything’s just really hard and confusing but shit can and will get better. It may not be tomorrow or a week from now or a month or year, but things have to get better even if marginally. This too will pass, it may fucking suck while this all happens, but it will leave. Just hold on man. When you reach a day when you’re happier you’re going to be glad you stayed.
Don’t you fucking do it, i don’t even know you man but I’m proud of you for waking up this morning, okay? I’ll always be proud of you. Life sucks ass and you’re pushing through it. That’s something not a lot of people can do. You got this. But if you give up, if it gets too hard, I’m proud of you for trying.
As I'm reading through this comment section I'm realizing how so many people are going through things, thinking they will never be okay, thinking that I have no one and that no one cares, thinking they are alone in this harsh world.. well I feel this way too sometimes but please know that u are not alone that u have family and friends that love you and care about you you have a future I believe in every single one of you you will be okay♡ I promise you all matter so much please know you are all worth it💞
I don't think they care of the consequences it has on others, As long as there pain stops that's what's important. If you don't feel like them, then you will never understand
Well you're strong if you are still alive. You fight through today no matter the bs and tomorrow you fight again. Even if your aren't, you're alive. Tell your story even if it's not history at least someone knows or remember you.
What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. If everyone is gone and dead. What person in the end can make you happy? Exactly, no one but yourself. Don't think of it as a freak or a crazy person but think of it as self love. Feelings and emotions are hurt and played with but what happened is temporary. Sometimes it can last short or long that all depends on you.
Whenever I'm not paying attention to my emotions I look how I feel and whenever this happens my friends tell me I look depressed which brings me back into my usual, smile and say something like "oh the song I'm listening too is really sad " or "nah I'm just tired" and I've even been so low that I've said "yeah I'm depressed and kinda wanna die but you know" with a joking voice then just laughed it off and everyone thinks I'm just joking.... But I'm not, I'm really in pain.
Same, but last week I broke down in front of them because it was just all too much and I couldn’t hold it in anymore and they wouldn’t believe that nothing was wrong, so I only told them a little bit, but they think they know everything now. Also I started to fake my smile again and prentend that I didn’t break down and hopefully they’ll forget about it too, because I feel like I’m not worth their time and I only wasted their time, so I feel really bad about it.
@@arandompersoninthecomments2532 I can honestly say i get this and i've had to do this and even though i really want to say that you're worth it and your friends will try their hardest to help in anyway, i also kind of feel like you're like me and will just take this as "a random person in the comments section" who's saying trash in order to comfort you. But,although i'm being a hypocrite yes, I do also believe that you can sort anything out with a little help from those who care and you trust.
Yeah, laughing it off with friends, but telling the truth to complete strangers you’ll probably never meet is a good way to get better. Don’t be an idiot. Talk to your friends, your family, real tangible people. There’s no shame in being depressed. In fact if you read the comment section, I think people think it’s a stylish fashionable thing. Apparently being depressed is the new black.
@@predictivetextisforaunts telling someone you've never met before is actually one good way to let out all your thoughts and feelings. I do this whenever I feel depressed or feel like breaking down. I guess it's easier to tell a stranger but you really should let it all out to somehow ease your thoughts
2019 is really the worst year. Amazon Forest got burned, a lot of kpop idols committed suicide and a lot got mentally stressed. I’m hoping 2020 isn’t worser than 2019.
Sometimes many people won’t believe our real mental ilnesses. It’s wrong that they say this but you must rectify your mental health on your own. It’s hard silently wining battles with yourself then relapsing back into despair but just know that it will get better, you just have to be there to experience it. You all are amazing, beautiful, intelligent and validated, you all have value and deserve the absolute best. We must accept some people won’t be there on our journey of saving ourselves. You got this 💕💕
I went through severe cancer treatment for Lymphoma seven years ago. Surgeries, intense chemo, radiation, and a bone marrow transplant.. Everyone was so worried and sympathetic. I was excited. Eager to leave via this gift given to me so I wouldn’t have to agonize over doing it myself. Never told anyone. Been in remission for 7 years and I’m struggling with the worst depression and drug problems I’ve ever had in my life. I’m definitely not okay.
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to anyone you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. If these options don't work for you I'd also highly recommend reading "Mans search for meaning" as well as "The power of now" as these two books saved my life when I was struggling. I wish you the best and I hope things get better for you
I just hate how my soul is so fragile, every small thing can break me, life has never been unfair to me but I have been unfair to myself and I can't help but keep being like this, smh Idk what to do anymore, I'm completely lost and I hate who I am so very much, I tried so many times before to change, to feel better, to kill this feeling that's swallowing me slowly but I couldn't, sometimes I think about ending this whole thing but I'm way too afraid to face something as hard as death so I keep existing like a dead body.
Yea sure it is ..... I always try even tho i know myself I'm not the thing that I'm talking about... It's like giving advice but even my own self can't took it .... Wtf...
I really didnt expect this....When scrolling through i found i am not alone....There are many ones like me who is suffering with depression...☺...Hope we all will fight together till our last breath...We will never end ....We will rise from the ends 💔
sad vibes you need to stay strong and be positive, look for good things in every single thing you do. even the small things that make you happy they exist. you need joy, stay safe
sad vibes i never said it would be easy love, it’s gonna be really damn hard but you can fight through it. we all can. life’s tough, and that’s just how it’s gonna be for a while. but i promise it gets better.
Damn.. As someone with philophobia (fear of love/falling in love) and Sarmassophobia (fear of relationships) and extreme anxiety as a result of emotional manipulation and being mistreated and abandoned and hurt, this hits home hard. "i am not heartless i just cant feel nothing" especially because I've literally gone numb to all positive emotions now. :):
my mind is like a tree... it grows, and grows. growing beautiful green leaves on it...representing good memories... it was a full grown tree, the tree was stacked with leaves. but then a massive fire came. and burned the tree... still standing, but all the leaves are gone... as time passes by, each day the tree rots down. there is no more green, beautiful leaves anymore.. instead, on the bottom, a prickle sticks start too grow.. representing bad memories... it kept growing...and growing. Until there was no more room for it. Now the tree is finally gone. but, there is one last, green leaf. one, only one. you, smiling running around outside... But then it starts to rain. And the prickle sticks start to grow more, it can't fit in anymore.. but it forces itself to do so...it hurts..a lot, so you have to scream, and it stops. You screamed too loud. And the last beautiful, green leaf, blew away. Now you enter your mind, too see those prickly sticks. You're scared. and want to not see. As you close your eyes, you fee tugs and something sharp on you..you open your eyes to see that the prickly sticks are constricting around you, you try breaking free but can't...you're trapped...trapped in your own mind...where no one can hear you scream... The tree with the leaves are gone..now all you can think of is the bad memories sorrounding you... this is what i feel like..im a writer so i just thought about it...
@Silent Kid hey, I just wanted to say that you write beautifully. I don’t understand how someone could put everything they feel into words so clearly. I feel you. I feel your words. Your thoughts. I understand. I’m right here with you. Screaming until darkness closes around me. Yet all anyone ever saw was a smile plastered on my face. A fake smile that I wear everyday. I feel so pathetic writing this. But i just wanted to say that, someone will hear us eventually...and if they don’t...we have to help ourselves. Yeah it sucks. Yes it feels Impossible, but it’s not. I’m fighting too. Hang in there, the leaves will grow again.
@@blue-rh4nv i did this one a while ago, haha i feel like a bruise, i go blue, and i hurt i feel like a scar, because the thought of losing you will never go away i feel confused, because of how people look at me behind my back i feel like a puppet, because i'm being told what to do by the person who made me i feel like ghost, because it seems like no one see's me i feel like a vampire, because i sleep all day, and cry all night my body will live old, but my heart died young -Leah (me)
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
" I'm not okay " words that I'd always wanted to say but I can't , I just can't. Because nothing will change even if I tell them right?! I know they can't help me because I can't even help myself. All those comforting words are not comforting anymore. The pain I'm feeling was just to hard to explain, so hard to be understood. So I just fake a smile hide into the mask I made and say " IM FINE " always FINE. Even though I'm broken and lost inside.
ik i'm so late but bro you just put in words exactly what i feel, whenever i open up i always regret it, people say they understand but no they don't understand shit, everyday feels like war, it hurts so much, nothing makes me feel better, no one seems to be able to help me, its just so hard to stay alive people don't even know, it's much easier and simpler putting on a smile and saying "i'm fine" than explaining what i feel when i know no one will truly understand
For a depressed person.. physical pain is nothing infront of mental pain.. and that's why they hurt themselves... People going through all bads in lives.. listen.. your god has more power than your problems ❤️❤️
God is all powerful. She created everything in the world. Like AIDS, famine, coronavirus, cancer, paedophiles, rapists, murderers and so much more, besides. God is truly powerful, she is my favourite storybook character.
@@predictivetextisforaunts hey hey if you don't believe in god it's ok it's your own belief and everybody cannot be like you some others will believe in god so please don't start a fight or talk shit or curse at others who's beliefs are not like you ok you believe in your own beliefs and they will believe in their own beliefs ok . Don't disrespect other's belief.
@@atifabdul961 I haven’t. I had a go at the grammar. You can believe whatever made up bullshit you want, I’m not gonna judge your idiotic beliefs. But your grammar, I’ll tear that apart.
i don't know how to comfort a person but hun you're strong , just be positive I'm sorry I don't know the situation you're facing but try to be happy for yourself and I just hope everything gonna be alright virtual hug💜
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
Because people don’t care how we really feel. They want us to fit into how they feel. They don’t care if we are suicidal or feeling down, so long as we wear a smile to make them not feel uncomfortable.
when you give everything you need to others so they wont be hurt and eventually you break and call them out for always pushing your problems to the side and making it about them and they act like they're the victim...
Exactly..give everything you have to them and you're there when they need you, but when YOU need them they're no where to be found, just out of your life like you never sacrificed anything and gave it
Same. I always try to be positive for my friends because i dont want to drag them in my problems. I have once opened up that im having personal problems but they brush it off. But its fine for me. I never remember to help myself first anyways.
L A T E N I G H T D E M O N being okay doesn’t always mean perfection. there’s bad things happening, there’s no question about that, but there’s always hope for something better.
I lost my hope, the reason of live, my everything. I lost my grandpa 1 year ago and i became depressed. After that day i always have suicidal thoughts about ending it all. He was the person I could tell everything, all my problems and I could trust most. He was there for me when nobody was and do anything to make me happy and laugh. I never thought that one day i will lost him and when that day came i never smile that away again, he was the only one who make me smile like that no one can ever replace him he would be forever in my heart as the best person in the world. Dear grandpa, You don’t have any idea how much I missed you this whole year without you. I know you don’t want me to cry, you want me to be happy and continue my life but...how can I continue my life when my whole life is you, how can i move on when you are not by my side? I can’t you you’re always by my side when i was doing a big step for my life and now i am going to graduate without you who for me is the biggest step. I just wanted you know that i love you more than myself and I would try to be as happy as i can because this is what you want. Thank you for all those unforgettable moments we had. Goodbye for now...
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I want you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
This reminds me of a promise that someone that was very special to me told me to keep with them they asked me not to end my life ...I kept it but they left me after a couple months for someone else after they made me keep the promise with them...and they made me fall in love with them but they left me and now I just feel numb all I want to do is fall asleep and never wake up again...
Sometimes ppl leave because you deserve better. What was meant to leave, left. What was/is meant to stay, stayed. Everything is temporary. Feelings are temporary wether it's for a short or long time being. That's up to you. Mental health is something no one can fix but yourself. Have self love and that will be your key to happiness. No need to depend on anyone but yourself bc at the end of the day the only person there for you is YOU.
I learned to move on no matter how long it takes and just try again eventually cause thats all you could do in this life i mean we live for ourselves but we crave that affection and love so don’t be discouraged if someone leaves your life
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
You can feel dead, feel no emotions, or feel no pain but you will eventually. What is felt now is just temporary. Everything happens for a reason. Just have self love. Depend on yourself and no one else.
Holy jeez I haven't listened to this in forever, to anyone that listens to this on a daily, you will make it out, it takes work, but you can do it if you try. And never try and commit, you will regret it as soon as it happens. I got luckier than others, dont be the next person to pass on the sadness to someone else.
daily routine: * Wake up* Me: ahh not again Mom: good morning honey did you sleep well? me: yeah thanks * going at school w a fake smile and everybody thinks i‘m okey and then i‘m going home* Mom: Hey sweetheart is everything okey? me: yes mam thanks for asking *going in my room and start crying* Yes guys everything okey and i‘m very happy
Nihilistic Atheist jeez how many times are u gonna correct the people here it’s the second time i’ve seen u criticizing people and dont even bother to correct me im way too fking lazy rn
• bishywishy • That’s bradycardia, a serious medical condition. You need a shot of adrenaline. Go to your local hospital. Or don’t be moron and use inane quotes that make no anatomical sense. Fuck your heart, start using your brain more.
_stay strong. the wait is almost over. i love you. you matter to me, you brighten my day and i adore that smile of yours. your skin, your body, your beauty is beautiful. i love you. most importantly, you should learn to love yourself._ *breathe. calm yourself down. find all your thoughts collectively. cry it out. and try reaching out to yourself. find you. you can do it, and you will do it amazingly. i'll be right here watching and supporting you.*
Life is guaranteed to have its ups & downs. Keep smiling. Keep your head up. Keep pushing through. Better days are coming You're not alone, we're all in this together 💜
i went through severe depression a few years ago but since last year? i’ve been trying to be “happy”. it’s helping but it isn’t at the same time because hiding just makes it even worse, and all the emotions pile up inside me can be unbearable at times that even the smallest frustration would make me have a whole mental breakdown. people think i’m okay now, but no, it’s just that i’m better at hiding behind a mask i’ve created.
to anyone out there that’s struggling and having a hard time, stay strong you will get through it. Life constantly challenges all of us. Just know that the pain doesn’t last forever and with a rough storm eventually comes a bright rainbow. Don’t let the hardships in your life define who you are or what you can achieve in this lifetime. love to all of you. x
Reading these comments ... makes me so sad yet comforted at the same time. We're all going through different things but this pain...this sickening horrible terrible pain ties us together...much love to you all that's going through it every day...its so hard to describe it to healthy minded individuals...there are no words to explain....but we know, don't we...our minds are our worst enemy.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you the best
the first line just played. "you can see the dread in my eyes." tears are threatening to spill. no one, absolutely no one, can see that my will to live is gone, dead in a little coffin of it's own. i don't want to live anymore. i'm not okay.
Hey ik there is some rough times in life, but I'm sure u'll get thru whatever it is❤ I may not know u physically but I'm sure you are a strong person. Keep fighting and just know ur not alone and its all gonna be okay, never give up on what u hope fore bc if u fight hard enough u will break that wall and become the warrior everyone wants to have and be😊❤ have a good week/weekend
I'm here for you. It's okay to cry alone at night. It's okay to listen to the same sad songs on repeat. It's okay to cry on the internet when no one else listens. It's okay to feel both lost and empty. And even tho you're not okay like you pretend you are then it's okay to not be okay.
I am only okay when I run away, from my mind, from the reality, from myself. And facing everything, what terrifies me, only makes me feel hopeless, restless and anxious. I don't know what to do. I am stuck trying to find a balance between not giving up and coping with it. It's so difficult, and sometimes it feels like nothing will ever get better. I hate everything. More than anything, myself. And whenever I take that step forward, I go 15 steps back. So frustrating.. so hopeless.. I am tired and exhausted every single day. Every single day...
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to family members and those thar you trust. Things like this are never easier to go through alone. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. I wish you the best
My life is falling apart. I push everyone away when all I want is for someone to hold me. I'm dying inside, but I'm too scared to call anyone for help. I hurt those I care the most about and listen to the ones, that could care less about me. I'm trapped in a dungeon of my own design. . .
A few months ago my depression was pretty bad. I found this song while I was waiting alone outside of my school for running practice. I remember pulling my hood up and just listening to this as tears silently streamed down my face. It hurt how much I connected to it. Those were one of my bad days and this song really hit hard. Stay strong everyone out there it can get better. 😘❤
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
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Why am I so sensitive. Everything hurts me
Haylee o.O thank you 🥺
that can happen when you bottle all your feelings up it makes every emotion a lot stronger
If i find an answer i 'll absouloutly tell u
That's also me :(
you're not too sensitive honey you've just been holding it in for too long where now it's too much and you have to let it out or you'll explode... never forget you're not alone
depression is like having a mind that tries to die with a body that tries to survive.
Yep and you feel alone
I heard that before and it's true
I read that
Wow...
lol
This isn't a song you sing along to....this is a song you have on loop, laying in bed at 3 a.m. staring at the wall, completely empty...
Shoto T o d o r o k i Hang a picture. The wall will no longer be completely empty.
Voila.
I know. I’m so sorry! I’m here for you! We’re all in this together! Stay strong 🦋
😢
me right now ):
If only you could have a video on loop on mobile
*"I am not heartless, I just can’t feel nothing"*
I relate to this line so much
You are so strong honey!! Hope you're doing good now! also,you can always talk about it!! I'll be here!
i haven't cried for almost a year now i try to make myself cry, but it just doesn't work thats why that line also relates to me
Me too. It gets scary sometimes when you can't and not able to feel anything even if you want to.
@@PhoenixWerewolf why do you try to cry? Can you talk to me?
Same my family think I am pushing them away but deep down I want them to stay
I don't know what's more depressing, the song or the comment section
Reading this immediately made me laugh rn. Thanks, needed that fr
Both😟
my life is more depressing
The comment sections response to this sad but entirely true and relatable song is what’s more sad.
Both tbh
"We are a generation that doesn't care"
-We are a generation that cares to much-
Faith Schlottfeld too*
@@predictivetextisforaunts oh noooo
Faith Schlottfeld no*
@@predictivetextisforaunts shut the fuck up Nerd
GotChills Good grammar costs nothing, so use it.
It’ll stop “nerds” like me commenting on your comments.
Everytime i think that i am fine something makes me realize that i am feeling the same .
Same I thought I was getting better and guess what? I got really sick and now I'm back at where I was, but actually I think I wasn’t getting better, I just tricked my mind into believing I was getting better.
same, so tired of this 😞
Yeah, you just think that's Everything is better and then and something Happens and you come back to The reality.... we are all feeling The same
I feel you completely the meds dont even do nothing no more
damn
I stopped crying. I stopped smiling. I stopped caring. And everyone got mad. So I started faking a smile. So I started pretending. So I started to make them happy. Guess they forgot I'm not.
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it. Dont be shy to call for help or else you are gonna hurt yourself more
Sadly enough I really felt that…
@@savagestorm8197 if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends just wait, keep going forward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because I worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@@alexdaniel5641 Thank you for caring. I’m alright though I just sometimes have those sad days as I’m sure everyone does. I don’t plan on ending my life I actually recovered from an attempt a couple months back that helped put things into a different perspective…I’m still trying to stay as positive as possible no matter how dark the days get I try to see the light
WHY DO I RELATE TO THIS
I CAN BE SO HAPPY ONE MINUTE, THEN CRYING ALONE IN A CORNER THE NEXT.
BIPOLARRRRR
Yes go through is 43 years like this it hard at Time I know want like
Me lmao
Relatable
Same and what's more painful is the person you love take the initiative to call you "crazy" or "out of control" when you're just fighting your demons. Holding it all together so he doesn't know
I smile a lot but, there's this uncomfortable feeling in my chest and I just want to burst in tears all the time, I wish this feeling go away because it freaking hurts and it's breaking me and my mentaility every freaking single day.
I can't think of a day when I don't feel the same as this x
Sounds like bronchitis. Simple antibiotics will sort that out.
i can relate cuz i have that too...i feel like wanna cry everytime and my mentality goes unstable..i cant define what real or not...i feel like my life is nothing..but if u stay strong you will be better..just like me :) im getting better...face it dont hide from it
I felt this so much
I feel you... Everyday I had to pretend that I'm okay.. I'm so tired with this life..
I don’t cry,
I don’t look for help,
I just don’t care anymore.
Felt
Hang in there
Same pinch
You are truly an amazing person and you have a heart of gold 💗😍
Same
The scariest thing is when nothing makes you want to stay, because when nothing Matters there's nothing stopping you from permanently leaving this earth.
Leaving this world is not a solution for a bad challenging life we should learn to fight, fight and win and slowly heal there's nothing that stops uh frm loving urself . Someone somewhere is loving uh with all their heart and praying for you to get heal and be okay pls don't break their heart by giving up .
Every thing is gonna be okay.💝
I know the feeling
If no one loves you love yourself. If no one cares care about yourself. I think you only get to live life once. live it. Be great because your already great.
@22-IX-G lakshmi jayakumar so what happens when you have fought your entire life for the people you love and once the fight is over they abandon you with nothing and nobody? I'll be doing them all a favor.
Experienced this. Only thing I can say is: live for yourself. Live for YOURSELF. Not anyone else. Know that you deserve better. Even if you can't believe it, know that you deserve happiness, even if you can't remember what happiness is. At the end of the day, there is nothing to lose. We all die at the end, why not live just a little bit longer? Who knows, maybe things might get better? Take that hope and hold onto it like a lifeline. That's probably the only thing that keeps me going these days.
I hope 2020 isn't like 2019 all i got from here is pain
Towards the end Half of 2018 and beginning half of 2019 got me into depression because of my first love 😶 but I'm doing better and gaining more love towards myself. Confident and self love is a key to happiness. What broke me is what made me mature and realize that the only person there for you is you.
me too
Same
Just Me now I feel what you feel I been created on so many times this year like 3 and I got into depression and I’m still I’m and I wish you good in your life but mine is almost over I’m only a stupid teenager goodbye and hope you feel better soon on like me 🙂🖤💔
I thought the same thing in 2018 when new years rolled around. I spent my new years that year sobbing alone in my room and was met with even more pain.
When you help other people with their problems, and your still waiting for somebody to help yours.
Happening to me
It happens
just crying about this ... its happening to me right now ... fuck it hurts
Happens
Years of waiting yet there's no one willing to help
I couldn't stop crying. I was crying when I found this song in my recommended and continued to cry while listening to it. I've stopped now but all I feel is empty.
Lys. What is empty can always be refill. Don't depend on other people for your happiness and love. Depend on yourself and have self love. Remember you lost nothing this year or next year. What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. Emotions aren't a tool but a feeling. You can't force yourself to be happy. You can fake it but it won't solve your mental or emotional feelings. What can solve that is yourself.
Its really fucked up, life's fucked up. Everyone expects you to act as a normal girl/boy or whatever when nothings normal. Ppl are dying every day and the only thing everyone cares about is nothiybut themselves. They don't care about us and they never will, that's why more and more ppl keep dying... no one told them or showed them that they care the right way. I'm sorry to see that you feel like that and I'm sorry that I'm not there to simply hug you.... stay strong and make sure you don't skip any meals, be careful always and please don't even think that you worth nothing... you worth everything... fighting
@@danaidachtari9468 someone needs to pin this
*hugs*
Am not okay
Me: Mom I wanna be an actress
Mom: why?
My mind: because I have been acting everyday of my life
Me: because it seems fun
I can relate so much. I feel you
bru yesss
I feel ya
my dream is to win an oscar for the best actor and get a star in The Walk Of Fame
GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND ME
ThAnk you who ever you are
Does anyone just sometimes tell themselves “I will end it today” then sit there crying not having the balls to do it
saying it out loud usually helps me it just makes it seem a bit stupid but then in my thoughts it just seems so reasonable
Same. I would think a way to end up my life then break down to tears and then i feel numb af
Lot of times but failed😂
I actually did it last night i tried to suffocate myself by holding my mouth and nose close. I was near my death. the colors of the walls changed my hands want to stop but my mind continued and yet I failed. I told myself i will continue it at midnight when everyone is in deep sleep but I was the one who fell in deep sleep
Dont do it bro pls ❤️
-Are You tired?
Yes.
-Are you Hurt?
Yes.
-Are you thinking about ending it?
Yes.
-Its okay you can sleep now.
*I'm gonna stop breathing now*
No :(
Are you okay?
a t l a s no.
No
meh ಠ_ಠ tf
I joke to my friends saying I want to die, but I’m screaming for help
Sachimo Uwu That’s hilarious. How do your friends not know that? Who jokes about suicide?
Do you need to talk my guy ? If so I can give you my @ and I would be happy to listen and help as much as possible
Hey, hope your ok.
Dude, I do the same thing you do. I joke to my friends every time I mess up saying I want to die. Eventually they just find it funny and ignore it. tbh I'm real sick of them not noticing but I guess it's partially my bad. Not dead yet and I have no plans to 😂
I do the same thing... they asked them why... I gave them a brief explanation.
They said I'm not. I continued to joke, they told me to stop.
I listened.
I drop a joke here and there to see if they really care, but it brushes past them.
Now I'm left alone with my thoughts.
The only thing I can do is exist...
I'm sorry, you had to read my short rant.
So...nobody notices how hard you try to hold back your tears everyday 🥀
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
@@alexdaniel5641 i literally have no one to talk to tho😒
@@kooki21707 wanna talk?
@@kooki21707 you can talk to me
@@kooki21707 same
It's sad that nobody can really see the pain and sadness in your eyes because you're so used to pretend that you're fine and you don't care about anything when it's the complete opposite.
Don't pretend Life's Too Short be happy
Don't end anything Life's too short you can be happy
When you’re positive and happy then you don’t care what all negativity other people are facing but when you are all in pain and sad,you feel the pain and try to hide it so other happy people don’t make fun....this is the situation of my life
Our generation: *we all are depressed kids with happy faces.*
Not just kids 😪
💔💔
Yeah my smiley face is fake. I cant even smile properly :((
[] * *fake* smiles * []
True and they think that the kids don’t feel the sadness at all
Me: Why do I like sad songs more??
My Mind: Because they are the only one who understand you more.
excatly :(
True tho
Couldn't be more RiGht👉
100% correct
😭
If someone says that he/she is "HAPPY" this is what he/she means
H-hiding all the pain
A-acting okay
P-pleading for help
P-praying for happiness
Y-yelling in silence
And thats the way they could hide everything.....🙂
Or they mean, they’re experiencing pleasure and contentment.
The actual definition of happy.
just lie when someone says "you ok?" that's what I do.
i just say im fine, when in reality, im breaking down to myself telling myself I'm a massive failure and I should just commit suicide already... im alone in a world of nice people. but I can't trust anyone because that's what ive been taught. the nicest people can hurt you the most. i shouldn't be here, I really should not be here right now.
tell me im not the only one who feels so lonely in the quarantine but keeps pushing people away.
Flower Wild You shouldn’t be touching anybody.
That’s the point of quarantine.
Flower Wild I agree with u, I do it to my own family sometimes
I feel that
I feel your pain
Yesssss, I m going through this and I know it's not okay.😶
*we are all just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide*
exactly!!
yea bro
(yes we are)
Yes
How orginal you must be proud of your self.
i feel like i was getting better but i was actually just getting worse..
i feel that
Or was it that you were actually getting better but was so scared that once you are actually happy something bad will happen so you basically made yourself depressed to be prepared for when smth bad happened bc you always got let down? If so then same
I agree with Alexis on this. You must not be afraid of getting better just to fall again. Each battle you have won made you a stronger person. Recovery isn’t linear, there will be times when you don’t succeed or when people put you down but you must do this for the young person who doubted themselves, who called themselves worthless and etc. You must be the person you needed when you were younger. You gotta fight for you. It’s ok, sometimes you will get better and you will fall again. It feels terrible, ngl, but feeling happiness and emotion again is the best victory, once you feel an ounce of happiness that becomes who you strive to be: the best version of yourself. It is possible to recover, it is possible to be happy, you deserve to be happy. You deserve it, bc you are worthy. Please, don’t be fearful of all the amazing things life has in stored for you, please don’t give up ❤️
@@tarrahfields3450 your are so sweet🥺
Girrrl I just want to try cry now
F.E.A.R Has 2 meanings:'Forget everything and run' or 'Face everything and rise'. The choice is yours💔
or: 'First Encounter Assault Recon' ...
What a wise man !
Fear comes from the old English word fere, which meant peril and that was derived from a Proto-Germanic word feraz, that meant danger.
It is not an acronym, stop spreading misinformation.
Forget everything and rice 🤗
Or the third meaning, "omg Alma is so cute, wait why is she runnin' to me on full speed with red eyes ahahaha help meee omgomg get lost bitch *shots fired shots fired*"
I'm not heartless.
I'm just using my heart less.
Cause Everytime I use it I only get hurt.
I'm sick of being left down in the dirt.
I'm not your first option,
No, I am your last.
You've captured my mind
I'm locked up in the past.
No I'm not heartless.
I just don't show
How much it hurts me
Because I know
You'll never understand me
No matter what I do.
So I may seen heartless,
But it's because of you.
- Briana Long.
That could be me too.
Feelt that.
Aye bro talk to me
My biggest fear is that one day...my kids will be crying alone to themselves at night and i wont know about it :(
I read this just as the chorus hit and I lost it
Yea I’ve thought about this. I don’t have kids but I plan on having kids eventually and I’m currently the kid who’s crying alone at night and it breaks me to imagine..
Make sure they don't and be there to listen 👂 not to tell them what they should feel and do ...
@@susus9746 my plan exactly
I feel bad for my parents because that's exactly what happened to them
If you are reading this, I know you are sad like me...so let’s just cry together listening this song.. (Writing it while I’m crying like a baby)
Alex I know how you feel I'm a 14 years old girl and feelin the same right now
😁
“I wanna see my own happy end” think I just found it x
Ashley Copeland ohhh I wish I could be there to tell you..(there will be days when you will find your happiness); just hope everyone will find their happy ending..
And I just cried yesterday for 3 hours and slept.. life has been hard for me, heart broken and all..
Jess Bass glad, you found your happy end!
You can see the dread in my eyes
Cause I'm struggling to survive
And you think that I'm okay
Cause I won't let you see my true face
And you feel like there is no help
Feel like I'm trapped in my own head
I want to see my happy end
Can you save me, from my own dread
I'm not okay
I am not heartless, I just can't feel nothing
I may seem bit cold, like inside of a coffin
You left me, no problem
I've never been flawless
And no, I'm not okay
Hear the voices, see the demons
Feel the coldness, seeking for treatment
And you feel like there is no help
Feel like I'm trapped in my own head
I want to see my happy end
Can you save me, from my own dread
I'm not okay i'm not okay
"How do you feel?"
"I don't."
Anhedonia
I cry all my pain out at night, so I can fake a smile all day.
Hey if you need to talk to someone I can help you if you want. It's ok to cry but you need to tell loved ones what your feeling faking a smile only helps temporarily but it will cause more pain later it did with me and I only caused myself more pain and nearly passed.
I love you❤
@@BrEluVsHiM Aww! I love you to
so relateable to me:(
same too me..huhu
i’m not mad
i’m just in pain🥀
heyyyy you.
yes, you, beautiful person.
stop scrolling for a moment.
stop for a couple minutes.
take a second and breathe.
just breathe.
everything it's going to be okay.
maybe it doesn't seems right now but...
i promise you it will.
maybe you feel unwanted and useless like you are not worth anything.
but that it's not true.
you are fantastic and you worth SO much.
you can go trought this tough time.
if you feel like no one cares about you, you are damn wrong.
there's always someone who cares about you, even i care about you, and i don't even know you.
keep going and don't fall.
you'll get trought it.
i'm not saying that's it's going to be easy.
and you won't cry late at night.
but you are strong and you worth SO much.
spread love.
peace
Thanks 😊
U made my day
Thank you this made me feel wqnted for a little bit
❤️💯🥺
thanks 🙂
The feeling of loneliness kills me everytime . I really dont have anybody with whom I can share my feelings . I'm really fed up of those fake people calling themselves as my friends but they are really worst becoz they hide a lot behind their facade . They just use u for their purpose and then ignores u and despise you
.And this is the reason why I dont trust anyone now and keep myself away from them 😓😓.
You are not alone on this i swear i feel.. I just can't help you..
Same
"I'm okay"
"I'm fine"
"I'm strong"
"I'm undefeatable"
"I'm loved"
Actually...
*"I'm not okay"*
*"I'm numb"*
*"I'm not strong"*
*"I can defeat easily"*
*"I'm not loved"*
*"I'm a loner"*
*"I'm looser"*
*"I want to escape reality"*
Don't mind me 🙃
Same
Just remieber if you do happen to think adout jumping it has a domino effect please stay safe i know how it feels and im 10 just dont cut or jump you can make it through the harsh world
:(
🙃
Hi stay, don't be sad💜 I know it's hard, but remember what bang chan said to us? "Don't hurt yourself" remember that? We should listen to him💜I hope it's helps a little💜
started 2020 the same way i started 2019.. depressed asf & wanting to end it all :(
Hey I just want you to know things will get better yes we have tough times and we feel like there is no way out but I promise you things will get better yet it feels like there is no hope. I just hope you start getting better and life starts looking up for you💖💖
And COVID-19. You know, a REAL problem the world is facing.
Don't end anything it's not worth it
same shit everyday : (
there are things for you to see and live for
Just feeling alone in this world even though there are many people who cared about me:")
Edit: thank you sm guys for the comment.. somehow it makes me feels better than before☺
Nadia Vera Loneliness is a vapid emotion. You can have a billion friends and still feel lonely.
But you gotta get over it. Push on. Nobody wants to live their life in misery.
You gotta get past it, before it eats you up and leaves you dead.
@@predictivetextisforaunts ty so much:) i'll keep that in my mind:)
Yea I feel you
Those people who cared, we cant even tell them whats on our mind at times like this.
Thanks for your warm words:))
To anyone reading this:
I know, that it may seem that there is no way to escape the voices in your head, the hatred that you feel, the pain that buries you, and the walls that feel like they’re falling but everything is okay, everything will be okay. I know its hard to get up every day and get out of bed, but push yourself to the limit. No matter how hard yesterday way, wake up with a smile and realize how amazing you are and how great you are doing. You have a reason here, you are loved by many even tho it may not feel like it. You may think that you are alone but you have so many people that care for you, and would do anything to help you. You are so beautiful, worthy, amazing, etc. I hope you know that. You deserve to see the potential that you have and you deserve to see the reason why you are still here today. Keep pushing forward, start a new day with a smile because pain is only temporary. I love you, beautiful ❤️
U make me feel hom u have lovely heart 💕
I needed this, thank you.
Thanks 🤧
Hey jst thank u soo much!!! U have a beautiful heart!! Wanna hug you so bad now... May you have a great life buddy!
Just what I needed to see today, thank you
Your skin ist not paper, don't cut it❤️
Your face is no mask, don't hide it ❤️
Your size is no book, don't judge it ❤️
Your life is no movie, don't end it ❤️
You're beautiful as you are 💕
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Edit: Let me go to hell, i know sorrow all too well...
My skin is not paper. And life isn't a movie.. thank you
Thank you! 💜
i’ve never cringed so hard stop this is gross
Jade hahaga
Jade ahah yes finally somebody said it
i’m terrified of what i’m feeling. i don’t want to feel this way. my mind won’t let me rest, it’s constantly thinking. it’s exhausting. i want to end it all but i also want to see if i to will have a happy end, like the one i’ve always wanted. this confusion is killing me.
i don’t even know myself. i’ve lost myself by trying to change myself for others. i don’t know what to think anymore. with all this thinking in my head, i feel like i’m wasting my life. i’m scared. this just feels like it’s getting worse. crying isn’t help either. maybe ending it will?
Edit: Hello and thank you everyone for the support you have given me
Ending it is never the solution
I feel u tho😩😔but I decided to wait n see what life has in store😣u know they say nothing in life is permanent so let's live like our happiness is one day ahead of us❤
No its not the answer everything is gonna be okay yes it needs time but everything is gonna be okay u have to hold on babe and wait talk to me if u need any help pls but pls don’t think like that
Hey man. I know this shit sucks, and everything’s just really hard and confusing but shit can and will get better. It may not be tomorrow or a week from now or a month or year, but things have to get better even if marginally. This too will pass, it may fucking suck while this all happens, but it will leave. Just hold on man. When you reach a day when you’re happier you’re going to be glad you stayed.
Don’t you fucking do it, i don’t even know you man but I’m proud of you for waking up this morning, okay? I’ll always be proud of you. Life sucks ass and you’re pushing through it. That’s something not a lot of people can do. You got this. But if you give up, if it gets too hard, I’m proud of you for trying.
If you have any social media we can chat. Please don't do it.
As I'm reading through this comment section I'm realizing how so many people are going through things, thinking they will never be okay, thinking that I have no one and that no one cares, thinking they are alone in this harsh world.. well I feel this way too sometimes but please know that u are not alone that u have family and friends that love you and care about you you have a future I believe in every single one of you you will be okay♡ I promise you all matter so much please know you are all worth it💞
You're nice... thanks
Milan uh you're welcome
this too much of a generalized statement. there people that so lonely they dont got any friends or family or pretty much anyone that cares for them
vroom vroom bitch Those people are beyond help anyway. Fuck ‘em.
I dont have really friends
“ think about the people you’ll hurt “
Did they ever think for a second how much that would hurt me?
Thats from isaac dunbar,right?
It's such a selfish thing to say to someone who's struggling
tsu bateva wahtttt...?!
I don't think they care of the consequences it has on others, As long as there pain stops that's what's important. If you don't feel like them, then you will never understand
KISUU USAGI what?
‘I’m struggling to stay alive’😞
Well you're strong if you are still alive. You fight through today no matter the bs and tomorrow you fight again. Even if your aren't, you're alive. Tell your story even if it's not history at least someone knows or remember you.
In through your nose and out through the mouth. Simple breathing, it keeps me alive.
Me too
🌞❤️❤️❤️🌞
Bro I'm surviving everyday not living
I don't tell anyone my problems bc no one cares.
Do u ever just cry from the inside?
Vary true
@SATAN 666 same..
Every fucking day man....sense I literally lost the ability to cry on the outside
Ikr
Well the nasolacrimal sac is actually on the inside, so every time you cry it comes from inside.
It’s why your nose runs when you cry.
Destroyed everything and everyone around me..
What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. If everyone is gone and dead. What person in the end can make you happy? Exactly, no one but yourself. Don't think of it as a freak or a crazy person but think of it as self love. Feelings and emotions are hurt and played with but what happened is temporary. Sometimes it can last short or long that all depends on you.
me too. At least I'm not alone 😄
Good for you
Thats what I feels like
It’s just great when one moment you’re enjoying life and the next it’s all fallen apart and you remember reality and the society we live in.
Whenever I'm not paying attention to my emotions I look how I feel and whenever this happens my friends tell me I look depressed which brings me back into my usual, smile and say something like "oh the song I'm listening too is really sad " or "nah I'm just tired" and I've even been so low that I've said "yeah I'm depressed and kinda wanna die but you know" with a joking voice then just laughed it off and everyone thinks I'm just joking....
But I'm not, I'm really in pain.
dont pretend your fine. its alright to not be okay at times. its better to let it all out than hold all your emotions inside.
Same, but last week I broke down in front of them because it was just all too much and I couldn’t hold it in anymore and they wouldn’t believe that nothing was wrong, so I only told them a little bit, but they think they know everything now. Also I started to fake my smile again and prentend that I didn’t break down and hopefully they’ll forget about it too, because I feel like I’m not worth their time and I only wasted their time, so I feel really bad about it.
@@arandompersoninthecomments2532
I can honestly say i get this and i've had to do this and even though i really want to say that you're worth it and your friends will try their hardest to help in anyway, i also kind of feel like you're like me and will just take this as "a random person in the comments section" who's saying trash in order to comfort you. But,although i'm being a hypocrite yes, I do also believe that you can sort anything out with a little help from those who care and you trust.
Yeah, laughing it off with friends, but telling the truth to complete strangers you’ll probably never meet is a good way to get better.
Don’t be an idiot. Talk to your friends, your family, real tangible people.
There’s no shame in being depressed.
In fact if you read the comment section, I think people think it’s a stylish fashionable thing.
Apparently being depressed is the new black.
@@predictivetextisforaunts telling someone you've never met before is actually one good way to let out all your thoughts and feelings. I do this whenever I feel depressed or feel like breaking down. I guess it's easier to tell a stranger but you really should let it all out to somehow ease your thoughts
2019 is really the worst year. Amazon Forest got burned, a lot of kpop idols committed suicide and a lot got mentally stressed. I’m hoping 2020 isn’t worser than 2019.
Lone Shaggy preach
I’m hoping your English doesn’t get “worser.”
@@predictivetextisforaunts k nerd
Lone Shaggy wtf.. weeb
2nd day, already is
*me holds my tears every day at school, finely goes home tells my mom am depressed,
My mom:come on don't be dramatic
🙇🙇😫😩
Why don’t they listen I got on my knees begged my mom for help cause I’m not ok and she just ignore me and I begged her
My mom told me that she wishes she has aborted me. Like wtf
Don't tell bro, she is already depressed
Sometimes many people won’t believe our real mental ilnesses. It’s wrong that they say this but you must rectify your mental health on your own. It’s hard silently wining battles with yourself then relapsing back into despair but just know that it will get better, you just have to be there to experience it. You all are amazing, beautiful, intelligent and validated, you all have value and deserve the absolute best. We must accept some people won’t be there on our journey of saving ourselves. You got this 💕💕
Well at one moment you will realize that you have to go through it alone
I went through severe cancer treatment for Lymphoma seven years ago. Surgeries, intense chemo, radiation, and a bone marrow transplant.. Everyone was so worried and sympathetic. I was excited. Eager to leave via this gift given to me so I wouldn’t have to agonize over doing it myself. Never told anyone. Been in remission for 7 years and I’m struggling with the worst depression and drug problems I’ve ever had in my life. I’m definitely not okay.
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to anyone you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. If these options don't work for you I'd also highly recommend reading "Mans search for meaning" as well as "The power of now" as these two books saved my life when I was struggling. I wish you the best and I hope things get better for you
RUclips got me on their recommendation again. Nice song!
Hi my fellow ML player
@@someonesoulmate7832 hello, feel free to add me on ML haha. I'm not a good player tho, just playing ML for fun hahaha
@@copper52rv94 lmao same
@@adelinew9312 they're watching us
@@copper52rv94 oh i-
I just hate how my soul is so fragile, every small thing can break me, life has never been unfair to me but I have been unfair to myself and I can't help but keep being like this, smh Idk what to do anymore, I'm completely lost and I hate who I am so very much, I tried so many times before to change, to feel better, to kill this feeling that's swallowing me slowly but I couldn't, sometimes I think about ending this whole thing but I'm way too afraid to face something as hard as death so I keep existing like a dead body.
That's exactly wat m feeling!
Truely💯we r just existing not living!cause "living n existing has a completely different meaning"right?ik
I feel you Asalla😩
I feel you.
No such thing as a soul.
What’s fragile is your mind, that’s even more worrying.
After a year, I hope you're better.
Broken people tries their best to make other people happy because they know the pain.
Yea sure it is ..... I always try even tho i know myself I'm not the thing that I'm talking about... It's like giving advice but even my own self can't took it .... Wtf...
I really didnt expect this....When scrolling through i found i am not alone....There are many ones like me who is suffering with depression...☺...Hope we all will fight together till our last breath...We will never end ....We will rise from the ends 💔
you will be okay. stay strong guys. we’ll get through it together.
maddy you too❤️
Easier said then done
sad vibes you need to stay strong and be positive, look for good things in every single thing you do. even the small things that make you happy they exist. you need joy, stay safe
sad vibes i never said it would be easy love, it’s gonna be really damn hard but you can fight through it. we all can. life’s tough, and that’s just how it’s gonna be for a while. but i promise it gets better.
@@maddyvandenberg3060 it's not love its family getting yelled at your brother for no reason i think my mom doesn't even care
Damn.. As someone with philophobia (fear of love/falling in love) and Sarmassophobia (fear of relationships) and extreme anxiety as a result of emotional manipulation and being mistreated and abandoned and hurt, this hits home hard. "i am not heartless i just cant feel nothing" especially because I've literally gone numb to all positive emotions now. :):
my mind is like a tree...
it grows, and grows. growing beautiful green leaves on it...representing good memories...
it was a full grown tree, the tree was stacked with leaves.
but then a massive fire came.
and burned the tree...
still standing, but all the leaves are gone...
as time passes by, each day the tree rots down. there is no more green, beautiful leaves anymore..
instead, on the bottom, a prickle sticks start too grow.. representing bad memories... it kept growing...and growing. Until there was no more room for it. Now the tree is finally gone. but, there is one last, green leaf. one, only one. you, smiling running around outside... But then it starts to rain. And the prickle sticks start to grow more, it can't fit in anymore.. but it forces itself to do so...it hurts..a lot, so you have to scream, and it stops. You screamed too loud. And the last beautiful, green leaf, blew away. Now you enter your mind, too see those prickly sticks. You're scared. and want to not see. As you close your eyes, you fee tugs and something sharp on you..you open your eyes to see that the prickly sticks are constricting around you, you try breaking free but can't...you're trapped...trapped in your own mind...where no one can hear you scream... The tree with the leaves are gone..now all you can think of is the bad memories sorrounding you...
this is what i feel like..im a writer so i just thought about it...
@Silent Kid hey, I just wanted to say that you write beautifully. I don’t understand how someone could put everything they feel into words so clearly. I feel you. I feel your words. Your thoughts. I understand. I’m right here with you. Screaming until darkness closes around me. Yet all anyone ever saw was a smile plastered on my face. A fake smile that I wear everyday. I feel so pathetic writing this. But i just wanted to say that, someone will hear us eventually...and if they don’t...we have to help ourselves. Yeah it sucks. Yes it feels Impossible, but it’s not. I’m fighting too. Hang in there, the leaves will grow again.
@@blue-rh4nv thank you for understanding, we will get through this together
@Silent Kid yes we will. 💕If your open to it could you possibly show me some other pieces of yours? you can say no. I just like your writing a lot.
@@blue-rh4nv sure! i would be happy too do that for you!!
@@blue-rh4nv i did this one a while ago, haha
i feel like a bruise, i go blue, and i hurt
i feel like a scar, because the thought of losing you will never go away
i feel confused, because of how people look at me behind my back
i feel like a puppet, because i'm being told what to do by the person who made me
i feel like ghost, because it seems like no one see's me
i feel like a vampire, because i sleep all day, and cry all night
my body will live old, but my heart died young
-Leah (me)
Hearing this song early at 1AM in the morning hits different 🤧💔
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
" I'm not okay " words that I'd always wanted to say but I can't , I just can't. Because nothing will change even if I tell them right?! I know they can't help me because I can't even help myself. All those comforting words are not comforting anymore. The pain I'm feeling was just to hard to explain, so hard to be understood. So I just fake a smile hide into the mask I made and say " IM FINE " always FINE. Even though I'm broken and lost inside.
ik i'm so late but bro you just put in words exactly what i feel, whenever i open up i always regret it, people say they understand but no they don't understand shit, everyday feels like war, it hurts so much, nothing makes me feel better, no one seems to be able to help me, its just so hard to stay alive people don't even know, it's much easier and simpler putting on a smile and saying "i'm fine" than explaining what i feel when i know no one will truly understand
For a depressed person.. physical pain is nothing infront of mental pain.. and that's why they hurt themselves...
People going through all bads in lives.. listen.. your god has more power than your problems ❤️❤️
God is all powerful.
She created everything in the world.
Like AIDS, famine, coronavirus, cancer, paedophiles, rapists, murderers and so much more, besides.
God is truly powerful, she is my favourite storybook character.
@Jodi Altheide Is that a song title? Why have you capitalised every word, you moron?
@@predictivetextisforaunts hey hey if you don't believe in god it's ok it's your own belief and everybody cannot be like you some others will believe in god so please don't start a fight or talk shit or curse at others who's beliefs are not like you ok you believe in your own beliefs and they will believe in their own beliefs ok . Don't disrespect other's belief.
@@atifabdul961 I haven’t. I had a go at the grammar.
You can believe whatever made up bullshit you want, I’m not gonna judge your idiotic beliefs.
But your grammar, I’ll tear that apart.
Speak the word sister or brother. God is powerful
if you’re reading this...
tomorrow is a gift, please accept it
No
I don’t wanna...
okay peppa @-@
I don't feel like it
im re-gifting this shit, i got ripped off m8
When you smile but you are to sad
When you laugh but you are crying
When you say “I’m okay” when your not
i don't know how to comfort a person but hun you're strong , just be positive I'm sorry I don't know the situation you're facing but try to be happy for yourself and I just hope everything gonna be alright virtual hug💜
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
Too*
You’re*
i really want to hug the boy on the picture
Literally RUclips recognized that I'm not okay. But my friends didn't... What's wrong with this world?!
Do u wanna talk abt it?
So what do you want their pitiful eyes glaring at you like you are a big loser in front of the world
Because people don’t care how we really feel. They want us to fit into how they feel. They don’t care if we are suicidal or feeling down, so long as we wear a smile to make them not feel uncomfortable.
Yea same man .... Yt knows me better than my own family....
I ask myself the same question everyday
when you give everything you need to others so they wont be hurt and eventually you break and call them out for always pushing your problems to the side and making it about them and they act like they're the victim...
That happens a lot to me I'm more focused on others never on myself but they come and go.
Exactly..give everything you have to them and you're there when they need you, but when YOU need them they're no where to be found, just out of your life like you never sacrificed anything and gave it
Life sucks
Same. I always try to be positive for my friends because i dont want to drag them in my problems. I have once opened up that im having personal problems but they brush it off. But its fine for me. I never remember to help myself first anyways.
This is one of the saddest and greatest songs ever written and performed. Thanks.
*I am not heartless, I just can’t feel nothing*
I'm not okay
I'm not okay cs I can't meet bts in my hole life :(
Shah Alam is this sarcasm though-
we’re gonna be okay, i promise.
How could you say that when the world is ending and all the kids want to die
L A T E N I G H T D E M O N being okay doesn’t always mean perfection. there’s bad things happening, there’s no question about that, but there’s always hope for something better.
Thank you, I needed that
I hope so I really do
I hope you're right
"and you think that Im okay, cause I won't let you see my true face"
That really hits me hard 💔
Angiela Rayos yess 💔
Hit it back.
I lost my hope, the reason of live, my everything. I lost my grandpa 1 year ago and i became depressed. After that day i always have suicidal thoughts about ending it all. He was the person I could tell everything, all my problems and I could trust most. He was there for me when nobody was and do anything to make me happy and laugh. I never thought that one day i will lost him and when that day came i never smile that away again, he was the only one who make me smile like that no one can ever replace him he would be forever in my heart as the best person in the world.
Dear grandpa,
You don’t have any idea how much I missed you this whole year without you. I know you don’t want me to cry, you want me to be happy and continue my life but...how can I continue my life when my whole life is you, how can i move on when you are not by my side? I can’t you you’re always by my side when i was doing a big step for my life and now i am going to graduate without you who for me is the biggest step. I just wanted you know that i love you more than myself and I would try to be as happy as i can because this is what you want. Thank you for all those unforgettable moments we had.
Goodbye for now...
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I want you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
Old people die, get over it.
Hey I hope you're still alive and doing well : )
This reminds me of a promise that someone that was very special to me told me to keep with them they asked me not to end my life ...I kept it but they left me after a couple months for someone else after they made me keep the promise with them...and they made me fall in love with them but they left me and now I just feel numb all I want to do is fall asleep and never wake up again...
Sometimes ppl leave because you deserve better. What was meant to leave, left. What was/is meant to stay, stayed. Everything is temporary. Feelings are temporary wether it's for a short or long time being. That's up to you. Mental health is something no one can fix but yourself. Have self love and that will be your key to happiness. No need to depend on anyone but yourself bc at the end of the day the only person there for you is YOU.
I learned to move on no matter how long it takes and just try again eventually cause thats all you could do in this life i mean we live for ourselves but we crave that affection and love so don’t be discouraged if someone leaves your life
Why do you tell me different?? You hate her. Don't know the project rat. She's ugly
When he said
"𝓘'𝓶 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼, 𝓘 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰"
Damn I felt it.
Esha Amir Yeah, but that technically means he can’t feel nothing, which means he must feel something.
I can’t feel anything is the correct grammar.
@@predictivetextisforaunts ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤yesssss❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤thankyouuuu!
I had to stop the song, 'cause i cried so hard, i couldn't even breathe
Everytime i get depressed i listen to this master peace .. its a really bless thank you ..
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@@TK-uz4ts ❤️
I love a zayn with Harry's hair
Arry Styles :0
DIRECTIONERRRRR
Damnit now u Makin me miss One Direction
😪
HAHAAHAHAHA
We can all say "I felt that.."
But some can't say "I've dealt with that.."
this is upsetting because I call myself fish and sometimes I say fishy can't swim no more and then I see this DOES THIS MEAN IM A DEAD FISH?
You can feel dead, feel no emotions, or feel no pain but you will eventually. What is felt now is just temporary. Everything happens for a reason. Just have self love. Depend on yourself and no one else.
No, it doesn’t. It means you’re an idiot.
Dont give up little fishy because you cant drown in the same water you breath just keep moving your fins
@@megansimpson4097 breathe*
Holy jeez I haven't listened to this in forever, to anyone that listens to this on a daily, you will make it out, it takes work, but you can do it if you try. And never try and commit, you will regret it as soon as it happens. I got luckier than others, dont be the next person to pass on the sadness to someone else.
My childhood is over and it’s the saddest thing ever. 2020 is gonna he a year of growth and mental healing.
Scarlets World i really hope so
How’s that working out for you?
I hope so
kpop and anime fan especially bts Have you been living in a cave?
2020 has been a fucking atrocious year.
@@predictivetextisforaunts bro it says mental healing. not about calamities and viruses. duhhh
No matter how hard I try, positive words have no bearing for me anymore.
daily routine:
* Wake up*
Me: ahh not again
Mom: good morning honey did you sleep well?
me: yeah thanks
* going at school w a fake smile and everybody thinks i‘m okey and then i‘m going home*
Mom: Hey sweetheart is everything okey?
me: yes mam thanks for asking
*going in my room and start crying*
Yes guys everything okey and i‘m very happy
Hab's vergessen Stop putting an “e” in okay.
It shows you how to spell that word in this very video, for fuck sake.
wow, your mom asks how you are? wish mine did
Nihilistic Atheist jeez how many times are u gonna correct the people here it’s the second time i’ve seen u criticizing people and dont even bother to correct me im way too fking lazy rn
fateme jahangiri I’m not criticising. I’m teaching. I’m not going to bother correcting your comment. I’d have to re-write the entire thing.
at least u mom ask how are u..
sending tight hugs ♡
we got this ✊
Hugs sigh
I’m not heartless,
I just learnt how to use my heart less.
• bishywishy • That’s bradycardia, a serious medical condition.
You need a shot of adrenaline. Go to your local hospital.
Or don’t be moron and use inane quotes that make no anatomical sense.
Fuck your heart, start using your brain more.
_stay strong. the wait is almost over. i love you. you matter to me, you brighten my day and i adore that smile of yours. your skin, your body, your beauty is beautiful. i love you. most importantly, you should learn to love yourself._
*breathe. calm yourself down. find all your thoughts collectively. cry it out. and try reaching out to yourself. find you. you can do it, and you will do it amazingly. i'll be right here watching and supporting you.*
I think when another generation says our generation doesn't care I think we care to much and then we're all depressed for caring to much
Life is guaranteed to have its ups & downs.
Keep smiling.
Keep your head up.
Keep pushing through.
Better days are coming
You're not alone, we're all in this together 💜
i went through severe depression a few years ago but since last year? i’ve been trying to be “happy”. it’s helping but it isn’t at the same time because hiding just makes it even worse, and all the emotions pile up inside me can be unbearable at times that even the smallest frustration would make me have a whole mental breakdown. people think i’m okay now, but no, it’s just that i’m better at hiding behind a mask i’ve created.
to anyone out there that’s struggling and having a hard time, stay strong you will get through it. Life constantly challenges all of us. Just know that the pain doesn’t last forever and with a rough storm eventually comes a bright rainbow. Don’t let the hardships in your life define who you are or what you can achieve in this lifetime. love to all of you. x
Reading these comments ... makes me so sad yet comforted at the same time. We're all going through different things but this pain...this sickening horrible terrible pain ties us together...much love to you all that's going through it every day...its so hard to describe it to healthy minded individuals...there are no words to explain....but we know, don't we...our minds are our worst enemy.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you the best
the first line just played.
"you can see the dread in my eyes."
tears are threatening to spill.
no one, absolutely no one, can see that my will to live is gone, dead in a little coffin of it's own. i don't want to live anymore. i'm not okay.
sweetie I’ve been feeling the same if you wanna talk about it give me a mail🙏🏽
I remember smiling and laughing for hours earlier but why do I feel so lost and empty right now?
Can someone tell me it's okay because I am not.
It is about physiology. Certain things work differently in your body, than before. ❤️
Hey ik there is some rough times in life, but I'm sure u'll get thru whatever it is❤ I may not know u physically but I'm sure you are a strong person. Keep fighting and just know ur not alone and its all gonna be okay, never give up on what u hope fore bc if u fight hard enough u will break that wall and become the warrior everyone wants to have and be😊❤ have a good week/weekend
I'm here for you. It's okay to cry alone at night. It's okay to listen to the same sad songs on repeat. It's okay to cry on the internet when no one else listens. It's okay to feel both lost and empty. And even tho you're not okay like you pretend you are then it's okay to not be okay.
Jesus Christ loves you and so do I
Hey, how are u today?
Exhausted, how about you?^
@@carins.6404 Tired i didn't have the best day today everything was just wrong that's why i came here
@@clyde2146 Ooohh, i have whatsapp if you wanna talk about that ^^
Im happy today cus my crush texted me :D
@@clyde2146 :) be strong
I am only okay when I run away, from my mind, from the reality, from myself. And facing everything, what terrifies me, only makes me feel hopeless, restless and anxious. I don't know what to do. I am stuck trying to find a balance between not giving up and coping with it.
It's so difficult, and sometimes it feels like nothing will ever get better. I hate everything. More than anything, myself. And whenever I take that step forward, I go 15 steps back.
So frustrating.. so hopeless..
I am tired and exhausted every single day. Every single day...
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to family members and those thar you trust. Things like this are never easier to go through alone. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. I wish you the best
Same🙂
@@santiagomunoz8832 Do you have anyone you can reach out to or the means to see a therapist?
i have a feeling 2020 will be my last year
Don't commit suicide please,
If you want To talk, my instagram is: clement_cndk
Ps: sorry for my english i'm belgian
COVID-19?
Me too...
Same
me too
The fact this isn’t on Spotify anymore hurts 😩
My life is falling apart. I push everyone away when all I want is for someone to hold me. I'm dying inside, but I'm too scared to call anyone for help. I hurt those I care the most about and listen to the ones, that could care less about me. I'm trapped in a dungeon of my own design. . .
A few months ago my depression was pretty bad. I found this song while I was waiting alone outside of my school for running practice. I remember pulling my hood up and just listening to this as tears silently streamed down my face. It hurt how much I connected to it. Those were one of my bad days and this song really hit hard. Stay strong everyone out there it can get better. 😘❤
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..