I need someone to talk to... But people around just ignores it. I always feel this way so much pain,feels like I don't matter. I wanted to heal for so long.. I wanted to win this battle 😐
Do u no matter how longits takes to do it never have to do some things but just being ready or weas able to do so cause it's all about ur feelings to I understand more than most
As a kid I wasn’t allowed to cry. My mother never let me and if I did she got madder. So I grew up not letting anyone see my true feelings. I struggle with it to this day. This is one of the few songs that actually show what I feel.
I had the same experience. I'm so sorry u had to grow up like that, but you are allowed to feel emotions! It's natural, dont ever be ashamed of that okay. I know it takes time to be able to show emotion, but you'll get there :)
@@Dancing_strawbrry3 yeah that's all you can do, take it a day and a time and you'll get there eventually I promise, and remember that u are not alone and if u need help, there are people who can help u connect with your emotions
As a teenager my mother did the same.... She cared more about how other people would see it than how I felt.... And it hurts even more knowing she was the reason my 2 sisters moved half way across the country...
Anyone else just sitting back and hear something that shatters your hart into a million pieces and the tears start to sting your eyes and u just blink sight and accept it because u don't wanna cry and let any one see and feel sorry for u ?????
This, as someone whos battled anxiety and depression from a young age. Endured sexual, physical, mental and emotional abuse. i struggle that no one really understands, or gets or knows your heart. Not your pain, not your struggles, not who you are inspite of it all. Instead it constantly feels like judgment for what you lack, can't or won't do and becuase you dont share the ulgy things that you've endured they just can't sympathize. This song speaks to the soul of those who can't put into words how exhausting the struggle is.
Well goodness I had wrote this long very long out message to the one person in this world that holds my heart earlier tonight. But I went back to send it on my phone and it's no longer there like normally it woukd be. I can only hop that she took it already. I guess I will never know.. However this one song here hit to the deepest part deep down into the pit of the core of my soul. I never had a song hit me so hard like this one dud. To the love of my life the Queen of all queesns. You could never imagine that this is the exact reason why you are so damn priceless too me. There are so many many things about you that make you so unique in so many ways that I learn something new about you every single day that passes by.. I have never in my 47 years of living on this earth ever had the pleasure of ever meeting someone as special as amazing as brilliant brave and so on as yourself. You Amaze me everyday every minute every hour every day every night 365 days a year 24/7 a week and 1440 mins in a day. You are truly a very wise person and I honestly wished I could ever be as smart as you really are.. I am not just saying this to ever be saying it.. It's not that I am dumb nor ignorant it's just sometimes I do not catch on as quick as others do. But it still does not ever make me stupid!! Since the very first day I met you I could see how much of a fighter you were and I know that you do not want to hear it and that was what this song also said but sometimes you need to be recognised of the strength you really do have inside of you.. I could only wish I was just like you though. I need you to never give up on yourself no matter if everyone in this world does give up on you. You and I argue like 2 people married too each other or we fight like children most of the time.. This song has touched me so damn much that it went to the pit of my stomach and made it upset because of how much I feel it all.. We are different in so many ways. For I do not mind to open up and tell people how I feel when you do your best to hide yours. I needed you to open up too me and I still do need you to now. Most importantly I need you to just tell me whom you really are that keeps wanting me too see all these things and why as well.. I now understand that you have to say certain things because you always have eyes on you. You never needed to block me out and I know you had to do it this way so you could see if I could be your forever partner in this life. I am so very sorry that it as taken me so long to figure this out but you definitely do not give any slack and you always confused me before whenever I get closer to knowing whom you really was. You promised me before that you wouldn't never in the nest billion lifetimes ever give up on us and I need you not too now. I know that I am replaceable and I know that I do not deserve you.. I know I have fucked up in the past. However I am only human and I can never tell you what our lifes together will be like I can only tell you that it will be worth it if you will just take a chance on us and on me. I want you to be my last of everything. I know you had it hard as a child but have you ever really just stopped and thought for a second that I have also? So stop and ask yourself do you know what it is like to live in my shoe's? Because I honestly do not know what it is like to live in your shoe's. If you will just let me love you the way I know you need and want. You will never have to face this life alone again and you will have me fighting that war with you at your side never leaving you that is me giving you my word!! I need you too really understand what I am trying to tell you by saying all of this cause I do not know any other way of getting you to.. if he is doing things to you please god tell me. Is that what was save me song all about? If it is then I will no doubt about that! And even if it not if it is you that sending me all the poems then tell me what was the one song that you ever sent to me the very first one. There are always ways around everything whenever you need to say anything to me.. I love you
I'm sorry you had to go through all of that bad shit. What you said I feel 100% since a very young age I went through alot of different abuse. Feels like no one understands me or knows me. Has made life hard for me. 😢
Yeah I remember the first adult I opened up to about my suicidal thoughts, sexual abuse, depression, my parents, and what Ive since learned were adhd symptoms but at the time everyone just told me I was airheaded and lazy anyway that person told me it only gets harder from here I mean they were wrong obviously Ive forgotten most of high school so I cant be down about things I cant remember but like were they trying to be unhelpful?
You must have lived my life, I do truly understand, I've never told any of my doctors everything, I simply can't go there. And when I do talk about what I think wasn't that bad, people have nightmares. I'm here for you. ❤
I endured all this to I’ve also been bullied for being atherian and being a tomboy so even my step brother did those too me mostly the sexual one though it hurts I understand you my nana’s in the hospital, my dad has diabetes, my step dad doesn’t care what I want, momma stresses herself out about work, so really the only one who is there for me is my boyfriend and my other 2 friends
I wanna let go every single day. I'm tired of fighting tired of being a leader everyone looks to. 17 years of buried emotional pain. It's hard to fight sometimes.
My best friend died two and a half weeks ago. I’ve had to be strong for his family. He was like a brother to me. I just heard this song and completely broke down and ugly cried. I’ve been holding my pain in to be strong for others. But this song finally let me let it out. Thank you.
I am sorry that you lost a friend that meant something to you you can hold onto the memories of him rest assured that God will send down that person once again in your life 🧬😅
Sorry for your loss, so hard to explain to people wanting to justify letting go. Hoping and stressing over what everyone will think of you. But wanting to do what you feel is best for you. She explains what a lot of people who suffer from wanting to stop everything.
Mine too but she passed away around the starting of the year ...i had dream bout her last night...she was my only close one..she left me behind all broken .
So very sad that they are wanting to give up that no one knows what it's like and that they don't need advice they just need to be held and comforted in their sorrow and in their turmoil life can be hard life can be unfair and it's sad that no one seems to care please rise above and know that you matter that you have the right to conquer and overcome please be safe and move forward
I nevvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvver tell ppl to move on. that goes against what I do. I don't tell anyone what to do. sometimes I tell yee of little faith kinda stuff. but that's different. it's inspiring faith for them to believe in more, a bigger perspective. please don't tell anyone who's hurting to move on. thanks
So True don't tell anyone about giving up if you don't know what real love is because grieving is love that has no where to go. So just let people grieve in their own way
I cannot believe the different interpretations I said move forward move forward in other words please be safe and be able to move forward and I will have a voice and I will speak truth I don't need people complicating things just to listen listen to what's being said reread it and reread it and reread it until you get the clear picture of what's being said
Nobody should ever have to come out. We are just human beings. Like 25% is not straight. It is very normal, but that 75% ruined it for all of us in the past. But be strong, be a warrior... be a winner
I was a single father of a 6 year old special needs child whose mother left after he was diagnosed at 3 months old. Just lost him to a bad seizure 9 months ago and this song perfectly explains what I’ve been trying to say to everyone who says “everything is gonna be okay”.
This absolutely breaks my heart because I'm a widow and single parent raising my special needs son alone, I couldn't even imagine my life without him. There are know words that would ever bring a parent any comfort after loosing their child under any circumstances, because it's not how we expect our lives to go. At least you know that you did everything you could for your child and made them feel totally loved and cherish in the time you had together. I wish I had something to ease your pain but that's going to take time, you will never fully get over this loss but you will, be able to get up one day and start remembering the good times you spent with him. I have experience loss but not a child. Sorry for my ramblings but I truly wish you the best. 🙏🏼🕊😔 🫂
this song has made me cry harder than I've cried in a very long time! You get so wounded and broken that you just don't want one more person to tell you to just keep going, that it gets better, that you should count your blessings...
Let me be that one last person. I tried to cross over. I go home tomorrow and nothing will have changed but maybe I'll just have to find a new reason to live.
Right. I have felt the same. Like please don't say that. Let me find my way thru life, ups & downs, etc. Random people telling me everything will be "fine" or someone who has no idea or is even there. Family, friends, co-workers, strangers, etc. They don't know u nor your life. I appreciate the kind words, however sometimes for me it's better off left unsaid.
My father always wanted that I grow stronger and smarter. No matter what I did, I never was enough. When strong depresssions hit me 3 years ago, i couldnt tell anybody, I got rejectet for searching help by friends and family too. And now I'm sitting here, reading all these comments, knowing I am not alone with such Things. Wanted to end my life for 1 year now. And damn, it is difficult to keep going, but I trie it. Love to everyone here, you all are so Strong ❤❤
And same, never enough with what I am, and I do. and as depression hits harder every day, we still can't stop every day life, and time/work keeps moving forward with no break.
I love artists that are empathetic like this one. Has a way of capturing just how you feel sometimes. Sometimes ya just have to let it out - a song like this almost feels better than you do.
I relate to this song so much.. I've nearly committed two weeks ago because it felt like I was in a endless cycle of pain and regret but this song gave me the strength to keep going, my friend committed in 2021 because he thought he wasn't worth it but all I could do was stay standing for however long I could but it felt like I couldn't... Only if I can see him one last time.. (Please keep on standing for whoever is trying to commit we are all here for you you have a bright future ahead of you please don't give up)
May God hold all you beautiful souls that have posted comments. I can feel a majority of your guys pain but just know that doesnt define you and you are all good enough. May he hold you all in his arms and show you the love that a majority of us wished we received growing up and even some into adulthood and put warmth into your amazing hearts
for all of those out there who need to read this: I know you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I promise its there. Sometimes we can't see it because we have lost the light that we thought was our purpose. I know it hurts, and to be totally honest with you, it never stops. It becomes a part of you and you grow with it. Sometimes we have to loose our everything in order to see the right path. that includes loosing yourself sometimes. I promise its ok to be not ok, I promise you are strong enough, I promise that there are people who care for you even when you don't think so, I promise you will stop sinking. I can NOT promise you will be the same. I have lost so much in a very short time, I did not want to keep going. However, I did discover why I had to loose everything. Its different for everyone, but if you keep going you will find it. It took me a long time but here I am, trying to encourage someone else to just hold on a little longer. Have faith my dear friends
This song is Sooo True. Some people need physical comfort, others need verbal comfort. Then there are people who just need to push through the pain. To just be there for someone is the best thing to do in someone's time of need. A lot of times, it's just best to encourage others. You can't always judge others. Sometimes, the best thing to do is to let them be. So, take my advice, just support each other through the good and the bad.
The fact that this is so relatable for me and many other people is heart breaking I just think that no one deserves such a hard life.... for lots of people including me its just like a cycle of pain loneliness suffering and being tired of life I promise all you reading this you can get through no matter how hard life is theres always light many many people will love you you can get through it king/queen I promise....
I've been wanting to scream this at everyone lately. This song had me bawling like a toddler because it says what I haven't been able to. These lyrics embody my soul and have for a while now. I can't stand when people tell me they understand what it is like living in constant pain with a collagen defect that guarantees my physical condition will worsen. I don't want to stay positive and keep trying. I want them to let me feel the way I feel, and grieve the life I once I had. I'm 18 and can't walk over 100 feet anymore because I am so fragile. And no, eating right and getting sun and meditating will not cure Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, nor autism, and I am tired of hearing the same set of suggestions over and over and over. I know they want to help, but it only makes me feel worse, because I can't do a damn thing for myself and no, there isn't any hope of recovering. I was recently diagnosed this July after a long battle painstakingly similar to the one trying to get the ASD diagnosis, and I am grieving hard because it is conclusive proof I am not going to recover this time, and every day I think of something that shouldn't have been hard as a child and something I'll never be able to do again. I'm falling apart, physically and mentally. What I need the most right now is for someone to be there to listen and care and simply just.. be there. Let me be how I am and feel how I feel, stop trying to correct me. Because, no, they can't understand, they can't pretend to know what it is like to live like this. Invisible disabilities...
@@soulfoxx Thank you so much for your kindness. I saw your comment further up and I really hope things will resolve for you if they can. It's a battle, all we can really do is keep going onwards. I don't know what you are going through but I am proud of you for fighting on.
I know that feeling I am going through the almost same and everyone keeps saying the same things over and over again like they think it will help even tho it won't and never will. Sending a lot of love ❤❤💕💕♥♥
I wanted to let you know. I will never feel your pain or know what its like to be in your shoes. And even if I will never understand, I care. I care. I am listening. I am writing this to you, because you have influenced me to be a better person in this very moment. I know to some it may seem silly, but reading this broadened my perspective. I realize that not everyone needs to have someone give input or advice, sometimes they just need to be heard. I needed this, thank you for sharing.
Living alone for the last 6y... nothing hits as hard as the silence at night. Not a single soul on earth that gives a fck about the tears you cry every night😢
So many broken people out there, including me. Let's start a support group. What do we have to lose? Living a life so hopeless and you don't see a way out of it and praying for death to come anything to stop the pain.
I lost my husband to Cancer 16 months ago. We were together 35 1/2 years, I was 22 when we got together. I don’t know how to start over at 57. This song is so real to me.
You dont have to start over. Just find the strength to continue. He will always be with you. You may not see him but you can feel him!!! You have a purpose here! Raise your vibration! I love you! We love you! You are not alone!
The girl I love is dying from leukemia. She already has a brain tumor they can’t remove. I’m 23 now, and I would trade my life for hers without even thinking about it. I have nothing in this world that I care about, including my own life. Why am I here, why am I healthy and safe and sound when the girl that deserves to live is dying alone in a hospital? Why am I in perfect health when she’s always been everything right with the world, and I’m just this helpless fucking vermin. I can’t do a thing to change anything, everything is falling apart and I started cutting. I think I’m losing this mental battle.
This is for anyone who feels worthless: I know times get hard and I know you feel like giving up. I can't promise life is all sunshine and rainbows , but I promise something good is waiting for you when you get through all the pain. This is coming from a 14 year old girl in 9th grade that has been bullied since 5th grade. Sometimes I feel like giving up , but then I think of my family , my friends, my pets. They wouldn't want me to give up so everyone pls don't give up God loves you and put you in earth for a reason. Pls don't give up you have so much worth in this world❤❤❤ #loveyourself
I have a son and a sick mother, it feels like I don't have the right to feel all of these, but life sucks, pain constantly eating me alive. I don't know how long I can bear and hold. I always feel unloved. The only reason why I'm still here is God, I know that He will not leave me and fight this brutal battle with me.
Pain was a teacher for me. I continue to cut my own body. I find it hard to be happy when people have hurt me and put me through hell. I have a past that isn’t even easy to leave behind.
I'm so tired of telling people that Im okay when Im not, I'm tired of people asking "why r u crying " and I just say " oh its nothing", I'm so tired of people asking " why r there scars on your arms" and I always say " u know I got dogs". All of this pain that I'm holding in is killing me and I be thinking to myself ' should I just give up or give life another Chance' and I say " there was a reason for god to put me on this earth"-so for everyone that is struggling all I got to say is keep your head up because god is always there with u. -love, peace, happieness.😊
I’m tired of ppl saying life well get better when u get older well I’m 15 now and life has not gotten better since I was born bc before i was born my big sis DIED!!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I’m not ok so the ppl who ask “are u ok?” I say ya I’m good but inside I’m died and with my sister and my family…..
Please God let me go to my dad its only way lam going to get peace my health is bad my mental health l can't fight anymore and l DONT WANT TO MY SOUL IS BROKEN PLEASD GOD TAKE ME YOU KNOW I TRIED MY BEZT I WANT TO BE NUB
Recently i spent a whole day trying to contact my beloved who lives overseas. He eventually sent me a link to this song. My heart was so scared of losing him, in one of his darkest days, i was petrified of losing him yet i was so far away to help him. I am just so relieved he is ok.. but this song, oh my gosh. I don't think I could listen to this song without tearing up and feeling all the raw emotions come back up. JT ❤
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People do not know what it's like for another person. Best thing to offer is fregant hugs, a comfort sign, that lets them know they are there, fregancy. I love this song
No matter how hard life is, never give up, strive harder .. Always remember life is a journey of obstacles with hardships and determination .. I keep motivating myself that I can do it ...cuz no one will motivate you but yourself, if you give up you loose.. Because I know that one day I will be on the pinnacle of my success ..And I claim it!!
As someone diagnosed with hypothyroidism at 18, dealing with the chronic pain among other symptoms this song really hits home. I'm stuck with this forever and it'll never go away, but no one takes it seriously. At least this song help me to feel less alone.
The fact that I understand this type of pain really shows that people are stronger than they realize if they are fighting this battle and just keep going then that's strong.
I feel like this almost all the time like I feel like people don’t care about me and like there’s no one right here next to me and I just feel like I should give up and to be honest I I honestly feel like I should give up like I should just end things but the one person, the one person in my life that keeps pushing that keeps helping me make it through. This is my dad and I love him. He’s the best and honestly I won’t be here without him I wouldn’t be who I am today without him and I’m glad he’s there for me and I am. I’m praying for everyone here that who has lost. their parents has lost someone in their life and I know how that feels.
As someone who was literally born with depression, this song hits really close to home. Having people who've developed depression tell you that they "understand," even though they got to know how it felt before. To not have to put up with depressive episodes all their life. Then having people tell you that "life gets better." Bro, what do you mean? I have to suffer my entire life! There's no cure for depression. Nothing against the people who've developed depression, I just needed to rant.
Hey, same here, though I briefly got out and got to experience life without depression. It was amazing. Sadly, it ended all too quick. It came back, differently but somehow even worse. But that does mean you might actually get out some day, not all hope is lost.
More in depth : I was raised in an unfortunate climate, which caused cptsd. This made me depressed from my earliest memories until I moved out. Only then did I begin to understand what was wrong. It made me do some very self-destructive things, but I felt alive, free, somewhat happy at times! I had different things to worry about, was living fast and dangerously. After some time though, life cought back up to me, it settled in, I looked at some poor decisions I'd made, questioning them. I did some research, not entirely on purpose, just stumbled across some stories of others, found loads of similarities in some conditions. I finally understood what I went through and that it's ingrained in me, that it's permanent, has erased my personality, effected my health, broke me. This realization somehow made it even worse. I was always proud of me, of being different. To then understand that literally every fragment of your person is a symptom of a condition is incredibly soul crushing. I'm seemingly stuck now. I so desperately want to go back to my reckless days and try to find happiness again, even if it's a kind of dangerous numbness. But I'm terrified of the uncertainty. It might not work anymore, knowing what I know now. I'm also too tied up in my current life. I'm responsible for others now too. I can't get out. I can't resolve this past either, no one can. All I can do is wait for no one to need me anymore and then find some release. But maybe you can still try? To at least once feel happy, to think clearly and figure out a future? Freedom? I hope so.
knowing the true meaning behind these words hits different...feeling the same pain is worse. Never judge a book by it's cover, wrong. Never judge someone emotions inside by outside expression ❤
To everyone on here yes everyone is suffering in one way or another . We’re all fighting our demons past and present . But what I think is beautiful is how much better and faster we heal when we help others heal. TOMMY VEXT formerly from Badwolves said it best in one of his songs called “STRONG FOR SOMEONE ELSE”. He said “Sometimes the only way to save me is by making space for someone else; When I feel the world surround me, can I be the strength for someone else”. So maybe we can turn our attention outward help someone else, be the broad shoulders for another person to cry on . And to all of u who want to give up …PLEASE STAY; you have more of your story to write.
I just wish i could give up but i have to keep fighting but its hard when flashbacks and depression hits you hard and without warning and out of nowhere
I used to listen to this song when I used to be depressed and wanted to die. Even if it ended + I am better and happier,by listening to different songs this one popped up. Decided to hear it again once more and dam,memories are pouring back. Especially how I used to think,act,and overall the pain. Glad I managed to get out of that darkness. At least for me is incredible how much I changed over the yrs
Do you realize how many of us all feel the same way with no one to tell because we know they wouldn't care, but random people online will tell us not to do it? The world is messed up. 😞
I also relate to this song that i love it has hit a part of me that answers some questions for my whole life ive been looking for. Im going to be 60 and still havent found a counselor thats interested in helping me. Maybe they just dont know how. All my family and friends have deserted me i have no one to talk to. Thats my fault i went through even more terrible shit last 20 years that my walls are thick i dont trust anyone. Thank you for this song
It's like you took the words out of my head and I'm sure so many other's, and u turned it into an awesome song thank you! But I pray you get thru the pain ur going thru!
Everyday im always hiding my feelings and my problems even when it gets really bad. I never want anyone to waste their time worrying about me but its really hard to hide everything and bottle it all up. This song is perfect for me and i love it so much❤
Many people hear songs like this and say "won't this just make you more depressed?" No, it actually does the opposite. This and many Citizen Soldier songs have helped me in my weakest moments. I'm in constant mental pain that just, ugh, it's so hard to put into words (physical too, several serious rare illnesses) . I've kind of given up on happiness, something always stops me from reaching it. Being bed/wheelchair bound doesn't help, especially since the disease has weakened me so much I can no longer roll myself haha... Heh, yeah... And several times people discovered what it's like for me, far worse than I've written here, several people said "holy crap dude... I'd have ****** myself by now, man. Oh... Sorry, that must've sounded terrible, I'm sorry man." That doesn't really bug me, I mean it kinda means I'm strong since I haven't, right?
I feel like this when life is getting the best of me. Constantly getting reminded about the past, getting bullying on a daily basis, life’s fucked up but I’ve learned to shove down and pretend to fine even though I’m not. The family isn’t a strong enough reason to deal with shit.
I’m tired of this cycle I keep going thru. 😢 I always do this to myself go right back to a sick cycle of Drug abuse and trying to make money the wrong way. Not caring about my body. Why do I do this? I pray to god to help me. I write poetry about everything I’ve been going through. It’s a lot tried to kill myself at 22 stabbed my self and my wrist and I survived god needs me here needs you too! Believe in yourself.
Never had a song that fit me so perfectly... though as much as I want to stop fighting and give in- I can't and I won't. Not just for me but my family too. But thank you for this song.
My friend, I wanted to share with you we are slowly and carefully trying to repair our relationship and find our way back to each other. Please have good thoughts for us. I hope you are well and happy. Take care.
Dam I lost my uncle who was like father to me haven't been the same since he left us I taught me how to be a man and how to love other people and how to be just a good human this song brought out a lot of Unhealed wounds and memories of a better times with love ones lost God bless you all and keep your heads up.
It's a endless struggling battle sometimes for some and as a Survivor of living life without my Dad without him i Try to Encourage others to always talk . I'm always here for them but sadly it doesn't seem like i have the same Support back That's the Struggle for me I Consider myself always to be Fighting and it's the hardest thing to do alone.
You may not feel like you are enough rn, but it gets better because I'm still living proof. You can't stop fighting. Unlike these lyrics I do know what that pain cycle is like. Ik you can overcome it. You are the only one that can get out of this painful circle and it's gonna get wayyy worse before it gets better but you are strong enough to overcome it. I believe in you! ❤❤
Feel this being told I’m nothing and don’t do enough over and over in a span of thirty years makes me feel like why fight anymore why keep pushing if all my work is unseen I need to just stop fighting
I've been going through some difficult times myself in the past when I was younger I felt so alone I just wanted to feel loved ever since I've grown up I still feel the pain in my heart I've tried to speak to people but they just don't understand the pain I'm going through it messes with my mental health physically and emotionally
Growing up in an environment where showing your negative emotions and weakness is but labeled "OA" because I have to be strong and tough as always... As a kid, never been asked if I'm okay or how I'm doing... now I'm struggling because of it...
Can't believe how much this song relates to me my daughter was taken from me because of my special needs did nothing wrong and my nan passed away 2 days ago she never got to meet her she had alsymers cancer dimentia she was the strongest women I ever met all these new feelings to me hate how its hurting so bad right now feel lost and confused
I've been one to comfort and help and hearing this song my brain came up response as the song went on so fast. It's showed me how far I've gotten in my journey to help others and how fast I can want to help and know what to say.
I literally lived out this song after losing my son about 5 years ago. I let all my senses go, and as "luck" would have it I married a cruel person who ripped my life to pieces.... take it from me, even though you want to just give up in the moment and do what may not be good for you, it's NOT the solution for your pain. I still love this song but honestly I made my life so much more difficult by giving up and letting go of listening to my intuition... I quite fighting and it wasn't until I was almost pulled into the undercurrent forever that I came bobbing up gasping for air and a desire to fight for better days. We are all fellow travelers - don't do what I just did. You don't know what it's like.... lol 😞💔
I wasn't ready to go I could have just let go several times. I told my Dad sister and mother that i won't be selfish if that was what they wanted then I will see them on the other side when my journey is through and Jesus calls me home to be with God for everlasting life for eternity in heaven 💖
I love this song. It gives me a good,ugly cry because i keep so many things bottled up. From being SA by the one guy I thought I could trust but no. I will never be the same from that. Be safe out there everyone 🙏❤❤❤
ive suffered with anxiety/depression since i was 6. Im currently 12 and ive had so many people try to tell me the same narrative that *suicide isn't the answer because itll always get better*, yeah, sometimes i feel alright but what am i supposed to do when the depression hits again and i can barely move because i feel like any small amount of energy output will mean that i have to get up and hear the same stuff! i know im young, i know that time heals, i know that what happened wasnt my fault, but the sun isnt gonna fix this one! Maybe ill never feel better, maybe one day i will give up, maybe one day ill do the "*temporary solution to a permanent problem*" because maybe i dont care about 15 years down the road! Who says i even want to be here 15 years down the road!.....
Earliest memory-44 and its just been happy sad happy sad-- now im just angry past 5 years no sadness left ..truly wish I could give you some great advice, Its you life truly believe that….make choices and decisions on that knowledge … how other people react to it that is their problem ..their life .. their choices …. Live as you see fit…
Oh Tabetha Ramirez, only if you knew just how deep my love was for you. Only God, will ever know just how true and pure my love is for you my love my heart my everything.. I love you Beautiful ❤
My daughters and I would make it a habit to talk to the Lord God every day. It's something I dred evey minute of my life not knowing if they keep him in his prayers. Happiness was all around us because our Lord was there with them. And I pray He is with the today tomorrow and forever.
I relate to this song sm. I'm just so tired and I want to give up, but I can't. I'm too scared of dying, too scared of living. I'm just so tired of everything. I hate that saying, "It'll get better!" I hate hearing that. It won't get better, it hasn't got better. I'm depressed and anxious all the time. It won't get better, the worse part about it is that I'm still young. I'm still young, I shouldn't feel this way, but I do.
I will never say such thing. I will never give up. I will never stop fighting to let anyone not see their worth. I fought depression since age 5... had 5 attempts to end my life and am glad it wasnt meant to be... From 5 to 37, now 43 and counting the good days. To everyone who relates to this message... dont let go... i see you... and you are amazing❤
Damn I feel this deep. The endless waves crashing over me, just trying to keep my head above water. Somedays I just want to stop fighting. My son is the only reason I do keep going. I won't give up because I won't leave him alone. I pray anyone who feels this song like I do realizes there is someone in their life worth staying around for. Your worth fighting for. I promise it can get better. Everyone else might have given up on you but your worth more then you give yourself credit. I'm learning this now as I'm starting my life over in my 40s. Surrounding myself with the right people and removing the wrong people.
I feel this. I've been thinking about ending my life recently but people force me to keep living, to keep going on, to keep suffering. My mental disorders are getting worse and I'm just so damn tired. No one around me knows what it's like to be schizophrenic with severe ptsd, anxiety, depression, and others. I want to let go so bad. They force me to stay alive and then tell me that it's my job to fix myself and not theirs. That's the thing about jobs...you can quit them
It's quite rare to find songs I can relate to. I don't relate to love songs as I'm purposely avoiding relationships since I'm very aware my OCD, paranoia, physical disabilities etc would drive 'em crazy even if they said it wouldn't. I don't relate to much anything but these types. Citizen Soldier soldier is a great group. One of their newer songs, "Rock Bottom,"' is a great one to start with.
I feel this way all the time…… it’s almost like I’m trapped in a vicious cycle of pain and loneliness and just being tired
Same with me😔
Same here
I need someone to talk to... But people around just ignores it. I always feel this way so much pain,feels like I don't matter. I wanted to heal for so long.. I wanted to win this battle 😐
Same here
@@kingjohnny6097 same
Sometimes there's a pain so deep that you cant express it thats when music becomes a better friend than people ❤
Absolutely. When I'm at a loss for words, or even friends, music has always been there.😢❤
Music always shows me that at least the writer knows how I feel, but also everyone else that loves this song🥺💔
Do u no matter how longits takes to do it never have to do some things but just being ready or weas able to do so cause it's all about ur feelings to I understand more than most
Very well put,...."kinda like,..."You say it best , when you say nothing at all huh,...!!!??
No terry mason did not like their own comment I did❤
As a kid I wasn’t allowed to cry. My mother never let me and if I did she got madder. So I grew up not letting anyone see my true feelings. I struggle with it to this day. This is one of the few songs that actually show what I feel.
I had the same experience. I'm so sorry u had to grow up like that, but you are allowed to feel emotions! It's natural, dont ever be ashamed of that okay. I know it takes time to be able to show emotion, but you'll get there :)
@@nemo5473 it’s a struggle to say when I have a problem. I find it easier to write. Just a day at a time
@@Dancing_strawbrry3 yeah that's all you can do, take it a day and a time and you'll get there eventually I promise, and remember that u are not alone and if u need help, there are people who can help u connect with your emotions
@@nemo5473 nah I’m good I don’t really do people therapy.
As a teenager my mother did the same.... She cared more about how other people would see it than how I felt.... And it hurts even more knowing she was the reason my 2 sisters moved half way across the country...
Anyone here in 2025? I feel this way. please like this comment so I can hear it again.
Hearing it for the first time 😢❤
That part
Me
Hello, I hope things get better for you
@Cassandramarshall-n5y you awesome ty for bringing me back to this song..
Anyone else just sitting back and hear something that shatters your hart into a million pieces and the tears start to sting your eyes and u just blink sight and accept it because u don't wanna cry and let any one see and feel sorry for u ?????
More than I like to admit
Yes that is me...
Yes, yes, I do. However, I have never given up. 🫶🫶. But I do know what it's like. ❤️🩹
Me. I lost both my children. 😭
This, as someone whos battled anxiety and depression from a young age. Endured sexual, physical, mental and emotional abuse. i struggle that no one really understands, or gets or knows your heart. Not your pain, not your struggles, not who you are inspite of it all. Instead it constantly feels like judgment for what you lack, can't or won't do and becuase you dont share the ulgy things that you've endured they just can't sympathize. This song speaks to the soul of those who can't put into words how exhausting the struggle is.
Well goodness I had wrote this long very long out message to the one person in this world that holds my heart earlier tonight. But I went back to send it on my phone and it's no longer there like normally it woukd be. I can only hop that she took it already. I guess I will never know..
However this one song here hit to the deepest part deep down into the pit of the core of my soul. I never had a song hit me so hard like this one dud.
To the love of my life the Queen of all queesns. You could never imagine that this is the exact reason why you are so damn priceless too me.
There are so many many things about you that make you so unique in so many ways that I learn something new about you every single day that passes by..
I have never in my 47 years of living on this earth ever had the pleasure of ever meeting someone as special as amazing as brilliant brave and so on as yourself. You Amaze me everyday every minute every hour every day every night 365 days a year 24/7 a week and 1440 mins in a day. You are truly a very wise person and I honestly wished I could ever be as smart as you really are..
I am not just saying this to ever be saying it..
It's not that I am dumb nor ignorant it's just sometimes I do not catch on as quick as others do. But it still does not ever make me stupid!!
Since the very first day I met you I could see how much of a fighter you were and I know that you do not want to hear it and that was what this song also said but sometimes you need to be recognised of the strength you really do have inside of you.. I could only wish I was just like you though.
I need you to never give up on yourself no matter if everyone in this world does give up on you.
You and I argue like 2 people married too each other or we fight like children most of the time..
This song has touched me so damn much that it went to the pit of my stomach and made it upset because of how much I feel it all..
We are different in so many ways. For I do not mind to open up and tell people how I feel when you do your best to hide yours. I needed you to open up too me and I still do need you to now.
Most importantly I need you to just tell me whom you really are that keeps wanting me too see all these things and why as well..
I now understand that you have to say certain things because you always have eyes on you.
You never needed to block me out and I know you had to do it this way so you could see if I could be your forever partner in this life.
I am so very sorry that it as taken me so long to figure this out but you definitely do not give any slack and you always confused me before whenever I get closer to knowing whom you really was.
You promised me before that you wouldn't never in the nest billion lifetimes ever give up on us and I need you not too now.
I know that I am replaceable and I know that I do not deserve you.. I know I have fucked up in the past. However I am only human and I can never tell you what our lifes together will be like I can only tell you that it will be worth it if you will just take a chance on us and on me. I want you to be my last of everything.
I know you had it hard as a child but have you ever really just stopped and thought for a second that I have also?
So stop and ask yourself do you know what it is like to live in my shoe's?
Because I honestly do not know what it is like to live in your shoe's. If you will just let me love you the way I know you need and want. You will never have to face this life alone again and you will have me fighting that war with you at your side never leaving you that is me giving you my word!!
I need you too really understand what I am trying to tell you by saying all of this cause I do not know any other way of getting you to.. if he is doing things to you please god tell me. Is that what was save me song all about? If it is then I will no doubt about that! And even if it not if it is you that sending me all the poems then tell me what was the one song that you ever sent to me the very first one. There are always ways around everything whenever you need to say anything to me.. I love you
I'm sorry you had to go through all of that bad shit. What you said I feel 100% since a very young age I went through alot of different abuse. Feels like no one understands me or knows me. Has made life hard for me. 😢
Yeah I remember the first adult I opened up to about my suicidal thoughts, sexual abuse, depression, my parents, and what Ive since learned were adhd symptoms but at the time everyone just told me I was airheaded and lazy anyway that person told me it only gets harder from here I mean they were wrong obviously Ive forgotten most of high school so I cant be down about things I cant remember but like were they trying to be unhelpful?
You must have lived my life, I do truly understand, I've never told any of my doctors everything, I simply can't go there. And when I do talk about what I think wasn't that bad, people have nightmares. I'm here for you. ❤
I endured all this to I’ve also been bullied for being atherian and being a tomboy so even my step brother did those too me mostly the sexual one though it hurts I understand you my nana’s in the hospital, my dad has diabetes, my step dad doesn’t care what I want, momma stresses herself out about work, so really the only one who is there for me is my boyfriend and my other 2 friends
I wanna let go every single day. I'm tired of fighting tired of being a leader everyone looks to. 17 years of buried emotional pain. It's hard to fight sometimes.
Even the leader needs to have a Breather and just feel everything
Being leader is Exhausting and we deserve time to rest too
Yes I do. I do
Shut down the Kingdom for awhile
Relax and be a King in the castle
As someone who is suffering from extreme neuropathy in my entire body! I'm so Damn tired of people saying it's going to get better when it never does!
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
God bless you 🙏
My best friend died two and a half weeks ago. I’ve had to be strong for his family. He was like a brother to me. I just heard this song and completely broke down and ugly cried. I’ve been holding my pain in to be strong for others. But this song finally let me let it out. Thank you.
I am sorry that you lost a friend that meant something to you you can hold onto the memories of him rest assured that God will send down that person once again in your life 🧬😅
Sorry for your loss, so hard to explain to people wanting to justify letting go. Hoping and stressing over what everyone will think of you. But wanting to do what you feel is best for you. She explains what a lot of people who suffer from wanting to stop everything.
Mine too but she passed away around the starting of the year ...i had dream bout her last night...she was my only close one..she left me behind all broken .
how he died then?
I am so sorry for your loss :'(
My tears run down constantly hearing this song
I feel you
Me too😢
My tears run down continuously hearing this song I feel you me too 3:59
So very sad that they are wanting to give up that no one knows what it's like and that they don't need advice they just need to be held and comforted in their sorrow and in their turmoil life can be hard life can be unfair and it's sad that no one seems to care please rise above and know that you matter that you have the right to conquer and overcome please be safe and move forward
I nevvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvver tell ppl to move on. that goes against what I do. I don't tell anyone what to do. sometimes I tell yee of little faith kinda stuff. but that's different. it's inspiring faith for them to believe in more, a bigger perspective. please don't tell anyone who's hurting to move on. thanks
Well stated AMEN
So True don't tell anyone about giving up if you don't know what real love is because grieving is love that has no where to go. So just let people grieve in their own way
That’s not how I took it. I took it as let me just stop being strong. Let me break down and be destroyed by this pain. So I can get past it.
I cannot believe the different interpretations I said move forward move forward in other words please be safe and be able to move forward and I will have a voice and I will speak truth I don't need people complicating things just to listen listen to what's being said reread it and reread it and reread it until you get the clear picture of what's being said
God can help you get better! Just trust in his plan for your life! ❤
I was obsessed with this song when it came out and now finding it again I still feel those words 💔
Nobody should ever have to come out. We are just human beings. Like 25% is not straight. It is very normal, but that 75% ruined it for all of us in the past. But be strong, be a warrior... be a winner
It's been 2 years and still hits hard, I hope you feel better ❤
Hide my tears always bcos I never want to see my mom crying. Look to God alone for help.
I was a single father of a 6 year old special needs child whose mother left after he was diagnosed at 3 months old. Just lost him to a bad seizure 9 months ago and this song perfectly explains what I’ve been trying to say to everyone who says “everything is gonna be okay”.
im so sorry :(
thats terrible :( my mom left me when i was 3 :( and i havent seen her since im now 17 almost 18 :(
I'm so sorry for your loss. I couldn't even. Please try to keep going. Live for your baby
I am.so sorry to hear this. My heart breaks for you
This absolutely breaks my heart because I'm a widow and single parent raising my special needs son alone, I couldn't even imagine my life without him. There are know words that would ever bring a parent any comfort after loosing their child under any circumstances, because it's not how we expect our lives to go. At least you know that you did everything you could for your child and made them feel totally loved and cherish in the time you had together. I wish I had something to ease your pain but that's going to take time, you will never fully get over this loss but you will, be able to get up one day and start remembering the good times you spent with him. I have experience loss but not a child. Sorry for my ramblings but I truly wish you the best. 🙏🏼🕊😔 🫂
Omg... I'm so sorry! You are a strong man... It's ok to grieve. ❤️🌹
this song has made me cry harder than I've cried in a very long time! You get so wounded and broken that you just don't want one more person to tell you to just keep going, that it gets better, that you should count your blessings...
Let me be that one last person. I tried to cross over. I go home tomorrow and nothing will have changed but maybe I'll just have to find a new reason to live.
You know I stopped crying because I lost too much people is in people died from suicide musicians friends love worldwide
Right. I have felt the same. Like please don't say that. Let me find my way thru life, ups & downs, etc. Random people telling me everything will be "fine" or someone who has no idea or is even there. Family, friends, co-workers, strangers, etc. They don't know u nor your life. I appreciate the kind words, however sometimes for me it's better off left unsaid.
My father always wanted that I grow stronger and smarter. No matter what I did, I never was enough. When strong depresssions hit me 3 years ago, i couldnt tell anybody, I got rejectet for searching help by friends and family too. And now I'm sitting here, reading all these comments, knowing I am not alone with such Things. Wanted to end my life for 1 year now. And damn, it is difficult to keep going, but I trie it. Love to everyone here, you all are so Strong ❤❤
And same, never enough with what I am, and I do. and as depression hits harder every day, we still can't stop every day life, and time/work keeps moving forward with no break.
I love artists that are empathetic like this one. Has a way of capturing just how you feel sometimes. Sometimes ya just have to let it out - a song like this almost feels better than you do.
I relate to this song so much.. I've nearly committed two weeks ago because it felt like I was in a endless cycle of pain and regret but this song gave me the strength to keep going, my friend committed in 2021 because he thought he wasn't worth it but all I could do was stay standing for however long I could but it felt like I couldn't... Only if I can see him one last time.. (Please keep on standing for whoever is trying to commit we are all here for you you have a bright future ahead of you please don't give up)
Thank you
What bright future I don't see it ?
I hope that now, one year later, you are feeling somewhat better and still fighting for your life ❤
May God hold all you beautiful souls that have posted comments. I can feel a majority of your guys pain but just know that doesnt define you and you are all good enough. May he hold you all in his arms and show you the love that a majority of us wished we received growing up and even some into adulthood and put warmth into your amazing hearts
for all of those out there who need to read this:
I know you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I promise its there. Sometimes we can't see it because we have lost the light that we thought was our purpose. I know it hurts, and to be totally honest with you, it never stops. It becomes a part of you and you grow with it. Sometimes we have to loose our everything in order to see the right path. that includes loosing yourself sometimes. I promise its ok to be not ok, I promise you are strong enough, I promise that there are people who care for you even when you don't think so, I promise you will stop sinking. I can NOT promise you will be the same. I have lost so much in a very short time, I did not want to keep going. However, I did discover why I had to loose everything. Its different for everyone, but if you keep going you will find it. It took me a long time but here I am, trying to encourage someone else to just hold on a little longer.
Have faith my dear friends
Your kindness and compassion is deeply recognised my friend, thank you. 🕊🤍
I really needed to hear this and I thank you for taking the time to write it!!!
Believe me some time,it doesn't matter how much we try.... nothing is gonna to be right
Thank you...
Thank you so much. I lost a friend a while ago, and this song somesort hurts me
~IM READY RIGHT NOW to go home with OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ~
same :(
take me home :( i wanna be a beautiful angel :(
That's a Nighy and daily prayer God just doesn't wanna answer
This song is Sooo True. Some people need physical comfort, others need verbal comfort. Then there are people who just need to push through the pain. To just be there for someone is the best thing to do in someone's time of need. A lot of times, it's just best to encourage others. You can't always judge others. Sometimes, the best thing to do is to let them be. So, take my advice, just support each other through the good and the bad.
The fact that this is so relatable for me and many other people is heart breaking I just think that no one deserves such a hard life.... for lots of people including me its just like a cycle of pain loneliness suffering and being tired of life I promise all you reading this you can get through no matter how hard life is theres always light many many people will love you you can get through it king/queen I promise....
God truly chose the ones to be saved
I've been wanting to scream this at everyone lately. This song had me bawling like a toddler because it says what I haven't been able to. These lyrics embody my soul and have for a while now.
I can't stand when people tell me they understand what it is like living in constant pain with a collagen defect that guarantees my physical condition will worsen. I don't want to stay positive and keep trying. I want them to let me feel the way I feel, and grieve the life I once I had. I'm 18 and can't walk over 100 feet anymore because I am so fragile. And no, eating right and getting sun and meditating will not cure Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, nor autism, and I am tired of hearing the same set of suggestions over and over and over. I know they want to help, but it only makes me feel worse, because I can't do a damn thing for myself and no, there isn't any hope of recovering. I was recently diagnosed this July after a long battle painstakingly similar to the one trying to get the ASD diagnosis, and I am grieving hard because it is conclusive proof I am not going to recover this time, and every day I think of something that shouldn't have been hard as a child and something I'll never be able to do again. I'm falling apart, physically and mentally.
What I need the most right now is for someone to be there to listen and care and simply just.. be there. Let me be how I am and feel how I feel, stop trying to correct me. Because, no, they can't understand, they can't pretend to know what it is like to live like this. Invisible disabilities...
You’re right. And you deserve their respect to allow you your feelings. They don’t know.
@@soulfoxx Thank you so much for your kindness. I saw your comment further up and I really hope things will resolve for you if they can. It's a battle, all we can really do is keep going onwards. I don't know what you are going through but I am proud of you for fighting on.
Sending you a hug.and love. And a bundle of peace
I know that feeling I am going through the almost same and everyone keeps saying the same things over and over again like they think it will help even tho it won't and never will. Sending a lot of love ❤❤💕💕♥♥
I wanted to let you know. I will never feel your pain or know what its like to be in your shoes. And even if I will never understand, I care. I care. I am listening. I am writing this to you, because you have influenced me to be a better person in this very moment. I know to some it may seem silly, but reading this broadened my perspective. I realize that not everyone needs to have someone give input or advice, sometimes they just need to be heard. I needed this, thank you for sharing.
Whoever reading this, God knows what you are facing through, He heard your cry, He is going to deliver you Just trust in him. Amen.
Amen ❤
There is no god!
Living alone for the last 6y... nothing hits as hard as the silence at night. Not a single soul on earth that gives a fck about the tears you cry every night😢
Sorry to hear that.
So many broken people out there, including me. Let's start a support group. What do we have to lose? Living a life so hopeless and you don't see a way out of it and praying for death to come anything to stop the pain.
This song reminds me of the time I was suffering most; it also reminds me of how I’m still healing from such a time.
I have no idea
If l am the worst experience you ever had. Thanks! Just don't bother.
I lost my husband to Cancer 16 months ago. We were together 35 1/2 years, I was 22 when we got together. I don’t know how to start over at 57. This song is so real to me.
You dont have to start over. Just find the strength to continue. He will always be with you. You may not see him but you can feel him!!! You have a purpose here! Raise your vibration! I love you! We love you! You are not alone!
I know the feeling. One day the good memories will be what you most remember.
I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my dad a couple years ago from Pneumonia, now it's just my mom and I. I'm so sorry.
I am so sorry 😢
The girl I love is dying from leukemia. She already has a brain tumor they can’t remove. I’m 23 now, and I would trade my life for hers without even thinking about it. I have nothing in this world that I care about, including my own life. Why am I here, why am I healthy and safe and sound when the girl that deserves to live is dying alone in a hospital? Why am I in perfect health when she’s always been everything right with the world, and I’m just this helpless fucking vermin. I can’t do a thing to change anything, everything is falling apart and I started cutting. I think I’m losing this mental battle.
This is for anyone who feels worthless: I know times get hard and I know you feel like giving up. I can't promise life is all sunshine and rainbows , but I promise something good is waiting for you when you get through all the pain. This is coming from a 14 year old girl in 9th grade that has been bullied since 5th grade. Sometimes I feel like giving up , but then I think of my family , my friends, my pets. They wouldn't want me to give up so everyone pls don't give up God loves you and put you in earth for a reason. Pls don't give up you have so much worth in this world❤❤❤ #loveyourself
I have a son and a sick mother, it feels like I don't have the right to feel all of these, but life sucks, pain constantly eating me alive. I don't know how long I can bear and hold. I always feel unloved. The only reason why I'm still here is God, I know that He will not leave me and fight this brutal battle with me.
Trust in Him. He'll lead you through it.
Pain was a teacher for me. I continue to cut my own body. I find it hard to be happy when people have hurt me and put me through hell. I have a past that isn’t even easy to leave behind.
This hits home for me. My entire life has been nothing but bad luck. I'm tired.
Me too
Hope you guys start feeling better ❤❤
Your life is beautiful and don't ever think that you have bad luck......and also I felt that way you did :(
Same
Same here
I'm so tired of telling people that Im okay when Im not, I'm tired of people asking "why r u crying " and I just say " oh its nothing", I'm so tired of people asking " why r there scars on your arms" and I always say " u know I got dogs".
All of this pain that I'm holding in is killing me and I be thinking to myself ' should I just give up or give life another Chance' and I say " there was a reason for god to put me on this earth"-so for everyone that is struggling all I got to say is keep your head up because god is always there with u.
-love, peace, happieness.😊
There is a brighter side to the darker side.
I totally agree. Your not alone.
I’m tired of ppl saying life well get better when u get older well I’m 15 now and life has not gotten better since I was born bc before i was born my big sis DIED!!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I’m not ok so the ppl who ask “are u ok?” I say ya I’m good but inside I’m died and with my sister and my family…..
I miss my sister and my mom and my grandma and my grandpa and my twins that I never got to meet
Why is life a b****
Please God let me go to my dad its only way lam going to get peace my health is bad my mental health l can't fight anymore and l DONT WANT TO MY SOUL IS BROKEN PLEASD GOD TAKE ME YOU KNOW I TRIED MY BEZT I WANT TO BE NUB
Recently i spent a whole day trying to contact my beloved who lives overseas. He eventually sent me a link to this song. My heart was so scared of losing him, in one of his darkest days, i was petrified of losing him yet i was so far away to help him. I am just so relieved he is ok.. but this song, oh my gosh. I don't think I could listen to this song without tearing up and feeling all the raw emotions come back up. JT ❤
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Can`t you hear clearly? We came to be, we remain to be. (we came to be as SPIRITS and we remain to be as SPIRITS) carnal is only for a moment.
Jeremiah 1:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
1 Corinthians 15:53 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality.
1 Corinthians 15:54 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory.
I hope everything's alright with him... and with you as well.🥺💕
@@shikhasuman871 Soul, come HOME:
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People do not know what it's like for another person. Best thing to offer is fregant hugs, a comfort sign, that lets them know they are there, fregancy. I love this song
No matter how hard life is, never give up, strive harder ..
Always remember life is a journey of obstacles with hardships and determination ..
I keep motivating myself that I can do it ...cuz no one will motivate you but yourself, if you give up you loose..
Because I know that one day I will be on the pinnacle of my success ..And I claim it!!
As someone diagnosed with hypothyroidism at 18, dealing with the chronic pain among other symptoms this song really hits home. I'm stuck with this forever and it'll never go away, but no one takes it seriously. At least this song help me to feel less alone.
I’m sorry for what your going through
I listened many sad songs and i didn't cry but here that song my tear falling like a rain
The fact that I understand this type of pain really shows that people are stronger than they realize if they are fighting this battle and just keep going then that's strong.
I feel like this almost all the time like I feel like people don’t care about me and like there’s no one right here next to me and I just feel like I should give up and to be honest I I honestly feel like I should give up like I should just end things but the one person, the one person in my life that keeps pushing that keeps helping me make it through. This is my dad and I love him. He’s the best and honestly I won’t be here without him I wouldn’t be who I am today without him and I’m glad he’s there for me and I am. I’m praying for everyone here that who has lost. their parents has lost someone in their life and I know how that feels.
Sometimes when we feel down, we just need someone to listen.
As someone who was literally born with depression, this song hits really close to home. Having people who've developed depression tell you that they "understand," even though they got to know how it felt before. To not have to put up with depressive episodes all their life. Then having people tell you that "life gets better." Bro, what do you mean? I have to suffer my entire life! There's no cure for depression.
Nothing against the people who've developed depression, I just needed to rant.
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And it’s selfish to want someone to remain. I got a good friend with this. I’d understand if he left early.
Hey, same here, though I briefly got out and got to experience life without depression. It was amazing.
Sadly, it ended all too quick. It came back, differently but somehow even worse.
But that does mean you might actually get out some day, not all hope is lost.
@@MrsJolene- I don't think you completly understand how genetic depression works.
More in depth :
I was raised in an unfortunate climate, which caused cptsd. This made me depressed from my earliest memories until I moved out.
Only then did I begin to understand what was wrong. It made me do some very self-destructive things, but I felt alive, free, somewhat happy at times!
I had different things to worry about, was living fast and dangerously.
After some time though, life cought back up to me, it settled in, I looked at some poor decisions I'd made, questioning them.
I did some research, not entirely on purpose, just stumbled across some stories of others, found loads of similarities in some conditions.
I finally understood what I went through and that it's ingrained in me, that it's permanent, has erased my personality, effected my health, broke me.
This realization somehow made it even worse. I was always proud of me, of being different. To then understand that literally every fragment of your person is a symptom of a condition is incredibly soul crushing.
I'm seemingly stuck now.
I so desperately want to go back to my reckless days and try to find happiness again, even if it's a kind of dangerous numbness. But I'm terrified of the uncertainty. It might not work anymore, knowing what I know now.
I'm also too tied up in my current life. I'm responsible for others now too. I can't get out. I can't resolve this past either, no one can.
All I can do is wait for no one to need me anymore and then find some release.
But maybe you can still try? To at least once feel happy, to think clearly and figure out a future? Freedom? I hope so.
knowing the true meaning behind these words hits different...feeling the same pain is worse. Never judge a book by it's cover, wrong. Never judge someone emotions inside by outside expression ❤
To everyone on here yes everyone is suffering in one way or another . We’re all fighting our demons past and present . But what I think is beautiful is how much better and faster we heal when we help others heal. TOMMY VEXT formerly from Badwolves said it best in one of his songs called “STRONG FOR SOMEONE ELSE”. He said “Sometimes the only way to save me is by making space for someone else; When I feel the world surround me, can I be the strength for someone else”. So maybe we can turn our attention outward help someone else, be the broad shoulders for another person to cry on . And to all of u who want to give up …PLEASE STAY; you have more of your story to write.
I just wish i could give up but i have to keep fighting but its hard when flashbacks and depression hits you hard and without warning and out of nowhere
I used to listen to this song when I used to be depressed and wanted to die. Even if it ended + I am better and happier,by listening to different songs this one popped up. Decided to hear it again once more and dam,memories are pouring back. Especially how I used to think,act,and overall the pain. Glad I managed to get out of that darkness. At least for me is incredible how much I changed over the yrs
Do you realize how many of us all feel the same way with no one to tell because we know they wouldn't care, but random people online will tell us not to do it? The world is messed up. 😞
Exactly.. they don't have a clue what we've been though. Useless platitudes don't help..
I also relate to this song that i love it has hit a part of me that answers some questions for my whole life ive been looking for. Im going to be 60 and still havent found a counselor thats interested in helping me. Maybe they just dont know how. All my family and friends have deserted me i have no one to talk to. Thats my fault i went through even more terrible shit last 20 years that my walls are thick i dont trust anyone. Thank you for this song
EXACTLY
Everything I am feeling and thinking all in one song! 😭
Yep same
It's like you took the words out of my head and I'm sure so many other's, and u turned it into an awesome song thank you! But I pray you get thru the pain ur going thru!
Everyday im always hiding my feelings and my problems even when it gets really bad. I never want anyone to waste their time worrying about me but its really hard to hide everything and bottle it all up. This song is perfect for me and i love it so much❤
"You don't know what it's like" hits too hard
Many people hear songs like this and say "won't this just make you more depressed?" No, it actually does the opposite. This and many Citizen Soldier songs have helped me in my weakest moments. I'm in constant mental pain that just, ugh, it's so hard to put into words (physical too, several serious rare illnesses) . I've kind of given up on happiness, something always stops me from reaching it. Being bed/wheelchair bound doesn't help, especially since the disease has weakened me so much I can no longer roll myself haha... Heh, yeah... And several times people discovered what it's like for me, far worse than I've written here, several people said "holy crap dude... I'd have ****** myself by now, man. Oh... Sorry, that must've sounded terrible, I'm sorry man." That doesn't really bug me, I mean it kinda means I'm strong since I haven't, right?
Wow she's got such a beautiful and gorgeous singin voice and you can actually here the hurt that she's been going through.😢😢
I feel like this when life is getting the best of me. Constantly getting reminded about the past, getting bullying on a daily basis, life’s fucked up but I’ve learned to shove down and pretend to fine even though I’m not. The family isn’t a strong enough reason to deal with shit.
Feeling so alone in a world full of people is awful. I am at my breaking point I am done. I can’t do this anymore 😢
I’m tired of this cycle I keep going thru. 😢 I always do this to myself go right back to a sick cycle of Drug abuse and trying to make money the wrong way. Not caring about my body. Why do I do this? I pray to god to help me. I write poetry about everything I’ve been going through. It’s a lot tried to kill myself at 22 stabbed my self and my wrist and I survived god needs me here needs you too! Believe in yourself.
Never had a song that fit me so perfectly... though as much as I want to stop fighting and give in- I can't and I won't. Not just for me but my family too. But thank you for this song.
Your really strong, staying for the people that care for you, and not just giving up.
🙏 this is what I pray to God many times a day 🙏❤️
I have not gave up..
I do know what it is like..
God put US together
My friend, I wanted to share with you we are slowly and carefully trying to repair our relationship and find our way back to each other. Please have good thoughts for us. I hope you are well and happy. Take care.
@@dar5108 See U later
Tonite 12 or 1 your time
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@@dar5108 U sent ME this Song..
Never Give Up💪🎃
This is so beautiful made me cry,lost my soul mate 😢💔
Dam I lost my uncle who was like father to me haven't been the same since he left us I taught me how to be a man and how to love other people and how to be just a good human this song brought out a lot of Unhealed wounds and memories of a better times with love ones lost God bless you all and keep your heads up.
Be the one who gives a glimmer of hope to someone who's lost all hope. Hope for things getting better is the key
To whoever is reading this, Jesus loves you so so much. He cares for you and will hold your heart in His.
Thank u so much😢❤
I really like this song you really captured the way people feel with the way life is.
It's a endless struggling battle sometimes for some and as a Survivor of living life without my Dad without him i Try to Encourage others to always talk . I'm always here for them but sadly it doesn't seem like i have the same Support back That's the Struggle for me I Consider myself always to be Fighting and it's the hardest thing to do alone.
Never heard of this artist, but this is how I'm feeling word for word right now
😢 You're not the only one who feels like this all the time.
been listening to this song on repeat today. hits home! this right here is how i truely feel right now.
You may not feel like you are enough rn, but it gets better because I'm still living proof. You can't stop fighting. Unlike these lyrics I do know what that pain cycle is like. Ik you can overcome it. You are the only one that can get out of this painful circle and it's gonna get wayyy worse before it gets better but you are strong enough to overcome it. I believe in you! ❤❤
Feel this being told I’m nothing and don’t do enough over and over in a span of thirty years makes me feel like why fight anymore why keep pushing if all my work is unseen I need to just stop fighting
I've been going through some difficult times myself in the past when I was younger I felt so alone I just wanted to feel loved ever since I've grown up I still feel the pain in my heart I've tried to speak to people but they just don't understand the pain I'm going through it messes with my mental health physically and emotionally
Growing up in an environment where showing your negative emotions and weakness is but labeled "OA" because I have to be strong and tough as always... As a kid, never been asked if I'm okay or how I'm doing... now I'm struggling because of it...
Can't believe how much this song relates to me my daughter was taken from me because of my special needs did nothing wrong and my nan passed away 2 days ago she never got to meet her she had alsymers cancer dimentia she was the strongest women I ever met all these new feelings to me hate how its hurting so bad right now feel lost and confused
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I'm so sorry for your losses. I know we don't know each other but if u ever need to talk reach out to me. I'll listen. ❤️
I've been one to comfort and help and hearing this song my brain came up response as the song went on so fast. It's showed me how far I've gotten in my journey to help others and how fast I can want to help and know what to say.
I literally lived out this song after losing my son about 5 years ago. I let all my senses go, and as "luck" would have it I married a cruel person who ripped my life to pieces.... take it from me, even though you want to just give up in the moment and do what may not be good for you, it's NOT the solution for your pain. I still love this song but honestly I made my life so much more difficult by giving up and letting go of listening to my intuition... I quite fighting and it wasn't until I was almost pulled into the undercurrent forever that I came bobbing up gasping for air and a desire to fight for better days. We are all fellow travelers - don't do what I just did. You don't know what it's like.... lol 😞💔
Are you CAW??? What happened to your son? I’m very sorry for your loss. I’m sorry your relationship ended badly. ❤
I wasn't ready to go I could have just let go several times. I told my Dad sister and mother that i won't be selfish if that was what they wanted then I will see them on the other side when my journey is through and Jesus calls me home to be with God for everlasting life for eternity in heaven 💖
I love this song. It gives me a good,ugly cry because i keep so many things bottled up. From being SA by the one guy I thought I could trust but no. I will never be the same from that. Be safe out there everyone 🙏❤❤❤
Im broken and then more broken. This song hits deep. I am so so tired
ive suffered with anxiety/depression since i was 6. Im currently 12 and ive had so many people try to tell me the same narrative that *suicide isn't the answer because itll always get better*, yeah, sometimes i feel alright but what am i supposed to do when the depression hits again and i can barely move because i feel like any small amount of energy output will mean that i have to get up and hear the same stuff! i know im young, i know that time heals, i know that what happened wasnt my fault, but the sun isnt gonna fix this one! Maybe ill never feel better, maybe one day i will give up, maybe one day ill do the "*temporary solution to a permanent problem*" because maybe i dont care about 15 years down the road! Who says i even want to be here 15 years down the road!.....
Earliest memory-44 and its just been happy sad happy sad-- now im just angry past 5 years no sadness left ..truly wish I could give you some great advice, Its you life truly believe that….make choices and decisions on that knowledge … how other people react to it that is their problem ..their life .. their choices …. Live as you see fit…
Oh Tabetha Ramirez, only if you knew just how deep my love was for you. Only God, will ever know just how true and pure my love is for you my love my heart my everything.. I love you Beautiful ❤
Music is my best friend, it will never leave, it helps me, and it is so real
My daughters and I would make it a habit to talk to the Lord God every day. It's something I dred evey minute of my life not knowing if they keep him in his prayers. Happiness was all around us because our Lord was there with them. And I pray He is with the today tomorrow and forever.
Anyone here in 2024 Who still feels this way
Not much changes in 1y....
Yes I do
2025 is here.. and this feeling didn’t change yet
When someone have faith, the sadness transform into reassuramce.
I know the theory but I'm the latest at practicing
I relate to this song sm. I'm just so tired and I want to give up, but I can't. I'm too scared of dying, too scared of living. I'm just so tired of everything. I hate that saying, "It'll get better!" I hate hearing that. It won't get better, it hasn't got better. I'm depressed and anxious all the time. It won't get better, the worse part about it is that I'm still young. I'm still young, I shouldn't feel this way, but I do.
This song helps me understand all the bad relationships I was in and how I got myself through it all no matter how much I listen to this song
this song brought me to tears... its very relatable
I will never say such thing. I will never give up. I will never stop fighting to let anyone not see their worth.
I fought depression since age 5... had 5 attempts to end my life and am glad it wasnt meant to be...
From 5 to 37, now 43 and counting the good days.
To everyone who relates to this message... dont let go... i see you... and you are amazing❤
Been there and still there in some ways!!!!
There's no way
Damn I feel this deep. The endless waves crashing over me, just trying to keep my head above water. Somedays I just want to stop fighting. My son is the only reason I do keep going. I won't give up because I won't leave him alone.
I pray anyone who feels this song like I do realizes there is someone in their life worth staying around for. Your worth fighting for. I promise it can get better. Everyone else might have given up on you but your worth more then you give yourself credit. I'm learning this now as I'm starting my life over in my 40s. Surrounding myself with the right people and removing the wrong people.
Everyone has their battles. But never give up. Keep fighting every moment. Because moments change and you have to have hope.
too many years of humiliation, silence, and theres nothing left of my heart - much less my hope
@@iwantnoone5236 I know it’s hard to have hope in this tough world. I wish my son would have. 💔😭 keep going!
People have been telling me this for THREE years straight.
@@iwantnoone5236 surround yourself with positive. And believe in yourself. You matter
@@rhyssanchez3755 I understand it’s hard. But don’t lose your hope.
First listened to this at 10 years old…..still here at 16 c
Some songs are the voice of our hearts when our heart grows silent ❤😢
This song hits so much deeper for me, I have wished and prayed for something better; It's time for me to on.
I feel this. I've been thinking about ending my life recently but people force me to keep living, to keep going on, to keep suffering. My mental disorders are getting worse and I'm just so damn tired. No one around me knows what it's like to be schizophrenic with severe ptsd, anxiety, depression, and others. I want to let go so bad. They force me to stay alive and then tell me that it's my job to fix myself and not theirs. That's the thing about jobs...you can quit them
It's quite rare to find songs I can relate to. I don't relate to love songs as I'm purposely avoiding relationships since I'm very aware my OCD, paranoia, physical disabilities etc would drive 'em crazy even if they said it wouldn't. I don't relate to much anything but these types.
Citizen Soldier soldier is a great group. One of their newer songs, "Rock Bottom,"' is a great one to start with.