I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my RUclips channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤
Why don't they help me? I wonder. because nobody gives me a hug when I cry loudly in this huge house? .. Why do I just have to stay here? because they give me EVERYTHING I want, I want to be normal .. and believe me it is not great that they give you everything you want \ you ask. I'm old enough to understand what's going on. I'm sorry for letting off steam.
I found you accident but honestly it was the best accident of my life. This song is helping me trough so much at the moment. I am so tired but this is song is my comfort and i keep on finding myself back to it.
Im so sad...and sometimes i dont know why......most days i just sit in the bathroom looking up at ceiling with a blade in my hand trying to come up with reason not to end it right then and there..
This song hits different... My parents are telling me what i do, isn't good enough.. they blame my grades on my bf bc "he's a distraction" ... when i tell them im depressed they threaten to put me in a mental hospital.. They say my attitude is bc of my bf when hes the only one that actually makes me the happiest.. He's the only reason I'm alive rn... I seriously wanna scream at the top of my lungs.. I'm home schooled rn so the fact that I'm stuck in a house with them doesnt help... Im trying to survive but its almost impossible.....
When you feel alone, remember that there is a God watching over you. Don't give up, ask for help. Don't hesitate to ask for help. You are worth more. You are strong. You are a warrior and you will not give up. I love you.
This song is one my new favorites I love how the lyrics give multiple perspectives. Most definitely know this feeling and been feeling that way more than ever since finding out one my best friends/ my BESTIE past away july 3rd 2020. I also been listening to your guys song "I'm not ok".
Princess Greenwalt let me honestly tell you something, and I mean it when I say it. It can be worse, and your still alive which means your purpose is stronger than what makes you feel weak. You know your struggles but you know your strengths. Don’t forget about that. Forget what you know your incapable of changing, and focus on what makes you feel good. Much love ~ gbywlsn
Another suicide attempt, why would you do that? My family's concerned, why didn't they know that? All you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for No one knows it isn't easy when you're suicidal I'm feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling? Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling Don't wanna be a problem, that's what I'm thinking Try to change my point of view with just "get a grip, kid" Depression, you're always sad Just don't think about that You're seeing things and you're scared You know there's nothing there Panic attacks, you can't breathe Just calm down and you'll see You can't get out of your bed Just pull yourself together Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everybody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everybody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy Nothing's ever easy when you're suicidal Catch me on the floor, broken bottle, poisoned vitals Going with the day because the pressure hasn't killed me Ending with the pain because the pleasure's gonna fill me You have no idea how badly I wish I could tell you If only it would worked then you can save me with your help soon Time is running out and I don't think you're gonna make it But I'll hold out my hand and hope that you are gonna take it Can't you see that it's tearing me up? While these thoughts keep on breaking me down I just wish I could turn this around Not more than I wish I was underground Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everbody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that Why do everbody think it's easy to just say that? Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy
I just cut my arm up real bad... and then I took a lighter, put it to a paper clip and burned myself about twenty times... I have a track meet in three days, where I have to wear a tank top uniform, oh god what do I do? I have no way to cover them up shit shit shit what do I do?
It's so sad that most of us can relate to this song.
....yea....
What's sad is we don't try and help each other.
Soo underrated, i guess not many people are like us.
Never cried so much because of relatedness to a song
Depression isn't sadness.
Sadness is a feeling. Depression is unfeeling every emotion you ever had.
The lo-fi beats and rap with those nice made lyrics and harmony at once makes me want to just bang my head in wall and never get out
Not feeling suicidal but always loved songs like this
This was deep...👌🏼🔥❤️
Guess im not the only here whose suicidal
@fuxj off exactly but how
Sadly💯
Fr
Do you know the feeling when you wanna cry, but you have no more tears to cry?
Yeah.. this song hits too much 😭
That's the most fucking thing I've heard fucking great
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my RUclips channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤
I'm dying :)
I feel like my soulmate is somewhere around here.
Damn this hit close to home fr :/
Why don't they help me? I wonder.
because nobody gives me a hug when I cry loudly in this huge house?
..
Why do I just have to stay here?
because they give me EVERYTHING I want, I want to be normal .. and believe me it is not great that they give you everything you want \ you ask.
I'm old enough to understand what's going on.
I'm sorry for letting off steam.
Song about something I feel and think about everyday, it hits deeper than any song I ever listened to.
Normal saturday nights right ?
Stg
they think your just sad and youll get over it but they dont understand the pain and the toughts behide everything
Fr tho😔
AMAZING 😍🔥
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this song is awesome becus i feel like this sometime it tuched me ty
I found you accident but honestly it was the best accident of my life. This song is helping me trough so much at the moment. I am so tired but this is song is my comfort and i keep on finding myself back to it.
Im so sad...and sometimes i dont know why......most days i just sit in the bathroom looking up at ceiling with a blade in my hand trying to come up with reason not to end it right then and there..
This song hits different... My parents are telling me what i do, isn't good enough.. they blame my grades on my bf bc "he's a distraction" ... when i tell them im depressed they threaten to put me in a mental hospital.. They say my attitude is bc of my bf when hes the only one that actually makes me the happiest.. He's the only reason I'm alive rn... I seriously wanna scream at the top of my lungs.. I'm home schooled rn so the fact that I'm stuck in a house with them doesnt help... Im trying to survive but its almost impossible.....
hey, it might be a bit late, but i really hope you’re doing better
@CryptedGx thanks id like to say it's a little better now. No longer with that guy. Thank God. Toxic asf.
U are depressed? Holy shit I didn’t know that
What is that hello julie thing at the beggining and end??
When you feel alone, remember that there is a God watching over you. Don't give up, ask for help. Don't hesitate to ask for help. You are worth more. You are strong. You are a warrior and you will not give up. I love you.
This song is one my new favorites I love how the lyrics give multiple perspectives. Most definitely know this feeling and been feeling that way more than ever since finding out one my best friends/ my BESTIE past away july 3rd 2020. I also been listening to your guys song "I'm not ok".
Princess Greenwalt hope you feel better
@@maque9087 it keeps getting worse I'm trying though but I don't got much more.
Princess Greenwalt let me honestly tell you something, and I mean it when I say it. It can be worse, and your still alive which means your purpose is stronger than what makes you feel weak. You know your struggles but you know your strengths. Don’t forget about that. Forget what you know your incapable of changing, and focus on what makes you feel good. Much love ~ gbywlsn
Another suicide attempt, why would you do that?
My family's concerned, why didn't they know that?
All you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
No one knows it isn't easy when you're suicidal
I'm feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling?
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't wanna be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
Try to change my point of view with just "get a grip, kid"
Depression, you're always sad
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breathe
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed
Just pull yourself together
Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that
Why do everybody think it's easy to just say that?
Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it
I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy
Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that
Why do everybody think it's easy to just say that?
Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it
I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy
Nothing's ever easy when you're suicidal
Catch me on the floor, broken bottle, poisoned vitals
Going with the day because the pressure hasn't killed me
Ending with the pain because the pleasure's gonna fill me
You have no idea how badly I wish I could tell you
If only it would worked then you can save me with your help soon
Time is running out and I don't think you're gonna make it
But I'll hold out my hand and hope that you are gonna take it
Can't you see that it's tearing me up?
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
Not more than I wish I was underground
Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that
Why do everbody think it's easy to just say that?
Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it
I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy
Are you depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that
Why do everbody think it's easy to just say that?
Pull yourself together and just don't grieve us about it
I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy
Lyrics?
If theres anyone from Czechia, let me know. I would love to talk to someone who understands
I'm actually from czech LOL
@@dessionn ok... To je hodně šokující ngl
@@marholhranol1445 stává se :D
Ja som zo slovenska actually
@@ela7150 vítej :) šťastný nový rok.
I just cut my arm up real bad... and then I took a lighter, put it to a paper clip and burned myself about twenty times...
I have a track meet in three days, where I have to wear a tank top uniform, oh god what do I do? I have no way to cover them up shit shit shit what do I do?
Hey, I hope u are doing well, McFlubbieBubbies
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