Strangely enough, during the golden period I learned to love myself more than ever.. so much so that when he began to devalue me I had obtained enough inner strength to handle it better than I would have before. Now I see the fake version of him as someone who died and the real version of him as some imposter. I had the most amazing time during the golden period. Beautiful memories. As he lived in a different country, visiting him were the most amazing holidays ever! To be honest I dont think I would have wanted to miss it. I cherish the self-worth it gave me. The way he made me see myself through a new lense is lasting. Who cares if that was fake if it gave me a wonderful new perspective about myself. It also gave me more self love to see that my empathy is something to cherish and that it should be given to the right people and to be more selective with those I have around me. Not to waste time on fake friends anymore. I now value some close friends even more than I did before. Also the unfolding of it all felt like some kind of new level of awakening, I love conspiracies and his fake persona claimed to do so too, so that he was himself a conspiracy was some incredibly crazy plot twist, felt like to be in a movie 😂 I learned a lot from it, so he unintentionally gave me very valuable life lessons. The only thing that does hurt me is that I miss the fake persona like a lover/friend who died.. and that his real self is this damaged beyond repair and that he could never know love. What gives life more meaning than our relationships with others? So if you cant connect what is truly the value of your existence? Also Im slightly scared that I will compare new partners to his fake persona and that they will not measure up, so that is actually kind of fucked up 😅
“Whatever happens, stay alive. Don’t die before you are dead. Don’t lose yourself, don’t lose hope, don’t loose direction. Stay alive, with yourself, with every cell of your body, with every fiber of your skin. Stay alive, learn, study, think, read, build, invent, create, speak, write, dream, design. Stay alive, stay alive inside you, stay alive also outside, fill yourself with colors of the world, fill yourself with peace, fill yourself with hope,-with WOW Scenery. Stay alive with joy. There is only one thing you should not waste in life, and that’s life itself.” ~Virginia Woolf This spelled out monologue by the Ultra HGTudor crafted to educate us about his kind and to reprove; arming the ensnared with understanding. Heed and take your leave Get Out Stay Out; GOSO! Value
Don't feel bad about yourself...Life is all about the experience..Earth is a stage where each a " player" has a role, a character to embrace. "Empath, Narcissistic etc is just the name that has been assigned. Eventually as time (illusion) moves on you will sit back in reflection and smile....You've come a long way baby......Learned much, loved those less fortunate....and you are still standing....I've been there as spoken through H.G. describes it so well what the Narcissistic on the "hunt" will do....He truly is an expert.....
In a way we all did it. It's called "the shared fantasy". I mean... duh.... someone give you false hope, offering whatever you need to thrive. You wanted to believe it's true! I wanted it.... possibly everyone would. Narcissists clearly see our weakest spot and a blind spot - our inability to love ourselved just like that. The greatest trick is, that they made us love ourselves for who we are for the first time ever. People, who were not only not loved by their caregivers, but were also trained to despise / devalue / hate themselves feel in that context something they never felt before - they feel alive! And it's fine, it's how it should be - with one exception - it must be given to us by someone who wants our good and truly loves us. Narcissists give us that gift only to take it away and make us despearately chase it to get it back. Why? Because they not only made us feel alive. They created a point of reference, a feeling unknown to us before... total self-acceptance. Before we might be lonely and unhappy, but all we knew was pain. Then we were offered a freedom from that pain, we tasted it and ... yeah... and know we know how much we miss in life. What happened was NOT your fault. Someone took advantage of you. Really it wasn't your fault.
The love bombing certainly does its work! Thanks so much for creating such a volume of work! You now have over 9,000 videos! 💜 🧨🎆Happy New Year, HG! 🎆🧨
Well,well,well…it’s amazing yet terrifying…Question: “Who are you?”…Anxwer: “Demon ro some..Angels to other.”” Hell Raiser from movie… 😏😁…If only this was said true..PRICELESS..
“I couldn’t let you leave without telling you how good looking you are. But, you already know that, don’t you?” - Comment I just heard from the recycling center employee when I was dropping stuff off. 🥴 P.S.: I did not know 🫥
In effect it’s ’I came, I saw, I conquered’. A prosperous and happy new year to Mr Tudor and all who follow this best of channels.
Thanks for your honesty and for educating the innocents.
Happy new year 2025. 🌲
H.G..you say it so well....
Happy New Year 🎉
OMG a winner of 8 Olympic gold medals!
Never have Truer Words been Spoken, This is a Video everyone should take heed of in its Honesty. Thankyou HG.❤️🌻
Omg, HG. Thank you for saying it. What I've learned through your work is this awful truth. It still hits hard. Excellent, Sir.
Strangely enough, during the golden period I learned to love myself more than ever.. so much so that when he began to devalue me I had obtained enough inner strength to handle it better than I would have before. Now I see the fake version of him as someone who died and the real version of him as some imposter. I had the most amazing time during the golden period. Beautiful memories. As he lived in a different country, visiting him were the most amazing holidays ever! To be honest I dont think I would have wanted to miss it. I cherish the self-worth it gave me. The way he made me see myself through a new lense is lasting. Who cares if that was fake if it gave me a wonderful new perspective about myself. It also gave me more self love to see that my empathy is something to cherish and that it should be given to the right people and to be more selective with those I have around me. Not to waste time on fake friends anymore. I now value some close friends even more than I did before.
Also the unfolding of it all felt like some kind of new level of awakening, I love conspiracies and his fake persona claimed to do so too, so that he was himself a conspiracy was some incredibly crazy plot twist, felt like to be in a movie 😂
I learned a lot from it, so he unintentionally gave me very valuable life lessons.
The only thing that does hurt me is that I miss the fake persona like a lover/friend who died.. and that his real self is this damaged beyond repair and that he could never know love. What gives life more meaning than our relationships with others? So if you cant connect what is truly the value of your existence?
Also Im slightly scared that I will compare new partners to his fake persona and that they will not measure up, so that is actually kind of fucked up 😅
“Whatever happens, stay alive. Don’t die before you are dead. Don’t lose yourself, don’t lose hope, don’t loose direction. Stay alive, with yourself, with every cell of your body, with every fiber of your skin. Stay alive, learn, study, think, read, build, invent, create, speak, write, dream, design. Stay alive, stay alive inside you, stay alive also outside, fill yourself with colors of the world, fill yourself with peace, fill yourself with hope,-with WOW Scenery. Stay alive with joy. There is only one thing you should not waste in life, and that’s life itself.” ~Virginia Woolf
This spelled out monologue by the Ultra HGTudor crafted to educate us about his kind and to reprove; arming the ensnared with understanding. Heed and take your leave Get Out Stay Out; GOSO! Value
Essential truths I wish I had known while at university years ago. Better late than never. HNY, HG!
I think while the narcissist was love bombing me I was love bombing myself too.
Did I help him hook me? This is so sick.
Don't feel bad about yourself...Life is all about the experience..Earth is a stage where each a " player" has a role, a character to embrace.
"Empath, Narcissistic etc is just the name that has been assigned.
Eventually as time (illusion) moves on you will sit back in reflection and smile....You've come a long way baby......Learned much, loved those less fortunate....and you are still standing....I've been there as spoken through H.G. describes it so well what the Narcissistic on the "hunt" will do....He truly is an expert.....
@@silent_lucidity6375 🙏
In a way we all did it. It's called "the shared fantasy". I mean... duh.... someone give you false hope, offering whatever you need to thrive. You wanted to believe it's true! I wanted it.... possibly everyone would.
Narcissists clearly see our weakest spot and a blind spot - our inability to love ourselved just like that. The greatest trick is, that they made us love ourselves for who we are for the first time ever. People, who were not only not loved by their caregivers, but were also trained to despise / devalue / hate themselves feel in that context something they never felt before - they feel alive!
And it's fine, it's how it should be - with one exception - it must be given to us by someone who wants our good and truly loves us. Narcissists give us that gift only to take it away and make us despearately chase it to get it back. Why? Because they not only made us feel alive. They created a point of reference, a feeling unknown to us before... total self-acceptance. Before we might be lonely and unhappy, but all we knew was pain. Then we were offered a freedom from that pain, we tasted it and ... yeah... and know we know how much we miss in life.
What happened was NOT your fault. Someone took advantage of you. Really it wasn't your fault.
@@missstarrynight7736 I relate to everything you said!
@missstarrynight7736
Lovely comment. 🥰
Very insightful. Thank you HG
Happy New Year Hg 🎉🎉🎉🎉
The love bombing certainly does its work! Thanks so much for creating such a volume of work! You now have over 9,000 videos! 💜
🧨🎆Happy New Year, HG! 🎆🧨
Well,well,well…it’s amazing yet terrifying…Question: “Who are you?”…Anxwer: “Demon ro some..Angels to other.”” Hell Raiser from movie… 😏😁…If only this was said true..PRICELESS..
How to live knowing this truth
Happy New Year HG.
If the Narcissist would actually talk to me not hiding behind fake numbers & accounts?
Buy crypto he said. It will solve all your problems 😅
Wow im one lucky girl 😍
“I couldn’t let you leave without telling you how good looking you are. But, you already know that, don’t you?” - Comment I just heard from the recycling center employee when I was dropping stuff off. 🥴
P.S.: I did not know 🫥