I know you're not big on using Gabapentin but it definitely helped me. I didn't zombify myself though.. I used to take 1,600mg at night before bed and then kratom in the morning.. and started tapering by day 3
Dexamphetamine doesn t help,doxepin a liitle,old trycyclics,methylphenitade also good substitution for some.Aderrall no.Desoxyn in higher dosage woud help.
I’m a long term and frequent meth user. When I’m using, I experience many comedowns. And when I try to get clean or am forced to get clean, I comedown and then start withdrawing. My comedowns consisted of extreme anger, feeling impending doom, delusional, extreme paranoia, extreme anxiety, alone...and extreme heart palpitations. Everytime the heart palpitations come, I literally just lay in bed and let myself die whenever that may be. Because I would literally think I was going to have a heart attack. And that can be very possible. I never have people comforting me because I don’t want anyone to think I’m crazy and the people I did tell wouldn’t believe me that I was dying. which put me in a headspace that if I actually was dying, nobody would give a shit. So I would lay in my dark messy bedroom in silence and cry and have panic attacks as it felt as tho my heart was about to give out. And every single time, in those moments and only in those moments, do I wish to just die. It was scary. Now when the withdrawals came along, I would get sweaty and oily but didn’t have the energy or motivation to take a shower. I wouldn’t have the energy to do anything but binge on food( due to basically starving myself the whole meth binge). When you binge on food after not eating, it caused me to become bloated all over my body. And us females hate being bloated lol. And don’t forget the oily skin too. I would feel emotionless and depressed and anti social. Sometimes I would get this burst of energy to do one thing. Whatever that may be. But after that I go back to laying in bed. I would get paranoid thoughts about everyone in my life and also felt brain dead. I didn’t have the energy to think about things too deeply. I would leave my living space a complete mess and didn’t care. I’m withdrawing right now, I feel as though there’s more to add but I can’t think of it right now. But I will add that when you are coming down and withdrawing from meth, that it has been very lonely. Nobody believes or cares. They think I’m crazy and they don’t know what I’m feeling. So I have to keep it to myself. When I do manage to leave my house, I look like complete trash and don’t care. And there’s periods where I don’t know what to do. Nothing sounds good so I lay in the dark in silence and do nothing until fall asleep. Then wake up feeling damp because I’ve been sweating and haven’t gotten the energy to change out of my skinny jeans. Skinny jeans and sweaty/oily skin don’t match either lol. But this will repeat until I stay clean through the whole process and don’t look back on this drug. There’s much much more far evil things this drug has to offer but I don’t want to type it all out. But please stay away. And I’m always so tired of the people who say they are a functioning meth addict. I was with a “functioning” meth addict the other day, while he had a complete anger outburst because his dealer wouldn’t give him any. Because dealers are assholes who will tell you to come swing by to get some but once you’re there, they don’t answer or tell you to hang on for a couple hours because they feed off your anxiety. That’s just how they are. Not all, but mostly meth and heroin dealers. Anyways, just please stay away from hard drugs
Seriously, have a look a t the YT link 2 posts above. It might explain WHY you're feeling these things . and Cam's right dude, you are not alone. . . thats why I posted this talk from a UCLA Doctor , looking into this issue . . theres a lot of lost folks left around in Meth's wake . . . anyway, I hope it helps in some way, man :)
Exactly what i did this morning been coming down hard i threw 50$ worth of it down the drain & i dont regret it one bit! Gettin back on the sober wagon even tho i will be feeling pretty down & gloomy for a week or 2... It will all be worth it in the end
I’m three weeks off a four year daily habit I self detoxed. The fucking hardest thing I’ve ever done. But I’m doing it!! After three weeks, I’m finally starting to feel slightly better. He’s right. It’s a trap.
Day 8 so far. On an off for a year. Past 2 months straight binge. The FML status ensues strongly but most of the time just feel lost an nullified as of late
I was in a Suboxone program for almost 6 years tapering slowly. I was still having massive cravings and anything is so readily available where I live. I work nights too with three kids, exhausted all the time. When covid hit things got hard and cravings got worst. I've always looked at meth as the lowest of the low. Didn't stop me from trying it though. It's been over a year and I haven't been able to quit it.
Sounds like it’s from the devil! Thanks for sharing your knowledge and making these videos. Clinically, I wish there was a medication that could help people with this drug. Just hope and pray for the ones that get trapped under this drug can find a way out!
I used to be a huge fan of meth, and I swore by the mental, and physical enhancements I used to get from it. I have ADHD so severe that my normal dopamine level is so far below the baseline that I have physical discomfort, and I'm not motivated to be successful. I lack interest in things that are beneficial to me. Yes, without medicine or meth, my dopamine levels are in the self harm range at best.
Literally dancing with the devil! Thank you for making this series on this particular substance. Very hard to find help for the substance everything else is for a different substances it seems like.
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Because withdrawals come on so fast with heroin, I thought because I could go a day or two without doing fentanyl, I lied to myself thinking I wasn't addicted. Day 5 no fentanyl was hell. Sorry, not meth, but this topic reminded me of my own experience.
You are so right... that’s my story and it’s such a trap. I never thought I would be a meth addict and it tore my life up in less than 6 months. Completely screws up any normal life routine and it’s so hard to stop
when my nephew took it he was always hyper and couldn't stay on task but once they put him on that he was normal so it just depends how you are made up
I normally all over the place wit a million different thoughts in my head, always loud, short attention span so everything i heard of meth and what the effects r to that point was not what i experienced after i used for first time. I was the total opposite.
There is nothing man. I’m in the same boat the only thing that seems to give me some relief is other stimulants like caffeine or nicotine (obviously nothing comparable) maybe try a small stimulant like from a supplement store? I don’t want to be a bad influence, so don’t do it unless necessary. But of the two evils taking 1,3 dimethylamine or other stimulants could be safer than m.
Off for almost a year… will be a year on May 31. I’ve been commenting on your videos from the time I was only days off to now. I haven’t messed up yet. I’m totally surprised… part of the reason is my dealer stepped out of my life and I can stop myself before finding someone else. I wish I had more help, I wish I could be prescribed adderall… the meth was self medication. I always took it in pill form… waiting for doctors to help me and it seems I have to suffer and prove my commitment to being sober. I used for 5 years. I only took it as a pill. It’s the only thing I used, didn’t even drink. Will I ever have support of my dopamine again?
@taylorandre9683 yes and no I gave up on doctors all together. I am not as healthy as I would like but I have found things like Citicholine, spermadine, apigenin, and krill oil all help. I take b vitamins that have methylfolate because I can’t use folic acid. All of these things have helped plus a few more. If you would like I can post what I take and why. I’m in the middle of major life transitions and it is quite stressful but I am still adulting and learning to set boundaries.
I know so many dudes who use meth when they don’t have heroin or they use it to get clean I always hated meth hate how it makes me feel but yeah a lot of people use meth to get off heroin which probably isn’t good it doesn’t completely take away withdrawal but you’re functional
@@hexacetat I my experience, when you are high on a strong stimulant you dont feel the withdrawls, but, you are still dope sick and when you come down to being dopesick tha shit SUUUUUUCKS, so, where i live there is no meth, mostly coke/crack witch is short acting, i imagine people are tryng to stay high on meth the whole withdrawl , it makes sense when you are a crazy junkie, but its def not good.
hey wim hoff method is a REAL substitute or alternative for meth addiction/recovery as it is a good practice in disipline but what makes it magic is the effect it has on adrenaline and core temperature response. I was heavily addicted but cold turkey 1 day using , the next this. It works for depression but best for meth recovery imho.
Oh I definitely agree you with you on this,I have been a wim hof fan for years and have implemented his therapy with regards to me being a user an eventually leaving it on the whole due to the fact,the wim hof method clearly gives you such boosters of adrenaline you begin to chase it even more by trying to live a healthy lifestyle to become better at your game 🎉
my sister and my brother and most of my ex's have all done this shit and if someone can do it only once and never go back to it then congrats because everyone i have known they do it once and its like the devil has just entered them and it never stops and they can send them to jail or to rehab or drug court anything and if they are not ready to stop its a waste of time and money because as soon as they get out thats going to be there first stop
i snorted shards once in each nostril the other day when I was drunk.. as of now that was the first (and last time hopefully) I used meth. The euphoria was awesome but after a few hours my brain was thinking sooo fast it was torturous… i had no peace of mind.. and I couldn’t focus on anything. I loved the experience but perhaps I hated it more. But perhaps what was most unpleasant about the whole thing is I hate the fact that I used fucking crystal meth. I guess my question is… does anyone have a similar experience or advice to ensure I never dance with the devil again! Quitting alcohol is my first thought.. since I was drunk when I first took it
Absolutely. As you know, not everyone is an addict, but if you already have one addiction, and think you can handle meth when you're addicted to opioids, you are only fooling yourself. Doesn't meth like many drugs give you a rush of dopamine? I was going to ask how do you help someone on meth? I mean, doesn't it hurt the brain? How does the brain repair itself after an addict gets help? Great vids doc!
@@DrBAddictionRecovery I'm ok doc. My mother had a stroke doc. Been helping her, then my phone quit and had to get a new one. I'm still doing well sir!
Hoosier Daddy I’m sorry to hear. Stay strong. I don’t get to connect on here as much as I like but love seeing your comments. I hope she is. Better. Where do you live?
I've been clean for 5 years this October off of meth tbh this newer is complete garbage compared to the stuff from the 1990s it was made with this newer stuff is made completely different it is not hard at all to get off this and honestly there's not many withdrawals compared to the stuff from the 90s
My doctor prescribed me some pure meth. For me, It's not addictive at all, I only take a tablet in morning, lunch and at night. Its for my back pain, the RX name is really long it weird, Methylprednisolone. I think its not addictive but my pains seems a little better, also Diclofenac stuff. I'm about to run out, and I don't care, won't miss it at all. Just takes will power.
This is an interesting video, but is the typical take. Do you think we could have a low dosage amphetamine as a treatment for depression or anxiety, because the problem now is the dosages are way to high and unregulated so they are laced with other drugs.
So I have been around meth since I was young. Probably like 12 years old. Now, during this time I’m to the point where I think it’s okay to do a little to get some stuff done and then end up doing too much up into the night. I’m now thinking how could I do this myself? How could I do this to my body. How could I do this to my brain. I can’t eat so my stomach is empty too. I literally can’t eat. I can’t calm down. I can’t control my emotions and I can’t think straight. I don’t like the way I look in the mirror. I feel very anxious and depressed. I feel very lonely. It’s so uncomfortable. It’s so not worth it. It’s always one step forward and two steps back. This world is very cruel, unfair and unforgiving. I don’t believe I’m going to make it alive much longer in a world built the way it is…
My guess coming from an ex heroin addict is that someone will have the thought that meth doesn't have any serious physical withdrawal symptoms so I can get away with using it a few times without getting hooked and so on and so forth . .. atleast that's the way my brain would work and what my mind would try to tell me and fool me into thinking
@@DevMfWalker there are alot of free recovery support groups here and on fb. Call Nicole 1800-779-4715 & she will get you hooked up with the links to support. Heavy methanphetamine use would probably be someone who is using daily or even every other day.
Meth does not have any withdrawals whatsoever because meth is not physically addicting, it is mentally addicting so the worst a user can experience if he or she doesn't redose is they can become pissed off or irritated but they will not be in actual physical pain like a heroin or a Xanax user(s) would if they don't redose.
Informed risk taking , educated guess ? Im not inoculated from addiction but im pretty conscious of the culture of mental bullshitery and ignorance/ selfishness to create layers of acceptance of the drug use , but thats counter to filling in my time in a happy space...... " im in the cycle of using - not stuck with addiction , it would be a problematic substance use if it's causing a deficit of proportions out of sync with regular normal behavior " It could be over spendingon many things , addiction is the drug itself , meth is just a symptom.
I notice that if I take a drug like xanax or pregabalin to sleep thru the comedown, I'm fine the remaining days. The withdrawals are mostly cravings. The comedown is the worst part of meth withdrawal. I remember trying to scrape remains out of a pipe lol
Thank you all you said has been true in my experience and when I see others I see it in them too I am fighting to try to be clean it's hard but when I go on these channels and Flipp threw a lot the ones I like like yours it does help right now again you are saving me because I e got something to be smoking and instead I'm listening to you so you have actually helped me a few times even if it's a day at least the stuff you talk about is your absolutely right in what you say otherwise I would not be sitting here listening to you and you give me hope and I sight to my addictions I've told my group I got to watch your channel I do have many disabilities as far as well everything anyhow thank you so much for being the person you are today because I'm sure you have saved thousands thank you
Another thing that’s not mentioned is the trap of cocaine being flooded into communities worldwide then quite deliberately and subtly laced with methamphetamine to the point where there’s not any cocaine in it and the methamphetamine is much cheaper to produce yet makes much the same or even more money for dealers and more horrendous problems for the users
Meth is not physically addicting so a user will not experience any physical withdrawals but I had to come to the realization that meth is mentally addicting but withdrawals only come from physically addicting substances such as opiates and benzos. A heroin user will be in physical pain if he does not redose, bones will hurt, anxiety will hit hard, cold sweats ect. A meth user will not be in any physical pain if he does not redose, at the most, he will just be pissed of or irritated.
Can I be on suboxone for pain and Valium for muscle spasms and muscle tension? I also have really bad anxiety from uncontrolled pain. I’m currently on belbuca and hydrocone for pain but my pain doctor isn’t okay with me being benzodiazepines and suboxone due to dea scrutiny. I wanna switch to a suboxone doctor after my spinal fusion surgery and i wanna get on Valium too for spasms since all the muscle relaxers I try don’t work enough for spasms and muscle tightness and my anxiety is terrible. I’ve tried about a dozen medications for anxiety and therapy and they don’t work well enough. The new doctor I plan to see after surgery is a dual anesthesiologist pain management doctor and addiction doctor. Sorry for the long post, I love your content it doesn’t just help addicts but those of us in pain! Thanks so much for your knowledge Dr. B!
Valium is a great anti-spasmodic. Many doctors misinterpret the data on mixing opiotes and benzos and will not prescribe both. In the right case, I disagree with them. It really depends on your case. I hope this helps. Good luck.
I have a question I have been on pain medication oxycodone for probably close to 10 years with many major back surgeries and still facing back surgeries and amputations I have never cut them up and snorted them or injected them nor have I thought about it I do know I don't get the same relief I used to get. I usually take six to seven 30 mg pills a day from the time I wake up until the time I go to bed if I can sleep depending how my pains are. I guess my question is being in so much pain from everything would I get the high that most people get or not.
Is it true amphetamines counteract and block opiods or do they enhance them? I saw this on a TV show, the person was on a morphine drip after a gunshot and the bad guy injected speed to put him into intense pain real quick. People think it's a replacement but I would think it interferes and messes with methadone, Suboxone or opiod use.
It's kinda complex. Amphetamines do mitigate certain effects of opiates like drowsiness, lethargy, etc. but they can also potentiate certain of opiates' other effects like euphoria, chattiness, irritability, nausea, etc.. It doesn't affect opiates' analgesic effect in my experience, but because they can make you anxious and lower your threshold for panic, speed could make the experience of pain more distressing for someone who is already in a frazzled state of mind. Otherwise, what you saw on TV was just that, TV. If someone wanted to torture me, the last thing they should do is give me what more or less amounts to a speedball hahaha. Anyways, hope this helps. Don't do drugs, people.
Why want my son stop He has been using 4 years He don't want to work He gets crazy tells me i am not his mother and sometimes he tells me he is going to cut me up in little pieces and there is times he talks about Satan and he want do nothing to help me out
So what about people who are only doing meth? like all of your videos only talk about opioids and meth. what about people who just do meth and no downers, not very helpful but thanks for trying
No the quality really is a lot worse. Every thing is synthetic analogues now. Heroin is basically unavailable and Fentanly would still suck even if it wasn't so deadly. MDMA is basically unavailable too. Nothing is what its supposed to be anymore, the only thing that's gone up in quality is Cannabis. The drug issue will just keep getting worse until prohibition is ended and the market becomes legitimate.
Im on day 3 day of a bender right now after over a year clean, it wasn't anywhere near enjoyable as it used to be so I'm going to pack it in. I'm noticing side effects more prominently than before
@@AaronFromGuildford The high is more consistent but not as satisfying it doesnt feel anywhere as good as the rush from smoking. The head high is far more pronounced from smoking it, and when I use every now and then, Im looking for that head high and euphoria.
Nether.... They are both great...,they go hand in hand....it's not an addiction if you enj9y.....I live a good .porn or fuk session on the gear....it's mind blowing
From what I hear Adderall is same meth why not grab giny pig feed him or her it place meth see if they like it. Tell friends to switch weed but they don't like high.
This p2p meth is 10% good meth that gives the high but the other 90% doesnt give a high just increased heart rate and physical agitation. Notice the old mix youd grind your teach after you float 1 boat. Now people smoke it all day like s vape. I did useing suboxone get off a 10 year heroin and fentanyl addiction. Shoot 13 years. Useing meth i got off suboxone too and its been a year since ive used an opiate. But guess what 2 hears in on this shit and it has a creeping death type of slow approach to insane bouts with reality. Sometimes difficult to decipher as delusion. I removed all the guns from my home due to some kf the uncertainty ive encountrred . Its time to put this in the rearview.
Question: I have gained 60 pounds since I stopped using. This is definitely the one frustration that has caused my want to use again. I have now lost 10 pounds with Weight Watchers and walking 5 days a week around 10000 steps. It is still really hard to lose. I was put on gabapentin and I have only taken a small dose for 2 weeks and I don’t believe I will stay on it because it causes more weight gain. I am so frustrated, I know meth is horrible for my health but trying healthy weight loss is sooooo slow. I guess it is a win that I have stopped gaining but I’m actually embarrassed to be seen by old friends who look shocked to see me and always comment about how they didn’t recognize me. This is really hard, I see that I am being vain. I accept this. I am vain. I’m so very not perfect and accept my flaws and am just being honest. I don’t think I will change in that way. This part of me is the biggest threat to my sobriety. Just yesterday I was ready to call it quits because I hate how I look. I’m totally not politically correct here.. if anyone tells me I need to accept myself the way I am… just don’t. Been there done that and it doesn’t work for me. That is PC bullshite that helps no one just brings shame to those who cannot rise to politically correct standards. I am saying I am on the brink of quitting after a little over a year and probably will if I can’t find a better solution. I don’t think there is one out there. Maybe I will trudge through this, maybe the 2 hour drive to see my dealer will be enough time to change my mind but I don’t know that it will be. I’m frustrated. Ready to give up. Please help me.
Ihave a ex and a guy I was seeing both users my ex husband is back in prison because of it he’s going be gone for 3/4 years after some time a new guy I started seeing he is sanecces
Dr, i ve read in Meyler s monographies that methylphenitade does help with substitution in people who have also adhd.Mixed amphetamine salts do not.Some tricyclics like Doxepin @also helps.Dexedrine and Desoxyn generics don t help?
It helps with everything......I l9ve it,I get good sleep after a week 9f pure clarity ,energy, sex drive,im a fully, fully functioning power house, then I get great sleep eat good nutritiousnfood like a horse, smoke a bit of weed,,chill,get in the sun and sea........eat sleep breed rave repeat. Its the best drug Hitler ever invented.jyst keep your moral compas in check and don't become a shit cunt and life's great
I was addicted to it for a few month, had no idea what it was, and a couple of girls I was banging introduced me to it. After detox i went sober for like 6 months. Now i dabble with it on occasions, and have it completely under control, by following a few steps. I know i have no actual control over it, and if i got a bunch im doing it all in days. So what i do is, i don't have the plugs number. My friend has it. He only gets me 1 gram every month or so. Keeps it hidden away somewhere. Only gives me less than half a G each 2 weeks. I know even the smallest amount is harmful as fuck, but i least i have it "under control"
There's a story in the big book where a alcoholic only mixed alcohol in his milk bc it'll be nasty and he wouldn't like it. It didn't work out too well
Every meth addict thinks they “have it under control” in the beginning. Before you realize that you really don’t have control of it, it’s too late, you’re a slave to the devil (meth).
Before I watch your video let me say one thing I like meth occasionally and I use to watch your channel allot I haven't been totally sober though in years but I'm telling ya man meth can be a really useful thing if you use it correctly and I'm not even talking about under doctor supervision but taking control of your own chemistry and altering it smartly this can be a very transformative thing if a person can manage to do it drug laws are bullshit by the way we should have utter freedom over our state of being
2 weeks aober so far . I smoked from 2019 to february 2024 , been extremely fsrigued amd super sleepy and been snoring more .is the snoring is part of the recovery . Been feeling super groggy every morning . Super tired at work . Body aching too
I love it......powerbon for a few days ,PARTY,DANCE FUK,then gett good food,get awesome sleep full of wonderful dreams.Get in the ocean and sun and do it all again. .......no problems
it is in pill from one of my exs used to crunch them and smoke or snort them and he said it hurt alot but he didn't care but both of them give you the same effect for the most part i think your heart beats faster with meth though
I have never did it I have seen it destroy lives especially my brother he has 6 kids spent time in prison between each kid caused fights with the family my parents have had to care for everyone of his kids he has never paid a dime for any one of them he has brought methhead females to live in my family home and destroyed property caught with my mom and dad and I gave stepped in to protect my parents and ended up getting punched and put in jail on domestic violence charges and I have never done the drugs. If I had my way the drug would be dosed with fentanyl and rid the world of these burdens on society
It's a problem for me.36 yrs old. I'm feeling soooo trapped atm trying to stop smoking the crap... I'm a long term drug user I was on methadone for 7 years now on suboxone. ( 1/4, 2.5mg strip a daily,trying to cut down) I've been using it on and off the last 7 years. Been trying to stop for some time now. It's so draining on my life.
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I know you're not big on using Gabapentin but it definitely helped me.
I didn't zombify myself though.. I used to take 1,600mg at night before bed and then kratom in the morning.. and started tapering by day 3
I don't do drugs or pills...I was speaking from things I noticed while being homeless on the streets....mortified
How long were on on meth doc?
Dexamphetamine doesn t help,doxepin a liitle,old trycyclics,methylphenitade also good substitution for some.Aderrall no.Desoxyn in higher dosage woud help.
The drug makes you believe you can quit, but when you're not on it you lack the same intensity in your '''decisions''.
I'm sorry, I just read the VIDEO title. I'm not addicted to Meth, I've never even tried it I WILL NEVER. But I am however Addicted to Tianeptine.
@ascension2202 I've been there I know it's a living Hell. Kratom is the only thing that got me off of tia
Recognize who they are under their addiction and remind them WHY they deserve care. WHY they deserve better. Keep reenforcing it. It works.
I’m a long term and frequent meth user. When I’m using, I experience many comedowns. And when I try to get clean or am forced to get clean, I comedown and then start withdrawing. My comedowns consisted of extreme anger, feeling impending doom, delusional, extreme paranoia, extreme anxiety, alone...and extreme heart palpitations. Everytime the heart palpitations come, I literally just lay in bed and let myself die whenever that may be. Because I would literally think I was going to have a heart attack. And that can be very possible. I never have people comforting me because I don’t want anyone to think I’m crazy and the people I did tell wouldn’t believe me that I was dying. which put me in a headspace that if I actually was dying, nobody would give a shit. So I would lay in my dark messy bedroom in silence and cry and have panic attacks as it felt as tho my heart was about to give out. And every single time, in those moments and only in those moments, do I wish to just die. It was scary. Now when the withdrawals came along, I would get sweaty and oily but didn’t have the energy or motivation to take a shower. I wouldn’t have the energy to do anything but binge on food( due to basically starving myself the whole meth binge). When you binge on food after not eating, it caused me to become bloated all over my body. And us females hate being bloated lol. And don’t forget the oily skin too. I would feel emotionless and depressed and anti social. Sometimes I would get this burst of energy to do one thing. Whatever that may be. But after that I go back to laying in bed. I would get paranoid thoughts about everyone in my life and also felt brain dead. I didn’t have the energy to think about things too deeply. I would leave my living space a complete mess and didn’t care. I’m withdrawing right now, I feel as though there’s more to add but I can’t think of it right now. But I will add that when you are coming down and withdrawing from meth, that it has been very lonely. Nobody believes or cares. They think I’m crazy and they don’t know what I’m feeling. So I have to keep it to myself. When I do manage to leave my house, I look like complete trash and don’t care. And there’s periods where I don’t know what to do. Nothing sounds good so I lay in the dark in silence and do nothing until fall asleep. Then wake up feeling damp because I’ve been sweating and haven’t gotten the energy to change out of my skinny jeans. Skinny jeans and sweaty/oily skin don’t match either lol. But this will repeat until I stay clean through the whole process and don’t look back on this drug. There’s much much more far evil things this drug has to offer but I don’t want to type it all out. But please stay away. And I’m always so tired of the people who say they are a functioning meth addict. I was with a “functioning” meth addict the other day, while he had a complete anger outburst because his dealer wouldn’t give him any. Because dealers are assholes who will tell you to come swing by to get some but once you’re there, they don’t answer or tell you to hang on for a couple hours because they feed off your anxiety. That’s just how they are. Not all, but mostly meth and heroin dealers. Anyways, just please stay away from hard drugs
Please justknow that your not alone. I walk the same road as you on a daily basis.
Seriously, have a look a t the YT link 2 posts above. It might explain WHY you're feeling these things . and Cam's right dude, you are not alone. . . thats why I posted this talk from a UCLA Doctor , looking into this issue . . theres a lot of lost folks left around in Meth's wake . . . anyway, I hope it helps in some way, man :)
Thank you I appreciate that I think I am a function I know I been up for Eions..
I'm with you.
I am literally layin in bed this second goin thru the same exact thing u described
After watching this video I’m thinking it’s better to throw everything away instead of using the rest.
That's the way to do it
@@telshormanor6081 yea I agree 🥺💯
I think you made the wisest choice Miss Understood and you are going to be glad you took this first step!
I wish I saw this video 5 months ago
Exactly what i did this morning been coming down hard i threw 50$ worth of it down the drain & i dont regret it one bit! Gettin back on the sober wagon even tho i will be feeling pretty down & gloomy for a week or 2... It will all be worth it in the end
I’m three weeks off a four year daily habit I self detoxed. The fucking hardest thing I’ve ever done. But I’m doing it!! After three weeks, I’m finally starting to feel slightly better. He’s right. It’s a trap.
Day 8 so far. On an off for a year. Past 2 months straight binge. The FML status ensues strongly but most of the time just feel lost an nullified as of late
thank you, dr. b for making videos on recovery from drug addiction!
Thank God I’ve never done this or any other drugs like that but I have acquaintances that do ,so it’s nice to learn about these things so thank you
I was in a Suboxone program for almost 6 years tapering slowly. I was still having massive cravings and anything is so readily available where I live. I work nights too with three kids, exhausted all the time. When covid hit things got hard and cravings got worst. I've always looked at meth as the lowest of the low. Didn't stop me from trying it though. It's been over a year and I haven't been able to quit it.
Sounds like it’s from the devil! Thanks for sharing your knowledge and making these videos. Clinically, I wish there was a medication that could help people with this drug. Just hope and pray for the ones that get trapped under this drug can find a way out!
I used to be a huge fan of meth, and I swore by the mental, and physical enhancements I used to get from it. I have ADHD so severe that my normal dopamine level is so far below the baseline that I have physical discomfort, and I'm not motivated to be successful. I lack interest in things that are beneficial to me. Yes, without medicine or meth, my dopamine levels are in the self harm range at best.
What do you do to cope now,?
Wait so that's what's wrong with me ?
Literally dancing with the devil! Thank you for making this series on this particular substance. Very hard to find help for the substance everything else is for a different substances it seems like.
Meth ruined my life. I had to move away from AZ and for 4 years i had night terrors
Hi
You are a brave and beautiful girl ❤
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Because withdrawals come on so fast with heroin, I thought because I could go a day or two without doing fentanyl, I lied to myself thinking I wasn't addicted. Day 5 no fentanyl was hell. Sorry, not meth, but this topic reminded me of my own experience.
You are so right... that’s my story and it’s such a trap. I never thought I would be a meth addict and it tore my life up in less than 6 months. Completely screws up any normal life routine and it’s so hard to stop
How are You right now?
Ive taken both meth and Adderall and they feel the same.. lol why do they give a meth like drug to kids
when my nephew took it he was always hyper and couldn't stay on task but once they put him on that he was normal so it just depends how you are made up
I normally all over the place wit a million different thoughts in my head, always loud, short attention span so everything i heard of meth and what the effects r to that point was not what i experienced after i used for first time. I was the total opposite.
@@officialarchiemo true. Stimulants calm down adhd people like me
Doc I have relapsed 4 times I need something I can get at a pharmacy to help with cravings
There is nothing man. I’m in the same boat the only thing that seems to give me some relief is other stimulants like caffeine or nicotine (obviously nothing comparable) maybe try a small stimulant like from a supplement store? I don’t want to be a bad influence, so don’t do it unless necessary. But of the two evils taking 1,3 dimethylamine or other stimulants could be safer than m.
Off for almost a year… will be a year on May 31. I’ve been commenting on your videos from the time I was only days off to now. I haven’t messed up yet. I’m totally surprised… part of the reason is my dealer stepped out of my life and I can stop myself before finding someone else. I wish I had more help, I wish I could be prescribed adderall… the meth was self medication. I always took it in pill form… waiting for doctors to help me and it seems I have to suffer and prove my commitment to being sober.
I used for 5 years. I only took it as a pill.
It’s the only thing I used, didn’t even drink.
Will I ever have support of my dopamine again?
@taylorandre9683 yes and no
I gave up on doctors all together. I am not as healthy as I would like but I have found things like Citicholine, spermadine, apigenin, and krill oil all help.
I take b vitamins that have methylfolate because I can’t use folic acid.
All of these things have helped plus a few more. If you would like I can post what I take and why. I’m in the middle of major life transitions and it is quite stressful but I am still adulting and learning to set boundaries.
I know so many dudes who use meth when they don’t have heroin or they use it to get clean I always hated meth hate how it makes me feel but yeah a lot of people use meth to get off heroin which probably isn’t good it doesn’t completely take away withdrawal but you’re functional
Thankyou Alex for sharing. It is something I am seeing more and more of.
@@DrBAddictionRecovery Wtf people are using meth to get of heroin?
@@hexacetat yes. Poly-addiction ...
@@hexacetat I my experience, when you are high on a strong stimulant you dont feel the withdrawls, but, you are still dope sick and when you come down to being dopesick tha shit SUUUUUUCKS, so, where i live there is no meth, mostly coke/crack witch is short acting, i imagine people are tryng to stay high on meth the whole withdrawl , it makes sense when you are a crazy junkie, but its def not good.
@@breno843 you don't experience withdrawals from meth because meth is not physically addicting so no meth user can possibly experience withdrawals.
hey wim hoff method is a REAL substitute or alternative for meth addiction/recovery as it is a good practice in disipline but what makes it magic is the effect it has on adrenaline and core temperature response. I was heavily addicted but cold turkey 1 day using , the next this. It works for depression but best for meth recovery imho.
discipline isnt something you just turn on, its built through practice
Are You better?
I have a good friend who suffered from severe anxiety and depression who swears by the Wim Hof method. Very interesting.
Oh I definitely agree you with you on this,I have been a wim hof fan for years and have implemented his therapy with regards to me being a user an eventually leaving it on the whole due to the fact,the wim hof method clearly gives you such boosters of adrenaline you begin to chase it even more by trying to live a healthy lifestyle to become better at your game 🎉
Its a win win win !Best situation ever.
@@tutufee7757
I hate meth, I can’t seem to get rid of it from my life. I can go months without it but, then it pulls me back into its dark world
Stop buying it
I know the feeling
my sister and my brother and most of my ex's have all done this shit and if someone can do it only once and never go back to it then congrats because everyone i have known they do it once and its like the devil has just entered them and it never stops and they can send them to jail or to rehab or drug court anything and if they are not ready to stop its a waste of time and money because as soon as they get out thats going to be there first stop
Great video dr b love ya
Missed you
Throughout the video I kept thinking his mask he is holding was a bag of blue meth from Breaking Bad 😂
i snorted shards once in each nostril the other day when I was drunk.. as of now that was the first (and last time hopefully) I used meth. The euphoria was awesome but after a few hours my brain was thinking sooo fast it was torturous… i had no peace of mind.. and I couldn’t focus on anything. I loved the experience but perhaps I hated it more. But perhaps what was most unpleasant about the whole thing is I hate the fact that I used fucking crystal meth. I guess my question is… does anyone have a similar experience or advice to ensure I never dance with the devil again! Quitting alcohol is my first thought.. since I was drunk when I first took it
I get that feeling all the time and I’ve been on and off for 7 years
How do you snort shards?
Absolutely. As you know, not everyone is an addict, but if you already have one addiction, and think you can handle meth when you're addicted to opioids, you are only fooling yourself.
Doesn't meth like many drugs give you a rush of dopamine? I was going to ask how do you help someone on meth? I mean, doesn't it hurt the brain? How does the brain repair itself after an addict gets help? Great vids doc!
My buddy. Missed you. Yes very large rush of Dopamine. I was acutally worried about you.
@@DrBAddictionRecovery I'm ok doc. My mother had a stroke doc. Been helping her, then my phone quit and had to get a new one. I'm still doing well sir!
@@DrBAddictionRecovery Thank you for the concern my friend!
Hoosier Daddy I’m sorry to hear. Stay strong. I don’t get to connect on here as much as I like but love seeing your comments. I hope she is. Better. Where do you live?
@@DrBAddictionRecovery Dr B. I live in Indiana. Hence the RUclips nickname. 😂🤙.. Southern Indiana actually.
I've been clean for 5 years this October off of meth tbh this newer is complete garbage compared to the stuff from the 1990s it was made with this newer stuff is made completely different it is not hard at all to get off this and honestly there's not many withdrawals compared to the stuff from the 90s
Indeed no withdraws maybe just a crazy look n my eyes that’s it
My doctor prescribed me some pure meth. For me, It's not addictive at all, I only take a tablet in morning, lunch and at night. Its for my back pain, the RX name is really long it weird, Methylprednisolone. I think its not addictive but my pains seems a little better, also Diclofenac stuff. I'm about to run out, and I don't care, won't miss it at all. Just takes will power.
Its not the same as crystal meth. I won't bore you with the chemistry. Smoke crystal meth then come back to the comments and air your opinion
This is an interesting video, but is the typical take. Do you think we could have a low dosage amphetamine as a treatment for depression or anxiety, because the problem now is the dosages are way to high and unregulated so they are laced with other drugs.
So I have been around meth since I was young. Probably like 12 years old. Now, during this time I’m to the point where I think it’s okay to do a little to get some stuff done and then end up doing too much up into the night. I’m now thinking how could I do this myself? How could I do this to my body. How could I do this to my brain. I can’t eat so my stomach is empty too. I literally can’t eat. I can’t calm down. I can’t control my emotions and I can’t think straight. I don’t like the way I look in the mirror. I feel very anxious and depressed. I feel very lonely. It’s so uncomfortable. It’s so not worth it. It’s always one step forward and two steps back. This world is very cruel, unfair and unforgiving. I don’t believe I’m going to make it alive much longer in a world built the way it is…
Don't lose hope 🙏🏿 You can create your own world and ensure your health to create one. Godspeed 🙌🏿
My guess coming from an ex heroin addict is that someone will have the thought that meth doesn't have any serious physical withdrawal symptoms so I can get away with using it a few times without getting hooked and so on and so forth . .. atleast that's the way my brain would work and what my mind would try to tell me and fool me into thinking
Exactly. I have seen it happen alot.
@@DevMfWalker there are alot of free recovery support groups here and on fb. Call Nicole 1800-779-4715 & she will get you hooked up with the links to support. Heavy methanphetamine use would probably be someone who is using daily or even every other day.
Dont do it
Meth does not have any withdrawals whatsoever because meth is not physically addicting, it is mentally addicting so the worst a user can experience if he or she doesn't redose is they can become pissed off or irritated but they will not be in actual physical pain like a heroin or a Xanax user(s) would if they don't redose.
Informed risk taking , educated guess ? Im not inoculated from addiction but im pretty conscious of the culture of mental bullshitery and ignorance/ selfishness to create layers of acceptance of the drug use , but thats counter to filling in my time in a happy space......
" im in the cycle of using - not stuck with addiction , it would be a problematic substance use if it's causing a deficit of proportions out of sync with regular normal behavior "
It could be over spendingon many things , addiction is the drug itself , meth is just a symptom.
I notice that if I take a drug like xanax or pregabalin to sleep thru the comedown, I'm fine the remaining days. The withdrawals are mostly cravings. The comedown is the worst part of meth withdrawal. I remember trying to scrape remains out of a pipe lol
Thank you all you said has been true in my experience and when I see others I see it in them too I am fighting to try to be clean it's hard but when I go on these channels and Flipp threw a lot the ones I like like yours it does help right now again you are saving me because I e got something to be smoking and instead I'm listening to you so you have actually helped me a few times even if it's a day at least the stuff you talk about is your absolutely right in what you say otherwise I would not be sitting here listening to you and you give me hope and I sight to my addictions I've told my group I got to watch your channel I do have many disabilities as far as well everything anyhow thank you so much for being the person you are today because I'm sure you have saved thousands thank you
the best thing you can do is get them off the street "meth" get them onto quality stuff. get them feeling "clean high" then reduce
My ex had a blood vessel let go in her sinus{yes....its corrosive}
What hapened ? N she still alive?
What it mean
I'm an addict, have been clean for 4 months but feeling depressed and defeated.
Get back on it.......life's pretty straight with out twisties..Just have gonhard till you drop, eat,sleep,breed repeat.
@@SUPERFREAK-k4zno, don't get back on it please. you deserve the sobriety, please stay off the drugs
Another thing that’s not mentioned is the trap of cocaine being flooded into communities worldwide then quite deliberately and subtly laced with methamphetamine to the point where there’s not any cocaine in it and the methamphetamine is much cheaper to produce yet makes much the same or even more money for dealers and more horrendous problems for the users
It's better than coke , 8bcharge on hard for a week on half a grammar.halfvavgram of coke w9uldntbget me 5hrough one night
I crave the drug less than I hate being a zombie once I'm sober. I'd I'm not high I literally cannot function
I don't think want to die
An eye opener
Meth is not physically addicting so a user will not experience any physical withdrawals but I had to come to the realization that meth is mentally addicting but withdrawals only come from physically addicting substances such as opiates and benzos. A heroin user will be in physical pain if he does not redose, bones will hurt, anxiety will hit hard, cold sweats ect.
A meth user will not be in any physical pain if he does not redose, at the most, he will just be pissed of or irritated.
That's what U think
Not true for someone who lives in chronic pain.
Can I be on suboxone for pain and Valium for muscle spasms and muscle tension? I also have really bad anxiety from uncontrolled pain. I’m currently on belbuca and hydrocone for pain but my pain doctor isn’t okay with me being benzodiazepines and suboxone due to dea scrutiny. I wanna switch to a suboxone doctor after my spinal fusion surgery and i wanna get on Valium too for spasms since all the muscle relaxers I try don’t work enough for spasms and muscle tightness and my anxiety is terrible. I’ve tried about a dozen medications for anxiety and therapy and they don’t work well enough. The new doctor I plan to see after surgery is a dual anesthesiologist pain management doctor and addiction doctor. Sorry for the long post, I love your content it doesn’t just help addicts but those of us in pain! Thanks so much for your knowledge Dr. B!
Valium is a great anti-spasmodic. Many doctors misinterpret the data on mixing opiotes and benzos and will not prescribe both. In the right case, I disagree with them. It really depends on your case. I hope this helps. Good luck.
Hey Doctor.. umm I’m stuck I don’t know how to explain what I want to say.. exactly I’m not addicted… I found so much
I have a question I have been on pain medication oxycodone for probably close to 10 years with many major back surgeries and still facing back surgeries and amputations I have never cut them up and snorted them or injected them nor have I thought about it I do know I don't get the same relief I used to get. I usually take six to seven 30 mg pills a day from the time I wake up until the time I go to bed if I can sleep depending how my pains are. I guess my question is being in so much pain from everything would I get the high that most people get or not.
Is it true amphetamines counteract and block opiods or do they enhance them? I saw this on a TV show, the person was on a morphine drip after a gunshot and the bad guy injected speed to put him into intense pain real quick. People think it's a replacement but I would think it interferes and messes with methadone, Suboxone or opiod use.
Hi, Robin. What a great question. Amphetamines do not block opiods.
It's kinda complex. Amphetamines do mitigate certain effects of opiates like drowsiness, lethargy, etc. but they can also potentiate certain of opiates' other effects like euphoria, chattiness, irritability, nausea, etc.. It doesn't affect opiates' analgesic effect in my experience, but because they can make you anxious and lower your threshold for panic, speed could make the experience of pain more distressing for someone who is already in a frazzled state of mind. Otherwise, what you saw on TV was just that, TV. If someone wanted to torture me, the last thing they should do is give me what more or less amounts to a speedball hahaha.
Anyways, hope this helps. Don't do drugs, people.
Why want my son stop He has been using 4 years He don't want to work He gets crazy tells me i am not his mother and sometimes he tells me he is going to cut me up in little pieces and there is times he talks about Satan and he want do nothing to help me out
Probably because your son is just mental
Hope you're fine 🙏🏿
So what about people who are only doing meth? like all of your videos only talk about opioids and meth. what about people who just do meth and no downers, not very helpful but thanks for trying
I got off it , by running every night, and would use less and less every day ,and eventually the natural endorphins high was better then the meth
Yeah he's a fukwitbthat makes money trying to convince people that drugs are bad......I live my drugs
Life saving. Thank you :)
I need help doctor I used weed to calm my anger issues and they gave me meth with weed it hurts LACED
I'm so what help do you need. Now you know how to recognize it so don't smoke meth weed anymore. That simple.
Going on 7 years I need to fucking stop
I've got 7 yrs in on this nasty drug
I'm 7 days sober
Feels so weird
Letting go of this this addiction is difficult but not as difficult as quitting porn
Really would like to talk to you! How do I go about it ty sir
Me too! Inside joke to self, sorry. Call the toll free number
@@DrBAddictionRecovery will do !
@@DrBAddictionRecovery will do !
this generation always says drugs are garbage now compared to then. I bet average quality is 10 times better now
No the quality really is a lot worse. Every thing is synthetic analogues now. Heroin is basically unavailable and Fentanly would still suck even if it wasn't so deadly. MDMA is basically unavailable too. Nothing is what its supposed to be anymore, the only thing that's gone up in quality is Cannabis. The drug issue will just keep getting worse until prohibition is ended and the market becomes legitimate.
That drug took me to hell..almost overdosed never again 🙏
Im on day 3 day of a bender right now after over a year clean, it wasn't anywhere near enjoyable as it used to be so I'm going to pack it in. I'm noticing side effects more prominently than before
Doc can you please help me?
Only one who can help you is you......harden up ,if you can't handle your drug,yourbstill an amatuer,...s you just need more practice
Dr B is smoking and restricting it to once a month okay?
Smoking it is too fiendish. Smokers always want another puff. Railing it (insulfsation) provides a more consistent, satisfying high,
@@AaronFromGuildford The high is more consistent but not as satisfying it doesnt feel anywhere as good as the rush from smoking. The head high is far more pronounced from smoking it, and when I use every now and then, Im looking for that head high and euphoria.
Hi Doctor. Can you please tell me what is worse, drug addiction or pornography addiction?
Probably porn addiction cause you get a very sore hand
Nether....
They are both great...,they go hand in hand....it's not an addiction if you enj9y.....I live a good .porn or fuk session on the gear....it's mind blowing
From what I hear Adderall is same meth why not grab giny pig feed him or her it place meth see if they like it. Tell friends to switch weed but they don't like high.
Is that like the Crack trap?
It’s demon dust. I’ve witnessed the most bizarre behavior from my ex who was an addict. The drug is straight from hell and has me believing in Jesus.
Love your content and approach
This p2p meth is 10% good meth that gives the high but the other 90% doesnt give a high just increased heart rate and physical agitation. Notice the old mix youd grind your teach after you float 1 boat. Now people smoke it all day like s vape. I did useing suboxone get off a 10 year heroin and fentanyl addiction. Shoot 13 years. Useing meth i got off suboxone too and its been a year since ive used an opiate. But guess what 2 hears in on this shit and it has a creeping death type of slow approach to insane bouts with reality. Sometimes difficult to decipher as delusion. I removed all the guns from my home due to some kf the uncertainty ive encountrred . Its time to put this in the rearview.
Question: I have gained 60 pounds since I stopped using. This is definitely the one frustration that has caused my want to use again. I have now lost 10 pounds with Weight Watchers and walking 5 days a week around 10000 steps. It is still really hard to lose. I was put on gabapentin and I have only taken a small dose for 2 weeks and I don’t believe I will stay on it because it causes more weight gain. I am so frustrated, I know meth is horrible for my health but trying healthy weight loss is sooooo slow. I guess it is a win that I have stopped gaining but I’m actually embarrassed to be seen by old friends who look shocked to see me and always comment about how they didn’t recognize me.
This is really hard, I see that I am being vain. I accept this. I am vain. I’m so very not perfect and accept my flaws and am just being honest. I don’t think I will change in that way. This part of me is the biggest threat to my sobriety.
Just yesterday I was ready to call it quits because I hate how I look.
I’m totally not politically correct here.. if anyone tells me I need to accept myself the way I am… just don’t. Been there done that and it doesn’t work for me. That is PC bullshite that helps no one just brings shame to those who cannot rise to politically correct standards.
I am saying I am on the brink of quitting after a little over a year and probably will if I can’t find a better solution. I don’t think there is one out there.
Maybe I will trudge through this, maybe the 2 hour drive to see my dealer will be enough time to change my mind but I don’t know that it will be.
I’m frustrated. Ready to give up. Please help me.
I hope you don't relapse ,listen lose weight its not one day to other its take time ok,so take it easy ,keep walking a lot water ok.
Remember you are beautiful n lover . I hope you’re doing ok ❤
Its the $*** using any trick it can to get you
Forget weight loss and be HEALTHY AND SOBER. Meth can kill you! Try intermittent fasting ❤
Look at Dr Goldners Goodbye Lupus diet
Meth addiction is a mutha. Get through it or yous can kiss th' baby!
Never try you dreaming.You will only escape it down a hard road.
Ihave a ex and a guy I was seeing both users my ex husband is back in prison because of it he’s going be gone for 3/4 years after some time a new guy I started seeing he is sanecces
This explains all in details.
I Need help!
My heart beats funny and fast in sets me in to a paranoid trip I'm drying I hate drug addiction
Dr, i ve read in Meyler s monographies that methylphenitade does help with substitution in people who have also adhd.Mixed amphetamine salts do not.Some tricyclics like Doxepin @also helps.Dexedrine and Desoxyn generics don t help?
It helps with everything......I l9ve it,I get good sleep after a week 9f pure clarity ,energy, sex drive,im a fully, fully functioning power house, then I get great sleep eat good nutritiousnfood like a horse, smoke a bit of weed,,chill,get in the sun and sea........eat sleep breed rave repeat. Its the best drug Hitler ever invented.jyst keep your moral compas in check and don't become a shit cunt and life's great
Will it make your lower back hurt over time?
Oh , I just like the way it smells.
What is methaphenamine pills? Would it be like phentermine?
Scary similar
I was addicted to it for a few month, had no idea what it was, and a couple of girls I was banging introduced me to it. After detox i went sober for like 6 months. Now i dabble with it on occasions, and have it completely under control, by following a few steps. I know i have no actual control over it, and if i got a bunch im doing it all in days. So what i do is, i don't have the plugs number. My friend has it. He only gets me 1 gram every month or so. Keeps it hidden away somewhere. Only gives me less than half a G each 2 weeks. I know even the smallest amount is harmful as fuck, but i least i have it "under control"
There's a story in the big book where a alcoholic only mixed alcohol in his milk bc it'll be nasty and he wouldn't like it. It didn't work out too well
Every meth addict thinks they “have it under control” in the beginning. Before you realize that you really don’t have control of it, it’s too late, you’re a slave to the devil (meth).
It's one hell of a trap
No nonsense delivery.
Before I watch your video let me say one thing I like meth occasionally and I use to watch your channel allot I haven't been totally sober though in years but I'm telling ya man meth can be a really useful thing if you use it correctly and I'm not even talking about under doctor supervision but taking control of your own chemistry and altering it smartly this can be a very transformative thing if a person can manage to do it drug laws are bullshit by the way we should have utter freedom over our state of being
This is so true man omg
2 weeks aober so far . I smoked from 2019 to february 2024 , been extremely fsrigued amd super sleepy and been snoring more .is the snoring is part of the recovery . Been feeling super groggy every morning . Super tired at work . Body aching too
Just go again bro ,...charge for a week, rest for a week then there's no problem
❤🙏🏾
I love it......powerbon for a few days ,PARTY,DANCE FUK,then gett good food,get awesome sleep full of wonderful dreams.Get in the ocean and sun and do it all again. .......no problems
Is meth the same thing as adderall? Just curious....
kind of
it is in pill from one of my exs used to crunch them and smoke or snort them and he said it hurt alot but he didn't care but both of them give you the same effect for the most part i think your heart beats faster with meth though
Exact same wit an extra chemical component
I have never did it I have seen it destroy lives especially my brother he has 6 kids spent time in prison between each kid caused fights with the family my parents have had to care for everyone of his kids he has never paid a dime for any one of them he has brought methhead females to live in my family home and destroyed property caught with my mom and dad and I gave stepped in to protect my parents and ended up getting punched and put in jail on domestic violence charges and I have never done the drugs. If I had my way the drug would be dosed with fentanyl and rid the world of these burdens on society
Went from the devil right to the devil here
No willpower
It's a problem for me.36 yrs old. I'm feeling soooo trapped atm trying to stop smoking the crap... I'm a long term drug user I was on methadone for 7 years now on suboxone. ( 1/4, 2.5mg strip a daily,trying to cut down)
I've been using it on and off the last 7 years. Been trying to stop for some time now. It's so draining on my life.
smoke some dmt
@@justincbryant
Where do I get that from
Gets to the point, leave politics out of it. And your intro is too long.
Thanks for feedback