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  • @Nexpo
    @Nexpo  Год назад +17165

    When I woke up this morning I was not expecting this big of a response. Thank all of you so much for the outpouring of love and support. It means more to us than you know 🖤

    • @Blorp_
      @Blorp_ Год назад +20

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @joegeevlogs
      @joegeevlogs Год назад +24

      We love you Ryan❤

    • @zookrobe3749
      @zookrobe3749 Год назад +23

      I hope your doing well Ryan, pet loss is a hard thing to go through especially with dogs.

    • @LGunit
      @LGunit Год назад +13

      You're welcome! I think I most if not everyone here agrees that it's the least we can do, I'm always happy whenever you post something and for that I'm genuinely thankful. Sorry for the short previous message though, I woke up in the middle of the night seeing this video, and I couldn't find the right words...Anyway very very beautiful tribute to Tyson, I'm sure he loves it too, wherever he is now. I wish you and all your loved ones all the best.

    • @seanlepley1474
      @seanlepley1474 Год назад +17

      A LOT of us have been there, are there, or will be there at some point. It sucks, but just know as much as you loved him, he loved you much more , for an animal to have that much trust and love in a hooman shows you gave him a great life ..

  • @Matti2ooo8
    @Matti2ooo8 Год назад +5340

    To hear a voice usually associated with dry narration almost break into tears is truly heartwrenching. I have nothing to offer but compassion and condolences, stay strong.

    • @sinfyl.
      @sinfyl. Год назад +38

      Release videos whenever you feel better. We’ll be here waiting and helping if you need it.

    • @stylez5484
      @stylez5484 Год назад +18

      @@sinfyl. I second that @nexpo , take the time you need to heal , release what you want and also keep somethings for you and your family too . All fur parents that have lost their babies know this pain and how it does, so please take and do as much as you need to to help heal and even though we don't know each other personally , that's out the window we are family , one animal family and I'm here and if you ever need another friend you've got another one here . Even if it's just to scream or let it out or just listen, I'm here. Love you man. Sending massive love and hugs from the wifey and I from baltimore md to you. 💜💚🫂💜💚

    • @CarlosRamos-ze4qe
      @CarlosRamos-ze4qe Год назад

      What an absolute first world problem. I couldn't give any less of a phuk abt ANYbody's pet.
      Fuck anyone that decides to not procreate and then has self proclaimed
      "FuR BaBiEs".
      Cope smarter, seethe harder.

  • @jkparker7992
    @jkparker7992 10 месяцев назад +413

    I lost Pig, my dog of 13 years today, and it's been utterly devastating for myself, my family, our friends and Beti, his younger adoptive sister who's been searching for him all evening.
    Sat in bed, I remembered this video you posted, having watched it before, and its really helped me processed the grief I've found myself consumed by.
    Thank you so much❤

    • @killermilliongaming5050
      @killermilliongaming5050 10 месяцев назад +6

      I am SO sorry for your loss. I went through it with my 9yr old dog 1 month before Ryan (Nexpo) lost his. I just happened to see this video today and I'm so so sorry for you and your family. You are not alone. And remember, all dogs go to Heaven🐾💙

    • @I_shoot_Gelo
      @I_shoot_Gelo 9 месяцев назад +1

      I’m sorry for your lost 😕

    • @AlastorAltruistGaming
      @AlastorAltruistGaming 14 дней назад +1

      10 months late, of course, but I’m very sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one isn’t easy, no matter if it’s a relative, a friend, even a furry friend being pulled away from your grasp is never an easy thing to see. I can only offer my condolences at the end of the day, because Ik how much it hurts.

  • @chronorust3359
    @chronorust3359 Год назад +550

    As someone who lost one dog in 2015, and her daughter in 2022, I can definitely say I feel you. It hurts. And then you realize that a life where you had never met them would've have hurt soo much more. We carry on with their warmth in our hearts. Never really gone.
    My condolences. ❤❤❤❤

  • @chills
    @chills Год назад +4195

    I'm sorry for your loss man. Rest in peace Tyson 🖤

  • @JamesWelsh
    @JamesWelsh Год назад +6664

    So sorry for your loss. This is the day us dog owners dread. Just from this video, you can tell you gave them the best life 💜

    • @RemnantsPvP
      @RemnantsPvP Год назад +16

      i agree, it hurts to hear this from someone else
      i hope everyone who goes through this remembers that their dog loves them

    • @meh_lady
      @meh_lady Год назад +26

      Not surprised to see one of my favorite dog lovers here. You and Robert are so special to so many, myself included. ❤

    • @RemnantsPvP
      @RemnantsPvP Год назад

      @@meh_lady i agree

    • @Kranon
      @Kranon Год назад

      "Them"? I'm probably wrong but i only see ONE dog dude, ONE DOG, not multiple. If anything you should say "your dog" or address Nexpo's dog by name.

    • @RemnantsPvP
      @RemnantsPvP Год назад +29

      @@Kranon ah here another bait post, welcome

  • @JokeDeity2
    @JokeDeity2 Год назад +753

    Anyone who has a heart and owned any pet, knows it's nothing different from a family member, and the pain of losing them is like losing a sibling or a parent or a child. It's devastating. Much love to all the animals out there.

  • @WolfOnTheEdge
    @WolfOnTheEdge 9 месяцев назад +38

    I find myself returning to this video in the middle of the night. I lost my 16 year-old dachshund, Liz, on May 31st of this year. My heart sank when I first saw this video. I was already torn up for you. It forced me to look at my little girl sitting by my feet and realize that I was enjoying borrowed time. I feel like coming back and hearing your words about your old friend help me with what I am going through every night. I still hear her little paws downstairs. Thank you for sharing this pain with us, it makes the silence a little more bearable.

  • @dcviare
    @dcviare Год назад +7165

    Sorry for your loss buddy, it’s always hard. Take your time with the videos ❤

  • @RowanLmao
    @RowanLmao Год назад +6820

    I’m so sorry dude. Pet loss is something so cruel to go through and I can’t imagine the pain you’ve experienced. We’re all here for you

    • @curnies
      @curnies Год назад +99

      The grief and loss that comes with saying goodbye to a pet is insane. I second this comment. So, so sorry.

    • @bobobsen
      @bobobsen Год назад +31

      Dude get a different profile pic

    • @CMTechnica
      @CMTechnica Год назад +66

      @@bobobsenget a different comment

    • @Just_shush_now
      @Just_shush_now Год назад +5

      @@CMTechnica his profile pic looks like he’s getting gratification from the dog dying…

    • @jorgyt754
      @jorgyt754 Год назад +56

      @@Just_shush_now his profile pic has absolutely nothing to do with it, and you thinking that is more messed up then the profile pic, which is literally an emoji.

  • @tklrrbccar3906
    @tklrrbccar3906 9 месяцев назад +6

    Oh my god I'm bawling like a baby. I just found your site and this is the first video I watched. I have been there several times over the years and at best it sucks. I feel for you and I know you loved Tyson. Such a handsome boy. Be of good cheer. He waits his papa in heaven. Of this I know.

  • @SirXer
    @SirXer Год назад +75

    This really hits hard, and reminds us all to cherish the time we have left with those we love. Thank you for sharing Tyson's story with us all, as he lives on forever in memories and close to your heart.

  • @chudsterbudster2549
    @chudsterbudster2549 Год назад +3927

    As an owner of a senior dog, I am truly sorry for your loss. I just wanna let you know that we'll be here waiting for you, so take all the time you need. Please take care of yourself. And I also just want to thank everyone here, for the maturity of the comments. So far I haven't seen any of the ridiculous Waffle House comments, so thank you, everyone, for being so caring and considerate. It makes me proud to be part of this community, so everyone please also take the time to drink some water, and breathe.

    • @VanDijkIsTheGOAT
      @VanDijkIsTheGOAT Год назад +15

      Beautiful comment man🥹

    • @maxreef7698
      @maxreef7698 Год назад +21

      I agree with the last reply, but I have to ask: what is a Waffle House comment?

    • @DJB_Gaming
      @DJB_Gaming Год назад +15

      @@maxreef7698 the waffle house has found it's new host meme

    • @adamofblastworks1517
      @adamofblastworks1517 Год назад +3

      @@DJB_Gaming what?

    • @MirzaAsjad32
      @MirzaAsjad32 Год назад +17

      @@adamofblastworks1517 it's just a spam meme...but it's better not to open this up here in this comment section
      ..

  • @dingletin
    @dingletin Год назад +1421

    Losing a pet is like losing yourself Nexpo you feel a chunk missing in your heart, though it can heal no matter what the case you will feel empty but just know that no matter what they’re always with you. By your side no matter what. May your dog Rest in Piece I hope you recover as easy as you can though it may be a while do it for Tyson and yourself. Love you Nexpo ❤

    • @vincethebanana
      @vincethebanana Год назад +8

      Losing a part of yourself is so true. When we had to let our 8 year old service dog go due to muscle paralysis it gutted our family. Seeing him hobble just to barely be able to lap up any water hurt so much. For weeks after he was gone I kept thinking to myself that he’d come running down the stairs from his bed to come sniff our legs because that’s what he was trained to do. He had saved my mother from entering a coma a year prior. You really can’t know what you have until it’s gone and sometimes our friends leave us in unthinkable ways while leaving a spot behind in us for them to return.

    • @SW7.62
      @SW7.62 Год назад

      Kracc

    • @sarahoitmann3900
      @sarahoitmann3900 10 месяцев назад

      Grief is just love with no place to go.

  • @zeelovesthee
    @zeelovesthee 8 месяцев назад +18

    i dont even know what to say. i’ve started crying, but i know that is way less sadness than you have felt after all this time without him. rest in peace tyson. ❤

  • @clipexexe6633
    @clipexexe6633 Год назад +78

    I feel the pain and anguish of this moment with you, even if I may have found this 2 weeks later. 2-3 days after your loss we had an abrupt loss of our beloved canine. Moose. When I saw this video today, those emotions came for both your dog and mine. I wish you the very best and can tell Tyson loved you so dearly. Those tiny little things that your dog does during the day hit hardest but you cherished him deeply.

    • @xellffs6258
      @xellffs6258 Год назад +2

      Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that.
      Xo.

    • @clipexexe6633
      @clipexexe6633 Год назад +1

      @@xellffs6258 I am sorry for your loss as well, Shadow was such a wonderful name

  • @FeralWench
    @FeralWench Год назад +468

    "Thank you for allowing me to be your father"
    That one got me in the feels. I know how difficult it is to lose an animal, it's a different sort of pain than anything else like it. RIP Tyson, I'm sure he's waiting for you on the other side of the rainbow bridge.

    • @stylez5484
      @stylez5484 Год назад

      Me too *hands you the tissue box 🤧

    • @joshshrum2764
      @joshshrum2764 Год назад

      Noooo not the Whitebeard one piece vibes aaaahhhh my heart.

  • @austinmcconnell
    @austinmcconnell Год назад +743

    So sorry to hear about your loss. This was a tough watch - my little buddy is reaching his sunset, too. How lucky we are to have loved and been loved so deeply. Take as much time as you need, man. Please reach out if you need anything.

  • @darqfriend
    @darqfriend Год назад +70

    As a cancer survivor and one that lost fur babies to cancer as well in the last couple of years you have my deepest condolences. Alot of us understand the void that's been left in your soul. It will hurt for a while, but you will never forget his love and companionship. I'm certain when you're ready Tyson will send a fur baby to claim you as their human, until he meets you at the rainbow bridge he will be watching you from there. Please take care of yourself.

  • @ruben_9868
    @ruben_9868 Год назад +49

    Man i cried my eyes out to this one. I cant fathom how you've managed to upload so soon as well, take ALL THE TIME YOU NEED. RIP TYSON ❤️ it is very hard to lose a pet.

  • @bravonorthyt
    @bravonorthyt Год назад +164

    Someone once told me, “the price of real love is eventually having to say goodbye.” My deepest condolences brother.

  • @Eksevis
    @Eksevis Год назад +580

    The pain in your voice speaks more words than you could ever in a life time. Somebody could have never lied their eyes on your dog, but just hearing how you talk about his passing away tells everything; he was genuinely loved by you and was unspeakably precious to you.

  • @Zylak20
    @Zylak20 9 месяцев назад +6

    This is beautiful. I lost my 10 year old lab a year ago to cancer. I know exactly how you were feeling when you wrote this. It’s pain that few will endure. Hopefully by now, you have begun to heal.

  • @very7962
    @very7962 8 месяцев назад +6

    Nexpo, I get this feeling now. I lost my pet a few days ago. And it hurts at a deepness that is hard to describe

  • @foxbiscuit
    @foxbiscuit Год назад +103

    you can hear the tears in his voice....
    it's not easy. it's never easy. it gets easier with time, but the pain never leaves you.
    we wish you the best, nexpo.

  • @BlackFlagHeathen
    @BlackFlagHeathen Год назад +489

    Oh man. Hearing Nexpo trying not to break down crying is rough. Take as long as you need, man. So sorry for your loss. We’re all here for you. ❤️

    • @bradda.c
      @bradda.c Год назад +1

      God loves us sinners that he willingly died for us so we can repent for our sins. Come to Christ before time runs out. There’s never a guarantee for tomorrow. We either go to two places when we die heaven or hell but Jesus opened the pathway to heaven for us. God loves you. Repent and come to him before it’s too late islam is a way to hell but jesus is the way to heaven

    • @HoaxIndustry
      @HoaxIndustry Год назад +5

      Yeah his voice just got me in the gut.

    • @neilthomson3338
      @neilthomson3338 Год назад +4

      As a dog owner, hard feels man 😢 sorry for ya loss

    • @aDeadmansGun
      @aDeadmansGun Год назад +14

      @@bradda.c this is not an appropriate time to say that sort of thing.

  • @Deepchild
    @Deepchild Год назад +2

    What a beautiful homage. Thank you for sharing this xx

  • @philopharynx7910
    @philopharynx7910 Год назад +10

    My heart goes out to you. We lost both of our dogs last year, and it was really hard. Dogs express their love so directly and openly. Muttzarella and Wagamuffin helped me through a lot.

  • @rylanduncan2591
    @rylanduncan2591 Год назад +549

    The tears streaming down my face are a testament to the pain we feel for you, Nexpo. We are here when you are ready, don't rush yourself. I hope wherever Tyson is he is surrounded by toys and all the treats he could ever want.

  • @MylesWulf
    @MylesWulf Год назад +742

    They’re not just pets, they’re a part of your family, a part of your life that make it so much better. We love you man, Rest in Peace.

  • @jeffhalliday9684
    @jeffhalliday9684 Год назад +2

    So sad and beautiful all at once. I was in tears by the end. I’m a new follower and subscriber. This video reaffirms why you are a much loved and respected creator. Kudos to you, my friend. Long live the memory of your sweet, loyal and beloved companion 😢❤

  • @GRIEFTX
    @GRIEFTX Год назад +29

    I'm at work crying my eyes out. I am so sorry for your loss Nexpo. As a dog dad I cannot fathom the pain you may feel. I hope your heart heals and your baby is no longer in pain. Much love to you my friend. - Tristen

  • @ShiZilla
    @ShiZilla Год назад +811

    Hearing this voice, which barely wavers at the scariest things I've heard, shake and begin to crack, I felt it, as someone who lost a pet somewhat recently
    I wish you the best

    • @Julian-bq9qv
      @Julian-bq9qv Год назад +8

      And my prayers and condolences to you too.

  • @dignitywoo2955
    @dignitywoo2955 Год назад +525

    Nexpo, I'm crying now, hearing your voice holding back tears. I'm so so sorry for your loss. I just wish you to know that your precious Tyson is resting well in heaven, he's no longer feeling any pain, and he will always love you just like you will love him forever. Rest in peace little Tyson.

  • @blanktintin
    @blanktintin 8 месяцев назад

    The love dogs show are a blessing. I will cry my eyes out when my dog passes. But until then I am going to treasure her everyday

  • @emilymtsu
    @emilymtsu 8 месяцев назад

    Truly sorry for your loss. I’m thankful you know the love of human kind’s greatest companion.

  • @VicariousNick55
    @VicariousNick55 Год назад +1072

    Man it's almost 1am and here I am bawling my eyes out for Tyson. Our puppy just reached his 1st birthday a few weeks back and I couldn't imagine the pain you're going through of losing your little buddy. They are family. Your child. Tyson seemed like he truly loved you and we can all see he was loved back 10 fold. I am truly sorry for your loss Nexpo.
    Rest In Peace

    • @cocraine
      @cocraine Год назад +2

      2:08 AM for me and I AM bawling my eyes out😭😭

    • @TheBunnyb0y
      @TheBunnyb0y Год назад +1

      they are a handfull and look up to you to guide them whats wrong and right, my doggo keep eating socks lol, still does sometimes..
      Still see her as my lil pup, even after 10 years, enjoy your doggo while you can, never know..
      Lost a dog only 2 years of age.. Didn't even aim to have it but it needed saving and ofc you love them.. But problems.. Complications.. Can come along and.. Well.. Never know..
      But all my best wishes and again enjoy each other, through bad and good times ^^

    • @leo_n3103
      @leo_n3103 Год назад +1

      5 am for me 😢

  • @WafflesASAP
    @WafflesASAP Год назад +434

    Jesus this is heartbreaking. Rest in Peace, Tyson. May you and your family mourn easy, Nex.
    Much love to all of you from Philly, PA.

  • @erinerieri
    @erinerieri 8 месяцев назад

    watching this after i lost my dog today. it’s insane how we can’t do anything to help them yet they do so much to help us. i am so sorry for your loss.

  • @misterie3877
    @misterie3877 10 месяцев назад +2

    My family bred three generations of boxers, cancer in the female line made us stop on the third generation. I love boxers, smart, charasmatic and full of energy.
    Belated though it is I am truly sorry for your loss. Your videos are an inspiration to me and I am trying to learn as much as I can from them.
    God bless

  • @CrimsonOmen24
    @CrimsonOmen24 Год назад +158

    The pain of losing a pet is immeasurable. My heart goes out and I hope your companion finds the peace they deserve.

  • @lainistyping
    @lainistyping Год назад +173

    Those eyes. What a precious pup. Please take your time, Ryan. You likely have a lot of feelings, after finding out Tyson was sick, but its obvious you did your best and kept him comfortable up to his last moments. It's obvious you loved him and were the best dad he could wish for. Thank you for sharing these moments with us. Don't worry about us, we'll be here. Take your time.

    • @eunhinged4764
      @eunhinged4764 Год назад +1

      the eyes are the windows to the soul - only dogs know that!

  • @atthecontractor
    @atthecontractor 9 месяцев назад

    Never usually comment on YT but felt compelled as I once too lost a dog and the great memories pop to my mind at random. What a beautiful dog he was. Thanks for sharing and hope all is well brother

  • @crystalorren893
    @crystalorren893 8 месяцев назад +1

    What a sweet baby boo. RIP Tyson, and supportive love and hugs for his family. Hang in there, guys.

  • @luftballonzz
    @luftballonzz Год назад +480

    I have no doubt that your pet felt so unbelievably loved and cared for until the end, and that he passed away as happy and content as a dog can ever hope to be. so sorry for your loss, man

    • @YesHello_OkGoodbye
      @YesHello_OkGoodbye Год назад +9

      Rest In peace, Tyson
      This must have been one of Nexpos saddest video to make :(

  • @ItsAWildeThing
    @ItsAWildeThing Год назад +259

    So sorry for your loss Nexpo. Stay strong. I know how hard it is to lose pets and we’re all here for you.

  • @matthewgurule4183
    @matthewgurule4183 9 месяцев назад

    Thank you for making me cry the good cry. I'm glad you got years with Tyson, he was a king.

  • @PizzaSutra
    @PizzaSutra Год назад +7

    This is the most affecting Nexpo video I've seen, no mysteries, murders, unexplained horrors hold a candle to that quiver in his voice. I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @Ksweetpea
    @Ksweetpea Год назад +353

    Whether you lose a dog, a cat, a gecko, or a mouse, losing a pet is always heartbreaking. Your tone of voice is bringing tears to my eyes, perhaps because I remember saying my sorrys and goodbyes much like this to my old hedgehog. I'm sorry for your loss

    • @TheGothicLibrarian
      @TheGothicLibrarian Год назад +1

      He's bringing me to tears as well, I've had many pets, sort of, as a child, but living in the countryside they were all living outside so I barely ever saw them when they came to eat, and never really bonded a lot. Now I've had a cat for over 10 years, and I love her so much, and I couldn't help but think that I'll very much likely outlive her, and that almost made me cry too. As much as I try to tell myself that it's gonna happen and I need to be ready for it, I don't think I'll ever really will. All I can hope is for a quick and painless passing for her. I don't want to think about it 😭

  • @chaseduncan2866
    @chaseduncan2866 Год назад +456

    I'm so sorry for your loss, Nexpo, I truly hope things become better for you. Losing a family member, even if some may only consider it to be a pet, is one of the worst experiences. May he rest in peace.

  • @brendanwood1540
    @brendanwood1540 Год назад +3

    I'm sorry for your loss man. Brings a tear to my eye and burns hole in my heart. There's no better life he could have lived. His indelible footprint will instill compassion in us all.

  • @peterchan2096
    @peterchan2096 Год назад +392

    The pain in your voice is apparent, my deepest condolences. Tyson looks like he was such a sweet dog. Losing a pet isn’t ever easy, especially to something so tragic, but this is a beautiful way to honor his life. I’m very sorry for your loss.

  • @Sacred_Sword
    @Sacred_Sword Год назад +609

    I legitimately wasn't expecting such a heartbreaking video.
    I lost my cat nearly eight years ago and I was there when she passed. I feel your pain and my heart goes out to you and Tyson.

    • @persephoenix
      @persephoenix Год назад +2

      I lost my cat a few years back too, and it still hurts to think about it. Sending love to you, Nexpo, and anyone else who has lost a beloved pet.

    • @ginaperez8139
      @ginaperez8139 Год назад

      Exactly 💯% I just thought oh how cute another furbaby video...and then NOPE!
      A very heartwarming, but sad 😥 video.
      I feel for him so much it's so hard to lose one of your furbabies. Lost my Smokey almost 8 yrs ago and I still miss him like crazy, and now my dog Cammy is 14 and I know My time with her is limited as well as with my cat Sheeba.
      After these two babies of mine pass on, no more furbabies for me I cannot take the heartache of losing them.

    • @eunhinged4764
      @eunhinged4764 Год назад

      me too - I hope they know : )

    • @fleur_999
      @fleur_999 Год назад +6

      @@TuriGamer it's his channel he can do a memorial video if he wants to. whatever helps him grieve.

    • @mrdelaney4440
      @mrdelaney4440 Год назад

      I scraped my kitten off the road 11 years ago, made sure I walked down the middle of the road interrupting all the traffic as I carried him home to Bury him.
      Every now and then I spray paint 'slow down' on the spot he was killed just to let out the frustration I still feel.

  • @The00CJ
    @The00CJ 8 месяцев назад +2

    Even with all the stories Nexpo has spoken to all of us, this one is the one that will always cut the deepest.

  • @littlejofmvfd
    @littlejofmvfd 8 месяцев назад

    This breaks my absolute heart. I 100% understand your pain. My condolences to you.

  • @Wiickles
    @Wiickles Год назад +777

    The pain in your voice has me in tears -- I know plenty of folks have said it, but losing a pet is such an absolute heartbreaker. I hope you find comfort in your fellow humans during this time of grief and find the light that I know that Tyson would want for you. Such a good pupper, you were lucky to have each other.

    • @ArizonaJewell
      @ArizonaJewell Год назад +11

      Hey, don’t contact the guy who replied to your comment asking you to contact him, it is NOT nexpo. It’s a scammer.

    • @UC4AQUgrQ9EwVIGoF0w7xHXg
      @UC4AQUgrQ9EwVIGoF0w7xHXg Год назад

      @@writeme9816 🤖🗑️

  • @Ringmaster_Nanobyte
    @Ringmaster_Nanobyte Год назад +499

    The fact that you can hear him holding back tears at some parts of the video just shows how much he loves him
    My condolences

  • @DonovanMcBride
    @DonovanMcBride 8 месяцев назад

    This reminds me of my boxer zander who passed due to similar circumstances, and him describing the emptiness was exactly what i felt afterwards. Nothing can fill the emptiness, that hopefullness of seeing your dog come around the corner or through the doggy door. Coming home to that empty bed... was the second most heart breaking experience, behind hugging him as he took his last breath

  • @purplehaze2358
    @purplehaze2358 8 месяцев назад +1

    I truly believe there is no greater loss than that of a dog; because they are, all at once, a best friend, a son or daughter, and a reason to live unto themselves.

  • @kevinambriz4556
    @kevinambriz4556 Год назад +514

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is one of the most painful things anybody can go through. Dogs are so pure and sweet and never deserve to go through illness. I have gone through losses myself with dogs, and although the pain may never fully go away, we must be happy that we were able to spend so many good times with our companions, and remember that they are no longer going through pain, and that they are now in paradise. God bless you and your family, Nexpo, and god bless your little angel Tyson. God bless everyone who has lost a pet, and all those pets who have lost their lives too soon :,(

  • @RedPaganNetwork
    @RedPaganNetwork Год назад +73

    You can hear him holding back tears while recording this. I'm so sorry, Ryan. My condolences to you and the wife. Please take the time you need to recover from this. We will all be here when you get back.

  • @nimalli
    @nimalli 11 месяцев назад

    Im so sorry for your loss....beautiful video. Beautiful writing....

  • @LeviJane
    @LeviJane 8 месяцев назад

    omg 💔 the pain is real. sending love.

  • @frost214ify
    @frost214ify Год назад +342

    I lost Dad last month. I cannot begin to describe the struggle. I'm autistic so I take death weird. However, this video resonates with me. I know your loss and you know mine. Thank you Nexpo. I know I am not alone, and I know we can both go on. We will be ok, and they are ok. That gives me solace and peace.

    • @MultiMoo20
      @MultiMoo20 Год назад +6

      I’m so sorry for the loss of your Dad 💔🙏🏼

    • @G.reviewz
      @G.reviewz Год назад +3

      Im sorry for the loss of your dad and i understand the weird way of dealing with the death of a loved and having to cope with the strange way autism makes you deal with it.
      I have it myself though very minor. Its a painful feeling and for me it feels like it never washes away but its good to remember that you have freinds and family that will understand and help you.
      Love you and care for you.

    • @MultiMoo20
      @MultiMoo20 Год назад +2

      @@G.reviewz sometimes the world is a hard and unloving place…then I read comments like these. Y’all give me hope for this hard world. I do not have Autism and won’t pretend to know how you feel. But I can say y’all’s hearts are full of love and understanding. God bless you both!!❤️🙏🏼❤️

    • @G.reviewz
      @G.reviewz Год назад +1

      @@MultiMoo20 god bless you too my dude respect.

    • @Hitical_Crit
      @Hitical_Crit Год назад +2

      I know your loss and you know mine - That resonated with me, lost my Dad 11 years ago. Cheers to you, and cheers to Dads!

  • @randomisntavailable
    @randomisntavailable Год назад +896

    as someone who’s lost their dog recently, I’m glad that you appreciated every little part of him. losing someone that you’ve held so close for years can only be so devastatingly difficult. I’m sorry. Losing your dog is a pain I wouldn’t wish on anyone. It’s losing a friendship only dogs could ever make with humans. do take your time as not even I’ve fully healed yet. you have a loyal, mature, open-minded, and patient fan base hoping the best for your recovery

    • @sourgreendolly7685
      @sourgreendolly7685 Год назад +6

      I'm sorry for your recent loss as well

    • @persenn
      @persenn Год назад +2

      I lost my dog in mid September last year, and the day when i got the news was so horrible, even though I got the news at about 5pm. I remember doing my math homework one moment and crying the next. I hope that anybody who loses a dog, knows that they will still have great memories, even if they can't make new ones.
      thanks for reading my reply if you did.

    • @noodlyboi101
      @noodlyboi101 Год назад +2

      This ^ losing my dog was hard on me as I spent a lot of my time cuddling with her and keeping her company. Hope others find piece after fur friends death.

    • @randomisntavailable
      @randomisntavailable 10 месяцев назад

      @@persennsorry for being so late but I read it all. it came at a time when I was focusing on school too, and most importantly myself as well. Life has been too rough ever since my dog died, but I’m glad I found some people to relate to. I hope you’re doing all better now, and if not may the best come in your healing process 🩷

    • @randomisntavailable
      @randomisntavailable 10 месяцев назад

      @@sourgreendolly7685thank you. 🩷

  • @thedripreaper8102
    @thedripreaper8102 8 месяцев назад

    damn, as someone who makes dark kinds of content this is a whole new style of dark. im so sorry that you had to go through this, even after 6 months of grieving i know this wont go away, my prayers for you and whoever this affected.

  • @al3617
    @al3617 Год назад +26

    I lost my best friend of 13 years last year and it was the hardest thing I've ever gone through in my life. While I can understand your pain, grief is different for every person and I can't imagine how much it's hurt you. You've managed to create content that makes me laugh, makes me scared and today has made me cry. I am so sorry for your loss. The one thing you can hold onto is knowing that Tyson is no longer in pain and is running around in his prime, happy as ever, waiting to see you again.
    I hope you know that there's no rush for you to make content. Please take care of yourself first and do whatever you need to get through this. We'll all still be here ready for more scares.

  • @chupppy2086
    @chupppy2086 Год назад +147

    You know after watching Nexpo for so long seeing him being sad is really heartbreaking because although the content he makes and his voice he’s probably one of the most wholesome creepy content creators on here hope you get better man😢

    • @adubfrompgh
      @adubfrompgh Год назад +5

      His voice is what I love about him. And, when he was talking, you could hear every crack. We lost a boxer to cancer, and we only had him 5 months. He was 6, a rescue, and deaf. We only had a very short time with him, but I know it was the best of his life. He never left my side, and his stubby tail was always wagging. He gave the wettest kisses, but cuddled like a pillow. When I heard his voice crack, I know that pain, and there's nothing like it. We bring them into our lives, knowing one day, we may have to make the hardest choice ever. But, the love is worth it 💔💔💔🐾🐾🐾

  • @VaniMidarii
    @VaniMidarii Год назад +1140

    I had many thoughts going on inside my head when I read the title, but this was certainly not one of them. It hit so me hard. Im shocked that you’re even releasing a video soon, take all the time you need Ryan. I similarly lost my pup to cancer in 2021, he had been with me for 13 years. I can hear the pain in your voice, just take it one day at a time. They’re in a better place now, free from pain. Rest in paradise Tyson ❤🎾

  • @electricelephantTV
    @electricelephantTV Год назад

    Boxers are so loving with such personalities. I know how you feel. My family has rescued and provided loving lives for a few. He will always be with you. And what a life he must have had.

  • @TheTBoneSteak
    @TheTBoneSteak Год назад

    I'm so sorry for your loss.
    Having gone through this loss multiple times myself, all we can do is try to provide them as much love and compassion as we can, while we have them.
    Much love. ♥️

  • @briannajaide
    @briannajaide Год назад +28

    I’m so sorry… there’s no loss like that of an animal companion.
    Beautiful memorial.
    Fly high, Tyson. 🕯

  • @chez_guy
    @chez_guy Год назад +185

    im so sorry for you loss, nexpo. I know without a doubt you gave him a life full of happiness, love, and care. he must've felt like the luckiest dog in the world. now he's in a better place. we love you, nexpo. take a break, as long as you need. we'll always be here for you 💛💛💛

  • @infernum05
    @infernum05 Год назад +33

    Hey man, I'm so sorry that this happened to you. I know how it feels to lose an animal to cancer. I, too, lost my dog to cancer. It hurts so much that it's impossible to describe. Just know that all of your viewers, and I mean all of us, will always be here for you. Rest in peace, Tyson.

  • @wes_bloom
    @wes_bloom 10 месяцев назад +3

    I had to immediately give my dog a huge hug after this :'( Sorry for your loss. Tyson seemed like one of the goodest good boys

  • @raven2192
    @raven2192 Год назад +367

    I remember losing my cat 3 years ago and it was the first pet to me that really mattered. The weirdest thing to me was the house feeling so empty. I didn't realize how big of a presence animals have in our houses but boy do I appreciate the love they give us and allow us to give out. Rest in peace Tyson

    • @theredmarker7216
      @theredmarker7216 Год назад +3

      I lost my chihuahua to cancer in his liver July of 2020, don't think I'll be having another pet for a while after him.

    • @midnightportal3952
      @midnightportal3952 Год назад +6

      I had to put my cat down in January 2020 and it was the same, It was my first pet as an adult and I got him just a few weeks after he was born, he was very special to me. They always talk about cats not loving us, but he would always greet me as soon as i walked in and would cry outside my room when i wasnt home. I still miss him today and became a petsitter because I didn't want to go through losing a pet again, but still missed having a cat and being around animals. I got my first clients around a year after he started to get sick and they were cats too and he's always been the cover photo on my petsitting profile.
      Rest in peace:
      Tyson
      The chihuahua
      && Sylvester 💖🐾

    • @johnrobinson3642
      @johnrobinson3642 Год назад

      That is exactly how I describe it when I lose a dog, my house feels so cold and empty when they go. It's amazing how one little animal can fill up such a big house.

  • @myceliumlung
    @myceliumlung Год назад +385

    I can't imagine the strength it took to recite this without crying. I have lost many pets, and my grandma currently has cancer. I'm so sorry for your loss, nobody deserves this pain. He was clearly so loved.

    • @wespenn6139
      @wespenn6139 Год назад +2

      Lost my grandma to cancer too at 14, who was my maternal figure. Cherish the small things my friend, stay strong

    • @leninchan7295
      @leninchan7295 Год назад +2

      Dude was holding back tears you can very much tell that from how he speaks....that cracking just makes my throat swell up and my eyes water*

    • @8bit_nacho825
      @8bit_nacho825 Год назад +3

      he didn't recite it without crying. you can hear it.

  • @scapegoat1347
    @scapegoat1347 Год назад

    So sorry for your loss, he looked & sounded like a great beast.

  • @yourcatsfilthyvomitchunks6423
    @yourcatsfilthyvomitchunks6423 Год назад +1

    I'm so so sorry for your loss. I've been here too, it hurts and still does. I hope time heals you like it somewhat has me.

  • @DonPeppino93
    @DonPeppino93 Год назад +217

    So sorry for your loss Nexpo. I rarely am brought to tears, but this message had the tears streaming. Losing a pet really is like losing a member of the family. My deepest sympathies are with you. That handsome fella is always with you, and he will be awaiting you. When your time comes and you guys will be together again for eternity.

  • @jisageek
    @jisageek Год назад +340

    I lost my cat a couple years ago and this video made it feel like it was yesterday. Truly beautiful words. I'm so sorry for your loss.

    • @tomk5576
      @tomk5576 Год назад +3

      Sorry for your loss

    • @ItsJustMe0585
      @ItsJustMe0585 Год назад +6

      I lost mine after 13 years, last year. I know what you mean. They are our family so it hurts when they pass. I'm ugly crying over here... But it's worth it for the years we have them.

    • @corbeaudejugement
      @corbeaudejugement Год назад +5

      @@ItsJustMe0585 it's one of the tough parts about having a pet- you're always going to outlive them. it's good to take solace in the years we have them for, because when you think from their perspective, our love and care was all they knew. their lives, though short compared to ours, were full and glowing. and that is beautiful.

    • @Andrew_Ryan_Says
      @Andrew_Ryan_Says Год назад +2

      Ditto. Sitting here crying...screw it.

    • @loli42
      @loli42 Год назад +2

      why was ur cat named purple

  • @sophiap.6952
    @sophiap.6952 Год назад

    I’m sorry for your loss and I give you and whomever else is grieving with you my condolences. remember the good aspects of your pup, never the last ones cause those memories is what makes the connection whole❤

  • @fleurbleue5114
    @fleurbleue5114 8 месяцев назад

    Well, I was not expecting this when I started this video. Really sorry for your loss and I hope that you are doing better now. I know what it's like to lose a companion and it takes time to heal. I'm sure he was a sweetheart 🙏

  • @Looseclown24
    @Looseclown24 Год назад +95

    I’m so sorry for your loss, Nexpo. Take as much of a break as you may need, we will be patiently awaiting your return.
    Rest In Peace, Tyson.

  • @wmhfv992
    @wmhfv992 Год назад +195

    I hope this was a cathartic video for you to make. To share Tyson with all of us, so that we can also remember him for the sweet, loving boy he was. To have a love letter to him that will live forever on the internet. We love you, Nexpo!

  • @thedarkcloakartist
    @thedarkcloakartist Год назад +2

    I'm so sorry. This hit hard and close, having gone through this a few times over the last couple of years. Too many times.
    He was obviously so well loved and made a tremendous impact on you, which you I am sure share onward. He's not gone, you'll always carry him within you, and those you touch will too.

  • @v_da_crackhead
    @v_da_crackhead 7 месяцев назад +1

    I'm not crying, you're crying 😭
    But fr tho, this broke my heart. I have a 13ys dog and I know it's probably gonna be his time ina year or so. He's still alive, yet I'm already grieving my future loss. Losing a pet is like losing a family member or your own child, it's devastating. I hope you're doing better ❤

  • @RhysKatz
    @RhysKatz Год назад +220

    You know that feeling when you want to cry and you get that pain in your throat, I can hear it when he speaks about his best friend and son. I really hope you take the time you need whether it be a few weeks or months we are always here for you. I know from every last one of your fans that we all have been greatly impacted by your videos, your caring disposition and everything about you. I really hope the best for you in the coming weeks and I hope your friend is chasing squirells and having as many pup cups as he wants in heaven. We are all from the bottom of our hearts greatful for everything you've done for this community but we're also greatful for what an amazing person you are and I am sure Tyson is even more greatful to have an owner as amazing as you. Wish you the best.

    • @bradda.c
      @bradda.c Год назад +1

      God loves us sinners that he willingly died for us so we can repent for our sins. Come to Christ before time runs out. There’s never a guarantee for tomorrow. We either go to two places when we die heaven or hell but Jesus opened the pathway to heaven for us. God loves you. Repent and come to him before it’s too late islam is a way to hell but jesus is the way to heaven

    • @AUMiner
      @AUMiner Год назад

      Ditto! You said it beautifully, spot on. As a furbaby Mom myself I know one day I'm going to have that day as well and I know I'm going to be a wreck.
      I know u've brought Tyson as much joy as he's brought you!! He's never going to leave ur hearts & minds, his life a true blessing on both sides, urs & his. I'm truly sorry for ur pain & loss. We are all here for you & yours!!

  • @alexemerson112
    @alexemerson112 Год назад +263

    I'm so sorry for your loss. It may not seem like it now, but it does gets easier with time. You never forget them and the hurt that their absence causes, but eventually you'll start to look back on memories with a smile of fondness instead of sadness, and start to feel whole again. It sounds like Tyson had an amazing life, and it was beautiful to see a glimpse of that in this video. Take all the time you need, we are here for you

  • @LD7
    @LD7 Год назад

    So sorry for your loss ❤ take your time with loved ones around you in this hard time. Lots of hugs ❤

  • @RyeRyeShnatBat
    @RyeRyeShnatBat 7 месяцев назад

    I lost my dog in July and I wake up everyday thinking about him. I’m sorry for your loss.

  • @dollsvalley
    @dollsvalley Год назад +541

    The emptiness left by the passing of a dear pet is immeasurable. I’m truly sorry for your loss. Tyson is now looking at you from the clouds and I’m sure - fully aware of all the love you have for him. RIP Tyson ♥️

  • @etherealhaven_
    @etherealhaven_ Год назад +117

    the loss of a pet always hits harder than anything, I'm so sorry :( love you always nexpo

  • @tinashuert4131
    @tinashuert4131 8 месяцев назад

    I am so sorry to hear this much love and prayers to you and your wife he's a sweet boy

  • @scotam02
    @scotam02 3 месяца назад

    I don't play with my dog enough.....I let precious moments slip by and tell myself I am too busy, too tired, too annoyed, too stressed, etc. This video helped me realize the importance of those fleeting moments in time that we can never get back. Thank you.

  • @anthonylondergan5798
    @anthonylondergan5798 Год назад +164

    I'm so sorry for your loss. He'll watch down on you for the rest of eternity. We're all so grateful for you. Please take the time you need to grieve, we will all be here when you get back. We love you Nexpo. Rest in the sweetest peace Tyson

  • @Bad_Wolf32
    @Bad_Wolf32 Год назад +83

    I’m so sorry for your loss. This is heartbreaking. My thoughts are with you through his painful time. They aren’t simply pets, they’re family, and they’re always always missed.

  • @CaloNord
    @CaloNord Год назад

    Much love. I recently lost my dog of 8 years. She was a rescue English bulldog. Thanks for the awesome

  • @itayhamri3063
    @itayhamri3063 8 месяцев назад

    As someone who lost a cat recently, who's been an inseparable part of my life since 2006, I completely understand how you feel. Pets are part of your family, but they're also something deeper than that. I still haven't fully processed it, but I hope that you have and that now you and anyone else who's life Tyson touched is in a better place.

  • @nebulasfart3590
    @nebulasfart3590 Год назад +125

    Nexpo, this was a beautiful tribute. And I’m very sorry that you both have to go through this. Animals do become family, and you are proof of that ♥️

    • @SomeLoser0
      @SomeLoser0 Год назад +1

      funny name and banner image.