Hello Daniel, thank you for sharing your story. I struggled with gender dysphoria and dissociative identity disorder as well. For 25 years I was addicted to masturbation and self harm. 2 years ago I stumbled across Dr. Jordan Petersons lectures on RUclips and I found one of his talks about self authoring. He said, "If you want to understand something about yourself, write it down, but write it down in such a way that you could give it to someone else and they would understand your story. When you are done, you will understand what is bothering you about your past." I started writing my stories down a year and a half ago and I began editing my stories into video essays. Somewhere along the way I realized that I had mistaken God for the church that molested me. Last year I started going back to church. Prayer and crying out to God was the most difficult step for me, but God has healed me more than my own understanding or any therapy could have done. Thank you for sharing. May God be with you.
@A Saboteur's Guide WOW, thanks for sharing this, is there any way you could publish this as there has to be a voice against the insanity that is being pushed on a whole generation of children. I do not have much free time, live on 2 acre farm, need to keep grass cut, work, etc. If someone could organize all the voices of the detransition community, share your treatment results, there would be a real solution for people to choose instead of harmful surgeries.
@@ReturnDaniel I have began publishing my video essays onto my RUclips channel. I have several series about my own sexual traumas and in those videos I explain the seven rooms which caused me to forget God. It was the only way I knew how to break the story down without it being a 45 minute ramble. I started with a story when I was a Christian and then each subsequent room added to my forgetting God. I recently explained the reasons why I harmed myself for over 10 years. In that story I explain my experience living within cults. I also explain how our world is currently doing many of the things that cults had done. I will link you to the playlist for the short series called The Seven Rooms and also the video explaining the reason why I harmed myself for so long. If you have time to watch, I would love to hear your thoughts. Seven Rooms: How I forgot God ruclips.net/p/PLNu7l47KmczLQsSigEzy7H-O9aUZ_OTI8 How a Cult changed me? ruclips.net/video/BEqi5bk9zpM/видео.html May God be with you.
@Tari Akpodiete I am grateful that I finally am taking responsibility for my life and am no longer living as a victim of mother's anger. Please keep all the souls that are struggling with identity problems in your prayers. Gender Dysphoria is a nightmare I would not wish on anyone.
How do you “know” it was the God of the Bible? Also you changed, because you wanted to change, not because you did a prayer. If somebody wants change and is praying for it, they will change, because they are unhappy with their living situation. You were unhappy with the gender confusion, so you stopped it.
@Renny, it was clear to me when the scripture 1 Thessalonians 5:22 entered my mind and God convicted me that HE created me male, I was walking around delusional thinking I was female and that I must turn from my evil and repent. So glad I listened and did not commit suicide.
Hello Daniel, thank you for sharing your story. I struggled with gender dysphoria and dissociative identity disorder as well. For 25 years I was addicted to masturbation and self harm. 2 years ago I stumbled across Dr. Jordan Petersons lectures on RUclips and I found one of his talks about self authoring. He said, "If you want to understand something about yourself, write it down, but write it down in such a way that you could give it to someone else and they would understand your story. When you are done, you will understand what is bothering you about your past."
I started writing my stories down a year and a half ago and I began editing my stories into video essays. Somewhere along the way I realized that I had mistaken God for the church that molested me. Last year I started going back to church. Prayer and crying out to God was the most difficult step for me, but God has healed me more than my own understanding or any therapy could have done.
Thank you for sharing. May God be with you.
@A Saboteur's Guide WOW, thanks for sharing this, is there any way you could publish this as there has to be a voice against the insanity that is being pushed on a whole generation of children. I do not have much free time, live on 2 acre farm, need to keep grass cut, work, etc. If someone could organize all the voices of the detransition community, share your treatment results, there would be a real solution for people to choose instead of harmful surgeries.
@@ReturnDaniel I have began publishing my video essays onto my RUclips channel. I have several series about my own sexual traumas and in those videos I explain the seven rooms which caused me to forget God. It was the only way I knew how to break the story down without it being a 45 minute ramble.
I started with a story when I was a Christian and then each subsequent room added to my forgetting God.
I recently explained the reasons why I harmed myself for over 10 years. In that story I explain my experience living within cults. I also explain how our world is currently doing many of the things that cults had done.
I will link you to the playlist for the short series called The Seven Rooms and also the video explaining the reason why I harmed myself for so long. If you have time to watch, I would love to hear your thoughts.
Seven Rooms: How I forgot God
ruclips.net/p/PLNu7l47KmczLQsSigEzy7H-O9aUZ_OTI8
How a Cult changed me?
ruclips.net/video/BEqi5bk9zpM/видео.html
May God be with you.
All the very best Daniel ❤️
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yeah, let's blame mum!
@Tari Akpodiete I am grateful that I finally am taking responsibility for my life and am no longer living as a victim of mother's anger. Please keep all the souls that are struggling with identity problems in your prayers. Gender Dysphoria is a nightmare I would not wish on anyone.
How do you “know” it was the God of the Bible? Also you changed, because you wanted to change, not because you did a prayer. If somebody wants change and is praying for it, they will change, because they are unhappy with their living situation. You were unhappy with the gender confusion, so you stopped it.
@Renny, it was clear to me when the scripture 1 Thessalonians 5:22 entered my mind and God convicted me that HE created me male, I was walking around delusional thinking I was female and that I must turn from my evil and repent. So glad I listened and did not commit suicide.