The Metal Community are some of the best people out there,we've all been affected by addiction or depression in one way or another. We all come together like no other music genre I know.
Hit the nail on the head, my friend! This music and these people have saved my life more times than I can count. The metal community is the most empathetic and caring group of people, and we are a family. 🤘🤘🤘
I've been fighting for so long and my darkness eats at me daily. But I try to help others first. I know the pain. I know the need for love. So to anyone reading this: You are loved. You are wanted. You are cherished. You deserve to be hugged and held through the good and the bad. When you need someone to save you, just remember. We all are holding out our hands to you. We will help you stand. We will help you breath better. It's not just a promise. It's the truth.
We are all in this together. There is always #AReasonToFight! Thanks to our fans who helped us spread this very important message. We are deeply touched by your personal stories, and we hope it encourages others to reach out. If you or someone you know is battling with addiction, depression, PTSD, and other demons, you are not alone! Resources for help: disturbed.lnk.to/helpresources
@Disturbed, shall I say My longtime friends? Thank you for this most sincere & important video & commentary. How timely. Last night, 4/17/18 I did, indeed, take several muscle relaxant pills & this morning when I awoke, my first thought was simply...fuck...still here. Again. I did reach out for help...again...& No New Messages on my phone, even this morning so yeah, at this point, I am already dead inside & waiting impatiently for the physiological part to join the Soul. No hyperbole nor pity pot here, just the facts. I am a 58 year old fully disabled mom? grandma? I truly don't know as my 'kids' & their children are lost to me & have been for quite some time. I think the fatal blow was in Sept. 2013, when my older brother died, rather unexpectedly. Just like my dad in 1978! I've lost my husband to suicide in 1996 & just far too much loss, if that makes sense. When there is no Quality of Life, there is no Life, no Hope, no Reason. To the younger people that may or may not read this post I can only tell you this: "Give a loved one flowers while they can still smell & enjoy them. Do not wait to put them atop a casket at one of those most hypocritical of services called a funeral. And finally, always remember, there are no weeds, just misplaced plants." Peace all.
I cried the all the way through this. Not tears of sadness, but tears of thankfulness. Thankful I am still here. I attempted suicide and fought addiction for 40 years. I am a reason to fight. Thank you!
Even though my dad passed away from cancer, never gave up on it! Every fucking day he had a reason to fight for his life. We as a family were on his corner full of support. Unfortunately the cancer was aggressively spreading, passing peacefully on june 4th 2023. Everyday im battling these thoughts in my head, wished I could’ve more.
I have a reason to fight. I am ready. I am one of ten thousand fists in the air. I will listen You are not alone. We stand together as one always and forever.
watching this as an alcoholic is powerful, I suffer from PTSD from my time in the military, I would just like to thank David and all of the people involved with Disturbed for this, it's a truly wonderful message, that you're never alone. I hope anyone who see's this is doing well
Your songs saved my life for couple of times. I used it like a shield or armor preventing external demons from conquering me. Thank you for that 20 years of strength just by listening to your music.
Same! I'm watching in November 2022, from NZ, and have seen this video at least a hundred times and still cry every time. Sadly NZ still has one of the highest suicide rates in the world
My Grandson was 10 years old when he first thought to commit suicide! He was bullied in school and the thought that was the only way to get it to stop! His Mother was listening and got him the help he needed. He is 18 years old and in military school. He will go on to serve in the Army and be special forces! I am so proud of this young man! Thank you for this message! I love you!
Librarina Of Hope, are you familiar with the story of Pandora? Recalling your Greek mythology, Zeus send a box down to her and warned her not to open the box. Her curiosity got the better of her and she did open the box. Out of the box came disease plagues and all kinds of evil against man. The only good thing in the box was hope. What happens when you open the box and hope is not there?
@@americanklingon2100 There is Hope, so many of us want to protect, nurture and save. Pandora's Box is open and we are all the Hope to counter despair.
@@americanklingon2100 Take it one day at a time, reach out if you need help or need a boost, it takes time but we will be ok, everything will be ok. Its ok if you don't have a clear purpose this exact moment, it will come and you will make glorious things.
I played this song for my momma when she was battling cancer. She was about ready to give in, but it gave her more encouragement to keep going. She lost her fight in January of 2021. But the point is she kept fighting to the very end. She loved Disturbed. She was my rock, the #1 woman in my life. R.I.P. momma. I love and miss you everyday.
At this very moment watching this video, I am 120+ days sober. It has been a long and tough road, fighting my demons with addiction and my mental health. Listening to this song, whether the live version or the music video...adds to my resolve to keep fighting. To everyone still fighting this war, I am here if you need to talk and/or vent, because when I needed someone, there wasn't anyone there until I decided to get help, and trust me...it is DEFINITELY worth it. Love you all!
I am a mental health nurse and I say this to disturbed "thank you, for bringing this topic out of the darkness and into the light". You inspire me, and I thank you with all of my heart. Bless you and all those struggling to live every day.
Hey Liz, I'm with you. Thank you to David and Disturbed for putting a much needed light on this very dark subjet. To anyone who is battling the demons you're not alone and you have a reason to FIGHT.
I also suffer from addiction and depression, 7 years and 3 months sober, but it’s still in my head daily! But still I fight these bastard demons and I vow to help anyone who needs a helping hand! Tim Light, find me on Fb my profile pic is The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold!
@@donegandaniel1660 Hi there, I am fairly good thank you, Hope you are to. Life is full of ups and downs, the downs always make the ups seem so much better, take care of yourself.🙂
I deal with depression and PTSD, and I'm a recovering methamphetamine addict, 31 years clean. These days I work as a crossing guard, and I always wish my kids a "Happy Tuesday" or whatever day it is because for me every day should be celebrated because every day is its own reason to fight. Thank you, Disturbed.
@Douglas Berry! Bless you with your long sobriety & especially the impact you have on each of those children! Those may well be the ONLY positive words they hear that day! We have 5 year olds doing Active Shooter drills in Kindergarten these days! That, as you probably already know, is an absolute recipe for PTSD for those very young people! Today, I am humbled by your Goodness! Stay lit!
I am so glad you are still here. I know as much as those students might sometimes roll their eyes, your kindness is getting through and those that need it are hearing it. You have likely saved so many without realizing. Congratulations on your sobriety and your continued fight.
Some pop and pop rock so far can be helpful. But for me it's definitely hard rock. My bands I listen to help me every day deal with my pain n depression panic attacks. I get picked on and don't have many friends because I'm half black and just prefer the soothing sounds of hard rock. But it's life it sucks sometimes but when I listen to disturbed Godsmack breaking Benjamin five finger death punch three days grace shinedown Korn and the list can go on. I'm so much better.
When I first heard the song - via spotify I was in tears cos so so close to my heart - when I seen this video OMG .... so powerful and amazing and sad but amazing to bring awareness of mental health and addictions ARE a problem and we need all to act on it the best we can and engage in those who are suffering and give support and open help to them
I did because I have been going through depression and fight it in the past two years and this gets me hope when I need to listen to make me feel better
Thank you for this video, to place a spotlight on something that is far too often swept under a societal rug. Thank you for giving people struggling a place where they can be reminded that they belong and they are loved.
So many people, myself included, battle the demons from within..the struggle is real, some will never understand, and you dont know, what you dont know..such an inspiration to so many, together we can win the battle!! ..thank you, for giving us back hope..
"When you're aching for the fire and begging for your sin When there's nothing left inside, there's still a reason to fight" I'm still fighting depression and suicidal thoughts. Every time the suicidal thoughts start raging, I seek out this song and this video. Every time I see the raise of hands I bawl outright. THank you David and Disturbed! THank you Advocates!
@@gabhudson9141 You are not your demons! You're much stronger than they are, even if it doesn't feel that way! I pledge to you that I will continue to live, and you have to pledge to me that you will continue to live too! We are in this fight together and we got this!
I consider myself to be a strong, masculine man, but I'm not the least bit ashamed to admit that I fell apart when seeing all those people raise their hands. I'm going through a very hard time in my marriage, right now, and it's so easy to feel alone and isolated from everyone and everything, especially when your best friend and love of your life isn't there. I've been closer to committing suicide in the past week than almost any other time in my life. But I have A Reason to Fight: my two beautiful children. I've come to find out that if a parent commits suicide, their children are *30%* more likely to do the same. I don't care what I have to endure, I will *not* do that to my Children. Thank you to David and the rest of Disturbed, as well as all the people who shared their stories and showed their support in this video. I never expected it to hit me as hard as it has, but I'm glad it did. Love and Respect to you all. 🙏🙌❤️
Keep fighting. If you ever need someone to talk to, you're not alone. You can always reach out to 1-800-273-8255 or there are more resources for help here: @t
I’m sorry hun. Keep fighting. And I’m damn proud that you have that attitude. I know fighting can be damn hard, but I really hope there’s a beautiful future for you and children. ❤️ and
Papa Ragnarok You have a reason to stay strong. Every second tell yourself you are worth fighting the battle, because you are. U can do this. Be strong and come out a winner my brother. I love you and you have your family and people that you don't even know, that love u. Most of all, God is with u and loves u.
Check out their older stuff. They have always brought awareness to this stuff. Inside The Fire is about his friend who committed suicide. And welcome to the Disturbed ones!
I don’t usually comment on the videos I watch, but this song hits a chord with me. I am 71 years old and I’ve listen to music for all of it. I listen to David and Disturbed every day. Each song has a vital message that should be listened to. The Sound of Silence started my journey with David, but Hold on To The Memories, Reason to Fight, The light and so many others keep me listening every day !!! David has the kind of voice that has emotion and soul and tells a story with emotion. He touches my heart with his voice. He has one of the very best voices I have heard and will be remembered. My last wish would be to see him in person one day 😊
I saw him at my shop randomnly he came as a customer in Santorini I almost passed out from my excitement rough days he gave me a lot of hope and I remembered what I was fighting for
I am 74 and feel exactly the same as you. Every song they do has meaning to every day life. Their track of Hold On To Memories will be played at my funeral. David has the most versatile voice of any singer I have ever heard and I can't get enough of him. I listen to at least one of Disturbed's songs every day. Seeing them preform live with my 19 year old granddaughter is on my bucket list.
Like so many I've lost a brother to multiple addictions leading to suicide. Myself Narcissistic abuse victim that lead to multiple years of memory loss. First 2 verses, Tears every time. Love Disturbed!! Listen daily.
I don't like heavy metal, but these guys are beyond awesome. Given me a whole new perspective on metal. It is not just a group.......it is what this group has to say. Genuine, real humans. Damn, I can't find the words to truly honor them. The words may not exist.....as their sincerity is one of a kind.
When our daughter told us about her mental illness she was afraid we would be ashamed of her and not understand. We told her we were so proud of her seeking help and would always love and support her. Please don't let the stigma stop you from getting help. Blessings to you all.
I lost my son, to suicide in 2014. I lost my husband , to cancer 10 months later. My dogs are all growing old and going to the Bridge. It's so damned hard. Thank you for this song.
Oh Maggie I am so sorry for all of your loses. Be strong sister but if you find yourself unable to get up out of the pit you are in then please reach out just like you have done here. I hope you can feel our virtual hugs surrounding you. Peace and love.
I see you & I am honored that you've shared your pain with us. I know that pain very well & I hope yours is lessened with each passing moment. I love you ❤
This is exactly what the world needs right now. We need to continue to tell each other that we're not alone. We need more support, more hugs, and more love.
I really miss Chester grew up on Linkin Park. So it is like I lost my best friend that I never knew. RIP Chester Bennington. I am glad you made people happy and sorry u really didn't get to enjoy in that same happiness and comfort you provided for millions but couldn't provide it for the one person that mattered....you. miss you bro!
I was tearing up the entire video but when he said he missed Chester I bursted. Grew up to linkin park and after 15 years of waiting was finally gonna see them live at met life in 2017, one week after he ended up taking his own life. I Cried quite hard and songs like A Reason To Fight or One More Light (By Linkin Park) continuously make me shed a tear both in sadness and joy.
I'm sick of burying my friends and my Brothers and Sisters in Arms. Lost 2 Soldiers in my Platoon who were both Iraq War Veterans and both took their own lives. One was very recently in the past month and a half. RIP ADAM AND CHAD.
Steven Wolfe I’m sorry for you and your teams loss. Thank you so much for your service and I pray that your losses has found piece. Every life matters. Thank you for fighting for others.
A few years ago, I made a suicide attempt and put my Disturbed playlist on so I could listen it one last time as I drifted out and it helped give me strength to call 911 and get help. This song just makes me tear up in a mix of sadness over those feelings I had and happiness that I'm still here. Thank you Disturbed, you help me through your music on a daily basis.
I know it may not mean much coming from a rando on RUclips but I'm proud of you for finding the strength to call for help. I'm so glad you're here today.
The part that resonates for me most on a personal level is when David says "It is not something for your to be embarrassed of, it is not something for you to be ashamed of". That part hits me hard, having always been frowned at for mentioning depression. I've always loved Disturbed and do so now so much more for spreading this kinda message. Love you guys.
I am working as a nurse in a psychiatric/psychosomatic hospital and I meet people with exactly these kinds of problems each and every day. I recommend this song quite often to patients with depression, traumatic experience or anxiety disorder and quite often it has an impact on them. This song is just incredible and a huge huge support. Even though I am not suffering from these types of problems it always get me and I have tears in my eyes immediately. Thanks you so much Disturbed for the support and attention you’re sending into this area. You’re helping to lift the cloak of silence in so many ways. Please keep doing what you’re doing 🙏🤘
Thanks 😊 Much appreciated. Still doing it and it’s strange that a lot of people don’t know this song and/or associate metal with something evil/devilish. We have one of the most caring community and so many good bands with incredible songs, still many people hear metal and only think death metal and that’s it.
I wrote this poem June 12, 2019 and it's entitled "Haunted" My mind and heart are Haunted. Haunted by memories of my past. Haunted by things that have been done to me and things I've done to others. Haunted by things I've unknowingly done and knowly done to others. Haunted by my truths, lies, addictions, storms, trials, tribulations, cheating, losses, hard to swallow pills, faithfulness, and unfaithfulness. Haunted by feeling like everything I touch Turns to shit. Haunted by Loving to much and not Loving enough. Haunted by not grateful enough. Haunted by being to selfish or not selfish enough. Haunted by being to loyal or not loyal enough. Haunted by being to trusting or not trusting enough. Haunted by everyone and everything around me. My life will Always be Haunted because the Demons won't seem to let me go and Keep Me Down by telling me NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO IN THIS LIFE YOU WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HAUNTED! WRITTEN BY MELISSA MARIE BOOTH HARRIS ON 6/12/2019
I am 54, 28 years sober. I fight this fight everyday to ensure I wake up and make it a better world for my grandson that I care for because of his parent’s issues. Today is the first time I’ve seen this video. I love ❤️ this band, the music and especially Dave’s voice. This will go into my fight song playlist!!! All time greatest song
IF YOU David and the rest of the band were here with me right now? All of you would get the biggest love hug you ever got. THANK YOU DISTURBED FOR TRULY CARING FOR US.
Depression is one of the greatest diseases in history. Only together can we cure it. I also had thoughts of suicide during High School. I'm only here now thanks to others, including my parents. This song reaches out to me. If you're being attacked by inner demons, don't keep quiet. Reach out to others. There is no shame in asking for help. For it is the first step to winning the battle.
True, the best start is understanding from others who don't have to deal with depression and anxiety. Would help a lot. Families won't fall apart by not understanding and believing you're really are sick. And that we need support. Not let down
@@morganfarr5886 I'm sorry. It's good to be understood. My family has let me down. Don't understand and don't want to understand. My mom did, but she died. So l'm alone with my issues. Good your family does and I'm happy for you.
I have been a Disturbed fan since they were a bar band. I first heard them after the 4th suicide attempt. By all rights any of the last 3 attempts should have killed me and there is no logical reason I am still here. They provided me with music that allowed me to shout out my rage, hatred, suffering, despair and all the other negative emotions I needed to get out. Every album since that has come out has had a few songs that really exemplified where I was in my life at the time. There were times where blasting disturbed and singing my lungs out were how I made it through the day. When this song came out my wife went from needing a walker to needing a wheelchair. I became her full time caretaker. The depression we both felt was overwhelming. We heard this song and we drew strength from it and each other. I get up everyday to take care of my wife knowing that by the time everything is done I will be hurting however she will have made it through another day. I want to see them live again. I have learned That ours is a special brotherhood in that it doesn't matter what we look on the outside nor do our beliefs as long as we share the love of music and try to help those we can. For all those that have suffered as we have remember there is someone out there that loves you. Use that love and draw strength from it for that truly is a reason to fight for.
As many times as I have watched this video version of the song, I know many people that fight addictions, depression, ptsd and more. YOU ARE NOT ALONE GUYS AND LADIES Don't be afraid to reach out to somebody!!
I can't even tell you how many times Disturbed's music has saved me. I spent many a night in tears listening to the same CD over and over until the morning broke, just as a way to try and quiet the voices in my head telling me suicide was the answer. For years this band and a few others are part of the reason I am still here. I can't even begin to thank them. The dark thoughts still plague me, but now I have more than just the music, I have love, I have faith (converted to Judaism), I found my purpose. I never would have been able to without them. I never would have had the chance. Please, please. If you are thinking of ending your life, talk to someone. Call or text the suicide hotline in your country. Hell, email me if you need to. I will listen. I know the dark thoughts. I know how exhausting it is to fight them. To try and hold out until they can pass. I can listen. I can be there. Just please, don't leave the world. We are a darker place without you or anyone. We can all find ways to bring more light to the world. Don't, please just don't put yours out.
If I'd call the suicide hotline in my country they would lock me up. And I am autistic and always misunderstood and traumatized further in psychiatry. So no.. I won't tell no one and deal with it, listening to music and when I will lose the fight then I will dont need more trauma.
@@johnharvey1252 You always have fight left. Always. You may have to dig deep but it is there like a perfect diamond hidden in the rubble, just waiting to be discovered by you. Find it. Use it. It is powerful enough to save you and keep you fighting. Just keep digging and keep fighting.
I tried doing it but realised my debts ill pay my debt first before doing it so that my cousins and family members won't suffer. All on me :) enjoyed this world but . life happens this will be my last comment ;)
Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand; By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain. For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures: 1 Corinthians 15:1-4 KJV
I’m three days clean of selfharm today... It’s not that much but I never expected that... Bands like Disturbed are helping me right now so THANK YOU! I love you! In this moment you are saving my life!
I know it's been 6 months but I'm proud of you. I hope you're still going strong, and if not, that you get many more streaks of many more days, until the streak is decades long and counting. Just don't forget that you are always worthy regardless. Your struggles do not define you. ❤
I've suffered my entire life with depression anxiety and cPTSD. In 2019 I fell and hit my head and I've been suffering with a traumatic brain injury ever since. Every day is a fight. Some days definitely are harder than others. Some days it's hard to find a reason to fight, to find a reason to hang on. Thank you for this song. There are days I listen to it over and over as a reminder.
You are not, always reach out for help no matter how hard it might seem. You will be shocked how much people care. You matter, you are needed, you are loved, you are not alone!
This song was prayer for me of what’s my inside that’s killing me throughout the years. By listening to this it’s healing me and I cried badly. Thank you Disturbed!!
I tried the first time at 10. Again at 13. Again at 16, 17, 18. I wrote a poem that ended with "life is hell and with it I fell". My AP english teacher read it to the class and asked simply, "Who can relate?" My class looked around and when I raised my hand, they gasped in horror. I was then asked to explain all the meanings n the poem. By the end, I was in tears, a 17 year old male in a mormon dominated state, and freaking out my 1986 graduating class to the horrors of living a nightmare I could not escape. But that day, the peer teasing ended. March of 1986. The nightmare in my head never will end. The horror movies cannot even scrape the surface of what I see inside. I laugh at most of them. Some I am stoic. Even games barely phase me. I am now a 50 year old that has survived. Between Disturbed, Godsmack, FFDP, and SoaD, I have found solace to help quiet the shit I think up. I still fight every day to not hunt down a weapon to end it all. PTSD, MDD w/ST, OCD, SSA -- it all adds up.
Cant say i have ever tried cause i havent but, oh how i know the pain and the feelings. At 37 i strugle with the same demons from the ptsd. Stay strong bud.
Anthony Jerome Thorn - I know those demons well! Asking God to remove them is sometimes the hardest step... I yelled out, screaming for all guardian angels, God & His Holy Spirit to Stop the Madness.... It has stopped! Thank You For Sharing! It helps you & it helps others!!!!!!! Be Well!!!
Anthony Jerome Thorn, you are both courageous and selfless to share your story about the daily struggles you have dealt with for so long. By doing so, you are helping so many people (including myself) who are facing their own demons to realize they are NOT alone, which is making a real difference in this world. You are also making it clear that it's OK to publically acknowledge being in pain and to seek help when necessary. You are unique - you have value - you are appreciated - you are loved. Keep fighting...you shall persevere. 💜
I was in the audience tonight in Toronto. That was a very moving tribute and performance of this song. It brought me to tears. I have cPTSD and was recently diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. I have struggled with my reasons to fight for the past 15 years. This may sound strange, but even though I have pretty serious anxiety, I braved a potential attack so I could see you guys live before it is too late. While I am usually thinking of my own struggles, it seems like we are frequently hearing of more fallen brothers and sisters. I miss Chester, Scott, Chris (and so many others too). I was lucky to see Chester live. 2015-2017 was a time when we lost a lot of the artists I have grown to love. Like the woman you invited on stage tonight, music has played a key role in my continued existence. Billy Joel's Second Wind saw me through my first spiral into depression. This song helped me in my most recent struggle. I am so glad that you are addressing this in a very positive and public way.
Thank you. I can’t even say how much I love this. My husband killed himself in 2017 after battling with mental health issues all his life. My boys were my only reasons to live at first; I considered taking the same route he did but I just couldn’t do that to our boys. My sons and I are finding all of our reasons to fight on all the time. We are finding passion in farming, music, and animals. I so, so wish my husband had held on long enough to hear this song, but I think he is more able to see his worth as our guardian angel. You guys are making a major difference to my little family; my kids have listened to your music since before they were born and we often find peace and solace in your songs. ❤️💙💜
I am so very sorry to hear that, like me, you were widowed to suicide. I found my husband hanging by the rafters in the basement in 1996 & my battle continues to this day! I literally have to talk myself out of it each & every day. In 1989, I had a postpartum psychotic break {3 kids in 17 months} which I didn't even know was a thing. While I was in hospital,{voluntarily} my first husband filed for divorce & got custody of my kids... life ended that day for me & inside my brain, that voice screaming the word NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Continues to echo thru it all. Especially this time of year. Another great Disturbed song is Hold Onto the Memories. I tell my now grown kids to Make Memories with their children. Peace & Light to you & yours! ☮✌🌞🌹
@@johnharvey1252 John just the fact that you posted here means you want help and that you are scared. Please stay with us. I am 62 and when I was young the only thing that kept me going was the repetitive thought that tomorrow might be the day I feel better. You NEVER know what tomorrow will bring no matter how many shitty tomorrow's you have already battled through. Tomorrow the sun just might shine for you.
We need more people like Disturbed to reach out and reach back to help those who are still lost in the minefield feeling hopeless. Everyone who has made it through to the other side help those behind you to find their way through also.
Keep it up. It gets easier as you go. I remember my 1st year looking around at people that had 5 years saying there's no F'ing way I'll get 5. Then I got 5. Then 10. Now 13. You can do it. Just 1 day at a time. Keep it up.
This is how you use your platform! Thank you for all these people that participated in this video. It took so much courage to share your story. I lost my best friend in the world to addiction almost 4 years ago. It feels like a lifetime. 😢
I feel like the world sees me as an attention seeker for having depression, for being anxious, for going from one emotion to the other. This song gave me the strength to keep fighting when I feel like I have nothing else to turn to.
I am sick but you can't see My sickness is inside of me I try and try but can't be free My demons always battle me The demons fighting in my head Fill my heart with fear and dread If we met you'd never know I don't let my demons show They can help with meds they say I can't find another way I close my eyes and lay in bed The demons battle in my head I try and try but can't be free Why is no one helping me They'll not be a sudden end I won't let the demons win I'm not the only one I know Others won't let their demons show Why can't I find some happiness My tough brave side can't conquer this You'll never know just how I feel Just understand that this is real As I lay awake in bed The battle rages in my head They'll not be a sudden end I won't let the demons win I only function in this place I show the world my happy face. Timothy f Lee
Brilliant poem! It's just to bad we have to write like this. There is a part in the movie Split that the man says, "The broken are the more evolved". I believe that some of the most intelligent and talented people are and were considered, "broken". You have a talent, let it be heard.
Call upon the Lord. The demons will flee with terror. Demons are real, God is real. The Lord will always be with you. Even if you dont believe in him or serve him. Yeshua (Jesus) is the only one who can save you. He is mighty to save, all you need do is ask.
I have been fighting with depression for 10 years. 2009 and still going. It never gets any easier. You just deal with. You have good days and you have bad days. Find an outlet for your troubles. Rather it be drawing, singing, meditation, yoga, video games. Just keep on fighting!
Sex can help yes, but it can be another addictive trap. The goal is not pleasure but love my brothers and sisters. Find love and learn to love yourself. Happiness will follow.
It’s a song that gives me chills when I listen to it. It is such a beautiful way to share with everyone that we are not alone and should never be embarrassed or ashamed. This song is a beautiful gift to all of us from Disturbed. I have always loved Disturbed’s music but after this song I love their music more!!!! Thank you for giving all of us faith..
I had a bottle in me for 14 years that was full and I still put stuff in it... this song just broke that bottle. I’m done with this demon, it’s time for you to go
K Rod You can. 🤗 I've never faced addiction myself, but my sister has. A pretty nasty case at times, too, having done almost every drug known to man. She's nearly OD'ed on several occasions, some accidentally and some not (along with non-drug related suicide attempts). PTSD and a long list of other issues were the primary reason said addiction. She's now been clean and sober going on six years now, happily married with three young sons, though she obviously still struggles from time to time. But she knows she's not alone, that she has unwavering support from her loved ones. That's the key, knowing you're not alone. She felt that way for years, but now that she knows who to go to even when things are at their absolute worst, she's much healthier and happier. I struggle with a relatively mild form of depression myself, but given the fact that I'm highly empathic, it's not difficult to understand how others with more serious forms feel. So, if you ever want to talk about it, vent or what have you... I'm here. 🙂
I'm glad I found this video when I did. Had the gun to my head, finger on the trigger and mind made up. I was searching for a good song to play for the moment. This video popped up on my screen. Tears filled my eyes as I watched. I found my reason to fight. This video saved my life! #Disturbed thank you for saving me!
jbbjmb1 thank you for not giving up. Thank you for keeping the fight going. I know how hard it is to do. So I just wanted to say I’m proud of you. WE can do this. :)
I call all of us that suffer "Brothers in Arms". It's not meant to insult or belittle the military version of it, but we still have our battles to fight. Keep fighting for that next sunrise
The only person who can truely drive out the demons is the king of kings and the Lord of Lords (Yeshua). Call on the name of the Lord and watch God crush then all!
How awesome is this. Brought a 6ft ex military guy to tears. I have struggled through depression and mental illness. Thankfully I am in control of myself now and have been for a numbr of years. My Son & Daughter suffer badly with mental illness. I will show them this video as I am sure it will help them. Thank you for caring and being there for us all. God bless each and every one of you and those who suffer.
Hey man, even if I don't know who you are or where you come from, but you're surely a great man for serving your country, if I was your son, I'd be so fucking proud of you
I'm ill at anxiety disorder for five years. For many years before diagnosis I felt fear but I didn't know about the disease. I know best how much it took and still taking away from me. This kind of music and video gives hope. And I need a hope more than anything. Thank you for this.
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The Metal Community are some of the best people out there,we've all been affected by addiction or depression in one way or another. We all come together like no other music genre I know.
Hit the nail on the head, my friend! This music and these people have saved my life more times than I can count. The metal community is the most empathetic and caring group of people, and we are a family. 🤘🤘🤘
I've been fighting for so long and my darkness eats at me daily. But I try to help others first. I know the pain. I know the need for love. So to anyone reading this:
You are loved.
You are wanted.
You are cherished.
You deserve to be hugged and held through the good and the bad.
When you need someone to save you, just remember. We all are holding out our hands to you. We will help you stand. We will help you breath better.
It's not just a promise.
It's the truth.
Thank you. Needed that today.
Thank you. I needed to know that right now ❤
We are all in this together. There is always #AReasonToFight! Thanks to our fans who helped us spread this very important message. We are deeply touched by your personal stories, and we hope it encourages others to reach out.
If you or someone you know is battling with addiction, depression, PTSD, and other demons, you are not alone! Resources for help: disturbed.lnk.to/helpresources
Thank you Disturbed, thanks David, I cried a lot watching this and hearing that I'm not alone. I needed this, thank you again
@Disturbed, shall I say My longtime friends? Thank you for this most sincere & important video & commentary.
How timely. Last night, 4/17/18 I did, indeed, take several muscle relaxant pills & this morning when I awoke, my first thought was simply...fuck...still here. Again.
I did reach out for help...again...& No New Messages on my phone, even this morning so yeah, at this point, I am already dead inside & waiting impatiently for the physiological part to join the Soul.
No hyperbole nor pity pot here, just the facts. I am a 58 year old fully disabled mom? grandma?
I truly don't know as my 'kids' & their children are lost to me & have been for quite some time. I think the fatal blow was in Sept. 2013, when my older brother died, rather unexpectedly. Just like my dad in 1978! I've lost my husband to suicide in 1996 & just far too much loss, if that makes sense.
When there is no Quality of Life, there is no Life, no Hope, no Reason.
To the younger people that may or may not read this post I can only tell you this:
"Give a loved one flowers while they can still smell & enjoy them. Do not wait to put them atop a casket at one of those most hypocritical of services called a funeral. And finally, always remember, there are no weeds, just misplaced plants."
Peace all.
If one day you come to Mexico and I get the opportunity to meet you I will start crying because thanks to you I am still fighting
You guys are amazing love you always
I cried the all the way through this. Not tears of sadness, but tears of thankfulness. Thankful I am still here. I attempted suicide and fought addiction for 40 years. I am a reason to fight. Thank you!
Even though my dad passed away from cancer, never gave up on it! Every fucking day he had a reason to fight for his life. We as a family were on his corner full of support. Unfortunately the cancer was aggressively spreading, passing peacefully on june 4th 2023. Everyday im battling these thoughts in my head, wished I could’ve more.
I'm in fear of losing my parents too. This song means so much more to me than just my parents, too though. Addiction and etc.
If you're reading this, remember YOU ARE SPECIAL. 🤗
The world needs you 🌍
and you!
Thx u means a lot!
I needed to read your words THANKS ❤
I have a reason to fight.
I am ready.
I am one of ten thousand fists in the air.
I will listen
You are not alone.
We stand together as one always and forever.
binnins1982 I just burst into tears I love this comment ❤️
@@ashleybrown3836 thankyou.
I just speak the truth.
Even as i type this.
watching this as an alcoholic is powerful, I suffer from PTSD from my time in the military, I would just like to thank David and all of the people involved with Disturbed for this, it's a truly wonderful message, that you're never alone.
I hope anyone who see's this is doing well
Welcome home, and thank you for your service. I hope you can overcome your struggles. ❤
Your songs saved my life for couple of times.
I used it like a shield or armor preventing external demons from conquering me.
Thank you for that 20 years of strength just by listening to your music.
I can’t watch this without crying. Disturbed are Angels. Thank you.
We thank you immensely for your love and support we wouldn’t
have made it this far without you💛..Send us a mail contactusdisturbed@gmail.com
Same ere
I lost a brother to addiction sad.
@@overdaedgebroadcasting2220 sorry for your loss know he is always with you
Same! I'm watching in November 2022, from NZ, and have seen this video at least a hundred times and still cry every time. Sadly NZ still has one of the highest suicide rates in the world
My Grandson was 10 years old when he first thought to commit suicide! He was bullied in school and the thought that was the only way to get it to stop! His Mother was listening and got him the help he needed. He is 18 years old and in military school. He will go on to serve in the Army and be special forces! I am so proud of this young man! Thank you for this message! I love you!
Gloria, I am proud of him as well...thank him for his service!!!
From depression to special forces!
That's one tough dude!
Proud of your son🙏
he’s a great guy. i salute him, and i thank him for his services ❤️
Hello, how are you doing today? Nice meeting you here.
For Those That Need Us, Never Abandon Hope.
You are not alone, never alone.
We are Together.
Librarina Of Hope, are you familiar with the story of Pandora? Recalling your Greek mythology, Zeus send a box down to her and warned her not to open the box. Her curiosity got the better of her and she did open the box.
Out of the box came disease plagues and all kinds of evil against man. The only good thing in the box was hope. What happens when you open the box and hope is not there?
@@americanklingon2100 There is Hope, so many of us want to protect, nurture and save.
Pandora's Box is open and we are all the Hope to counter despair.
God bless u dude
@@josea.moreno5125 thank you for your kind words. But I am finding it very hard to hold on.
@@americanklingon2100 Take it one day at a time, reach out if you need help or need a boost, it takes time but we will be ok, everything will be ok.
Its ok if you don't have a clear purpose this exact moment, it will come and you will make glorious things.
I played this song for my momma when she was battling cancer. She was about ready to give in, but it gave her more encouragement to keep going. She lost her fight in January of 2021. But the point is she kept fighting to the very end. She loved Disturbed. She was my rock, the #1 woman in my life. R.I.P. momma. I love and miss you everyday.
At this very moment watching this video, I am 120+ days sober. It has been a long and tough road, fighting my demons with addiction and my mental health. Listening to this song, whether the live version or the music video...adds to my resolve to keep fighting.
To everyone still fighting this war, I am here if you need to talk and/or vent, because when I needed someone, there wasn't anyone there until I decided to get help, and trust me...it is DEFINITELY worth it.
Love you all!
I pray you're still fighting. Stay strong and remember people care. There is still HOPE (Hold On Pain Ends).
Hope you're still doing fine.
I’m so proud of u!
Congratulations on the huge accomplishment 🫶
Ok so 3yrs since this reply. Are you still sober. I'm at 130 now
I am a mental health nurse and I say this to disturbed "thank you, for bringing this topic out of the darkness and into the light". You inspire me, and I thank you with all of my heart. Bless you and all those struggling to live every day.
God cares and will help if you look to find him.
Thank You for being a Nurse...HERO!!!
Thank u for what u do.
Hey Liz, I'm with you. Thank you to David and Disturbed for putting a much needed light on this very dark subjet. To anyone who is battling the demons you're not alone and you have a reason to FIGHT.
Hello, how are you doing today? Nice meeting you here.
These guys deserve a Nobel Peace Prize for this. Incredible. Thanks guys!!
Rock, Metal, Heavy metal are a source of to take a force to existed...
Music as a bandage on our wounded hearts...
A reason to stay alive...
I am touched, moved and a sufferer myself. Thank you for a heart warming song.
I also suffer from addiction and depression, 7 years and 3 months sober, but it’s still in my head daily! But still I fight these bastard demons and I vow to help anyone who needs a helping hand! Tim Light, find me on Fb my profile pic is The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold!
Hello, how are you doing today? Nice meeting you here.
@@donegandaniel1660 Hi there, I am fairly good thank you, Hope you are to. Life is full of ups and downs, the downs always make the ups seem so much better, take care of yourself.🙂
@@CraftyAuntSally I’m sure you must be surprised to receive a message from me right?
@@donegandaniel1660 hi, yes i was surprised, but it made my week. i am so touched. take care.
I deal with depression and PTSD, and I'm a recovering methamphetamine addict, 31 years clean.
These days I work as a crossing guard, and I always wish my kids a "Happy Tuesday" or whatever day it is because for me every day should be celebrated because every day is its own reason to fight.
Thank you, Disturbed.
@Douglas Berry! Bless you with your long sobriety & especially the impact you have on each of those children!
Those may well be the ONLY positive words they hear that day!
We have 5 year olds doing Active Shooter drills in Kindergarten these days!
That, as you probably already know, is an absolute recipe for PTSD for those very young people!
Today, I am humbled by your Goodness! Stay lit!
Well done brother
you are amazing!!!! I love you, because you are you!
I am so glad you are still here. I know as much as those students might sometimes roll their eyes, your kindness is getting through and those that need it are hearing it. You have likely saved so many without realizing.
Congratulations on your sobriety and your continued fight.
Stay Strong brother because you are never alone - We Are DISTURBED ONES, A Family, A Support Group for one another. Love you, your light!! 🤘🏻🤘🏻
I was alone, until now. Thank you.
You are DEFINITELY NOT alone!! People just don't talk about it enough!! Reach out!! It doesn't make you less of a person, it makes you strong!!
I'am a sucide survivor. And we are as strong as knights templar as strong as 300 spartans as strong as our active duty men and women. We are warriors.
You my brotha definately are not alone.
We as your brothers and sisters are always here❤️💕❤️💕
u r not alone from korea
It is not only Gospel songs that can save you....
"Music is powerful".
Thankyou Disturbed ❤️
Metal songs rescued more people from pain than pop songs..... agree or not?
Totally agreed
Ofcourse
Why choose? Both can be the right fit for someone. I lean towards Metal, but Pop is allright sometimes. Let's unite!! Let's tolerate!!
Some pop and pop rock so far can be helpful. But for me it's definitely hard rock. My bands I listen to help me every day deal with my pain n depression panic attacks. I get picked on and don't have many friends because I'm half black and just prefer the soothing sounds of hard rock. But it's life it sucks sometimes but when I listen to disturbed Godsmack breaking Benjamin five finger death punch three days grace shinedown Korn and the list can go on. I'm so much better.
AGREE 100% \m/ \m/
Anyone else have chills from this?
Thank you Disturbed, for this beautiful video
This song has saved my life
Rockyrayne 99 Everytime I listen to this video
У меня!Это потрясающе!!!
Chills and so many emotions I felt and cried.
AReasnToFight!
When I first heard the song - via spotify I was in tears cos so so close to my heart - when I seen this video OMG .... so powerful and amazing and sad but amazing to bring awareness of mental health and addictions ARE a problem and we need all to act on it the best we can and engage in those who are suffering and give support and open help to them
I did because I have been going through depression and fight it in the past two years and this gets me hope when I need to listen to make me feel better
Thank you for this video, to place a spotlight on something that is far too often swept under a societal rug. Thank you for giving people struggling a place where they can be reminded that they belong and they are loved.
Rock Feed stfu
@Rock Feed well said
@@JCordoba1001 You're cool, bro.
Amen!
So many people, myself included, battle the demons from within..the struggle is real, some will never understand, and you dont know, what you dont know..such an inspiration to so many, together we can win the battle!! ..thank you,
for giving us back hope..
"When you're aching for the fire and begging for your sin
When there's nothing left inside, there's still a reason to fight"
I'm still fighting depression and suicidal thoughts. Every time the suicidal thoughts start raging, I seek out this song and this video. Every time I see the raise of hands I bawl outright. THank you David and Disturbed! THank you Advocates!
i try and listen to it every night to remind me they are demons not me
@@gabhudson9141 You are not your demons! You're much stronger than they are, even if it doesn't feel that way! I pledge to you that I will continue to live, and you have to pledge to me that you will continue to live too! We are in this fight together and we got this!
You are not alone, it's many of us fighting a similar battle, for several reasons, NEVER GIVE UP!
You're not alone brother
Isn't this just beautiful...God is speaking through him, what a way to bring Him to the people!
I consider myself to be a strong, masculine man, but I'm not the least bit ashamed to admit that I fell apart when seeing all those people raise their hands. I'm going through a very hard time in my marriage, right now, and it's so easy to feel alone and isolated from everyone and everything, especially when your best friend and love of your life isn't there.
I've been closer to committing suicide in the past week than almost any other time in my life.
But I have A Reason to Fight: my two beautiful children. I've come to find out that if a parent commits suicide, their children are *30%* more likely to do the same. I don't care what I have to endure, I will *not* do that to my Children.
Thank you to David and the rest of Disturbed, as well as all the people who shared their stories and showed their support in this video. I never expected it to hit me as hard as it has, but I'm glad it did. Love and Respect to you all. 🙏🙌❤️
Keep fighting. If you ever need someone to talk to, you're not alone.
You can always reach out to 1-800-273-8255 or there are more resources for help here: @t
Amen
I’m sorry hun. Keep fighting. And I’m damn proud that you have that attitude. I know fighting can be damn hard, but I really hope there’s a beautiful future for you and children.
❤️ and
Keep fighting! As u said - u have a reason. Actually I couldn't think of a better one 👍👍🤘🤘
Papa Ragnarok You have a reason to stay strong. Every second tell yourself you are worth fighting the battle, because you are. U can do this. Be strong and come out a winner my brother. I love you and you have your family and people that you don't even know, that love u. Most of all, God is with u and loves u.
I'm not a big Disturbed fan, but you know what I'm becoming one.
Welcome, fellow Disturbed One.
We will make you one of us
How the fuck can you be not a Disturbed fan?
There's only people who haven't heard of them, and fans.
Stop breaking reality bitch!
I am disturbed lol
Check out their older stuff. They have always brought awareness to this stuff. Inside The Fire is about his friend who committed suicide. And welcome to the Disturbed ones!
I don’t usually comment on the videos I watch, but this song hits a chord with me. I am 71 years old and I’ve listen to music for all of it. I listen to David and Disturbed every day. Each song has a vital message that should be listened to. The Sound of Silence started my journey with David, but Hold on To The Memories, Reason to Fight, The light and so many others keep me listening every day !!! David has the kind of voice that has emotion and soul and tells a story with emotion. He touches my heart with his voice. He has one of the very best voices I have heard and will be remembered. My last wish would be to see him in person one day 😊
You just said everything I wanted to post. I’m 54, 28 years sober and fighting to wake up everyday to keep fighting my demons.
I saw him at my shop randomnly he came as a customer in Santorini I almost passed out from my excitement rough days he gave me a lot of hope and I remembered what I was fighting for
I'm 75 and I love them, feel the same way. Love their music.
I am 74 and feel exactly the same as you. Every song they do has meaning to every day life. Their track of Hold On To Memories will be played at my funeral. David has the most versatile voice of any singer I have ever heard and I can't get enough of him. I listen to at least one of Disturbed's songs every day. Seeing them preform live with my 19 year old granddaughter is on my bucket list.
Like so many I've lost a brother to multiple addictions leading to suicide. Myself Narcissistic abuse victim that lead to multiple years of memory loss.
First 2 verses, Tears every time.
Love Disturbed!! Listen daily.
I’ve battled addiction for 12 years. I’ve been sober for ten. Thank you disturbed. You guys are iconic
well done and keep fighting!
ReptileKeeper thank you and I plan on it
Chopper1 Nice Job brother. One day at a time.
I've fought depression and anxiety most of my life. I keep fighting every day. Whoever reads this you can fight too. You got this
Anxious and depressed here too, thank you, I'll keep fighting!
The monsters suck!
Anyone who says heavy metal is evil need to watch this
I don't like heavy metal, but these guys are beyond awesome. Given me a whole new perspective on metal. It is not just a group.......it is what this group has to say. Genuine, real humans. Damn, I can't find the words to truly honor them. The words may not exist.....as their sincerity is one of a kind.
Good heavy metal is evil.
Edward Munson it’s more than music it’s an outlet
@@nwordpassifyousub2303 it certainly is.
@@ksumrz Any music that comes from the heart cannot be evil...
When our daughter told us about her mental illness she was afraid we would be ashamed of her and not understand. We told her we were so proud of her seeking help and would always love and support her. Please don't let the stigma stop you from getting help. Blessings to you all.
I'm glad she found the courage to tell you. And I'm proud you stood with her.
If only all parents were like you
You're awesome parents and your daughter is awesome
This is a song that is and will be recognized as a legendary song.
Long live Disturbed.
🇲🇽
Lost my 22 year old son to suicide, I've battled with depression for so long now.. thankyou for this video 🙌
mel carter my heart is with you. And I’m so sorry for your loss hun. ❤️
Our hearts are with you! You are not alone!
May God bless you and give you strength. I do know the pain your going through. Stay strong.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Stay strong Mel.
mel carter why he suicide?
I lost my son, to suicide in 2014. I lost my husband , to cancer 10 months later. My dogs are all growing old and going to the Bridge. It's so damned hard. Thank you for this song.
ANIMO DIOS TE BENDIGA🤗💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪
You are not alone dear lady.
❤️❤️ virtual hugs. You aren't alone.
Oh Maggie I am so sorry for all of your loses. Be strong sister but if you find yourself unable to get up out of the pit you are in then please reach out just like you have done here. I hope you can feel our virtual hugs surrounding you. Peace and love.
I see you & I am honored that you've shared your pain with us. I know that pain very well & I hope yours is lessened with each passing moment. I love you ❤
I'm 70, English and just found this post. I'm in tears but thank you for this song etc. So many people either don't understand or just don't want to.
This is exactly what the world needs right now. We need to continue to tell each other that we're not alone. We need more support, more hugs, and more love.
"I miss Chester, I miss Scot, I miss chris"
I do too ;-;
I miss them too, Chester especially
i miss chester, chris, and paul the most
I really miss Chester grew up on Linkin Park. So it is like I lost my best friend that I never knew. RIP Chester Bennington. I am glad you made people happy and sorry u really didn't get to enjoy in that same happiness and comfort you provided for millions but couldn't provide it for the one person that mattered....you. miss you bro!
I was tearing up the entire video but when he said he missed Chester I bursted. Grew up to linkin park and after 15 years of waiting was finally gonna see them live at met life in 2017, one week after he ended up taking his own life. I Cried quite hard and songs like A Reason To Fight or One More Light (By Linkin Park) continuously make me shed a tear both in sadness and joy.
Ditto
I'm sick of burying my friends and my Brothers and Sisters in Arms.
Lost 2 Soldiers in my Platoon who were both Iraq War Veterans and both took their own lives. One was very recently in the past month and a half. RIP ADAM AND CHAD.
Steven Wolfe I’m sorry for you and your teams loss. Thank you so much for your service and I pray that your losses has found piece. Every life matters. Thank you for fighting for others.
This & Hold Onto Memories..... are the only songs where I swear it rains whereever I am.
A few years ago, I made a suicide attempt and put my Disturbed playlist on so I could listen it one last time as I drifted out and it helped give me strength to call 911 and get help. This song just makes me tear up in a mix of sadness over those feelings I had and happiness that I'm still here. Thank you Disturbed, you help me through your music on a daily basis.
I may not know you but I'm happy to hear your still here
Amen brother
I know it may not mean much coming from a rando on RUclips but I'm proud of you for finding the strength to call for help. I'm so glad you're here today.
It probably means nothing coming from you, but that takes strength and guts, hope you're doing okay now, I'm so proud of you for reaching out :)
You have a lot of friends here
Hi, my name is Andrey and I sober 7 years. Thanks! Great song
Congratulations! Good for you, and I hope things got better for you!
Gontrats
Great work, Andrey
Good!!! Still one day at a time....
I been cleaning since December 1st going on 2 years i have 1year and 9 months for meth an i was a bad person to everyone i love this song
The part that resonates for me most on a personal level is when David says "It is not something for your to be embarrassed of, it is not something for you to be ashamed of". That part hits me hard, having always been frowned at for mentioning depression. I've always loved Disturbed and do so now so much more for spreading this kinda message. Love you guys.
That bit hits me hard, the "You are not alone" floors me completely. We are in this together my friend. Keep going strong.
I'm so glad you're still here.
This was my fight song while I was going through chemo...love these guys
I am working as a nurse in a psychiatric/psychosomatic hospital and I meet people with exactly these kinds of problems each and every day. I recommend this song quite often to patients with depression, traumatic experience or anxiety disorder and quite often it has an impact on them. This song is just incredible and a huge huge support. Even though I am not suffering from these types of problems it always get me and I have tears in my eyes immediately. Thanks you so much Disturbed for the support and attention you’re sending into this area. You’re helping to lift the cloak of silence in so many ways. Please keep doing what you’re doing 🙏🤘
you are awesome !
You are an angel on the front lines.
Thanks 😊 Much appreciated. Still doing it and it’s strange that a lot of people don’t know this song and/or associate metal with something evil/devilish. We have one of the most caring community and so many good bands with incredible songs, still many people hear metal and only think death metal and that’s it.
@@thevoidi6075 true.. who knows whats going on in theirs heads :/
@@thevoidi6075 as a training psychiatrist who is BPD, yeah I see the therapeutic potential of this song.
I wrote this poem June 12, 2019 and it's entitled
"Haunted"
My mind and heart are Haunted.
Haunted by memories of my past.
Haunted by things that have been done to me and things I've done to others.
Haunted by things I've unknowingly done and knowly done to others.
Haunted by my truths, lies, addictions, storms, trials, tribulations, cheating, losses, hard to swallow pills, faithfulness, and unfaithfulness.
Haunted by feeling like everything I touch Turns to shit.
Haunted by Loving to much and not Loving enough.
Haunted by not grateful enough.
Haunted by being to selfish or not selfish enough.
Haunted by being to loyal or not loyal enough.
Haunted by being to trusting or not trusting enough.
Haunted by everyone and everything around me.
My life will Always be Haunted because the Demons won't seem to let me go and Keep Me Down by telling me NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO IN THIS LIFE YOU WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HAUNTED!
WRITTEN BY MELISSA MARIE BOOTH HARRIS ON 6/12/2019
That was beautiful Melissa
Professor: Why are you late?
Me: Disturbed just dropped the live version of A Reason To Fight and damn it was emotional
Professor: HOLY SHIT CLASS YOU CAN GO HOME WE AINT GONNA HAVE SCHOOL TODAY!
Professor: Class failed. Get out.
This song SAVED me so many times during the hardest moments of depression. Thank you for make me feel that I’m not alone.
I am 54, 28 years sober. I fight this fight everyday to ensure I wake up and make it a better world for my grandson that I care for because of his parent’s issues. Today is the first time I’ve seen this video. I love ❤️ this band, the music and especially Dave’s voice. This will go into my fight song playlist!!! All time greatest song
I am 65 years old and fought alcoholism & depression for years! I am now 23 years, 7 months and 14 days clean and sober! A
Fight demons and Satan . With God word . Truth and love
IF YOU David and the rest of the band were here with me right now? All of you would get the biggest love hug you ever got.
THANK YOU DISTURBED FOR TRULY CARING FOR US.
Depression is a demon i fight EVERYDAY. Give hope. I am there for anyone that needs it. Surrender is not an option!
Depression is one of the greatest diseases in history. Only together can we cure it.
I also had thoughts of suicide during High School. I'm only here now thanks to others, including my parents. This song reaches out to me. If you're being attacked by inner demons, don't keep quiet. Reach out to others. There is no shame in asking for help. For it is the first step to winning the battle.
True, the best start is understanding from others who don't have to deal with depression and anxiety. Would help a lot. Families won't fall apart by not understanding and believing you're really are sick. And that we need support. Not let down
@@trienseghers8619 I guess I'm lucky that as a family we're all mentally ill lol
@@morganfarr5886 I never look it from your site. But it's true. We are family banded by our illnesses or disorders. Everywhere in the world
@@trienseghers8619 I meant my literal blood family
@@morganfarr5886 I'm sorry. It's good to be understood. My family has let me down. Don't understand and don't want to understand. My mom did, but she died. So l'm alone with my issues.
Good your family does and I'm happy for you.
I am a survivor, but you're still speaking to the person inside who was alone and afraid. Clear and powerful. Thank you.
Life is a struggle.
Not everyone has the support that keeps you afloat.
I am glad that that part of my life is over now.
I made it out alive.
I have been a Disturbed fan since they were a bar band. I first heard them after the 4th suicide attempt. By all rights any of the last 3 attempts should have killed me and there is no logical reason I am still here. They provided me with music that allowed me to shout out my rage, hatred, suffering, despair and all the other negative emotions I needed to get out. Every album since that has come out has had a few songs that really exemplified where I was in my life at the time. There were times where blasting disturbed and singing my lungs out were how I made it through the day. When this song came out my wife went from needing a walker to needing a wheelchair. I became her full time caretaker. The depression we both felt was overwhelming. We heard this song and we drew strength from it and each other. I get up everyday to take care of my wife knowing that by the time everything is done I will be hurting however she will have made it through another day. I want to see them live again. I have learned That ours is a special brotherhood in that it doesn't matter what we look on the outside nor do our beliefs as long as we share the love of music and try to help those we can. For all those that have suffered as we have remember there is someone out there that loves you. Use that love and draw strength from it for that truly is a reason to fight for.
Depression is like being colorblind and constantly told how colorful the world is.
"Just look!" Oh, why didn't I think of that?
Just one word, RESPECT
They are real celebrities.
As many times as I have watched this video version of the song, I know many people that fight addictions, depression, ptsd and more.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE GUYS AND LADIES
Don't be afraid to reach out to somebody!!
I fight my own battles every single day with the demons of both depression and addiction and mental health issues so this song is awesome.
I can't even tell you how many times Disturbed's music has saved me. I spent many a night in tears listening to the same CD over and over until the morning broke, just as a way to try and quiet the voices in my head telling me suicide was the answer. For years this band and a few others are part of the reason I am still here. I can't even begin to thank them. The dark thoughts still plague me, but now I have more than just the music, I have love, I have faith (converted to Judaism), I found my purpose. I never would have been able to without them. I never would have had the chance.
Please, please. If you are thinking of ending your life, talk to someone. Call or text the suicide hotline in your country. Hell, email me if you need to. I will listen. I know the dark thoughts. I know how exhausting it is to fight them. To try and hold out until they can pass. I can listen. I can be there. Just please, don't leave the world. We are a darker place without you or anyone. We can all find ways to bring more light to the world. Don't, please just don't put yours out.
I'm glad you're alright. But some of us have no more fight left.
If I'd call the suicide hotline in my country they would lock me up.
And I am autistic and always misunderstood and traumatized further in psychiatry. So no.. I won't tell no one and deal with it, listening to music and when I will lose the fight then I will dont need more trauma.
@@johnharvey1252 You always have fight left. Always. You may have to dig deep but it is there like a perfect diamond hidden in the rubble, just waiting to be discovered by you. Find it. Use it. It is powerful enough to save you and keep you fighting. Just keep digging and keep fighting.
@@sabserab i know that Im late to anwser. But if you want i can always listen
. You are not alone buddy
@@johnharvey1252 you ok?
Im a suicide attempt survivor battling ptsd, depression, and anxiety daily. I love you guys. Keep fighting the good fight. 🖤🖤🖤
I am as well and please keep fighting the good fight.
I’m proud of you hun. Thank you for fighting. ❤️
Thankyou to both of you. I hope life treats you both kindly. 🖤
Me too. I attempted in 2016. My grandson is my reason to fight. Depression and bad memories are the demons i fight.
I tried doing it but realised my debts ill pay my debt first before doing it so that my cousins and family members won't suffer. All on me :) enjoyed this world but . life happens this will be my last comment ;)
Thank you David and Disturbed. I wish you would come to Nort Dakota. Could use your inspiration right now. You folks are life changing.
Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand; By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain. For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 KJV
It's been three years since I begin to hide my pain, pretending everything is alright. This song broke my walls. I'm speechless. Thank you.
(Sorry for my bad english)
This song saved my life last year. I was ready to end it all.
Been There Done That, Clean from Heroin and Cocaine addiction since '95...One of my favorite all time bands, OUTSTANDING work Love these Guys!!!
I’m three days clean of selfharm today... It’s not that much but I never expected that... Bands like Disturbed are helping me right now so THANK YOU! I love you! In this moment you are saving my life!
Glad to hear that you're fighting back. A long hourney is made of small steps. Sending love.
We thank you immensely for your love and support we wouldn’t
have made it this far without you💛..Send us a mail contactusdisturbed@gmail.com
Good job. You are a beloved creation of God, and you deserve to be loved and to love.
I know it's been 6 months but I'm proud of you. I hope you're still going strong, and if not, that you get many more streaks of many more days, until the streak is decades long and counting. Just don't forget that you are always worthy regardless. Your struggles do not define you. ❤
Never Give Up, Marla💯
I've suffered my entire life with depression anxiety and cPTSD. In 2019 I fell and hit my head and I've been suffering with a traumatic brain injury ever since. Every day is a fight. Some days definitely are harder than others. Some days it's hard to find a reason to fight, to find a reason to hang on.
Thank you for this song. There are days I listen to it over and over as a reminder.
if u r reading this. hope u r having a great day.
if someone's here watching this he/she must be already having a shit life let alone a shit day..
u too.
I'm from maine too richmond lol
You to ❤
You too man.
Somewhere along the way, i've lost myself... This message makes me feel that i'm not alone. Thank u! That's why i love this band
You are not, always reach out for help no matter how hard it might seem. You will be shocked how much people care. You matter, you are needed, you are loved, you are not alone!
A great message for all people who struggle with depression and addictions. I wish i would do kind of that in my movie.
No estamos solos tambien dios esta con nosotros
You are not alone although I know that feeling all too well.
Be strong baby.💋🖤
Sometimes a strangers voice is better than a friend's. KIK has a lot of public anonymous groups. Make a friend...it helps.
This song was prayer for me of what’s my inside that’s killing me throughout the years. By listening to this it’s healing me and I cried badly. Thank you Disturbed!!
I lost my daughter to an overdose and this song really resonates... Thank you Disturbed for putting this song out there.
Hello, how are you doing today? Nice meeting you here.
I tried the first time at 10. Again at 13. Again at 16, 17, 18. I wrote a poem that ended with "life is hell and with it I fell". My AP english teacher read it to the class and asked simply, "Who can relate?" My class looked around and when I raised my hand, they gasped in horror. I was then asked to explain all the meanings n the poem. By the end, I was in tears, a 17 year old male in a mormon dominated state, and freaking out my 1986 graduating class to the horrors of living a nightmare I could not escape. But that day, the peer teasing ended. March of 1986. The nightmare in my head never will end. The horror movies cannot even scrape the surface of what I see inside. I laugh at most of them. Some I am stoic. Even games barely phase me.
I am now a 50 year old that has survived. Between Disturbed, Godsmack, FFDP, and SoaD, I have found solace to help quiet the shit I think up. I still fight every day to not hunt down a weapon to end it all. PTSD, MDD w/ST, OCD, SSA -- it all adds up.
Cant say i have ever tried cause i havent but, oh how i know the pain and the feelings.
At 37 i strugle with the same demons from the ptsd.
Stay strong bud.
I Love You You Are my hero
Keep fighting the fight, you are not alone!! 🥰❤🤗❤🤘
Anthony Jerome Thorn - I know those demons well! Asking God to remove them is sometimes the hardest step... I yelled out, screaming for all guardian angels, God & His Holy Spirit to Stop the Madness.... It has stopped! Thank You For Sharing! It helps you & it helps others!!!!!!!
Be Well!!!
Anthony Jerome Thorn, you are both courageous and selfless to share your story about the daily struggles you have dealt with for so long. By doing so, you are helping so many people (including myself) who are facing their own demons to realize they are NOT alone, which is making a real difference in this world. You are also making it clear that it's OK to publically acknowledge being in pain and to seek help when necessary. You are unique - you have value - you are appreciated - you are loved. Keep fighting...you shall persevere. 💜
Rock in Peace Chester and Wayne Static ❤️
Add to that Keith Flint and Chris Cornell. RIP.
Chris Cornell
RIP, Also I like to say the same for Paul Gray, Kurt Cobain (the list could go on) Rest In Peace and all the others who have gone to early
😢😢 miss chester so much😭😭😭
Legends! 🤘❤
I was in the audience tonight in Toronto. That was a very moving tribute and performance of this song. It brought me to tears. I have cPTSD and was recently diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. I have struggled with my reasons to fight for the past 15 years. This may sound strange, but even though I have pretty serious anxiety, I braved a potential attack so I could see you guys live before it is too late. While I am usually thinking of my own struggles, it seems like we are frequently hearing of more fallen brothers and sisters.
I miss Chester, Scott, Chris (and so many others too). I was lucky to see Chester live. 2015-2017 was a time when we lost a lot of the artists I have grown to love.
Like the woman you invited on stage tonight, music has played a key role in my continued existence. Billy Joel's Second Wind saw me through my first spiral into depression. This song helped me in my most recent struggle.
I am so glad that you are addressing this in a very positive and public way.
Thank you. I can’t even say how much I love this. My husband killed himself in 2017 after battling with mental health issues all his life. My boys were my only reasons to live at first; I considered taking the same route he did but I just couldn’t do that to our boys.
My sons and I are finding all of our reasons to fight on all the time. We are finding passion in farming, music, and animals. I so, so wish my husband had held on long enough to hear this song, but I think he is more able to see his worth as our guardian angel.
You guys are making a major difference to my little family; my kids have listened to your music since before they were born and we often find peace and solace in your songs. ❤️💙💜
I am so very sorry to hear that, like me, you were widowed to suicide. I found my husband hanging by the rafters in the basement in 1996 & my battle continues to this day! I literally have to talk myself out of it each & every day.
In 1989, I had a postpartum psychotic break {3 kids in 17 months} which I didn't even know was a thing.
While I was in hospital,{voluntarily} my first husband filed for divorce & got custody of my kids... life ended that day for me & inside my brain, that voice screaming the word NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Continues to echo thru it all. Especially this time of year. Another great Disturbed song is Hold Onto the Memories. I tell my now grown kids to Make Memories with their children.
Peace & Light to you & yours! ☮✌🌞🌹
I'm about to do the same thing your husband did.
@@johnharvey1252 John just the fact that you posted here means you want help and that you are scared. Please stay with us. I am 62 and when I was young the only thing that kept me going was the repetitive thought that tomorrow might be the day I feel better. You NEVER know what tomorrow will bring no matter how many shitty tomorrow's you have already battled through. Tomorrow the sun just might shine for you.
I just saw my first disturbed concert ever. It was in Edmonton and it was very emotional. Thanks David, Dan, Mike and John for a great show.
5:40 10,000 fists in the air... you are not alone.
We need more people like Disturbed to reach out and reach back to help those who are still lost in the minefield feeling hopeless. Everyone who has made it through to the other side help those behind you to find their way through also.
I'm celebrating a year clean from addiction and this song spoke to me love u guys
Keep it up. It gets easier as you go. I remember my 1st year looking around at people that had 5 years saying there's no F'ing way I'll get 5. Then I got 5. Then 10. Now 13. You can do it. Just 1 day at a time. Keep it up.
keep it going my friend!! never stop the fight, your worth the fight
Congrats! Keep it up!
This is how you use your platform! Thank you for all these people that participated in this video. It took so much courage to share your story. I lost my best friend in the world to addiction almost 4 years ago. It feels like a lifetime. 😢
SORRY 4YOUR LOSS GBU 4EVER!!!
Hello, how are you doing today? Nice meeting you here.
Hello, how are you doing today? Nice meeting you here.
I feel like the world sees me as an attention seeker for having depression, for being anxious, for going from one emotion to the other. This song gave me the strength to keep fighting when I feel like I have nothing else to turn to.
2 months sober. October Friday the 13 was my first day without alcohol in almost 19 years
you can do it. I am now 21 yrs sober. Its a tough road but you are strong. Hang in there.
This is the best and most emotional video I've ever seen! Disturbed truly is the best band in the world 🤘🤘
Word
I am sick but you can't see
My sickness is inside of me
I try and try but can't be free
My demons always battle me
The demons fighting in my head
Fill my heart with fear and dread
If we met you'd never know
I don't let my demons show
They can help with meds they say
I can't find another way
I close my eyes and lay in bed
The demons battle in my head
I try and try but can't be free
Why is no one helping me
They'll not be a sudden end
I won't let the demons win
I'm not the only one I know
Others won't let their demons show
Why can't I find some happiness
My tough brave side can't conquer this
You'll never know just how I feel
Just understand that this is real
As I lay awake in bed
The battle rages in my head
They'll not be a sudden end
I won't let the demons win
I only function in this place
I show the world my happy face.
Timothy f Lee
They should make that a song.
Very good!
Brilliant poem! It's just to bad we have to write like this. There is a part in the movie Split that the man says, "The broken are the more evolved". I believe that some of the most intelligent and talented people are and were considered, "broken". You have a talent, let it be heard.
Call upon the Lord. The demons will flee with terror. Demons are real, God is real. The Lord will always be with you. Even if you dont believe in him or serve him. Yeshua (Jesus) is the only one who can save you. He is mighty to save, all you need do is ask.
Think you so much for this 💓
I have been fighting with depression for 10 years. 2009 and still going. It never gets any easier. You just deal with. You have good days and you have bad days. Find an outlet for your troubles. Rather it be drawing, singing, meditation, yoga, video games. Just keep on fighting!
Have you tried sex?
I hear it really helps when you feel bad.
Sex can help yes, but it can be another addictive trap. The goal is not pleasure but love my brothers and sisters. Find love and learn to love yourself. Happiness will follow.
@@powerhouse6165 thank you.
@@powerhouse6165 Trying to make him laugh!
No need to get all philosophical on us, unless you really want to.
@@justanothernerdydude4391 sorry about that my man. It was like 3 AM when I said that and the humor didn't click in my head.
Eu luto todos os dias contra minha depressão...I fight my depression every day...Thank you Disturbed, thanks David. Brazilian Fan....
To those that are still around listening to this.
Congratulations, that speaks volumes. I love you all.
Nadie me cree cuando digo que el Metal me ha ayudado a salir de momentos muy bajos. Estas canciones son la base que me da fuerza para seguir......
It’s a song that gives me chills when I listen to it. It is such a beautiful way to share with everyone that we are not alone and should never be embarrassed or ashamed. This song is a beautiful gift to all of us from Disturbed. I have always loved Disturbed’s music but after this song I love their music more!!!! Thank you for giving all of us faith..
Have dealt with depression my whole life and while I've never thought of suicide I understand it. Depression is absolutly aweful, thank you Disturbed.
I had a bottle in me for 14 years that was full and I still put stuff in it... this song just broke that bottle.
I’m done with this demon, it’s time for you to go
jeremy cryer you can do it
🤘
I wish i could
I wish you all the best! You can do it!
K Rod You can. 🤗 I've never faced addiction myself, but my sister has. A pretty nasty case at times, too, having done almost every drug known to man. She's nearly OD'ed on several occasions, some accidentally and some not (along with non-drug related suicide attempts). PTSD and a long list of other issues were the primary reason said addiction. She's now been clean and sober going on six years now, happily married with three young sons, though she obviously still struggles from time to time. But she knows she's not alone, that she has unwavering support from her loved ones. That's the key, knowing you're not alone. She felt that way for years, but now that she knows who to go to even when things are at their absolute worst, she's much healthier and happier.
I struggle with a relatively mild form of depression myself, but given the fact that I'm highly empathic, it's not difficult to understand how others with more serious forms feel. So, if you ever want to talk about it, vent or what have you... I'm here. 🙂
Suffering from depression, anxiety, ptsd from domestic abuse and an undiagnosed mystery disease. This holds close to my heart. Thank you
I'm glad I found this video when I did. Had the gun to my head, finger on the trigger and mind made up. I was searching for a good song to play for the moment. This video popped up on my screen. Tears filled my eyes as I watched. I found my reason to fight. This video saved my life! #Disturbed thank you for saving me!
jbbjmb1 thank you for not giving up. Thank you for keeping the fight going. I know how hard it is to do. So I just wanted to say I’m proud of you. WE can do this. :)
Proud of you..
Me, not so clear. This song is amazing but the struggle is real. Keep fighting my friend, please..
Glad you are still here with don’t give up and don’t give in keep up the fight against the demons of depression keep on fighting no matter what
I call all of us that suffer "Brothers in Arms". It's not meant to insult or belittle the military version of it, but we still have our battles to fight. Keep fighting for that next sunrise
The only person who can truely drive out the demons is the king of kings and the Lord of Lords (Yeshua). Call on the name of the Lord and watch God crush then all!
This songs helps me stop wanting to give up I fight my depression every day I. Trying to stop thinking what I like to do
This song goes straight in to my soul, bringing me to tears every time. Due to my own fight against depression. 🥺❤
stay strong you gonna win this
How awesome is this. Brought a 6ft ex military guy to tears. I have struggled through depression and mental illness. Thankfully I am in control of myself now and have been for a numbr of years. My Son & Daughter suffer badly with mental illness. I will show them this video as I am sure it will help them.
Thank you for caring and being there for us all.
God bless each and every one of you and those who suffer.
Hey man, even if I don't know who you are or where you come from, but you're surely a great man for serving your country, if I was your son, I'd be so fucking proud of you
"SOLDIER ON TROOP!" I AM WITH YOU! 5/52 & 2/60 ADA...1982 - 1988.
I'm ill at anxiety disorder for five years. For many years before diagnosis I felt fear but I didn't know about the disease. I know best how much it took and still taking away from me.
This kind of music and video gives hope. And I need a hope more than anything.
Thank you for this.
Today makes 3 years for me being sober from liquor
Congratulations 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻