To all the people saying how overdramatic this whole thing was, I am just like, "How would it be to NOT go through something like this?" Blessed little bastards.
Am I the only one who feels bad for Charlie? Having to see your daughter in so much pain, hearing her wake up screaming in the middle of every night, and knowing there's nothing you can do. That's got to be utter torture
Except that he probably understood considering that Bella's mom left him too - and Bella says in the beginning of the first book that he didn't seem to have quite gotten over it since he still had their marriage pictures displayed around the house
He was an idiot who was a shell of himself because of a woman. He was insane. He did the same thing every day. He should of send her bitch ass back to the baseball star. Since he is so famous. Oh, I'm sorry, FLASHBACKS 😂
@cenoreira it's a little different for men. Women feel the heartbreak more intensely but will learn to heal. Men (especially fathers) aren't given the opportunity to grieve so they never heal.
I’m feeling that right now 😞 haunted by photos and memories, memories and moments play before my eyes, even my dreams aren’t safe I had a beautiful dream it’s was me and her together close lovers just me and her holding each other play fighting and kissing then my alarm went off and I was reminded of the truth that she is gone and I had to get ready for work.
Can we just talk about how effective this shot is in portraying what depression tends to feel like? The world spinning, time passing, and you're just watching, unable to care.
Right on the nose! I'm so sick of this "Oh, it's a break up! Blah, blah, blah..." No, this is honest to God depression. Where even moving takes every ounce of energy so you don't move for days, week, however long at a time. The break up was a catalyst to something that was there. I think this did a really good job at portraying severe, borderlining catatonic depression. Good on them for showing the ugly side of it.
@@SharttyWaffle yes its a break up but in that moment she hadn't lost her boyfriend she had lost her life and her soul But let me explain Overtime Edward became her life and her soul. She found more of herself in him then she did herself. Yes it was break up but she lost him, herself and all of the Cullens they had became her family. So she is Over exaggerating anything You'll understand soon enough You might lose someone you thought would be youre soulmate a family member a friend a best friend or you might just lose yourself You will know that pain one day everyone feels it at least once and it hurts more than a cut or a broken bone It hurts more than antthing
@@ellagriffiths3236 I agree, she lost so much, she was finally begginning to find herself, to feel alive because of these new exciting adventures that the Cullens brought with them. But she also lost Alice, her best friend and other friends like Jasper and Emmett, so she was feeling pretty lonely since her high school fiends, except of Angela, didn´t exactly care much about Bella. She also lost a family that truly cared and protected her in a maternal way, because Renee didn´t. She lost all the hope she had to become someone as outstanding, beautiful and strong as a vampire, and yes, she lost the love of her life. But also, if you read the book you´ll understand how Bella thinks of herself as someone who isn´t valuable, and Edward, by telling her that she wasn´t good enough in the break up scene, he hurted her self steem even more. So, no, she is not exaggerating, she is truly depressed.
Def does, it conveys what we all really want...not just to be loved..but loved in a way that takes your heart to a supernatural world you never thought existed until it does..and then it's gone one day..
So no one is talking that in the book the depression is portrayed as blank pages with only the months written. I was in shock the first time I read New Moon, in those moments when u turn the page you can feel the emptiness.
ive always loved how she says "and he left" bc it shows how much she struggles to talk about him, she doesnt mention his name, and she can barely manage it. its subtle but such a good touch
@@violet5277 I'm sorry but like theirs no reason to act this dramaticly like sure it sucks to break up with someone, but like honey you dated him for at least a month get over yourself
@@mayed.a4954 wdym so is bella acting this draama is normal or what ive stood up for bella saying this is normal i guess but i guess she could have had chocolate to keep her calm ..
My first heartbreak was like this. Not eating; simple tasks like keeping up with hygiene, getting out of bed felt impossible. Sleeping became a fear. The nightmares were unbearable it felt. It took my three whole years to recover.
I hate when people call Bella a psycho for this. No. It's called "the love of my life left me". It's a very traumatizing thing, and not everyone can come back from it.
+Rephaim Laufey Yes, she is kind of a weak character, but I'm not discrediting a girl's pain over her lover leaving her. People acted that way toward me when I went through it and it made me feel like shit, but it's a real thing that you obviously have never gone through. So you have no place to judge on the subject. Have a nice day.
+kayjay1196 Oh I have know what that weak Bella bitch gone through but it doesn't mean you moped around being depressed for a months when my lover left me "Oh I'm so depressed over a month because Edward Sparkly Cullen Fairy left me... shes weak and she bitching about her birthday as she doesn't want anyone knows about her birthday, she's a bitch
+Rephaim Laufey I didn't mope around like her but I definitely wasn't me for a long time and sat by myself at lunch and everything because I didn't want to be around anyone. and the reason she is so upset is because he is going to go on living forever and she is just going to die in a short time lime it was nothing. Also, if you hate Twilight so much, why are you here?
She played this role so well...when she was screaming it was like I could hear all of her pain she had built inside of her because edward left her. In a way the screams told her story. Her tears told a story. Her just sitting there. If someone with completely no knowledge of what is happening in this scene could understand by kristens performance
Suicidal Blonde because he had to watch her suffering and he knew he couldn’t do anything about it. Imagine having to watch your daughter be plagued by nightmares everyday, being woken up screaming in the middle of the night. Not being able to help her as she is slowly becoming insane and spiralling into depression. That’s why we feel bad for Charlie.
When I was younger, I didn't realise the gravity of what Bella was feeling. Having an experience very similar to bella's , I can exactly perceive every emotion she felt. The pain is the only reminder that what I had with him was real. Because even nightmares don't hurt this way.
Say what you want about these movies but this scene is so incredibly powerful and such an accurate portrayal of depression. Bella took all the photos down on her walls and continued to email alive even though she’d never get the emails, as her only reminder that they existed.
You know, I remember seeing this when I was younger thinking she was so overly dramatic but then this happened to me; when you really really love someone, they become more than just a person--they become your whole world and you can't help but be under some sort of spell. I sure felt that way about someone and when they randomly left me one day last Summer, I completely fell apart and was completely lost for months. Heartbreak, especially by someone you really loved, can be quite traumatic and very hard to cope with.
I like to look at the surroundings as the camera spins, trying to pick out everything they change on each cycle. All her photos and stuff disappearing off the walls. I thought that was cool of them, to show the progression, for anyone paying attention. :)
As much as I hated the movies growing up, I finally understand what Bella is feeling. When the person you love leaves you, you become really depressed and feel like you can't live without that person. This happened to me, now I understand what she means.
I would never wish the feeling portrayed in this scene on anyone. The utter heartbreak. The longing. The feeling is indescribable. It's almost like you're depressed but numb at the same time. Nothing feels right, you don't have the energy to do or care about anything.. a profound emptiness inside. How vividly I remember waking up in the morning and barely being able to recognize the face that stared emptily back at me in the mirror each morning. One of the worst times of my life.
When I was young, I thought Bella was way over reacting. Because I read it as a break up. But a blindsided break up like this, that's not a break up it's abandonment. When you are denied the ability to respond even simply emotionally, when the person leaving you just basically lets you know it's over and you never get to hear their voice again, never get to see their emotional reaction to this, never get to break up together. That is literally traumatic. I wish I was still as naive to think this was an over reaction. I wish I didn't know the experience of the pain being the only proof it was real. 💔💔💔
heartwrenching. but maybe he didn't see it because Alice's vision were compromised when Jacob was involved (cause he's a wolf). considering he was there for her through much of her depression, maybe thats why he didn't actually see the detrimental effects of his absence. at least not ALL of her depression
"why is she like that? just sitting and screaming at night?" - 12 year old me, watching Twilight for the first time with my friend. how come I'm here now? who would've thought that I'd know how this feels like?
SHES SCREAMING BC SHE HAS PTSD did YALL not WATCH the FIRST movie?! come on u guys she literally was ATTACKED and BITTEN by the creep that stalked her. fruit for thought fr should really rewatch the movies so that y’all would actually understand context
Her screams haunt me till this day. It hurts and I can feel the pain of it. I can feel the emotion through this scene. Her nightmares and depression we're perfectly portrayed by Kristen. Beautiful acting.
@@Shzzaam i think you don't understand, it's super natural things because Edward is a vampire. Their love it's not like normal people, it's really different.
Depression hits differently when you understand what it truly feels and looks like this scene captures it so well…the world carries on moving yet you stay in stasis with no need to care and you fade away…l
"But in a way I'm glad, the pain is a reminder that He was real" OOF felt that! This whole scene is my fave from New Moon, the cinematography, the music!
The most relatable depression/breakup scene in any movie for me. I’ve watched the twilight series a million times, but never took this scene as seriously as I am now. My boyfriend, the love of my life, my best friend..he broke up with me a month ago after 3 years of talking and 2 1/2 years of dating. We were long distance. I thought we would make it but we didn’t and I just feel like death. I cry every single day. He stopped loving me a while ago, I felt it. I just didn’t expect him to leave.
this scene is powerful. i understand everything bella feels now. this shows how good of an actress kristen is for being able to show so much of what bella’s feeling by just sitting there
But some how.. a breakup can be harder because you dont have a grave to visit for peace and you know that youre ex is moving on happily without you, that killed at least me.. my self worth was rock bottom 💔
+Sarina Valentina Im 17 and ive passed a lot of times through this, boys also have feelings, Ive never been lucky with love, and this is truly killing from inside.
This entire scene hit home in a way that it didn’t when I was younger. The part where she keeps sending emails even though they have all been “returned to sender” is a perfect example of how these strong emotions and pain cause us to act irrational. To someone who has never been there, it may look “crazy”. It is not and do not let anyone make you feel bad for feeling.
I had my "New Moon" in November. I remember when I was a teen, thinking Bella was way over reacting. But when I was abandoned in November, by a man who had told me the night before he loved me, who had spoken about marrying me, who I had given everything to and who I planned my future with, with only a text message. I never saw him again. Never heard his voice again. It's traumatic. It's this, exactly. 💔 I wish I never got to know this pain. I hope no one ever has to experience this. I can't believe my ex-love put me through this.
almost the same thing happened to me after 10 years together in march of 2021. i'm still having the night sweats/cry screaming sometimes even now that I'm with someone who actually loves me.
exactly..it changed me completely. it's been three years since then. I do not suffer anymore, but seing this dull face and empty eyes, I remember how it felt and how awful it hurts.. I remember my eyes being empty, staring at one point at the wall, not aware of time, need to eat drink, shower... one who never loved completely and by entire being, can never understand this.....
The darkest thing about this is the fact that you know Bella is dealing with the knowledge that Edward and the Cullens will go on living forever, and she will die in a few decades. And the reason she screams in her sleep is because she dreams that she is still lost in the woods looking for him. It’s much darker than just a simple break up.
Edward already knew this was going to happen bc of Alice's visions and yet look what he has done to her! It makes me want to jump through the screen and comfort bella and hug her so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Perhaps they don’t shame the depression part but the fact that she’s so depressed due to a brake up … not shaming her of course it’s just wired for me as an adult seeing her reacting like that for a teenage love. Again I’m not shaming her, but now that I’m an adult I think I would react like that for the death of my husband or something else but not for a brakeup
I am not a fan of Twilights narrative, but this is still one of the most accurate representations of depression brought on by the sudden shock of bereavement I have ever encountered in film.
You may say “she’s insane” But she’s a teenager, and it’s not just Edward that left her, it was the whole family. People who made her feel like home, people who changed her year and life. She was in love with him and suddenly he’s gone, claiming that he doesn’t want her.
I don't think Bella was being overly dramatic. First of all, she truly loved Edward and he meant the world to her. In the first movie, he promises he'll never leave her and then here in the second one, he just ups and leaves. Bella is left alone depressed and confused wondering if he'll ever come back.
She was being overly dramatic. Why? Because she gets depressed over a guy she knows less than a year, who ups and leaves her. Goes into five months of depression by just staring blankly through the window like a zombie, screams like a banshee in the middle of the night, has her dad constantly worry about, because she's so depress and refuses to eat or try to get out, and she doesn't even want to try to move on with her life.
@@Ari_Danielle04 you could say this without being rude. No one is immature if he/she doesn't know how depressions work and please hold in mind that everyone has a free opinion, beside I understand your feelings.
I'm a bit surprised at the comments, because usually I always see hateful stuff about this saga. I just rewatched the movies and this scene hit me so hard. It didn't have any effect on me at 17 years old, but it did now since I've experienced this exact trauma after someone I loved so deeply left me. This scene was well done, especially Kristen's acting. She nails it. The way the camera slowly pans around her, and the months go on, that's exactly what a traumatic heartbreak is like. You don't lose just a piece of yourself, you lose a huge chunk. You lose a future you thought you had with someone. It feels like it changes the course of your life forever. And lastly, when Charlie makes a comment about how long her pain is lasting and it's not normal - yes, that was me. I cried every single day for 4 months straight. Literally, not a single day I didn't cry. I slept so much because it was my only escape from all the pain. Now, this is the only movie I know with a scene like this - so please, recommend me others if you know of any. I'm interested to see how it's interpreted. All my people out there who are hurting, it gets better, just give it time, I promise. Find other things to fall in love with, starting with yourself, your family, friends, and your interests.
I recently rewatched the movies too, for the first time since I'd seen them when I was 17/18 because I remembered how bella's depression from the separation in new moon was relatable to what I've gone through/am going through for a large chunk of this year, and just wanted to say thanks for being openly honest, I thought I was the only one who cried everyday for months, nobody I know understands how I did cry for so long so it's reassuring to see I'm not the only one. Hope you're doing better ♥
This was me after my divorce being single and accepting it for 10 years and someone wonderful came into my life and gave me hope about not being alone forever and he died suddenly before we could even start. I was the most confused and sad i ever was. I couldnt explain it but so many possibilities died. Im still alone 7 years later
She was literally living in a parallel world, and suddenly the world she so wanted to belong to, disappears, and there is nothing left, not even a photograph. Just pain and a memory. "The pain is my only reminder that he was real" That's terrifying.
Whenever I miss you I go back to this clip especially when you’re on my mind heavily some days such as today this week actually… I miss you more then anything. I never really understood Bella’s pain, until now. I still have dreams such as hers…waking up in sweat..crying hard an screaming clenched to my blankets…. She’s right…. The pain is my only reminder that you were real, it was all real…..
What really sucks is when you walk around feeling like this all the time and the family and friends around you act like its no big thing, that its not real and you'll be "alright" as they say. Its times like these when you need them the most, to understand what you're going through and to respect your feelings.
Don't say that like it's a thing that always happens. The reason that some do that is because they can't understand the pain no matter how hard they try. For instance,my big sister went through depression and those long months were some of the worst moments of my life, I didn't know what to do to on my end make her happy, as everything I said seemed to hurt her more (I would tell her that she's gonna be fine but she would just yell at me and lock herself up in her room). I didn't know how long it would take her to overcome that pain. I didn't know whether or not she was even gonna overcome that pain to begin with. I saw her break in tears and cry so much she would fall ill. I heard her scream in agony every night and there's nothing I could do about it and not being able to do anything for her during that time is and will always remain one of the biggest regrets of my life.
Finally someone said it.. Telling someone that it will be "alright" "it will pass" - in the state of miind we are in will only makes us feel worst, creating a loop in our head, the depression ask us why, what couldve i done, why they left. and those are the thoughts that kill us most cause we then think about "but i made them happy this time." "they told me they will never leave." "they said i love you, too" which makes us feel like we will never get over this whole dilema, it just repeats it self. As time goes by we resort abuse the memories as a drug cause is our only reminder that that person was real. and we become addicted to the pain, til eventually it numbs away, destroys us our lives, or even kill us.
the pure nostalgia that i found after reattaching the films and refunding my love for the franchise makes me feel beyond anything words could ever explain. these films bought me joy and curiosity as a childhood and now they make me feel safe, they make me feel like the world has stopped. like i am in this world with them. it’s a feeling i wish would stay longer.
Stay Strong. Try and go for a short walk everyday, it really helps Kai. If u need comfort eat, And just remember there are people that love you. Hope your okay X
What makes this montage more painful is her constantly trying to email Alice over and over again, and all you see is failed messages. If it's not bad enough Edward left her, Alice cut herself off and is ignoring her too, over and over again. And combined with the scenes of her screaming . . . man this hit me hard.
@@gabrielsouto6031 because Alice was the sister she never had and someone she considered her best friend and Alice can see the future, so the likelihood that she saw Bella’s future and saw her deciding to send those emails, and knowing she was cutting off communication I think that hurt Bella more, because it was Alice choosing to follow Edward’s path when Alice is often the most spontaneous and is the more rebellious sibling, the one who knew she and Bella were going to be sisters and pushed Edward to choose Bella in the first place.
you mean portraying a dead yet retarded face for hours? no shit! they should have given her 3 Oscars for each movie! (or whatever how many movies there were)
SO ashamed! I legit cried on this part. Dude, I think every chick old enough to date, has been through this. That first real heartbreak, that you then hold every other man accountable for.
I connected with this scene more than any other in the whole series. I lost the love of my life many years ago, and my desolation lasted for not months, but years. And time passed slowly, staring out as years went by, just like this montage portrays. One day led into the next, as time never stops, but I continued aging. She was always in my thoughts, and as time wound it's forever clock, 30 years or more went by.........and I was still staring through the window hoping she would return. She never did. True love never dies.............the moral of the whole Twilight series.
you are such a strong human being kind sir. I appreicate this immensely. Thank you so much for sharing. The least i can say from a mere comment is to havw forever peace. Love will return to you, yet but you have love in your soul
depression is real. emotional dependency is a serious and really painful thing and this is how it leaves you and even worse. i do not wish anyone to live this
I feel this all the time every day. These movies are so good, and I’m happy they made the books into movies. The way she portrayed those feelings of heartbreak and depression is so realistic. I honestly feel like I am living this way 24/7
Not to be a preacher or a stick in the mud but Anyone who laughs or clowns at this scene has obviously never been heartbroken before N if you have you'd understand real heartbreak is one of the most devastating feelings ever n probably tears up at this
I agree, and it doesn't have to be a heartbreak from a lover to understand this. Deep heartbreak by anything can cause such a grief. I didn't like the rest of the movie, but I admit this scene killed me.
There are worse things than heart brake like a love one dying. I understand she's upset about her boyfriend but five months depression? MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE!
James Legan Yup. This was me back in 2012 when my crush broke my heart. It was the worst time in my life. I feel Bella’s pain bc I’ve been there, such a dark time for me.
I always hated hearing ppl hate on this saga...or loving it for shallow reasons..”Team this, team that”... I long loved the Twilight saga (and especially NM) because I’d never seen my emotions so accurately portrayed before. The way a single being can become greater than any force or desire in your life; can infiltrate your dreams and overwhelm your emotions during sleep and make even your waking hours feel like a nightmare or a daydream loop that doesn’t end; Forces you to try any dangerous thing again and again that might bring that person back or at the very least pull the image of their face back into the forefront of your mind; feeling like you’ve died in every other way but your body still exists. It’s absolute hell. I bawl every time I get to this part of Bellas story and my heart goes out to anyone who is in the midst of or will ever go through even a fraction of such a storm💔
I’m currently going through this and trying to hide it at the same time because when ever I express feeling like this someone calls me stupid, thank you for saying that. It was very much needed
in time perfectly said. I'm rewatching them for the millionth time and (actually on my second time through in the last week) and both times I cant help but get choked up on this scene. The hospital scene at the end of the first one gets me bad as well. It's so accurate especially when you've genuinely been there.
I just realized something. I know it may not be intentional but the fact that she’s sitting in front of her window, it’s like she’s waiting for him to come through and appear in her room again. And she’s sitting at the lunch table where the Cullens used to sit. My heart just shattered again 😭😭
My favourite movie scene. The music, the voice over, the changing of months in the window. so much emotion. i could watch this over and over. It just. idk. fits. she can't even say his name in the email because it hurts her so much. its incredibly thought out and practically perfect. "but in a way I'm glad... the pain is the only reminder that he was real... that you all were"
This is what grief looks like. And when she’s screaming in her sleep…that’s what grief sounds like and feels like. I’ve lost both of my parents in the last four years. I watched this the other day and I had to pause it because I started sobbing. I’ve never seen anything so relatable in my life. Those screams…that’s the sound ones soul makes when you lose someone you love. It’s the worst thing imaginable. 😔
Been depressed for almost my whole life.. it's still a struggle..i cried when i read and saw this in the movie and book..depression sucks..specially when it gets worse when the love of your life goes away
When you finally understand this feeling
jamila houston Yes! :(
To all the people saying how overdramatic this whole thing was, I am just like, "How would it be to NOT go through something like this?" Blessed little bastards.
TRU but like for me it wasn’t caused by a guy it was caused by other overwhelming things lmao
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bruuh fr i feel that pain for no fucking reason ooo well
Am I the only one who feels bad for Charlie? Having to see your daughter in so much pain, hearing her wake up screaming in the middle of every night, and knowing there's nothing you can do. That's got to be utter torture
also très annoying lol
Mason Pryer ik, its so sad
Ikr😭😭
can someone PLEASE explain to me why she was screaming like that???!?!?!? i still don't understand, that was such a bizarre thing
She was screaming because of her dreams
Can we all admire Charlie here? He was such a supportive dad. He didn't fully understand what his daughter was going through but he was always there.
Except that he probably understood considering that Bella's mom left him too - and Bella says in the beginning of the first book that he didn't seem to have quite gotten over it since he still had their marriage pictures displayed around the house
He was an idiot who was a shell of himself because of a woman. He was insane. He did the same thing every day. He should of send her bitch ass back to the baseball star. Since he is so famous. Oh, I'm sorry, FLASHBACKS 😂
@cenoreira it's a little different for men. Women feel the heartbreak more intensely but will learn to heal.
Men (especially fathers) aren't given the opportunity to grieve so they never heal.
@@ktefccreIt's actually the opposite. Google it
“the pain is my only reminder that he was real. that you all were.”
very meaningful. hits hard.
Yes I know that feeling 😢😢😢
Yes 😢
Yep 😢
Yes 😢
I’m feeling that right now 😞 haunted by photos and memories, memories and moments play before my eyes, even my dreams aren’t safe I had a beautiful dream it’s was me and her together close lovers just me and her holding each other play fighting and kissing then my alarm went off and I was reminded of the truth that she is gone and I had to get ready for work.
Can we just talk about how effective this shot is in portraying what depression tends to feel like? The world spinning, time passing, and you're just watching, unable to care.
Right on the nose! I'm so sick of this "Oh, it's a break up! Blah, blah, blah..." No, this is honest to God depression. Where even moving takes every ounce of energy so you don't move for days, week, however long at a time. The break up was a catalyst to something that was there. I think this did a really good job at portraying severe, borderlining catatonic depression. Good on them for showing the ugly side of it.
@@emilygracey no, its a break up. Shes overeating
Luck
@@SharttyWaffle yes its a break up but in that moment she hadn't lost her boyfriend she had lost her life and her soul
But let me explain
Overtime Edward became her life and her soul. She found more of herself in him then she did herself. Yes it was break up but she lost him, herself and all of the Cullens they had became her family.
So she is Over exaggerating anything
You'll understand soon enough
You might lose someone you thought would be youre soulmate a family member a friend a best friend or you might just lose yourself
You will know that pain one day everyone feels it at least once and it hurts more than a cut or a broken bone
It hurts more than antthing
@@ellagriffiths3236 I agree, she lost so much, she was finally begginning to find herself, to feel alive because of these new exciting adventures that the Cullens brought with them. But she also lost Alice, her best friend and other friends like Jasper and Emmett, so she was feeling pretty lonely since her high school fiends, except of Angela, didn´t exactly care much about Bella. She also lost a family that truly cared and protected her in a maternal way, because Renee didn´t. She lost all the hope she had to become someone as outstanding, beautiful and strong as a vampire, and yes, she lost the love of her life. But also, if you read the book you´ll understand how Bella thinks of herself as someone who isn´t valuable, and Edward, by telling her that she wasn´t good enough in the break up scene, he hurted her self steem even more. So, no, she is not exaggerating, she is truly depressed.
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i think everything hits differently when you're older
@@Joker19290 that’s true
Def does, it conveys what we all really want...not just to be loved..but loved in a way that takes your heart to a supernatural world you never thought existed until it does..and then it's gone one day..
truest
So no one is talking that in the book the depression is portrayed as blank pages with only the months written. I was in shock the first time I read New Moon, in those moments when u turn the page you can feel the emptiness.
ive always loved how she says "and he left" bc it shows how much she struggles to talk about him, she doesnt mention his name, and she can barely manage it. its subtle but such a good touch
Yeaaaa even how she said it the delivery was powerful she was struggling to say it
Good call back to when she struggled to say vampire
when ur older and u finally understand the exact feeling bella is feeling..
I have been feeling this for 5 years
I was 10 when it started
No family
Foster care is hell
Depression forever
No one to save me
From Eternal sadness
@@thematrix9303 I’m really sorry you have to go through something like that. I hope you find a positive source of happiness.
Not older just when your smart enough to understand stuff
Pana :(
@@lvanlol exactly 😞
i used to think she was being overly dramatic. now i understand
@@violet5277 I'm sorry but like theirs no reason to act this dramaticly like sure it sucks to break up with someone, but like honey you dated him for at least a month get over yourself
@@dareelniggarican666 sorry spelling mistake
@@violet5277 I'm sorry WHAT, Bella does not have Jacob, Bella's Creepy looking ass Daughter has Jacob, which is wrong ON SO MANY LEVELS
@@violet5277 he was the love of her life u obviously don’t know what love feels like and getting dumped after
@@mayed.a4954 wdym so is bella acting this draama is normal or what ive stood up for bella saying this is normal i guess but i guess she could have had chocolate to keep her calm ..
“The absense of him is everywhere I look”
I feelt that one.
My first heartbreak was like this. Not eating; simple tasks like keeping up with hygiene, getting out of bed felt impossible. Sleeping became a fear. The nightmares were unbearable it felt. It took my three whole years to recover.
gosh.. i hope you’re okay ❤❤
I hope you’re doing much better ❤
I'm so sorry
I hope you're doing better now
Wow......why do we even fall in love if we only end up being strangers......I'm soooooo sad
i never understood this scene when i was younger, but now i feel everything.
When I was 12 I understood what it meant lol
😢 unfortunately me right now
Same
@@chrislars5344 it gonna b ok
Yeah
I hate when people call Bella a psycho for this. No. It's called "the love of my life left me". It's a very traumatizing thing, and not everyone can come back from it.
i went through this for about a week because the guy i gave my vcard to left me
+Kasha Flagg I went through it for about 5 months. I was basically a walking corpse.
+Rephaim Laufey Yes, she is kind of a weak character, but I'm not discrediting a girl's pain over her lover leaving her. People acted that way toward me when I went through it and it made me feel like shit, but it's a real thing that you obviously have never gone through. So you have no place to judge on the subject. Have a nice day.
+kayjay1196 Oh I have know what that weak Bella bitch gone through but it doesn't mean you moped around being depressed for a months when my lover left me "Oh I'm so depressed over a month because Edward Sparkly Cullen Fairy left me... shes weak and she bitching about her birthday as she doesn't want anyone knows about her birthday, she's a bitch
+Rephaim Laufey I didn't mope around like her but I definitely wasn't me for a long time and sat by myself at lunch and everything because I didn't want to be around anyone. and the reason she is so upset is because he is going to go on living forever and she is just going to die in a short time lime it was nothing. Also, if you hate Twilight so much, why are you here?
you never understand this scene until you live it
💯
She played this role so well...when she was screaming it was like I could hear all of her pain she had built inside of her because edward left her. In a way the screams told her story. Her tears told a story. Her just sitting there. If someone with completely no knowledge of what is happening in this scene could understand by kristens performance
Yes and she didn’t seem like the talkative type person either more of a quiet person. I love Kristen 🥹 she’s a great actress.
I feel bad for her dad... damn
Madi Bendy yeah her dad.
Suicidal Blonde because he had to watch her suffering and he knew he couldn’t do anything about it. Imagine having to watch your daughter be plagued by nightmares everyday, being woken up screaming in the middle of the night. Not being able to help her as she is slowly becoming insane and spiralling into depression. That’s why we feel bad for Charlie.
I know right?
Me too
Same
“But the absence of him is everywhere I look”
Then stop looking 👀
😮🎉
When I was younger, I didn't realise the gravity of what Bella was feeling. Having an experience very similar to bella's , I can exactly perceive every emotion she felt. The pain is the only reminder that what I had with him was real. Because even nightmares don't hurt this way.
Say what you want about these movies but this scene is so incredibly powerful and such an accurate portrayal of depression. Bella took all the photos down on her walls and continued to email alive even though she’d never get the emails, as her only reminder that they existed.
What photos?
I still message my cousin who took his life over a year ago. This scene is so damn relatable.
Harsh😢
@@Bonnie_B365the photos of her friends and Edward on her wall behind her if you watch as the months go by the walls and her room changes 😊
@@Wallflowerz3356If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you man. That's a tough thing to deal with, I can't imagine
You know, I remember seeing this when I was younger thinking she was so overly dramatic but then this happened to me; when you really really love someone, they become more than just a person--they become your whole world and you can't help but be under some sort of spell. I sure felt that way about someone and when they randomly left me one day last Summer, I completely fell apart and was completely lost for months. Heartbreak, especially by someone you really loved, can be quite traumatic and very hard to cope with.
It's okay 🙂 it gets better!
yeah me too , is like a half of u is disappear , no one know how that feel , pain , hurt and everything
OMG
for real
i understand it happened to me
I'd just like to point out that Bella has about 8 lamps in her room.
lol
i remember having thought exactly the same !
I like to look at the surroundings as the camera spins, trying to pick out everything they change on each cycle. All her photos and stuff disappearing off the walls. I thought that was cool of them, to show the progression, for anyone paying attention. :)
Chibi Starr cinema sins
Chibi Starr lollololol
As much as I hated the movies growing up, I finally understand what Bella is feeling. When the person you love leaves you, you become really depressed and feel like you can't live without that person. This happened to me, now I understand what she means.
Fr
I would never wish the feeling portrayed in this scene on anyone. The utter heartbreak. The longing. The feeling is indescribable. It's almost like you're depressed but numb at the same time. Nothing feels right, you don't have the energy to do or care about anything.. a profound emptiness inside.
How vividly I remember waking up in the morning and barely being able to recognize the face that stared emptily back at me in the mirror each morning. One of the worst times of my life.
Sometimes this feeling isn’t even about heartbreak it can be depression and trauma this is EXACTLY what I feel in this scene
Trauma for sure. The lasting effects
@@SophiaGrausamArtwork also depression
The feeling of being blindsided and abandon that can hurt more than the breakup itself. Questioning yourself on why you didn’t know 🙇🏼☹️😞
When I was young, I thought Bella was way over reacting. Because I read it as a break up. But a blindsided break up like this, that's not a break up it's abandonment. When you are denied the ability to respond even simply emotionally, when the person leaving you just basically lets you know it's over and you never get to hear their voice again, never get to see their emotional reaction to this, never get to break up together. That is literally traumatic.
I wish I was still as naive to think this was an over reaction. I wish I didn't know the experience of the pain being the only proof it was real. 💔💔💔
Going through a miscarriage and I feel this way.. 💔
the saddest part is that Edward saw through Alice's visions that bella would get like this. And he still left
Men for u
^
@@kaylak6499 FR
If you read midnight sun it’ll make a whole lot more sense
heartwrenching. but maybe he didn't see it because Alice's vision were compromised when Jacob was involved (cause he's a wolf). considering he was there for her through much of her depression, maybe thats why he didn't actually see the detrimental effects of his absence. at least not ALL of her depression
"why is she like that? just sitting and screaming at night?" - 12 year old me, watching Twilight for the first time with my friend.
how come I'm here now? who would've thought that I'd know how this feels like?
Well, the good news is that it does not last forever. It will pass and you feel joy again. Never forget that.
SHES SCREAMING BC SHE HAS PTSD
did YALL not WATCH the FIRST movie?! come on u guys she literally
was ATTACKED and BITTEN by the creep that stalked her. fruit for thought
fr should really rewatch the movies so that y’all would actually understand context
Her screams haunt me till this day. It hurts and I can feel the pain of it. I can feel the emotion through this scene. Her nightmares and depression we're perfectly portrayed by Kristen. Beautiful acting.
Is just a movie, but i know how it's feels like...
Computer Controlled me too
This is how I'm feeling right now omg what am I suppose to do 😭😭😭😭my soul broke what am I suppose to do
Same and my medication isn't working
lmao people feel this shit? this is so boring
Computer Controlled me tooo
if someone were to ever ask me how it feels getting your heartbroken, i’d show them this scene.
They were together for a month lol this is not a reasonable reaction after knowing someone for like 30 days. Teenage angst at its finest.
@@Shzzaam i think you don't understand, it's super natural things because Edward is a vampire. Their love it's not like normal people, it's really different.
@@Shzzaam Much longer than a month. He was a vampire, it’s a huge loss especially when you figure out things like this.
@@kiernan0 bitch this isn’t real, why are you trying reason this?! 😂😂😂😂
@@Moonlight-yx5sg what i mean is that is fantasy story, so don't compare it to real life because it's different
Depression hits differently when you understand what it truly feels and looks like this scene captures it so well…the world carries on moving yet you stay in stasis with no need to care and you fade away…l
"But in a way I'm glad, the pain is a reminder that He was real" OOF felt that! This whole scene is my fave from New Moon, the cinematography, the music!
This scene is so powerful, you feel Bella's pain and emotion. The song and her acting make you feel what Bella feels in that moment. It's crazy.
I no what shes going through my girl friend left me 3 yrs down the drain....
eddy wolfe so true I feel like quote my heart is being ripped out by watching this
it is crazy
💔💔
Right
The most relatable depression/breakup scene in any movie for me. I’ve watched the twilight series a million times, but never took this scene as seriously as I am now. My boyfriend, the love of my life, my best friend..he broke up with me a month ago after 3 years of talking and 2 1/2 years of dating. We were long distance. I thought we would make it but we didn’t and I just feel like death. I cry every single day. He stopped loving me a while ago, I felt it. I just didn’t expect him to leave.
I hope you feel better now.
I hope you got through it.
i hope you made it thru this :)
I really hope you’re okay now.
The comment is 2 years ago but the replies are not more than a weak. Looks like we all came suddenly now for some reason
As as I like to make fun of the franchise, this scene represents what depression felt like to me: lonely, introverted, tired, and inactive
this scene is powerful. i understand everything bella feels now. this shows how good of an actress kristen is for being able to show so much of what bella’s feeling by just sitting there
When I lost my daughter, this is close to what I felt.
im so sorry love.
i am so so so sorry
i want you to know that she is watching over you and she is so so proud of you!
Shes in a safe place now watching over you now ❤
im so sorry im crying pls pls pls stay always strong
When someone you were close to dies, this is how we react. Breakups are essentially a death. You will never see them again. This is accurate.
I agree
Grieving the loss of a person who is still alive
My dad died last Christmas and this is all I’ve felt since then
@@jasminemountain2377 so sorry for ur loss :(
But some how.. a breakup can be harder because you dont have a grave to visit for peace and you know that youre ex is moving on happily without you, that killed at least me.. my self worth was rock bottom 💔
This is how heartbreak truly feels. Gut wrenching agony. Exactly how I am feeling right now. It feels like you can barely contain the pain.
You really feel the physical pain, no?
but do you still feel like this tho
🤨🤨
I'm going though it right now, I hope you got better
" It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest " I felt that 💔
Yup, I'm having a "Bella" moment. That's what its called, I'm having a Bella moment.
Same.
same..
I did too
@Jax Danials queen.
Same
Love sickness is real... And serious. Going through it.
+Sarina Valentina Im 17 and ive passed a lot of times through this, boys also have feelings, Ive never been lucky with love, and this is truly killing from inside.
well if someone breaks up with u can just say to urself it just wasnt meant to be we werent compatable
Sarina Valentina tell me about it i have been like that nobody could cheer me up but until some guy name Hudson cam in my life he is my everything
I'm going through it now myself...
enilCARAMELline easier said than done
This entire scene hit home in a way that it didn’t when I was younger. The part where she keeps sending emails even though they have all been “returned to sender” is a perfect example of how these strong emotions and pain cause us to act irrational. To someone who has never been there, it may look “crazy”. It is not and do not let anyone make you feel bad for feeling.
I had my "New Moon" in November.
I remember when I was a teen, thinking Bella was way over reacting.
But when I was abandoned in November, by a man who had told me the night before he loved me, who had spoken about marrying me, who I had given everything to and who I planned my future with, with only a text message. I never saw him again. Never heard his voice again.
It's traumatic. It's this, exactly. 💔
I wish I never got to know this pain. I hope no one ever has to experience this. I can't believe my ex-love put me through this.
almost the same thing happened to me after 10 years together in march of 2021. i'm still having the night sweats/cry screaming sometimes even now that I'm with someone who actually loves me.
You might consider looking into what is like being a twin flame and going into the dark night of the soul...
Nothing compares to that.
I know that pain. It's beyond any words I can think of. It changes you.
yeah it makes you think and act differently
+Sweetpea Chickpea exactly
exactly..it changed me completely. it's been three years since then. I do not suffer anymore, but seing this dull face and empty eyes, I remember how it felt and how awful it hurts.. I remember my eyes being empty, staring at one point at the wall, not aware of time, need to eat drink, shower... one who never loved completely and by entire being, can never understand this.....
+ReStOrEdLiFe88 so true. i dont believe in love but i believe i have before and others do as well and this pain changes you
+Sweetpea Chickpea thankyou((:💜💜 you do as well !
The darkest thing about this is the fact that you know Bella is dealing with the knowledge that Edward and the Cullens will go on living forever, and she will die in a few decades.
And the reason she screams in her sleep is because she dreams that she is still lost in the woods looking for him.
It’s much darker than just a simple break up.
I always wonder why she was always screaming in her dreams.. Poor baby
@@kimsaabani2600 They were together for like a month. This is not a reasonable reaction for a month of dating lol
@@Shzzaam snatch heaven from someone.. and see how they act.
What does it feel like being broken?
@@kimsaabani2600 Yeah it talks about her nightmares about the woods in the book.
Please, when you feel like this, talk to someone. Talk to a teacher, friend, boss, parent. You don't deserve to feel like that, you deserve happiness.
Edward already knew this was going to happen bc of Alice's visions and yet look what he has done to her! It makes me want to jump through the screen and comfort bella and hug her so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I dont know how people can shame her for this
This is exactly what depression looks like
Some people have never been that deeply in love
@@tessy28 I'm not talking about being inlove I'm saying this is what depression looks like
Nahh we shame her because she is depressing over a pale frozen boy....
Perhaps they don’t shame the depression part but the fact that she’s so depressed due to a brake up … not shaming her of course it’s just wired for me as an adult seeing her reacting like that for a teenage love.
Again I’m not shaming her, but now that I’m an adult I think I would react like that for the death of my husband or something else but not for a brakeup
@@Francesca-ov2tb
good for u but everyone else reacts differently. her response is valid
the emails to alice in this scene hurt me so badly. especially when they're undelivered.
She still read them thru her visions doe
One of the dopest scenes ever made.
I am not a fan of Twilights narrative, but this is still one of the most accurate representations of depression brought on by the sudden shock of bereavement I have ever encountered in film.
You may say “she’s insane”
But she’s a teenager, and it’s not just Edward that left her, it was the whole family. People who made her feel like home, people who changed her year and life. She was in love with him and suddenly he’s gone, claiming that he doesn’t want her.
That she wasnt good enough for him... And she so readily accepted that reason because of how inadequate she already felt :'(
But also the trauma she suffered through with James and such and the only people able to protect her left
I have been through the same thing as her (except they weren't vampires obviously lol) and trust me when I say it hurts like hell
@Marchell Rhyn I am so sorry...I understand exactly how you feel remember you are not alone. Stay strong
I don't think Bella was being overly dramatic. First of all, she truly loved Edward and he meant the world to her. In the first movie, he promises he'll never leave her and then here in the second one, he just ups and leaves. Bella is left alone depressed and confused wondering if he'll ever come back.
She was being overly dramatic. Why? Because she gets depressed over a guy she knows less than a year, who ups and leaves her. Goes into five months of depression by just staring blankly through the window like a zombie, screams like a banshee in the middle of the night, has her dad constantly worry about, because she's so depress and refuses to eat or try to get out, and she doesn't even want to try to move on with her life.
Julie McIntyre she yells at night because of scary dreams or nightmares she had, she talks about it in the book
Urban dictionary the name Luis
@@Ari_Danielle04 you could say this without being rude. No one is immature if he/she doesn't know how depressions work and please hold in mind that everyone has a free opinion, beside I understand your feelings.
because he thought she was protected
she surely knows what depression feels like. No way an actor can portrait this so perfectly without having it before....
You only know this feeling when you go through it..to all the heartbroken ones, stay strong ❤️
It's really sad because Edward wasn't the only one who left her, his whole family did too...
This sickness of love is so very true, it's horrible
This hits harder as you get older....we've all been here. Ive never seen a movie convey these emotions so well.
shes so real for that, im going through heartbreak right now and this is so real.
I'm a bit surprised at the comments, because usually I always see hateful stuff about this saga. I just rewatched the movies and this scene hit me so hard. It didn't have any effect on me at 17 years old, but it did now since I've experienced this exact trauma after someone I loved so deeply left me. This scene was well done, especially Kristen's acting. She nails it. The way the camera slowly pans around her, and the months go on, that's exactly what a traumatic heartbreak is like. You don't lose just a piece of yourself, you lose a huge chunk. You lose a future you thought you had with someone. It feels like it changes the course of your life forever. And lastly, when Charlie makes a comment about how long her pain is lasting and it's not normal - yes, that was me. I cried every single day for 4 months straight. Literally, not a single day I didn't cry. I slept so much because it was my only escape from all the pain. Now, this is the only movie I know with a scene like this - so please, recommend me others if you know of any. I'm interested to see how it's interpreted. All my people out there who are hurting, it gets better, just give it time, I promise. Find other things to fall in love with, starting with yourself, your family, friends, and your interests.
I recently rewatched the movies too, for the first time since I'd seen them when I was 17/18 because I remembered how bella's depression from the separation in new moon was relatable to what I've gone through/am going through for a large chunk of this year, and just wanted to say thanks for being openly honest, I thought I was the only one who cried everyday for months, nobody I know understands how I did cry for so long so it's reassuring to see I'm not the only one. Hope you're doing better ♥
This was me after my divorce being single and accepting it for 10 years and someone wonderful came into my life and gave me hope about not being alone forever and he died suddenly before we could even start. I was the most confused and sad i ever was. I couldnt explain it but so many possibilities died. Im still alone 7 years later
Euphoria is a great tv show that displays depression very well, you should look into it.
@@KSDVLmom Oh my god, I am so sorry.. I hope you are okay.. Stay strong
I feel you. Yes, it's more of like the future and possibilities being taken away in one sweeping decision.
we've all had days like this
This was me when Trump won
blackphoenix77 same
Are D this was me when I couldn't get dick and my cramps were turning my stomach inside out
I wish they were only days...
Are D this is months but ik :/
She was literally living in a parallel world, and suddenly the world she so wanted to belong to, disappears, and there is nothing left, not even a photograph. Just pain and a memory. "The pain is my only reminder that he was real" That's terrifying.
Whenever I miss you I go back to this clip especially when you’re on my mind heavily some days such as today this week actually… I miss you more then anything.
I never really understood Bella’s pain, until now. I still have dreams such as hers…waking up in sweat..crying hard an screaming clenched to my blankets….
She’s right….
The pain is my only reminder that you were real, it was all real…..
Hope you’re better now❤️🩹
i use to wonder why this scene was so intense but right now the pain in my chest is an explanation
Anna Cote please tell me it gets better..
@@rosymartinez5685 it does!
What really sucks is when you walk around feeling like this all the time and the family and friends around you act like its no big thing, that its not real and you'll be "alright" as they say. Its times like these when you need them the most, to understand what you're going through and to respect your feelings.
Don't say that like it's a thing that always happens. The reason that some do that is because they can't understand the pain no matter how hard they try. For instance,my big sister went through depression and those long months were some of the worst moments of my life, I didn't know what to do to on my end make her happy, as everything I said seemed to hurt her more (I would tell her that she's gonna be fine but she would just yell at me and lock herself up in her room). I didn't know how long it would take her to overcome that pain. I didn't know whether or not she was even gonna overcome that pain to begin with. I saw her break in tears and cry so much she would fall ill. I heard her scream in agony every night and there's nothing I could do about it and not being able to do anything for her during that time is and will always remain one of the biggest regrets of my life.
Finally someone said it.. Telling someone that it will be "alright" "it will pass" - in the state of miind we are in will only makes us feel worst, creating a loop in our head, the depression ask us why, what couldve i done, why they left. and those are the thoughts that kill us most cause we then think about "but i made them happy this time." "they told me they will never leave." "they said i love you, too" which makes us feel like we will never get over this whole dilema, it just repeats it self. As time goes by we resort abuse the memories as a drug cause is our only reminder that that person was real. and we become addicted to the pain, til eventually it numbs away, destroys us our lives, or even kill us.
Bluegrass Survival yes
She just like me fr. Except her Edward actually loved her.
Same, except she actually dated Edward 😭
I understand Bella’s pain. I really do. Breaks ups are ugly and messy. They’re not fun.
"The pain was my only remind that he was real".
The pain is my only reminder that he was real
having to go through this is like going to hell and coming back
Nikhitha Yeturu exactly and some people don't understand, it's losing yourself completely and having to put yourself back together.
Melanie Salgado definetly. many people never understand and think it is a joke or something but going through something like this is definetly hard.
Nikhitha Yeturu +Melanie Salgado and it's something you feel inside of you, it's not just an emotional ache, it's a physical one too.
Nikhitha Yeturu sometimes you don't come back...
this scene touches my heart so much especially because this is exactly how I felt when I got my first real heartbreak.
the pure nostalgia that i found after reattaching the films and refunding my love for the franchise makes me feel beyond anything words could ever explain. these films bought me joy and curiosity as a childhood and now they make me feel safe, they make me feel like the world has stopped. like i am in this world with them. it’s a feeling i wish would stay longer.
I'm going through this now.. It's not nice.
What? Your vampire boyfriend left you and your going through depression?
Nadine Hichou not funny
Scabbia Sofia what i just wanna know if vamps are real?
Kai Emeritus I know the feeling, it is hard
Stay Strong. Try and go for a short walk everyday, it really helps Kai. If u need comfort eat, And just remember there are people that love you. Hope your okay X
Notice how the pictures of friends and the Cullens on the walls around her disappear with every rotation of time...
OMG NO WAY 🥺😭😭😭
😔
woah thansk for pointing that out didnt noticeee
I never noticed till now. 😢
Her scream is permanently placed in the lyrics of the song for me.
What makes this montage more painful is her constantly trying to email Alice over and over again, and all you see is failed messages. If it's not bad enough Edward left her, Alice cut herself off and is ignoring her too, over and over again. And combined with the scenes of her screaming . . . man this hit me hard.
well said😭
Edward I kinda understand somewhat but why alice
@@gabrielsouto6031 because Alice was the sister she never had and someone she considered her best friend and Alice can see the future, so the likelihood that she saw Bella’s future and saw her deciding to send those emails, and knowing she was cutting off communication I think that hurt Bella more, because it was Alice choosing to follow Edward’s path when Alice is often the most spontaneous and is the more rebellious sibling, the one who knew she and Bella were going to be sisters and pushed Edward to choose Bella in the first place.
who said she cant act well??
+Asgar Ali exactly!
She's perfect
Lumos SK yeah she is amazing
Asgar Ali me.
you mean portraying a dead yet retarded face for hours? no shit! they should have given her 3 Oscars for each movie! (or whatever how many movies there were)
SO ashamed! I legit cried on this part. Dude, I think every chick old enough to date, has been through this. That first real heartbreak, that you then hold every other man accountable for.
First real heartbreak,your heart is never like before....it passed 4 years,but it isn't repaired
“The pain is my only reminder that he was real, that you all were”
This is what PTSD feels like for me
You're not alone 🖤
I connected with this scene more than any other in the whole series.
I lost the love of my life many years ago, and my desolation lasted for not months, but years. And time passed slowly, staring out as years went by, just like this montage portrays. One day led into the next, as time never stops, but I continued aging.
She was always in my thoughts, and as time wound it's forever clock, 30 years or more went by.........and I was still staring through the window hoping she would return.
She never did.
True love never dies.............the moral of the whole Twilight series.
msattler111 Im so sorry you are going through that
you are such a strong human being kind sir.
I appreicate this immensely. Thank you so much for sharing.
The least i can say from a mere comment is to havw forever peace. Love will return to you, yet
but you have love in your soul
It's scary how much I relate to this
oh my god that´s true..actually it´s sad but i feel the same way..terrifying situation...
depression is real. emotional dependency is a serious and really painful thing and this is how it leaves you and even worse. i do not wish anyone to live this
It’s a unbearable pain us humans should not feel…I lost the love of my life
one of my favorite scenes of the twilight series !
exactly.
I never get how she doesn't get mad if he hadn't broken up with her none of this would have happened
People during quarantine right now
This made me laugh harder than it should have
@@desiriemendez how is that funny
LMAO
Yep
@Emily Hernandez she means it’s not funny because suicide rates and people are harming themselves more due to isolation and being alone.
One of the harder times is when you literally can't cry anymore because you have nothing left inside
I feel this all the time every day. These movies are so good, and I’m happy they made the books into movies. The way she portrayed those feelings of heartbreak and depression is so realistic. I honestly feel like I am living this way 24/7
I'm sorry make you're getting sunlight and exercising and eating healthy
@@gridiron8870 thank you so much
@@selenaestrada No Problem
Not to be a preacher or a stick in the mud but
Anyone who laughs or clowns at this scene has obviously never been heartbroken before
N if you have you'd understand real heartbreak is one of the most devastating feelings ever n probably tears up at this
Even though everyone is joking about it, this scene is so heart breaking if you've ever dealt with similar emotions.
I agree, and it doesn't have to be a heartbreak from a lover to understand this. Deep heartbreak by anything can cause such a grief. I didn't like the rest of the movie, but I admit this scene killed me.
There are worse things than heart brake like a love one dying. I understand she's upset about her boyfriend but five months depression? MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE!
James Legan Yup. This was me back in 2012 when my crush broke my heart. It was the worst time in my life. I feel Bella’s pain bc I’ve been there, such a dark time for me.
Julie McIntyre are you trying to pick a fight, like you said MOVE ON
I always hated hearing ppl hate on this saga...or loving it for shallow reasons..”Team this, team that”...
I long loved the Twilight saga (and especially NM) because I’d never seen my emotions so accurately portrayed before. The way a single being can become greater than any force or desire in your life; can infiltrate your dreams and overwhelm your emotions during sleep and make even your waking hours feel like a nightmare or a daydream loop that doesn’t end; Forces you to try any dangerous thing again and again that might bring that person back or at the very least pull the image of their face back into the forefront of your mind; feeling like you’ve died in every other way but your body still exists.
It’s absolute hell. I bawl every time I get to this part of Bellas story and my heart goes out to anyone who is in the midst of or will ever go through even a fraction of such a storm💔
in time Thank you so much. My heart goes out to you. I hope you're ok ❤
I’m currently going through this and trying to hide it at the same time because when ever I express feeling like this someone calls me stupid, thank you for saying that. It was very much needed
in time perfectly said. I'm rewatching them for the millionth time and (actually on my second time through in the last week) and both times I cant help but get choked up on this scene. The hospital scene at the end of the first one gets me bad as well. It's so accurate especially when you've genuinely been there.
But it's funny, let's team up for team Bella.^^
"You're like a drug to me..."
31 and just went through divorce and many life changes, rewatching twilight and this shit hits different in every way .
I knew what she felt i cried during the movie cause this was exactly me after my ex left me
I just realized something. I know it may not be intentional but the fact that she’s sitting in front of her window, it’s like she’s waiting for him to come through and appear in her room again. And she’s sitting at the lunch table where the Cullens used to sit. My heart just shattered again 😭😭
My favourite movie scene. The music, the voice over, the changing of months in the window. so much emotion. i could watch this over and over. It just. idk. fits. she can't even say his name in the email because it hurts her so much. its incredibly thought out and practically perfect. "but in a way I'm glad... the pain is the only reminder that he was real... that you all were"
Which is the name of the song?
Fabiana Terrazas possibility by lykee li
This is what grief looks like. And when she’s screaming in her sleep…that’s what grief sounds like and feels like.
I’ve lost both of my parents in the last four years. I watched this the other day and I had to pause it because I started sobbing. I’ve never seen anything so relatable in my life.
Those screams…that’s the sound ones soul makes when you lose someone you love. It’s the worst thing imaginable. 😔
but do you still act like this
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Charlie checking on her 😢❤
I never understood this until I experienced the pain of breaking up with the love of my life. Newfound Bella respect
Same. I never really got this part until I broke up with my fiancé a few months ago.
Same :(
Sometimes I forget Anna Kendrick was in these movies because I hated her character at the time, but I love Anna Kendrick as an actor.
Been depressed for almost my whole life.. it's still a struggle..i cried when i read and saw this in the movie and book..depression sucks..specially when it gets worse when the love of your life goes away
Depression to the point where you dont even take care of yourself anymore. Been there. Especially when you lose someone you love.