Bella's Depression New Moon

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  • Опубликовано: 10 окт 2012
  • Bella feels depressed because Edward left her
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  • @TheeMillz11
    @TheeMillz11 7 лет назад +17129

    When you finally understand this feeling

    • @_chemicalbeat_
      @_chemicalbeat_ 7 лет назад +63

      jamila houston Yes! :(

    • @SilverFlame819
      @SilverFlame819 6 лет назад +439

      To all the people saying how overdramatic this whole thing was, I am just like, "How would it be to NOT go through something like this?" Blessed little bastards.

    • @ephemeral783
      @ephemeral783 6 лет назад +117

      TRU but like for me it wasn’t caused by a guy it was caused by other overwhelming things lmao

    • @sweets2thesweetshop
      @sweets2thesweetshop 5 лет назад +11

      Speechless

    • @ashleywildeman796
      @ashleywildeman796 5 лет назад +49

      bruuh fr i feel that pain for no fucking reason ooo well

  • @rayraywendt
    @rayraywendt 7 лет назад +19994

    Am I the only one who feels bad for Charlie? Having to see your daughter in so much pain, hearing her wake up screaming in the middle of every night, and knowing there's nothing you can do. That's got to be utter torture

    • @Oliver-ub4gc
      @Oliver-ub4gc 6 лет назад +219

      also très annoying lol

    • @petersonmasoryde3163
      @petersonmasoryde3163 6 лет назад +60

      Mason Pryer ik, its so sad

    • @yello.universe4164
      @yello.universe4164 5 лет назад +30

      Ikr😭😭

    • @entertain7us148
      @entertain7us148 5 лет назад +182

      can someone PLEASE explain to me why she was screaming like that???!?!?!? i still don't understand, that was such a bizarre thing

    • @impala6746
      @impala6746 5 лет назад +126

      She was screaming because of her dreams

  • @lynnb5726
    @lynnb5726 9 месяцев назад +1389

    Can we all admire Charlie here? He was such a supportive dad. He didn't fully understand what his daughter was going through but he was always there.

    • @cenoreira
      @cenoreira 8 месяцев назад +64

      Except that he probably understood considering that Bella's mom left him too - and Bella says in the beginning of the first book that he didn't seem to have quite gotten over it since he still had their marriage pictures displayed around the house

    • @whatitdo8422
      @whatitdo8422 3 месяца назад

      He was an idiot who was a shell of himself because of a woman. He was insane. He did the same thing every day. He should of send her bitch ass back to the baseball star. Since he is so famous. Oh, I'm sorry, FLASHBACKS 😂

    • @ktefccre
      @ktefccre 3 месяца назад +8

      ​@cenoreira it's a little different for men. Women feel the heartbreak more intensely but will learn to heal.
      Men (especially fathers) aren't given the opportunity to grieve so they never heal.

    • @thatguybutitsactuallyagirl5384
      @thatguybutitsactuallyagirl5384 2 месяца назад

      @@ktefccreIt's actually the opposite. Google it

  • @lucasgrezaud6582
    @lucasgrezaud6582 2 года назад +1956

    “the pain is my only reminder that he was real. that you all were.”
    very meaningful. hits hard.

    • @amandaamerica3061
      @amandaamerica3061 2 года назад +19

      Yes I know that feeling 😢😢😢

    • @god2036
      @god2036 9 месяцев назад +7

      Yes 😢

    • @Atemourisan
      @Atemourisan 4 месяца назад +3

      Yep 😢

    • @justincook5202
      @justincook5202 2 месяца назад +1

      Yes 😢

    • @inkedexplorer1217
      @inkedexplorer1217 2 месяца назад +4

      I’m feeling that right now 😞 haunted by photos and memories, memories and moments play before my eyes, even my dreams aren’t safe I had a beautiful dream it’s was me and her together close lovers just me and her holding each other play fighting and kissing then my alarm went off and I was reminded of the truth that she is gone and I had to get ready for work.

  • @aceris5874
    @aceris5874 4 года назад +18318

    Can we just talk about how effective this shot is in portraying what depression tends to feel like? The world spinning, time passing, and you're just watching, unable to care.

    • @emilygracey
      @emilygracey 3 года назад +575

      Right on the nose! I'm so sick of this "Oh, it's a break up! Blah, blah, blah..." No, this is honest to God depression. Where even moving takes every ounce of energy so you don't move for days, week, however long at a time. The break up was a catalyst to something that was there. I think this did a really good job at portraying severe, borderlining catatonic depression. Good on them for showing the ugly side of it.

    • @SharttyWaffle
      @SharttyWaffle 3 года назад +17

      @@emilygracey no, its a break up. Shes overeating

    • @hazelsalinas1774
      @hazelsalinas1774 3 года назад +4

      Luck

    • @ellagriffiths3236
      @ellagriffiths3236 3 года назад +162

      @@SharttyWaffle yes its a break up but in that moment she hadn't lost her boyfriend she had lost her life and her soul
      But let me explain
      Overtime Edward became her life and her soul. She found more of herself in him then she did herself. Yes it was break up but she lost him, herself and all of the Cullens they had became her family.
      So she is Over exaggerating anything
      You'll understand soon enough
      You might lose someone you thought would be youre soulmate a family member a friend a best friend or you might just lose yourself
      You will know that pain one day everyone feels it at least once and it hurts more than a cut or a broken bone
      It hurts more than antthing

    • @denissespagueti
      @denissespagueti 3 года назад +99

      @@ellagriffiths3236 I agree, she lost so much, she was finally begginning to find herself, to feel alive because of these new exciting adventures that the Cullens brought with them. But she also lost Alice, her best friend and other friends like Jasper and Emmett, so she was feeling pretty lonely since her high school fiends, except of Angela, didn´t exactly care much about Bella. She also lost a family that truly cared and protected her in a maternal way, because Renee didn´t. She lost all the hope she had to become someone as outstanding, beautiful and strong as a vampire, and yes, she lost the love of her life. But also, if you read the book you´ll understand how Bella thinks of herself as someone who isn´t valuable, and Edward, by telling her that she wasn´t good enough in the break up scene, he hurted her self steem even more. So, no, she is not exaggerating, she is truly depressed.

  • @Mskatie1357
    @Mskatie1357 3 года назад +8270

    Twilight hits differently when you're older

    • @wewe-vj9uj
      @wewe-vj9uj 3 года назад +15

      222

    • @Joker19290
      @Joker19290 3 года назад +127

      i think everything hits differently when you're older

    • @wewe-vj9uj
      @wewe-vj9uj 3 года назад +7

      @@Joker19290 that’s true

    • @iancurtis5397
      @iancurtis5397 3 года назад +49

      Def does, it conveys what we all really want...not just to be loved..but loved in a way that takes your heart to a supernatural world you never thought existed until it does..and then it's gone one day..

    • @niya6877
      @niya6877 2 года назад +1

      truest

  • @ValyShamandalie
    @ValyShamandalie 9 месяцев назад +125

    So no one is talking that in the book the depression is portrayed as blank pages with only the months written. I was in shock the first time I read New Moon, in those moments when u turn the page you can feel the emptiness.

  • @Lynaleith
    @Lynaleith 2 года назад +472

    ive always loved how she says "and he left" bc it shows how much she struggles to talk about him, she doesnt mention his name, and she can barely manage it. its subtle but such a good touch

    • @kingkev6407
      @kingkev6407 9 месяцев назад +9

      Yeaaaa even how she said it the delivery was powerful she was struggling to say it

    • @izacgarcia708
      @izacgarcia708 4 месяца назад +1

      Good call back to when she struggled to say vampire

  • @abbyleona05
    @abbyleona05 4 года назад +9209

    when ur older and u finally understand the exact feeling bella is feeling..

    • @thematrix9303
      @thematrix9303 3 года назад +74

      I have been feeling this for 5 years
      I was 10 when it started
      No family
      Foster care is hell
      Depression forever
      No one to save me
      From Eternal sadness

    • @opdeathgun4897
      @opdeathgun4897 3 года назад +27

      @@thematrix9303 I’m really sorry you have to go through something like that. I hope you find a positive source of happiness.

    • @lvanlol
      @lvanlol 3 года назад +17

      Not older just when your smart enough to understand stuff

    • @victoralfonsomanceraosorio4532
      @victoralfonsomanceraosorio4532 3 года назад +2

      Pana :(

    • @thematrix9303
      @thematrix9303 3 года назад +1

      @@lvanlol exactly 😞

  • @daisydavies4554
    @daisydavies4554 4 года назад +2693

    i used to think she was being overly dramatic. now i understand

    • @ultimateobserver4379
      @ultimateobserver4379 3 года назад +42

      @@violet5277 I'm sorry but like theirs no reason to act this dramaticly like sure it sucks to break up with someone, but like honey you dated him for at least a month get over yourself

    • @violet5277
      @violet5277 3 года назад

      @@dareelniggarican666 sorry spelling mistake

    • @ultimateobserver4379
      @ultimateobserver4379 3 года назад +8

      @@violet5277 I'm sorry WHAT, Bella does not have Jacob, Bella's Creepy looking ass Daughter has Jacob, which is wrong ON SO MANY LEVELS

    • @mayed.a4954
      @mayed.a4954 3 года назад +20

      @@violet5277 he was the love of her life u obviously don’t know what love feels like and getting dumped after

    • @violet5277
      @violet5277 3 года назад +1

      @@mayed.a4954 wdym so is bella acting this draama is normal or what ive stood up for bella saying this is normal i guess but i guess she could have had chocolate to keep her calm ..

  • @fadedsophomore
    @fadedsophomore 3 года назад +304

    “The absense of him is everywhere I look”

  • @ciarajenae4107
    @ciarajenae4107 Год назад +280

    My first heartbreak was like this. Not eating; simple tasks like keeping up with hygiene, getting out of bed felt impossible. Sleeping became a fear. The nightmares were unbearable it felt. It took my three whole years to recover.

    • @theredcupcake
      @theredcupcake Год назад +9

      gosh.. i hope you’re okay ❤❤

    • @kingkev6407
      @kingkev6407 9 месяцев назад +5

      I hope you’re doing much better ❤

    • @jlkkacz2423
      @jlkkacz2423 8 месяцев назад +2

      I'm so sorry

    • @laraduff4949
      @laraduff4949 7 месяцев назад +2

      I hope you're doing better now

    • @tracywilliams7523
      @tracywilliams7523 7 месяцев назад +3

      Wow......why do we even fall in love if we only end up being strangers......I'm soooooo sad

  • @makenabee1075
    @makenabee1075 4 года назад +13937

    i never understood this scene when i was younger, but now i feel everything.

    • @jessieantwi7777
      @jessieantwi7777 3 года назад +132

      When I was 12 I understood what it meant lol

    • @chrislars5344
      @chrislars5344 3 года назад +83

      😢 unfortunately me right now

    • @liv4514
      @liv4514 3 года назад +15

      Same

    • @ella8429
      @ella8429 3 года назад +22

      @@chrislars5344 it gonna b ok

    • @edencantu7701
      @edencantu7701 3 года назад +4

      Yeah

  • @kayjay1196
    @kayjay1196 8 лет назад +9244

    I hate when people call Bella a psycho for this. No. It's called "the love of my life left me". It's a very traumatizing thing, and not everyone can come back from it.

    • @kashaterrell
      @kashaterrell 8 лет назад +104

      i went through this for about a week because the guy i gave my vcard to left me

    • @kayjay1196
      @kayjay1196 8 лет назад +173

      +Kasha Flagg I went through it for about 5 months. I was basically a walking corpse.

    • @kayjay1196
      @kayjay1196 8 лет назад +215

      +Rephaim Laufey Yes, she is kind of a weak character, but I'm not discrediting a girl's pain over her lover leaving her. People acted that way toward me when I went through it and it made me feel like shit, but it's a real thing that you obviously have never gone through. So you have no place to judge on the subject. Have a nice day.

    • @rephaimlaufey2403
      @rephaimlaufey2403 8 лет назад +8

      +kayjay1196 Oh I have know what that weak Bella bitch gone through but it doesn't mean you moped around being depressed for a months when my lover left me "Oh I'm so depressed over a month because Edward Sparkly Cullen Fairy left me... shes weak and she bitching about her birthday as she doesn't want anyone knows about her birthday, she's a bitch

    • @kayjay1196
      @kayjay1196 8 лет назад +79

      +Rephaim Laufey I didn't mope around like her but I definitely wasn't me for a long time and sat by myself at lunch and everything because I didn't want to be around anyone. and the reason she is so upset is because he is going to go on living forever and she is just going to die in a short time lime it was nothing. Also, if you hate Twilight so much, why are you here?

  • @amemarrr13
    @amemarrr13 Год назад +240

    you never understand this scene until you live it

  • @katelynnstafford7731
    @katelynnstafford7731 3 года назад +478

    She played this role so well...when she was screaming it was like I could hear all of her pain she had built inside of her because edward left her. In a way the screams told her story. Her tears told a story. Her just sitting there. If someone with completely no knowledge of what is happening in this scene could understand by kristens performance

    • @sunshinequeen3824
      @sunshinequeen3824 Год назад +10

      Yes and she didn’t seem like the talkative type person either more of a quiet person. I love Kristen 🥹 she’s a great actress.

  • @MadiBendy
    @MadiBendy 7 лет назад +3720

    I feel bad for her dad... damn

    • @Ciaraosullaven
      @Ciaraosullaven 6 лет назад +17

      Madi Bendy yeah her dad.

    • @Aisha_1221
      @Aisha_1221 6 лет назад +147

      Suicidal Blonde because he had to watch her suffering and he knew he couldn’t do anything about it. Imagine having to watch your daughter be plagued by nightmares everyday, being woken up screaming in the middle of the night. Not being able to help her as she is slowly becoming insane and spiralling into depression. That’s why we feel bad for Charlie.

    • @juliemcintyre428
      @juliemcintyre428 5 лет назад +1

      I know right?

    • @augustepauliute5067
      @augustepauliute5067 5 лет назад +1

      Me too

    • @cinivin
      @cinivin 5 лет назад +1

      Same

  • @apalmeri
    @apalmeri 4 года назад +2665

    “But the absence of him is everywhere I look”

  • @pooja-wg1eq
    @pooja-wg1eq Год назад +76

    When I was younger, I didn't realise the gravity of what Bella was feeling. Having an experience very similar to bella's , I can exactly perceive every emotion she felt. The pain is the only reminder that what I had with him was real. Because even nightmares don't hurt this way.

  • @trevormassett4812
    @trevormassett4812 3 года назад +173

    Say what you want about these movies but this scene is so incredibly powerful and such an accurate portrayal of depression. Bella took all the photos down on her walls and continued to email alive even though she’d never get the emails, as her only reminder that they existed.

    • @Bonnie_B365
      @Bonnie_B365 2 года назад +1

      What photos?

    • @Wallflowerz3356
      @Wallflowerz3356 Год назад +6

      I still message my cousin who took his life over a year ago. This scene is so damn relatable.

    • @stevenwinterhill3623
      @stevenwinterhill3623 Год назад

      Harsh😢

    • @aliciaphillips6642
      @aliciaphillips6642 6 месяцев назад

      @@Bonnie_B365the photos of her friends and Edward on her wall behind her if you watch as the months go by the walls and her room changes 😊

    • @Daniel1.1
      @Daniel1.1 Месяц назад

      ​@@Wallflowerz3356If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you man. That's a tough thing to deal with, I can't imagine

  • @lovefitch
    @lovefitch 8 лет назад +6199

    You know, I remember seeing this when I was younger thinking she was so overly dramatic but then this happened to me; when you really really love someone, they become more than just a person--they become your whole world and you can't help but be under some sort of spell. I sure felt that way about someone and when they randomly left me one day last Summer, I completely fell apart and was completely lost for months. Heartbreak, especially by someone you really loved, can be quite traumatic and very hard to cope with.

  • @thechibistarr
    @thechibistarr 9 лет назад +3229

    I'd just like to point out that Bella has about 8 lamps in her room.

    • @enilcaramelline7087
      @enilcaramelline7087 8 лет назад +9

      lol

    • @eddierouge2588
      @eddierouge2588 7 лет назад +9

      i remember having thought exactly the same !

    • @SilverFlame819
      @SilverFlame819 6 лет назад +78

      I like to look at the surroundings as the camera spins, trying to pick out everything they change on each cycle. All her photos and stuff disappearing off the walls. I thought that was cool of them, to show the progression, for anyone paying attention. :)

    • @abbylawver7960
      @abbylawver7960 6 лет назад +24

      Chibi Starr cinema sins

    • @gsohdtgvo3623
      @gsohdtgvo3623 6 лет назад +1

      Chibi Starr lollololol

  • @blackk_pinkk4698
    @blackk_pinkk4698 3 года назад +108

    As much as I hated the movies growing up, I finally understand what Bella is feeling. When the person you love leaves you, you become really depressed and feel like you can't live without that person. This happened to me, now I understand what she means.

  • @tracey8931
    @tracey8931 3 года назад +51

    I would never wish the feeling portrayed in this scene on anyone. The utter heartbreak. The longing. The feeling is indescribable. It's almost like you're depressed but numb at the same time. Nothing feels right, you don't have the energy to do or care about anything.. a profound emptiness inside.
    How vividly I remember waking up in the morning and barely being able to recognize the face that stared emptily back at me in the mirror each morning. One of the worst times of my life.

  • @izziejimenez3690
    @izziejimenez3690 4 года назад +4579

    Sometimes this feeling isn’t even about heartbreak it can be depression and trauma this is EXACTLY what I feel in this scene

    • @SophiaGrausamArtwork
      @SophiaGrausamArtwork 3 года назад +65

      Trauma for sure. The lasting effects

    • @istilldontknowmyname7324
      @istilldontknowmyname7324 2 года назад +10

      @@SophiaGrausamArtwork also depression

    • @randomanime2403
      @randomanime2403 2 года назад +18

      The feeling of being blindsided and abandon that can hurt more than the breakup itself. Questioning yourself on why you didn’t know 🙇🏼☹️😞

    • @realflamingsockaldenmore2009
      @realflamingsockaldenmore2009 2 года назад +21

      When I was young, I thought Bella was way over reacting. Because I read it as a break up. But a blindsided break up like this, that's not a break up it's abandonment. When you are denied the ability to respond even simply emotionally, when the person leaving you just basically lets you know it's over and you never get to hear their voice again, never get to see their emotional reaction to this, never get to break up together. That is literally traumatic.
      I wish I was still as naive to think this was an over reaction. I wish I didn't know the experience of the pain being the only proof it was real. 💔💔💔

    • @babyd8907
      @babyd8907 Год назад +3

      Going through a miscarriage and I feel this way.. 💔

  • @8unny6909
    @8unny6909 3 года назад +4454

    the saddest part is that Edward saw through Alice's visions that bella would get like this. And he still left

    • @kaylak6499
      @kaylak6499 3 года назад +803

      Men for u

    • @melanie3869
      @melanie3869 3 года назад +50

      ^

    • @Cedesthegemini
      @Cedesthegemini 3 года назад +61

      @@kaylak6499 FR

    • @greenwhitepnion9211
      @greenwhitepnion9211 3 года назад +179

      If you read midnight sun it’ll make a whole lot more sense

    • @kiaalandae4290
      @kiaalandae4290 2 года назад +166

      heartwrenching. but maybe he didn't see it because Alice's vision were compromised when Jacob was involved (cause he's a wolf). considering he was there for her through much of her depression, maybe thats why he didn't actually see the detrimental effects of his absence. at least not ALL of her depression

  • @mianvie
    @mianvie 8 месяцев назад +27

    "why is she like that? just sitting and screaming at night?" - 12 year old me, watching Twilight for the first time with my friend.
    how come I'm here now? who would've thought that I'd know how this feels like?

    • @mariajones8304
      @mariajones8304 3 месяца назад

      Well, the good news is that it does not last forever. It will pass and you feel joy again. Never forget that.

    • @Elfieyana
      @Elfieyana 3 месяца назад +1

      SHES SCREAMING BC SHE HAS PTSD
      did YALL not WATCH the FIRST movie?! come on u guys she literally
      was ATTACKED and BITTEN by the creep that stalked her. fruit for thought
      fr should really rewatch the movies so that y’all would actually understand context

  • @xx_Mags_xx
    @xx_Mags_xx 2 года назад +153

    Her screams haunt me till this day. It hurts and I can feel the pain of it. I can feel the emotion through this scene. Her nightmares and depression we're perfectly portrayed by Kristen. Beautiful acting.

  • @Computercontrolled87
    @Computercontrolled87 8 лет назад +4146

    Is just a movie, but i know how it's feels like...

    • @enjoyingmyvodka1013
      @enjoyingmyvodka1013 6 лет назад +5

      Computer Controlled me too

    • @pennymissouri5708
      @pennymissouri5708 6 лет назад +35

      This is how I'm feeling right now omg what am I suppose to do 😭😭😭😭my soul broke what am I suppose to do

    • @Viralhorsevds
      @Viralhorsevds 6 лет назад +17

      Same and my medication isn't working

    • @vidhudashora1232
      @vidhudashora1232 6 лет назад +5

      lmao people feel this shit? this is so boring

    • @nanush9315
      @nanush9315 6 лет назад

      Computer Controlled me tooo

  • @jaylasaenz6108
    @jaylasaenz6108 3 года назад +2110

    if someone were to ever ask me how it feels getting your heartbroken, i’d show them this scene.

    • @Shzzaam
      @Shzzaam 3 года назад +22

      They were together for a month lol this is not a reasonable reaction after knowing someone for like 30 days. Teenage angst at its finest.

    • @kiernan0
      @kiernan0 3 года назад +44

      @@Shzzaam i think you don't understand, it's super natural things because Edward is a vampire. Their love it's not like normal people, it's really different.

    • @joegoldb1erg
      @joegoldb1erg 3 года назад +12

      @@Shzzaam Much longer than a month. He was a vampire, it’s a huge loss especially when you figure out things like this.

    • @Moonlight-yx5sg
      @Moonlight-yx5sg 2 года назад +3

      @@kiernan0 bitch this isn’t real, why are you trying reason this?! 😂😂😂😂

    • @kiernan0
      @kiernan0 2 года назад +8

      @@Moonlight-yx5sg what i mean is that is fantasy story, so don't compare it to real life because it's different

  • @Danny_Delorean
    @Danny_Delorean 3 месяца назад +7

    Depression hits differently when you understand what it truly feels and looks like this scene captures it so well…the world carries on moving yet you stay in stasis with no need to care and you fade away…l

  • @catsarebetter94
    @catsarebetter94 2 года назад +40

    "But in a way I'm glad, the pain is a reminder that He was real" OOF felt that! This whole scene is my fave from New Moon, the cinematography, the music!

  • @eddywolfe1230
    @eddywolfe1230 8 лет назад +3615

    This scene is so powerful, you feel Bella's pain and emotion. The song and her acting make you feel what Bella feels in that moment. It's crazy.

  • @caitlynemilie
    @caitlynemilie 6 лет назад +4079

    The most relatable depression/breakup scene in any movie for me. I’ve watched the twilight series a million times, but never took this scene as seriously as I am now. My boyfriend, the love of my life, my best friend..he broke up with me a month ago after 3 years of talking and 2 1/2 years of dating. We were long distance. I thought we would make it but we didn’t and I just feel like death. I cry every single day. He stopped loving me a while ago, I felt it. I just didn’t expect him to leave.

    • @liannabass1335
      @liannabass1335 3 года назад +101

      I hope you feel better now.

    • @user-walkerossmith
      @user-walkerossmith 3 года назад +54

      I hope you got through it.

    • @DontaysHead
      @DontaysHead 3 года назад +23

      i hope you made it thru this :)

    • @gutssnstuff9723
      @gutssnstuff9723 3 года назад +21

      I really hope you’re okay now.

    • @amatresservan8206
      @amatresservan8206 3 года назад +64

      The comment is 2 years ago but the replies are not more than a weak. Looks like we all came suddenly now for some reason

  • @isaacgray2909
    @isaacgray2909 Год назад +12

    As as I like to make fun of the franchise, this scene represents what depression felt like to me: lonely, introverted, tired, and inactive

  • @taytenl4764
    @taytenl4764 3 года назад +53

    this scene is powerful. i understand everything bella feels now. this shows how good of an actress kristen is for being able to show so much of what bella’s feeling by just sitting there

  • @Jessica_Pettis
    @Jessica_Pettis 4 года назад +2698

    When I lost my daughter, this is close to what I felt.

    • @anamorales-zm8bu
      @anamorales-zm8bu 3 года назад +283

      im so sorry love.

    • @nargizaktayeva9160
      @nargizaktayeva9160 3 года назад +126

      i am so so so sorry

    • @nargizaktayeva9160
      @nargizaktayeva9160 3 года назад +65

      i want you to know that she is watching over you and she is so so proud of you!

    • @MOON-np4ye
      @MOON-np4ye 3 года назад +35

      Shes in a safe place now watching over you now ❤

    • @bienchenkalul5330
      @bienchenkalul5330 3 года назад +12

      im so sorry im crying pls pls pls stay always strong

  • @crazygirl8676
    @crazygirl8676 4 года назад +955

    When someone you were close to dies, this is how we react. Breakups are essentially a death. You will never see them again. This is accurate.

    • @scarlettwitch4365
      @scarlettwitch4365 3 года назад +4

      I agree

    • @strangeracademy8266
      @strangeracademy8266 3 года назад +61

      Grieving the loss of a person who is still alive

    • @jasminemountain2377
      @jasminemountain2377 2 года назад +13

      My dad died last Christmas and this is all I’ve felt since then

    • @isabellastaforelli754
      @isabellastaforelli754 2 года назад +6

      @@jasminemountain2377 so sorry for ur loss :(

    • @sannaperkio1469
      @sannaperkio1469 3 месяца назад

      But some how.. a breakup can be harder because you dont have a grave to visit for peace and you know that youre ex is moving on happily without you, that killed at least me.. my self worth was rock bottom 💔

  • @tessy28
    @tessy28 Год назад +37

    This is how heartbreak truly feels. Gut wrenching agony. Exactly how I am feeling right now. It feels like you can barely contain the pain.

    • @jombosdc9211
      @jombosdc9211 9 месяцев назад +2

      You really feel the physical pain, no?

    • @itsyoni261
      @itsyoni261 9 месяцев назад

      but do you still feel like this tho
      🤨🤨

    • @wiesnioczkaTV
      @wiesnioczkaTV 8 месяцев назад

      I'm going though it right now, I hope you got better

  • @alishakingston6212
    @alishakingston6212 3 года назад +62

    " It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest " I felt that 💔

  • @dessy87
    @dessy87 4 года назад +979

    Yup, I'm having a "Bella" moment. That's what its called, I'm having a Bella moment.

  • @SarinaValentinaxo
    @SarinaValentinaxo 9 лет назад +2520

    Love sickness is real... And serious. Going through it.

    • @sergiarts
      @sergiarts 8 лет назад +29

      +Sarina Valentina Im 17 and ive passed a lot of times through this, boys also have feelings, Ive never been lucky with love, and this is truly killing from inside.

    • @enilcaramelline7087
      @enilcaramelline7087 8 лет назад +12

      well if someone breaks up with u can just say to urself it just wasnt meant to be we werent compatable

    • @stefcuevasbadillo3785
      @stefcuevasbadillo3785 6 лет назад +3

      Sarina Valentina tell me about it i have been like that nobody could cheer me up but until some guy name Hudson cam in my life he is my everything

    • @JustReacting2Life
      @JustReacting2Life 6 лет назад +4

      I'm going through it now myself...

    • @miapendragon5931
      @miapendragon5931 6 лет назад +3

      enilCARAMELline easier said than done

  • @dereksabis3355
    @dereksabis3355 2 года назад +27

    This entire scene hit home in a way that it didn’t when I was younger. The part where she keeps sending emails even though they have all been “returned to sender” is a perfect example of how these strong emotions and pain cause us to act irrational. To someone who has never been there, it may look “crazy”. It is not and do not let anyone make you feel bad for feeling.

  • @realflamingsockaldenmore2009
    @realflamingsockaldenmore2009 2 года назад +52

    I had my "New Moon" in November.
    I remember when I was a teen, thinking Bella was way over reacting.
    But when I was abandoned in November, by a man who had told me the night before he loved me, who had spoken about marrying me, who I had given everything to and who I planned my future with, with only a text message. I never saw him again. Never heard his voice again.
    It's traumatic. It's this, exactly. 💔
    I wish I never got to know this pain. I hope no one ever has to experience this. I can't believe my ex-love put me through this.

    • @Kibbeekat
      @Kibbeekat Год назад +2

      almost the same thing happened to me after 10 years together in march of 2021. i'm still having the night sweats/cry screaming sometimes even now that I'm with someone who actually loves me.

    • @Nomoya86
      @Nomoya86 Год назад +1

      You might consider looking into what is like being a twin flame and going into the dark night of the soul...
      Nothing compares to that.

  • @itsmeahnoldd2005
    @itsmeahnoldd2005 8 лет назад +1628

    I know that pain. It's beyond any words I can think of. It changes you.

    • @caileymurphy4862
      @caileymurphy4862 8 лет назад +22

      yeah it makes you think and act differently

    • @caileymurphy4862
      @caileymurphy4862 8 лет назад +3

      +Sweetpea Chickpea exactly

    • @ReStOrEdLiFe88
      @ReStOrEdLiFe88 7 лет назад +27

      exactly..it changed me completely. it's been three years since then. I do not suffer anymore, but seing this dull face and empty eyes, I remember how it felt and how awful it hurts.. I remember my eyes being empty, staring at one point at the wall, not aware of time, need to eat drink, shower... one who never loved completely and by entire being, can never understand this.....

    • @caileymurphy4862
      @caileymurphy4862 7 лет назад +3

      +ReStOrEdLiFe88 so true. i dont believe in love but i believe i have before and others do as well and this pain changes you

    • @caileymurphy4862
      @caileymurphy4862 7 лет назад +2

      +Sweetpea Chickpea thankyou((:💜💜 you do as well !

  • @kayjay1196
    @kayjay1196 3 года назад +2457

    The darkest thing about this is the fact that you know Bella is dealing with the knowledge that Edward and the Cullens will go on living forever, and she will die in a few decades.
    And the reason she screams in her sleep is because she dreams that she is still lost in the woods looking for him.
    It’s much darker than just a simple break up.

    • @kimsaabani2600
      @kimsaabani2600 3 года назад +97

      I always wonder why she was always screaming in her dreams.. Poor baby

    • @Shzzaam
      @Shzzaam 3 года назад +87

      @@kimsaabani2600 They were together for like a month. This is not a reasonable reaction for a month of dating lol

    • @abladeofgrass1003
      @abladeofgrass1003 3 года назад +161

      @@Shzzaam snatch heaven from someone.. and see how they act.

    • @granciportenedo1103
      @granciportenedo1103 3 года назад +2

      What does it feel like being broken?

    • @kayjay1196
      @kayjay1196 3 года назад +30

      @@kimsaabani2600 Yeah it talks about her nightmares about the woods in the book.

  • @ceannamccarty2116
    @ceannamccarty2116 2 года назад +11

    Please, when you feel like this, talk to someone. Talk to a teacher, friend, boss, parent. You don't deserve to feel like that, you deserve happiness.

  • @Itsmefawn69
    @Itsmefawn69 3 года назад +18

    Edward already knew this was going to happen bc of Alice's visions and yet look what he has done to her! It makes me want to jump through the screen and comfort bella and hug her so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @thematrix9303
    @thematrix9303 3 года назад +438

    I dont know how people can shame her for this
    This is exactly what depression looks like

    • @tessy28
      @tessy28 Год назад +10

      Some people have never been that deeply in love

    • @thematrix9303
      @thematrix9303 Год назад +19

      @@tessy28 I'm not talking about being inlove I'm saying this is what depression looks like

    • @059_madelineabigail5
      @059_madelineabigail5 6 месяцев назад

      Nahh we shame her because she is depressing over a pale frozen boy....

    • @Francesca-ov2tb
      @Francesca-ov2tb 3 месяца назад +3

      Perhaps they don’t shame the depression part but the fact that she’s so depressed due to a brake up … not shaming her of course it’s just wired for me as an adult seeing her reacting like that for a teenage love.
      Again I’m not shaming her, but now that I’m an adult I think I would react like that for the death of my husband or something else but not for a brakeup

    • @Elfieyana
      @Elfieyana 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Francesca-ov2tb
      good for u but everyone else reacts differently. her response is valid

  • @MacySulak
    @MacySulak 7 лет назад +218

    the emails to alice in this scene hurt me so badly. especially when they're undelivered.

  • @rtvrn_to_monke
    @rtvrn_to_monke 2 года назад +6

    One of the dopest scenes ever made.

  • @user-kd3tt5lr6m
    @user-kd3tt5lr6m 7 месяцев назад +11

    I am not a fan of Twilights narrative, but this is still one of the most accurate representations of depression brought on by the sudden shock of bereavement I have ever encountered in film.

  • @michalkatec.6841
    @michalkatec.6841 6 лет назад +1500

    You may say “she’s insane”
    But she’s a teenager, and it’s not just Edward that left her, it was the whole family. People who made her feel like home, people who changed her year and life. She was in love with him and suddenly he’s gone, claiming that he doesn’t want her.

    • @emfontanez9041
      @emfontanez9041 3 года назад +68

      That she wasnt good enough for him... And she so readily accepted that reason because of how inadequate she already felt :'(

    • @mettesrensen165
      @mettesrensen165 3 года назад +47

      But also the trauma she suffered through with James and such and the only people able to protect her left

    • @strangeracademy8266
      @strangeracademy8266 3 года назад +7

      I have been through the same thing as her (except they weren't vampires obviously lol) and trust me when I say it hurts like hell

    • @strangeracademy8266
      @strangeracademy8266 3 года назад +1

      @Marchell Rhyn I am so sorry...I understand exactly how you feel remember you are not alone. Stay strong

  • @LuisTorres-gz2vn
    @LuisTorres-gz2vn 8 лет назад +1110

    I don't think Bella was being overly dramatic. First of all, she truly loved Edward and he meant the world to her. In the first movie, he promises he'll never leave her and then here in the second one, he just ups and leaves. Bella is left alone depressed and confused wondering if he'll ever come back.

    • @juliemcintyre428
      @juliemcintyre428 5 лет назад +20

      She was being overly dramatic. Why? Because she gets depressed over a guy she knows less than a year, who ups and leaves her. Goes into five months of depression by just staring blankly through the window like a zombie, screams like a banshee in the middle of the night, has her dad constantly worry about, because she's so depress and refuses to eat or try to get out, and she doesn't even want to try to move on with her life.

    • @yagirlzyier3142
      @yagirlzyier3142 5 лет назад +39

      Julie McIntyre she yells at night because of scary dreams or nightmares she had, she talks about it in the book

    • @abastasolo4635
      @abastasolo4635 5 лет назад +1

      Urban dictionary the name Luis

    • @Simone_von_Rheinlandpfalz
      @Simone_von_Rheinlandpfalz 4 года назад +9

      @@Ari_Danielle04 you could say this without being rude. No one is immature if he/she doesn't know how depressions work and please hold in mind that everyone has a free opinion, beside I understand your feelings.

    • @alishagenevieve1910
      @alishagenevieve1910 4 года назад +1

      because he thought she was protected

  • @victorprvt
    @victorprvt 2 года назад +9

    she surely knows what depression feels like. No way an actor can portrait this so perfectly without having it before....

  • @annaleelobo2001
    @annaleelobo2001 9 месяцев назад +15

    You only know this feeling when you go through it..to all the heartbroken ones, stay strong ❤️

  • @jeriquedaynesuba8972
    @jeriquedaynesuba8972 8 лет назад +172

    It's really sad because Edward wasn't the only one who left her, his whole family did too...

  • @teresagerhardinger4891
    @teresagerhardinger4891 8 лет назад +542

    This sickness of love is so very true, it's horrible

  • @waynee5603
    @waynee5603 Год назад +30

    This hits harder as you get older....we've all been here. Ive never seen a movie convey these emotions so well.

  • @raes_space
    @raes_space 8 месяцев назад +6

    shes so real for that, im going through heartbreak right now and this is so real.

  • @amandataebby
    @amandataebby 4 года назад +1104

    I'm a bit surprised at the comments, because usually I always see hateful stuff about this saga. I just rewatched the movies and this scene hit me so hard. It didn't have any effect on me at 17 years old, but it did now since I've experienced this exact trauma after someone I loved so deeply left me. This scene was well done, especially Kristen's acting. She nails it. The way the camera slowly pans around her, and the months go on, that's exactly what a traumatic heartbreak is like. You don't lose just a piece of yourself, you lose a huge chunk. You lose a future you thought you had with someone. It feels like it changes the course of your life forever. And lastly, when Charlie makes a comment about how long her pain is lasting and it's not normal - yes, that was me. I cried every single day for 4 months straight. Literally, not a single day I didn't cry. I slept so much because it was my only escape from all the pain. Now, this is the only movie I know with a scene like this - so please, recommend me others if you know of any. I'm interested to see how it's interpreted. All my people out there who are hurting, it gets better, just give it time, I promise. Find other things to fall in love with, starting with yourself, your family, friends, and your interests.

    • @ChloeContagiousx
      @ChloeContagiousx 3 года назад +26

      I recently rewatched the movies too, for the first time since I'd seen them when I was 17/18 because I remembered how bella's depression from the separation in new moon was relatable to what I've gone through/am going through for a large chunk of this year, and just wanted to say thanks for being openly honest, I thought I was the only one who cried everyday for months, nobody I know understands how I did cry for so long so it's reassuring to see I'm not the only one. Hope you're doing better ♥

    • @KSDVLmom
      @KSDVLmom 3 года назад +30

      This was me after my divorce being single and accepting it for 10 years and someone wonderful came into my life and gave me hope about not being alone forever and he died suddenly before we could even start. I was the most confused and sad i ever was. I couldnt explain it but so many possibilities died. Im still alone 7 years later

    • @paulapaez8444
      @paulapaez8444 3 года назад +9

      Euphoria is a great tv show that displays depression very well, you should look into it.

    • @strangeracademy8266
      @strangeracademy8266 3 года назад +4

      @@KSDVLmom Oh my god, I am so sorry.. I hope you are okay.. Stay strong

    • @audraelynnegrimmelhaussen8808
      @audraelynnegrimmelhaussen8808 3 года назад +8

      I feel you. Yes, it's more of like the future and possibilities being taken away in one sweeping decision.

  • @ared7104
    @ared7104 7 лет назад +892

    we've all had days like this

    • @blackphoenix77
      @blackphoenix77 7 лет назад +69

      This was me when Trump won

    • @ared7104
      @ared7104 7 лет назад +9

      blackphoenix77 same

    • @hannahh8200
      @hannahh8200 7 лет назад +14

      Are D this was me when I couldn't get dick and my cramps were turning my stomach inside out

    • @SilverFlame819
      @SilverFlame819 6 лет назад +18

      I wish they were only days...

    • @petersonmasoryde3163
      @petersonmasoryde3163 6 лет назад +5

      Are D this is months but ik :/

  • @esterindi3123
    @esterindi3123 2 года назад +10

    She was literally living in a parallel world, and suddenly the world she so wanted to belong to, disappears, and there is nothing left, not even a photograph. Just pain and a memory. "The pain is my only reminder that he was real" That's terrifying.

  • @Sierrastanislawski
    @Sierrastanislawski 2 года назад +15

    Whenever I miss you I go back to this clip especially when you’re on my mind heavily some days such as today this week actually… I miss you more then anything.
    I never really understood Bella’s pain, until now. I still have dreams such as hers…waking up in sweat..crying hard an screaming clenched to my blankets….
    She’s right….
    The pain is my only reminder that you were real, it was all real…..

  • @annacote8608
    @annacote8608 7 лет назад +180

    i use to wonder why this scene was so intense but right now the pain in my chest is an explanation

  • @bluegrasssurvival9423
    @bluegrasssurvival9423 7 лет назад +505

    What really sucks is when you walk around feeling like this all the time and the family and friends around you act like its no big thing, that its not real and you'll be "alright" as they say. Its times like these when you need them the most, to understand what you're going through and to respect your feelings.

    • @AceTheSkylord
      @AceTheSkylord 7 лет назад +10

      Don't say that like it's a thing that always happens. The reason that some do that is because they can't understand the pain no matter how hard they try. For instance,my big sister went through depression and those long months were some of the worst moments of my life, I didn't know what to do to on my end make her happy, as everything I said seemed to hurt her more (I would tell her that she's gonna be fine but she would just yell at me and lock herself up in her room). I didn't know how long it would take her to overcome that pain. I didn't know whether or not she was even gonna overcome that pain to begin with. I saw her break in tears and cry so much she would fall ill. I heard her scream in agony every night and there's nothing I could do about it and not being able to do anything for her during that time is and will always remain one of the biggest regrets of my life.

    • @RM-sc1zb
      @RM-sc1zb 6 лет назад +7

      Finally someone said it.. Telling someone that it will be "alright" "it will pass" - in the state of miind we are in will only makes us feel worst, creating a loop in our head, the depression ask us why, what couldve i done, why they left. and those are the thoughts that kill us most cause we then think about "but i made them happy this time." "they told me they will never leave." "they said i love you, too" which makes us feel like we will never get over this whole dilema, it just repeats it self. As time goes by we resort abuse the memories as a drug cause is our only reminder that that person was real. and we become addicted to the pain, til eventually it numbs away, destroys us our lives, or even kill us.

    • @x3crazychiick298
      @x3crazychiick298 5 лет назад

      Bluegrass Survival yes

  • @Wallflowerz3356
    @Wallflowerz3356 Год назад +8

    She just like me fr. Except her Edward actually loved her.

    • @JohnnyD200
      @JohnnyD200 Год назад +3

      Same, except she actually dated Edward 😭

  • @mysticallyra7652
    @mysticallyra7652 2 года назад +6

    I understand Bella’s pain. I really do. Breaks ups are ugly and messy. They’re not fun.

  • @sergiarts
    @sergiarts 8 лет назад +203

    "The pain was my only remind that he was real".

    • @marcimurray7207
      @marcimurray7207 6 лет назад +3

      The pain is my only reminder that he was real

  • @nikhithayeturu7806
    @nikhithayeturu7806 7 лет назад +267

    having to go through this is like going to hell and coming back

    • @melaniesalgado8991
      @melaniesalgado8991 7 лет назад +20

      Nikhitha Yeturu exactly and some people don't understand, it's losing yourself completely and having to put yourself back together.

    • @nikhithayeturu7806
      @nikhithayeturu7806 7 лет назад +8

      Melanie Salgado definetly. many people never understand and think it is a joke or something but going through something like this is definetly hard.

    • @katelyn364
      @katelyn364 7 лет назад +7

      Nikhitha Yeturu +Melanie Salgado and it's something you feel inside of you, it's not just an emotional ache, it's a physical one too.

    • @0mgkat426
      @0mgkat426 7 лет назад +8

      Nikhitha Yeturu sometimes you don't come back...

  • @nikole474
    @nikole474 Год назад +15

    this scene touches my heart so much especially because this is exactly how I felt when I got my first real heartbreak.

  • @shae5592
    @shae5592 2 года назад +10

    the pure nostalgia that i found after reattaching the films and refunding my love for the franchise makes me feel beyond anything words could ever explain. these films bought me joy and curiosity as a childhood and now they make me feel safe, they make me feel like the world has stopped. like i am in this world with them. it’s a feeling i wish would stay longer.

  • @Xysseus
    @Xysseus 9 лет назад +794

    I'm going through this now.. It's not nice.

    • @verysassygirlz
      @verysassygirlz 9 лет назад +31

      What? Your vampire boyfriend left you and your going through depression?

    • @scsa7253
      @scsa7253 9 лет назад +54

      Nadine Hichou not funny

    • @verysassygirlz
      @verysassygirlz 9 лет назад

      Scabbia Sofia what i just wanna know if vamps are real?

    • @trinitykingfisher1995
      @trinitykingfisher1995 9 лет назад +12

      Kai Emeritus I know the feeling, it is hard

    • @Lev1F
      @Lev1F 9 лет назад +13

      Stay Strong. Try and go for a short walk everyday, it really helps Kai. If u need comfort eat, And just remember there are people that love you. Hope your okay X

  • @Mira4ever
    @Mira4ever 3 года назад +90

    Notice how the pictures of friends and the Cullens on the walls around her disappear with every rotation of time...

  • @iancurtis5397
    @iancurtis5397 3 года назад +8

    Her scream is permanently placed in the lyrics of the song for me.

  • @DC-MarvelGirl1997
    @DC-MarvelGirl1997 Год назад +32

    What makes this montage more painful is her constantly trying to email Alice over and over again, and all you see is failed messages. If it's not bad enough Edward left her, Alice cut herself off and is ignoring her too, over and over again. And combined with the scenes of her screaming . . . man this hit me hard.

    • @tiarawilkins3667
      @tiarawilkins3667 Год назад +1

      well said😭

    • @gabrielsouto6031
      @gabrielsouto6031 Год назад

      Edward I kinda understand somewhat but why alice

    • @DC-MarvelGirl1997
      @DC-MarvelGirl1997 Год назад

      @@gabrielsouto6031 because Alice was the sister she never had and someone she considered her best friend and Alice can see the future, so the likelihood that she saw Bella’s future and saw her deciding to send those emails, and knowing she was cutting off communication I think that hurt Bella more, because it was Alice choosing to follow Edward’s path when Alice is often the most spontaneous and is the more rebellious sibling, the one who knew she and Bella were going to be sisters and pushed Edward to choose Bella in the first place.

  • @AsgarAli-wb1td
    @AsgarAli-wb1td 8 лет назад +1470

    who said she cant act well??

    • @fabplastic2326
      @fabplastic2326 8 лет назад +9

      +Asgar Ali exactly!

    • @lumossk3657
      @lumossk3657 6 лет назад +55

      She's perfect

    • @itsjusthera
      @itsjusthera 6 лет назад +17

      Lumos SK yeah she is amazing

    • @elizabethdilorenzo2701
      @elizabethdilorenzo2701 6 лет назад +8

      Asgar Ali me.

    • @DA-bm2mj
      @DA-bm2mj 5 лет назад +40

      you mean portraying a dead yet retarded face for hours? no shit! they should have given her 3 Oscars for each movie! (or whatever how many movies there were)

  • @ambernelson2042
    @ambernelson2042 10 лет назад +263

    SO ashamed! I legit cried on this part. Dude, I think every chick old enough to date, has been through this. That first real heartbreak, that you then hold every other man accountable for.

    • @nevenaqueen469
      @nevenaqueen469 5 лет назад +6

      First real heartbreak,your heart is never like before....it passed 4 years,but it isn't repaired

  • @haydenhanses5007
    @haydenhanses5007 2 года назад +5

    “The pain is my only reminder that he was real, that you all were”

  • @theshimmeringmermaid
    @theshimmeringmermaid Год назад +8

    This is what PTSD feels like for me

  • @msattler111
    @msattler111 8 лет назад +256

    I connected with this scene more than any other in the whole series.
    I lost the love of my life many years ago, and my desolation lasted for not months, but years. And time passed slowly, staring out as years went by, just like this montage portrays. One day led into the next, as time never stops, but I continued aging.
    She was always in my thoughts, and as time wound it's forever clock, 30 years or more went by.........and I was still staring through the window hoping she would return.
    She never did.
    True love never dies.............the moral of the whole Twilight series.

    • @Pinnjaaa
      @Pinnjaaa 6 лет назад +4

      msattler111 Im so sorry you are going through that

    • @petersonmasoryde3163
      @petersonmasoryde3163 5 лет назад +4

      you are such a strong human being kind sir.
      I appreicate this immensely. Thank you so much for sharing.
      The least i can say from a mere comment is to havw forever peace. Love will return to you, yet
      but you have love in your soul

  • @Lemonfairyy
    @Lemonfairyy 10 лет назад +188

    It's scary how much I relate to this

    • @wendigo7623
      @wendigo7623 9 лет назад

      oh my god that´s true..actually it´s sad but i feel the same way..terrifying situation...

  • @amemarrr13
    @amemarrr13 Год назад +5

    depression is real. emotional dependency is a serious and really painful thing and this is how it leaves you and even worse. i do not wish anyone to live this

  • @Jolora1257
    @Jolora1257 2 года назад +3

    It’s a unbearable pain us humans should not feel…I lost the love of my life

  • @fabulousrulz
    @fabulousrulz 8 лет назад +377

    one of my favorite scenes of the twilight series !

    • @JassPurr42
      @JassPurr42 8 лет назад

      exactly.

    • @memphisjohnston7109
      @memphisjohnston7109 8 лет назад +1

      I never get how she doesn't get mad if he hadn't broken up with her none of this would have happened

  • @ThatLadySadie
    @ThatLadySadie 4 года назад +532

    People during quarantine right now

    • @desiriemendez
      @desiriemendez 3 года назад +4

      This made me laugh harder than it should have

    • @sweetlikecinnamon5951
      @sweetlikecinnamon5951 3 года назад +4

      @@desiriemendez how is that funny

    • @Leo-vu7ls
      @Leo-vu7ls 3 года назад

      LMAO

    • @drfifteenmd7561
      @drfifteenmd7561 3 года назад

      Yep

    • @arcane1282
      @arcane1282 3 года назад

      @Emily Hernandez she means it’s not funny because suicide rates and people are harming themselves more due to isolation and being alone.

  • @The9tailedMasten
    @The9tailedMasten 2 года назад +7

    One of the harder times is when you literally can't cry anymore because you have nothing left inside

  • @selenaestrada
    @selenaestrada 2 года назад +17

    I feel this all the time every day. These movies are so good, and I’m happy they made the books into movies. The way she portrayed those feelings of heartbreak and depression is so realistic. I honestly feel like I am living this way 24/7

    • @gridiron8870
      @gridiron8870 2 года назад +2

      I'm sorry make you're getting sunlight and exercising and eating healthy

    • @selenaestrada
      @selenaestrada 2 года назад

      @@gridiron8870 thank you so much

    • @gridiron8870
      @gridiron8870 2 года назад

      @@selenaestrada No Problem

  • @jameslegan6009
    @jameslegan6009 10 лет назад +408

    Not to be a preacher or a stick in the mud but
    Anyone who laughs or clowns at this scene has obviously never been heartbroken before
    N if you have you'd understand real heartbreak is one of the most devastating feelings ever n probably tears up at this

    • @kimleton1
      @kimleton1 9 лет назад +18

      Even though everyone is joking about it, this scene is so heart breaking if you've ever dealt with similar emotions.

    • @TheKataraabc
      @TheKataraabc 9 лет назад +12

      I agree, and it doesn't have to be a heartbreak from a lover to understand this. Deep heartbreak by anything can cause such a grief. I didn't like the rest of the movie, but I admit this scene killed me.

    • @juliemcintyre428
      @juliemcintyre428 5 лет назад +2

      There are worse things than heart brake like a love one dying. I understand she's upset about her boyfriend but five months depression? MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE!

    • @Faery_Witch422
      @Faery_Witch422 5 лет назад +1

      James Legan Yup. This was me back in 2012 when my crush broke my heart. It was the worst time in my life. I feel Bella’s pain bc I’ve been there, such a dark time for me.

    • @elfenlied_girl1238
      @elfenlied_girl1238 4 года назад

      Julie McIntyre are you trying to pick a fight, like you said MOVE ON

  • @In_time
    @In_time 6 лет назад +737

    I always hated hearing ppl hate on this saga...or loving it for shallow reasons..”Team this, team that”...
    I long loved the Twilight saga (and especially NM) because I’d never seen my emotions so accurately portrayed before. The way a single being can become greater than any force or desire in your life; can infiltrate your dreams and overwhelm your emotions during sleep and make even your waking hours feel like a nightmare or a daydream loop that doesn’t end; Forces you to try any dangerous thing again and again that might bring that person back or at the very least pull the image of their face back into the forefront of your mind; feeling like you’ve died in every other way but your body still exists.
    It’s absolute hell. I bawl every time I get to this part of Bellas story and my heart goes out to anyone who is in the midst of or will ever go through even a fraction of such a storm💔

    • @yello.universe4164
      @yello.universe4164 5 лет назад +9

      in time Thank you so much. My heart goes out to you. I hope you're ok ❤

    • @adrianaramirez9853
      @adrianaramirez9853 5 лет назад +12

      I’m currently going through this and trying to hide it at the same time because when ever I express feeling like this someone calls me stupid, thank you for saying that. It was very much needed

    • @martyrmentalityministries7415
      @martyrmentalityministries7415 5 лет назад +8

      in time perfectly said. I'm rewatching them for the millionth time and (actually on my second time through in the last week) and both times I cant help but get choked up on this scene. The hospital scene at the end of the first one gets me bad as well. It's so accurate especially when you've genuinely been there.

    • @Simone_von_Rheinlandpfalz
      @Simone_von_Rheinlandpfalz 4 года назад

      But it's funny, let's team up for team Bella.^^

    • @alil3231
      @alil3231 4 года назад +3

      "You're like a drug to me..."

  • @glennspratlin3357
    @glennspratlin3357 8 месяцев назад +4

    31 and just went through divorce and many life changes, rewatching twilight and this shit hits different in every way .

  • @Supernova-iz2qo
    @Supernova-iz2qo 8 месяцев назад +3

    I knew what she felt i cried during the movie cause this was exactly me after my ex left me

  • @dangokissu
    @dangokissu 3 года назад +64

    I just realized something. I know it may not be intentional but the fact that she’s sitting in front of her window, it’s like she’s waiting for him to come through and appear in her room again. And she’s sitting at the lunch table where the Cullens used to sit. My heart just shattered again 😭😭

  • @abigailfirmager4968
    @abigailfirmager4968 7 лет назад +112

    My favourite movie scene. The music, the voice over, the changing of months in the window. so much emotion. i could watch this over and over. It just. idk. fits. she can't even say his name in the email because it hurts her so much. its incredibly thought out and practically perfect. "but in a way I'm glad... the pain is the only reminder that he was real... that you all were"

  • @lizastacy8704
    @lizastacy8704 11 месяцев назад +21

    This is what grief looks like. And when she’s screaming in her sleep…that’s what grief sounds like and feels like.
    I’ve lost both of my parents in the last four years. I watched this the other day and I had to pause it because I started sobbing. I’ve never seen anything so relatable in my life.
    Those screams…that’s the sound ones soul makes when you lose someone you love. It’s the worst thing imaginable. 😔

    • @itsyoni261
      @itsyoni261 9 месяцев назад +1

      but do you still act like this

    • @mwakaa6907
      @mwakaa6907 7 месяцев назад

      @@itsyoni261what do u mean ???

  • @lyssamay1989
    @lyssamay1989 6 месяцев назад +4

    Charlie checking on her 😢❤

  • @raikobi
    @raikobi 7 лет назад +78

    I never understood this until I experienced the pain of breaking up with the love of my life. Newfound Bella respect

    • @nicolef4616
      @nicolef4616 7 лет назад

      Same. I never really got this part until I broke up with my fiancé a few months ago.

    • @danymartinez3210
      @danymartinez3210 3 года назад

      Same :(

  • @azxzn
    @azxzn 9 лет назад +75

    Sometimes I forget Anna Kendrick was in these movies because I hated her character at the time, but I love Anna Kendrick as an actor.

  • @Silverwolf-hr6wi
    @Silverwolf-hr6wi 2 года назад +7

    Been depressed for almost my whole life.. it's still a struggle..i cried when i read and saw this in the movie and book..depression sucks..specially when it gets worse when the love of your life goes away

  • @robpz448
    @robpz448 Год назад +3

    Depression to the point where you dont even take care of yourself anymore. Been there. Especially when you lose someone you love.