Dreamlessly by Charles Bukowski

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  • Опубликовано: 30 ноя 2024

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  • @marcpelletier1366
    @marcpelletier1366 Год назад +57

    Never has such a sensitive soul been so deeply masked

  • @schechter01
    @schechter01 Год назад +76

    The older I get, the more I understand what Buk was talking about when he wrote this.

    • @zokins83
      @zokins83 8 месяцев назад +1

      Me too

    • @prntm926
      @prntm926 4 месяца назад +1

      what do you think about it? I think its encouraging / hopefull

    • @rudrasharma8031
      @rudrasharma8031 Месяц назад

      ​@@prntm926i personally feel it's not hopeful, rather it's cynical. It talks about your regular day to day people who blend in the crowd. Think about how many people you see on the road, sleeping in subways, working manual labour jobs who roam around dreamlessly. And they care for nothing and nothing cares for them. Those are the people Bukowski is referring to, all while talking about himself.

  • @yashdhingra3866
    @yashdhingra3866 3 года назад +553

    Charles Bukowski is one of the finest, real and open soul to ever live.

    • @amberyadav.8628
      @amberyadav.8628 3 года назад +7

      fr man

    • @stevesharpe9847
      @stevesharpe9847 2 года назад +5

      Are you by chance, of college age and a male?

    • @treesforzoe4655
      @treesforzoe4655 2 года назад +5

      No way....he was human.

    • @seanm8665
      @seanm8665 2 года назад +4

      @@treesforzoe4655 I was about to say that he’s just like everyone else. Which is an interesting thought.

    • @TheStructureOfMind
      @TheStructureOfMind 2 года назад +3

      Bukowski is a man that got a good way of seeing into people, but had his own pathetic and disgusting opinion of what actually was the part of what himself. We had many more poets and writers that he is not up to their knees.

  • @KCapp
    @KCapp Год назад +47

    This narrator, who orates so many of his poems, and other great works, is a fcking gift to humanity.

    • @Lili-Benovent
      @Lili-Benovent 7 месяцев назад +1

      It's not poetry, it's junk scribbling.

    • @Snordster
      @Snordster 2 месяца назад

      He's depressing, formulaic, dreary and dull. There is no particular way to read poetry, except the usual boring non-intuitive 1950's way. He has THAT... in spades.

    • @Carlospenamusic1
      @Carlospenamusic1 2 месяца назад

      it works ​@@Snordster

    • @Snordster
      @Snordster 2 месяца назад

      @@Carlospenamusic1 I guess it does Carlos... but so does most of the junk from China work.... so does that dreadful acting from the 50's and 60's movie industry work..but is it original? Is it powerful? No. It's 2024, and we are copying that droning drawl from 100 years ago>
      We need to un-create droning poetry... and try to convey the entire message... Like this: ruclips.net/video/Lyr4c5rzDVQ/видео.html

    • @victordevonshire807
      @victordevonshire807 2 месяца назад

      It's Tom O'Bedlam. Fu*King Brilliant. 👍💯❤🙏

  • @stubdto2479
    @stubdto2479 3 года назад +446

    I feel this is one of his most powerful poems

    • @KingMinosxxvi
      @KingMinosxxvi 3 года назад +6

      It really is great. Ive never heard it before

    • @katherinblack9456
      @katherinblack9456 2 года назад +2

      I agree..

    • @VarnasL
      @VarnasL 2 года назад +4

      Pretty late responce, but the way I feel it... It hits so close to home, it's truly terrifying to feel so alone ans foreign

    • @schechter01
      @schechter01 2 года назад

      As do I

    • @FIGHTERGAMING01
      @FIGHTERGAMING01 2 года назад +1

      Try " the morning after i killed my self"

  • @wickedwitchofBelgium
    @wickedwitchofBelgium Год назад +22

    We just survive, barely any of us truly live
    We just keep breathing because it is expected

  • @alessandrocaboni5882
    @alessandrocaboni5882 Год назад +16

    I did not realize Bukowski is the greatest poet of our century. Wonderful. Real poetry, at last.

    • @Lili-Benovent
      @Lili-Benovent 6 месяцев назад

      This drivel isn't poetry, read some real poetry and you'll realize what a fraud Bukowski was.

  • @furiousape7717
    @furiousape7717 2 года назад +155

    First poem I ever cried at, resonates so deeply
    Specially the line “so so many, of my fellow creatures”. Just shows we’re all in this together, yet there’s so much pain in his voice. Amazing poem, amazing reading

    • @GeneralSigh
      @GeneralSigh 2 года назад +4

      For me it was when I he couldn’t understand why the children and flowers do not murder them, felt that, like a wave

    • @iriapoeme2581
      @iriapoeme2581 2 года назад +1

      The same for me

    • @jackdontcare2684
      @jackdontcare2684 11 месяцев назад

      This was most certainly not the voice of Charles Bukowski. He had a voice that reminded me a lot of Templeton, the rat, from Charlotte's Web.

    • @henryniemann9873
      @henryniemann9873 8 месяцев назад +2

      ​@@jackdontcare2684 It is written in the description that it's read by Tom O' Bedlam. He voices a lot of poems and no wonder, what a magnificent voice.

  • @butterflyeffect7821
    @butterflyeffect7821 3 года назад +198

    Dreamlessly, that's like someone for the first time described how people live, it is so sad and I feel this poem so deeply because almost everyone around me is this way. They feel no terror at not loving and at not being loved.

    • @jasontito7644
      @jasontito7644 2 года назад +4

      hi

    • @gabrielsmith8767
      @gabrielsmith8767 2 года назад +17

      Sometimes when you are hurt so many times, something inside of you turns offs. Then your stuck in the dark and unable to find the switch to see again.

    • @josuejeronimogarciagaray3164
      @josuejeronimogarciagaray3164 2 года назад +4

      Sometimes I wish I could say "they live that way, they do those things..." but in the end I live the same way. Why do you write "they" instead of "we". Are you really different? And if so how? Thanks for the comment. Greetings

    • @butterflyeffect7821
      @butterflyeffect7821 2 года назад +10

      @@josuejeronimogarciagaray3164 I couldn't write "we" because I feel that terror. I want to love someone and I want to be loved. I am still young so for me it's kind of different, my life is still moving and I want to keep it that way. I'm not in that neverending routine - going to work, back home, raise children, household chores... - and I think that I will never be. I don't want to live like that. In the end, it's not even about doing all these things (work, children, etc.), we all have some kind of routine (and I don't judge anyone for theirs). It's about that dreams we all should have. It's about our thoughts and acts. (I want to read books, paint pictures, watch sun shining on flowers, talk with people about interesting things, have feelings for them. I think that most of the people forgot about all these little things that could make them smile and not just smile but really live once again. That's why I can't write that I am one of "them", I still have my dreams and I think that I would be nothing without them, (then I could write "we").)

    • @prayunceasingly2029
      @prayunceasingly2029 2 года назад +1

      @B J C
      Did you drink from the cup of nihilism deeply or only a little

  • @endoneswa
    @endoneswa 2 года назад +95

    "Fellow creatures".
    This is gonna stuck with me.
    Beautiful poem so full of love.

  • @gerhardthen8851
    @gerhardthen8851 2 года назад +143

    I've read nearly all of Bukowski's work...and I still get a lump in my throat when I hear his poems....he was the real deal...the heart..and soul of the city....the street's voice. Bukowski's voice was the voice in the back of our minds....his perspicacity shines a light in the darkness of drudgery...he saw the beauty in simple things...the things bestowed upon people of destitution.

    • @chrisyeomans5547
      @chrisyeomans5547 2 года назад +3

      He also talked about writing pretensiously...

    • @animeholic928
      @animeholic928 2 года назад +4

      @@chrisyeomans5547 mate if you think Bukowski is pretentious then you missed the point

    • @chrisyeomans5547
      @chrisyeomans5547 2 года назад +3

      @@animeholic928 i'm commenting on how the first comment is written pretensiously. You missed my point. Mate.

    • @animeholic928
      @animeholic928 2 года назад +2

      @@chrisyeomans5547 Oh yeah totally haha I agree with you there!

    • @severinechantalou128
      @severinechantalou128 Год назад +2

      Same here... I actually read nearly all his work... in French when I was young. Now that I'm fluent in English, it's another experience. I'll read him all over again in English 😊👍

  • @StAu8390
    @StAu8390 2 года назад +92

    I love Tom O'Bedlam's voice. 🥺

    • @gehnamatlani
      @gehnamatlani Год назад +2

      is this voice tom’s?

    • @philistinetoad
      @philistinetoad Год назад

      Is Tom still alive? I have more than 800 of his recordings from his Spoken Verse channel. Been so many years since his last upload but I still keep checking his channel.

    • @saurav4180
      @saurav4180 Год назад +2

      @@gehnamatlani yup,it’s mentioned in description…

    • @guidofaria6721
      @guidofaria6721 8 месяцев назад

      Tom O'Bledlan is a character, but who is the man behind the voice in so many poems?

  • @xeinabibrahem9248
    @xeinabibrahem9248 7 месяцев назад +4

    it's the void in his voice that fills the mind.

  • @FTGxSoJuFoRcEs
    @FTGxSoJuFoRcEs 2 года назад +20

    When he said of my fellow creatures the tears just fell out

  • @lat6432
    @lat6432 Год назад +14

    It requires profound understanding of life and one’s self to be able to write such poems.

  • @23TheFiasco
    @23TheFiasco 2 года назад +16

    Damn. Rich is the man who truly sees the beauty others can not.

  • @cedricocean4036
    @cedricocean4036 2 года назад +41

    So absolutely helpless and yet, I interpret it as him still managing to paint the beauty. Those lost souls aimlessly existing, within a system surrounded by beauty. He excludes the children, the flowers from those murdered. The innocence, the beauty. I feel bukowski always managed to portray this juxtaposition like no other poet. Painting the black to the world, but as in this poem reminding himself of the innocence of children, the beauty of a flower.
    He was a pure heart, beaten up and trodden down, but inside even he knew he was a bluebird.

    • @GillianAnnBlower
      @GillianAnnBlower 10 месяцев назад

      Your reading of Mr bukowski does him real credit. Thank you.

  • @October8816
    @October8816 2 месяца назад +1

    A man out of time. More an observer than a writer.
    Beautiful eyes to observe,
    A beautiful mind with a tinge of insanity for the unique interpretation.
    Reading him was most of the end of my young adult life.

  • @jimw.4161
    @jimw.4161 7 месяцев назад +4

    The poet laureate for the common man.
    The man was a genius with a unique point of view - an a unique way of expressing it.
    He also had a profound understanding of human nature.

  • @poem
    @poem 3 года назад +33

    Charles Bukowski is one of the most raw writer ever

  • @xman_hall
    @xman_hall 10 месяцев назад +1

    I’ve listened to Bukowski for years and somehow I’m just getting to this poem. This is my favorite poem by him now. The sheer pain in his voice. It’s crazy because to other people, he was a drunk looser who had no life. But that is so not the case. His mind is something to be studied. So beautiful. How can someone feel this deeply and articulate it in such a way?

  • @roychowdhurybubuu7151
    @roychowdhurybubuu7151 2 месяца назад +1

    "That they care for nothing
    And nothing cares for them" -
    Tear dropped from my eyes there :')

  • @chimiganja4209
    @chimiganja4209 2 года назад +18

    I cannot thank our species enough for literature.. absolutely moving

    • @jimw.4161
      @jimw.4161 Год назад +2

      Don't thank 'our species'.... thank artists like Charles Bukowski who make life worth living.

    • @diavolacciosatanasso
      @diavolacciosatanasso 10 месяцев назад

      It's not our species, it's the one in a million that we need to thank.

  • @martinmartin9084
    @martinmartin9084 19 дней назад

    Almost brought me to tears this one, and, I never cry.

  • @renegroulx7029
    @renegroulx7029 4 месяца назад +2

    3:09 "They feel no terror at not loving and at not being loved"

  • @luciabraithwaite3446
    @luciabraithwaite3446 2 года назад +4

    His poetry really tugs at your heartstrings.

  • @alexanderargead5430
    @alexanderargead5430 Год назад +4

    Mediocrity runs rampant. The potential of human consciousness reduced to simple desire is soul death, squandered beauty and development to stay in line. He separated children and flowers, the innocence and the beauty. The real tragedy is that every last dreamless was one child/dreamer. If you crave feeling over simple desires then be prepared to live a lonely life.

  • @zuzannawisniewska4464
    @zuzannawisniewska4464 2 года назад +4

    I feel this poem so deeply ... Charles Bukowski is a wonderful poet, I think it is his most powerful poem, let's not forget about it...

  • @anthonymason4999
    @anthonymason4999 Год назад +2

    that they care for Nothing, pause, and that Nothing cares for them …then the drop of the beat
    That was Brutal

  • @bluesslider76
    @bluesslider76 3 года назад +10

    I feel like this is the bitter sweet feeling of life that I felt early as a child (and it was rough at times) but had the imagination to burn it in a different way and try to escape it . That was my magic and I waited for it. Now I reach back for it. May god forgive me.

  • @missmeowjulia4574
    @missmeowjulia4574 2 года назад +3

    God damnit he gets me every time!!

  • @Wakeupdeep29
    @Wakeupdeep29 4 месяца назад

    This poem has moved so much, I have weep so much . the simple words and the deep meaning . which is going on this planet in a mass scale .

  • @pumpkingamebox
    @pumpkingamebox 2 года назад +3

    I have enough dreams to realize how often I do not. To realize how much applies to me, and how little I’m willing to change. There is no terror in complacency.

  • @jamesgardner9583
    @jamesgardner9583 2 года назад +2

    I found Charles late in life: Absolutely GENIUS 💯PERCENT . BROTHER JAMES 🙏

  • @nillborg1013
    @nillborg1013 3 года назад +22

    I love this modern poem as it puts into words a feeling I've hardly been able to describe. The fact that in our world people seem to be hypnotized or accepted to anesthetize themselves to get away from existancialism, the awareness that we are temporary, hold onto superficial things and 'forgot' love.
    I might have misunderstood or misinterpreted what Buckowsky wrote here but at first sight that was échos in my head when I hear it.

  • @greatredshark
    @greatredshark 4 месяца назад +1

    To feel so unseen, and so alone, that the happiness of an innocent child murders your soul, because you know you’ll never feel that way again.

  • @LucianoCantabruel
    @LucianoCantabruel Год назад +2

    Only by virtue of real compassion can a person write like that

  • @sashighimiray7709
    @sashighimiray7709 2 года назад +7

    One of the most finest piece by Bukowski ❤️

  • @Lord_OTD
    @Lord_OTD Год назад +3

    The greatest poet… ever.

  • @diavolacciosatanasso
    @diavolacciosatanasso 10 месяцев назад +1

    Loved the masked zombie pushing a trolley down the store aisle.

  • @2DarkHorizon
    @2DarkHorizon 2 года назад +6

    I think this poem is about how in life we are taught to be positive and believe there is love in the world. This poem is about what Bukowski sees otherwise.

  • @libraagurl5087
    @libraagurl5087 2 года назад +5

    I'm in love with this vibe brought by this poem And the voice of the reader.

  • @vefaokumus
    @vefaokumus 3 года назад +18

    True masterpieces. The poem and the reading and the video.

  • @JorJorIvanovitch
    @JorJorIvanovitch 3 года назад +45

    This hits to the core. I love the music by Max Richter, On the Nature of Daylight, also. This is maybe tied with the Laughing Heart as my all time favorites by Bukowski.

  • @baraahalak4366
    @baraahalak4366 2 года назад +2

    I’ve been failing to cry all day until this

  • @Poetry_Cat
    @Poetry_Cat 2 года назад +26

    This poem has a similar theme to "The Crunch", which is also by Bukowski, (and sometimes referred to as 'People are not good").
    In particular It reminds me of this part:--
    "there are people so tired
    so strafed
    so mutilated by love or no
    love
    that buying a bargain can of tuna
    in a supermarket
    is their greatest moment
    their greatest victory"
    For me, it is like being punch drunk, in your life. A boxer knocked down too many times to get back up. When you have been stabbed in the back and betrayed too many times, to come back from. It is a sort of philosopical suicide inside, that follows on from the effective murder of your life. I think this poem also connects to "The Genius of the Crowd", which talks again about how people are not good to each other:-
    "Beware
    The Average Man
    The Average Woman
    BEWARE Their Love
    Their Love Is Average, Seeks
    Average
    But There Is Genius In Their Hatred
    There Is Enough Genius In Their
    Hatred To Kill You, To Kill
    Anybody."

  • @FFeeLiT
    @FFeeLiT 2 года назад +8

    This is a masterpiece.

  • @kettleblack6127
    @kettleblack6127 Год назад +4

    I understand how it feels to see that bored despair everywhere you look, but I'd rather hope that those people can smile again someday than wish they didn't exist. Cheers! RIP asshole,
    I still love everything you had to say.

  • @marcusaurelius1477
    @marcusaurelius1477 2 года назад +2

    The background music really fits this poem....so sad

  • @pankajmahanta7493
    @pankajmahanta7493 3 года назад +12

    This poem is extremely heavy metal material🤘 Pierced right through my heart and mind!!

  • @gordontheseal
    @gordontheseal 5 месяцев назад +1

    We may be loved, yet cannot feel it. Similarly, our love ricochets into a void.

  • @lulassong6524
    @lulassong6524 3 года назад +12

    Beautiful. Wonderful reading, voice.
    Thank you.

  • @tpilot_error404
    @tpilot_error404 2 года назад +4

    I wish I could create an positive answer to this , that admidst the grey endlessness of the zombified cities there is hope and beauty.
    There are joyable little interactions , apart from all the fake smiles . Humanity , living in the moment, celebrating. Creating , thriving in rediscovering connection and relation.
    There is beauty , hidden gems.
    The world is full of wonder , but so many are asleep , closed , blinked. Forgotten to be themselves.
    It is each individuals choice to be part of the wonder and beauty or to be caged by the big monotone treadmill.
    Captured by beauty or captured by fake images ,fear , the frame of time, money or limitness.
    Examples are all around us.
    Are you willing ?

  • @JohnKnown-f1e
    @JohnKnown-f1e Год назад +1

    i don't know why
    that this one is my favorite together with style

  • @dandeliondreamer3365
    @dandeliondreamer3365 2 года назад +2

    I love his writing, so deeply thought out whether you agree completely or not the writing and narration is beautiful ❤️

  • @justaperson9155
    @justaperson9155 2 года назад +3

    This is the only world you can see when depressed.

  • @Tomscorpio83
    @Tomscorpio83 2 года назад +1

    Was before his time. 2022 theme for life

  • @ameygade1977
    @ameygade1977 3 года назад +2

    This is best amongst the best poems of Bukowski...

  • @christinamiller3363
    @christinamiller3363 9 месяцев назад +1

    My utterly hopeless hero.... I both laugh & cry*

  • @James-rq3bu
    @James-rq3bu Год назад +1

    I miss that terror I miss wanting needing and nothin available when I needed it and starved more than physically with food.

  • @itsjustme9354
    @itsjustme9354 2 года назад +3

    I think what Charles is trying to get at here we are all living in some sort of fear one way or another it's about letting go of those fears and just being happy with what you have in life ,life is precious it's not all gloom and darkness.

  • @dagmarcuringa7485
    @dagmarcuringa7485 Год назад +1

    Bukowisk foi um dos maiores escritores americanos do século passado. O poder da sua escrita é incomensurável.

  • @ZmmettD
    @ZmmettD 2 года назад +1

    That last line is one of the most powerful I've read.

  • @sweeney6396
    @sweeney6396 2 года назад +1

    this poem makes me feel like the world has just stopped

  • @leelachatterjee4610
    @leelachatterjee4610 2 года назад +1

    People who live in a dreamless world can also dream of living worthwhile lives!!!

  • @michaelgalt388
    @michaelgalt388 Год назад +1

    Jesus. That was dark but so on point.

  • @g.m.7495
    @g.m.7495 2 года назад +4

    Great text. I didn't know this one before. The music, voice and pictures do add to it, I believe. Very well done!

  • @vinayseth5899
    @vinayseth5899 Год назад +1

    Yep, that's me. That's just what life looks like without hope...just survival, keeping hunger and poverty away.

  • @bswift4186
    @bswift4186 2 года назад +3

    What a poem beautiful

  • @1999colebug
    @1999colebug 2 года назад +1

    The old addage of "if every part of your body hurts when you poke it, maybe it's your finger."
    Bukowski's perception of the world is a very sad and lonely one (makes sense with his life). He sees what he wants to, and what he wanted to was the sadness he felt as well.

    • @MarcIverson
      @MarcIverson Год назад +2

      He very much does not want to see what he sees. If he did, he might very well have never been inspired to lift his pen.

  • @mabelgalloza3515
    @mabelgalloza3515 2 года назад +4

    I do not understand why we have become such a cold society! We live such in a rush that we forget to be a helping hand for the most needed. We forget to look at the beautiful wonders of God's creation. I do not undesrstand why such in a rush if life is only one! Our time is so precious ,why not make good use of it. We walk in a rush and do not bother to see who is walking by are side. I do not understand why the older we get,the more forgotten!!! Is it the rush ? Is it the lack of love to mankind or is it that we have become cold hearted people? I just do understand that what is left of our life,should be a time to make changes that will make us a better person,one of pure love and loyalty to those who need us. Please do understand that we can make the difference if we do try!

  • @reciprocalhealing
    @reciprocalhealing Год назад +1

    Damn, all in or else out.

  • @Johnlukemartinis
    @Johnlukemartinis 3 года назад +2

    This man is better than my father my brother my mother ....

  • @learninghowtolivetakesawholeli
    @learninghowtolivetakesawholeli Год назад +1

    Awesome thank you

  • @renegroulx7029
    @renegroulx7029 4 месяца назад

    This man was a philosopher.

  • @Stefanburakov
    @Stefanburakov 3 года назад +6

    Amazing video to the amazing story.

  • @Jojiwolfioriginal
    @Jojiwolfioriginal Год назад +1

    I love this poem so much

  • @DjacuzzaMix
    @DjacuzzaMix Год назад +1

    In this universe, it's as if the curse has already won. As everything becomes accustomed to this inferno, we try to invent tiny fragments of happiness.

  • @semut1994
    @semut1994 3 года назад +9

    Good Lord this hurts

  • @shrutikam4761
    @shrutikam4761 2 года назад +1

    But another thought, I always empathize with people like they're alive and all life on earth has the right to flourish even though, dreamlessly

  • @mariatierra623
    @mariatierra623 2 года назад

    This can brake anyone to SEE what he Saw. But Even beeing like that nobody comprehend.

  • @Agnetha1221
    @Agnetha1221 2 года назад +1

    Oh so sad! So true !

  • @eleghari
    @eleghari 7 месяцев назад

    A fan of Snordster, so obviously became an instant fan of you!
    Glad this showed up in my YT suggestions...finally!

  • @thedeafelectrician420
    @thedeafelectrician420 Месяц назад +1

    wish he lived just a little longer

  • @thedisappointedoptimist6916
    @thedisappointedoptimist6916 2 года назад +3

    Monstrous person. Life changing poet.

    • @akito7025
      @akito7025 2 года назад

      Why was he monstrous?

    • @asbjorntobiassen
      @asbjorntobiassen 2 года назад +1

      @@akito7025 We demand a reply Disappointed! Please explain.

  • @mustafamark5394
    @mustafamark5394 8 месяцев назад +6

    I prayed today and i feel like i have purpose again. I don't feel hopeless anymore. pray everyone ❤

  • @medicine2202
    @medicine2202 5 дней назад

    Some days its easy to just forget about just how much i yearn for love. Most days the absence of love burns like a pile of the embers in the ashes of an empty fire.
    Ashes are the remains of the love thats either gone or never existed.
    The whole forest of love burned down, with nothing left in the wake. A fire that raged on for years and year, now sits a pile of ashes. Now just dust in the wind, with one purpose but to be scatterd across the landscape never to be seen again.

  • @montcomix8419
    @montcomix8419 2 года назад +1

    Man that got me... 😢

  • @SuzanneDeniseB
    @SuzanneDeniseB Год назад

    Beautifully heartbreaking 💔❤

  • @AMANKUMARSINGH-yp1qz
    @AMANKUMARSINGH-yp1qz 3 года назад +1

    Thanks ❤️

  • @Dreamliffee
    @Dreamliffee Год назад +1

    Love

  • @Legollas-1
    @Legollas-1 3 года назад +3

    i can understand that this poem is about how most people have lost their ambitions and dreams and became just like machines....Just a tool in the matrix...

    • @Poetry_Cat
      @Poetry_Cat 2 года назад

      I agree, and its also about those who are forgotten and ignored. Because of the nature of the man made system. I think it is similar in nature to ""the genius of the crowd" and "People are not good". "Bluebird" is also similar, in the sense of having no means to be happy in the system.

  • @mirosgerg
    @mirosgerg 2 года назад +1

    Thanks!

  • @paulovinicius3545
    @paulovinicius3545 2 года назад +11

    I love this so much. I am so dreamlesy, so dead inside, like the fig tree jesus cursed. I feel this way because i have bipolar disorder. Life is so beautiful but this disorder is so perfect in killing my dreams, my hope and I can't take it anymore, I just can't, I tried so hard my fellow creatures . My gun is ready but I don't want to go, but I know I will loose. Health and love are the only true assets here in this world. We will meet again.

    • @Asma__rr
      @Asma__rr 2 года назад +5

      Just you thinking about all these inside prove that you're not dead not even close ,you are just blooming and if you are tired remember someday in the future we will be fine ,grateful for everything that passed and finally accepting our hearts fully without any fear.

    • @virileessence8122
      @virileessence8122 2 года назад +6

      I dont know you but I love you brother

    • @furiousape7717
      @furiousape7717 2 года назад +4

      “If you think you’ve lost your soul, you’ve still got a soul left to lose” -Bukowski
      A dreamless individual sees no beauty like you do. He only sees the surface level basics

    • @AlvaroPedreros-k7b
      @AlvaroPedreros-k7b 2 месяца назад

      "I have bipolar disorder, and it's the opposite of feeling dead inside. The intensity of life is so overwhelming that, at times, it makes you crave death because it becomes unbearable. But I feel that if managed well, it can be a more colorful adventure than that of anyone without bipolar disorder."

  • @towardsuniverse
    @towardsuniverse Год назад

    Yeahh ..this is deep and emotional tooo....i don't know.
    .i don't remember
    Why is it so
    Why it made me feel so
    Something resonates
    And and something will
    I only know how to carry myself in this moment
    Not about the one
    That is coming
    Because i don't know
    I don't remember.

  • @0gnomer
    @0gnomer 4 месяца назад

    i tear...to which i wonder, if i may somewhere dream in a dreamless sea

  • @SpinningwithUju
    @SpinningwithUju 2 года назад +1

    Please never give up on sth you loveeee

  • @iaminvisible2889
    @iaminvisible2889 2 года назад

    This hit harder during 2020-present

  • @kuraafrykanska
    @kuraafrykanska 2 года назад +1

    being normal human being, not a robot is mental illness. only being the murderer is not mental illness

  • @ireneclaro5538
    @ireneclaro5538 3 года назад

    He breaks my heart.... 😔