Sadly What happened at 12years is following me in marriage|I've Been through the Most|Ayanda Rakau

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  • Опубликовано: 17 мар 2021
  • I've been through the most is a documentary series that profiles victims who have been through the most in their life's and are now sharing it with the rest of the world to encourage and to hopefully inspire for the better. Produced by the CentTwinz Innocent and Millicent.
    This week on the show, we profile Ayanda Rakau
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Комментарии • 114

  • @mbuedzedzondou9259
    @mbuedzedzondou9259 3 года назад +62

    Oh!! Ayanda, i used to work with her. Shes so graceful and God fearing. Yes, she preaches at work. God has truly restored her life. He is our healer and redeemer. I thank God for his goodness upon your life Ayanda, and pray for peace, love, health and happiness upon your family 🙌🙏

  • @sammyntungwa5497
    @sammyntungwa5497 3 года назад +65

    Accepting an apology you never received 😭😭😢 it doesn't get any better without Jesus 🙌🏽🙇🏽‍♀️

  • @thisisntokozo
    @thisisntokozo 3 года назад +36

    "Whomever the Son sets free, is free indeed"

  • @ericastone3998
    @ericastone3998 3 года назад +13

    Please don't protect abusers. Name them or they continue with other girls. I am so sorry sis.

  • @nonkumonkoe
    @nonkumonkoe 3 года назад +33

    Such an inspiration ♥️♥️ I just think the guests should use venac and we will read subtitles, I feel they would express themselves comfortably and in more details.

    • @Coolceomom
      @Coolceomom 2 года назад +2

      No am from Kenya and i faithfully watch, they speak english so well

    • @SydneySpoko
      @SydneySpoko Месяц назад

      ❤❤❤

  • @hollinesssma8486
    @hollinesssma8486 3 года назад +18

    He sticks closer than a brother❤

  • @gisellelola9945
    @gisellelola9945 3 года назад +26

    It takes a lot of wisdom and strength, and a certain level of peace to forgive someone that's done something so atrocious. Kudos to you Ayanda 👏 🙌 Side note, low key hope he watches this so he can at least see how much pain he caused you and confront himself!

  • @gomolemomakhubedu7706
    @gomolemomakhubedu7706 2 года назад +3

    She looks so much like Tumi Masemola, when she talks and smiles. Touched by your story.

  • @ItuNadiaMphogo
    @ItuNadiaMphogo 3 года назад +9

    I was diagnosed with TB in grade 10,i can relate so well, I took the treatment well for 6 months and I got my life back. Same as you, the first result said negative, I kept on coughing and losing weight and tested again it said positive, I was very happy to finally get a diagnosis so that I could start with treatment. Love and light sis🕯️♥️

  • @sharondube7795
    @sharondube7795 3 года назад +8

    She has the most beautiful family ❤️ I hope she heals for good 🤍

  • @pheladimakgoba8825
    @pheladimakgoba8825 Месяц назад +1

    Such a lovely human being, it's a privilege to work with such a beautiful soul ❤❤❤

  • @samanthamoyo2996
    @samanthamoyo2996 2 года назад +4

    Sounds like a step father.... I'm sorry u had to go through all that sisi.. We love you

  • @progressrak5728
    @progressrak5728 3 года назад +8

    My God😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 its scaring me how I relate to your story. Such stories breaks my heart...But With God all things are possible, Hes able to heal the broken hearted... to God be the Glory 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏼

  • @thaminkosi5830
    @thaminkosi5830 2 года назад +3

    Ayanda is such an amazing soul,God fearing woman. God is still going to bless you more my sister. When my mom past on I remember she called prayed with with me and said it was God's wish and all will be okay. Thank you so much for your prayers and stay Blessed Sisi

  • @mmakgetlaneng325
    @mmakgetlaneng325 3 года назад +11

    I’m glad you found the Lord.God is able... let’s cast all unto Him .Some wound no one can heal but only Him.Jesu imagine coughing your lungs out 😭😭😭😭😭 meat in you mouth 💔💔.You are a living testimony.🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @lebolebza2335
    @lebolebza2335 3 года назад +10

    You are reminding me of my tragedy which happened when I was two years old , that's the story for another day. I just want to say you are really an inspiration dear knowing you personally you really are a bubbly person xina ku Jehova cc and forgive the perpetrator uzozishela yena

  • @jessicankomzwayo428
    @jessicankomzwayo428 3 года назад +7

    Very heartbreaking 💔, I'm glad you've found Christ dear the greatest comforter ❤️May God heal you and give you peace that surpasses human understanding

  • @nhlanhlamokgobo6915
    @nhlanhlamokgobo6915 3 года назад +6

    Such courage cc, God always has a way of turning things around. May you continue sharing the Good News of God with boldness.

  • @MafixFam
    @MafixFam 3 года назад +2

    Wow Aya. Thanks for sharing your story because we know that all things work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose. You are a blessing to many. Keep preaching.

  • @oreeditsea.seadira6509
    @oreeditsea.seadira6509 3 года назад +6

    My sister, you're so blessed. We thank God

  • @nomathamsanqamatai7549
    @nomathamsanqamatai7549 3 года назад +7

    Wow! I love this Chanel. And I'm sorry for what has happened but God is our healer.

  • @thobieuiko8906
    @thobieuiko8906 3 года назад +4

    Theres a lot women and children go through that they cant express when they need to. I want you to heal.

  • @thumijordaan3598
    @thumijordaan3598 3 года назад +3

    The pain is still there you can tell, am very sorry you had to go through that at the very you age. God is with you in every way just keep praying for closure. 💖

  • @dlaminnf
    @dlaminnf 3 года назад +3

    I love you girl and I appreciate you for sharing your life story, and we have learned a lot from your testimony

  • @ditshwanelomalete6832
    @ditshwanelomalete6832 3 года назад +2

    Wow you are so strong and courageous Sisi I am deeply motivated by your story! May the good Lord be with you!

  • @megafood3433
    @megafood3433 3 года назад +7

    This is one story that made me understand things I didn't understand...thanks for sharing

  • @sybillamula
    @sybillamula 3 года назад +6

    you are so brave to even speak to him after what he did to you

  • @TheMsChrisie
    @TheMsChrisie 3 года назад +2

    You are so beautiful, your inner beauty shines through to your outer self. You are not what you've gone through, it didn't take away from your beautiful self, inside and out. In His time, God makes everything beautiful. God Bless you

  • @nomthandazomsenga2948
    @nomthandazomsenga2948 Год назад +2

    I've never meet uAyanda in person but we were friends in FB, i think 5 years ago. She was so sweet n loving in her comments. I love u nd praying 4 u 😍

  • @onalennaditlhake8037
    @onalennaditlhake8037 3 года назад +21

    God is healing His people

  • @shataditswai2673
    @shataditswai2673 3 года назад +2

    I am so happy to find this chanel I am also raped 4 times in my life now I am over 50 years and it's still in my mind I didn't go for cancelling no partner because when I find one I think about what happened to me in my teen age hope one day I will tell my story .I been through the most😭but I think God I am still alive even if I cry most of the time.

  • @katlehotitus2403
    @katlehotitus2403 3 года назад +3

    May God continue to give you strength , you are so brave sisi

  • @doreenmali1134
    @doreenmali1134 3 года назад +3

    Wow thx. Ayanda for sharing , its very encouragng story 👌💕

  • @Busisiwe_Makhanya
    @Busisiwe_Makhanya 3 года назад +5

    Shuuuuuu sisi💔 may the Lord completely heal you.

  • @noncebamsindokhoza8191
    @noncebamsindokhoza8191 3 года назад +16

    May the Lord Jesus Christ continue healing you. I’m sorry you had to go through such unimaginable things growing up.

  • @nomdakazana09
    @nomdakazana09 2 года назад

    Ouw man sis😥 I love that you chose to forgive him for your own sanity❤ I love how happy, brave and loving you still are even after all that has happened❤ and also, you have a beautiful family😩you so beautiful😥❤❤❤

  • @Public_Success_Private_Failure
    @Public_Success_Private_Failure 3 года назад +19

    The best is yet to come my sister

  • @nolz9912
    @nolz9912 3 года назад +2

    Love, love, love the end. You're doing good momma Proverbs 22v6 says 'Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it'
    U Nkulunkulu uzokuvuza, know that you're strong and that you're beautiful and you're certainly not what happened to you. Thank you for sharing, love you

  • @thembisaodendaal
    @thembisaodendaal 3 года назад

    Beautiful testimony and you are so beautiful and God loves you so much

  • @siyamazindwandwe7522
    @siyamazindwandwe7522 3 года назад +2

    "FORGIVE THEM BECAUSE THEY Do NOT KNOW WHAT THEY are DOING "

  • @theom1442
    @theom1442 3 года назад

    You have a Beautiful family sisi....❤may Godbless you abundantly❤🌸🙏

  • @muntuzawam9170
    @muntuzawam9170 3 года назад +2

    Such a beautiful soul, blessings

  • @ikakhoza81
    @ikakhoza81 3 года назад +5

    Oh sisi, this was heartbreaking.

  • @thaminkosi5830
    @thaminkosi5830 10 месяцев назад

    She has such a beautiful soul uSisi Ayanda guys. May God bless her abundantly

  • @makunguhope4775
    @makunguhope4775 3 года назад +3

    Your mother chose her husband over your emotions.......
    I'm jus happy you healed and forgave 💞

  • @ntobendlovu7876
    @ntobendlovu7876 3 года назад +3

    I am so motivated 🙌🙌🙏🙏n I love her alot she's so beautiful 💝💕🔥

  • @LadyT06
    @LadyT06 3 года назад +2

    We thank God for your healing Ayanda.May God continue strengthening and guiding your steps.Ayanda,may you keep rising and be blessed in every area of your life.You're a warrior *Bearhug!*

  • @nosisamathebula3738
    @nosisamathebula3738 3 года назад +1

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I can't... But Thank you for sharing sis

  • @rilweletshikovhi2000
    @rilweletshikovhi2000 3 года назад +1

    Askies, you will be ok...healing is a process, one day these experiences will have no effect on you.

  • @rhoduskal-cious3243
    @rhoduskal-cious3243 3 года назад +2

    Was hard listening to this. I was frowning all the way. May God continue to give you courage and peace and everything you desire. God guide your family!

  • @SecondChanceswithSophiaV
    @SecondChanceswithSophiaV 3 года назад +12

    It's a bit difficult to hear, but my love for your channel in raising awareness keeps me here.

  • @wanganakoma1669
    @wanganakoma1669 3 года назад

    You are brave.thank you for sharing

  • @katlegotloubatla7065
    @katlegotloubatla7065 3 года назад

    What a testimony, sis Ayanda 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @phindulosadiki
    @phindulosadiki 3 года назад +9

    subscribed. This is so sad :(

  • @holyfamem6365
    @holyfamem6365 3 года назад +2

    He is not giving love but chowed by guilt.

  • @thembisaodendaal
    @thembisaodendaal 3 года назад +2

    Gorgeous girl...glory to God

  • @duncanmlunghisi499
    @duncanmlunghisi499 3 года назад

    Beautiful testimony.

  • @mdumiseninsibande3071
    @mdumiseninsibande3071 3 года назад +3

    She is gorgeous.

  • @mistiqr
    @mistiqr 3 года назад +2

    Her story is beautiful but its so hard to hear, the music overpowers her voice a bit...

  • @milaniinalim3357
    @milaniinalim3357 3 года назад +12

    We’re almost at 100k fam ✨

    • @centtwinz
      @centtwinz  3 года назад

      Yes we are. Thank you so much!

  • @hopengobeni3967
    @hopengobeni3967 3 года назад

    God is good❤️🙏🏾

  • @estherphiri764
    @estherphiri764 3 года назад +1

    Thank you Jesus for your healing

  • @hlonimollo7151
    @hlonimollo7151 2 года назад

    Am so sorry Ayanda. The book of Isaiah says even if Abraham and Jacob can leave you I God will never forsake you.

  • @emeritatee1597
    @emeritatee1597 3 года назад +2

    God changes lives

  • @luciateffu9608
    @luciateffu9608 2 года назад +1

    I am a rape victim myself it's been 2yrs the justice system failed me I am just numb i have no emotions I hate myself I hate my body i hate men 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @dot510
      @dot510 2 года назад

      @Lucia Eish I'm so sorry mntase. The earthly justice system might have failed you but the heavenly will definitely not. Jehovah will render justice, and He feels your pain, that's why He is going to destroy such people. I know it's difficult to wait but THIS GUY WILL NOT GET AWAY WITH THIS, NO! NOT WITH THIS DETESTABLE DISGUSTING SIN.

  • @nonhlanhlasdramatichome3282
    @nonhlanhlasdramatichome3282 3 года назад +1

    Wish to listen to the story but there is no sound and this the second time happening like this. kindly assist.

  • @estherphiri764
    @estherphiri764 3 года назад

    Men treat, God heals and makes us whole again thank you Jesus

  • @deebeem1789
    @deebeem1789 3 года назад

    God Bless you

  • @princesslelaka1844
    @princesslelaka1844 3 года назад +4

    couldn't watch,felt like music video . background music should be lowered or just include it
    very irritating had to dislike it
    however great channel though

  • @millynkonyane61
    @millynkonyane61 3 года назад +3

    Ayanda is so beautiful bathong.

  • @rollingwiththabithamakmata7445
    @rollingwiththabithamakmata7445 3 года назад +2

    What's the name of the Foundation

  • @kimnzimande135
    @kimnzimande135 3 года назад +3

    💃💃💃💃

  • @bridgettemakgareetsa6269
    @bridgettemakgareetsa6269 3 года назад +1

    You also need to forgive your mother for not supporting you

  • @perculiarwarmth462
    @perculiarwarmth462 3 года назад +1

    😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @jonesjois3169
    @jonesjois3169 3 года назад

    Her words can't be heard only the background music + German captions...I do not get it. Pls repost

  • @tellyourstorywithlorraine8629
    @tellyourstorywithlorraine8629 3 года назад

    He is hoping that you were young and had forgotten....

  • @hlonimollo7151
    @hlonimollo7151 2 года назад

    I will never choose a man over my kids

  • @LehlogonoloChuene
    @LehlogonoloChuene 3 года назад +3

    I only hear the backtrack sound can not hear the lady speaking

    • @Innosadiki
      @Innosadiki 3 года назад +1

      Try and re-fresh you page. Not sure what could be the problem. It's perfectly find on our side.

    • @sammyntungwa5497
      @sammyntungwa5497 3 года назад

      Don't use earphones

    • @makgabomanamela6502
      @makgabomanamela6502 3 года назад +5

      If you use ear phones ,you will hear the lady on one earphone and the music on the other earphone

    • @lyambamungandi7108
      @lyambamungandi7108 3 года назад

      Yeah so annoying

    • @LadyT06
      @LadyT06 3 года назад +1

      @@makgabomanamela6502 😫🙈 I thought was hallucinating and sounds so weird.I think the music should eliminated!

  • @sontofakude8649
    @sontofakude8649 3 года назад

    Yoh...mothers!

  • @eugenemabika4154
    @eugenemabika4154 3 года назад +1

    God loves you so much.

  • @nataliambenzi7206
    @nataliambenzi7206 3 года назад +1

    8

  • @michelenkala7375
    @michelenkala7375 3 года назад

    The sound is not so good. Can't hear her.

    • @centtwinz
      @centtwinz  3 года назад +2

      sorry about that. please don't use head sets. Just for this one

  • @mariaadhiambo4738
    @mariaadhiambo4738 2 года назад

    I was molested too 😥😥😥😥

    • @dot510
      @dot510 2 года назад

      I'm so sorry mntase.....

  • @MissChokie
    @MissChokie 3 года назад +4

    Am I the only one that can't hear her

    • @AyandaMore
      @AyandaMore 3 года назад +2

      Yes me too I think it’s headphones

    • @fezekalobi6394
      @fezekalobi6394 3 года назад +1

      I thought I was the only one.

  • @lindennandi4887
    @lindennandi4887 3 года назад +2

    I think you might have made a mistake in your story telling.If not,i means you were with your hubby @ the age of 16.Is that so?

    • @Yassmiinn.
      @Yassmiinn. 2 года назад

      Sounds like that's the way it was.