8 and a half months clean. it all started when we listened to this song in the treatment center I was in on the first day during the first group. the best month of my life saved my life
Wow I forgot I left this comment on here at 8 months clean. Now I'm at 2 years and counting. Hope everyone else who has commented on this video is still doing well!
this song has probably helped so many, and it's so beautiful. For all of us heroin addicts (recovering or otherwise) this speaks to us in a way no others could ever really understand.
This was my moms favorite song for her addiction. I lost her in April. Still playing this for her. I’m praying for everyone of you that posted they’re clean on here. Trust me you may feel alone or nobody cares but I’d give anything to get her back. Stay strong. I promise it’s worth it. ❤️
My baby's father has problems wit the needle.. After he heard this song he relates to it.. He ended up getting arrested for warrants yesterday.. He said he wants to sit in there an not get bonded out so he can get clean an have his family back.. Prayers please..
That's awesome you haven't given up on him, most girls would've call it quits, the world needs more women like you. Not sure what your status is with him right now but hopefully you're still giving him a chance to change.
My ywo i refalling in heroin they don t wan high methadone i stop crack to rest art heroin i m full fuck is real i èven died but nothin neiter God when Said me stop my Angel or you Fall i did it for a year bit i have to remeet my Second husband in trial all old friend as witness my new husband Said me not Host anyone and this guy has broke again my nose and eye now is arrivino he from an hour Will not exist he s talking me my 200 of heroin took away the baby and fu k him only methadone all paid by parents no a spoiled kid i say no pussy i pay coke in Money and finally no one stole my methadone
Heard this song a year ago and cried. My brother was an addict and this song rly hit the heart n every single time I listen to this it gives me the chills, my brother is now 9 months clean!! He was rly bad on it for YEARS. So if ur an addict it is very possible to get clean n stay clean, u have to change who u hang with and sometimes ppl have to change their location.. My brother moved away from our home town and is staying away.. Praying for everyone who's an addict and again it's possible to get clean I promise! Lace up💜
Hope you’re still goin strong. 18 months clean, my brother had 7 months. He died Monday of an overdose. I found out today.... this song is about to bring me to my knees. Whoever wherever you are, God bless you!!
this song still give me shivers thru my whole body. I thank god I'm not where I used to be. that shit destroyed my life. I'm just so thankful and grateful I was able to get away
This song is so deep I can't just listen to it anytime. I have to be prepared to listen to it because it brings back flashbacks of when I hit rock bottom.
Man I can't even say I'm sober. I fuck around like every month. I just can't seem to kick it completely. I'm just glad I'm not on my daily habbit again. Praying for all!
former heroin junkie here, this song describes it so well. you know you're addicted, and you want to break free, but it becomes the only thing in your life that makes you happy. you know it's an illusion, but it's the best you can do.
I was a heroin addict for 10 yrs, started @ 17 thinking "I can just walk away later." Little did i know where it would take me.I went from having it all to being homeless on the streets-begging for money, having no one.love how you personify the drug as your love,really is how it feels. Hard to walk away,like how do you fill that void once youve had it? Been clean 5 mos,married w/2 boys- my life has changed for the better-this song brings me back to those dark days,reminding me to never go back.
Such a powerful song! Thank you MGK for this awesome jam! It's actually gotten me through a lot of shit in my own life! For real! Thank you so much MGK!!! 💯
Such a powerful song. I've lived thru addiction my entire life, seeing my family and close friends starting at a really young age go thru the cycle of addiction, having to live that lifestyle.. And then going thru it myself is hard and it never gets easier.. Music is now my addiction and I live for this. ♥️💯
Thank you MGK for you inspiring music this song is so inspiring I'm a heroin addict and I'm going to rehab for this sick addiction your the most inspiring artist i have ever heard i hope i can get better much love to you and the EST family
MGK i cant explain how much this touches me. Im a heroin addict and a huge hip hop fan and its so nice to hear someone rapping about REAL shit, stuff we can relate to not about how much money you have and how dope your cars are. literally this is my story and the story of so many others struggling with this terrible drug. HEROIN KILLS. but you kill this fucking song. in a positive way
This is real right here. I've lost a grandma to pills, my mom left me at five or so due to drugs and my dad was heavy in the shit as well...I feel this shit to the max. MGK is real and what has been needed to happen to the Rap game for awhile.
This song speaks to me in so many ways. Been on heroin for 4 years and I'm 2 weeks clean and anytime I think about getting high I just listen to this song and it takes my mind away from it. This song is amazing. Mgk is the realist
Damn, that sucks. A murder trial is intense, I was a character witness at my best friend's trial, didn't help, Life Without Parole for a shooting at 17 and he was drunk as fuck. Never a sexual assault trial, but molested from 7-13 and dropped out at 16, getting high on heroin and amphetamines was my way to cope. When I first heard this song, it gave me chills. Big Ups to you Lola Lokita, and many thanks to Kells. Thank you for making REAL music.
91 days sober......this song really relates to me, its crazy how something so bad can feel so good and mislead you to ruin your whole life. so grateful to be sober!
ive helped many people come offa drugs. then i found this song and it helps explain and let them relate to themselfs. MGK your the best man. only the truth and forever the truth. EST4LIFE
This song hits hard. Almost a year clean. "I tried to break it off but she gets me back with the feel, after everything I've been through why the fuck do I love that needle."
I used to be a heroin addict, well addicted to alot but heroin was my bottom bitch. I got ofcmf heroin when I started methadone 5 years ago. Now I'm tapering off the methadone and it's not easy. Wondering if I'll ever just feel normal ya know... Like with out ANYTHING..I started writing music again though.. this is still my favorite song of his.. hits the nail on the head so to speak. I pray for anyone sleeping under a bridge like I was 5 years ago.. u can never know how hard it is unless you've been there.
Not sure if he legit had to deal with this shit but heroin addiction is easily the hardest obstacle ive had to overcome. Ive seen it ruin way too many lives and anybody sturgglin i wish u the best. God bless nothing is impossible...
6-6-19 was the day I admitted myself. Been clean since. Struggled with meth heroin phentenyl alcohol and any other substance I could use to run from my mental health issues. Overdosed so 6 times in 8 months. I was so bad company. I couldn’t be alone or I would start losing reality. Losing the will to live. As I said 6-6-19 was the day I was forever reborn again. This isn’t the first time Iv got clean. But it will be the last.
Great song my man I feel you you aren't/weren't alone "she's" got a hold on this part of Ohio that's for damn sure. Stay strong my dude! [330] WARREN, OHIO
MGK is my inspiration. I dedicate this song to my brother. He used to shoot up meth. He was in prison for 3 years. And now he is clean and has been for 3 years. And now has a baby on the way and is doing really good. I love you bub3
It's sad to see how long a comment has been left on here like this song isn't something today after years of being something for someone.. still one of my favs after years!!
My brother OD Monday and they played this song at his funeral drug addiction is a horrible fucking disease and I pray all of you get clean so your family doesn’t have to see you lowered into the grave while they cry their hearts out like I did
Through addiction it's so important to have somebody there for you through it..so many people go through it alone.. they're abandoned by society. Abandoned by the public ,they lose everything/ everybody and end up resorting to shooting up. If only half of the people out their could have that strong person right by their side to help be their angel on their shoulder.. Wish I could have been there for you more to prevent the disaster mandy..
Barely 18, been through a murder trial, & a sexual assault trial. Me, my mother, & my big bro Got beat everyday by my stepdad, til i was 12. Homeless by 14 cuz my mom didn't want me no more. Dropped outta school to start a job at a pizza shop in the middle of baltimore. At 16 i lost my best friend in front of my face, he got shot up while visitin me at work. Drugs & drinkin- my way to cope. Almost died from an overdose. Now 3 months sober. The doctors didnt save my life, your music did. #Ltfu
+Francisco Antonio Saavedra It gets easier I promise, I am 28 years old and I was addicted for 12 years 8 on heroin and cocaine and I swear it gets easier. I was clean for 2.5 years then relapsed for 6 months now I have been clean again for 11 months.
You're exactly right. I myself am a recovering Heroin addict, and no one made me pick up the needle. I had a choice in that matter. When you can quit you don't want to, and when you want to quit, you can't. You may think us weak, but it takes a strong individual to live the kind of lifestyle addiction has. However, it takes an even stronger person to get help, stay clean, and face ignorant assholes such as yourself. It's proven that 95% of addicts have a higher IQ than most people.
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8 and a half months clean. it all started when we listened to this song in the treatment center I was in on the first day during the first group. the best month of my life saved my life
Wow I forgot I left this comment on here at 8 months clean. Now I'm at 2 years and counting. Hope everyone else who has commented on this video is still doing well!
Praying for you and your family that you are still on the road to recovery
Wow good for you! I'm 4 and a Half years. I hope you are still well we have freedom now ♥️
this song has probably helped so many, and it's so beautiful. For all of us heroin addicts (recovering or otherwise) this speaks to us in a way no others could ever really understand.
This was my moms favorite song for her addiction. I lost her in April. Still playing this for her. I’m praying for everyone of you that posted they’re clean on here. Trust me you may feel alone or nobody cares but I’d give anything to get her back. Stay strong. I promise it’s worth it. ❤️
My baby's father has problems wit the needle.. After he heard this song he relates to it.. He ended up getting arrested for warrants yesterday.. He said he wants to sit in there an not get bonded out so he can get clean an have his family back.. Prayers please..
That's awesome you haven't given up on him, most girls would've call it quits, the world needs more women like you. Not sure what your status is with him right now but hopefully you're still giving him a chance to change.
Tbh kind of curious if the dude got clean or not
this song made me cry. fuck heroin 6 months sober. don't have to live that way ever again. ♡♡♡
I hope you’re still sober ❤️🙏
I am 70 day's clean from Heroin and Crack... Song is the #truth.
+Francisco Antonio Saavedra GOOD JOB! Keep on keeping on moving in that forward direction.
My ywo i refalling in heroin they don t wan high methadone i stop crack to rest art heroin i m full fuck is real i èven died but nothin neiter God when Said me stop my Angel or you Fall i did it for a year bit i have to remeet my Second husband in trial all old friend as witness my new husband Said me not Host anyone and this guy has broke again my nose and eye now is arrivino he from an hour Will not exist he s talking me my 200 of heroin took away the baby and fu k him only methadone all paid by parents no a spoiled kid i say no pussy i pay coke in Money and finally no one stole my methadone
Francoo antonio proud of you fam!! 🤘
So are you 1095 days clean now?
I hope things are still going well for you 💖
Heard this song a year ago and cried. My brother was an addict and this song rly hit the heart n every single time I listen to this it gives me the chills, my brother is now 9 months clean!! He was rly bad on it for YEARS. So if ur an addict it is very possible to get clean n stay clean, u have to change who u hang with and sometimes ppl have to change their location.. My brother moved away from our home town and is staying away.. Praying for everyone who's an addict and again it's possible to get clean I promise! Lace up💜
5 days clean off if IV herione 🤞. Lord help me get though this
Did u stay clean?
Hope you’re still goin strong. 18 months clean, my brother had 7 months. He died Monday of an overdose. I found out today.... this song is about to bring me to my knees. Whoever wherever you are, God bless you!!
Oh kan thats awesome. I hope you made it. Either way hope is never lost
One day at a time. I got 2 years off Meth. Keep your head up. You got this.
Stay clean you got this 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 You're strong. You're in control . Nothing can tell you otherwise . Fight through it .
this song still give me shivers thru my whole body. I thank god I'm not where I used to be. that shit destroyed my life. I'm just so thankful and grateful I was able to get away
Stay that way babe. The sky is the limit. Keep going and be proud.
Prayers for you and your family that you're still doing well
This song is so deep I can't just listen to it anytime. I have to be prepared to listen to it because it brings back flashbacks of when I hit rock bottom.
I didnt know i could relate to a song this much. My jaw literally fell open.
Samee.
my brother overdosed on heroin Friday and died, I pray for every addict to get clean as soon as possible
mims boy sorry to hear it bro.. Stay up..
I'm really sorry about your brother. The pain never goes away, but I hope things have gotten a little easier 💞
4 days clean pray for me🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
nice! keep it up homie!
ive been clean almost 6 weeks now bro stay at it
are you still clean?
+Christian Bragg yeah dude 70 days today!
+triple OG thanks bruh! Still at it!
Man I can't even say I'm sober. I fuck around like every month. I just can't seem to kick it completely. I'm just glad I'm not on my daily habbit again. Praying for all!
Michael FOster you can ita hard but I'd you wanna deep down you can ..get a medical detox if needee
I lost a lot of people who only f fucked around once in a while. So I hope n pray it doesn't happen to you. It only takes 1 time
How are things now?
This is pain. This is someone who knows the bitter sweet reality of addiction. This is beautiful.
former heroin junkie here, this song describes it so well. you know you're addicted, and you want to break free, but it becomes the only thing in your life that makes you happy. you know it's an illusion, but it's the best you can do.
Derrick Megray worded so well 😟
I hope things are going well for you now 💞
I was a heroin addict for 10 yrs, started @ 17 thinking "I can just walk away later." Little did i know where it would take me.I went from having it all to being homeless on the streets-begging for money, having no one.love how you personify the drug as your love,really is how it feels. Hard to walk away,like how do you fill that void once youve had it? Been clean 5 mos,married w/2 boys- my life has changed for the better-this song brings me back to those dark days,reminding me to never go back.
R.I.P. To the one I love whom this addiction took away from me
Delaney. i have one of those too. dont ever loose the good memories sometimes it's the only way to stay sane.
Such a powerful song! Thank you MGK for this awesome jam! It's actually gotten me through a lot of shit in my own life! For real! Thank you so much MGK!!! 💯
Such a powerful song. I've lived thru addiction my entire life, seeing my family and close friends starting at a really young age go thru the cycle of addiction, having to live that lifestyle.. And then going thru it myself is hard and it never gets easier.. Music is now my addiction and I live for this. ♥️💯
he truly must know how it feels this song made me drop to my knees because ive been that person and its a very dark and lonely road.....
+beantownkillah fucking right man its the loneliest road you could ever be on
O.O was my face the whole time listening to this song..MGK once again you have suceeded in making me feel...congrats.
EST.
Word. some people are clueless and have no compassion. I Salute you for protecting my N my family freedom//safety.
Thank you MGK for you inspiring music this song is so inspiring I'm a heroin addict and I'm going to rehab for this sick addiction your the most inspiring artist i have ever heard i hope i can get better much love to you and the EST family
This is my second all time favorite MGK song. It give's me the chills 24/7. Love it.
It's so painful yet so peaceful. I feel the words to my bones. Anyone out there like this keep your head up all we can do.
Very strong lyrics. This a song I can sit back and listen to with complete attention
ten days sober today!! Longest I've gone in five years but this time I'm done I know it's jail or death if I go back
I hope everything is still going great for you 💞 Never give up.
Sometimes you feel like dying is the only way out of addiction. Great song
God this song is too real. Honestly made me tear up.
MGK i cant explain how much this touches me. Im a heroin addict and a huge hip hop fan and its so nice to hear someone rapping about REAL shit, stuff we can relate to not about how much money you have and how dope your cars are. literally this is my story and the story of so many others struggling with this terrible drug. HEROIN KILLS. but you kill this fucking song. in a positive way
This is real right here. I've lost a grandma to pills, my mom left me at five or so due to drugs and my dad was heavy in the shit as well...I feel this shit to the max. MGK is real and what has been needed to happen to the Rap game for awhile.
god bless you .. foreal your my inspiration .. keep yur head up & stay strong.. u gotta go thru the pay to experience the joy.
this mans experience is what it's about, real life struggles, proud to have at least 3 years of my life back clean, MGK beast mode always :)
4 years clean, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. This song will always be there for me though. Reminding me of rock-bottom.
Pretty good song, lyrics on point as well as there meaning. Props.
such a heart felt song, respect you MGK DAWG!
This song speaks to me in so many ways. Been on heroin for 4 years and I'm 2 weeks clean and anytime I think about getting high I just listen to this song and it takes my mind away from it. This song is amazing. Mgk is the realist
Respect from Middle River, no doubt, stay strong.
Jacob I respect you bro I've even clean for a year now and i still crave that high.
Literally gives me goosbumps everytime -3
Damn, that sucks. A murder trial is intense, I was a character witness at my best friend's trial, didn't help, Life Without Parole for a shooting at 17 and he was drunk as fuck. Never a sexual assault trial, but molested from 7-13 and dropped out at 16, getting high on heroin and amphetamines was my way to cope. When I first heard this song, it gave me chills. Big Ups to you Lola Lokita, and many thanks to Kells. Thank you for making REAL music.
wow thts really eye opening and i agree with u and i hope u r better now since all of those things tht have happened to u in the past
keep it up that's dope I got 90 day sober and that's some inspirational shit
91 days sober......this song really relates to me, its crazy how something so bad can feel so good and mislead you to ruin your whole life. so grateful to be sober!
ive helped many people come offa drugs. then i found this song and it helps explain and let them relate to themselfs. MGK your the best man. only the truth and forever the truth.
EST4LIFE
Damn....this song gives me the chills
finally real hip hop with profound words..some meaningful
im 67 days sober off of opiates and cocaine today his music helps me get through alot especially this song LTFU stay gold
This song hits hard. Almost a year clean. "I tried to break it off but she gets me back with the feel, after everything I've been through why the fuck do I love that needle."
This is my brother... He was strugglings for year... This song brings me to tear. I miss you Shane.
absolute perfection.
7 months clean and I still need to hear this song to remember where I am and how far I have come from my past. So thank you MGK
stay strong homie... and keep ya head up!
Amazing song,gave me chills.
story of my life. when I first heard this song I was blown away! he gets it so perfect.
Addicted right now, playing it over and over again along with macklemore otherside
You got this 💯🗣️🗣️
thats amazing man. Good shit
Damn. Real. Kells kills it so you feel it. this song brings so many memories.
so awesome, congrats man! :) much love!
R.I.P Too my homie that overdosed your still missed . this song relates so much!
I love this song. It speaks to me on a personal level. 1 year and 8 months sober.
I used to be a heroin addict, well addicted to alot but heroin was my bottom bitch. I got ofcmf heroin when I started methadone 5 years ago. Now I'm tapering off the methadone and it's not easy. Wondering if I'll ever just feel normal ya know... Like with out ANYTHING..I started writing music again though.. this is still my favorite song of his.. hits the nail on the head so to speak. I pray for anyone sleeping under a bridge like I was 5 years ago.. u can never know how hard it is unless you've been there.
7 months clean after 4 years... this song...so many feels
Not sure if he legit had to deal with this shit but heroin addiction is easily the hardest obstacle ive had to overcome. Ive seen it ruin way too many lives and anybody sturgglin i wish u the best. God bless nothing is impossible...
am i the only one who cried the first time they heard this song
no...
no
Honestly No.
NAH
yesdear
Absolutely not.
R.I.P. Dad..
SpaceDonkeyPoop :(
keep it up!
This is so deep and meaningful I love this song ..
This is pure raw #respect
This is a touching song!
Good job man keep it up.
I know your pain, I was an addict for 5 years.. I love you MGK, your my inspiration.
I hope and pray that he'll recover soon enough! Have faith and keep it!
Stay Lovely, stay blessed,
Coley :)
This song puts my addiction into words...been clean now for 13 months :)
6-6-19 was the day I admitted myself. Been clean since. Struggled with meth heroin phentenyl alcohol and any other substance I could use to run from my mental health issues. Overdosed so 6 times in 8 months. I was so bad company. I couldn’t be alone or I would start losing reality. Losing the will to live. As I said 6-6-19 was the day I was forever reborn again. This isn’t the first time Iv got clean. But it will be the last.
Keep it up bro!! Don't give up man, you can do it.
Congrats on this day mate :)
Great song my man I feel you you aren't/weren't alone "she's" got a hold on this part of Ohio that's for damn sure. Stay strong my dude!
[330] WARREN, OHIO
Great song. 💜💜💜
Real shit, bro.
MGK is my inspiration. I dedicate this song to my brother. He used to shoot up meth. He was in prison for 3 years. And now he is clean and has been for 3 years. And now has a baby on the way and is doing really good. I love you bub3
It's sad to see how long a comment has been left on here like this song isn't something today after years of being something for someone.. still one of my favs after years!!
This gives me chills....
Congrats :)
One of my favorite mgk songs, he needs to do more like this, I love the emotion
well said. people shouldnt judge anyone if they dont know their story.
My brother OD Monday and they played this song at his funeral drug addiction is a horrible fucking disease and I pray all of you get clean so your family doesn’t have to see you lowered into the grave while they cry their hearts out like I did
Through addiction it's so important to have somebody there for you through it..so many people go through it alone.. they're abandoned by society. Abandoned by the public ,they lose everything/ everybody and end up resorting to shooting up. If only half of the people out their could have that strong person right by their side to help be their angel on their shoulder.. Wish I could have been there for you more to prevent the disaster mandy..
snapped.! i get what hes talkin bouh!
This song gives me chills
Barely 18, been through a murder trial, & a sexual assault trial. Me, my mother, & my big bro Got beat everyday by my stepdad, til i was 12. Homeless by 14 cuz my mom didn't want me no more. Dropped outta school to start a job at a pizza shop in the middle of baltimore. At 16 i lost my best friend in front of my face, he got shot up while visitin me at work. Drugs & drinkin- my way to cope. Almost died from an overdose. Now 3 months sober. The doctors didnt save my life, your music did. #Ltfu
This song hits home
This makes me go back to the days of snorting crank. I'll never go back.
deep af I used to be addicted to cocaine. a months and a half clean now.
keep your head up. I am 70 days clean bro. you got this.
+Skyler Montgomery same bro.. Im almost 2 months now :)
+Francisco Antonio Saavedra It gets easier I promise, I am 28 years old and I was addicted for 12 years 8 on heroin and cocaine and I swear it gets easier. I was clean for 2.5 years then relapsed for 6 months now I have been clean again for 11 months.
As was I along with other drugs....42 days clean now!! Hope you're still enjoying the sober life and doing well (:
I hope all of you are still doing great. It's a very hard thing to quit. Never give up trying though 💞
It's hard. But, you're gonna make it through all this shit dude. Stay laced.
You're exactly right. I myself am a recovering Heroin addict, and no one made me pick up the needle. I had a choice in that matter. When you can quit you don't want to, and when you want to quit, you can't. You may think us weak, but it takes a strong individual to live the kind of lifestyle addiction has. However, it takes an even stronger person to get help, stay clean, and face ignorant assholes such as yourself. It's proven that 95% of addicts have a higher IQ than most people.
Wow... This songs so deep...
This is a song on his struggle with heroin.. its a tragic story, but, he's a success story, honestly. I admire this man.