I don't know if you'll see this, but I am absolutely enamored with your music. The raw emotion and human spirit in each song you make about such painful emotions is breathtaking. Your talent is unmatched, please stay safe Dokuro
I don’t think many people talk about this, but from a musician’s perspective, his use of harmony is just so… Dokuro. It’s unique, experimental, emotional and intricate. From the beginning, he’s always known what he’s doing and he’s found what works for him. He once said that he likes to write a melody and combine it with chords which surpass expectation and simultaneously dodge it. And I think that’s a perfect definition. I could go on and on rambling about his harmonic genius while analyzing his songs, but ill leave that for later. The point is, dokuro’s ability to use intricate harmony and to keep the song followable and appealing to the mainstream is a gift only a few composers have. (Stevie Wonder, etc…) I’d say not even Jacob Collier has this ability. Alongside this, Dokuro even has to deal with his autism. In the end, it is clear that we really have someone amazing and special here. So let’s not pressure him, let’s just let him be as he creates wonderful music.
perhaps it's my own irrelevant impression, but I feel like they might not appreciate people from the internet laying expectations for them. I certainly wouldn't at this point
this is such a beautiful contrast to bacteriophage, it's like the auditory representation of the word "pretty" in the first half with that underlying tone of brutality left over from the former song, which then takes hold in the second half in a hella cool way. never stop making music, dude. you've got a sound unlike anyone else, and i adore it.
A lot of people believe that shame is a completely negative emotion, but I believe that it is our last line of defense, the emotion that keeps us sane. Shame grows within almost like a tumor, but unlike a tumor shame wants to go away, it's goal is to drive you to make something right, to mend a relationship, or apologize for something you did. I feel like so many people don't understand the true purpose of shame mainly because most people see the world as kill or be killed, a competition to pass on your genes, but if that's the case why do we feel bad about things we've done, words we said... people we left behind.
i don't see any lyrics in the desc or comments so here they are! keep walking don't lose that balance focus on anything but the floor move forward like you're expected was this the life that you bargained for? keep going ignore the hurting even if everything hurts a while things happen not much to do now haven't you figured out how to smile? the winds of repression escaping your lungs built from the fallacies of trying to pretend where is the voice that you gave to yourself if the remorse could choke it out of you again? keep walking just keep walking [][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][] just fight it soldier of metal looking as durable as a stone but time will leave rust to settle and slowly decay through your wooden bones no structure left to contain you lessened to smoke and dust in the dark no spirit left to sustain you the ashes of forced restraint leave their mark [][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][] the winds of repression escaping your lungs built from the fallacies of trying to pretend so where's the compassion you promised yourself when you endured the hell that never seemed to end? keep walking
I’ve been here for a long time. You’ve been worn away for years now. It was difficult to watch. Yet, despite it all, you haven’t stopped walking. No one needs to walk alone. Perhaps you recognized this already, or perhaps you still need to fully embrace it. The fact of the matter is this: some people need to be carried for a little while. There’s no shame in that.
"Where is the voice that you gave to yourself if the remorse could choke it out of you again?" This line hits especially hard for me, because I never had the chance to give myself a voice. Growing up I never talked to my mother about my problems because she had been dealing with her own issues and I didn't want to weigh her down even more. In time this turned into me not wanting to trouble anyone with my feelings and I ended up just sitting in silence and bottling it all up, never developing my voice. I don't really know why I'm writing all of this, I guess it's kind of therapeutic and in some way an attempt to make myself the voice I never had. From here on out this will just be me venting so read on if you want or if you don't want to that's fine as well, I already don't expect anyone to even see this. I don't even know when I first started feeling depressed as I barely have any proper memories from my childhood other than vague recollections but I can't remember there ever being a time where I was truly happy, it feels like I was just born this way. About two and a half years ago as I'm writing this I figured out I was trans and while I certainly felt the dysphoria even during my childhood I still feel like this isn't the main root of my depression, but searching for the cause of it through my almost non-existent memories feels like look for a needle in a haystack while blindfolded. As much of a struggle it has been since I realized I'm trans it also potentially saved my life since I was reaching the point where I was questioning if it was even worth going on like this, fighting my depression without even knowing WHY I was feeling the way I did felt like an impossible battle. But when I realized that I was trans even though I knew that my life would become immensely more difficult it atleast comforted me that as hard as it may be to find out these truths it's at least possible. Since then I've promised to myself that no matter what I would never ever end my own life. As I'm writing this I turned 16 just a day ago, I've lived 16 fucking years and I'm sure as hell not going to throw it all away now. No matter how many times a day I think to myself how easy it would be to just close my eyes and walk onto the street I will not, can not give into that thought, not when I've already come this far. To anyone who has read all this: thank you for listening to the ramblings of a random teenage trans girl. Whoever you are and wherever you come from I hope that all of your struggles, whatever they may be, will in time go away and that you'll be able to live a happy and fulfilling life. Also before you go. Have a cookie 🍪 (any kind not just what the emoji shows) and some milk! 🥛(there is lactose free milk as well if needed.)
@violetttt0126 Thank you, I've been feeling quite a bit better recently and I feel I'm heading in the right direction. I've been trying to be more social and just talk to people, both online and irl. While there are still ups and downs I feel things will get better, even if it's one small step at a time. :)
To me, this sounds like a vocal representation of a panic attack. One minute you're fine, encouraging yourself to keep moving on, to keep fighting for a better tomorrow.. Suddenly, you're starting to doubt yourself, nitpicking and scrutinizing things that you've promised to yourself, finding inconsistencies in your words and behavior. Everything starts to fall apart as panic and anxiety settles in, it makes you crumble and decay slowly, but mercilessly... And, after grounding yourself, you're back to the starting point. Left with questions hanging in the air. And with promises to keep walking.
This.... this is why I'm subbed to Dokuro.... not cause of any specific existing franchise or IP..... but the music he creates that can bring even the deepest of emotions out.... and I am here for it.... ALL of it.
Bro, never feel ashamed for feeling as if you're taking too long on improving your own mindset and self. It took me years to come to terms with everything that I went through, 6 to be exact, but at the end of the day, I was lucky enough to have others who cared when no one else would bother with me. You've been doing so good as of lately, and I have complete confidence that you'll eventually get to where you want to truly be in life. We believe in you, dude, and I hope you can start believing in yourself a little more too, even if it's just a little bit.
This was just... incomparable. I remember the utter "awesome" feeling that your Calamity OSTs had. Then, the vibrance of the glass structures, and the utter uniqueness and visceral emotion from your other pieces scattered between them. But this -- this is something else entirely. I could never describe the feeling from this, as the only way you can obtain that is by hearing the utter masterpiece of this. Each push and pull, a gentle rock back and forth between lucidity and reverie. The sweet lull of the dark, and the serenity of the faint light. The slow fall into bliss, a sublime realization... then reality. A sudden pull into the world. The sudden push back. The sudden pull. As if you were being shaken to wakefulness. Pain, but release... The feeling of fading away into the cold comfort of the dream, but once again being pulled back into the chaos of pain. The light, now blaring, and the darkness now soothing. Tired, now. The understanding of what could be and what isn't. And ultimately, what is. The pain reminds, and the dream falters. Like glass resonating until it simply shatters into a million pieces. The pain a constant pressure until simply -- obliteration. Pulled back into reality, the one you had created. I understand that pain. The internal explosive pressure of malformed glass -- simply waiting to burst. The gentle reflection, showing what's behind and the translucence of what is ahead. I've broken myself time and time again over the dumbest shit, but moments like this remind me to pick up the pieces. They're always there. Never the same reflection as before, but nonetheless -- still here.
haunting. the ignorance of the inevitable, and the slow but steady wear of pressure, perfectionism and creative restraint on your withering bones. really feelin this lately. amazing track
A very strangely depressing yet also encouraging but somehow also calming track. I love it. Also I couldn’t believe it’s 5 minutes long it felt more like 2 minutes
Holy shit this hit in a deep place. This is absolutely ethereally beautiful- I can't believe that voice is a synth? What?? They're Perfect. This is the first we've heard of your music in a while, and I just.. holy shit???
Dokuro.... This is quite embrassing to say the least. But I feel like for the past year I feel like I haven't progress anyhting in my life. Tried to study art on my own and failing miserablaly feeling I didnt't do enough for others I feel like the worst during that time. This song hits me.... It just tell me to keep walking. No matter what things you have done.... just keep walking not matter what
I only just realised the notes playing at 2:59 are the main melody of to live lies And obviously, conversely, parts of keep walking can be heard in to live lies. It's all connected
okay okay so this has become my favorite track of yours of the past 2 years it's not as "flashy" as still here or bacteriophage but i feel this one delivers the emotions really well probably one of the more simpler tracks but so effective, like i only hear the mutiple voices, the piano, the distortion thing, and some synths in the halfway trough and yet the emotion really hits, quite hopeful yet sad and traumatized yeah i can't really explain it well but i love this piece
People all here are very impressed with your talent, Dokuro. I am no different. All your pieces, what you made, we can feel heart and soul put into it. This is something very personal for you, isn't it? It's not just a hobby, it's a passion. I think that was it what I felt from your projects. I love this, very much so. Amazing as always, this one really pulled the heartstrings. Definitely would listen again.
I just… wow. I’ve been listening to this for a while, and it really makes an impact. A bit more than a year back, I lost an uncle due to COVID. This really makes me think about it. The song is so somber, yet reminiscent in the start, then rage and sadness comes in, exactly like how i felt during that time. This is definitely what it feels like to lose someone. DM DOKURO, I don’t think i’ve ever seen someone to be able to convey such powerful emotion through music alone. Thank you for being here, making these songs for us
Few songs actually make me feel anything, but this... This is something else. Great Work Dokuro. Edit: 4 months later, I've managed to climb out of the depression cycle. Still have some bad days here and there, but otherwise doing well. Thank you Dokuro.
the song is shifted just a little bit down from standard piano tuning meaning if we listen to the song in solitude then everything is fine, but if we try to add piano accompaniment, the sounds will clash
I feel like this song really calls out to me. I've been swimming for almost 6 years now even though I've lost motivation. I just hear people saying "You're so good! You have to keep swimming," so I keep on going to try to be the person that they think I am. Over the years, I've lost motivation to do many things. Most of the things that I loved just grew stale and bland, and eventually, I don't feel like I'm in control of my life anymore. Yet, I still go on. Sometimes, I would break down. Sometimes, lash out against my family. But for some reason, I just can't break free from swimming. I hate that I can't protest against others. I hate that I don't speak up. So, I guess this is me taking my first steps. To think this all stemmed from one song goes to show how impactful having something to relate to is. So, I guess I have only one thing to say. Thank you Dokuro, for everything.
you make Natalie sound fuckin amazing, so lifelike and so much emotion packed in this song due to that. The harmonic parts at @2:24 is soooo beautiful, and the layering harmonics later in the song, honestly makes this is such candy to listen to. Thank you Dokuro
Simply quite beautiful and at the same time eerie and unsettling. Please continue to make quality original tracks like this. It makes my day seeing another notification of more content from you.
Wow. Just wow. I currently am very stressed from assigned projects and I’m also demotivated on a personal project I am working on. This song was probably the most moving thing I’ve ever felt, and I didn’t know that something with this kind of vibe could help motivate me. Thank you DM Dokuro.
Keep making music DOKURO they are great.I think that being able to forgive yourself for past mistakes is actually a form of learning but when you make a mistake all you can really do is to `keep walking` at your own pace, with that said. aeiouaoeieoiuaoiuueo.
aeiou Edit (main message) Man. This song is quite frankly amazing. All of the songs you've produced are. I know things can get rough. My only hope is that anyone facing hardship can find a way through it. The way forward isn't always painless, but it will always be there.
Instructions unclear. I stopped walking, lost my balance, focused on only the floor, moved backwards unlike I expected, was the life I bargained for, stopped going, focused on the hurting despite it hurting a little bit, things didn’t happen, had much to do now, figured out how to smile, the winds of repression entered my lungs destroyed by the fallacies of giving up to actually do, the voice that I took from myself if the remorse didn’t choke it out of me, stopped walking, just stopped walking, didn’t fight it, soldier of plastic that is as durable as a feather, but no time will leave rust to move, and it slowly grows through my metal bones, much structure left to release me, which was grown to smoke and dust in the light, much spirit left to destroy me, the ashes of allows restraint arrived their mark, the winds or repression entered my lungs destroyed by the fallacies of giving up to actually do, the voice that I took from myself if the remorse didn’t choke it out of me, and I stopped walking. People be more clear next time.
I feel like finding this after finishing my finals after a very depressing semester where I had to admit defeat on a major course and just barely scraping by was a good thing. I get it. I just need to keep walking at the end of the day. I'm the only one who really keeps pushing myself this much, sometimes I just need to slow down, but i can at least keep walking.
I keep coming back to these tracks. Genuinely therapeutic almost in how it just makes you feel and how it expresses itself. You've done such a good job on these man. I keep realizing more about myself the more I listen somehow.
5:09 I cannot even begin to express how hard this lyric in particular hits me. It resonates with my very soul on such an unbelievably deep level that for a fleeing moment I felt like the song was saying it directly to my face. Stuff like this is why I absolutely adore your music- keep up the good work as always!
This is so fucking real bro. In the midst of loneliness we believe we are the only one feeling that way. But look around there are people feeling just the same way you do. So you arent truly alone. Ego gets in the way of what we desire most which is interconnectedness.
Every time I heard this song I always thought it was a way to get better from sad events. Nah, it's just hidden depression. I know because now I have it
I keep coming back to this track and I just noticed, did you use the same model that was used for Glass Structure (Orange)? If it is, then that's pretty neat.
Music and the messages hidden or not in them just, touches me sometimes, but can be some really good bangers aswell just like this one omg. I am amazed by this
i love this so much. especially the line about showing yourself compassion after everything you've been through. very important. and the way the vocals stack up as well, ugh it's so good my brain feels like an itch has been scratched.
This song helped me when I'm upset In hindsight I notice the way the 2nd part of the song, how the vocals are just trying their best to drown out the droning background music. Instead of confronting it, they're just doing their own thing
The contrast between this and bacteriophage is great, and I love the sections with gritty synths (I'm pretty sure) as an undertone to the slow melody that emphasise the continuity of the story. Awesome work dude!
I've been addicted to Still Here since it's release and I imagine this one's going to grow on me similarly. Would absolutely love to see these on Spotify.
GOD THIS IS SO *GOOD* The lyrics and chord progressions are absolutely haunting and carry such a convincinb melancholic/bittersweet atmosphere with them! I don't think I'll ever be able to get over how good you are at this stuff honestly, it never fails to inspire me. Always an absolute pleasure seeing you upload more of your work!
Hey, DM. Or, well, anyone who reads this. Since I know this will probably run under the radar, but: You're doing an amazing job, honestly. Been listening to your works for a while now, though recently subscribed (Apologies for not doing it sooner). Your music Takes people on journeys, From mental introspection to thinking of stories born from imagination. That takes talent, genuinely. So, as with many other people as you've heard many times, Thank you for your hard work, and Keep Walking.
This song has really helped me today, I had to go through two pieces of bad news today, but I need to keep moving, I don't have an endless amount of time. Thank you for making this Dokuro, this has really helped me get through today, thank you.
I can't ignore how much i love the harmony. (Edit) I'm also glad that you magically jumped into my mind and it lead me to checking your channel to see how it's going. Right after you uploaded another super piece.
I feel this song is personal beyond belief as so many of the others are. Dokuro, I hope you understand that the way to comfort is through acceptance. Allowing yourself to lick your wounds. Knowing when to stop licking them. I know people who've gone through this and still struggle. You can only force yourself so many times to keep pushing before you crack. Dokuro, knowing when to walk and when you sit is important. I hope you know the difference, and I'm sure you do. This piece was amazing, touching on a different level, and I know it's about those darker inner thoughts so I'll say what most of us probably already hope is true. We hope your taking care of yourself and your feelings are valid. Edit: Unnecessary details to explain, live your life. You'll be happy when things to start to work out. You'll trip sometimes but picking yourself up is important.
I’ve been re-listening to a lot of this music, and it’s been resonating a lot with me. This song in particular reminds me of the state of my life at the moment. I have my own things that I feel like I’m forced to hide, different to the feelings inspiring this music, but similar too. And all the times I hear or rather feel “the state of life you’re in is empty, and you can seem to feel anything because you’re detached from who you really are”, it just hits me. I’ll leave it up to interpretation why I say this, but I just can’t wait for the time that this music will really make me cry, when my emotions can really break through the nightmare that is my current brain state. I’ll probably leave some unremarkable and goofy comment at that time.
The sound of that beat starting at the beginning of the song onwards reminds me exactly of the sound pulsing electromagnets make, was trying out an experimental therapy a few months ago called "Pulsed Electromagnetic Field" (PEMF for short) where I'd have these electromagnets (behind padding) pressed on the sides of my head for treating certain parts of my brain, such as the section responsible for regulating emotion. I have Asperger's Syndrome and struggle greatly with anger issues, overobsession, perfectionism, and control. It was a couple years ago now that I realized just how bad it was, and after a great deal of self-reflection and the outing (finally, after four years) of my abusive ex, I realized something desperately needed to change. Finding therapists that specialize in Asperger's in adults is incredibly difficult, impossible under my current insurance but thankfully that'll change in January. About a year ago, my chiropractor found out I'm an Aspie. Remembering something her co-worker mentioned, she let me know that in the same office there her co-worker has been trying out something new with a patient of hers who's also an Aspie. Apparently, after a few treatments, he was able to cry for the first time in several years. PEMF therapy isn't FDA approved for treatment of mental health hence the mention of "experimental" but the therapist doing this seemed to really believe in its effectiveness overall and has many clients who undergo this therapy for the treatment of inflammation where it's already proven to work and is FDA approved. She was always fascinated by (and talking about) Nikola Tesla's research, trying to get this side of it FDA approved and all that. Anyway, this song's lyrics honestly resonate with me beyond that little detail though, the mindset of "just keep walking", not giving up, aside from faith, is really all that has kept me going all these years. That, and music. Thank you DM Dokuro. P.S. For anyone potentially commenting about how all this probably sounds crazy, PEMF is not too far off in terms of mechanics to "Frequency Specific Microcurrent" or FSM for short, I underwent FSM treatment with a previous chiropractor many years back where I'd simply hold these metal probes hooked up to a small machine in my hands for 30m - 1h that emitted a, well, microcurrent. This was being done to treat my OCD symptoms, and for a few months during and after extended treatment, IT WORKED. No medication or personal changes, just that treatment. However, those symptoms ended up coming back after some time. I swear by it there is merit to this study, more people need to look into this because it could revolutionize mental health, and God knows we need more of that.
Your music is just so immaculate. Damn. Something about this just hits. Not only as just a banger, but also personally. Im struggling with some things in life right now. I have been for quite a bit. Im just a stranger on the internet, but I want to say to you that, well, keep walking. Don't give up. This goes for anyone who reads this.
I can (attempt to) describe this. You baby sitted someone their whole childhood, saw them grow, go through their ups and downs for the sake of learning and growing in the meanwhile. 1st half You go away for years and years, full of hope but you still have to do your thing. Transition The child you once knew has grown and used your teachings for long, then you encounter the big guy once again, meet each other, learn about each other properly. Form a friendship, great support. Actual beginning of the 2nd half There's something odd. You realize they haven't moved on from their past, far beyond what you could see back then. Your failure in preventing this from happening to someone again settles in. You watch as they commit the same errors as you. You don't seem to be able to do anything about it. 3/4 Both realize you actually didn't know that much about each other after all. You have to depart again, leaving them behind, alone to themselves. Even though you both are apart, without any further influence in each other, you still know what awaits them. All you can possibly do is blankly stare at what they are becoming and the things you missed. Final part But the plot twist is that the little guy you baby sitted was your own consciousness.
Another one for the books, huh Dokuro? Gotta love every piece of work that you make, it's like nothing I've ever heard in my life. You have had these issues for a while, but instead of giving in, you turn it into a drive to do better, and make amazing things. I just wish that you could broaden your audience, people are really missing out.
To add onto this, the final the line of "So where's the compassion you promised yourself when you endured a hell that never seemed to end?" is honestly amazing. Such a powerful line. You've truly outdone yourself.
This path I took for all these years was a living hell, even though I had friends I could talk to, I could never trust anyone enough to vent, not after everything they did to me. It was hard but I'm still here and I'm greatful for that. I'm greatful that I was strong enough to keep walking while creating my own comfort zone by making characters and stories that I am now tasked to show to the world. Let's see how it goes from now on...
Lovely song. I don't know the lore, but I like to imagine that when the little guy reaches the destination, the scary face in the distance is revealed to be beautiful and loving.
The voice is absolutly astonishing, this legitimitly feels like it would be an awesome ending for a video game. You never dissapoint Dokuro, Thank you for this piece of art.
The amazing terraria calamity mod songs to this amazing masterpiece and still doesn’t stop going forwards DM DOKURO im amazed with all your content and ill never stop watching it.
Keep walking Don't lose that balance Focus on anything But the floor [mmm, mmm] Move forward Like you're expected Was this the life that You bargained for? Keep going [keep going, keep going] Ignore the hurting [ignore the, ignore the hurting] Even if everything hurts a while [mmm, mmm] Things happen [things happen, things happen] Not much to do now [not much to, not much to do now] Haven't you figured out How to smile? [oooo, ooo The winds of repression Escaping your lungs Built from the fallacies Of trying to pretend Where is the voice that You gave to yourself If the remorse could choke it Out of you again? Keep walking Just keep walking Just fight it [just fight it, just fight it] Soldier of metal [soldier of metal, soldier of metal] Looking as durable [looking as As a stone [looking as durable, as a stone [as a stone But time [but time, but time] Will leave rust to settle [will leave rust, will leave rust to settle] And slowly decay through [slowly de Your wooden bones [slowly decay through your wooden bones [mmm, mmm] No structure [no structure, no structure] Left to contain you [left to con, left to contain you] Lessened to smoke [lessened to And dust in the dark [lessened to smoke and dust in the dark] No spirit [no spirit, no spirit] Left to sustain you [left to sus, left to sustain you] The ashes of forced restraint Leave their mark The winds of repression Escaping your lungs Built from the fallacies Of trying to pretend So where's the compassion You promised yourself When you endured a hell That never seemed to end? Keep walking…
I've never commented on any of your videos because it's very hard for me to turn my thoughts and feelings into words at will.(They just come out of me at random intervals) But I ought to let you know that I've been here for a while and I really like your music.
Brother I know you've heard this story before. I cannot know or feel what you've been through but I am crying for you. No one deserves to go through for what you've been through. Keep on walking, sincerely from a big fan of your music and works on the calamity mod
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Ok I will, thank you
no problem
My pleasure
My majesty
I don't know if you'll see this, but I am absolutely enamored with your music. The raw emotion and human spirit in each song you make about such painful emotions is breathtaking. Your talent is unmatched, please stay safe Dokuro
I was going to like the comment but it was at 69 so I’ll hold back for now
@@MonkeyWrench_TBS Dumb.
Very true, hope he stays safe but I think he's smart enough to take care of himself. We can only give him the support he fucking deserves.
I don’t think many people talk about this, but from a musician’s perspective, his use of harmony is just so… Dokuro. It’s unique, experimental, emotional and intricate. From the beginning, he’s always known what he’s doing and he’s found what works for him. He once said that he likes to write a melody and combine it with chords which surpass expectation and simultaneously dodge it. And I think that’s a perfect definition. I could go on and on rambling about his harmonic genius while analyzing his songs, but ill leave that for later. The point is, dokuro’s ability to use intricate harmony and to keep the song followable and appealing to the mainstream is a gift only a few composers have. (Stevie Wonder, etc…) I’d say not even Jacob Collier has this ability. Alongside this, Dokuro even has to deal with his autism. In the end, it is clear that we really have someone amazing and special here. So let’s not pressure him, let’s just let him be as he creates wonderful music.
perhaps it's my own irrelevant impression, but I feel like they might not appreciate people from the internet laying expectations for them. I certainly wouldn't at this point
this is such a beautiful contrast to bacteriophage, it's like the auditory representation of the word "pretty" in the first half with that underlying tone of brutality left over from the former song, which then takes hold in the second half in a hella cool way.
never stop making music, dude. you've got a sound unlike anyone else, and i adore it.
i agree, all of dokuro's music is so unique and i love how each piece has a story behind it
The exact reason why I'm subbed to him.
They paint a progression I am addicted to witness.
When dradon!?
Where dradon !! 😡
A lot of people believe that shame is a completely negative emotion, but I believe that it is our last line of defense, the emotion that keeps us sane. Shame grows within almost like a tumor, but unlike a tumor shame wants to go away, it's goal is to drive you to make something right, to mend a relationship, or apologize for something you did. I feel like so many people don't understand the true purpose of shame mainly because most people see the world as kill or be killed, a competition to pass on your genes, but if that's the case why do we feel bad about things we've done, words we said... people we left behind.
i don't see any lyrics in the desc or comments so here they are!
keep walking
don't lose that balance
focus on anything but the floor
move forward
like you're expected
was this the life that you bargained for?
keep going
ignore the hurting
even if everything hurts a while
things happen
not much to do now
haven't you figured out how to smile?
the winds of repression
escaping your lungs
built from the fallacies
of trying to pretend
where is the voice that
you gave to yourself
if the remorse could
choke it out of you again?
keep walking
just keep walking
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just fight it
soldier of metal
looking as durable as a stone
but time
will leave rust to settle
and slowly decay through your wooden bones
no structure
left to contain you
lessened to smoke and dust in the dark
no spirit
left to sustain you
the ashes of forced restraint leave their mark
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the winds of repression
escaping your lungs
built from the fallacies
of trying to pretend
so where's the compassion
you promised yourself
when you endured the hell
that never seemed to end?
keep walking
Thanks
I’ve been here for a long time. You’ve been worn away for years now. It was difficult to watch. Yet, despite it all, you haven’t stopped walking.
No one needs to walk alone. Perhaps you recognized this already, or perhaps you still need to fully embrace it. The fact of the matter is this: some people need to be carried for a little while.
There’s no shame in that.
Jesus. This hit me HARD. Thank you. Your words have pushed me to keep walking.
"Where is the voice that you gave to yourself if the remorse could choke it out of you again?"
This line hits especially hard for me, because I never had the chance to give myself a voice. Growing up I never talked to my mother about my problems because she had been dealing with her own issues and I didn't want to weigh her down even more. In time this turned into me not wanting to trouble anyone with my feelings and I ended up just sitting in silence and bottling it all up, never developing my voice.
I don't really know why I'm writing all of this, I guess it's kind of therapeutic and in some way an attempt to make myself the voice I never had. From here on out this will just be me venting so read on if you want or if you don't want to that's fine as well, I already don't expect anyone to even see this.
I don't even know when I first started feeling depressed as I barely have any proper memories from my childhood other than vague recollections but I can't remember there ever being a time where I was truly happy, it feels like I was just born this way. About two and a half years ago as I'm writing this I figured out I was trans and while I certainly felt the dysphoria even during my childhood I still feel like this isn't the main root of my depression, but searching for the cause of it through my almost non-existent memories feels like look for a needle in a haystack while blindfolded.
As much of a struggle it has been since I realized I'm trans it also potentially saved my life since I was reaching the point where I was questioning if it was even worth going on like this, fighting my depression without even knowing WHY I was feeling the way I did felt like an impossible battle. But when I realized that I was trans even though I knew that my life would become immensely more difficult it atleast comforted me that as hard as it may be to find out these truths it's at least possible. Since then I've promised to myself that no matter what I would never ever end my own life.
As I'm writing this I turned 16 just a day ago, I've lived 16 fucking years and I'm sure as hell not going to throw it all away now. No matter how many times a day I think to myself how easy it would be to just close my eyes and walk onto the street I will not, can not give into that thought, not when I've already come this far.
To anyone who has read all this: thank you for listening to the ramblings of a random teenage trans girl. Whoever you are and wherever you come from I hope that all of your struggles, whatever they may be, will in time go away and that you'll be able to live a happy and fulfilling life.
Also before you go. Have a cookie 🍪 (any kind not just what the emoji shows) and some milk! 🥛(there is lactose free milk as well if needed.)
Thank you
I believe in you
@NexusKirin Woah I didn't expect anyone to actually see this, thank you for the encouragement! :)
@violetttt0126 Thank you, I've been feeling quite a bit better recently and I feel I'm heading in the right direction. I've been trying to be more social and just talk to people, both online and irl. While there are still ups and downs I feel things will get better, even if it's one small step at a time. :)
To me, this sounds like a vocal representation of a panic attack. One minute you're fine, encouraging yourself to keep moving on, to keep fighting for a better tomorrow..
Suddenly, you're starting to doubt yourself, nitpicking and scrutinizing things that you've promised to yourself, finding inconsistencies in your words and behavior. Everything starts to fall apart as panic and anxiety settles in, it makes you crumble and decay slowly, but mercilessly...
And, after grounding yourself, you're back to the starting point. Left with questions hanging in the air. And with promises to keep walking.
Really good anology there
I love this
This.... this is why I'm subbed to Dokuro.... not cause of any specific existing franchise or IP..... but the music he creates that can bring even the deepest of emotions out.... and I am here for it.... ALL of it.
Also, How the heck did you get that CRT ascetic going with the color bleed and static?
Bro, never feel ashamed for feeling as if you're taking too long on improving your own mindset and self. It took me years to come to terms with everything that I went through, 6 to be exact, but at the end of the day, I was lucky enough to have others who cared when no one else would bother with me. You've been doing so good as of lately, and I have complete confidence that you'll eventually get to where you want to truly be in life. We believe in you, dude, and I hope you can start believing in yourself a little more too, even if it's just a little bit.
I hope your well!
Preach that good message. We're rooting for you.
This is so unbelievably emotionally impactful. I’m honestly so impressed. And how in the WORLD ARE THOSE VOCALS A SYNTH 😮. That’s crazy.
synth v is the wild shit
This was just... incomparable. I remember the utter "awesome" feeling that your Calamity OSTs had. Then, the vibrance of the glass structures, and the utter uniqueness and visceral emotion from your other pieces scattered between them. But this -- this is something else entirely. I could never describe the feeling from this, as the only way you can obtain that is by hearing the utter masterpiece of this.
Each push and pull, a gentle rock back and forth between lucidity and reverie. The sweet lull of the dark, and the serenity of the faint light. The slow fall into bliss, a sublime realization... then reality.
A sudden pull into the world. The sudden push back. The sudden pull. As if you were being shaken to wakefulness. Pain, but release... The feeling of fading away into the cold comfort of the dream, but once again being pulled back into the chaos of pain. The light, now blaring, and the darkness now soothing.
Tired, now. The understanding of what could be and what isn't. And ultimately, what is. The pain reminds, and the dream falters. Like glass resonating until it simply shatters into a million pieces. The pain a constant pressure until simply -- obliteration. Pulled back into reality, the one you had created.
I understand that pain. The internal explosive pressure of malformed glass -- simply waiting to burst. The gentle reflection, showing what's behind and the translucence of what is ahead. I've broken myself time and time again over the dumbest shit, but moments like this remind me to pick up the pieces. They're always there. Never the same reflection as before, but nonetheless -- still here.
In much the same way as me setting my alarm clock sound to Awaken, I might start listening to this song while taking my nightly walks.
haunting. the ignorance of the inevitable, and the slow but steady wear of pressure, perfectionism and creative restraint on your withering bones.
really feelin this lately. amazing track
A very strangely depressing yet also encouraging but somehow also calming track. I love it.
Also I couldn’t believe it’s 5 minutes long it felt more like 2 minutes
Holy shit this hit in a deep place. This is absolutely ethereally beautiful- I can't believe that voice is a synth? What?? They're Perfect.
This is the first we've heard of your music in a while, and I just.. holy shit???
we're both in the same boat, this just showed up in my reccomended at 1 am and...damn
Stick around fella
Dokuro.... This is quite embrassing to say the least. But I feel like for the past year I feel like I haven't progress anyhting in my life. Tried to study art on my own and failing miserablaly feeling
I didnt't do enough for others I feel like the worst during that time. This song hits me.... It just tell me to keep walking. No matter what things you have done.... just keep walking not matter what
This has been one of the few songs I’ve ever listened to that has been able to make me cry
I only just realised the notes playing at 2:59 are the main melody of to live lies
And obviously, conversely, parts of keep walking can be heard in to live lies.
It's all connected
KEEP WALKING DM DOKURO YOUR DOING SO GOOD!!!!
❤❤❤❤
okay okay so
this has become my favorite track of yours of the past 2 years
it's not as "flashy" as still here or bacteriophage but i feel this one delivers the emotions really well
probably one of the more simpler tracks but so effective, like i only hear the mutiple voices, the piano, the distortion thing, and some synths in the halfway trough
and yet the emotion really hits, quite hopeful yet sad and traumatized
yeah i can't really explain it well but i love this piece
(p.s. i know like the lyrics are completely depressed but i was judging the emotions based on the music alone)
@@unnamed_boi unnamed paragraph truly (epic song revisit)
People all here are very impressed with your talent, Dokuro. I am no different. All your pieces, what you made, we can feel heart and soul put into it. This is something very personal for you, isn't it? It's not just a hobby, it's a passion. I think that was it what I felt from your projects.
I love this, very much so. Amazing as always, this one really pulled the heartstrings. Definitely would listen again.
We all love his work, can't argue there.
I just… wow. I’ve been listening to this for a while, and it really makes an impact. A bit more than a year back, I lost an uncle due to COVID. This really makes me think about it. The song is so somber, yet reminiscent in the start, then rage and sadness comes in, exactly like how i felt during that time. This is definitely what it feels like to lose someone. DM DOKURO, I don’t think i’ve ever seen someone to be able to convey such powerful emotion through music alone. Thank you for being here, making these songs for us
BTW, don’t worry about me- I’ve been able to move on and accept it for what it is. It’s very hard to, but I was able to, and so can others.
Few songs actually make me feel anything, but this...
This is something else. Great Work Dokuro.
Edit: 4 months later, I've managed to climb out of the depression cycle. Still have some bad days here and there, but otherwise doing well. Thank you Dokuro.
the song is shifted just a little bit down from standard piano tuning
meaning if we listen to the song in solitude then everything is fine, but if we try to add piano accompaniment, the sounds will clash
I feel like this song really calls out to me. I've been swimming for almost 6 years now even though I've lost motivation. I just hear people saying "You're so good! You have to keep swimming," so I keep on going to try to be the person that they think I am. Over the years, I've lost motivation to do many things. Most of the things that I loved just grew stale and bland, and eventually, I don't feel like I'm in control of my life anymore. Yet, I still go on. Sometimes, I would break down. Sometimes, lash out against my family. But for some reason, I just can't break free from swimming. I hate that I can't protest against others. I hate that I don't speak up. So, I guess this is me taking my first steps. To think this all stemmed from one song goes to show how impactful having something to relate to is. So, I guess I have only one thing to say.
Thank you Dokuro, for everything.
Legends says he's still walking.
Your use of SynthV vocal is incredible! I can't wait to see what else you make with them.
you make Natalie sound fuckin amazing, so lifelike and so much emotion packed in this song due to that. The harmonic parts at @2:24 is soooo beautiful, and the layering harmonics later in the song, honestly makes this is such candy to listen to. Thank you Dokuro
that’s not really what harmonics are
Every time i come back to these songs, im saddened by the fact that i can't like it again
this song actually got me to tear up. the sheer emotion in this song is just beautiful. thank you, dokuro.
Every song so far has so much feeling on them its fascinating
legend says little dude is still walking ..
Good
I believe in the little fella
Simply quite beautiful and at the same time eerie and unsettling. Please continue to make quality original tracks like this. It makes my day seeing another notification of more content from you.
Outstanding! Keep it up ⭐
So impactful!
All the songs I've heard that you composed are beyond legendary!
I hope to see more in the future :)
mf the song ain’t even out for long enough for you to hear it
2:13 - Haven't you figured out how to smile?
That..... hit me hard....
Wow. Just wow. I currently am very stressed from assigned projects and I’m also demotivated on a personal project I am working on. This song was probably the most moving thing I’ve ever felt, and I didn’t know that something with this kind of vibe could help motivate me. Thank you DM Dokuro.
you really brought out the best out of natalie, amazing work
Keep making music DOKURO they are great.I think that being able to forgive yourself for past mistakes is actually a form of learning but when you make a mistake all you can really do is to `keep walking` at your own pace, with that said.
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This song is almost a perfect way to make a loop...
Which is terrifying and beautiful all at the same time.
aeiou
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Man. This song is quite frankly amazing. All of the songs you've produced are.
I know things can get rough. My only hope is that anyone facing hardship can find a way through it. The way forward isn't always painless, but it will always be there.
Instructions unclear.
I stopped walking, lost my balance, focused on only the floor, moved backwards unlike I expected, was the life I bargained for, stopped going, focused on the hurting despite it hurting a little bit, things didn’t happen, had much to do now, figured out how to smile, the winds of repression entered my lungs destroyed by the fallacies of giving up to actually do, the voice that I took from myself if the remorse didn’t choke it out of me, stopped walking, just stopped walking, didn’t fight it, soldier of plastic that is as durable as a feather, but no time will leave rust to move, and it slowly grows through my metal bones, much structure left to release me, which was grown to smoke and dust in the light, much spirit left to destroy me, the ashes of allows restraint arrived their mark, the winds or repression entered my lungs destroyed by the fallacies of giving up to actually do, the voice that I took from myself if the remorse didn’t choke it out of me, and I stopped walking.
People be more clear next time.
I feel like finding this after finishing my finals after a very depressing semester where I had to admit defeat on a major course and just barely scraping by was a good thing. I get it. I just need to keep walking at the end of the day. I'm the only one who really keeps pushing myself this much, sometimes I just need to slow down, but i can at least keep walking.
I keep coming back to these tracks. Genuinely therapeutic almost in how it just makes you feel and how it expresses itself. You've done such a good job on these man. I keep realizing more about myself the more I listen somehow.
5:09 I cannot even begin to express how hard this lyric in particular hits me. It resonates with my very soul on such an unbelievably deep level that for a fleeing moment I felt like the song was saying it directly to my face. Stuff like this is why I absolutely adore your music- keep up the good work as always!
This is so fucking real bro. In the midst of loneliness we believe we are the only one feeling that way. But look around there are people feeling just the same way you do. So you arent truly alone. Ego gets in the way of what we desire most which is interconnectedness.
Every time I heard this song I always thought it was a way to get better from sad events. Nah, it's just hidden depression. I know because now I have it
I keep coming back to this track and I just noticed, did you use the same model that was used for Glass Structure (Orange)? If it is, then that's pretty neat.
Music and the messages hidden or not in them just, touches me sometimes, but can be some really good bangers aswell just like this one omg. I am amazed by this
i love this so much. especially the line about showing yourself compassion after everything you've been through. very important.
and the way the vocals stack up as well, ugh it's so good my brain feels like an itch has been scratched.
This song helped me when I'm upset
In hindsight I notice the way the 2nd part of the song, how the vocals are just trying their best to drown out the droning background music. Instead of confronting it, they're just doing their own thing
you are one of the best composers out there! keep up the good work
The contrast between this and bacteriophage is great, and I love the sections with gritty synths (I'm pretty sure) as an undertone to the slow melody that emphasise the continuity of the story.
Awesome work dude!
I've been addicted to Still Here since it's release and I imagine this one's going to grow on me similarly.
Would absolutely love to see these on Spotify.
GOD THIS IS SO *GOOD*
The lyrics and chord progressions are absolutely haunting and carry such a convincinb melancholic/bittersweet atmosphere with them! I don't think I'll ever be able to get over how good you are at this stuff honestly, it never fails to inspire me. Always an absolute pleasure seeing you upload more of your work!
Hey, DM. Or, well, anyone who reads this. Since I know this will probably run under the radar, but:
You're doing an amazing job, honestly. Been listening to your works for a while now, though recently subscribed (Apologies for not doing it sooner). Your music Takes people on journeys, From mental introspection to thinking of stories born from imagination. That takes talent, genuinely. So, as with many other people as you've heard many times, Thank you for your hard work, and Keep Walking.
This song has really helped me today, I had to go through two pieces of bad news today, but I need to keep moving, I don't have an endless amount of time. Thank you for making this Dokuro, this has really helped me get through today, thank you.
I can't ignore how much i love the harmony.
(Edit) I'm also glad that you magically jumped into my mind and it lead me to checking your channel to see how it's going. Right after you uploaded another super piece.
I feel this song is personal beyond belief as so many of the others are.
Dokuro, I hope you understand that the way to comfort is through acceptance. Allowing yourself to lick your wounds. Knowing when to stop licking them.
I know people who've gone through this and still struggle. You can only force yourself so many times to keep pushing before you crack.
Dokuro, knowing when to walk and when you sit is important. I hope you know the difference, and I'm sure you do. This piece was amazing, touching on a different level, and I know it's about those darker inner thoughts so I'll say what most of us probably already hope is true.
We hope your taking care of yourself and your feelings are valid.
Edit: Unnecessary details to explain, live your life. You'll be happy when things to start to work out. You'll trip sometimes but picking yourself up is important.
I’ve been re-listening to a lot of this music, and it’s been resonating a lot with me. This song in particular reminds me of the state of my life at the moment. I have my own things that I feel like I’m forced to hide, different to the feelings inspiring this music, but similar too. And all the times I hear or rather feel “the state of life you’re in is empty, and you can seem to feel anything because you’re detached from who you really are”, it just hits me. I’ll leave it up to interpretation why I say this, but I just can’t wait for the time that this music will really make me cry, when my emotions can really break through the nightmare that is my current brain state. I’ll probably leave some unremarkable and goofy comment at that time.
The sound of that beat starting at the beginning of the song onwards reminds me exactly of the sound pulsing electromagnets make, was trying out an experimental therapy a few months ago called "Pulsed Electromagnetic Field" (PEMF for short) where I'd have these electromagnets (behind padding) pressed on the sides of my head for treating certain parts of my brain, such as the section responsible for regulating emotion.
I have Asperger's Syndrome and struggle greatly with anger issues, overobsession, perfectionism, and control. It was a couple years ago now that I realized just how bad it was, and after a great deal of self-reflection and the outing (finally, after four years) of my abusive ex, I realized something desperately needed to change. Finding therapists that specialize in Asperger's in adults is incredibly difficult, impossible under my current insurance but thankfully that'll change in January.
About a year ago, my chiropractor found out I'm an Aspie. Remembering something her co-worker mentioned, she let me know that in the same office there her co-worker has been trying out something new with a patient of hers who's also an Aspie. Apparently, after a few treatments, he was able to cry for the first time in several years.
PEMF therapy isn't FDA approved for treatment of mental health hence the mention of "experimental" but the therapist doing this seemed to really believe in its effectiveness overall and has many clients who undergo this therapy for the treatment of inflammation where it's already proven to work and is FDA approved. She was always fascinated by (and talking about) Nikola Tesla's research, trying to get this side of it FDA approved and all that.
Anyway, this song's lyrics honestly resonate with me beyond that little detail though, the mindset of "just keep walking", not giving up, aside from faith, is really all that has kept me going all these years. That, and music. Thank you DM Dokuro.
P.S. For anyone potentially commenting about how all this probably sounds crazy, PEMF is not too far off in terms of mechanics to "Frequency Specific Microcurrent" or FSM for short, I underwent FSM treatment with a previous chiropractor many years back where I'd simply hold these metal probes hooked up to a small machine in my hands for 30m - 1h that emitted a, well, microcurrent. This was being done to treat my OCD symptoms, and for a few months during and after extended treatment, IT WORKED. No medication or personal changes, just that treatment.
However, those symptoms ended up coming back after some time. I swear by it there is merit to this study, more people need to look into this because it could revolutionize mental health, and God knows we need more of that.
Damn, not sure what to say, really strikes that mood I’ve been trying to run away from. Good song. Thank you.
your songs bring me great comfort
another song i will keep on repeat for the next couple of weeks… thank you!!!
Your music is just so immaculate. Damn. Something about this just hits. Not only as just a banger, but also personally.
Im struggling with some things in life right now. I have been for quite a bit.
Im just a stranger on the internet, but I want to say to you that, well, keep walking.
Don't give up.
This goes for anyone who reads this.
I can (attempt to) describe this.
You baby sitted someone their whole childhood, saw them grow, go through their ups and downs for the sake of learning and growing in the meanwhile. 1st half
You go away for years and years, full of hope but you still have to do your thing. Transition
The child you once knew has grown and used your teachings for long, then you encounter the big guy once again, meet each other, learn about each other properly. Form a friendship, great support. Actual beginning of the 2nd half
There's something odd.
You realize they haven't moved on from their past, far beyond what you could see back then. Your failure in preventing this from happening to someone again settles in.
You watch as they commit the same errors as you. You don't seem to be able to do anything about it. 3/4
Both realize you actually didn't know that much about each other after all.
You have to depart again, leaving them behind, alone to themselves.
Even though you both are apart, without any further influence in each other, you still know what awaits them. All you can possibly do is blankly stare at what they are becoming and the things you missed. Final part
But the plot twist is that the little guy you baby sitted was your own consciousness.
I wasn't expecting another gem so soon. I am truly baffled how you do this.
This was so cool.
Another one for the books, huh Dokuro? Gotta love every piece of work that you make, it's like nothing I've ever heard in my life. You have had these issues for a while, but instead of giving in, you turn it into a drive to do better, and make amazing things. I just wish that you could broaden your audience, people are really missing out.
as if the song wasnt enough, this description surgically pierced through my chest
may dokuro be graced for the sensorial experiences he provides us
my absolute favorite musician, you literally have never missed.
listening to the whole piece, are you alright?
Holy this album is going to be so incredible
This sound is ensnaring, and I loved every second of it. I'm looking forward to your future pieces!
I truly wasn't expecting something so... well, there are no words I think I could use. This is truly a wonderful piece of art you've accomplished.
To add onto this, the final the line of "So where's the compassion you promised yourself when you endured a hell that never seemed to end?" is honestly amazing. Such a powerful line. You've truly outdone yourself.
Dude this song deserves so much more
it's so good
these hurt more and more with each released track, absolutely amazing
This path I took for all these years was a living hell, even though I had friends I could talk to, I could never trust anyone enough to vent, not after everything they did to me.
It was hard but I'm still here and I'm greatful for that.
I'm greatful that I was strong enough to keep walking while creating my own comfort zone by making characters and stories that I am now tasked to show to the world.
Let's see how it goes from now on...
Babe wake up DM Dokuro made another banger
coming back to this song after a rough patch, clear skies finally, this song helped.
This is so beautiful, man. Sounds like walking in a foggy forest. Alone. In autumn / winter.
such a beautifully haunting melody. you never fail to impress.
I keep coming back to this song, its so good
At a loss for words, but still feel that much must be conveyed.
Lovely song. I don't know the lore, but I like to imagine that when the little guy reaches the destination, the scary face in the distance is revealed to be beautiful and loving.
lore?
this helps me.
Ungodly beautiful song. Got me straight where it needed to go.
The voice is absolutly astonishing, this legitimitly feels like it would be an awesome ending for a video game. You never dissapoint Dokuro, Thank you for this piece of art.
No esperaba que me fuera a gustar tanto
Keep Walking
🚶
obsessed is an understatement
The amazing terraria calamity mod songs to this amazing masterpiece and still doesn’t stop going forwards DM DOKURO im amazed with all your content and ill never stop watching it.
love how the beat syncs with the footsteps
Keep walking
Don't lose that balance
Focus on anything
But the floor
[mmm, mmm]
Move forward
Like you're expected
Was this the life that
You bargained for?
Keep going
[keep going, keep going]
Ignore the hurting
[ignore the, ignore the hurting]
Even if everything hurts a while
[mmm, mmm]
Things happen
[things happen, things happen]
Not much to do now
[not much to, not much to do now]
Haven't you figured out
How to smile?
[oooo, ooo
The winds of repression
Escaping your lungs
Built from the fallacies
Of trying to pretend
Where is the voice that
You gave to yourself
If the remorse could choke it
Out of you again?
Keep walking
Just keep walking
Just fight it
[just fight it, just fight it]
Soldier of metal
[soldier of metal, soldier of metal]
Looking as durable
[looking as
As a stone
[looking as durable, as a stone
[as a stone
But time
[but time, but time]
Will leave rust to settle
[will leave rust, will leave rust to settle]
And slowly decay through
[slowly de
Your wooden bones
[slowly decay through your wooden bones
[mmm, mmm]
No structure
[no structure, no structure]
Left to contain you
[left to con, left to contain you]
Lessened to smoke
[lessened to
And dust in the dark
[lessened to smoke and dust in the dark]
No spirit
[no spirit, no spirit]
Left to sustain you
[left to sus, left to sustain you]
The ashes of forced restraint
Leave their mark
The winds of repression
Escaping your lungs
Built from the fallacies
Of trying to pretend
So where's the compassion
You promised yourself
When you endured a hell
That never seemed to end?
Keep walking…
Beautiful as hell song, great job done with it
incredible work dokuro
you've only been listening for 50 seconds bro
whats up dhar mann fam
I really love/hate how your music manages to encompass the duality of the love/hate that keeps us going through some absolutely inane bullshit.
I've never commented on any of your videos because it's very hard for me to turn my thoughts and feelings into words at will.(They just come out of me at random intervals) But I ought to let you know that I've been here for a while and I really like your music.
This one really hit me. No idea why, guess the brain is weird like that. Keep up the good work!
I really like this song, it gives me hope that there is something at the end to strive for
I don't think my feels are ready for this album.
you musics just hit different, especially with someone singing.
thank you for making music ♥️
Brother I know you've heard this story before. I cannot know or feel what you've been through but I am crying for you. No one deserves to go through for what you've been through. Keep on walking, sincerely from a big fan of your music and works on the calamity mod