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itd be cool if soomeone could help . paralysed me. sor4ry for writing , might not even see it ? wish i culd fix itive tried it got smashed up and cant fix it
just first thought now cause I just saw it again thought too smiley could be in danger. Teal swan could be in danger due to human body but that could be both just others on tube You cause that could be seen on videos. Also could be people like you touch him I'll not kill... from what I gather...
Julien, even with the media "scandal" I still thought you were a genuine guy with a dark sense of humor. Your latest material has by and far convinced me that you are a man that is attempting to better himself and this video in particular exposes you being vulnerable in a way I don't think I've seen any RSD instructor do. Watching you grow is helping me grow. Keep up the amazing work.
22:00 till the end, is where the main point and the epiphany kicks in. I highly suggest to jump there if you don't intend to watch the whole video. *standing claps, smiling*
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woah =) thank you both soooooiooo much🙏🙏💗💗this was super fun to watch!!! I loved seeing you and teal talk about these subconscious access points 💗💗💗😎🔗☑ also loved seeing teal open up when around you.teal you always look like you have this secret that you don't want to let out behind your slight smile & when I see Yal talking its like the secrets out and were laughing our ass"s off. teal your so brilliant mentally and especially spiritually. im super inspired to do what you all did hereand whatever else my soul basin store =) 🙏✌💗✊💗👍.
JulienHimself I'd love to see your birth chart and see your shadow lunar LUMINARIES. and see how to balance your elemental and luminescence dmartins114840@gmail.com
Nice seeing you being so open and authentic on camera. I always start shadow work with a sort of terror inside me, but after every session, the realization that I can CHOOSE to experience this... that is priceless, and that is true courage...
I've kept my self mediocre because when I was a child I had a abusive dad ... I carried life with a mentality the nail that sticks out gets hammered so I made my self small and scarce and introverted not realizing how toxic this was long term ...so I let people walk all over me thinking if I'm too big of I'm too succesfull I'll just get hurt again ... Wow
Yeah man I can relate. Worked a job that's cause me to step out of that mindset and to a more empowering mindset. I learned so many powerful qualities about myself it scared me how those closest to me would react. That thought alone dimmed my light
Yeah. I have nice guy syndrome and that's due largely to my childhood. One of the first characters that came to mind was Ichigo from Bleach who's mild-mannered on the outside, but has burning passion and rage underneath. The only time my parents would pay attention to me is if I got angry.
Same here, my father used to beat and criticize me, I never feel comfortable voicing my emotions because i feel it doesn't matter. But I'm a people pleaser who fears being seen. When I'm mad I blow out of proportion. My mother was detached so I always felt unworthy.
I've always identified with villains and underdogs also. That was a role foisted on me by my mother. I only just realized last week that I am like Mr. Glass in Unbreakable. Chronically ill from birth and getting broken over and over again. Misunderstood. Complex. And likely to end up in an institute if anyone ever got a glimpse of my inner world. Fun and informative video, thanks guys ☝
00:00 🕵 Shadow work involves delving into the unconscious aspects of the mind. 02:23 🚪 Shadow work involves exploring unknown aspects of oneself, often through emotional reactions. 04:57 🧠 Anxiety often indicates subconscious issues needing resolution. 07:30 🎭 Movie character identification can reveal subconscious patterns and coping mechanisms. 10:38 📽 Identifying with movie characters can stem from childhood experiences and family dynamics. 14:33 💡 Recognizing defense mechanisms can lead to deeper understanding and growth. 16:26 🔥 Seeking shock and unpredictability may stem from a desire for uniqueness and importance. 17:56 🔄 Facing lasting changes instead of short-term fixes is pivotal for personal growth. 18:13 🤔 Fear of losing identity and acceptance can hinder personal transformation. 19:01 🚫 Suppression of aspects of oneself for social acceptance can lead to losing connections. 19:39 😅 Crisis often prompts deep inner change and a leap of faith into the unknown. 21:00 🤝 Trusting in meeting new people who resonate with personal growth is crucial. 21:18 🌊 Shadow work delves into uncharted territory of the subconscious, akin to deep-sea diving. 23:01 🔄 Socialization can cause a split from natural wholeness, leading to inner conflict. 23:55 💔 Trauma resolution leads to authentic self-expression and transformative change. 25:09 📉 Self-help often focuses on changing instead of realizing inherent wholeness. 25:22 🌟 Recognizing inherent wholeness dispels the illusion of inadequacy.
Hey Julien, Teal, I abolutely loved how you two came alive in this conversation. I related completely to Julien's story. The deepest impact that this video had on me was how I fuck things up, to experience a sense of being seen, acknowledged, cared for, accepted, loved, appreciated. I'm curious about using Ayahuasca, to identify patterns set through childhood trauma, that limit me today.
Great collaboration Julien. You and Teal have helped me understand myself better and better through every piece of content that shines a brighter light on the inner workings of consciousness, as a whole. - Michael
It's such a refreshing joy seeing a genuine transformation of a person. The feeling of authenticity when watching your journey is is unreal, it makes it more relatable than any self development content I've ever experienced. Thank you. Keep doing you.
Thanks so much for sharing this Julien! Her insight is amazing! Also props to you for making yourself vulnerable like this, it's really badass to see you bearing it all like that for her and us. Loving your content on this channel so so much. Stay epic :)
This is so weird that I started watching this. I've literally just came from writing an amazon review (something I never do) about a film I seen in 1995, I watched it again yesterday, it resonated with me so much that I had to tell people how much I appreciated it So the film is "a little princess" where a girl (who's character "sarah" i adored because she was so resilient, brave, kind, aware, loving, smart and took risks, she also brought people together, she brought instant calm to others and could empathise even at the age of 9. She was taken from her home in India to a boarding school in New York in ww1. I won't ruin the story incase anyone wants to watch it. But I've just done the movie character excersise teal suggested and Sarah would be mine. I loved her because although she was treated awfully, she would of accepted apologies and spread love, she never left her comrades, she was loyal, humble even though from a rich back ground, she was encouraging and took others pain away. Her negatives were - she had no control over her situation, she was niave, she allowed herself to be taunted and bullied by her "mother figure" and bully sister. She felt abandoned by her father, and so hurt by how horrible people can be. At some points she was completely alone. Now this is scarely accurate to me and my life. For once I'm going to show some confidence about myself and say I am Sarah. I am all the things Sarah is, I'm told all the time I have a calming vibe (even though I have adhd haha) I put everyone before me, I am a registered nurse, i take care of my friends, I let people know when I appreciate them, I am generous, open minded, always ready to learn, I know how to get the best version of someone out, I make people laugh. Now my negatives. I have a sociopath mother and a bully sister, two fathers who really wanted nothing to do with me. Parents functioning alcoholics that never wanted me there, I was handed money instead of love and handed to anyone who would take me. I was given type one diabetes Adhd, no thyroid and severe depression from around the age of 3. I have been neglected by my parents, in hospital so many times with diabetes related issues that i was expected to control on my own while they went and drank. My middle sister was always golden child. My mother was a downright bully and my father no better. Years of witnessing them in comas or violence. Mother was obsessed with my weight, I was her dolly to dress up and show off at parties, the next day I didn't exist. I always wondered why everyone loved their parents but I couldn't stand mine. Jump to 2022 - I can no longer work as a nurse as my adhd ocd and depression are so bad. I have ended up completely alone with no one, I am convinced I annoy everyone with my health issues, I never eat - I go days with out eating cause I don't deserve it, and and that I've aged so much if anyone I knew saw me, they'd think I look disgusting. Just the way my mother did. So I avoid everyone because no one would ever want to deal with me and my shit. Every ex I've had has seen me coning a mile off and have been abusive. Teal - I really hope you read this and can give me some advice on how I even begin shadow work. Before anyone gets too concerned, I am seen by mental health professionals to tackle adhd and depression. Wow what a novel! 😅
The fact these two collabed just like shakes my world. If I could get both of them in the room at the same time...man I don't think I could keep up lol. Two very inspirational people here whove positively impacted many many lives.
Hey julian! Ive been watching your videos for a while now since RSD, and I can see and feel a complete change in you. I feel the happiness and wisdom shine through your eyes. I have a question for you: Once you found these unhealthy unconscious beliefs, how did you decide to not believe these things?
I didn't know about this collaboration. When I watched Teal's videos I immediately reconnected her content with Julien's. I was surprised Julien hadn't mentioned her.. but here it is!
im having a similar story with julien, i can totally relate to his perspective. and when teal said revenge at 16:33 , triggered some part of me. thanks both of you!
love teal swan,and also you have learned a lot from both of you and Tyler,Been studying the enlightenment process too for a while,that road has taken me to different levels of thinking,really love it,Hope you keep doing more videos about the topic,for I know our society does need this knowledge,and the truth about what"Love" truly is,this concept alone can change the world,The explanation that indeed all we do need is...LOVE..
Actually I feel more of a friendship vibe. When attractive and mature people get to know each other it's normal that there is some attraction between them. It doesn't mean that they are "so into each other".
It's always needing to relive that experience over and over. Get people into you, and then ending it so you can go over the experience again. PRetty damn interesting.
Lol “it just becomes a disorder when they flip back and forth and don’t remember each other” 😂 that’s the perfect way to explain it. I have the same success pop/sabotage thing too. This video is so good too. You guys are amazing together 😍 I wish you two would make a new one!!
That's crazy. One scene from that movie that I'll always remember is where George runs with the horses and the girls admire him. That scene fascinated me. The psychological phenomena that took place there.
Love that Teal has influenced your work! It actually makes sense with both of your bold/don't give a f persona's, which I always loved ❤ in regards to the shadow/inner work - I always wonder how much of it is even ours or from this lifetime or collective societal work, because it can feel a lot for one person and it doesn't justify someone's short life experience yet deep pain, and meanwhile others are absolute clueless lol
I'm dealing with some deep Inner issues (self-love mainly). I am so lucky to have found about Teal through Julien. Also got into David Hawkins's work, also thanks to Julien.
when she said it becomes too painful and doesn’t matter who you lose or if friends are on the other side. I literally did not even think about it I’d have friends post integration and shadow work.
Eeeeek I don't know I may have wached this before I followed Julian's stuff. But now after appreciating his content Its interesting to see what questions he is asking teal. And thier interaction.
I started to cry in from this part onwards 10:37 cuz everything he said is what I have felt exactly the same way my whole life and I couldn't put into words I have childhood trauma I do my inner child healing and shadow work pretty much everyday but this deep set trauma just takes alot of time and trials to heal and I am glad someone felt what I have felt my whole life it's heartbreaking and liberating at the same time. Thank you Julien and Teal always sharing such good content with us thank you for this i needed this today have been feeling terrible past few weeks this helps thank you again 🙏🏻
you know this is why I like RSD. Like in the intro audio you get from signing up for RSD Tyler talks about cold approach pickup is basically a fast track for self development with the biggest rewards. Just like when Teal talks about using emotion/emotional resistance to identify where the work is and using it as a signal to move toward it, face it, and move through it for growth and the rewards it brings. This hobby/life is just doing that 24/7 then testing it/yourself against what can be the most difficult social interactions and test for the ego - getting sex
Teal is the real deal. I like how they are able to avoid the awkwardness that is never far away in these settings. I get the desire to self sabotage, and I actually think, at least for my sake, it has to do with honoring your version of god, kind of sacrificing yourself to show that there is something greater than the mainstream. If it has to do with love for humans and the world or the desire to get to be "the messenger" ,I don't know. Could be both, because the kick of being the messenger could be an expression of wanting people to feel the joy of something deeper in life, like an excuse or a symbol. Or maybe it's something as plain and scientific that shock and chaos has a lot of energy and friction in it, and if you know how to "pop" the energy bubbles, you may feast on the fruit burst.
I found out I have always compared myself to characters like The hulk, not necessery by being angry, but being on my own, "cursed" and maybe some day stumble over a girl that knows how to calm me down and quiet my mind. And when I finally meet a girl who does that, i'm constantly being a challange for the girl that push her to a tipping point in our relationship.
After watching this a few times, I had an epiphany that I identify a lot with Norman from the movie "Fury." I have always felt like the timid kid who was overwhelmed and shocked by the world. But, that more intense form of suffering leads to greater enlightenment in the end when he is the one who sways his friends into fighting for what is right.
Good stuff man, liked your questions. I'm glad to have found a Teal Swan interview about shadow work in the context of the whole "getting better with women" stuff. The conclusion was spot on.
I feel like i can relate to Juliens ”shadow” but think its related to fear of failure rather then need for drama. By choosing to fail you are in control, and you actually didnt ”fail” becouse you are a failure but becouse you choose to. You will never know if you were actually capable of acheiving your full potential, and creating a mystery around it wich attracts attention.
Loved this video didn't know who Julien was before watching this, until I watched another of his videos... got a lot out of this thank you teal and julien
you totally hooked me to leave a comment because you are going to read it! as a creator myself I thank you so much for the TIP! I really enjoyed the video and than you for your openness and honesty it was so useful for me to understand my own family dynamics! God bless! and thank you Teal!
I so identified with your story about not wanting things to be too perfect and cheesy - I know that feeling that the sad or unresolved stories seem so much more "real" and the anti hero/heroine are so much more cool and interesting than the typical good guy/girl. Thanks for sharing that Cheers!
23:00 - 23:15 Damn I don't know what i exactly felt at that moment but i was like she hit a point I and society suppressed for way to long. Thanks for sharing.
Very smart, very open minded and very helpful on so many lvls i see myself in alot of things already, I will check it out for myself thanks a lot!✌ we cant change the world without changing our selfs
God, I can tell this beautiful soul anything about myself knowing in the end I will remember that I am whole. Again, thank you Teal for being who your are and thank you Julien for sharing your life experience
I was listening again. You mentioned if the trauma was in the past - anything you do now doesn’t help. You have to go back. I instinctively thought about doc from back to the future - the 3rd movie?? When they had to go back to 1955 and not allow biff to get the almanac. This made so much sense to me. I wanted to share - in case it made sense to anyone else.
It makes sense. The essence of 'inner' time travel. The really screwy thing about the mind is that changing the past inside really does work in the present, outside. Weird!
I always identify with the character of a servent who is smart and know secrets, the person who always quite but overshadowed by the king/owner etc, in my friendships i was the friend that people come for advice and i seem to have solutions to all problems however people who want to he friends with my always want to be the center of attention and used me so they can standout, why i start to gain attention suddenly they cant be with me anymore cause now im overshadowing them, it was a hard pill to swallow that i like to live behind the scenes and avoid the spotlight to avoid the responsibility and judgment that come with it, even in school and jobs i don’t want to be the loser but not the best, funny im middle child
This was great dialogue, thank you, the information.... really resonated. Thank you again for providing this venue for those seeking understanding by providing quality information.
thanks for sharing - i can relate a lot to Julien's role and the need to self sabotage without even thinking about it -- It doesn't fit my reality if everything is complete as it is -- great talk!
I'm very interested in studying this further in order for me to attend a training and better facilitate the shadow work process within the non-prop I belong to.
Agree with most things. Even that a guy can start a conversation more easily by analyzing traumas but it's important to keep the fact in mind, that it's human to be excited/nervous when meeting a very beautiful women and vice versa. Not because of a lack of self-esteem but because none can control the outcome completely. One could say that it doesn't matter but if you really want to be with that person it's only human. Otherwise you would live a life without emotions.
My identity goes all over the place. It went from fun, dark, dominant, superstar, devil may care, narcissistic, and tortured with an inner sweetness, kindness, and empathy with the darkness to protect it. After my breakup Now its struggling, trying to get it, old wise kind soul, deep understanding of the mind, or getting it but not having the courage to express myself. Not feeling like what I have is good enough.
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what f i break notebook or someone else what should i do? can you help me with settings?
itd be cool if soomeone could help . paralysed me. sor4ry for writing , might not even see it ? wish i culd fix itive tried it got smashed up and cant fix it
just first thought now cause I just saw it again thought too smiley could be in danger. Teal swan could be in danger due to human body but that could be both just others on tube You cause that could be seen on videos. Also could be people like you touch him I'll not kill... from what I gather...
Just say could be in danger Mr @JulienHimself so I believe could, be true @TealSwan
might not be anymore
Love the direction you are headed brother and the awareness you are sharing.
I enjoyed it alot too
Hey Aaron Doughty you two should shoot a video also much love.
Aaron Doughty i cannot believe you here
When are you two shooting a video together? Would love to watch that colab
Aaron yaaayy so happy to see you here
julien is shying out and teal is loving every bit of it. love you both
so fkn real i love him
Julien, even with the media "scandal" I still thought you were a genuine guy with a dark sense of humor. Your latest material has by and far convinced me that you are a man that is attempting to better himself and this video in particular exposes you being vulnerable in a way I don't think I've seen any RSD instructor do. Watching you grow is helping me grow. Keep up the amazing work.
public vulnerability is refreshing, great job and thank you
I so agree. All of my favorite RUclipsrs are the most "real" and authentic ones
I should have scrolled further down before I commented, I couldn't believe no one has said this yet
smcrunner88 Said what?
22:00 till the end, is where the main point and the epiphany kicks in. I highly suggest to jump there if you don't intend to watch the whole video. *standing claps, smiling*
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woah =) thank you both soooooiooo much🙏🙏💗💗this was super fun to watch!!! I loved seeing you and teal talk about these subconscious access points 💗💗💗😎🔗☑ also loved seeing teal open up when around you.teal you always look like you have this secret that you don't want to let out behind your slight smile & when I see Yal talking its like the secrets out and were laughing our ass"s off. teal your so brilliant mentally and especially spiritually. im super inspired to do what you all did hereand whatever else my soul basin store =) 🙏✌💗✊💗👍.
Hi J, how to develop my range of things to talk about and joke about.
David Cort yea almost looks like there's some flirtin' goin' on there lmao 😂
JulienHimself I'd love to see your birth chart and see your shadow lunar LUMINARIES. and see how to balance your elemental and luminescence dmartins114840@gmail.com
Nice seeing you being so open and authentic on camera. I always start shadow work with a sort of terror inside me, but after every session, the realization that I can CHOOSE to experience this... that is priceless, and that is true courage...
Ehy man, how you do shadow work?
lol @@charlesbukowski7730
I've kept my self mediocre because when I was a child I had a abusive dad ... I carried life with a mentality the nail that sticks out gets hammered so I made my self small and scarce and introverted not realizing how toxic this was long term ...so I let people walk all over me thinking if I'm too big of I'm too succesfull I'll just get hurt again ... Wow
It is such a cruel way to treat yourself... I know because I totally do the same thing and it's a relentless cycle.. :(
Yeah man I can relate. Worked a job that's cause me to step out of that mindset and to a more empowering mindset. I learned so many powerful qualities about myself it scared me how those closest to me would react. That thought alone dimmed my light
Yeah. I have nice guy syndrome and that's due largely to my childhood. One of the first characters that came to mind was Ichigo from Bleach who's mild-mannered on the outside, but has burning passion and rage underneath. The only time my parents would pay attention to me is if I got angry.
Same here, my father used to beat and criticize me, I never feel comfortable voicing my emotions because i feel it doesn't matter. But I'm a people pleaser who fears being seen. When I'm mad I blow out of proportion. My mother was detached so I always felt unworthy.
I watched A LOT of Teal's videos last year, and been following JulienHimself for a couple of months. Now we get the best of both worlds!
You just Dey watch
Thx Julien for doing video with Teal ever since I saw your first vid with her, I started binge watching Teal vids till my eyes hurt. KEEP IT UP
Went to Teal Swan workshop! it was off the hook son!
I've always identified with villains and underdogs also. That was a role foisted on me by my mother.
I only just realized last week that I am like Mr. Glass in Unbreakable. Chronically ill from birth and getting broken over and over again. Misunderstood. Complex. And likely to end up in an institute if anyone ever got a glimpse of my inner world.
Fun and informative video, thanks guys ☝
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00:00 🕵 Shadow work involves delving into the unconscious aspects of the mind.
02:23 🚪 Shadow work involves exploring unknown aspects of oneself, often through emotional reactions.
04:57 🧠 Anxiety often indicates subconscious issues needing resolution.
07:30 🎭 Movie character identification can reveal subconscious patterns and coping mechanisms.
10:38 📽 Identifying with movie characters can stem from childhood experiences and family dynamics.
14:33 💡 Recognizing defense mechanisms can lead to deeper understanding and growth.
16:26 🔥 Seeking shock and unpredictability may stem from a desire for uniqueness and importance.
17:56 🔄 Facing lasting changes instead of short-term fixes is pivotal for personal growth.
18:13 🤔 Fear of losing identity and acceptance can hinder personal transformation.
19:01 🚫 Suppression of aspects of oneself for social acceptance can lead to losing connections.
19:39 😅 Crisis often prompts deep inner change and a leap of faith into the unknown.
21:00 🤝 Trusting in meeting new people who resonate with personal growth is crucial.
21:18 🌊 Shadow work delves into uncharted territory of the subconscious, akin to deep-sea diving.
23:01 🔄 Socialization can cause a split from natural wholeness, leading to inner conflict.
23:55 💔 Trauma resolution leads to authentic self-expression and transformative change.
25:09 📉 Self-help often focuses on changing instead of realizing inherent wholeness.
25:22 🌟 Recognizing inherent wholeness dispels the illusion of inadequacy.
Hey Julien, Teal, I abolutely loved how you two came alive in this conversation. I related completely to Julien's story. The deepest impact that this video had on me was how I fuck things up, to experience a sense of being seen, acknowledged, cared for, accepted, loved, appreciated. I'm curious about using Ayahuasca, to identify patterns set through childhood trauma, that limit me today.
Love the dynamic flow of their conversation as well as the deep insights they both offer.
Great collaboration Julien. You and Teal have helped me understand myself better and better through every piece of content that shines a brighter light on the inner workings of consciousness, as a whole.
- Michael
Teal Swan has changed my life and I have never followed a teacher as long as I've followed her teachings
It's such a refreshing joy seeing a genuine transformation of a person. The feeling of authenticity when watching your journey is is unreal, it makes it more relatable than any self development content I've ever experienced. Thank you. Keep doing you.
Your channel is a god's gift to mankind.
no, it's his gift to mankind
+RnBandCrunk true af and I kinda like how it's not that popular makes me feel like I'm getting help no one else is
+RnBandCrunk it's the same thing. Julien = God.
Thanks so much for sharing this Julien! Her insight is amazing! Also props to you for making yourself vulnerable like this, it's really badass to see you bearing it all like that for her and us. Loving your content on this channel so so much. Stay epic :)
This is so weird that I started watching this. I've literally just came from writing an amazon review (something I never do) about a film I seen in 1995, I watched it again yesterday, it resonated with me so much that I had to tell people how much I appreciated it
So the film is "a little princess" where a girl (who's character "sarah" i adored because she was so resilient, brave, kind, aware, loving, smart and took risks, she also brought people together, she brought instant calm to others and could empathise even at the age of 9.
She was taken from her home in India to a boarding school in New York in ww1. I won't ruin the story incase anyone wants to watch it.
But I've just done the movie character excersise teal suggested and Sarah would be mine.
I loved her because although she was treated awfully, she would of accepted apologies and spread love, she never left her comrades, she was loyal, humble even though from a rich back ground, she was encouraging and took others pain away.
Her negatives were - she had no control over her situation, she was niave, she allowed herself to be taunted and bullied by her "mother figure" and bully sister.
She felt abandoned by her father, and so hurt by how horrible people can be. At some points she was completely alone.
Now this is scarely accurate to me and my life.
For once I'm going to show some confidence about myself and say I am Sarah. I am all the things Sarah is, I'm told all the time I have a calming vibe (even though I have adhd haha) I put everyone before me, I am a registered nurse, i take care of my friends, I let people know when I appreciate them, I am generous, open minded, always ready to learn, I know how to get the best version of someone out, I make people laugh.
Now my negatives. I have a sociopath mother and a bully sister, two fathers who really wanted nothing to do with me.
Parents functioning alcoholics that never wanted me there, I was handed money instead of love and handed to anyone who would take me.
I was given type one diabetes
Adhd, no thyroid and severe depression from around the age of 3.
I have been neglected by my parents, in hospital so many times with diabetes related issues that i was expected to control on my own while they went and drank.
My middle sister was always golden child.
My mother was a downright bully and my father no better. Years of witnessing them in comas or violence.
Mother was obsessed with my weight, I was her dolly to dress up and show off at parties, the next day I didn't exist.
I always wondered why everyone loved their parents but I couldn't stand mine.
Jump to 2022 - I can no longer work as a nurse as my adhd ocd and depression are so bad. I have ended up completely alone with no one, I am convinced I annoy everyone with my health issues, I never eat - I go days with out eating cause I don't deserve it, and and that I've aged so much if anyone I knew saw me, they'd think I look disgusting. Just the way my mother did. So I avoid everyone because no one would ever want to deal with me and my shit. Every ex I've had has seen me coning a mile off and have been abusive.
Teal - I really hope you read this and can give me some advice on how I even begin shadow work.
Before anyone gets too concerned, I am seen by mental health professionals to tackle adhd and depression.
Wow what a novel! 😅
The fact these two collabed just like shakes my world. If I could get both of them in the room at the same time...man I don't think I could keep up lol. Two very inspirational people here whove positively impacted many many lives.
Teal AND Julien??? That`s gonna be gold!!!
shadow work is essential for feeling true wholeness & happness.❤
Hey julian! Ive been watching your videos for a while now since RSD, and I can see and feel a complete change in you. I feel the happiness and wisdom shine through your eyes. I have a question for you: Once you found these unhealthy unconscious beliefs, how did you decide to not believe these things?
Evan Nagao Great question! I am trying to find out the same thing.
I didn't know about this collaboration. When I watched Teal's videos I immediately reconnected her content with Julien's. I was surprised Julien hadn't mentioned her.. but here it is!
Paused many times to ask myself the same questions. Wrote everything down. This helped me a lot. Thank you so much for sharing!
You're so welcome! If you want to go even deeper, check out Transformation Mastery btw: www.julienhimself.com/8p
LOVE TEAL. LOVE JULIEN. love this video. love.
Right?! I freaked out the first time they did an interview, so happy to see them collaborate. Love 'em to death!
Wow, Julien.. i have no words. Teal Swan really impressed me when you did a video together last time but this time you guys took it to the next level.
She is right, the time I was at the worst is the time I was ready to do anything to do anything to get out of it, it made me open, more open
im having a similar story with julien, i can totally relate to his perspective. and when teal said revenge at 16:33 , triggered some part of me. thanks both of you!
Teal is so clever at deconstructing hidden aspects of self (ego)... a very humble presentation, way to #LeadByExample
love teal swan,and also you have learned a lot from both of you and Tyler,Been studying the enlightenment process too for a while,that road has taken me to different levels of thinking,really love it,Hope you keep doing more videos about the topic,for I know our society does need this knowledge,and the truth about what"Love" truly is,this concept alone can change the world,The explanation that indeed all we do need is...LOVE..
you can clearly tell that they are so into each other :)
teal actually just tends to have that flirty energy...but you could be right
Actually I feel more of a friendship vibe. When attractive and mature people get to know each other it's normal that there is some attraction between them. It doesn't mean that they are "so into each other".
Sounds like Teal's just doing her video as usual.
Paul F naturalness comes with attractive energy
People say that about everyone she does interviews with
It's always needing to relive that experience over and over. Get people into you, and then ending it so you can go over the experience again. PRetty damn interesting.
I love coming back to all teal interviews and soaking all the wisdom in all over again
Lol “it just becomes a disorder when they flip back and forth and don’t remember each other” 😂 that’s the perfect way to explain it.
I have the same success pop/sabotage thing too. This video is so good too. You guys are amazing together 😍 I wish you two would make a new one!!
Oh wow that's awesome because I love you both!!🙏🙏💞💞💞 I was actually contemplating doing some shadow work on me! Thank you!🙏🙏🙏👏👏👏🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾😍😍😍👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾🐢🐢🐢
I love this, it'd be great to see more videos with the two of you together.
Very clarifying video on how to understand and use shadow work. Thank you guys!
Absolutely a must watch. Shadow work being vital to true growth. Keep growing🌱 Love, and light😘
That's crazy. One scene from that movie that I'll always remember is where George runs with the horses and the girls admire him. That scene fascinated me. The psychological phenomena that took place there.
Thanks for opening up. We all appreciate your genuine journey recorded live. Thank you.
I love the way your looking at her and how she sees but doesn't make it awkward I freaking love it 💖 2 amazing humans
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Love that Teal has influenced your work! It actually makes sense with both of your bold/don't give a f persona's, which I always loved ❤ in regards to the shadow/inner work - I always wonder how much of it is even ours or from this lifetime or collective societal work, because it can feel a lot for one person and it doesn't justify someone's short life experience yet deep pain, and meanwhile others are absolute clueless lol
I'm dealing with some deep Inner issues (self-love mainly). I am so lucky to have found about Teal through Julien.
Also got into David Hawkins's work, also thanks to Julien.
when she said it becomes too painful and doesn’t matter who you lose or if friends are on the other side. I literally did not even think about it I’d have friends post integration and shadow work.
Eeeeek I don't know I may have wached this before I followed Julian's stuff. But now after appreciating his content Its interesting to see what questions he is asking teal. And thier interaction.
Such an amazing video to watch, now 7 years later after both of them grow so much in the public eye! :)
Great video Julien! I enjoy these collaborations you're putting out
Picked up The Completion Process, I'll have it tomorrow! Can't wait!!! 🙂
i love your chemistry and the content is gooooooooood
I started to cry in from this part onwards 10:37 cuz everything he said is what I have felt exactly the same way my whole life and I couldn't put into words I have childhood trauma I do my inner child healing and shadow work pretty much everyday but this deep set trauma just takes alot of time and trials to heal and I am glad someone felt what I have felt my whole life it's heartbreaking and liberating at the same time. Thank you Julien and Teal always sharing such good content with us thank you for this i needed this today have been feeling terrible past few weeks this helps thank you again 🙏🏻
thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your experience for the exemple of shadow work!!
you know this is why I like RSD. Like in the intro audio you get from signing up for RSD Tyler talks about cold approach pickup is basically a fast track for self development with the biggest rewards. Just like when Teal talks about using emotion/emotional resistance to identify where the work is and using it as a signal to move toward it, face it, and move through it for growth and the rewards it brings. This hobby/life is just doing that 24/7 then testing it/yourself against what can be the most difficult social interactions and test for the ego - getting sex
This piece was great. Thanks for being vulnerable, honest, and awesome.
I liked your last collaboration and this one was really good too, nice job.
Great post you two, keep up the hard work! Always look forward to new content from you Julien! 🍻
Wow do I relate to Julien. I’ve seen myself as the villain as well. It’s come up consciously a few times but it’s also in my shadow.
Teal is the real deal. I like how they are able to avoid the awkwardness that is never far away in these settings. I get the desire to self sabotage, and I actually think, at least for my sake, it has to do with honoring your version of god, kind of sacrificing yourself to show that there is something greater than the mainstream. If it has to do with love for humans and the world or the desire to get to be "the messenger" ,I don't know. Could be both, because the kick of being the messenger could be an expression of wanting people to feel the joy of something deeper in life, like an excuse or a symbol. Or maybe it's something as plain and scientific that shock and chaos has a lot of energy and friction in it, and if you know how to "pop" the energy bubbles, you may feast on the fruit burst.
- I know exactly - EXACTLY - what you mean... Wow.
I found out I have always compared myself to characters like The hulk, not necessery by being angry, but being on my own, "cursed" and maybe some day stumble over a girl that knows how to calm me down and quiet my mind. And when I finally meet a girl who does that, i'm constantly being a challange for the girl that push her to a tipping point in our relationship.
Came here for shadow work...left with some informative instructions and also wanting Teals earrings. Thanks guys! ;)
Wait! my fav two people on here 🤗
I can relate to the whole idea of wanting to be the bad guy and self sabotaging myself. I hope you know this video helped me tremendously.
After watching this a few times, I had an epiphany that I identify a lot with Norman from the movie "Fury." I have always felt like the timid kid who was overwhelmed and shocked by the world. But, that more intense form of suffering leads to greater enlightenment in the end when he is the one who sways his friends into fighting for what is right.
Julien and eckhart tolle collab would be sooooo sick!!!
Good stuff man, liked your questions. I'm glad to have found a Teal Swan interview about shadow work in the context of the whole "getting better with women" stuff. The conclusion was spot on.
If Julien would ever settle down with someone, it should be with Teal.
Yea they seem like a good match if they're both straight that is, lol
She's married as far as I know
Samir Patnaik she isn’t married anymore
@@illillyillyo but now Julien is
Us empaths are like this is interesting, but why do I feel this push/pull attraction? 😅
I feel like i can relate to Juliens ”shadow” but think its related to fear of failure rather then need for drama. By choosing to fail you are in control, and you actually didnt ”fail” becouse you are a failure but becouse you choose to. You will never know if you were actually capable of acheiving your full potential, and creating a mystery around it wich attracts attention.
Loved this video didn't know who Julien was before watching this, until I watched another of his videos... got a lot out of this thank you teal and julien
yay! new teal interview!
you totally hooked me to leave a comment because you are going to read it! as a creator myself I thank you so much for the TIP! I really enjoyed the video and than you for your openness and honesty it was so useful for me to understand my own family dynamics! God bless! and thank you Teal!
Powerful work. 🔥 Thank you both🙏💫
I love teal swan
Thankyou for doing colab with her ❤
Nice one, thanks for doing this you two :) Love this format
I so identified with your story about not wanting things to be too perfect and cheesy - I know that feeling that the sad or unresolved stories seem so much more "real" and the anti hero/heroine are so much more cool and interesting than the typical good guy/girl. Thanks for sharing that Cheers!
Dude...just BADASS! Thanks for sharing! :)
Seeing their chemistry on camera is so reviving
23:00 - 23:15 Damn I don't know what i exactly felt at that moment but i was like she hit a point I and society suppressed for way to long. Thanks for sharing.
Very smart, very open minded and very helpful on so many lvls i see myself in alot of things already, I will check it out for myself thanks a lot!✌ we cant change the world without changing our selfs
God, I can tell this beautiful soul anything about myself knowing in the end I will remember that I am whole. Again, thank you Teal for being who your are and thank you Julien for sharing your life experience
I was listening again.
You mentioned if the trauma was in the past - anything you do now doesn’t help. You have to go back.
I instinctively thought about doc from back to the future - the 3rd movie?? When they had to go back to 1955 and not allow biff to get the almanac.
This made so much sense to me. I wanted to share - in case it made sense to anyone else.
It makes sense. The essence of 'inner' time travel. The really screwy thing about the mind is that changing the past inside really does work in the present, outside. Weird!
I always identify with the character of a servent who is smart and know secrets, the person who always quite but overshadowed by the king/owner etc, in my friendships i was the friend that people come for advice and i seem to have solutions to all problems however people who want to he friends with my always want to be the center of attention and used me so they can standout, why i start to gain attention suddenly they cant be with me anymore cause now im overshadowing them, it was a hard pill to swallow that i like to live behind the scenes and avoid the spotlight to avoid the responsibility and judgment that come with it, even in school and jobs i don’t want to be the loser but not the best, funny im middle child
This was great dialogue, thank you, the information.... really resonated. Thank you again for providing this venue for those seeking understanding by providing quality information.
thanks for sharing - i can relate a lot to Julien's role and the need to self sabotage without even thinking about it -- It doesn't fit my reality if everything is complete as it is -- great talk!
thank you so much for having teal on again today. the heroine and villain lol love you guys
Wow! I love this video, it contains golden values, Thank you so much! :)
I'm very interested in studying this further in order for me to attend a training and better facilitate the shadow work process within the non-prop I belong to.
Thank you, Charlie.
Jung has a lot to say about the shadow, as well.
I love the movie thing! My childhood favourites are always misunderstood children...totally makes sense.
I just love teal and the completion process. Thanks for this video.. very awesome you sharing your vunerability .
Agree with most things. Even that a guy can start a conversation more easily by analyzing traumas but it's important to keep the fact in mind, that it's human to be excited/nervous when meeting a very beautiful women and vice versa. Not because of a lack of self-esteem but because none can control the outcome completely. One could say that it doesn't matter but if you really want to be with that person it's only human. Otherwise you would live a life without emotions.
Thank you Julien! I loved the interview with Teal Swan! I can’t wait to meet her one day!
Damn i love these two people.. they are so raw 😂❤
Very helpful. Thanks
Wow such an interesting informative video❤️❤️
Love Teal Swan. Thanks for the video Julien.
My identity goes all over the place.
It went from fun, dark, dominant, superstar, devil may care, narcissistic, and tortured with an inner sweetness, kindness, and empathy with the darkness to protect it.
After my breakup
Now its struggling, trying to get it, old wise kind soul, deep understanding of the mind, or getting it but not having the courage to express myself. Not feeling like what I have is good enough.
I love this conversation. It is super helpful!
wowww i relate to every bit of that conversation, its like shes talkin to me directly. we have the same issues julien lol. teal is just amazing!