For more than 25 years i battled with this scrupulosity. From a christian perspective the question that pops up always is: am I TRULY saved? Am I a TRUE child of God? Was my repentance real or not? I feel numb. I blocked my feelings or at least I try. I like to play videogames and at times i wonder if I'll be punished for it so i abstain for days from doing it. So many things to say. With or without my games other things would become a constant question. Like i said it has been well over 25 or 30 years dealing with this torment.
Get to know Yahweh most high, understand his standards and try to live by them. Like a disappointing child, you may feel disconnected from the Father, but repentance is available for reconnection.
Hey Nate. I hope you’re well.
For more than 25 years i battled with this scrupulosity. From a christian perspective the question that pops up always is: am I TRULY saved? Am I a TRUE child of God? Was my repentance real or not? I feel numb. I blocked my feelings or at least I try. I like to play videogames and at times i wonder if I'll be punished for it so i abstain for days from doing it. So many things to say. With or without my games other things would become a constant question. Like i said it has been well over 25 or 30 years dealing with this torment.
Get to know Yahweh most high, understand his standards and try to live by them. Like a disappointing child, you may feel disconnected from the Father, but repentance is available for reconnection.