I Only Felt Good About Myself When I Threw Up
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“I was always insecure about how I look”
The story of my life
Galaxy Unicats I’m going out with my friends soon, and I’m actually scared cause they all want pictures but, I’m too insecure😔
So true
Some people can hate the way they look, but eating disorders can intensify those insecurities. I would like to believe that eating disorders are the results of brain waves being fired incorrectly, just like depression. There's a BrainPOP movie about depression, and I recommend you watch it for yourself to see what I mean.
Me: *breathes*
Scale: *_You have gained 5 pounds_*
*I do*
I know right?...😂😂🤣
Me *looks at chocolate* scale: only one person at once pleaseee
I Get Scared Of Schools Weighting You And People Watching
@@JustMe-rn5xm This morning I realized that I have no longer milk in the fridge but thanks to my mom she buys two different kinds of milk. But before I put one of them in the fridge I check it first. Which one gains more weight and then I see that the blue one doesn't gain more weight if you drink them so I put it in the fridge. I don't even know why I check it-
Anybody here try to loose weight but end up eating 5 chocolates, 8 cups of ramen noodles, and drink so much soda? XD
Relatable I'm fat..
Jaselin Me! but not 8 cups of ramen noodles because I injured my finger.
Me as a 12 year old kid I tryed
Honestly, I’m trying to gain weight, not lose it
Meeeeeeeeeee
Title: “I couldn’t stop gaining weight no matter what I did”
Me: “I couldn’t stop playing minecraft no matter what I did”
Same👌👌👌👌👌👌👌
Yup same
👌🤣
here i am sitting on the sofa, taking a brief break from my daily minecraft session...
I was literally playing Minecraft 5 minutes ago-
"I can't stop gaining weight no matter what I did"
The story of my life.
Edit : omg, sooo many likes! Thank you! There are so many replies as well xD I can't reply to everyone but here's a message, love yourself, you're beautiful, everyone is beautiful.
This is mine aswell
How much do you weigh?
@@Qtipatootie 38 kilos ;-;
@Unii Co 1.36cm, ok... This is embarrassing... I gtg-
I'm 50kilo and152cm.tall well this is embarrassing 😅😅😅😅😅
Steady weight gain can, most often than not, be traced to mental issues.
Feeling lonely or empty inside, seeking validation and love from outwardly.
*Love and happiness comes within.*
You are so inspirational. Wow. 😂
Why do I always find you lol
Why do I always see your comments in every video I watch 😂😂
This is what I do, this is my work
I knew I’d see u here
Me: tries to starve self.
Mom: *BISH DONT YOU DARE LEAVE TO SCHOOL WITHOUT EATIN BREAKFAST!*
Wait , are you really doing this???
At least your mum cares about you...
*crawls away like a hermit*
She's right don't starve yourself it's bad for your health !!
I know the feeling.
I feel this on a personal level
why does her nose keep on changing shape
😂
Thanks now I can’t unsee it
Lol
ᵞᴼᵁᴿ ᴱᵛᴱᴿᵞ ᵂᴴᴱᴿᴱ
@S. C. Woah how do you type like that
"I can't stop gaining weight no matter what I did"
The story of my life literally
Edit: omg thx for the likes! This is the most I gotten before! (Bad grammar sorry)
Tamar Chloe Texting hmm wonder where I heard this comment from
Tamar Chloe Texting copied comment typical 🙄
Tamar Chloe Texting copycat
@Kyra Verheye Sorry I just didn't know there was an exact comment like that
Tamar Chloe Texting yes u did
Her: “you are more than what you weigh”
Me: Well I must be worth a fortune
😭
If only my mom was like this. I have been anorexic for 2 years, but all my mom did was just scold me and ridicule me. I know she cares, but all she does is scold me and call me a freak. I've never seen a professional because of this, and I'm anorexic until today. I wish the best for those who have eating disorders, and you get the help you need 💕❤️
My mom never made fun of me for my eating problems - she just cried about it. I understand it's hard seeing your kid struggle with food, but if she would've stepped up and gotten me help when I first showed signs of eating issues when I was 12 instead of just crying, I would've been better off.
Your mom is an abusive person. You need to stay away from her and find help in some other people.
if I told my mom she would do the same thing
I’m sorry to here that! I wish you the best in your recovery ❤️🩹
Same
Girl: *I starved myself*
Me: *I cant go a day without eating*
Rorie and Dakota same lol
I just eat all day long, and in the space of about 3-4 months I’ve gained 1kg
Demon Cat Gaming 22 imma just look up how much that is
my friends force food down my throat at lunch
i don't have much of a choice
Starving myself right now (extremely sick) and if I eat I just throw up even if I have one chip I will throw up, if I drink a sip of water I also throw up, it's so bad and I'm so hungry
Girl: my thighs are touching
This Generation: *THICC*
Idiots. My ass is small so ik not thicc, im ugly and a brat who likes to talk back. I mean i dont even like myself soo
@@kinga6565 Its ok.
@@kinga6565 omgg girl LOVE YOURSELF
Btw y'all, thick doesn't always mean having a big butt. Idk y y'all think it is. U can literally be a toothpick and have a huge ass. My friend is thin asl but her but is huge. Ppl say that she looks like an upside down question mark.
@@kinga6565 same
I'm so happy recently i finally got a six pack!
Of coke in the fridge xox
You always comment on every video lmaoo
@Elizabeth Gacha Wolf
Yeah! Who's your bias?
@Elizabeth Gacha Wolf
Jin a.k.a Kim Seokjin a.k.a Worldwide Handsome🤣
@Elizabeth Gacha Wolf
Sorry I'm weird😔🤣
😂😂😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😂😁😁
OMG!That thing of no matter how hard I try nobody notices me,DAMN it hit me hard.
Her: “I Couldn’t Stop Gaining Weight No Matter What I Did”
Me: “I Couldn’t Stop Gaining Height No Matter What I Did”
*and yes, i’m taller than my mom*
Sapphire The Fox really I’m a midget I’m shorter than everyone in my family and most of my friends
I need to stop procrastinating, pay me then
Sapphire The Fox yo mama short
Sapphire The Fox wow same
Elizabeth Gacha Wolf, like 155cm i guess :T
Old title: I can't stop gaining weight no matter what I did
New title: I only feel good about myself when I through up
Thanks
@@manoelavieira5909 yh no problem
"i gained weight and i couldn't be happier" i heard this was a title before too, so here 😜💖
@@cici-tl9kq ok
proof that the stories are fake
"At first I was just starving myself." How casually that sentence came out of her mouth...
The reason why nobody cared or noticed, it’s because they like you just the way you are♡
I’ve gained nearly 30 pounds in 4 months. I recently was going through old photos in my phone and found a picture from the last restriction diet I did. I was 40 pounds lighter than I am now. I just want to dive back in, lose the weight and be skinny again.
I’ve been throwing up my meals for 5 years now. And it’s making a massive comeback.
Please watch ,,the photo everyone with an eating disorder should see" on RUclips. IT! WILL! SAVE! YOUR! LIVE! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Girl: “I starved myself for 7 days”
Me: **skips lunch** IM DYING INSIDE I NEED FOOD (based on a true event)
Ella Travels I skip breakfast not lunch
Me
Dude I would get my ass slapped if I skipped any meal. Like my parents would beat tf outta me and get super pissed if I skipped dinner or lunch or even breakfast.
Please can someone be my ana coach or add me to a Pro Ana group chat. Im soooooo desperate to loose weight and ill do anything to be skinny. I'm 13 yrs old,5'3feet/160cm and 133lbs/60kg.
@@theelaetitiamugala no please don’t do this pro Ana Is not the answer you are beautiful please don’t do it
Hi guys hope you all have had a great day 💕
no
Yup yup
Whenever we are incapable of finding answers
within, we tend to seek them without.
*The truth is always found inwardly.*
O'SSÉIN - Master Your Mind With Me 😑I always saw you in every video comment
i'm proud of her, even if i don't know her. not everyone is able to realize what's happening and that it's not right. they get blinded by wanting to get thinner.
When you are on a diet but then you end up eating 10 chocolate, 5 burgers, and like 8 sodas 😂😂
Postal Annex San Marcos ikr hahahahh Lol😂
m o o d
yup, i love *eating* soda
**eats soda**
**drinks 10 burgers and 20 chocolate bars**
yes, binge eating disorder, woohoo!!!
The worst part is we go through problems like this, and we’re constantly told about how we’re making taxes go up by simply existing.
I hope Minutevideos keep making these types of videos. These really motivate me to love myself for who I am and become healthier at the same time. 😊
I want to starve myself but my mother won't let me skip a single meal
SAME
Don't
@@hi-ch3st why are you giving them advice on how to starve themselves?
@@hi-ch3st 1. Skipping meals makes your metabolism slower.
2. Wth is wrong with you. It's not okay to share Pro anorexia "tips" lmao. Stop doing that!
Sry for my bad English 😾😾
Gay biach
that comment was over a year ago! i was a whole child then-
back then i was going through a whole mental crisis and i forgot i even ever commented something like that but looking back, im disappointed in my younger self! thank you for replying to it because now imma delete it, i dont want anyone to get ideas from it :((
super sorry that i commented that in the first place!!
Me: I can’t gain weight no matter what I do.
This is also a big problem. Many people ask me if I‘m sick or something just because I‘m too thin☹️
@Ana Marija Babaja Its actually a problem. Like some people having problem with losing weight and some people have problems with gaing weight. Think about it that some people just asks you if you are sick because you are thin
Same 😭
123 123 no no being skinny as a kid is normal
Fancy TWICE I know it’s not a good thing but at least you can eat whatever you want.
Fancy TWICE no your just lucky and have a high metabolism
girls in my school: *eat a lot junk food but only gain 1 pound*
me: *drinks water and gains 25 pounds*
Well, kind woman, everyone loves you no matter what weight you are! 💓
I can relate to this soo well. I developed anorexia when I was 11, I really fucked my body up really bad I was never fat I was always pretty skinny but eating disorders aren't in the body they r in the mind. I'm 18 now and I still struggle with food everyday I still have to force myself to eat to survive but I'm very proud of the progress I've made and I hope to get better one day.
I'm annyoed by the long noses in this animation
Castiel Winchester we don’t care
That's cause their all lying 🤣
Princess Awura
"we", I think you meant "I don't care" because I care.
Unless you're calling me not a person, Lol.
*Ever heard of pinocchio*
Cuz they have a nose that shows that they r lyin
Who else is like: ok today ima not eat too much and I’m gonna be healthy...
Your healthy diet
Chocolate
Sweetes
Burger
Chips
And more...
😬
@Bear Power thats how im tryna be
Me😢😢😦
Ehhh it's half health half junk and I'm still a stick
why tf are you commenting this on a video about eating disorders dude... it’s just as bad as going on a binge ed video and commenting about how your diet is way less in calories than theirs
Yesss
"I hated how I looked."
Me: *_Proceeds to slowly and dramatically look at KFC chicken bone in my hand._*
Girl:I starved myself
Me:I can't stay 4 hours without food even Tho i am fat !😐(눈‸눈)
Ayasha Same
Love yourself the way you are and we all have your back no matter what religion you are or race or how much you weigh
I never step on scales for the possibility of me gaining wait and get disappointed
Katty03 17 Me
I watched this a while ago with no thought, now I’m struggling just like her. Hope I dont purge
I love how this channel is able to address these issues with respect. Unlike actually happen. F them
This is actually inspiring lol
yea if you like watch u til she opens up to her mother you could basically learn a lot and get inspired
"I Can't Stop Gaining Weight No Matter What I Did"
- *less than an hour later* -
"I Gained Weight and I Couldn't Be Happier"
You guys really abuse the system.
Edit: A half hour later and we're back to the original thumbnail and title! Unreal!
omg it changed again
I’ve seen so many people in the comments assuming it was something else. When I saw the title my mind went straight to bulimia
Gurl I'm younger then u and weighs 150.
Not the average weight of a 13-14 year old, but I don't like the term fat cause I'm not fat but I'm a curvy thick latina
Ok parez i see u lmao
i am 138 pounds and 13- 14 yrs old let's go my curvy thick Latino friend (btw i eat heathly i am just tall )
@@crabby6159 yAssss mija
Thicc
im 13 and I’m 100 pounds, I am underweight lmao
😭😭😭😢😢🥺🥺😩 I have the same problem but I have friends that support me
I’m glad that you got help and are doing better
5:14 my mum would shout that I’m being dramatic and have a go at me for not being trusted to eat meals XD anyone else?
Y E S
it hurts
My mom screamed at me when she found my calorie count journal and I was eating under 300 and she said its my fault and I chose to live like that
@@heathermcginley807 I think its your fault
@@meahdahlgren5875
Dude what’s your problem?
It’s a mental health problem. It’s not their fault
@@help6691 🥥🥥🥥🥥🥥
I feel like I’m not thin enough and I feel like starving myself
Her: I CANNOT STOP Gainig Weight no matter what I do
Me: I cant stop breathing no matter what I do
Me: i want to starve myself! STARVE MYSELF!
MOM: oh there u are, i already prepared your favorite dish come on lets eat
😂😂😂😂i cant resist my mom's food😁😂😂😂😂😂
OMG I WAS CHECKING ALL DAY WAITING!!! FINALLY AN UPLOAD!!!☺️❤
Why do I watch these videos and trigger myself but somehow i cant tear myself away from them. It's almost satisfying.
I'm eating a packet of chips while watching this.😳
My friend from school became an anorexic in middle school. It all started in 7th grade when she started making a lot of self deprecating jokes about her weight. I didn't think much of that cause that's a normal thing a lot of my friends did but the jokes came more and more and started to turn into comments about herself. I started to get worried so whenever she made a comment I'd tell her she looked beautiful and healthy. Then summer came around and then 8th grade. We had science class together again so we were always partners. I realized shed had lost some weight but I didn't say anything cause I didn't want to make it seem like she wasn't pretty before. Then my one of our friends came up to me alone and told me she was worried about her. She said the comments about herself got worse and in their dance class she would always talk about how she needs a thigh gap and thinner thighs and slim stomach. My friend said she's realized she hasn't been eating a lot either and was really worried. I told my friend that I was worried too and that the best thing we could do is be there for her. Then randomly about 2 months into school she was gone. I got really worried and rumors began to spread that she'd died from not eating or was in the hospital for anorexia. I got very worried so I hit her up on social media and she was fine (thank god) and that she was gonna be gone for a while. Towards the last few months of school she came back. She'd got more weight on her bones which seemed like a good sign. I didn't bring up the rumors because I didn't think I needed to bombard with insanity but she'd already heard about them. She asked me if I thought they were true and I said "I don't know. I was worried but if they aren't you then they can't say what you're going through". She told me it was true (except for the dying part) and told me that she didn't realize she had a problem until she ended up in the hospital. She'd went away to a therapy place in San Francisco and was working on get herself healthy again. I old her if she ever needed to vent to anyone I'd help. If you know someone or suspect someone over having an eating disorder please do all you can to help them even if all you can do is offer support.
I’m in recovery from a number of different eating disorders, and I can’t begin to explain how hard it is, first of all to EAT, second to actually keep it down. I’m not that far into my recovery and it is so hard for me to be happy with myself. No, I’m not skin and bones, but something in my mind is telling me that I have to be. Constant voice in my head telling me that I’m not good enough, and no one will love me because I’m too fat. I can’t eat anything without excessive exercise and if I look at my reflection too long, I’ll crumble into tears. I’m trying really hard to love myself, and I just want you to know, that if you’re going through the same thing, you’re not alone ❤️
My main question is:
How many times will they change the video's title
It took her 2 years to loose 94 pounds but then she took 5 years to gain the weight back🤔
Yeah , it takes a long time , because when we do something very often with our body , our body wants to remake the thing , so if she (very often) throw up for losing more and more weight , then her body remake the same scene very often don't matter what she eat , so it toke a long time to take her healf back
Thanks for the motivation 🥰
"Desire to become smaller" says it all.
It's so sad to understand every word said... And even worse every action made...
“I can’t stop gaining weight no matter what I did” I wanna relate😩
*This story reminds me*
of that one depressing video, _"Why I Don't Have a Face Reveal"_ from Jaiden Animations
It hits home a lot
i thought about it aswell
I grew up in a community where no one body shame others ain't lying it's pretty crazy I have a fat belly me and my friends always make jokes about it cuz it's a part of me I realized that it's what makes me feel comfortable in my body
lol same i used to purge and restrict. its been 4 months since treatment. im doing better, but this also triggers me and motivates me to lose weight. to anyone struggling, please get help and also know that you're gorgeous. you are strong, resilient, and most of all, vulnerable. let yourself cry. allow yourself to be happy. experience life. nothing will be perfect. you will have hard days and bad thoughts. but, we're gonna kick this eating disorder's ass!!! have an awesome day, beautiful soul.
But... I’m not gorgeous... anyways I hope you’re ok!
I couldn't stop having period cramps no matter what I did
Don’t starve yourself, there are plenty of healthy foods like salads, vegetables, fruits. You can also work out. It’s okay to be overweight but if you DO want to lose weight, don’t be underweight. Because being both too skinny and too chubby could kill you.
I can't stop watching Netflix no matter what I did.
Why do I feel this SO MUCH
Oh looks like I’m early I should say something...
Creeper, aww man.
SO WE BACK IN THE MINE, GOT OUR PICKAXE SWINGING FROM SIDE TO SIDE, SIDE SIDE TO SIDE
THIS TASK, A GRUELING ONE ..
Bacon Oof HOPE TO FIND SOME DIAMONDS TONIGHT NUGHT NIGHT
@@keepsmilinglittlemax1244 HEAAAADS UP
YOU HEAR A SOUND TURN AROUND AND LOOOOOOK UP
" and i can still see my thighs touching "
me: thick thicks save lives
You Guys are so good at drawing and animating u guys r my next favorite youtber!
Are you 6? No offense.
It worked for me lol 😂 the cals counting.
Title: “I couldn’t stop gaining weight no matter what I did”
Title edited: “I felt Good About Myself When I Threw Up
Not only My Story Animated edits their titles of their videos, but MinuteVideos does too!
yeah, i don’t have a scale but back in july, i went to a relatives house and they had one. i gained a lot of weight and i was hyperventilating, no joke. i think that was my first panic attack about my weight. i usually get really stressed about my weight but i’ve never panicked like that.
I love this video so much 😢 I have same problem....but I realized I love my self not just how much I weigh 😇
1:00
She’s 214, and 17.
I’m 245, and 14. I hate that
god machine broke thanks bro
It's kinda the opposite for me, I would eat alot to gain weight but I'd throwup us since I ate too much. I've been bullied of my weight cus "I look like a skeleton" "bag of sticks" "flat" "no boob no butt" "are you really a girl?"
Now I've accepted myself, please don't change yourself for others, do what you love and please stay healthy.
U try to eat less and less but then you go to get grocery’s
Me: decide to start water fasting.
Mom: cooking like a 5 star chef.
Hey you! Yea you reading the comments, have a wonderful day! I hope you get through the challenges you face and have/get the support you need😊
Hello, my name is ####### and this is my story.
I grew up being a very skinny girl. I loved all the attention I would get from my friends about being SO thin and SO skinny. It just made me feel beautiful 🙂 When I started to get older and go threw puberty I noticed my legs where getting bigger and my chest was as well and well I was not as skinny as I used to be. So then I always started to say to myself “I need to go on a diet” I tried to eat only 3 meals a day no junk food or food with salt higher then 5%. I looked in the mirror and just stared at myself saying in my head that I was ugly and fat and no boy would ever love me. Now I am 12 years old and 84 pounds. I have to watch these types of videos to stop myself from stopping eating all together. It makes me aware that if I do stop eating there are bad things that can happen to my body. Nobody knows about this so let’s just keep it out little secret 🙂
Everyone should love themselves ❤️
Thanks for giving me ideas
Honestly, not the best ideas from this video
I'm doing that it's like 2 years and no one know anything about it and I can't stop
sounds about right
The diagnosis she got isn't adding up. Bulimia is characterized by eating large amounts of food in a short period of tme and self induced riddance ( via thorough laxative abuse, purging etc) What she had or has is Purge Type Anorexia
Actually you don’t need to binge, bulimia is just when you get food out of your system. Purging, really excessive workout to the point where it isn’t healthy and you might faint, you don’t need to binge.
@4:48.. i really thought she was gonna say..
"It wasnt my body that is the problem, it was....... my face" 😂😂😂😂😂
my best friend’s brother has the opposite problem. He keeps losing weight no matter how much he eats. He’s seen doctors and they don’t know what to do. I pray for his health and hope he gets better 🙏
I feel bad for her
1:00
*nice f e e t*
WOW!
That stuff was no joke!
Fear of not looking perfect is something that must be fought!
No one is perfect, but everyone can be healthy!
Not by starving, but by adopting a better life style!
Train in a good martial art, and eat better!
That will help!
... wow, this is so... relatable
They changed titles!
"I only felt good about myself when I threw up"
"I can't stop gaining weight no matter what I did"
Hmm..
This Story kinda sounds like Jaiden Animation's Story.
It kinda does...
Yes Girl Stay Determined
At the age of 13 I would binge and starve and then finally started to recover on my own around the age of 18
It's more self-esteem issue than anything else.
The girl in the video: "I only ate 1,200 calories in a day"
Me: Eats 100 calories in a day
Can you not comment that it's triggering to people with Ed's.
Me eat only ice
@Ploof Poof why
@Ploof Poof I have an ed
@Ploof Poof they why would they watch and ed video 😆
0:28 - 0:31
Basically my life in a span of 3 seconds
Me: I wanna lose weight
Mom: sToP lOoKiNg At YoUr PhOnE!