First Time Hearing Back to Black by Amy Winehouse | Suicide Survivor Reacts

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  • Опубликовано: 6 окт 2024
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    Having only known about Amy Winehouse because of her passing back in 2011, I have been curious for a very long time about her music. Heather Pinkston, my fabulous Patreon, finally pushed me to check her out. This is my first time hearing Back to Black from the album of the same name.
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  • @MentalAmanda
    @MentalAmanda  2 года назад +14

    💖Keep the mental health conversation going by sharing your story here in the comments. No matter where you are in your journey, you have a safe place here to share your struggles and accomplishments without judgment. This is how we shatter the mental health stigma.💖
    And if you need some direction and would like me to be your Happiness teacher, you can sign up for my Happiness Boost course here:
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    • @samhane301
      @samhane301 2 года назад +1

      One day better, one worse. Still work in progress... If Amy could have that option still too, sad that it ain't so...

    • @corneliusantonius3108
      @corneliusantonius3108 2 года назад

      Amy whinehouse is a Unicorn who choose the way we do not advocate my love.I have that Album on Vinyl.

    • @libraryfiles4470
      @libraryfiles4470 2 года назад

      Black is slang for heroine

  • @spawnthecrazy
    @spawnthecrazy 2 года назад +47

    Worst thing? She was crying for help the best way she knew how: Through song and everyone either laughed it up/about her or ignored her. Truly sad.

  • @nestorasbellas6604
    @nestorasbellas6604 2 года назад +25

    She was pure gold. Such a phenomenal talent, burnt from inside out.
    I guess people are feeling uncomfortable listening to her music, in a society that heavily promotes this "do what you want, no boundaries, no limits". That girl is there to remind to us all that there is a price to be paid and that makes so many people to just avoid listening to her.

    • @revylokesh1783
      @revylokesh1783 2 года назад +3

      The flame that burns twice as bright burns twice as fast.

    • @gerardquinn6637
      @gerardquinn6637 2 года назад +1

      SPOT ON. FIRST TIME I HEARD/SAW AMY WINEHOUSE VIDEO,BACK TO BLACK. I PRETTY MUCH WAS LIKE NO. THIS IS UNCOMFORTABLE., BUT OF COURSE THAT WAS BECAUSE I "KNEW" WHAT HER MUSIC WAS ABOUT. I CAN NOT GET ENOUGH OF HER. INDEED PRICES ARE TO BE PAID. WE SEE THIS AROUND THE WORLD TODAY. PRETTY FUCKING HOPELESS. WHEN HOPE IS ALL YOU HAVE.

  • @DairyAir
    @DairyAir 2 года назад +29

    Her song “rehab” says it all

    • @willcool713
      @willcool713 2 года назад +4

      Yet still an anthem to some of us. If I ever give up seeking new perspectives and horizons, shoot me there and then. Recreational drugs have a place.

    • @DairyAir
      @DairyAir 2 года назад +3

      @@willcool713 everything in moderation and prohibition never works. The Song is more about the fear of what is inside of the substance-abuse fog.

  • @niles8102
    @niles8102 8 месяцев назад +1

    I have a poster of her grammy win presented by Tony Bennett. I framed it with red roses, which amy wore in her iconic hairstyle for good luck. I am so stoked they made a biopic of her! I am hesitant to see it but I am sure she would have been so happy to get the recognition!

  • @DazzleMonroe
    @DazzleMonroe 2 года назад +3

    Hello sunshine. Firstly, power to you. Secondly, I weep every time I hear Amy sing. I lived not far from her in the mid 2000s, and regularly saw her in the pubs in Camden. She lit up the room when she walked in, and a strange quiet descended on Camden the day we heard she passed. Such a shame that nobody was there for her. She was surrounded by vultures and leeches. A beautiful talent snatched from the world.

  • @fingling8
    @fingling8 Месяц назад +1

    Wow that was really fresh. You saw things I haven't seen--the penny, the bum. She had no self-worth, yet sang better than anybody I've ever heard.

    • @fingling8
      @fingling8 Месяц назад

      yeah, been chasing a gal around for a decade. but she's a bit of a jerk, and I'm finally free ... stone-cold is not going to turn to lava.

  • @LScouser8
    @LScouser8 2 года назад +9

    Speaking of Black, have you ever had a listen to Pearl Jam’s Black? It’s a masterpiece. It’s about how one guys world just ends due to a breakup, rejection. It’s up there with Metallica for exploring the darkness. Don’t even do a video, just go listen but take a deep breath first.

  • @jefflucas653
    @jefflucas653 2 года назад +9

    Through all of her mental health and addiction struggles, I always admired her honesty. She told her story in her music, and she was so talented. If your looking for more of that honesty and good mental health advocacy, Tori Amos is great for that.

  • @HristinaNicole
    @HristinaNicole 2 года назад +9

    As a rap music fan Amy Winehouse has been one of the very few singers who touched deep into me

    • @SUCHROXWELL
      @SUCHROXWELL 2 года назад +2

      Well she was a massive hip hop fan herself and good friends with many rappers. Indeed, her albums were produced by two very talented hip hop producers, Salaam Remi and Mark Ronson.

  • @ridgebackdk
    @ridgebackdk 2 года назад +5

    back to black is back to darkness ,depression ... she said in an interview that its humour and also true lol.... amy never gets the credit for her writing .. she is a poet ...love is a losing game is a masterpiece... .. at the end she has the funeral for her heart ... !

  • @johnoconnor5259
    @johnoconnor5259 20 дней назад

    At the time of this video in the UK it was often interpreted that this was either, in reality or metaphorically, her murdering her ex or the memory of him.

  • @metalmark1214
    @metalmark1214 2 года назад +11

    I call on patrons and subscribers to request 1 of 4 spectacular songs for Amanda to react to. All are perfect for her channel. Pink - Perfect (the clean version), Alter Bridge - Blackbird, Tremonti - Marching in Time, Shinedown - Monsters. All offer a lot to discuss. Thanks

  • @bobbydelamar606
    @bobbydelamar606 Год назад +2

    She was so talented! This is sad and reminds me a little of Chester Bennington. Their lyrics were them screaming for help.

  • @Dgib88
    @Dgib88 2 года назад +1

    You make a lot of sense, which I didn't realise I needed to hear.

  • @AishaIsFabulous-x-
    @AishaIsFabulous-x- 2 года назад +3

    Great reaction. Subscribed. Amy was a rare gem. This is my one of my favourite songs of hers. Another is 'Love is a Losing Game', but her whole back-catalogue is amazing. Lots of Love from the UK 💜 -x-

  • @timcobb1752
    @timcobb1752 2 года назад +6

    My take on it, knowing what we know about amy today... The whole song is a metaphor about addiction.

    • @amywinehoe
      @amywinehoe 2 года назад +3

      That too, but it’s primarily based on her relationship with then boyfriend and later husband Blake Fielder Civil. She went “Back To Black” as a metaphor to her depression and drinking issues. A lot of people assume she was talking about drugs, but she didn’t consume hard drugs until she got back with him and they got married.
      He got her into hard drugs during that period of time, because he himself was a heavy drug addict who only went back with her after the sudden success of her album Back To Black. She was in love with him and was too blind too see how badly she was being manipulated and hurt by him. It’s a very sad story.

  • @Meine.Postma
    @Meine.Postma Год назад +1

    Addiction is a symptom not a cause. Back to black for me is back to depression

  • @texgarrett7158
    @texgarrett7158 2 года назад +6

    Tragic would be the only word i could think of to describe Amy Winehouse.

  • @craigleeper4164
    @craigleeper4164 2 года назад +8

    You know that I'm no good is quite similar to back to black

  • @rickjames2043
    @rickjames2043 2 года назад +5

    Well Amanda my happy bank is getting fuller. No more flashbacks and now the nightmares I have every night are not so vivid. I had one about my best friend getting wasted just a few feet away from me just outside Konar Afghanistan. I did not wake up with the sweats or yelling. Instead I woke with tears in my eyes because I miss him and the other guys I knew that died in that damn war. I am having normal emotions again for once. I now have more hope that these demons that have been in my head for almost 12 years are going back to Afghanistan where they belong!! The demons are dying off and I am starting to feel human again. Big hug little sister!!!
    SSG. Rick James U.S. Army (Ret.) 11 Bravo!!!

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 года назад +2

      I am literally sitting here crying on my keyboard, Rick. I am SO proud of you for holding on and am SO happy to hear about all of this progress! You will be SUCH a valuable story of hope for others who have seen battle.

    • @markwilken2492
      @markwilken2492 2 года назад

      Thanks for your service mate. Vale to the fallen.

  • @stormfire1995
    @stormfire1995 10 месяцев назад +1

    The song is about she relapse with herion after a breakup and talking about life is like a pipe and im a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside is a street term for a piece of crack cocaine . Black is a term for black tar herion is very deep

    • @pobstrel
      @pobstrel 8 месяцев назад

      When she wrote the song she hadn't tried heroin yet.

  • @m_i_s_t_a_h__j_
    @m_i_s_t_a_h__j_ 2 года назад +7

    Valerie is a fantastic song if you want to listen to more Amy Winehouse.

  • @davidgaps6589
    @davidgaps6589 2 года назад +2

    I have been in a relationship that was on and off because she had too many bad habits and could not leave the drama alone. I kept going back because I wanted to help, but I finally realized I couldn’t keep both of us afloat. I had to let go, or sink with her. One of the most painful decisions I’ve ever made.

  • @afsharlady
    @afsharlady 11 месяцев назад +1

    I appreciate where you're coming from and your recommendations are very good BUT you gave very little attention to Amy's amazing talent as a singer/artist. Her beautiful voice, amazing delivery, intention, and depth in her performance. Please listen to more of her music. She had problems but her music was a gift to the world.

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  10 месяцев назад +1

      I don't focus as much on the vocal range or delivery and such as there are many channels that do that. I specifically use music more to start a mental health conversation 😊

  • @robsellen
    @robsellen 2 года назад

    Found your channel tonight.. listened to two reactions.. immediately subscribed.. your insights are inspiring!!

  • @ruhiger69
    @ruhiger69 2 года назад

    it´s a pity we loose such a great voice

  • @glaight6362
    @glaight6362 2 года назад +4

    Interesting reaction. What about love? When you love someone it can be very hard to let go.

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 года назад +1

      Of course it can. I got divorced last year. Not because I didn't love him. That divorce was the biggest and most selfless act of love I could muster. Because I knew he wasn't happy and he deserved to be. Nothing I did was making him happy. In the end, we love each other more now, as friends, and can express that love in a much healthier way. We're both better off now. You can love someone without being with them. You can love someone from afar if necessary.

  • @sanbell6951
    @sanbell6951 Год назад

    I had to subscribe when you made the poop analogy.

  • @willcool713
    @willcool713 2 года назад +1

    Nice motivation for the channel.
    Might I recommend, The Fisher King, as a great movie for bringing up all sorts of deep and relevant topics of mental and social health. Brilliant, forgotten gem, imo.
    Peace.

  • @MZ-bl6wg
    @MZ-bl6wg 8 месяцев назад

    Rest in Peace Amy

  • @alipanroosendaal9503
    @alipanroosendaal9503 2 года назад +1

    All good.
    However, what did you think of the song?

  • @michaelgilreath1025
    @michaelgilreath1025 4 месяца назад

  • @Big_Mk
    @Big_Mk 11 месяцев назад

    Si si claro

  • @1lthrnk
    @1lthrnk 10 месяцев назад

    Listen to “rehab”it’s too bad she made the her decision to join the (27 club)

  • @timhall7939
    @timhall7939 Год назад

    Such a shame she’s dead! Such a talent like Kirt Cobain. 😐😐

  • @daveyxrblx2868
    @daveyxrblx2868 2 года назад

    Goosebumps

  • @uweschwarzbach6762
    @uweschwarzbach6762 2 года назад +4

    Hi Amanda, I have been following your music reactions for some time and do enjoy them.
    I have two recommendations for songs that do not pull any punches in hammering their messages home.
    The first one is Light me up by Kobra and the Lotus (ruclips.net/video/HRfSEEtzxug/видео.html).
    It's about child bullying and neglect. Prepare a box of tissues, a box of chocolates and a bottle of red wine for treatment. Play to the very end for messages by the band.
    It's also a test. People who do not feel this song or make silly comments like "other kids have it worse" are not to be trusted and best avoided.
    The second one is Eden by Battle Beast (ruclips.net/video/_hzssKb9940/видео.html).
    They're taking a stand for battered/abused women. And of course the silly, shallow part of humanity that didn't get the message had nothing better to comment than "Ew!" on the woman peeling off her scars. Strong messages do require strong images. On a lighter note: In the face of their singer Noora certain "men" will certainly experience shrinkage.
    I do hope you will in due course of time get around to these two videos.

  • @blacktavman1209
    @blacktavman1209 6 месяцев назад

    My dear, not everyone have the same feelings

  • @suzannejane1035
    @suzannejane1035 2 года назад +2

    Thank you. Amy's music resonates with me. I tried to kill myself in 2014 cos of my ex. Yes - settling for someone who was a narc tbh. My eyes have been so opened now.

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 года назад +1

      So glad you're still here and you know now that you deserve better!

  • @Big_Mk
    @Big_Mk 11 месяцев назад

    Después de un año te enteras

  • @kadathsmith
    @kadathsmith 2 года назад +1

    R.I.P to our Camden girl. We love you AMY.

  • @Big_Mk
    @Big_Mk 11 месяцев назад

    Y la canción?

  • @sergiomaiolo149
    @sergiomaiolo149 Год назад

    RIP

  • @Big_Mk
    @Big_Mk 11 месяцев назад

    A quien entrrieran?

  • @qwizzle78
    @qwizzle78 2 года назад

    u should check out the acoustic version to this and realise what a natural talent she was and so sad she passed way too soon, such a tragic life

  • @adamwest8256
    @adamwest8256 2 года назад

    Amanda, this is Adam again. Wish I had away to speak privately with you, but it is what it is. It's dark over here, but the light you give off helps a weary soul. You are doing a great service. I'm not sure if you've heard Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley and Alison Krauss. If not, it's a good insight to my state of mind.

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 года назад +1

      My email is in the desciption :)

  • @Big_Mk
    @Big_Mk 11 месяцев назад

    Y te lo crees

  • @Big_Mk
    @Big_Mk 11 месяцев назад

    Ah qien entirran es a ella

  • @suzannejane1035
    @suzannejane1035 2 года назад

    God love her, Amy's classic album Back To Black was full of this stuff - can't live with them can't live without. Thank God I got out of it, sadly she didn't in the sense that it still affected her. RIP to such a talented singer/songwriter.

  • @Big_Mk
    @Big_Mk 11 месяцев назад

    Tu te crees lo que dices

  • @rayhutchinson640
    @rayhutchinson640 2 года назад

    I loved the way you broke the tension of the dark mood at the end of the song by telling us how getting back together with an ex is like trying to put the poop back in! LOL Please consider reacting to 13-year-old Grace Vandewaal singing her original "Darkness Keeps Chasing Me". (She's normally very upbeat and goofy but sometimes darkness chases all of us!)

  • @DixieTrixx.
    @DixieTrixx. 2 года назад +1

    Lol i enjoyed this reaction

  • @elwray3506
    @elwray3506 2 года назад

    In a way, BLUR´s "No Distance Left To Run" would make a nice counterpart to Amy´s take on a relationship.

  • @KestrelAerial
    @KestrelAerial 2 года назад

    Life is a journey forward.

  • @davidgaps6589
    @davidgaps6589 2 года назад

    First, wow, agreed not the voice I expected. What a voice. Second, I adore your unfiltered passion in these videos. Third, I can’t understand why women go back, and this is why fathers and brothers go beat the crap out of those guys.

  • @canihavesome2591
    @canihavesome2591 2 года назад

    For all her looks and demeanour....she was so so fragile.....wore her heart on her sleeve, and was taken advantage of as a result.

  • @goatlady7761
    @goatlady7761 2 года назад

    Have a listen to kate bush and peter Gabriel's don't give up it always chases away 'the black dog' .

  • @baharakdas8049
    @baharakdas8049 2 года назад

    Please listen sena şener back to black cover

  • @mountainprecision875
    @mountainprecision875 2 года назад

    Song reaction please, Whole by Flaw. It’s old but a good one.

  • @georgemunteanu7904
    @georgemunteanu7904 2 года назад

    Please react to Citizen Soldier - Irreplaceable

  • @roberthart9743
    @roberthart9743 2 года назад

    Beth Hart, Am I the One, live . . .
    Beth made it through . . .

  • @elloguvna6820
    @elloguvna6820 2 года назад

    You’ve been missing outttttt

  • @chrisragona3945
    @chrisragona3945 2 года назад

    Huge loss.

  • @KissMeWhereIWee
    @KissMeWhereIWee 8 месяцев назад

    Please enjoy the movie, she was a lot to me and my lil group.
    God bless this talent, she wasn't for this world xx

  • @wickedfuckingwinehousebitchxox
    @wickedfuckingwinehousebitchxox Год назад +1

    Nope wen she wrote the song and wen it was released in 2006 she didn’t touch hard core drugs..I.e heroin and shit that wasn’t until around may 2007 that she started doing drugs might of been summer 2007

  • @trumphatesyou
    @trumphatesyou 2 года назад

    Tori Amos. "Crucify" or "Me and a Gun"