I've never commented on one of your videos before. You've always been so strong for me, I know you will get through this. It sounds like you have a great support system and that is nothing to feel guilt or shame over. Perhaps the feelings of loneliness could be a good thing, wanting to connect with others is a positive. When I am at my worst I do not want to be near anyone as I feel I am a burden and my problems are my own.
Thank you for the comment. You make a good point, I can try to do something about the isolated feelings, by putting a little more effort in with those people around me. I guess it is a positive that I at least have the option. Just need to act on it.
hey Billy my heart goes out to you hon I've been there done that still doing it it's very tough. You just have to hang tough and no there's a higher power watching over you and you can do this it's not fun but accept who you are accept what you can do accept what you can't do but nevergive up. I personally don't know what I would do without you guys you help me through every day , and I am going to be 72 years old so I've had this since I was 15 we got to hang tough and you guys are awesome thank you so much for all you do
Billy, I've never commented on your vlogs but I first want to say that it's going to be alright. You have worth and your family loves you. I often feel the same as you, like.... what is my purpose?? But I step back and remember that I raised 2 kids and single I'm a single mom. They are both off at college and doing great. You being You Billy is enough!!! Keep pushing. And honestly I can't even drive or be alone due to my severe anxiety and panic attacks. But I keep going. Here's a hug from Southern California!! You matter and I know your wife loves you like crazy! God Bless You
Angie Salazar thank you so much for the comment. I really appreciate your kind words. Comments like these remind me that I'm not on my own in this. Thank you.
It’s going to be okay♥️ Even if we’re in a relationship and have a family, we can only live in a way that makes us happy and healthy. It does no good to worry that we’re making those around us unhappy♥️
I’m sorry you feel like this but CBD has helped me out tremendously. I have had none of the symptoms you have had .. I feel fine but I’m only using it now when i feel panicked or can’t sleep
Exact same thing happened to me i smoked for 15 years then one day as usual bought some weed had half a joint then i had my first ever panic attack i thought it was a one off tried again and it happend again so i cant smoke no more i do miss the taste and the relaxing feeling also helped me sleep alot im gunna try cbd again as when i tried my first lot it was weak stuff so gunna try a higher strengh and a better flavour
My first time watching any of your videos and, I'm happy you're so honest. I been smoking weed on and off since 2009, I'm done with it now b/c I keep getting anxiety attacks after smoking. I'm glad you're talking about CBD because I'm HIGHLY interested in using it BUT I hate weed so much now, that I'm scared of CBD, hemp oil, (i don't know if its the same thing), etc. Now, I'm "self medicating" with benadryl, once a day, only when my mind is racing and, anxiety comes over me. I just hope you find something that makes you feel well balanced, I feel for you of course and, I'm hoping for the best for you
With CBD less is more its also not a cure its a food supplement to be taken with a varied diet exercise and sleep pattern keep on it sometimes you can hit your CBS (cannibonoid system) hard and put your body into shock and elevate your anxiety or depression. Keep on it for 6-8 weeks and see how you feel remember less is more. Keep ya head up bro ❤️
Im the exact same mate n tbh its upsetting hearing ya talk that way about urself i undertstand exactly how u feel i really do its fuckin horrific mine stops me sleeping its that bad n im the same i dont have a social life anymore i dont see my friends all i can say is you will always be ok its hard to belive it but its true
I had a few people telling me to give CBD oil a try but ever since I started having anxiety I even got scared of taking regular over the counter medication, however I did take one Valium 5mg back in late October 2016 at the hospital, the Valium took all the symptoms away for 14-17 hours but 6-8 of those hours I was asleep, however I did notice one thing even though I felt no anxiety, symptoms I felt like a zombie I had no emotions, once the Valium worn off I was back to my anxious self, and a few days later I started having symptoms/sensations I didn't have prior to taking the Valium, that was that was the only time I ever took Anxiety med.
Billy, If you're still taking propranolol there might be an unknown interaction between the beta blocker and the CBD oil. Also sorry for my brief grammar spat with another viewer.
Very good point! Propranolol made me incredibly depressed and I had no idea it was the beta blocker until I was taken off of it. It creeped up on me. Felt like I was just always under a cloud.
Honestly we like your stories I love to listen to them to beat yourself up thinking we don’t like to listen to you babble because we want to hear from you. I also have been trying cbd and I’ve been in the same situation with depersonalization and I was looking up my symptoms and your video popped up and I’m like woah I’m going through the same thing as you. And I’m like you also i dont know if I should continue or not, my triggered reason was because I smoked marijuana the other day and I got depersonalization while I was high and it was scary but I tried to calm it down because I knew the situation and I’m trying not to smoke anymore i dont know why I do it
CBD is not something to take lightly - having anxiety for a while and destroyed a 10 year relationship, i slipped into a bit of depression and started to vape CBD - and not properly following guidelines i had smoked too much. long story short it absolutely trashed my senses - woke up throughout the nights with fear of impending doom, feeling like i was going to fall over at random, having panic attacks, i could be sat in a chair and it would feel as though the world was sinking, horrible experience. De-personalisation hit quite hard aswell, nothing worse than looking at yourself in the mirror and not recognizing who is there?...
Only 100mg. I've seen a lot of comments saying that this won't have any effect, but it has definitely had an effect on me. Being an ex pot smoker, I can certainly tell.
Anxiety United i tried a cannalife vape pen i took a free draws of it and i could feel my eyes drooping a bit the same feeling as smoking weed there is some physical feelings it gives you i know that for a fact, n it sounds we are in the same boat i know how hard it is and how lonely it can make ya feel
That stuff (CBD) does not sound healthy. A bit of a crutch. I hope it's a temporary one. I hope everything goes ok when you have ECG. I've been scanned a few times and the process is quickish. You take your top off, have lube spread on your chest, and a mic held to your heart all whilst lying on your side. It's a little icy feeling and you don't get to look at the monitor as it happens.
I think I'll continue to be treated with CBD. I just got CBD products from Weedborn and I feel much better now: D
I've never commented on one of your videos before. You've always been so strong for me, I know you will get through this. It sounds like you have a great support system and that is nothing to feel guilt or shame over. Perhaps the feelings of loneliness could be a good thing, wanting to connect with others is a positive. When I am at my worst I do not want to be near anyone as I feel I am a burden and my problems are my own.
Thank you for the comment. You make a good point, I can try to do something about the isolated feelings, by putting a little more effort in with those people around me. I guess it is a positive that I at least have the option. Just need to act on it.
hey Billy my heart goes out to you hon I've been there done that still doing it it's very tough. You just have to hang tough and no there's a higher power watching over you and you can do this it's not fun but accept who you are accept what you can do accept what you can't do but nevergive up. I personally don't know what I would do without you guys you help me through every day , and I am going to be 72 years old so I've had this since I was 15 we got to hang tough and you guys are awesome thank you so much for all you do
Thank you for making such good videos my friend. I am showing signs of recovery in due part to your help.
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Billy, I've never commented on your vlogs but I first want to say that it's going to be alright. You have worth and your family loves you. I often feel the same as you, like.... what is my purpose?? But I step back and remember that I raised 2 kids and single I'm a single mom. They are both off at college and doing great. You being You Billy is enough!!! Keep pushing. And honestly I can't even drive or be alone due to my severe anxiety and panic attacks. But I keep going. Here's a hug from Southern California!! You matter and I know your wife loves you like crazy! God Bless You
Angie Salazar thank you so much for the comment. I really appreciate your kind words. Comments like these remind me that I'm not on my own in this. Thank you.
It’s going to be okay♥️ Even if we’re in a relationship and have a family, we can only live in a way that makes us happy and healthy. It does no good to worry that we’re making those around us unhappy♥️
I’m sorry you feel like this but CBD has helped me out tremendously. I have had none of the symptoms you have had .. I feel fine but I’m only using it now when i feel panicked or can’t sleep
Exact same thing happened to me i smoked for 15 years then one day as usual bought some weed had half a joint then i had my first ever panic attack i thought it was a one off tried again and it happend again so i cant smoke no more i do miss the taste and the relaxing feeling also helped me sleep alot im gunna try cbd again as when i tried my first lot it was weak stuff so gunna try a higher strengh and a better flavour
My first time watching any of your videos and, I'm happy you're so honest. I been smoking weed on and off since 2009, I'm done with it now b/c I keep getting anxiety attacks after smoking. I'm glad you're talking about CBD because I'm HIGHLY interested in using it BUT I hate weed so much now, that I'm scared of CBD, hemp oil, (i don't know if its the same thing), etc. Now, I'm "self medicating" with benadryl, once a day, only when my mind is racing and, anxiety comes over me. I just hope you find something that makes you feel well balanced, I feel for you of course and, I'm hoping for the best for you
Your work really helps me 🙏
With CBD less is more its also not a cure its a food supplement to be taken with a varied diet exercise and sleep pattern keep on it sometimes you can hit your CBS (cannibonoid system) hard and put your body into shock and elevate your anxiety or depression. Keep on it for 6-8 weeks and see how you feel remember less is more.
Keep ya head up bro ❤️
Im the exact same mate n tbh its upsetting hearing ya talk that way about urself i undertstand exactly how u feel i really do its fuckin horrific mine stops me sleeping its that bad n im the same i dont have a social life anymore i dont see my friends all i can say is you will always be ok its hard to belive it but its true
I had a few people telling me to give CBD oil a try but ever since I started having anxiety I even got scared of taking regular over the counter medication, however I did take one Valium 5mg back in late October 2016 at the hospital, the Valium took all the symptoms away for 14-17 hours but 6-8 of those hours I was asleep, however I did notice one thing even though I felt no anxiety, symptoms I felt like a zombie I had no emotions, once the Valium worn off I was back to my anxious self, and a few days later I started having symptoms/sensations I didn't have prior to taking the Valium, that was that was the only time I ever took Anxiety med.
Don't worry about it Billy 💜 you'll be ok.
Kate Strang thank you Kate 😊
Billy, If you're still taking propranolol there might be an unknown interaction between the beta blocker and the CBD oil. Also sorry for my brief grammar spat with another viewer.
Very good point! Propranolol made me incredibly depressed and I had no idea it was the beta blocker until I was taken off of it. It creeped up on me. Felt like I was just always under a cloud.
It effected my libido to the point that I didn't care that it did. I only take an occasional low dose to take the edge of my anxiety.
Honestly we like your stories I love to listen to them to beat yourself up thinking we don’t like to listen to you babble because we want to hear from you. I also have been trying cbd and I’ve been in the same situation with depersonalization and I was looking up my symptoms and your video popped up and I’m like woah I’m going through the same thing as you. And I’m like you also i dont know if I should continue or not, my triggered reason was because I smoked marijuana the other day and I got depersonalization while I was high and it was scary but I tried to calm it down because I knew the situation and I’m trying not to smoke anymore i dont know why I do it
cbd oil makes my anxiety worst first days its work's little bit but then anxiety get REALY Bad thats why i quit using it
CBD is not something to take lightly - having anxiety for a while and destroyed a 10 year relationship, i slipped into a bit of depression and started to vape CBD - and not properly following guidelines i had smoked too much. long story short it absolutely trashed my senses - woke up throughout the nights with fear of impending doom, feeling like i was going to fall over at random, having panic attacks, i could be sat in a chair and it would feel as though the world was sinking, horrible experience. De-personalisation hit quite hard aswell, nothing worse than looking at yourself in the mirror and not recognizing who is there?...
What MG did you try ?
Only 100mg. I've seen a lot of comments saying that this won't have any effect, but it has definitely had an effect on me. Being an ex pot smoker, I can certainly tell.
Anxiety United i tried a cannalife vape pen i took a free draws of it and i could feel my eyes drooping a bit the same feeling as smoking weed there is some physical feelings it gives you i know that for a fact, n it sounds we are in the same boat i know how hard it is and how lonely it can make ya feel
That stuff (CBD) does not sound healthy. A bit of a crutch. I hope it's a temporary one. I hope everything goes ok when you have ECG. I've been scanned a few times and the process is quickish. You take your top off, have lube spread on your chest, and a mic held to your heart all whilst lying on your side. It's a little icy feeling and you don't get to look at the monitor as it happens.
I fear that this may become true for me. I don't want to become mentally dependant on it.
If it gets you through having your ECG then maybe ease off slowly after that.
I'll see how it goes.
What's with all these pro weed bots these days lol?