Unbelievable! Last night before falling asleep I had a random thought of me saying I want to return to my homeworld. The world that has nothing to do with this one. Even if it was nothingness, we resonate better with it. All we experience here is defeat, suffering, slavery and humiliation.
Always keep your dreams alive bro. I always wanted to be an edm music maker as well. I always wanted to blend rap and edm. Good luck on your music journey bro.
Loneliness is just another state of being, no different from any other. Whether you are alone or with people, it’s all a part of the same indifferent void, so there’s nothing to escape, and nothing to fill.
I gave up on women, I don’t even bother with the dating scene. I met women during the 2010s but they played mind games. Rather stack my chips, try my best to build passive income, enjoy my hobbies exercise and travel overseas
i as ugly black man.. i try to take my mind off of how ugly i am and thinking about south east asia.. but when you out and about .. black women look at me like they smell shit and look me up and down like they wana fight me.. i totally ignore them but it still feels bad
@@javalsmith2594 HERESY! hahaha! I tried Darktide, I did not like it as much as Vermintide honestly. That Darktide OST slaps so incredibly hard though.
There's 2 types of people. Those which get satisfaction from living this life. And those which get satisfaction from escaping this life. Javal you're doing god's work!
Thanks for supporting the copes I always get coworkers and dudes at bars trying to help me when they're in the same bs if not worse. Instead of just being supportive. So thanks man. 👍 hope to hear some beats from you 🎶
I’m a average black guy I’ve never been given a chance by any female I’m rejected within seconds 🖤✌🏽 I’m a virgin and black women be little me instantly
Over, it is. Prepared to die alone, I am. ⚰️ (Yoda voice) I’m glad I still have my copes. Making music, listening to music, video games, and weed ain’t never let me down. Well actually, only sometimes. Lol
Cope positivy and a decent amount of money in the bank can be great. I grew up loving house and trance plus other types of dance music from the 90 to 00s. I didn't get to go to the clubs at that time because I too young. I still want to go and not for drugs and 304s. lol
All copes come to an end. Video games, movies, and anime get boring after a while. It's impossible to care about that stuff in your 40s and 50s as much as in your 20s.
Yooo what electronic artists do you listen to? What sub genre are you wanting to produce? I’ve been getting into producing too! It’s fun and a very easy way to pass a lot of time haha.
wow man, what a question, i would say my fav subgenres are house, future bass, future funk, disco, melodic dubstep, i enjoy guys like Madeon, Syn Cole, Flume, Tollef, Galantis, Retrovision When i am able to start off i think i'd probably try making progressive house first, because i think its structured pretty simply
@ in the west yeah prolly, not too bad out the west, HTN and above is fine tbh, I am about a 6 facially, 6’2ft, have good dating success because of blackpill, maybe you can ascend but I think enjoying your hobbies is a decent outlook on life
Mr. Javal… If you’re one of US…maybe you agree or disagree but you have learn a very exponential way give up on all the coping we have done in life… Then, give Zero-phucs for what other people think even what Doomers think about each other… These two types of people to me… 😢Those who hide from the truth…in the end we all die alone… And those who die in silence….what they did or thought was never wasted on vying for external validation! Everything is cope…besides what is between our two ears…Inside is everything!
Have you ever gotten the feeling of wanting to go "home"? Feels like this reality isn't home for my soul.
Unbelievable! Last night before falling asleep I had a random thought of me saying I want to return to my homeworld. The world that has nothing to do with this one. Even if it was nothingness, we resonate better with it. All we experience here is defeat, suffering, slavery and humiliation.
Pretty much everyday mate, I don't know why I am still in this hellrealm
It's when u are near the end. I want to go home too.
I've felt this a lot. It feels like my real home is somewhere else and that I'm just a temporary visitor here.
Always keep your dreams alive bro. I always wanted to be an edm music maker as well. I always wanted to blend rap and edm. Good luck on your music journey bro.
Loneliness is just another state of being, no different from any other. Whether you are alone or with people, it’s all a part of the same indifferent void, so there’s nothing to escape, and nothing to fill.
I gave up on women, I don’t even bother with the dating scene. I met women during the 2010s but they played mind games. Rather stack my chips, try my best to build passive income, enjoy my hobbies exercise and travel overseas
passport...workhard review hotels and brothels till time to fly out. .best cope ever
if you could afford it
Hookers won't satisfy your need for true intimacy and affection.
i as ugly black man.. i try to take my mind off of how ugly i am and thinking about south east asia.. but when you out and about .. black women look at me like they smell shit and look me up and down like they wana fight me.. i totally ignore them but it still feels bad
I get the same experience I’m a ugly black guy 🖤🙏🏽✌🏽
ugly short black guys have it the worst like even worst than indians, u cant do anything like u will always look like u trying so hard
The cure to loneliness is playing Space Marine 2 with the boys on Steam. Hit me up. COURAGE AND HONOR BROTHA! 💪😤
pfttt space marine 2 is inferior to darktide
@@javalsmith2594 HERESY! hahaha! I tried Darktide, I did not like it as much as Vermintide honestly. That Darktide OST slaps so incredibly hard though.
There's 2 types of people. Those which get satisfaction from living this life. And those which get satisfaction from escaping this life. Javal you're doing god's work!
Thanks for supporting the copes I always get coworkers and dudes at bars trying to help me when they're in the same bs if not worse. Instead of just being supportive. So thanks man. 👍 hope to hear some beats from you 🎶
I thought I was the only one who just want peace dam Kudos to you ✌️
I encourage people here to read Schopenhauer on how to endure the pain of life. That guy had it all figured out 200 years ago
I’m a average black guy I’ve never been given a chance by any female I’m rejected within seconds 🖤✌🏽 I’m a virgin and black women be little me instantly
Over, it is. Prepared to die alone, I am. ⚰️
(Yoda voice)
I’m glad I still have my copes. Making music, listening to music, video games, and weed ain’t never let me down. Well actually, only sometimes. Lol
Cope positivy and a decent amount of money in the bank can be great. I grew up loving house and trance plus other types of dance music from the 90 to 00s. I didn't get to go to the clubs at that time because I too young. I still want to go and not for drugs and 304s. lol
All copes come to an end. Video games, movies, and anime get boring after a while. It's impossible to care about that stuff in your 40s and 50s as much as in your 20s.
You're not even a bad looking guy, average at best but average ain't good enough these days.
It’s because of autism
Love your vids recluse. Are you going to upload in the future?
@infamous1454 Probably, I'm out of things to talk about. Plus RUclips keeps flagging my videos.
@@Recluse616, fascstube is full of 💩. They are going against free speech by banning comments and vids.
Lol taking estrogen 😂 hell nahhhh id rather cope 🤣 my nigga Javal!
Yooo what electronic artists do you listen to? What sub genre are you wanting to produce? I’ve been getting into producing too! It’s fun and a very easy way to pass a lot of time haha.
wow man, what a question, i would say my fav subgenres are house, future bass, future funk, disco, melodic dubstep, i enjoy guys like Madeon, Syn Cole, Flume, Tollef, Galantis, Retrovision When i am able to start off i think i'd probably try making progressive house first, because i think its structured pretty simply
What city u from
New york city
@ appreciate the raw content u real live putting us on game in this degenerate society everyone an NPC
Bro you ain’t even ugly
@@Champvik average guys and below are cooked, if u not top tier out here youre struggling
@ in the west yeah prolly, not too bad out the west, HTN and above is fine tbh, I am about a 6 facially, 6’2ft, have good dating success because of blackpill, maybe you can ascend but I think enjoying your hobbies is a decent outlook on life
There is plastic surgery, that needs a lot of research and money. But it can save some of us
good luck affording that
@@javalsmith2594 I know I'm probably the poorest guy you've ever heard of. I am from Venezuela and I had never even had a phone.
@@Gbl20024brutal man, that’s one of the poorest countries in the world
@@jeremys3951 At least there are very few woke people, although stupid people abound anyways.
y try shyts redundant
Mr. Javal…
If you’re one of US…maybe you agree or disagree but you have learn a very exponential way give up on all the coping we have done in life…
Then, give Zero-phucs for what other people think even what Doomers think about each other…
These two types of people to me…
😢Those who hide from the truth…in the end we all die alone…
And those who die in silence….what they did or thought was never wasted on vying for external validation!
Everything is cope…besides what is between our two ears…Inside is everything!