There are 2 circles I keep. The one I kind of let people in, and the other where I let no one in, where I don't want people to see the real me. I keep this mental burial ground, where I can bury people in my mind that have disappointented me and have loss all sense of trusts.
@@mymentalhealthjourneybpd7531 Just life abd how I over analyze things. Sometimes things go according to plan where I am like 10 steps ahead, then there are times things just crumble in front of my face. Like what and where did I mess up for the situation not going the way I planned.
@@andrewrodriguez7465 I can absolutely relate to those feelings. It really gets me when the feeling down and lost lasts more than a couple days. I know it just a part of the disorder but I am sad to hear anyone going through that, it is so defeating
Enjoyed this, personally I feel your being too hard on yourself in regards to your impulsivity, and Normal if it exists... we’re all normal your as normal as anyone, but you happen to have BPD, doesn’t mean your not normal.
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There are 2 circles I keep. The one I kind of let people in, and the other where I let no one in, where I don't want people to see the real me. I keep this mental burial ground, where I can bury people in my mind that have disappointented me and have loss all sense of trusts.
You have left a message like this before in my comments, right? How are you doing?
@@mymentalhealthjourneybpd7531Yes I have. I have been mentally gone for a while. Not sure how I am doing, not sure what I want or what to do in life.
@@andrewrodriguez7465 Hmm, is there something that brought you to this place?
@@mymentalhealthjourneybpd7531 Just life abd how I over analyze things. Sometimes things go according to plan where I am like 10 steps ahead, then there are times things just crumble in front of my face. Like what and where did I mess up for the situation not going the way I planned.
@@andrewrodriguez7465 I can absolutely relate to those feelings. It really gets me when the feeling down and lost lasts more than a couple days. I know it just a part of the disorder but I am sad to hear anyone going through that, it is so defeating
Are you available?
Enjoyed this, personally I feel your being too hard on yourself in regards to your impulsivity, and Normal if it exists... we’re all normal your as normal as anyone, but you happen to have BPD, doesn’t mean your not normal.
I have few questions?
I can't guarantee I can give flgreat answers. What questions do you have?