i hate myself the most
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- Опубликовано: 12 сен 2024
- this video is a complete fail, trash and the worst thing i’ve ever made but i needed to let it out
this will probably be deleted at some point, sorry!
note : the man at the beginning/end is the creator of evangelion
Please don't delete it. This is beatiful.
I won't delete myself tho
It's just some video.
"..people set high expectations on themselves" ... That hit me hard :'(
The fact that you made me love and appreciate Evangelion more and more everyday is such a blessing. I love you so much for this. I love you even more for making Shinji amvs. He is one my favorite characters ever since I have a lot of mental issues, including abandonment issues.
I also appreciate Asuka a lot. I have problems with being myself. Most part of my life I thought I had to be the best in my area to mean something and when I couldn't be that anymore, I even tried to kill myself.
I lost myself over and over again. I didn't want to be abandoned again like Shinji was. I didn't wanted to be replaced like Asuka was by Kaworu. I didn't wanted to get closer to others. Everything was and still is so scary. I'm a perfect exemple of Hedgehog's dilemma in real life.
I had a phase where I hated my dad. When my issues started to develop, he was really toxic towards me. He couldn't see me, just a person he idealized. So he walked away from me. I wasn't the perfect daughter anymore. The feeling that Shinji always had, how he wanted to be worth something. I wanted to be worth something again.
Thank you so much for representing myself and a lot of others in the same situation. You make me look to my Borderline condition and try to be more understanding with myself.
You make art. You really do.
It's been 6 months since I tried to kill myself and was hospitalized as Asuka was. Thank you so much for giving me strength.
asuko was replaced by kaworu? do you mean kaji or do you refer to sth else?
Thank you for writing this comment, I feel like I'm not alone
. you are so strong. from one stranger on the internet to another
hope u re better now :)
Shinji smiles upon all who push forward through the tough times, they get better, please don't end life so soon.
I love your edits so much, you always are able to bring out so much emotion in short spans of time.
TOTALLY agree, Kibina always manage to bring so much emotions in a short period of time.
I just love all the edits Kibina made.
watching this hurt the deepest part of my heart where i hide all my worst thoughts of myself. yet again you bring me to tears
I love how you introduced this edit and how you finished it
This just speaks on so many levels, and I could cry while watching this, so many emotions...
I hope you are all right, I somehow felt as if... you portrayed your feelings through this fantastic edit >:
this edit was really emotional,, i really love how you included hideaki anno in the beginning and end,, the quotes and all really hit me hard ; i also love how well you portray such raw emotions in your edits; you have a really unique way of doing it,, something that makes you different (in a good way!) from most editors ;; and i hope youre okay! it might not be in my place to say but please remember to take it easy,, and drink lots of water
"the parts I see myself" I wanna give him a hug and some advice
If you want them too you can ask
Ok?
thank you! you're so kind !!! i have a therapist so there's no need to worry, but thank you, that was a nice comment !
this might actually be the best evangelion edit i’ve ever seen
ro, please always stray strong. i love and appreciate the emotion that you put into your videos. stan strong darling
"You never even learned to love yourself. You're all you have and you never even learned to like yourself."
the emotions this video brings out of me. god, so much I love about this. you are such a inspiration!
Never delate this, please. I honestly need to keep this with me, I watch it daily at this point.
this is one of the most beautiful edits i've ever watched, it's not a fail at all!!! please don't delete this, it's a mastepiece
This one hits very hard T-T amazing everything you can bring up and do in a short amount of time, because this had me crying for ...some time... thank you so much, you always truly make beautiful and emotional things
❤️ im sending you so much love, as someone who has been there 100 times and also used NGE to vent and feel like it was not great after. This is really well made, and I hope you feel better soon
Man, this is a masterpiece
There are people who feels in the same way, It's just wow...
I thought that Shinji accepted others, accepted his hurts, and grew by acknowledging that others, whom he thought were hurting him, were not hurting him but just try to be a part of him.
But in the end, in the final he chose a world where he would not be hurt. It's disappointing.
wow. you portrayed those emotions perfectly. thank you for this edit!! (please please don't delete, it really is incredible)
Dont you DARE to delete this masterpiece
This was so emotional. Thank you so much for sharing.
Best eva edit ever made
downloading this so ill never lose it
This vid with this music goes haaaaaaaaard 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
My heart hurts.
That's so beautiful, i'm crying
You are literally the most talented person I follow on youtube. Damn.
You could never make trash, I adore this video wholeheartedly ❤️
This is beautiful. Don't delete it pleas.
i -almost- saw myself in this???
I hate that.
But also, I kinda love it?
Confusion.
(btw, please dont delete this video 😊)
this is sowell edited and amazing!! and yea i felt that too,,,,
wow this is rlly amazing ro. that rlly hits
i felt this,,,
this is so perfect, thanks man or girl.
Anno is literally me which means I made the greatest show of all time. I’m proud of myself.
(That last clip "I’m in constant pain, help me" *genuine shy smile*…)
a lot of emotions here ro, dont delete this
In tears
Evangelion always sounds to me like “ only when you know the face of your enemy you can kick it where it hurts the most . Y-yeah, I mean to kick depression, my dear watcher”
Painful like always 🤩
fucking hell i think i just seen a masterpiece of art
I'd like to know what does Anno think about Darling in the FranXX, btw both anime are handsome in my opinion, but damn NGE is on another level, the best anime that I have ever seen
no dislikes and that’s how it should be.
i feel it
Anyone know the song used in the background? I know I’ve heard it from somewhere before, but I just can’t find the name of the song for the life of me
1:20 msi song
Hmm😭☠👈
anno, get therapy