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  • Опубликовано: 6 дек 2014
  • I can't tell you when it started in my mind, when I gave it up and left it all behind.
    Hey guys, thanks for sticking around and sorry for the incredibly slow year... This is the only original song I've had the energy/motivation/inspiration to write. It's been a long year for me, both incredibly busy and emotionally taxing. I hope you guys can forgive the long drought.
    This song had to be important to me for it to be the only song I write in a year, and it was. It's the spiritual successor to my song from last year "Crystal Heart". Obviously things didn't go that well as I'd hoped.
    I pumped my creative energies and feelings into this, as the year went by things went up and down and I added more and more. I was finally satisfied with how it was written by the end of the summer. I had already had a demo done of the first verse and chorus, but it needed a lot more work to get done, and with my new full time job, I found myself lacking the motivation to work on music when I got home, especially on a depressed song like this.
    But as the months went by I've pieced it together and I think I'm finally satisfied with it. It's a song about thinking back to what I might have changed, or how things might have turned out differently, and trying to move on.
    Huge thanks to ShadyVox for helping me mix and arrange the drums!
    / shadyvoxyt
    Also thanks to Chatters for this killer video/album art
    / chattersthebutt
    You guys can pick up this song, as well as a fun B-side cover, over on my Bandcamp.
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    Thanks for all your support and the continued subs throughout the year despite me not releasing anything asdfhgj! I love you all so much!
    Verse 1:
    What if I was wiser
    Had found the words to say
    To pull you through those struggles
    That you go through every day
    But my message is forgotten
    Empty words upon a screen
    What if I was closer
    Could hold you in my arms
    And protect you from a world that's full of
    Tragedy and harms
    Oh I tried to be there for you
    Was as close as I could be
    Pre Chorus 1:
    But instead I flew back home alone
    My heart was torn in two
    And it's taken me till now to see
    I'm not the one for you
    And though things may change in time
    I think for now I'm moving on
    And the words they finally flow enough
    To help me sing this song
    Chorus:
    And I
    Am not quite sure just what’s wrong with me
    (It’s hard to see)
    And I
    Know now it just won't work with you and me
    (It sets me free)
    But if I
    Can’t find a way to understand myself
    How can I give
    The life I live
    To someone else
    Verse 2:
    What if I was better
    Would that have made things change
    With all these twists and turns
    It's like my life's beenre-arranged
    And after all of this I don't know
    What I'm feeling anymore
    What if things were different
    What if we had met before
    'Cause by the time I came upon you
    You had gone and shut the door
    So I'm staring through the window
    And my heart's upon the floor
    Pre Chorus 2:
    But instead of standing there just dreaming
    Of what might have been
    I'll forget about the past and
    Do my best to try again
    And though things may change in time
    I think for now I'm moving on
    And the words they finally flow enough
    To help me sing this song

Комментарии • 61

  • @thedood4713
    @thedood4713 8 лет назад +1

    Yay!

  • @SlyphStorm
    @SlyphStorm 9 лет назад +20

    Great stuff! Good to hear from you again!

  • @Tontu96
    @Tontu96 9 лет назад +1

    Nice song! Love the 3:30 - 4:00 part

  • @SpiderPotterFan
    @SpiderPotterFan 9 лет назад +10

    I loved it. Crystal Heart was a Song I identified myself with, and this one did it again
    Don't apologize for a slow year. We understand =)

  • @marescofamily
    @marescofamily 9 лет назад

    Great work man. Really solid lyrically and musically. P1K is back!!!

  • @knuxkid
    @knuxkid 9 лет назад +3

    P1K is a perfect example of why I love this fandom! Awesome job man!

  • @DMC4EVERUCCI
    @DMC4EVERUCCI 9 лет назад

    YEAH YOU RETURNED!!!!
    I'm so happy you're still sticking with us!!! You're one of my favorite musicians of all time, and this song is freaking awesome!!
    And don't apologize about the hiatus, real life can be mean sometimes.
    Can't wait to hear more stuff, even if I have to wait another year for it.
    Stay Well and Keep Rocking!!! :D

  • @zemerarts
    @zemerarts 9 лет назад

    Great song P1K, I truly can relate to this song. Thank you for spending your time and talents to make this amazing music. The long waits are always worth it =)

  • @xXPinkieFlyXx
    @xXPinkieFlyXx 9 лет назад

    Omigosh. With such a long time between songs this feels amazing. Thank you so much for your amazing music you have made throughout the years. You are the reason I joined this amazing fandom and I just want to thank you for that. Thank you so much. All of your songs are amazing.

  • @candleskwut6286
    @candleskwut6286 9 лет назад

    Even if you werent as active, you came back with a really good song with a lot of emotion , and passion in it. This is a really good song, even if it is sad.

  • @killer_greag3541
    @killer_greag3541 7 лет назад +2

    You know a songs good when you sing along the first time you listen to it.

  • @cpt.mystic_stirling
    @cpt.mystic_stirling 8 лет назад

    I may not be a talent scout, but the world deserves to hear this. It just struck me right in the feelz. I always search for new songs almost everyday. Some I remember, but this certainly is one of those which I don't forget. I can say my search was a success for today. It's kinda like Owl City actually. ^u^

  • @kay_sou
    @kay_sou 9 лет назад +8

    I can't really relate to this song (not really interested in relationships or whatever), but great music is great music. I loved Crystal Heart and this is a great successor to that song. Great job dude.

  • @mitchelli6811
    @mitchelli6811 9 лет назад

    As always, I appreciate all the time, effort, and meaning you put into this one song. Like other artists in the rock side of the fandom, I am grateful for being able to listen to such awesome and sincere music. I've always loved your music ever since I heard Coloured Lights, but as far as your life goes, I hope you're doing okay man.

  • @jusey1
    @jusey1 9 лет назад +3

    And when he finally wrote a song... It's a hit.

  • @quzth15
    @quzth15 9 лет назад

    P1K. Yet another great song :) Keep making amazing songs like this!

  • @flingsquids
    @flingsquids 9 лет назад

    Oh man, these lyrics hit pretty close to me right now, just getting out of a rough patch that made me feel like this. Great song, as always!

  • @ABluSkittle
    @ABluSkittle 9 лет назад +8

    Very nice song, Great job!

  • @CheezeyJoe
    @CheezeyJoe 9 лет назад

    The timing of this song with events in my life are perfect. Thanks P1K for the good feels. :)

  • @Alpha121198
    @Alpha121198 8 лет назад +4

    This song applies to me too well. This is close enough to my life to be my theme.

  • @sapare7838
    @sapare7838 8 лет назад +7

    As someone who spend the last 3 years trying to piece his life back together and move on(and honestly, failing) this song is quite heavy. I love your music P1k, I remember buying a CD from you back at Everfree 2012(It's All Fanfic to Me) because of my love for "The End of Ponies" Song.
    Those were much better days for me, but the music is still just as good. So, thankyou, for creating something that will be eternally bright(if not happy, at least touching), no matter how dark the world may get.

    • @nettogames4268
      @nettogames4268 8 лет назад +5

      +Sapare Stoll I'm really glad there are people who are kind enough to spread the message of how an artist helped them, people like you. I know I'm probably not the replier you're hoping for, but I just couldn't sit back and skip past this. I personally think it's admirable you took the time to share something important and personal to you. I just wanted to say, thank you for... Existing, I guess :33

  • @joshuaschmidtke3287
    @joshuaschmidtke3287 9 лет назад

    this is my first time listening to you and woah, you got another subscriber here. Really good stuff man, it's been awhile since i've heard something this good. beautiful

  • @TheRealKDaLips
    @TheRealKDaLips 9 лет назад

    Another fabulous song, though I feel awful that you went through the circumstances which are the inspiration for this song. I'm sure we all want to encourage you to keep making music though, and to do it at your own pace. Sure, you didn't have any major songs this year, but that's completely fine. I've loved your music for quite a while and would love to see more of your work in the future. Also, I thought you did a real nice job at Bronycon this year.
    Anyway, have a merry Christmas and/or happy holidays.

  • @MANNY100123
    @MANNY100123 9 лет назад

    Don't worry, P1K! I'm just glad to see something new from you! ;)

  • @jessebrooks7929
    @jessebrooks7929 9 лет назад +1

    You are so inspirational. I love your music and i love your story. Life isn't always about giving it all up for someone else, but it's about finding a balance. You are a great person P1K. You are my inspiration.
    ~ Dawn Speed

  • @cellyzs
    @cellyzs 5 лет назад

    Heard this song at Whinny City 2018. Forgot about it, but just watched the livestream recording and I was aye I gotta hear this song!

  • @si1verflare
    @si1verflare 9 лет назад +1

    Two things, Mr. P1K. 1) Your music continues to inspire. From my introduction to the fandom three years ago to today, your creative work has inspired my own. This song, in particular, is among your best. I love it.
    2) I understand what you're going through, at least a little. I have stood amongst the crumbled ruins of my life, watching as all my plans for my future with someone drifted like ash on a breeze. The only comforting words I can offer are these: The ride isn't over. There are great things waiting for us in the unknown and unknowable future, amazing things we cannot even conceive. Moving on is probably the best thing you could try and do. I promise you, things will get better. Big hugs, man. Big hugs.

  • @TannerMS1
    @TannerMS1 8 лет назад +1

    My life is so chaotic right now. This is my inspiration. This is why I want to help my loved ones.

  • @Fox_Olive
    @Fox_Olive 9 лет назад

    This song made me subscribe. Love you brosiden!

  • @dgaray99
    @dgaray99 9 лет назад

    Sweet!

  • @comicnerdify
    @comicnerdify 9 лет назад

    As a fan of Sum41 brings back a lot of memories.

  • @lyric4575
    @lyric4575 9 лет назад

    Big fan of all your work like seeing you uploaded something original again /)

  • @GrayFur
    @GrayFur 9 лет назад +3

    I haven't heard your songs for a while and this one is just AMAZING!
    Turns out I haven't heard even a half of your songs. How can that be even possible?

    • @cpt.mystic_stirling
      @cpt.mystic_stirling 8 лет назад

      +Gray Fur I only just found out about this channel now. I have a lot to explore :o

  • @DonnDeVoreMusic
    @DonnDeVoreMusic 9 лет назад

    it's really good to hear you singing and playing music again P1K :)

  • @stainlesskey9447
    @stainlesskey9447 9 лет назад

    Just discovered your music, it's gorgeous :) Bought your album on Bandcamp ^_^

  • @Ephrones
    @Ephrones 4 года назад

    Wanted to tell you that I still listen to this from time to time.

  • @TracesofaHeadspace
    @TracesofaHeadspace 9 лет назад +2

    Hey man, welcome back, if only shortly. I've liked your music since the day I first heard Fade To Grey, and I've been subscribed ever since. I'd just like to thank YOU for putting out these awesome songs. Even if they are sporadic, know I'll always listen in when I see them. I hope your life get easier and happier, and I hope you have a Merry Christmas in a few weeks. Rock on P1K, Rock on! \m/ ( Oh, and a brohoof too if those are still a thing /)(\ )

  • @theclockworkyoutubewatcher4124
    @theclockworkyoutubewatcher4124 9 лет назад

    You just made my day. this song is like just like mr

  • @DontJudgeTheOthers
    @DontJudgeTheOthers 9 лет назад

    you just keep getting better and better :D

  • @nauth123
    @nauth123 9 лет назад

    This is great!

  • @iambunnieman
    @iambunnieman 9 лет назад

    I love you and this song.

  • @GZBro
    @GZBro 9 лет назад

    Amazing! Have no more to say :)

  • @Sphenisciformes616
    @Sphenisciformes616 9 лет назад

    Your songs never fail to be expertly beautiful. :3

  • @sorrenpeak4870
    @sorrenpeak4870 9 лет назад +4

    Man, that guitar riff. Getting hard vibes from "Apathetic way to be"

  • @awesometonio1
    @awesometonio1 9 лет назад

    This song describes my life right now perfectly! It's really weird, like hearing a biography of me in song form. Kinda disconcerting.

  • @TechohChannel
    @TechohChannel 9 лет назад +2

    This is so beautiful. ;-; I love it, great job. ...I can relate to it so well. ^^

    • @TechohChannel
      @TechohChannel 9 лет назад

      I really want to, but I barely have the time to check my RUclips. I still need to watch the bronies react. X3
      I'll try to get online sometime this week, though.

  • @TheDocperian
    @TheDocperian 5 лет назад

    Every once in a while I come back to my favourite brony songs I listened to years ago, whether from one appearing on my phone thanks to shuffle all or some other prompt, and it's fitting that this one somehow ends up being one of the first few.
    Thanks for making music my dude

  • @walek92SFC
    @walek92SFC 9 лет назад

    2:22 that bg vocal seems a bit weird.
    Other than that pure

  • @sorrenpeak4870
    @sorrenpeak4870 9 лет назад +1

    I knew it was one of those. Man, those songs are polar opposites, how did I get them confused?
    Nonetheless, great work. I love the feel of this.

  • @cyril8084
    @cyril8084 8 лет назад

    I new the straight away

  • @anamoose461
    @anamoose461 9 лет назад

    cool song. sort of sounds like reliant k

  • @dddeath4565
    @dddeath4565 9 лет назад

    P1K your awesome and id buy all your songs if i had money!!(im 13)

  • @abeclass9244
    @abeclass9244 9 лет назад

    I now it might be to much to ask but do you think you can post up the guitar tabs? It would be awesome if you did, I would love to play this with my friends or for my family.

  • @camerondodge2070
    @camerondodge2070 3 года назад +1

    This almost sounds like the missing link between skate punk and pop punk. And yes, to all of you thinking of a snarky reply about how it's all the same, there is a difference.