singing through my december pain

this song has been my favorite song for around 4 years and encapsulates emotions that are indescribable for me.
a few themes that have come up during this month consist of:
- loss
- loneliness and not belonging
- isolation
- lack of identity
- relationship issues
although it has been a very sad month for me and I have endured the worst pain in my whole existence thus far, I have learnt so much. I know it's cliche, but it's accurate that you do learn from your pain and suffering. I believe it is actually necessary for true growth to occur inside of you, for you to blossom into the Being you are meant to embody and for others to witness.
I feel stronger and wiser and wish to dedicate time to expressing my creativity in a musical and philosophical way. I may delve into a video essay now and then but I also want to bring community, joy and understanding between us through the prospect of music (I have a djembe which I can't wait to show you!)
thank you for watching / reading, I appreciate you ❤️
- bee 🐝

[@yourworstnightmare1488]

Hello girl , I just want to leave this here and wish you the best for the new year and I do hope that the sad emotions subside and 2024 will be full of joy and exciting experiences!

[@beth003]

aw hey girl, thank you so much! I think it will I am feeling very positive and hopeful for the new year ❤ I wish you the utmost joy and happiness for 2024 too :)