Having a conversation with someone while on MDMA is one of the greatest life experiences. You learn so much about each other and almost feel as if your minds are visible to one another.
yeah bro was just sat on my mates trampoline watching the stars with my best friend and it felt like we understood eachother, like we were destined to meet and grow up together it was beautiful
it is, i talked to my girlfriend and i don't think i've described so much to her, like u know, what i feel about her and how much i love her. its amazing.
Being on MDMA is the most unmatched experience on the planet. Just imagine feeling excited and times it by 10. Imagine being confident and times it by 10. Imagine the joy of listening to music. Times it by 10. Its so good man.
my first time i stared in mirror for like 20 minutes and convinced myself i was beautfiul, talking to myself etc, ive had a higher self confidence since
The magic of MDMA is that you dont give a fuck about w hat others think, literally, you become very open. Introverts should try it at least once with their friends, trust me, your friendship will rise up by 100%
Whenever i crash, i just ignore it. I convince myself "it's just the drugs, i'm not actually that sad" and i get over it. Edit august 2022: wow, almost 3 years later, i still receive notifications from this comment. Glad u all found this small piece of advice usefull. 3 years later, i can’t remember my last crash after. I have my comeback ritual consisting of a healthy meal + bowl of fruits, some weed and my favorite music (minimal/micro house/tech house) and some small physical activity, or just chilling. Not a lot of screen time and preferably being outside. This boosts my brain molecules and i don’t crash. However, i started crashing mid-trip for the past 2 years or so. To the point i was afraid of taking anything if i wasn’t in the right mood. When life/business was hard, I couldn’t control my thoughts during peak effects. So many times i was semi-passed out, curled in a corner, unable to move, thinking of god knows what. When the effects were diminishing, i would regain control. During this time i was trying to anchor myself in reality, but the flow of thoughts was overwhelming. If i focused on deep breathing, overthinking would slow down. Would even smoke some weed to calm the MD, and i would be so happy when weed takes over my thinking, like “oh man, this is just weed paranoia now, i can handle this”, and stand up and go back to a fun time. Now, i kinda learned how to control those moments aswell. I feel when my thoughts slip away and i breath and change them. If needed, i give myself some space for couple mins, maybe smoke a cigarette and reset my mood. Guess practice makes perfect. Never imagined this wonderful substance would cause such problems. Now i even take notes of my trips sometimes, they clearly happen when something in my life is not right. Also, that feeling when u overcome a serious problem while dancing in front of the speaker is just priceless.
PRECISLY! being able to understand "hey, my body just overloaded itself with dopamine and seratonin, i just felt it drop lower than its normal levels, but im okay in all aspects" is all i need to remind myself im fucking happy and that roll lives on eternally in my soul till i die! I never get a depressed comedown off M because of that, i just simply know im not high anymore and i appreciate the soberness alot actually afterwards knowing it all
Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelics was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
I literally saved my friend from killing himself while we were both on this because we actually *talked* with each other. I just wish we as humans could do this more often without the use of drugs.
In the early 90s as a young teenager I was getting quite deep into nerdy stuff, but drugs and particularly MDMA were my saviour. I probably had far more than the guy in the video over 10+ years! I became so positive and sociable and made so many great friends - not just during the drugs but forever. Walking across rave dance floors shaking peoples hands from all walks of life changed me as a person, and it’s something I have never forgotten. I am a doctor now in my late 40s (time goes so quickly) and it’s so helped with my ability to be open and connect with everyone. I have no regrets whatsoever.
Personally, I suffer from autism and in my past used to be highly unsociable and had no friends I used LSD when I came into contact with it in college through luck which opened me up a lot to the universe and other souls and then MDMA made me extremely sociable I did it the first couple of times alone in my bedroom just listening to music and having some of the most incredible nights of my life just to get a feel for it and when I eventually did a small amount (Because I was kinda scared about overheating tbh) at a club at a 90s themed night it made me so sociable just the memory of oh dancing is fun made me more of an open an fun person, its been around 3 months since I last did it and im going to a massive festival for the first time to listen to guy whos music I really enjoy and plan to try it again at a more normal dose. I can say that these drugs definitely changed my life and more of less cured me of a lot of issues that I had which I am truly blessed with, and Fu** the government who try to prevent us from experiencing these things.
Hi, just read your comment and I have to ask how you would recommend to be able to take ecstasy somewhat regularly (I feel it benefits me very much) but without developing a tolerance, and needing to take more to feel the same as just one pill used to feel
ive been taking it every 2/3 weeks every month for a year almost and no tolerance yet. I think whats helping me a lot is 5htp during my breaks@@akaSimplex
@@akaSimplexI loved it when I did ecstasy many years ago! It was a metaphysical experience. I’m already a loving human being. It just made me even more loving. I forgot the name of the chemical releases all of it. My personal suggestion not more than once a month minimum every three months you’ll have an even better time. I knew people that were doing it every weekend you’re not doing anything you have no no more chemical left whatever it is called. I wish I could remember the name of it but you can research it online. Once that released that’s it there’s no more so there’s no point in taking any more so every weekend it’s not gonna do anything for you wasting money and a great time as well so that sucks. Just my personal opinion. You have to be careful I never even tested them to be honest, but it was actually and MDMA definitely not fentanyl! A little bit of that and it’s lights out life over your dead! No thanks my experimental stage was later on in life for whatever reason not in the 80s I was a child then literally. More like mid 30s. I absolutely loved it. It was a wonderful experience. Vicks VapoRub sticks. Vicks brand Vaseline like thing. Under your eyes & in your nose. And if you can blow it into your own, I safely or have someone else blowing in your eyes. I learn how to do it myself but be careful you know you don’t choke on it either. Because that’s no good. Enjoy your roll! Hopefully when I’m with my loves whoever wants to. Of course no one’s forest at all that’s crazy no way. But I want to roll together. Have a wonderful time. I’ll blow the Vicks vapo sticks in each of everybody’s eyes put it under their eyes will have glow sticks, sour patch kids, skittles starburst. All kinds of treats to enjoy our time. I think it will be lovely. Then they can all make love to me one after the other I love a few men that love me as well. I have become polyamorous recently like the last 3 years ago. I never was before in my entire life but I honestly have completely changed my mind about it. It’s not for everyone but it’s for me.
the amount of eye-opening conversations ive had while on mdma is insane. so many friends of mine have opened their heart and have solved a lot of traumas
I seriously feel like taking Molly cured every type of negative feeling, every negative thought has completely left me!! To be around so much love and to have that safe space to just be yourself is so beautiful!!!
I'm a horribly anxious person and Molly never gave me a spec of anxiety or discomfort. Just like Adderall or alcohol it just made me happy and energetic, loving and playful.
@@crippledbrainwave I'm an incredibly anxious person, especially when it comes to drug use, but I've been very determined to try drugs so I've got some methods. For me the way to prevent anxiety is to be very gradual with dosage per session, so that the experience is always only a mild difference from the last time. Eventually you build up to the 'standard' experience. For me theres also a knock on effect, so microdosing on LSD (barely any effects at all, minimal anxiety taking) also made me less anxious taking MDMA a few days after. Being with people you trust and just 'diving in' also really helps. MDMA gave me an anxious comeup for 10 minutes but after that it was euphoria.
the pure feeling of happiness on mdma isn't even fathomable to people that haven't tried it. it's like saying think of the best moment of your life, then imagine that multipled by 100, thats how it feels.
Everytime I do it with my husband… it’s like such a bonding experience. Like falling in love all over again like we just met! We cuddle, and kiss and cry and hug each other! We stare into each other’s eyes! It’s beautiful!
I’ve read that vets with PTSD have been put on MDMA with a therapist, and I’ve read that they really have come to terms with their fallen brothers and it has 100% helped them come to terms. MDMA is a hell of a drug. I feel like marijuana and MDMA should be legal in CONTROLLED substances, just to make everyone happy and euphoric
@@hayden6700 I agree. BUT as long as they’re not hurting anyone to get it or while on it, if you go around assaulting people while on it I don’t think you should be allowed to take it anymore, at least out on your own
@@maximus9300 I feel like alcohol is responsible for most drug related injuries, even proportionally speaking. I think all drugs should be legal so people can obtain them safely and it would be much easier for people to get help for drug addiction as well
@@hayden6700 Yep, you’re right, but I think alcohol is MUCH easier to obtain than cocaine or whatever drug you’re trying to get. You can walk down the street to a liquor store and as long as you have ID, you can get it. I’m not saying that’s a problem but what I am saying is that it’s much easier to obtain alcohol, so more people are going to get it, ultimately driving up the accidents and deaths. But yes I agree with you on that too
@@maximus9300 well I meant like proportionally I feel like alcohol is more dangerous to others than a lot of drugs. As in like a high percentage of people who drink end up injuring themselves or others. Whereas drugs like heroin are obviously very dangerous to the individual but it makes you very relaxed and unlikely to be hostile towards others. The method of getting it is much more dangerous though, lots of people are robbed or killed because someone needed their fix
MDMA saved my life by helping me cope and accept my son dying. Back in 2000-2001 (my peak rave years) I luckily had access to plenty of MDMA because 2001 was the year my 1st baby boy died. I was 19 years old and had no clue how to cope. It goes without saying it put me in shock and a crippling depression. MDMA gave me the spiritual heightening and comfort I badly needed. I'm certain without MDMA, suicide or a terrible permanent depression would have taken me. DOSE SAFE, hydrate, stay in a safe environment, keep vibes and love strong. ✌❤
When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken.
Little background. My wife passed away 3 years ago. I had been in a deep, dark, depressed hole since. One of my oldest and dearest friends showed up about 3 months ago with some very clean x. It was just like he described. And afterwards my depression went away. I've done it like twice since then and no signs of depression any more. I am a completely different person from a year ago.
@@kidgames2508 I was in a bad place. I went to work and came home and stayed in bed. I had severe social anxiety. I avoided family and friends. I literally wanted to die. All of that is gone now. I got a promotion at work. I just attended a music festival and had the time of my life. I dont dread meeting people now. I'm in the process of rebuilding some friendships that I had let fall by the wayside. I have a lust for life now that I haven't had in YEARS.
As an introvert MDMA taught me to enjoy parties. I don't take it that often but the memory of "oh dancing and socialising is actually fun" stayed even when I'm not on it.
If i tried molly in the future id only try if im sure what im taking is legit. Mdma where im from is filled with garbage ive seen too many people get ruined sadly.
Even when on I'm on molly I would never dance. I just find that so cringe as an introvert. I just relax on the couch and talk and listen to music with friends and those are some of the best life experiences ever.. For me dancing would waste molly's potential as I get so much fulfillement from just talking and listening to music
I totally understand this very well if you want any pure psychedelic products, MDMA , DMT you can get it discreetly to your location I can tell you I’ve had the best experience when I used it
The first time I tried MDMA it was the best feeling ever all my insecurities and worries all went away, the lights the music all felt soooo great. My second time on MDMA was even better, my third time I had bad anxiety for like 5 seconds I felt my heart beating sooo fast and also felt outta of breath but with the help of friends distracting me it went away within seconds and then felt the high kick in all over my body.
Seriously though, the night I took it, I was playing Last of Us and i thought I was chewing the inside of my mouth because of focus til I realized that I could kind of like...feel the dry parts of my cheek. Like I had chewed away the skin or something like that Thanks for coming to my TEDx Talk
Ive started taking mushroom powders in my morning tea and give supplements to one of my teenagers. Such a difference. Mushrooms are the hidden gem. Mother nature has everything we need.
"The crash" or pill depression is a part of the journey. Every action has a equal reaction. Every up has its down. Usually kicks in 2 days after for me. I treat it as a different high, another journey. I focus on the things that get me down during that time and I use it to reflect on where I want to improve my life Silver linings
Supplement the day after with some cacao, or if you need to 5htp. Try yoga smiling, god no for a better walk. You shouldn’t feel TOO BAD, if you had something pure
@Spartan Charge DaYum because you obviously don't know how to take it responsibly. It should be taken once every 3-5 months in a proper setting and environment. In small doses. Blame yourself.
I’ve done a lot of e and haven’t had a depresssion per say, but I will say since my first time I’m just more depressive in general than before I ever took it so :/
This is the most eloquent and informative video on this I’ve found! Loved this guy: super honest, non judgemental! Thank you for doing this! You gave really nice detailed info about the effects. A million thanks ❤
I'm an "old" person, 60 to be exact. While the most I did was smoke pot in my younger years, I really appreciate your videos. Especially since my friends and I have "children" ranging from late teens to early 40`s; plus grandchildren. These videos help shed some light on the symptoms, the good/bad aspects of a particular drug, and even how to test for purity and taking the right amount. While I don't condone the use of drugs, it's not my place to judge they who choose to use it. Thank you for sharing your experiences and for the valuable information.
I bet that would trigger my memories from younger days when the lads and I would come up with all kinds of "pranks" , so the cops would chase us, it was so fun :) we were about 15-16 at the time I think :D
Fynn006 when being on mdma you need to be in a positive mindset sorounded by trusted people and friends, when in a negative mindset it causes you to be extremely paranoid and can give you very bad anxiety being with friends ect can enable you to feel excited and happy with no worries in the world, stay safe.
I felt this one. Everything just comes out like you're a character in a very clever, well written script. Like, effortlessly. Wish I could turn that back on whenever I felt like it.
I took MDMA only once and I did two stupid things at the same time... First, I heard you can't get drunk so I drank large amounts of vodka. Surely, I couldn't get drunk but I could still suffer from alcohol poisoning and everything else alcohol brings to the table. Second, I noticed nothing happened about 1 hour after first dose so I took another one. Some time later it kicked in. Nobody around me had a head, people were just bodies with legs and arms but no heads. Not sure why, could be partial blindness caused by alcohol. This didn't last long. The worst part for me was the next day. I'm normally 100% introvert and like to spend the time alone but that day I couldn't bear the thought of being alone, I phoned around looking for anyone who would keep me company.
High doses of mdma gives me slight hallucinations, I've had some but nothing big just funny. It's cool tho cos I know it was just the drugs and out the corner of my eyes I could see through people's eyelids. Was weird 😂
Me too. But a few other experiences did come close. When i realised i was in love with my girlfriend and she felt the same...and another time was when i was lucky enough to get some very strong coke, dont know why but the euphoria i felt was insane, much more than any other coke. Maybe was cut with something?
Only the first time you take a pill or the other times, because I took half a pill 2 days ago. I liked it very much and want to do it again in a few weeks, so I’m curious if it would feel different when you take them every month or is it about the same sensation like the first time?
@@sheepelsheep2890 I'd recommend staying away from pills, you never know what else is in them, mandy (cystal/powder) is a much better way of experiancing the effects in my opinion. And yes it will feel different the next time, I probably took mandy around 6 times in the space of 2 months and whilst the first time (250mg) was absolutely incredible, some of the following times I had terrible come up anxiety, I still get bits of anxiety (although I expect it and know how to deal with it more now), but I'd recommend really spacing out your uses if you want to feel it like the first time again (I'm having about 4 months off)
Sheepel Sheep naw bro chill ik u might like the feeling of it but the more u take it the shitter the comedowns ive tooken E 8 times on one month lol so yea just chill man im having a shit comedown rn loll
I not only felt so much love, but made everyone around me express their feelings. I gave a speech on world peace. Danced my ass off. And cried my eyes out telling my bestfriend how much i love her for 12 minutes straight
I did it for the first time a few days ago. Absolutely magical. I’ve had alcohol issues before, I’m autistic and it’s really hard for me to socialise and I have super bad anxiety, so I used to drink to feel confident and numb out the anxiety. But the next day all that anxiety would hit me at once like a truck, and I’d either immediately start drinking again or just wallow in shame. But this was something different. As soon as it hit me I felt light and playful, not foolish and sluggish like being drunk, but l felt extremely wired, awake, alert, fast. Alcohol brings your awareness down but ecstasy brings it up. I felt so aware of everyone and everything. I felt so light, when I’m drunk I feel heavy. Those 3 hours where absolute bliss. I’m now still going through the comedown, and the memories of that night are all so beautiful. There’s no shame or embarrassment, I feel amazing about it. When I talked deeply about my feelings and my past, I don’t regret it one bit, like I would if I was drunk. I don’t feel like I want to do it again either. I feel like that experience was enough on its own, I don’t want to roll again at all to be honest. But with alcohol I couldn’t stand sobriety and constantly needed to be drunk. My body feels kinda bad, but mentally I feel great, and I honestly believe ecstasy is an amazing thing. Boggles my mind that alcohol is legal and ecstasy isn’t.
God this stuff sounds like it should be legal. I have been hunting and hunting and I can’t source any. Maybe I’m looking in the wrong places. Never tried it but the wife and I have it on our bucket list to do together as a bonding experience
MDMA is my fav drug ever. Beautiful, beautiful feeling. I feel like its an extension of my personality, its just me but 20X more, dance, connecting, realizing stuff about yourself, freedom...the energy inside me is absolutely insane. I try to just do it once a month because i dont want it to be spoiled for me, but its a bit a hard ahah I'm thankful for being someone who feels naturally high on life so i dont need everytime i go out to have fun. Open your mind, and dont abuse xoxo
@@cleric4265 I dont think you really get what i'm saying ahahah It doesnt distort my reality. I'm just someone who naturally is in a good mood and is happy and opened so I dont need MDMA to have fun and meaning its and extention of my personality..I mean extention as in, you dont get tired as easily as you would but for the rest its basically my personality, that's why i dont feel completly dependent on it because its already something that is in me...idk if that makes sens but i assure you, im fine :P
@@LG1204 once a month is like if im in the city its more accessible but i go through long period where i just cant..like im goung through a 3 month break atm
Not really I had once bad roll. Instead happiness I had depression, I wanted to stab myself but I knew friends would top me so I didn't, if I was rolling alone I could ended up badly. And there was extreme paranoia at comedown.
A girl I like took mdma right before a party and she was all over me and told me so many things like how she thinks of me every night and loves me so much bruhhh
The come up is super anxious and nauseous but once you usually throw up, the euphoria kicks in and you feel connected to everyone and everything. It can help break shells, create friendships, and induce your true social self. The hangover is not pleasant though so don't abuse it too often.
First time I told my wife I truly loved her was on MDMA. Man it felt so good to let her know after so many years being together. I don't think it was necessarily the drug either, I really do love her, just sometimes it's hard to say (real life ain't a Disney movie) and the MDMA brought it out of me. If you love your partner let them know right now!
I had my first MDMA experience last night and I’m currently feeling the afterglow. The person I did it with was very trustworthy and so welcoming and warm, and I ended up completely opening up to him about things I’ve been through and we sat just looking at each other while I babbled away. He got emotional and I did too, but it wasn’t difficult to talk about at all. It felt so freeing. I really feel like it was a very healing experience and definitely a life changing one. I feel like a different person, like the strongest and most self knowing I’ve ever been.
@@m00ndweller That sounds amazing, I'm glad you loved the experience. My best friend just texted me saying she wants to do it with me, and honestly I'm down. I had my first weed experience with her 4 months ago and now I love weed and smoke it regularly, so having our first MDMA experience should be amazing. I'm gonna let her know I'm in.
I tried MDMA for the first time in my mid teens and have done it a handful of times since. I’ve done it alone twice, with a friend twice and in a group and every experience has been great. The comedown has always been manageable even with my depression, which is surprising. So excited to get my hands on some and have more experiences. Just reminiscing about it makes me giddy.
For me, I just danced for hours. I felt like I had discovered the meaning of life, which was living in the music and dancing. I felt like I didn't have time for anything else, because dancing was more important.
@@XAE_A_Xii Actually no! :p Ecstacy experiences have changed my view on life, and I've learned how to enjoy myself in most situations, how to live in the now, and not always look to the future or the past etc. I have never enjoyed "mundane" everyday-life as I do now. I think it might be Alan Watts who said that life is like a song. The point of the song is not to reach the end of it (life-goals, personal goals etc), but rather to enjoy it while it lasts.
you will see that without it, you can't enjoy anything, so your life is dependent on this chemical. and will take long time or may be never to recover and be a normal human who enjoy normal stuff like playing football, socializing, etc. my advise, avoid avoid avoid before too late.
good for you, still in my experience it did much more harm than positive, although positive was a very big positive. could be different for other people. thanks i didn't do for too long, i knew it would destroy my health and future, and very likely would lead to drug addiction, but to different drugs. as xts is short term drug, peope don'tget addicted as they become tolerant too quick.
The come up is so weird to me, it's like you feel scared at first, but as that fades you become more and more hyped. Then out of nowhere it hits me like the gravity has changed. My whole body feels all floaty and everything is soft. Sometimes it's so much it kind of washes over me.
@@fufudank9502 I can tell when its kicking in because it sounds like im speaking into a pringle can. I also feel a little bit dizzy and everything I do feels like its a mission that has to be done in the fastest time possible
SAME I did it and when it started to hit me I got really scared and nasueas Bc I was worried but over time I relaxed and I got more and more hyper and happy and pretty soon my head was pumping with dopamine and I was rolllling
You hit the nail on the head for a lot of my experiences back in the day. Seeing people with glasses on was one of the strangest things but it happened all the time.
@@qqq3494 the things i listed dont sound fun? Lol i roll mostly solo and do the things i listed. Make sure u not gonna be interrupted, prep for it well, and just have a nice night ur choice. Music and porn is the highlight for me to be really honest set up a nice playlist
As an introvert with severe social anxiety, it’s worth it to try at least once. Make sure that you’re around only people you trust and have at least one sober friend there. You will love EVERYONE and you have to set clear boundaries for yourself. It’s an amazing drug.
Were you afraid it would make you too paranoid? I want a drug where i feel good. For once. Weed makes me feel terrible, so i wanna try an alternate option
@@NaruSasuLemon no, no paranoia whatsoever. It severely limits your ability to make sound judgements so if you’re around shady people, bad shit could happen. Also, the one sober friend is to make sure everyone has a good time. Trust me, It’s no fun comforting someone freaking out when you’re also tripping balls. Molly is nothing like weed.
Id love to try it someday even though in my country they lace the shit with amphetamines haard. If i find a trustworthy source in the future im open to trying it.
Actually I did it with friends at a party a few days ago and it was awesome. Had an anxious come up, but then it was a really nice experience, especially the afterglow. I wasn't overly happy or anything, I just felt energetic and complete. No anxiety, no stress. I was at complete peace with myself, just enjoying the moment. However, I did have a sort of life crisis a week later when that inner peace faded away into the good old anxiety and stress. I felt super lost until I talked to my friend I did MDMA with. She made me realise that I need to work towards recreating that inner peace during my everyday life. Accept and embrace the uncertainty and be more relaxed about everything. So, overall it was almost a spiritual experience for me, I learnt a lot from what was meant to be a simple party.
Many people recommend taking magnesium as a supplement. I had no urge to clench my teeth on 150, no tolerance. Was that a low dose or did the supplements work, what do you think?
Just tried MDMA for the first time tonight and I would just like to say that it was a very very pleasant experience. My emotions were very intense and I kept professing my love to my boyfriend. It took away all insecurities I could have had. I felt free and lovely.
@@drandrewsanchez I dont think it is as long as you dont fight it. I had a friend that didnt want to come down so they kept drinking instead, and they ended up in a bad place. But my comedown was really nice, I felt totally normal, not groggy or anything. The positive feeling stuck around into the next day, and I never had any sort of a crash
Andrew Vazquez sure, I had been going through a lot of shit in my life and to cheer me up my friends brought me to a music festival. I took a couple bombs of md and the entire day I couldn’t stop smiling , I was super friendly and chatty and I felt like the whole world was just beautiful and perfect . I didn’t have much of a comedown either and for the weeks after it I just feel much more positive and content 🤷🏻♂️ sounds weird but it seriously did wonders for me
Andrew Vazquez i have taken it twice and completely understand what they are saying. Its like this feeling of confidence and overwhelming feeling of love. You feel like you are a new person in a really good way. Its like all the anxiety and fear goes away and you understand that life is really about love. But if you were to do it, do some research and test your drugs. Its a great drug but you also want to make sure your will good people and the drug is pure
you understated how much you want to listen to music and how much different the music sounds seem. you hear layers in the music you haven't noticed before
Mdma literally changed my life , it healed away all my traumas and stresses like magic , just make sure you stay hidrated , and dont abuse it regulary once every 2/months its enough , while listening to good music and let the magic hit ya and heal your sould
Huh? Bullshit. It will heal you for a day and you are back with your demons. Want again? Huh wait a month or two and meantime enjoy being even more sad and depressed until then
@@dilyan-2904 Or u could learn from your trips,thus helping you cope on a day to day basis.. I do get where you’re coming from but that mentality is a breeding ground for depression
I did it 3 times a week for 2 months n I had rly bad comedowns but it’s worth the drug in my opinion. I don’t recommend it to anyone but some ppl can handle taking it much more. So if you wanna do it twice a week SOMETIMES u can yes but be careful n don’t take more than 100mg
@@JT-bl2bp I was taking at least 200mg once a week from September til New Year’s Day n I feel fine n am nearly 3 weeks off it never got comedowns or anything everyone is different
That sounds really addictive for someone like me. I've been trying to overcome my social anxiety the hard way for well over a decade so being able to easily turn those thoughts off would really affect me.
The thing is even if you did it a week straight, by day 3 or 4 you wouldn't feel anything. Tolerance kicks in quick and takes a long time to go away. I have a really addictive personality, but I'm able to limit my use to a few times a year.
When i tried MDMA i felt every single symptom except the anxiety. Everything was perfect. Although, i did cry after i came down because i was so sad that reality returned.
Just because you are no longer high doesn't mean the experience and realizations go away, its upto you to carry the realization into the sober reality and apply what you learn on a day to day basis.
@@Atombre4ker no no no, that often will give you brain damage. MDMA is highly neurotoxic so you're supposed to wait a minimum of three months in between
MDMA made me talk COMPLETE SHIT for about 7 straight hours. God bless my friend who had to sit through 7 hours of me rambling incredibly fast about mankind, consciousness, artificial intelligence, and the condition of man.
I did this with my girlfriend for 11 hours, thankfully she understood and sat and talked to me about really personal things that I find hard to talk about.
I had ecstasy yesterday night. It was the best thing ever. I got it from my trip on Amsterdam. It took 20 minutes to kick in. I blasted songs on full volume and had a feeling that i have never had. When i talked it felt like i was talking in autotune. Everyone should at least try mdma once in their life or else what are you even living for in this world.
The scariest part of my mdma experience was that I didnt ever want it to end. It really scared me because im dont really get addicted to things. It felt so so good that I knew I could addicted to this. Ive managed to get over that and im not addicted but I still really want it. Though i can control myself. Edit: test your molly please I keep seeing people buying from people with “good reviews” it’s like 60 extra bucks to make sure you don’t die.
That’s what my friends told me the first time they gave me in a bottle of Gatorade, and yes, it was the best experience eveeeeeer!!!! And nowadays I’m still in love with it, but haven’t done since oct 2019 :(((( I need t haha
The first time isn't nesseceraly the best one. For me in fact it was the worst one. And every time I did it it kinda got better and better. But I also take a break of around a year inbetween.
@@naya5628 I did a bit on a rave here in New York on June and it was magical, and then I did it again a week ago but a whole capsule, and ufff madre mía, so delicious and beautiful !!! Love MDMA ! Haha 🤤 but I’m cautions about it :)) ☺️☺️
I keep hearing this but don't know where to find this specific drug. I already love music, I know other drugs increase the depth of music as well... some songs go we with specific drugs, for weed I like lost boy when alone... the depths of the silence in the foreground is beautiful especially with a good music system. When with a group of friends though I prefer music you would dance to
I call the moment right after the peak the clarity phase. I was so scared at first and then my fear melted away into brilliant bliss and love. I recently tried it for the first time with my partner and I felt the magnitude of our love and it was so so so powerful and intense! MDMA saved our relationship!
@@cleric4265 why is it "not good?" I want to understand your meaning behind this. Why are drugs bad? They don't have an agenda, you choose how to use them. They can alter your perception, which can be a good or a bad thing, depending on how you want to view it. Taking mdma is inmensly therapeutic and can teach you a lot about yourself and others, especially when you do it with others. MDMA is good for me as I space out my usage, MDMA isn't good for someone I know who takes it weekly, as it depletes seretonin and takes a good while (about 3 months) for it to fully recover. Doesn't mean you'll feel like shit for 3 months either, might not even feel any comedown at all
I was with a crew at a funky edm show, and every 5 minutes I was like hold on, I have to go say hi to that person. Walk up to total strangers and I was just like... Hi!
No matter how social awkward or anxious you are, MDMA gets you out of your shell and you're able to speak to any person as if you've known them since forever. And you become very charming with the ladies, no matter how they look.
Alexander Rojas Once I start rolling in a club, I start loving each and everyone around me equally. Mostly those that are on the same level as me (also rolling). 😊✌
dude thank you so much for the end. i took 8 double stacks two weeks ago and was high for 3 days. the come down was so bad i had ended up in the er, even now i feel manically depressed but watching this video and seeing literally you say every single one of my symptoms literally made so much of my depression and anxiety go away. if you’ve ever had a horrible come down, you’ll understand where i’m coming from.
I've only done molly once, but some great advice that I followed from a buddy is to go for a walk during your come-up. Walked around for about an hour with my friends, listening to a podcast in one ear through an airpod and I experienced none of the symptoms he listed. No heart rate increase, no heavy anxiety and by the time we got back to my friends house and turned on the music I was feeling pretty good. Maybe that'll be helpful for someone else out there. Have fun and roll safe my friends! :)
For me I don't get a come up, I'm just suddenly high after about 45 minutes which is strange as I'm quite an anxious person and have had panic attacks on other stimulants
And I talk smooth as fuck. I am not very social but like I went up to one of the prettiest girls from school who is also a senior, I’m only a sophomore and I was making her laugh and we were having good conversation! It was awesome
I did MDMA yesterday for the first time. I can say it was an amazing, fascinating experience. It was just incredible how happy I was and how I loved everyone of my friends xD
Mandy is the best feeling that’s exists, I’ve come to the point where I’d rather feel mdma feeling my entire life than being normal. That’s because I’m so insecure when I’m not on it. And mdma just helps me a lot. That’s it for me.
What if there is an afterlife where you can't earn enough to buy MDMA or there is no concept of MDMA??? And there is no Annihilation of Nirvana either. What will you do??
Hákon Hjaltalín agreed if used right it can be a great thing. Unlike me I started to do it 3 or more times a week at one point. I haven't done it in a couple years now but I was definitely close to be completely hooked on it
MDMA made me understand that love is the only thing that can save us. Since I believe God is Love, it just erased any doubt that I might of had about God being real. I felt connected at a spiritual level to everyone around me. It was something I will never forget as long as I live. BTW im not a hippy or anything like that. Just a regular joe who had a very pleasant awaking.
That transition from anxiety/panic to euhporia is literally what I was about to post. I've done MDMA/XTC at least 12 times (in the span of 5 years) and this happens every single time.
The only time I felt that was when I drank too much water I then started feeling ill and panicking to myself as it felt like something was wrong with anxiety going through the roof , the body suddenly force ejected a huge stream of water out like a powerful vomit but just water no sick . Within 1 minute after that my ecstatic high skyrocketed again and I was up dancing again like a mad man in pure bliss
Having a conversation with someone while on MDMA is one of the greatest life experiences. You learn so much about each other and almost feel as if your minds are visible to one another.
Toeseph on god bruh i almost started crying when we talked about our parents and started relating and thinking we shouldn’t be rude to them
@@anggasihombing653 The Empathy is real
idk man i just learnt that my friend is self concoius and like sweating during sex lmfao wasn't that amazing
yeah bro was just sat on my mates trampoline watching the stars with my best friend and it felt like we understood eachother, like we were destined to meet and grow up together it was beautiful
+1
I didn’t think it hit me until my friend said
“You’re allowed to blink mate”
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MufflerSponge ahaha
Best comment
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Talked for 7 hours straight. Got to know my significant other in a way I never had. It's a beautiful thing.
That is so true
I told my gf I loved her for the first time yesterday on MDMA...we've been together a year
Tristen Larsen omg I took it like the second time and I was just talking for good 4 hours lol and my boyfriend fell asleep on me
But it works for max 5 hrs
it is, i talked to my girlfriend and i don't think i've described so much to her, like u know, what i feel about her and how much i love her. its amazing.
Being on MDMA is the most unmatched experience on the planet. Just imagine feeling excited and times it by 10. Imagine being confident and times it by 10. Imagine the joy of listening to music. Times it by 10. Its so good man.
fuck it. im gonna do it this weekend 😂
@@YEAHYEAHYEAHZZZIf you did it tell me how it went. I feel like it was one of the best Things to experince ever.
@@YEAHYEAHYEAHZZZ did you do it
@@mxxrci4174 i did. and i abused
@@midapita yes
my first time i stared in mirror for like 20 minutes and convinced myself i was beautfiul, talking to myself etc, ive had a higher self confidence since
@ITS YA BOI MIKE WAZOWSKI no only spewed once from it
@ITS YA BOI MIKE WAZOWSKI doesn't usually happen and barfing ain't that bad just eat the barf so u don't waste it xx
@ITS YA BOI MIKE WAZOWSKI don't do by yourself, do it in a nice party environment with music
@ITS YA BOI MIKE WAZOWSKI ALWAYS test your shit. NEVER blinly trust your dealer. Note: i have never barfed from mdma/xtc
@@ChristianJPronk I want to do it but I don't want to gurn.
The magic of MDMA is that you dont give a fuck about w hat others think, literally, you become very open. Introverts should try it at least once with their friends, trust me, your friendship will rise up by 100%
This 🙌🏼
Never tried mdma n only done weed. Want to explore my mind more but there's no one to do it with. What should I do
@@jacobcatterall6070 go to a club
@@jacobcatterall6070 where do you live?? Ill tell you how to party.
@@Jonbagis the uk
Whenever i crash, i just ignore it. I convince myself "it's just the drugs, i'm not actually that sad" and i get over it.
Edit august 2022: wow, almost 3 years later, i still receive notifications from this comment. Glad u all found this small piece of advice usefull. 3 years later, i can’t remember my last crash after. I have my comeback ritual consisting of a healthy meal + bowl of fruits, some weed and my favorite music (minimal/micro house/tech house) and some small physical activity, or just chilling. Not a lot of screen time and preferably being outside. This boosts my brain molecules and i don’t crash.
However, i started crashing mid-trip for the past 2 years or so. To the point i was afraid of taking anything if i wasn’t in the right mood. When life/business was hard, I couldn’t control my thoughts during peak effects. So many times i was semi-passed out, curled in a corner, unable to move, thinking of god knows what. When the effects were diminishing, i would regain control. During this time i was trying to anchor myself in reality, but the flow of thoughts was overwhelming. If i focused on deep breathing, overthinking would slow down. Would even smoke some weed to calm the MD, and i would be so happy when weed takes over my thinking, like “oh man, this is just weed paranoia now, i can handle this”, and stand up and go back to a fun time. Now, i kinda learned how to control those moments aswell. I feel when my thoughts slip away and i breath and change them. If needed, i give myself some space for couple mins, maybe smoke a cigarette and reset my mood. Guess practice makes perfect. Never imagined this wonderful substance would cause such problems. Now i even take notes of my trips sometimes, they clearly happen when something in my life is not right. Also, that feeling when u overcome a serious problem while dancing in front of the speaker is just priceless.
This comment helped me a lot rn, slumping on a crash atm. Thanks, just what I needed to hear rn.
@@kylemckell hah, glad i could help
Same it's way better this way
I did that on acid and it worked. Mind is powerful
PRECISLY! being able to understand "hey, my body just overloaded itself with dopamine and seratonin, i just felt it drop lower than its normal levels, but im okay in all aspects" is all i need to remind myself im fucking happy and that roll lives on eternally in my soul till i die! I never get a depressed comedown off M because of that, i just simply know im not high anymore and i appreciate the soberness alot actually afterwards knowing it all
Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelics was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience
It would be great to hear in more detail about your mystical experiences during meditation.
hm. Can dr.perryshroom dispatch to me in Tx?
Sure, I got mine posted here in North Carolina. The service was considerate.
I met my girlfriend on mdma while she was on it too. We felt in love instantly and are happy together till this day
Damn a relationship started on mdma which lasted more than a week?!
How long are you in a relationship since?
@@YashasRedd 12 hours 🤣
@@Rabbitzz hajahahaha....trueee
Answer mr ultan
things getting a little weird at caillou's house
He's all grown up 🤗
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I literally saved my friend from killing himself while we were both on this because we actually *talked* with each other. I just wish we as humans could do this more often without the use of drugs.
The Promoting Centre honestly
Holy hell I hade the exact same experience recently 😱
IKR
Agree
We could, were just scared of the consequences otherwise
In the early 90s as a young teenager I was getting quite deep into nerdy stuff, but drugs and particularly MDMA were my saviour. I probably had far more than the guy in the video over 10+ years! I became so positive and sociable and made so many great friends - not just during the drugs but forever. Walking across rave dance floors shaking peoples hands from all walks of life changed me as a person, and it’s something I have never forgotten. I am a doctor now in my late 40s (time goes so quickly) and it’s so helped with my ability to be open and connect with everyone. I have no regrets whatsoever.
Personally, I suffer from autism and in my past used to be highly unsociable and had no friends I used LSD when I came into contact with it in college through luck which opened me up a lot to the universe and other souls and then MDMA made me extremely sociable I did it the first couple of times alone in my bedroom just listening to music and having some of the most incredible nights of my life just to get a feel for it and when I eventually did a small amount (Because I was kinda scared about overheating tbh) at a club at a 90s themed night it made me so sociable just the memory of oh dancing is fun made me more of an open an fun person, its been around 3 months since I last did it and im going to a massive festival for the first time to listen to guy whos music I really enjoy and plan to try it again at a more normal dose.
I can say that these drugs definitely changed my life and more of less cured me of a lot of issues that I had which I am truly blessed with, and Fu** the government who try to prevent us from experiencing these things.
Hi, just read your comment and I have to ask how you would recommend to be able to take ecstasy somewhat regularly (I feel it benefits me very much) but without developing a tolerance, and needing to take more to feel the same as just one pill used to feel
ive been taking it every 2/3 weeks every month for a year almost and no tolerance yet. I think whats helping me a lot is 5htp during my breaks@@akaSimplex
@@akaSimplexI loved it when I did ecstasy many years ago! It was a metaphysical experience. I’m already a loving human being. It just made me even more loving. I forgot the name of the chemical releases all of it. My personal suggestion not more than once a month minimum every three months you’ll have an even better time. I knew people that were doing it every weekend you’re not doing anything you have no no more chemical left whatever it is called. I wish I could remember the name of it but you can research it online. Once that released that’s it there’s no more so there’s no point in taking any more so every weekend it’s not gonna do anything for you wasting money and a great time as well so that sucks. Just my personal opinion. You have to be careful I never even tested them to be honest, but it was actually and MDMA definitely not fentanyl! A little bit of that and it’s lights out life over your dead! No thanks my experimental stage was later on in life for whatever reason not in the 80s I was a child then literally. More like mid 30s. I absolutely loved it. It was a wonderful experience. Vicks VapoRub sticks. Vicks brand Vaseline like thing. Under your eyes & in your nose. And if you can blow it into your own, I safely or have someone else blowing in your eyes. I learn how to do it myself but be careful you know you don’t choke on it either. Because that’s no good. Enjoy your roll! Hopefully when I’m with my loves whoever wants to. Of course no one’s forest at all that’s crazy no way. But I want to roll together. Have a wonderful time. I’ll blow the Vicks vapo sticks in each of everybody’s eyes put it under their eyes will have glow sticks, sour patch kids, skittles starburst. All kinds of treats to enjoy our time. I think it will be lovely. Then they can all make love to me one after the other I love a few men that love me as well. I have become polyamorous recently like the last 3 years ago. I never was before in my entire life but I honestly have completely changed my mind about it. It’s not for everyone but it’s for me.
I took Molly and then went to time square and I was giving a motivational speech to every homeless person I saw.
Donnie Augustine OMG ME
LMAOO
Donnie Augustine 😂😂😂
Donnie Augustine hahaha
😂😂😂 i would do this sober and prolly get punched in face
Americans: Molly
English: Mandy
Scots: breakfast
lol true
In all seriousness we call them eccies tho
pills are eccies
Mandy is rocks
Navier-Stokes Equation Australians call them caps
Australians: caps,pingas,bicies
They say you can't buy happiness, but you can buy MDMA. Takes you on a mind vacation for 3-5 hours.
Happiness is a warm gun
It's literally a depression medicine. No matter what you are just the best being in the galaxy
@@averagesionenjoyer8948 For short term-sure, long term-not so much.
Krystian Kukielczak yes it’s good for the 3-5 hours but when you start to come down it’s bad you literally contemplate your whole life lmao
And puts some people on the depression train for years to come
the amount of eye-opening conversations ive had while on mdma is insane. so many friends of mine have opened their heart and have solved a lot of traumas
Took a molly 15 minutes ago and decided I should probably know what gon happen.
Lol how was it
Took two and decided to watch aswell lmao hope I'll be ok lmao
@@osascamp1002 bro I'm going to a music festival in a few months and I'm tryna see if I really need to try it lmao
@@TheEnragedGamer I will let u know how it goes lmao waiting on the kick in cos I just took them.
TheEnragedGamer try it but don’t do a lot the first time and try it with friends if your doing it at a festival and make sure YOU STAY WITH THEM
Im on mdma watching this alone in a dark room at a houseparty and its just great. Hope all of you will feel this atleast once!’
Why were you alone in a dark room at a houseparty
@@servingtime innit especially on mandy thats like the biggest waste of your time ever
Lucky
@@kj2261 wait i’m thinking of taking mdma tomorrow alone is it really that bad by yourself? i heard it can be fun while you’re alone too
@@qqq3494 Nah do it at a party or rave trust
I actually huged trees with my friend and after that we huged a coca cola machine and we screamed this is not nature and started punching it
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I seriously feel like taking Molly cured every type of negative feeling, every negative thought has completely left me!! To be around so much love and to have that safe space to just be yourself is so beautiful!!!
Where do you stay? Not having any luck where I’m at
What was the setting you did it in?
Same here. I usually do it at a club,or party setting
I'm a horribly anxious person and Molly never gave me a spec of anxiety or discomfort. Just like Adderall or alcohol it just made me happy and energetic, loving and playful.
Thats why its very beneficial for self therapy!
I'm so anxious and I want to try it but I'm too anxious to even try it how do I get over my anxiety whsy did u do
@@crippledbrainwave I'm an incredibly anxious person, especially when it comes to drug use, but I've been very determined to try drugs so I've got some methods. For me the way to prevent anxiety is to be very gradual with dosage per session, so that the experience is always only a mild difference from the last time. Eventually you build up to the 'standard' experience. For me theres also a knock on effect, so microdosing on LSD (barely any effects at all, minimal anxiety taking) also made me less anxious taking MDMA a few days after. Being with people you trust and just 'diving in' also really helps. MDMA gave me an anxious comeup for 10 minutes but after that it was euphoria.
Me too. Weed can make me very anxious and scared, but MDMA never does :)
Hmm MDMA makes me anxious and the come down is pretty bad for my anxiety
Bro I'm rolling hard rn I love all of you guys!! Be safe!!!
BaKed dat part❤️
OvrHvn I tried molly with my bf today at a rave and I can confirm that this is true
@@freebandz90 soms people do and some people don't
BaKed I just started rolling.
i tell everyone i love them too lmfao
the pure feeling of happiness on mdma isn't even fathomable to people that haven't tried it. it's like saying think of the best moment of your life, then imagine that multipled by 100, thats how it feels.
Dankrupt nah I took it I don't agree
L7 Donn you didn't take real mdma then :s
Dankrupt Couldn't agree more🤗
Dankrupt just rolled for my first time, and was saying the same thing, it's fucking impossible to explain.
It really is your happiest moment of your life me and my two friends did it together and we became bestfriends after it
Everytime I do it with my husband… it’s like such a bonding experience. Like falling in love all over again like we just met! We cuddle, and kiss and cry and hug each other! We stare into each other’s eyes! It’s beautiful!
ur the type of guy who I really want as a friend bro
Maxim Van Den Eede Yeah man, we all want to be like you dude
Welcome to the Adam fan club, we've been around a while. Trust us when we say that we feel you.
Maxim Van Den Eede in a gay mafia type of way
same
I'm joining you in agreement here. :D
two best things on mdma: conversation and smoking cigarettes
Cigarettes are great on anything, weed, acid, alcohol, shrooms whatever.
Yeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaa
OMG YES! SMOKING CIGARETTES ON MDMA IS SOOOO GOOD
trikol15041993 literally
holy shit why is this so true
taking mdma with friends and talking for hours about how much you love them is literally one of the best experiences in life
wish i had friends
anupam thapa same
anupam thapa you will have a lot of friends if you can supply them with some M. Lol
fucking true.
agree
I’ve read that vets with PTSD have been put on MDMA with a therapist, and I’ve read that they really have come to terms with their fallen brothers and it has 100% helped them come to terms. MDMA is a hell of a drug.
I feel like marijuana and MDMA should be legal in CONTROLLED substances, just to make everyone happy and euphoric
All drugs should be legal
@@hayden6700 I agree. BUT as long as they’re not hurting anyone to get it or while on it, if you go around assaulting people while on it I don’t think you should be allowed to take it anymore, at least out on your own
@@maximus9300 I feel like alcohol is responsible for most drug related injuries, even proportionally speaking. I think all drugs should be legal so people can obtain them safely and it would be much easier for people to get help for drug addiction as well
@@hayden6700 Yep, you’re right, but I think alcohol is MUCH easier to obtain than cocaine or whatever drug you’re trying to get. You can walk down the street to a liquor store and as long as you have ID, you can get it. I’m not saying that’s a problem but what I am saying is that it’s much easier to obtain alcohol, so more people are going to get it, ultimately driving up the accidents and deaths. But yes I agree with you on that too
@@maximus9300 well I meant like proportionally I feel like alcohol is more dangerous to others than a lot of drugs. As in like a high percentage of people who drink end up injuring themselves or others. Whereas drugs like heroin are obviously very dangerous to the individual but it makes you very relaxed and unlikely to be hostile towards others. The method of getting it is much more dangerous though, lots of people are robbed or killed because someone needed their fix
MDMA saved my life by helping me cope and accept my son dying. Back in 2000-2001 (my peak rave years) I luckily had access to plenty of MDMA because 2001 was the year my 1st baby boy died. I was 19 years old and had no clue how to cope. It goes without saying it put me in shock and a crippling depression. MDMA gave me the spiritual heightening and comfort I badly needed. I'm certain without MDMA, suicide or a terrible permanent depression would have taken me. DOSE SAFE, hydrate, stay in a safe environment, keep vibes and love strong. ✌❤
sorry to hear that man, glad your doin better
Glad things got better for you, that’s awesome
Bless
thank u for sharing 🙏🏼💖🌬
When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken.
Little background. My wife passed away 3 years ago. I had been in a deep, dark, depressed hole since. One of my oldest and dearest friends showed up about 3 months ago with some very clean x. It was just like he described. And afterwards my depression went away. I've done it like twice since then and no signs of depression any more. I am a completely different person from a year ago.
I lost my mum 2 months ago, and I would love to take some , maybe I can speak with her ...but I have depression and I m a bit scared
@@mobilitysportsmassage4201 It's not like that. It doesn't really "drop the veil" so to speak. It resets your brain chemistry.
Sorry about ur mom btw. It sucks losing those we love.
How did it affect your future day to day life in a positive way? I’m so sorry about your wife by the way, I get it
@@kidgames2508 I was in a bad place. I went to work and came home and stayed in bed. I had severe social anxiety. I avoided family and friends. I literally wanted to die. All of that is gone now. I got a promotion at work. I just attended a music festival and had the time of my life. I dont dread meeting people now. I'm in the process of rebuilding some friendships that I had let fall by the wayside. I have a lust for life now that I haven't had in YEARS.
As an introvert MDMA taught me to enjoy parties. I don't take it that often but the memory of "oh dancing and socialising is actually fun" stayed even when I'm not on it.
If i tried molly in the future id only try if im sure what im taking is legit.
Mdma where im from is filled with garbage ive seen too many people get ruined sadly.
Same, I used to be self-conscious about dancing, but now I feel comfortable even 100% sober.
Even when on I'm on molly I would never dance. I just find that so cringe as an introvert. I just relax on the couch and talk and listen to music with friends and those are some of the best life experiences ever.. For me dancing would waste molly's potential as I get so much fulfillement from just talking and listening to music
Mine stayed for a week or so but then my social anxiety/introvert side caught up with me again lol rip
I totally understand this very well if you want any pure psychedelic products, MDMA , DMT you can get it discreetly to your location I can tell you I’ve had the best experience when I used it
The first time I tried MDMA it was the best feeling ever all my insecurities and worries all went away, the lights the music all felt soooo great. My second time on MDMA was even better, my third time I had bad anxiety for like 5 seconds I felt my heart beating sooo fast and also felt outta of breath but with the help of friends distracting me it went away within seconds and then felt the high kick in all over my body.
im infj personality so MDMA really helped me stop worrying about worrying and actually open up to take some weight off my heavy mind
@@TrueSkoolMusic I have high blood pressure problems will I have a heart attack if I take MDMA bro ??🤦🏾♂️
I wanna take it so bad ??
@@StaySolid-dv8cu Your heart will EXPLODE
yep u need to be around your good friends and take deep deep breaths it worked for me
Then you start chewing and don't stop
no fuckin lie i woke up the next day with blisters and chew marks and SO MUCH PAIN covering my tongue, cheeks, and lips
@@haleykimbrough9469 why the hell didn't you get gum
Jacob Sinclair I was trynna chew gum but i felt like the gum was sliding and merging with my tongue felt weird af
i was on 450mg this is not bs
I felt like I chewed a hole through my cheek the next day 😂
Seriously though, the night I took it, I was playing Last of Us and i thought I was chewing the inside of my mouth because of focus til I realized that I could kind of like...feel the dry parts of my cheek. Like I had chewed away the skin or something like that
Thanks for coming to my TEDx Talk
When you talk about ur experiences I get all tingly and smile because I understand it all and am happy others do too
i feel you on that on bro
We all know the feeling :D
i fucking love this video for that reason😂
Same here man, i feel the happiness while watching this vid and am happy others think the same haha
Same bro 😂
ok but this guy has absolute MASSIVE hands. look at them.
Hoppy Dodie maybe its the type of lense? possibly a wide angle
yea when you breakthrough on DMT, when you come back you will realize your hands grew a lb heavier
Hoppy Dodie the bigger the hands the more drugs he can do in one go
wow😱
Q😂😂😂
Ive started taking mushroom powders in my morning tea and give supplements to one of my teenagers. Such a difference. Mushrooms are the hidden gem. Mother nature has everything we need.
Magic mushrooms have changed my life. They've helped me overcome anxiety and depression."
I was skeptical at first, but psilocybin mushrooms have been a game-changer for my mental health.
The insights I've gained from magic mushrooms have been invaluable. They've helped me understand myself and the world in a new way.
y'all talk about the benefits of mushrooms, but no one talks about where to fetch from.
doc_hayles
I took mdma for the first time a couple weeks ago and it was at a party and I hugged everyone and told everyone I loved them i never felt so happy
Official ISO they were probably like wtf lmao
How was the crash?
@@drooms2724 it wasnt too bad it was mostly the alcohol that hurt in the morning
@Mrhopper163 I've only done it when drunk and it's pretty fun but you black out pretty much h
Do you feel sick at all
"The crash" or pill depression is a part of the journey. Every action has a equal reaction. Every up has its down.
Usually kicks in 2 days after for me.
I treat it as a different high, another journey.
I focus on the things that get me down during that time and I use it to reflect on where I want to improve my life
Silver linings
Supplement the day after with some cacao, or if you need to 5htp. Try yoga smiling, god no for a better walk. You shouldn’t feel TOO BAD, if you had something pure
Spartan Charge DaYum for me?
this is why I love weed hehehe
@Spartan Charge DaYum because you obviously don't know how to take it responsibly. It should be taken once every 3-5 months in a proper setting and environment. In small doses. Blame yourself.
I’ve done a lot of e and haven’t had a depresssion per say, but I will say since my first time I’m just more depressive in general than before I ever took it so :/
Why do i even watch this already know how MDMA works haha
Me too but it’s cool to see from other ppls perspective
Lucas Van baar yeh same just re watching it to see if it’s accurate
Same but i love it to much
Stagg its not just you
Probably to see how real is he lol , as i do too !
This is the most eloquent and informative video on this I’ve found! Loved this guy: super honest, non judgemental! Thank you for doing this! You gave really nice detailed info about the effects. A million thanks ❤
Not as good as.plan-ole.MDA
It's mich better.
I'm an "old" person, 60 to be exact. While the most I did was smoke pot in my younger years, I really appreciate your videos. Especially since my friends and I have "children" ranging from late teens to early 40`s; plus grandchildren. These videos help shed some light on the symptoms, the good/bad aspects of a particular drug, and even how to test for purity and taking the right amount. While I don't condone the use of drugs, it's not my place to judge they who choose to use it. Thank you for sharing your experiences and for the valuable information.
well put! you're a very wise man.
I'm ur age but I tried Ecstasy or MDMA in grad school in 84. Unbelievable, absolutely incredible experience.
Finally, somebody of your age with common sense! Most people of your age tell me that cannabis sends you "doo-lally" and that it makes you mad.
can u be my grandad
+u want beef??? ikr😂😂😂
I took MDMA at a party and a little after I peaked, an hour or so, it got raided by the cops and I had to run away, most intense shit
Joseph Iniguez 😂
Oof
Bet that running felt AMAZING tho
I bet that would trigger my memories from younger days when the lads and I would come up with all kinds of "pranks" , so the cops would chase us, it was so fun :) we were about 15-16 at the time I think :D
@@andrejz8954 lol is pranks code for shoplifting
Never try MDMA without your trusted friends around
Why
Fynn006 when being on mdma you need to be in a positive mindset sorounded by trusted people and friends, when in a negative mindset it causes you to be extremely paranoid and can give you very bad anxiety
being with friends ect can enable you to feel excited and happy with no worries in the world, stay safe.
Where do you get MDMA from
Mohamed Ahmed your local drug dealer
EXTIST duhhh !!!
This is by far the best description of the full experience. This is the video people need to see when they ask about it.
Talking to someone while on it is like movie dialogue
I swear 😂👌🏼
I felt this one. Everything just comes out like you're a character in a very clever, well written script. Like, effortlessly. Wish I could turn that back on whenever I felt like it.
It’s cause we’re in the matrix stay woke boys
Especially if both on mdma
Hit me up
Trust me, this whole thing is so accurate
Yeah. Like on point
Panda 730S exactly on point
Astroworld rodeo are u a Houstonian is so hello from Houston and yes
lady of 5 nah I’m from England but travis scott is my favourite artist and they are 2 of his albums
Yeah its because he's pretty much a master in MDMA
A comedown is basically just realising how shite your life is.
Amplified by a 100
Lonely Warrior Exactly
it feels like whats the point of living. I hate that shit.
😂😂💯💯💯 I be on bedrest with no appetite
😂😂😂
I took MDMA only once and I did two stupid things at the same time...
First, I heard you can't get drunk so I drank large amounts of vodka. Surely, I couldn't get drunk but I could still suffer from alcohol poisoning and everything else alcohol brings to the table.
Second, I noticed nothing happened about 1 hour after first dose so I took another one. Some time later it kicked in. Nobody around me had a head, people were just bodies with legs and arms but no heads. Not sure why, could be partial blindness caused by alcohol. This didn't last long.
The worst part for me was the next day. I'm normally 100% introvert and like to spend the time alone but that day I couldn't bear the thought of being alone, I phoned around looking for anyone who would keep me company.
High doses of mdma gives me slight hallucinations, I've had some but nothing big just funny. It's cool tho cos I know it was just the drugs and out the corner of my eyes I could see through people's eyelids. Was weird 😂
MDMA is just simply the best feeling I have ever experienced.
I wanna feel this, life is too short.
Then try meth. I'm sure you'll enjoy that more.
Me too. But a few other experiences did come close. When i realised i was in love with my girlfriend and she felt the same...and another time was when i was lucky enough to get some very strong coke, dont know why but the euphoria i felt was insane, much more than any other coke. Maybe was cut with something?
@@ollierussell88 drugs are bad
@@GottaGloUp1Day mmmmmmkay
Without warning it's the best high you can experience just be respectful of it thats all
matthew cooke What about meth 😂
Only the first time you take a pill or the other times, because I took half a pill 2 days ago. I liked it very much and want to do it again in a few weeks, so I’m curious if it would feel different when you take them every month or is it about the same sensation like the first time?
@@sheepelsheep2890 I'd recommend staying away from pills, you never know what else is in them, mandy (cystal/powder) is a much better way of experiancing the effects in my opinion. And yes it will feel different the next time, I probably took mandy around 6 times in the space of 2 months and whilst the first time (250mg) was absolutely incredible, some of the following times I had terrible come up anxiety, I still get bits of anxiety (although I expect it and know how to deal with it more now), but I'd recommend really spacing out your uses if you want to feel it like the first time again (I'm having about 4 months off)
Heroine, codeine, coke, oxys, meth, Xanax all better
Sheepel Sheep naw bro chill ik u might like the feeling of it but the more u take it the shitter the comedowns ive tooken E 8 times on one month lol so yea just chill man im having a shit comedown rn loll
I not only felt so much love, but made everyone around me express their feelings. I gave a speech on world peace. Danced my ass off. And cried my eyes out telling my bestfriend how much i love her for 12 minutes straight
Mee toooo lmao
classic candy flipppin... 🍭 is a good psychedelic
The I love yous on it are too tier
That’s it. I’m sold. I have to try this shit. Telling someone how much you love them for 12 minutes straight? Yes please *Austin Powers voice*
@@corelltemple2939 be safe and test everything before you try anything
I did it for the first time a few days ago. Absolutely magical. I’ve had alcohol issues before, I’m autistic and it’s really hard for me to socialise and I have super bad anxiety, so I used to drink to feel confident and numb out the anxiety. But the next day all that anxiety would hit me at once like a truck, and I’d either immediately start drinking again or just wallow in shame. But this was something different. As soon as it hit me I felt light and playful, not foolish and sluggish like being drunk, but l felt extremely wired, awake, alert, fast. Alcohol brings your awareness down but ecstasy brings it up. I felt so aware of everyone and everything. I felt so light, when I’m drunk I feel heavy. Those 3 hours where absolute bliss. I’m now still going through the comedown, and the memories of that night are all so beautiful. There’s no shame or embarrassment, I feel amazing about it. When I talked deeply about my feelings and my past, I don’t regret it one bit, like I would if I was drunk. I don’t feel like I want to do it again either. I feel like that experience was enough on its own, I don’t want to roll again at all to be honest. But with alcohol I couldn’t stand sobriety and constantly needed to be drunk. My body feels kinda bad, but mentally I feel great, and I honestly believe ecstasy is an amazing thing. Boggles my mind that alcohol is legal and ecstasy isn’t.
How may mg did you take, do you remember?
God this stuff sounds like it should be legal. I have been hunting and hunting and I can’t source any. Maybe I’m looking in the wrong places. Never tried it but the wife and I have it on our bucket list to do together as a bonding experience
MDMA is my fav drug ever. Beautiful, beautiful feeling. I feel like its an extension of my personality, its just me but 20X more, dance, connecting, realizing stuff about yourself, freedom...the energy inside me is absolutely insane. I try to just do it once a month because i dont want it to be spoiled for me, but its a bit a hard ahah I'm thankful for being someone who feels naturally high on life so i dont need everytime i go out to have fun. Open your mind, and dont abuse xoxo
That’s the problem, it distorts the reality big time and anything that distorts reality is NOT good.
@@cleric4265 I dont think you really get what i'm saying ahahah It doesnt distort my reality. I'm just someone who naturally is in a good mood and is happy and opened so I dont need MDMA to have fun and meaning its and extention of my personality..I mean extention as in, you dont get tired as easily as you would but for the rest its basically my personality, that's why i dont feel completly dependent on it because its already something that is in me...idk if that makes sens but i assure you, im fine :P
Don't do it once a month. It's too soon and you'll mess up your serotonin. Try once every 2 months.
Do it one a year!
@@LG1204 once a month is like if im in the city its more accessible but i go through long period where i just cant..like im goung through a 3 month break atm
The only dangerous thing about it is having the best night of your life
JDM Lifestyle and heatstroke
@JDM Lifestyle forgot to say no homo
Not really I had once bad roll. Instead happiness I had depression, I wanted to stab myself but I knew friends would top me so I didn't, if I was rolling alone I could ended up badly. And there was extreme paranoia at comedown.
unwels That either means it wasn’t mdma or you took molly too much
@@yuritarded8870 It was I had 200mg max, freshly crushed crystal, had it second time and it was ok. I think It just didnt kicked in properly.
A girl I like took mdma right before a party and she was all over me and told me so many things like how she thinks of me every night and loves me so much bruhhh
same thing happened to me twice ahahah it's so weird
Molly= truth
Carlos Moloney I think you took lsd and were hallucinating everything
Got their serotonin hit. They are tend to feel more affection.
anorexorcist I smell cap
The come up is super anxious and nauseous but once you usually throw up, the euphoria kicks in and you feel connected to everyone and everything. It can help break shells, create friendships, and induce your true social self. The hangover is not pleasant though so don't abuse it too often.
if you feel anxious on mdma, close your eyes and dance. it doesn't matter if it looks weird just blame it on the mdma
dancing is the medicine that I use for mdma anxiety hahahah. It really works...
CRIM3S lol i taught i was dying on mdma come up once i was so scared for like a solid 20 mins
if you do alot of mdma it can easily trigger anxiety, i got lost in a festival and walked in circles for hours lol, looking for my freinds
First time I told my wife I truly loved her was on MDMA. Man it felt so good to let her know after so many years being together. I don't think it was necessarily the drug either, I really do love her, just sometimes it's hard to say (real life ain't a Disney movie) and the MDMA brought it out of me. If you love your partner let them know right now!
Grant Lomman you were with someone for years and didn't tell them you loved them?!
Anna R. This ^
Anna R.
Hahaha I told my ex girlfriend I loved her after 3 months and she asked me what took me so damn long
You were married before you even told your wife that you loved her?
Anna R. Think he may be referring to past tense before they were married.
I had my first MDMA experience last night and I’m currently feeling the afterglow. The person I did it with was very trustworthy and so welcoming and warm, and I ended up completely opening up to him about things I’ve been through and we sat just looking at each other while I babbled away. He got emotional and I did too, but it wasn’t difficult to talk about at all. It felt so freeing.
I really feel like it was a very healing experience and definitely a life changing one. I feel like a different person, like the strongest and most self knowing I’ve ever been.
Do you recommend it
stundown definitely! But make sure you’re with people you trust and in a safe environment.
@@m00ndweller actually na, I just don't do drugs
@@m00ndweller That sounds amazing, I'm glad you loved the experience. My best friend just texted me saying she wants to do it with me, and honestly I'm down. I had my first weed experience with her 4 months ago and now I love weed and smoke it regularly, so having our first MDMA experience should be amazing. I'm gonna let her know I'm in.
AliasClyde ahh great! Don’t forget to stay hydrated and send an update if you remember to!
I tried MDMA for the first time in my mid teens and have done it a handful of times since. I’ve done it alone twice, with a friend twice and in a group and every experience has been great. The comedown has always been manageable even with my depression, which is surprising. So excited to get my hands on some and have more experiences. Just reminiscing about it makes me giddy.
Would I have a heart attack will my blood pressure get high taking mdma molly I have high blood pressure problems?? I wanna try molly
@StaySolid1804🇭🇹 research, if it's severe u may not be able to endure unfortunately. stay safe m8
Do you know anyone located in CA Pasadena area preferably by any chance
For me, I just danced for hours. I felt like I had discovered the meaning of life, which was living in the music and dancing. I felt like I didn't have time for anything else, because dancing was more important.
then you realised, thats all lies and you realise the actual world is boring as before
@@XAE_A_Xii Actually no! :p
Ecstacy experiences have changed my view on life, and I've learned how to enjoy myself in most situations, how to live in the now, and not always look to the future or the past etc. I have never enjoyed "mundane" everyday-life as I do now.
I think it might be Alan Watts who said that life is like a song. The point of the song is not to reach the end of it (life-goals, personal goals etc), but rather to enjoy it while it lasts.
you will see that without it, you can't enjoy anything, so your life is dependent on this chemical. and will take long time or may be never to recover and be a normal human who enjoy normal stuff like playing football, socializing, etc. my advise, avoid avoid avoid before too late.
@@XAE_A_Xii If you say so. Right now I feel better than ever before, and it was like 50 days since I had anything.
good for you, still in my experience it did much more harm than positive, although positive was a very big positive. could be different for other people. thanks i didn't do for too long, i knew it would destroy my health and future, and very likely would lead to drug addiction, but to different drugs. as xts is short term drug, peope don'tget addicted as they become tolerant too quick.
The come up is so weird to me, it's like you feel scared at first, but as that fades you become more and more hyped. Then out of nowhere it hits me like the gravity has changed. My whole body feels all floaty and everything is soft. Sometimes it's so much it kind of washes over me.
Same for me
Thats Crazy, for me Is like to being hit by a train. I start felling a bit strange and BAM It kicks in
@@fufudank9502 I can tell when its kicking in because it sounds like im speaking into a pringle can. I also feel a little bit dizzy and everything I do feels like its a mission that has to be done in the fastest time possible
Robbex imagining someone doing the simplest task THE FASTEST THEY POSSIBLY CAN made me lmao
SAME I did it and when it started to hit me I got really scared and nasueas Bc I was worried but over time I relaxed and I got more and more hyper and happy and pretty soon my head was pumping with dopamine and I was rolllling
I was planning on taking MDMA, but after seeing how good this sounds, i know i shouldn't because i'd probably like it too much
Been doing it once a month with friends after trying it.
Yes it isnt physically addicting but it is VERY physologically addicting so you have to know you can handle it responsibly
Yeah frrr literally same here!
James Palma you need to space out your rolls by atleast 3 months
I took it for the first time yesterday and today and i cant lie if i had more i would take it tomorrow and day after tomorrow so dont do it...
You hit the nail on the head for a lot of my experiences back in the day. Seeing people with glasses on was one of the strangest things but it happened all the time.
E goggles, E glasses….one of the strangest things I’ve ever experienced.
I am tripping right now and my God Adam's hands are HUGE
WOW...
WTFFF
Loooool
Looks at he’s ears as if he’s an elf
Lol fr
fish eye effect.. but that shit genuinely made me laugh
I dont do drugs anymore.
but I also dont do drugs any less.
im gonna steal this joke someday, the wit is too real
I used to do drugs.. I mean I still do, but I used to too
Can you explain this to me?
vinylstyl
Mitch hedberg my man
ahaha amazing
Take some chewing-gums and cigarettes, people you love, a safe place, some music, and there you go
im gonna do molly with my friends this weekend😌 im excited
@@kinsley1916let me know how it goes!
have u taken molly alone before bc i’m thinking of doing it soon and i wanna know how to make it fun.
@@TheRobel101 so ur sure it can be fun? i don’t wanna waste the pill but also can’t wait another year for a rave lol
@@qqq3494 the things i listed dont sound fun? Lol i roll mostly solo and do the things i listed. Make sure u not gonna be interrupted, prep for it well, and just have a nice night ur choice. Music and porn is the highlight for me to be really honest set up a nice playlist
The first thing I notice when coming up is sound. Everything sounds a lot more pleasant and angelic. Music sounds like it literally comes from heaven
I feel sweaty hands and lightheadedness, simply because of increased sense of touch xD
why r hugs so nice on md. everyones like a teddy bear awh
I was rolling at a festivle and just ran up to random people hugging them and they all loved it haha
R4eWclan That sounds like the best thing ever
@@A-Ls1 it was really good
@Methamphetameme I almost did but couldn't get a boner
R4eWclan pilly willy
This was by far the best and most accurate description of the effects I have ever heard.
Nah for me i was staring for like hours and just drinking heaps of water and chewing gum.
@@sexatica you had too much
@@cryptochrome_original well it was good. Had no bad symptoms from it besides a sore jaw from the gum for 5+ hours
@@sexatica LOL. The infamous Emma Jaw :) We've all been there.
As an introvert with severe social anxiety, it’s worth it to try at least once. Make sure that you’re around only people you trust and have at least one sober friend there. You will love EVERYONE and you have to set clear boundaries for yourself. It’s an amazing drug.
Were you afraid it would make you too paranoid? I want a drug where i feel good. For once. Weed makes me feel terrible, so i wanna try an alternate option
@@NaruSasuLemon no, no paranoia whatsoever. It severely limits your ability to make sound judgements so if you’re around shady people, bad shit could happen. Also, the one sober friend is to make sure everyone has a good time. Trust me, It’s no fun comforting someone freaking out when you’re also tripping balls. Molly is nothing like weed.
@@NaruSasuLemon I reccomend trying it with a small circle of trusted people. Not at a loud busy gathering
Id love to try it someday even though in my country they lace the shit with amphetamines haard. If i find a trustworthy source in the future im open to trying it.
Actually I did it with friends at a party a few days ago and it was awesome. Had an anxious come up, but then it was a really nice experience, especially the afterglow. I wasn't overly happy or anything, I just felt energetic and complete. No anxiety, no stress. I was at complete peace with myself, just enjoying the moment. However, I did have a sort of life crisis a week later when that inner peace faded away into the good old anxiety and stress. I felt super lost until I talked to my friend I did MDMA with. She made me realise that I need to work towards recreating that inner peace during my everyday life. Accept and embrace the uncertainty and be more relaxed about everything. So, overall it was almost a spiritual experience for me, I learnt a lot from what was meant to be a simple party.
You described it perfectly. Talking to someone and listening to music(with AirPods)are the 2 best things to do while on molly💯
WITH AIRPODS
It doesn’t matter
MAKE SURE YOU HAVE CHEWING GUM TRUST ME !!
Many people recommend taking magnesium as a supplement. I had no urge to clench my teeth on 150, no tolerance. Was that a low dose or did the supplements work, what do you think?
@@ЮраГоршков-ц2е some people just don't feel the urge to "chew" or use their tongue:)
Britt St I guess I’ll never know because I don’t wish to try molly without preloading
Yes. Last time I forgot and had pains for 1 week 😂
ahahha i bit on a plastic lid and cut open my whole mouth i coudlnt eat for a weak
Just tried MDMA for the first time tonight and I would just like to say that it was a very very pleasant experience. My emotions were very intense and I kept professing my love to my boyfriend. It took away all insecurities I could have had. I felt free and lovely.
Marisa Rogers , did it make u shit before it kicked in or all didn’t happen at all
I'm Bored it didn’t happen at all to me or my boyfriend
Marisa Rogers I hope you tested it before trying it!
Marisa Rogers did you get a shit low though? That's what kills it for me
Rube like low price? $10 for 100mg
i actually liked the comedown, it gave me time to reflect my experience while still having an easy high that slowly faded.
Wow really? Wasn't it tough?
The come down is not very bad at all I really enjoyed it to opens the world up you see clear !
Philipp Berger yeah comedown ain’t actually that bad
@@drandrewsanchez I dont think it is as long as you dont fight it. I had a friend that didnt want to come down so they kept drinking instead, and they ended up in a bad place. But my comedown was really nice, I felt totally normal, not groggy or anything. The positive feeling stuck around into the next day, and I never had any sort of a crash
until you start to do it a lot the comedown gradually gets worse with every dose
Took mdma last weekend and it literally felt like it brought me out of a hole I’d been in for months , one of the best days of my life
Jm87 can you elaborate on this?
Andrew Vazquez sure, I had been going through a lot of shit in my life and to cheer me up my friends brought me to a music festival. I took a couple bombs of md and the entire day I couldn’t stop smiling , I was super friendly and chatty and I felt like the whole world was just beautiful and perfect . I didn’t have much of a comedown either and for the weeks after it I just feel much more positive and content 🤷🏻♂️ sounds weird but it seriously did wonders for me
@@williemoloney50 I had the same effect . I always feel positive after I think it has something to do with learning something from it
@@Boobies92545 I relate to this...
Andrew Vazquez i have taken it twice and completely understand what they are saying. Its like this feeling of confidence and overwhelming feeling of love. You feel like you are a new person in a really good way. Its like all the anxiety and fear goes away and you understand that life is really about love. But if you were to do it, do some research and test your drugs. Its a great drug but you also want to make sure your will good people and the drug is pure
you understated how much you want to listen to music and how much different the music sounds seem. you hear layers in the music you haven't noticed before
Mdma literally changed my life , it healed away all my traumas and stresses like magic , just make sure you stay hidrated , and dont abuse it regulary once every 2/months its enough , while listening to good music and let the magic hit ya and heal your sould
@Mike Knight Indeed
Huh? Bullshit. It will heal you for a day and you are back with your demons. Want again? Huh wait a month or two and meantime enjoy being even more sad and depressed until then
@@dilyan-2904 Or u could learn from your trips,thus helping you cope on a day to day basis.. I do get where you’re coming from but that mentality is a breeding ground for depression
I did it 3 times a week for 2 months n I had rly bad comedowns but it’s worth the drug in my opinion. I don’t recommend it to anyone but some ppl can handle taking it much more. So if you wanna do it twice a week SOMETIMES u can yes but be careful n don’t take more than 100mg
@@JT-bl2bp I was taking at least 200mg once a week from September til New Year’s Day n I feel fine n am nearly 3 weeks off it never got comedowns or anything everyone is different
That sounds really addictive for someone like me. I've been trying to overcome my social anxiety the hard way for well over a decade so being able to easily turn those thoughts off would really affect me.
The thing is even if you did it a week straight, by day 3 or 4 you wouldn't feel anything. Tolerance kicks in quick and takes a long time to go away. I have a really addictive personality, but I'm able to limit my use to a few times a year.
@@lemonshatter2454 lol. Sure thing buddy
@@tg-rl3ul I just finished a 5 day bender was up to doing 7 pills on night 5 i definitely felt it each night
@@johndough7361 cool story.
dont do it at ALL!
it puts a HUGE strain on ur heart. Please overcome it w/out drugs, u can do it!
When i tried MDMA i felt every single symptom except the anxiety. Everything was perfect. Although, i did cry after i came down because i was so sad that reality returned.
Just because you are no longer high doesn't mean the experience and realizations go away, its upto you to carry the realization into the sober reality and apply what you learn on a day to day basis.
If you cry about reality you must be a fucking loser lol
You’ve never done MDMA
I smoked some gas before and during my trip.. made the experience 10x bette
Luminesence And you must be who? A winner? Calling others losers in a yotube video's comment section? Fucktard
Just say it..MDMA feels good
Oh yeah it definitely does
Sébastien Tombstone rolls right off the tongue
So true. As long as you remember not to do it so frequently
@@rxzxr5292 everyone says that you should not take MDMA so often...But how often should be okay for the most? Is waiting a week enough?
@@Atombre4ker no no no, that often will give you brain damage. MDMA is highly neurotoxic so you're supposed to wait a minimum of three months in between
MDMA made me talk COMPLETE SHIT for about 7 straight hours. God bless my friend who had to sit through 7 hours of me rambling incredibly fast about mankind, consciousness, artificial intelligence, and the condition of man.
lol i do this while not on drugs at all
this is why im not feeling the need to try drugs
I did this with my girlfriend for 11 hours, thankfully she understood and sat and talked to me about really personal things that I find hard to talk about.
Lmao same 😂 but spoke of it with so much confidence
Same
Same
I had ecstasy yesterday night. It was the best thing ever. I got it from my trip on Amsterdam. It took 20 minutes to kick in. I blasted songs on full volume and had a feeling that i have never had. When i talked it felt like i was talking in autotune. Everyone should at least try mdma once in their life or else what are you even living for in this world.
same man I just tried it this past Saturday, fantastic experience
The scariest part of my mdma experience was that I didnt ever want it to end. It really scared me because im dont really get addicted to things. It felt so so good that I knew I could addicted to this. Ive managed to get over that and im not addicted but I still really want it. Though i can control myself.
Edit: test your molly please I keep seeing people buying from people with “good reviews” it’s like 60 extra bucks to make sure you don’t die.
Me too I feel if I had access to it I'd get addicted lol glad I actually have self control though
black ops [ David ] Thats exactly how it was trying acid
Same, for me limiting the substance is a good way to protect myself.
Until I get sufficiently mature or get that onefulness and love that I lack.
Do Yoga to simulate it in your brain
@@ashwanths7509 lies
i think everyone can agree though that the first time on MDMA is the best
Disagree! First roll was a houseroll. Second was at a festival. The festival roll was so beautiful and so blissful for me.
That’s what my friends told me the first time they gave me in a bottle of Gatorade, and yes, it was the best experience eveeeeeer!!!! And nowadays I’m still in love with it, but haven’t done since oct 2019 :(((( I need t haha
@@peeiioo I can bet your next roll will also be beautiful w/ that tolerance break though aha
The first time isn't nesseceraly the best one. For me in fact it was the worst one. And every time I did it it kinda got better and better.
But I also take a break of around a year inbetween.
@@naya5628 I did a bit on a rave here in New York on June and it was magical, and then I did it again a week ago but a whole capsule, and ufff madre mía, so delicious and beautiful !!!
Love MDMA ! Haha 🤤 but I’m cautions about it :)) ☺️☺️
Music on this stuff.... oh god it's the best thing ever. It still blows my mind.
Farcallo BRO YOURE SO RIGHT
Genre doesn't even matter they all sound amazing lol
Especially Drum & Bass ^^
I keep hearing this but don't know where to find this specific drug. I already love music, I know other drugs increase the depth of music as well... some songs go we with specific drugs, for weed I like lost boy when alone... the depths of the silence in the foreground is beautiful especially with a good music system. When with a group of friends though I prefer music you would dance to
The Point of Clearity Music on weed is indeed very beautiful. But music on mdma is gut punching incredible. It's impossible to put into words.
I call the moment right after the peak the clarity phase. I was so scared at first and then my fear melted away into brilliant bliss and love. I recently tried it for the first time with my partner and I felt the magnitude of our love and it was so so so powerful and intense! MDMA saved our relationship!
Mdma gives you a godly feeling and you just love everyone and everything
That’s the problem, it distorts the reality big time and anything that distorts reality is NOT good.
What do you mean “so what” you dumb ass ? I just told you “what”
@@cleric4265 why is it "not good?" I want to understand your meaning behind this. Why are drugs bad? They don't have an agenda, you choose how to use them. They can alter your perception, which can be a good or a bad thing, depending on how you want to view it. Taking mdma is inmensly therapeutic and can teach you a lot about yourself and others, especially when you do it with others. MDMA is good for me as I space out my usage, MDMA isn't good for someone I know who takes it weekly, as it depletes seretonin and takes a good while (about 3 months) for it to fully recover. Doesn't mean you'll feel like shit for 3 months either, might not even feel any comedown at all
Are you rolling?
"Hi yeah I love you you're beautiful"
Adam Estrada literally same! XD
I was with a crew at a funky edm show, and every 5 minutes I was like hold on, I have to go say hi to that person. Walk up to total strangers and I was just like... Hi!
Did the same in the City. Most younger PPL were pissed af about me just try to talk to them (germany btw.). But one old Lady I talked with an hour.
MDMA turns me into a professional dancer and ultra charming flirt, not even exaggerating
No matter how social awkward or anxious you are, MDMA gets you out of your shell and you're able to speak to any person as if you've known them since forever.
And you become very charming with the ladies, no matter how they look.
Alexander Rojas Once I start rolling in a club, I start loving each and everyone around me equally. Mostly those that are on the same level as me (also rolling). 😊✌
Everybody is a professional dancer on it.
Im the same made bare mates and got a few girls while off me tits
I smoked MDMA with weed a week ago. Almost died.
dude thank you so much for the end. i took 8 double stacks two weeks ago and was high for 3 days. the come down was so bad i had ended up in the er, even now i feel manically depressed but watching this video and seeing literally you say every single one of my symptoms literally made so much of my depression and anxiety go away. if you’ve ever had a horrible come down, you’ll understand where i’m coming from.
I've only done molly once, but some great advice that I followed from a buddy is to go for a walk during your come-up. Walked around for about an hour with my friends, listening to a podcast in one ear through an airpod and I experienced none of the symptoms he listed. No heart rate increase, no heavy anxiety and by the time we got back to my friends house and turned on the music I was feeling pretty good. Maybe that'll be helpful for someone else out there. Have fun and roll safe my friends! :)
Could you dance first instead of walking?
I get anxiety from edibles. There is no way I cant take xtc
@@dookie7299 i get anxiety from edibles too, but with mdma it’s all completely gone, my favourite thing
For me I don't get a come up, I'm just suddenly high after about 45 minutes which is strange as I'm quite an anxious person and have had panic attacks on other stimulants
@@dookie7299 cannabis anxiety doesn't go away tho
MDMA makes me give chronic compliments lol
K Bear same here lol 😊
And I talk smooth as fuck. I am not very social but like I went up to one of the prettiest girls from school who is also a senior, I’m only a sophomore and I was making her laugh and we were having good conversation! It was awesome
One time at a show I was rolling hard and told this random dude his eyes were beautiful lmao
Thought I was the only one lol
same hahaha always commenting the hairstyle
I did MDMA yesterday for the first time. I can say it was an amazing, fascinating experience. It was just incredible how happy I was and how I loved everyone of my friends xD
zCrased
Same G
Don't abuse it
Then you turn into a piece of shit the next day
same
zCrased trust me. It completely fucks with your serotonin levels in the long run your brain and causes perminant depression!
Mandy is the best feeling that’s exists, I’ve come to the point where I’d rather feel mdma feeling my entire life than being normal. That’s because I’m so insecure when I’m not on it. And mdma just helps me a lot. That’s it for me.
What if there is an afterlife where you can't earn enough to buy MDMA or there is no concept of MDMA??? And there is no Annihilation of Nirvana either. What will you do??
MDMA feels like everything is going to be okay and you feel great, and it gives you a new view of life. Used correctly it's a great drug.
Hákon Hjaltalín what about a horrible breakup?
Jakey Well i can't encourage anyone to try drugs that is up to you, but imo yes it could help you to give yourself a new view of bad events.
Hákon Hjaltalín I've done caps (mdma) before. Just wondering so when the times comes I survive the breakup. But thank you
Hákon Hjaltalín agreed if used right it can be a great thing. Unlike me I started to do it 3 or more times a week at one point. I haven't done it in a couple years now but I was definitely close to be completely hooked on it
Hákon Hjaltalín ss
Im on Molly now. I love you
FrankE Garcia how it was? :D
lol same here!
FrankE Garcia it how was?
i love your also
It was how?
MDMA made me understand that love is the only thing that can save us. Since I believe God is Love, it just erased any doubt that I might of had about God being real. I felt connected at a spiritual level to everyone around me. It was something I will never forget as long as I live. BTW im not a hippy or anything like that. Just a regular joe who had a very pleasant awaking.
TheKitPlug your brain reacting to drugs does not prove God's existence. Lol
TheKitPlug Faith is worthless without evidence
Can you prove that with evidence?
TheKitPlug got his ass
TheKitPlug
yes, pretty easily actually. i dont understand why you thought that was clever.
That transition from anxiety/panic to euhporia is literally what I was about to post. I've done MDMA/XTC at least 12 times (in the span of 5 years) and this happens every single time.
The only time I felt that was when I drank too much water I then started feeling ill and panicking to myself as it felt like something was wrong with anxiety going through the roof , the body suddenly force ejected a huge stream of water out like a powerful vomit but just water no sick . Within 1 minute after that my ecstatic high skyrocketed again and I was up dancing again like a mad man in pure bliss