No one is perfect, our parents think nothing is wrong with us, but they are wrong. We hurt in the inside when they are around because we dont want them to see us crying, and once they leave…we cry…alot. They never understand us. They never notice we are sad. What they do notice is our grades. They notice our flaws. But i notice everything, if anyone wants someone to talk to, im here for you :)
No matter how many times I have try to do whatever my parents want me to do, I am just not good enough. They always compares me to those perfect students… and I just feel like… I am always useless and worthless…
I hate myself also, I'm parked in a church parking lot crying feeling sorry for myself because I don't want her or anybody to know that I'm hurting and I'm miserable. Trying to get high and drunk enough to dull some of the pain, I dont know who you are but I don't hate, I wish you love and happiness that you want in your way that you want. If your like me it's gona be a cold day in hell when that happens. To everybody yes I fight all dam day long everyday and for what so I can say I made it. Existing isn't living, I love this person but I can't tell her, I don't feel that I'm good enough as usual, and I just have a bad time trying to fit in, it's like I was born at the wrong time, I mean where is my other half, where is she. I run 7 days a week I lift weights and train 5 days a week, I have tried to make the best me and it's done nothing, it's like I don't exist, I'm invisible, gues it's like being dead. From one troubled soul to another I love you and I'm sure your a very special person and I pray all your hopes and dreams come true. I'm giving up
@@pauldeatherage6112 I want to tell you something. I want to tell this to my past self and to you. See me as your future self coming to you. I had sever depression and I was suicidal every day for years. I would come to such videos to numb my pain or to feel some more pain. I used to cut my arms so deep I still have the scars. I literally would oray every night that I wouldn't wake up the next morning. I would do heavy workouts and martial arts 6 days a week. I would go to university act fine in front of people but I was hoping that a car would hit me and end my life. But... it's been two years now. Two years of miraculous survival. I don't even know what happened but I was saved. Since I was a kid, never I was happy to wake up to a new day so I never thought I would feel that. But for the past two years everyday I'm happy that I'm alive. I'm grateful that God didn't take my life and let me get to this point of my life. If u see such videos on RUclips you might find my comments on many of them. I never knew I could be happy for the first time in my life. I couldn't even imagine happiness. My dream was to die and disappear. But now I don't even know what happened. But I got saved and I haven't watched such videos in two years. I know waiting for another minute can be suffocating two. But please wait a little more. I couldn't even imagine. U can imagine either. But you will be happy two. And I swear that day your heart will feel so grateful that you waited. Your loved one is somewhere waiting for the day to meet you. To experience the best sort of love with you. Please hold on. If I could, I would tell this to my 3 years ago self hoping he would suffer less. But I can't. So imagine I'm you from the future: You made it. You're happy now. You're living your best life with your loved one and you're having dreams as you achieved your previous dreams. Every morning you're happy. Thank you for holding on a little more. I'm here with you. I'm proud of you and I love you. It's because of your patience that we got to experience our beautiful life.
@@pauldeatherage6112 I wrote a reply but it got deleted by RUclips I guess because of some trigger words. I type it again. I want to tell you something. I want to tell this to my past self and to you. See me as your future self coming to you. I had sever dep/ression and I was sui/cidal every day for years. I would come to such videos to numb my pain or to feel some more pain. I used to c/ut my arms so deep I still have the sc/ars. I literally would pray every night that I wouldn't wake up the next morning. I would do heavy workouts and martial arts 6 days a week. I would go to university act fine in front of people but I was hoping that a car would hit me and end my life. But... it's been two years now. Two years of miraculous survival. I don't even know what happened but I was saved. since I was a kid, I never once was happy to be alive. And I thought this was what it was and I didn't know I could ever be happy. But miraculously here I am. It's been two years that I'm happy everyday to be alive. I thank God for not taking my life and fot letting me see these days. I know waiting is hard even for one more minute. I didn't believe or even think I could survive. But without me knowing how it happened. Please you too wait. You will be happy two. The love of your life is waiting for you or looking for you somewhere and I believe when you meet her you will experience the best form of love next to her and you two will live the best life together. I wish I could visit myself from 3 years ago and to tell him all of this hoping he would suffer less. But I can't. So let me tell you instead: we made it. Thank u. It's all because of you that we are happy now. U held on so that's why we are happy now. You went through so much but now we are happily living with so much love next to the woman we love. Thank you for everything. I'm proud of you and I love you. Please hold on. I don't know how but my life changed. If u watch such videos on RUclips u will see my comments under many of them. That person never believed that he would survive that hell. But we don't need to know the how. I didn't know and I don't know. But it happened and I thank God for it everyday. I didn't even have hope that God would save me. I say this because I don't want you to think I was so happy trusting God and that was why I was saved. Know. I believed God wanted me to suffer and I believed he would never help me. But he helped me. That's my belief. Weather you believe in God's love for u or not is doesn't matter. You will be happy one day. I believe. Please stay still. Please survive and be someone who tells other people your story. I don't even know you but I feel the urge to move from countries to see you now and ask you to hold on. Because you will be deeply happy and I believe it with my whole life.
damn it... it's my fault that I'm not good enough I didn't try enough in everything that I do that's why I'm a failure :( I hope people around me forgive me because I'm just never as good as their expectations I'm just... :(
Remembering that one evening when my stepmom started having an argument with me Out of nowhere and said she wants to keep drinking and die because of me. Ever since that day, this keeps Haunting me.😭
All I want to do is help my parents and not disappoint them but i can't I'm such a failure I feel like I don't deserve a life because of how much of a failure I am I feel like nobody cares about me I'm just the worst person ever I can never do anything right but my parents are divorced and I go to my dad's house for the weekend and my mom's all week I just don't know I'm dumb I never think about anything I'm such a failure i hate myself so much. Sorry about making it so long.
Ur content encourages people to feel crapy about themselves itx total BS u should be ashamed making videos just to make someone out there cry.......Whoever needs to hear this ur amazing the way u r,don't feel bad or change anything about urself because for wat itx worth GOD loves u and I love u too❤
![[FREE AUDIO] You're losing me](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/jHrcZfq3UaY/mqdefault.jpg)
No one is perfect, our parents think nothing is wrong with us, but they are wrong. We hurt in the inside when they are around because we dont want them to see us crying, and once they leave…we cry…alot. They never understand us. They never notice we are sad. What they do notice is our grades. They notice our flaws. But i notice everything, if anyone wants someone to talk to, im here for you :)
No matter how many times I have try to do whatever my parents want me to do, I am just not good enough. They always compares me to those perfect students… and I just feel like… I am always useless and worthless…
To anyone who needs it:
Im proud of you
for eating
for breathing
for being here
you are good enough
I just want to make my family proud, but it feels impossible. I'm not proud of me, so how can they be proud of me? im just not good enough.
God is proud of you bro never forget that you're enough
Im sorry father, im just like you
This is my everyday life😁😁🥲
I feel like this on a regular 🥲
I'm sorry I couldn't be even what I wanted to be. I just hate myself as always
Never hate yourself.. we can be angry for the bad chooses me made in life and learn from them to make it right
I hate myself also, I'm parked in a church parking lot crying feeling sorry for myself because I don't want her or anybody to know that I'm hurting and I'm miserable. Trying to get high and drunk enough to dull some of the pain, I dont know who you are but I don't hate, I wish you love and happiness that you want in your way that you want. If your like me it's gona be a cold day in hell when that happens. To everybody yes I fight all dam day long everyday and for what so I can say I made it. Existing isn't living, I love this person but I can't tell her, I don't feel that I'm good enough as usual, and I just have a bad time trying to fit in, it's like I was born at the wrong time, I mean where is my other half, where is she. I run 7 days a week I lift weights and train 5 days a week, I have tried to make the best me and it's done nothing, it's like I don't exist, I'm invisible, gues it's like being dead. From one troubled soul to another I love you and I'm sure your a very special person and I pray all your hopes and dreams come true. I'm giving up
@@pauldeatherage6112 I want to tell you something. I want to tell this to my past self and to you. See me as your future self coming to you. I had sever depression and I was suicidal every day for years. I would come to such videos to numb my pain or to feel some more pain. I used to cut my arms so deep I still have the scars. I literally would oray every night that I wouldn't wake up the next morning. I would do heavy workouts and martial arts 6 days a week. I would go to university act fine in front of people but I was hoping that a car would hit me and end my life.
But... it's been two years now. Two years of miraculous survival. I don't even know what happened but I was saved. Since I was a kid, never I was happy to wake up to a new day so I never thought I would feel that. But for the past two years everyday I'm happy that I'm alive. I'm grateful that God didn't take my life and let me get to this point of my life. If u see such videos on RUclips you might find my comments on many of them. I never knew I could be happy for the first time in my life. I couldn't even imagine happiness. My dream was to die and disappear. But now I don't even know what happened. But I got saved and I haven't watched such videos in two years.
I know waiting for another minute can be suffocating two. But please wait a little more. I couldn't even imagine. U can imagine either. But you will be happy two. And I swear that day your heart will feel so grateful that you waited. Your loved one is somewhere waiting for the day to meet you. To experience the best sort of love with you. Please hold on. If I could, I would tell this to my 3 years ago self hoping he would suffer less. But I can't. So imagine I'm you from the future: You made it. You're happy now. You're living your best life with your loved one and you're having dreams as you achieved your previous dreams. Every morning you're happy. Thank you for holding on a little more. I'm here with you. I'm proud of you and I love you. It's because of your patience that we got to experience our beautiful life.
@@pauldeatherage6112
I wrote a reply but it got deleted by RUclips I guess because of some trigger words. I type it again.
I want to tell you something. I want to tell this to my past self and to you. See me as your future self coming to you. I had sever dep/ression and I was sui/cidal every day for years. I would come to such videos to numb my pain or to feel some more pain. I used to c/ut my arms so deep I still have the sc/ars. I literally would pray every night that I wouldn't wake up the next morning. I would do heavy workouts and martial arts 6 days a week. I would go to university act fine in front of people but I was hoping that a car would hit me and end my life.
But... it's been two years now. Two years of miraculous survival. I don't even know what happened but I was saved. since I was a kid, I never once was happy to be alive. And I thought this was what it was and I didn't know I could ever be happy. But miraculously here I am. It's been two years that I'm happy everyday to be alive. I thank God for not taking my life and fot letting me see these days.
I know waiting is hard even for one more minute. I didn't believe or even think I could survive. But without me knowing how it happened. Please you too wait. You will be happy two. The love of your life is waiting for you or looking for you somewhere and I believe when you meet her you will experience the best form of love next to her and you two will live the best life together.
I wish I could visit myself from 3 years ago and to tell him all of this hoping he would suffer less. But I can't. So let me tell you instead: we made it. Thank u. It's all because of you that we are happy now. U held on so that's why we are happy now. You went through so much but now we are happily living with so much love next to the woman we love. Thank you for everything. I'm proud of you and I love you.
Please hold on. I don't know how but my life changed. If u watch such videos on RUclips u will see my comments under many of them. That person never believed that he would survive that hell. But we don't need to know the how. I didn't know and I don't know. But it happened and I thank God for it everyday. I didn't even have hope that God would save me. I say this because I don't want you to think I was so happy trusting God and that was why I was saved. Know. I believed God wanted me to suffer and I believed he would never help me. But he helped me. That's my belief. Weather you believe in God's love for u or not is doesn't matter. You will be happy one day. I believe. Please stay still. Please survive and be someone who tells other people your story. I don't even know you but I feel the urge to move from countries to see you now and ask you to hold on. Because you will be deeply happy and I believe it with my whole life.
If you tried then that's all that matters.
POV: how my everyday is 😂
Help me😢
This is how I feel most of the time
I'm sorry I'm not good enough, I'm sorry I'm not the better then my teammate, I'm sorry I'm not smart enough, I'm sorry I'm useless
Trying is never enough 😢😢
If it was easier to escape from reality
When I do something to make my parents proud they never see it our they don’t care about me
I have conviction I do not want people, do not acceptnpeople, etc..
Also dont be sad guys life's too short to care ;]
If only I could escape reality...
Hey, Just checking up, you havent posted, pls be okay, come back :(
damn it... it's my fault that I'm not good enough I didn't try enough in everything that I do that's why I'm a failure :( I hope people around me forgive me because I'm just never as good as their expectations I'm just... :(
I want to leave an audio like this once I’m gone
💔
Only for school they want always good points of me but I can’t get good points
"You need to start trying"
Im not good enough, im not good enough, im not good enough
I wish I believed in angels
Remembering that one evening when my stepmom started having an argument with me Out of nowhere and said she wants to keep drinking and die because of me.
Ever since that day, this keeps Haunting me.😭
same here
I also feel like that I have 😢
I’m never good enough for Evert personne on the world. I don’t now why I’m living
My moms said i was a burden and everything 😢and i thought about this about my whole life
Same man
So i needed a meme and came here and now im imagining how it will turn out while laughing my butt off xDDD
Sad
At least I tried and the person I still love I sacrificed myself and my own feelings because all I wanted is to make you happy and help
Did it work though? I tried to for the person i love but he couldn’t wait more
He left me i feel guilty
Chuck Bobbi and Angel I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you guys.I miss you so much
And I love you all very much
I’m sorry I make mistakes but I’m only human 🤷♀️🥲
i'm sorry to be the worst human on earth
God bless yall
😭💔
Ya this is me
I'm sorry for being me...
@@Kai_8909 thanks man.
Im sorry. You believed in me and I let you down. I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry. I'll do better
I'm just ugly, weird, cringy, cry to mutch, stupid, asshole, and just not good enough
Are you okay? You haven't posted in 10 months.
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All I want to do is help my parents and not disappoint them but i can't I'm such a failure I feel like I don't deserve a life because of how much of a failure I am I feel like nobody cares about me I'm just the worst person ever I can never do anything right but my parents are divorced and I go to my dad's house for the weekend and my mom's all week I just don't know I'm dumb I never think about anything I'm such a failure i hate myself so much. Sorry about making it so long.
I try my best
I hate people but i also just hate myself
:(
I dont see the point being here😭
If you go, I will miss you ❤
Ur content encourages people to feel crapy about themselves itx total BS u should be ashamed making videos just to make someone out there cry.......Whoever needs to hear this ur amazing the way u r,don't feel bad or change anything about urself because for wat itx worth GOD loves u and I love u too❤
this sucks!