Masculinity & feeling unsafe. My testosterone-fuelled journey #9. Nonbinary FTM.

I've been on T for 5 months today and I've realised that the more I change physically, the more unsafe I feel in public. I chat about masculinity and feeling unsafe, social perceptions.
Unapologetic idealist, recovering addict, neurodivergent Spoonie living with Bipolar II; learning to live large, one day at a time by recreating myself and what that means for the world around me. Not a survivor, a warrior. I am a nonbinary transgender person on testosterone, journeying through a nonbinary transition, documenting my physical, emotional and spiritual changes as a feminist queer. . #diaryofaqueerfemininistgenderfucker | Johannesburg, South Africa
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[@dytg7182]

Thanks so much for sharing this. Really really helpful to hear your thoughts on this aspect of your transition, especially as a non-binary person... I'm always puzzling and feeling anxious over how people perceive me in social interactions, too, and this gave me food for thought. Wishing you the best!

[@gabrieldelarch8599]

Thanks so much, sibling! Wishing you greater peace on your journey. 👊🏾

[@insanesalamander9433]

and wtf does "transmasculine" mean?
as i said before masculinity is a subjective term not some objective state of being with objective criteria, your thinking of sex lol

[@Mcoetzee1000]

stop the t and just be a lesbian

[@gabrieldelarch8599]

Thank you so much for that comment, Mariska. I'm glad you know me better than I do. Wishing you all the happiness and joy you spread to people you don't know or understand. Love, Light and Beauty to you on your journey.