Surviving, FIGHT, God is in control, selfcare, not pleasing, short stay hospital, medical care, LOVE
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Hi dear! On this channel I will share my journey with you how NOT to die from anorexia... I am still alive by the grace of God. I have suffered from all kinds of eating disorders since 30 years (!!) now. It is a miracle that I am still alive! And though I seem to be 'at my last end', I will keep trusting that I am still alive for a reason. One of which is to share my story with you. I will give all I have to give as long as I keep breathing. And I hope that you can use it for the better to prevent you and/or your beloved to suffer as much from this disease as I have. Topics I certainly will address: anorexia, bulimia, binge eating, orthorexia, intestine issues, intolerances, fear, anxiety, what I eat in a day, panic attacks, urges, overeating, undereating, purging, medical help, hospitalisation, inpatient treatment, outpatient treatment, twelve step program, spirituality, Higher Power... and so much more! Subscribe and like not to miss out on anything. 
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YES i am so proud of you for pushing through! Stay at the hospital! Let go of control, this is what you have been praying for! Please trust the doctors - it is their job to keep you alive! Please don't say you HAVE to eat in the middle of the night. You GET to. you GET to eat! Bc you are alive! Eating in the night for a ,,normal'' brain is totally fine - it is your disorder talking
Thank you dear! 💜
I second this!
A lot of people have midnight snacks. Just look at it like a midnight snack! Your E.D. is trying to sabotage you getting well!
Agree completely!
There you go! Nice rally from yesterday. Hold on to these thoughts. ❤
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You're already showing improvement simply by allowing yourself to not be in control of everything. That is huge! Keep trusting that you're in the right place even though it isn't perfect, and that you will make more improvements. We're with you in thought and we're supporting you! ❤️
Thank you Charlotte 🙏🏻💖
Seriously, yes!! 👏👏👏 It’s a biggg freaking deal. I too have OCD, and it is immensely difficult to give up all or even just some control, to others. Allowing the outside in, allowing another to help you, is so hard. Angelique has surely gathered a world of courage to stay where she is right now. It’s so so huge. Your comment is just so spot on, 100% agree. ❤️❤️
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I am beyond proud of you for staying! I remember years ago when I had to go to rehab for iv drug use, I deliberately chose a rehab place on top of a mountain in Spain as I just knew I needed to do as much as possible to stop myself from running away. I can still remember the internal battle I had to face and overcome. Let's just say I was extremely dramatic, lots of tears and tantrums. Lots of emotions being released that had built up over years. Just give in to them, feel everything you need to feel. I can see you are stronger today than yesterday, you have earned a piece of armour. Its just lots of little battles, usually in the dead of night when you're alone that you do most of the fighting....and WINNING. Keep us updated and always share your feelings, your story is immensely important. Hugs from England. X
Thank you so much for sharing this dear! 🙏🏻💖
I also struggle with Addiction and ocd plus an Eating disorder. I was also an IV drug user for 20 yrs. Been through many rehabs. Today I’m stable on methadone but mentally it’s still a struggle. But day by day things do change.
@@Tammissa one moment at the time! Happy you are here… you are not alone dear! 😘
Ook ik heb 19 jaar geworsteld met een eetstoornis
@@carlijnvanderlinden288 hoe gaat het nu met je en hoe ben je ervanaf gekomen?
Sometimes staff can sound harsh when indeed they are reiterating the same instructions each day thereby helping to create a continual pattern of self care (of course your 1st week you have to work that out together) . When you get sad, week, angry, etc.try to speak boldly with yourself rather than with defeat. When food was my medicine, I added cheese to lots of things and kept some peanut butter around for a spoonfull when myvsugar got too low. Good luck.
I’m so proud of you for not running away from the hospital. I believe that every hurdle you overcome is getting you closer to getting well so that you can start living your life the way God intended you to. You are worthy of a great life so make it happen! I know you can do this!! May God’s grace and mercy shine down on you today and may he give you the strength you need to conquer whatever comes. LET GO AND LET GOD❤️🙏❤️🌙
Thank you Julie! 🙏🏻💖
So good to see you again! There is a positive change in your demeanor from yesterday. God is with you and will use your story for good. We are all here supporting you and celebrating your successes and will lift you up when it gets rough. Take it one day at a time, a long journey starts with just one step and you’ve done that. I’m proud of you ❤
Thank you Liz! 💜
Daily videos would be GREAT! It could be really interesting for both sides if you documented your journey. Even a quick minute or two check in about what you did that day.
So glad you’re still there. Hang in there!! ❤️
Hope to be able to do so!
@@serenityskies4477 thank you for being so considerate 🥰
It gives you an outlet to get your feelings out! It is a video diary!
You have completely changed your outlook in just 24 hours!
It is SO AMAZING to hear a NEW sense of STRENGTH, HOPE & POSITIVITY in your voice!
YOU HAVE GOT THIS!💪🏼
YOU are THE BRAVEST woman I know! ✌🏼❤️🩹🥰
Well done Lique! You've won a BIG BIG BIG battle by staying! Let's celebrate this important milestone together
Thank you so much! 🙏🏻💖
So happy to hear you stayed and you seem much better than yesterday! One day at a time or even one moment at a time. So proud of you! Life is to live I wasted more than 25 years of my life being a prisoner of my own mind. Being free and having a healthy mind and body is such a lovely feeling! So worth it! It's not going to be easy but it will be worth it!
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Aw, Lique. This conversation that you are building between you and us is just such a beautiful thing. People need people. We all get better together. Seeing how the commenters connect with you and you connect with us, to the benefit of all. Keep finding that attitude of softness for those around you who, for those who it doesn't warm to you, it will ease the blow of those harsher attitudes around you on you. You are doing something so great here.
I also love the quote segment, hearing you share it and how you apply it to yourself. Taking it on in a deeper way.
Soooo welcome dear! 🙏🏻💖
I think you should stay there as long as they think you need cause you have been so ill for so long time so please let them help you as much as possible.
You stayed!!! Winning daily battles turns into your Victory! Allow yourself grace when you feel overwhelmed, allow that feeling to pass through and tackle the next battle. You can do this! 🙏🧡
Thank you dear! 🙏🏻💖
I like what I’m hearing! You are so smart. I think the goal of being strong enough to walk again is an excellent one. ❤
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I'm a recovering control addict. It took me until my late 40's to let go of it. My life was so messed up until I gave up trying to control everything and everyone. I feel for you having to let those caring for you have control. I know you can do it though. I have faith in you! 😍🥰😘🙏
Thank you Michelle 🙏🏻💖
Same here! I'm about to turn 40 and just letting go of this ❤
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Hello sweet fighter. I am 14 years recovered from a 23 year long eating disorder. I've had FULL freedom from my ED for 7 of my 14 recovered years. I started doing EMDR 7 years ago, 7 years into my recovery, to address the trauma that was still stored and preventing full freedom and it was my miracle and allowed me to have true freedom from my eating disorder. When I settled into active recovery about 10 years ago (it was 4 years of struggle before I fully got the hang of recovery) I became a social worker. When I found my freedom through EMDR, I knew my purpose was to share it and help others heal. So I went back to school and got my MSW at age 42, and today I'm an EMDR/trauma therapist specializing in domestic violence and eating disorders in my own private practice. I could have NEVER guessed I would be a therapist who helps others heal from ED. I could have never EVER imagined having actual freedom from my ED. But I knew I wanted recovery and I wanted freedom and I wanted a life of purpose and joy so I took it ONE MOMENT AT A TIME. I took it second by second by second when I first entered residential treatment those 14 years ago. And when I got the hang of recovery 4 years after going into treatment, I still took it one moment at a time. And when I was recovered for those first 7 years and wanted true freedom, I took it second by second and moment by moment. And during my EMDR journey, I took it second by second and stayed present in the moment and did not let myself search for future outcomes. And today, I have a life where I am able to live in the truth of my life AS IT IS, in the present and in the moment. Even if the moment is one of sadness or anger, I am able to stay present in that moment because I have the solid foundation of a truly healed mind. And every single day, as I live life in the present moment, I have JOY and PURPOSE. Even when I go through really hard things, I have joy and purpose. Just take it one SECOND at a time. If you take it one second at a time, eventually you will be able to take it one minute at a time and eventually you will be able to live every day in the presence of your life, as it is without being stuck in your mind in the past fear and trauma and without fear of the future. You'll be able to be present without worrying about potential future hardships and trauma and live in the present of life without trying to avoid pain and traumas that haven't happened yet in an attempt to feel safe...you will have TRUE internal safety, security, stability and love that come from within YOU and are not dependent on other people or circumstances and THAT is true freedom.
I'm so glad your giving the situation a try. I know how painful it can be, when your trying to recover from an addiction, and your vulnerable and you need help and support, and how painful it can be how clinical the environments can be. How rigid and complicated and inconvenient, and how stressful it is when you feel powerless. But your doing so good, stay focused on your goals.
Thank you dear! 🙏🏻💖
I am so happy that you stayed, we are so many supporters around the world thinking of you 🙏🌸
Thank you dear! 💜
It was always going to be intensely difficult. Please keep going. Just minute by minute will do. So many people are hoping and hanging on to your story. We all want to visit you one day and celebrate your recovery. Always remember these goals. You’re brave, strong and powerful.
Thank you so much Steph! ❤️🙏🏻
Lique! You are a winner. A resilient person. An inspiration to keep going! I am rooting for you. You have the strength to recover, always remember. Sending you love and blessings ❤️
So happy to see you again so quickly. 💓 Stay strong, get healthy, food is your medicine. Once you're finished there with medical assistance, you can make all your favorite foods. Right now, food is nutrition and medicine. You go girl!!! When you feel bored, You could even give them a fun show on the camera. Keep your spirits up and we are continuing to lift you in prayer to HIS Divine Hands.. When you feel like crying or you're feeling sad, please sing praise and worship songs. It instantly changes my spirits and lifts me back up. Maybe it will work for you too. I can get you a Playlist if you'd like. You ARE strong, you ARE able, you ARE loved.... Big hugs.
Thank you Janel! I love to sing Praise as well 🙂🙏🏻❤️
We all are rooting for you Lique…the comments that we send are filled with love and prayers ❤❤❤
Thank you dear! 💜
@@liquefaith we are indeed and there are hundreds of us. We are all sending love and rooting for you from all around the world!❤I'm in the UK.
@@teainortakoy happy to have you here! ❤️
So proud of you for staying at the hospital, finding your rational side and your own stubborn determination to get well, realising that for now that means staying at the hospital and going through the tough bits but BECAUSE you will reach your future goals with Gods help. The love you are searching for will find you but firstly you have to love yourself and believe in yourself, you don't need love from those nurses. NO! from your higher power, this wonderful community and people you will meet in your future. Keep positive and radiating positivity and you will attract it back (yes even to the staff as hard as it is) ❤️✨🌈 you are a beautiful soul but when the anorexia gains control like yesterday it creates fear and distress and anger. That is not the real Angelique.
What I did to brighten up my room was get fluffy blankets, cushions, colouring paper and pens and made positive quotes and affirmations to surround me. You are such a strong person in character so I know you will be able to get through this hospital admission. We are all here for you and with you. Upload as much as you need xx
Ps the weird blood sugar drops are common in refeeding. It happened to me too. They called it "dumping syndrome" but it rectified fairly quickly so go with it and as you say, let go of the things beyond your control as it's wasting your precious energy ❤️ at least now above 3 there's no need for extra glucose or meals 🙏
I noticed yesterday when you were at the window and today that there is light shining in on you. Even in your darkest moments. This is God's light 🙏✨❤️ take care Angelique xx You CAN do this 💪❤️
Ps how I coped too was to be visited often by the hospital chaplain. Maybe if you ask there may be someone who can come and see you there to pray and someone who is not involved with the medical/refeeding side of things xx
Focus on the nice foods to enjoy eating at the end of your hospital stay. Hospital food in the Netherlands sounds as bad as in the UK but you have to see the funny side of it. Like the disintegrating broccoli. I had these "omelettes" that were like leather and impossible to cut and chew. Honestly they could do some damage if thrown like a boomerang! 🤣 Other meals were unrecognizable so I used to play a mental game of "guess the meal" and give a critique and score out of 10, lol.... ANYTHING to get me through it!!!!
Loved the quote of the day as it's so true. it's very easy to look back at our old lives with nostalgia and forget all the negative things that were going . Living in the moment and focusing on the here and now will definitely create a more positive future. For now live in the moment 😊❤️
What an uplifting comment! Thank you so much! Will follow your tips n brighten up my room and viewing the food 😁
Lots of love to you too! ❤️❤️
@@liquefaith aww 🥰 so lovely to get a reply from you and glad you found my comment uplifting and helpful
Can't wait to see what you do with your room. Have fun with the food "games" take care of yourself lovely ❤️
Wow, beautiful uplifting life story and wisdom taken away from it!! Bravo sweetie!!!🤗🥰
Way to go, my friend. You see, you are still in control- maybe not in control of how your broccoli is cooked (😂), but in control of the important choice: to accept the medical monitoring and support you need while you bring yourself back from the brink. You sound like someone on the road to success! ❤
Laughed about your broccoli comment 😁
Good fight!
One day, one moment at a time.
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This too will pass ... You are strong .. surrender and you will get well 🥰🥰🥰🌹🌹🌹🌹
Thank you Kathryn 🙏🏻💖
I am glad you are staying in the life boat! You got this, you deserve this, you need this.The journey has just begun. Some day you will be able to help others to live, and to live well.
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You are so powerful, can't wait to see you healthy and happy. 🤗
Thank you Andrei 🙏🏻💖
Good for you for facing your fears! You have a big cheering squad that is jumping up and down right now. 🎉
Thank you Katie ! 💜
@@liquefaith 😘
I’m happy to hear that you are letting God guide you thru this journey. You sound much better knowing that you are there to get well. I’m praying that you continue with this program so that you will walk again. Your such an amazing women! Daily videos will be great. ❤
Thank you Elizabteh!💜Will do my best to upload daily :-)
You can do this brave, lovely, wonderful Lique. Thousands of us are sending love prayers and all the positive things we can think of. Just think if we all came to visit you - the line would stretch all down the streets. That is how much support you have ❤❤❤❤
That’s such a wonderful way to picture! Love it😍 thanks! 😘
You are an inspiration, to anyone no matter their struggles, whether it's an ED or any kind of struggle, mental or physical, you are a ray of light and I look forward to your videos because I love your personality and your sheer honesty, you are so very loved and special, please please please stick with it, YOU'VE GOT THIS! you will do it and you can do it, much love from the UK.
Wow… thank you for the big compliment… 🙏🏻💖
i am battling metal illness myself but i do have good days and bad days but i know there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I wish you all the best and to have a healthy life.
Thank you Amal! Wish you lots of strength and love too… ❤️
You look so so much better today ‘ see there is definitely a light from god shining on you to give you strength 🙏🏻
Thank you Clare 🙏🏻💖
Don't quit!!!! Awesome positivety!!!! Keep going till' wheels fall off!!!👍👍👍🔥🔥🔥
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I'm so proud of you! You're doing great and your attitude is soo much better today ❤️
Thank you dear! 💜
Wow!! You are so resilient!! Love your self reflection and seeing the bigger picture!! Good job.
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So proud of you for fighting for yourself and fighting through the fear. I am cheering you on!
Thank you Ora! 😘
It's important to listen to your body. Take good care of yourself. You are worth it 😊 Be compassionate to your self.
So happy to see you this morning, my friend!!
Thank you Kerrie! 💜
Thank you for your video today. You are transforming on the screen and it’s marvelous! Giving glory to God, fighting your fear, and submitting to Him!❤️
Very welcome! And indeed God at work… 🙏🏻💖
It is beautiful that you are sharing this powerful journey of recovery on youtube. I HOPE IT GOES VIRAL. The exposure could help alot of people, and get you the money to get really good treatment.
Hi, I've never comented on anything on youtube in my life, but this time I really want to. I've watched all of your videos and you really have a great intrspective and the ability to explain your situation and feelings to us. I can understand you, i think. Especially now in the hospital, where you came for help, but didn't get any emotional support. This can make you feel even more lost and alone. Unfortunatelly treating our mental helth is still far from ideal. Allover. Not enough money, doctors, emotional support etc. And it's good that you realized, that they can mostly give you just medical help. Better than nothing, you need it. You just need to take the best you can get and this hospital is the best thing at the moment. And I am sure, you will slowly start to feel better. It was such a relief to see you today, looking so much better than yesterday. It's a success. And you made a difference in your thinking, bravo!
Thank you so much dear! Happy with your comment 🙏🏻💖
I’ve watched every single video of yours several times. I am so so so beyond happy you stayed!! I give my husband daily updates as you give them! GIRL YOU ARE STRONG!! You CAN do this!!!! God is with you,he has his arms around you and is guiding you!! I’m so proud of you!
Soooooo sweet of you! 🥰
@@liquefaith Thank you! I am very serious tho. I look for your videos EVERYDAY now! You are inspiring people!! This may be your purpose-helping others in your same situation!!! Gods put you here for a reason!
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Great final quote! However, I don’t think you’d like to revisit this moment of your life or look back at it with any fond memories. I think you see the situation for what it is now, and that’s a positive thing!
I know this is hard. You are strong and can do this! ❤ Just take it moment by moment. Know that we are all cheering for you and sending you love!!
I'm in bed a lot too with heart/lung disease, lung surgery 8 years ago, and a carotidcartery stent last year. Right now I have bronchitis. You sound lije you are ready to take charge with the positive behavior and decision making in healing. Hope you and your med staff learn from one another.
Sending much love ❤️ Sharon❣️
Wishing you lots of love and strength too dear! ❤️❤️
You have come such a long way already so proud of you x
Thank you Michel! 💜
So proud of you! We all want to see you happy and healthy. You are LOVED.
Thank you so much dear! 💜
I admire your positivity and endurance. You are a strong woman. Keep the faith, stay in prayer and you will succeed!
Thank you Alison 🙏🏻💖
Try writing a book about your healing
Journal !
Would be a great read !
A big hug to you too. 🤗 Glad you're feeling a little better today mentally.
Bedankt Monique!
The quote that you read is perfect! You should save it and read it every day, that’s what I am going to do. ❤
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I am so happy at your new confidence! That's right. They don't have to like you. Just keep loving yourself!
You are doing so well, even your face is glowing. You are so brave and you are on the road to recovery and healing. God is our rock, strength and support. Like you say, we are all on this journey together, the mountains we have to climb may all be different, but when we realise that we all have love and support and we can all get the victory 🙏🏻
I’m SO proud of you!! I know it was not easy to stay but you did it! These aren’t easy times for you, but I am praying for you! I think this hospital stay could help you save your life. And I want that!💕
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🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🤩 you are still there 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️🎉 it will take time for your body to adjust to the nourishment which WILL heal you ❤️
Indeed! 💜
Idk if you realise it but youre so so strong and such a fighter, i wish i was like that. So proud of you and wish you all the best 🤍
Thank you dear! 💜
So happy you are still at the hospital even though I know how difficult it must be for you. If daily uploads help then I'll be watching!
I don't comment for a reply, just to let you know I'm thinking of you often.
You are such a beautiful soul and I'm praying that this treatment will help.
There's always hope. Much love ❤️
Thank you Fiona! 💜
I’m so proud of you!!! Your outlook has changed in just a day. I’m guessing as you settle in that your courage will continue to grow and your ability to do what you need to do to get better will get easier. And heck yes!! You ARE going to walk again! I’m just so happy to see that you are sticking with the program. You truly are inspirational. Sending you much love and prayers my dear 🙏🏻🥰
Thank you dear 🙏🏻💖
Daily uploads would be awesome!❤. You can do this! You have more life to live!
Thank you Cathy ❤️
So glad to hear from you! Praying for you
Thank you Jenn! 😘
I couldn’t love this video more. You are doing this. Keep it up, and I am going to try to follow your lead and do the things I need to do to become happy with myself. I can’t wait until your next video. ❤
You go girl! 👍🏻❤️
Good to see you again, and feeling more empowered today.
I am so proud of you. Thank you for sharing. Your videos are inspiring. God Bless you and give you the strength and graces you need to get through this. Your motivation and tone are contagious. Thank you dear💕
Very welcome dear! 😘
You deserve a healthy and happy life. I’m so encouraged for you. Clearly you are stronger than Anorexia or you wouldn’t have survived this far. I hope tomorrow is even better.
@@MelB868 maybe traumas? We don't know. Right now she only needs to focus on the here and not and not hating herself or beating herself up for getting anorexia in the first place.
You are so amazing and so brave and every time I hear you speak I just think how wonderful you are. I believe in a bright future for you 🌞💕
Thank you so much dear 🙏🏻💖
DAILY videos gives you an outlet to get your feelings out!
It is your video diary!👍🏼
You have completely changed your outlook in just 24 hours!💪🏼
It is SO AMAZING to hear a NEW sense of STRENGTH, HOPE & POSITIVITY in your voice!
YOU HAVE GOT THIS!💪🏼
YOU are THE BRAVEST woman I know! ✌🏼❤️🩹🥰
Hi girl, popping in to see how you are getting along 💚 Eat when they offer you food, even in the middle of night. I have gone through anorexia and know the strong reluctance to eat when offered is part of the eating disorder. It's scary letting go of the control but that's the hurdle you need to climb over. To get better you need to go against the fear of eating. I know that fear is strong so you need to be strong now. I remember being in fear of losing control, fear of eating too much so I'd gain weight, because that meant to me that I was no longer in control and food was the only thing I could control (I was abused by my parents and heavily controlled, so food intake was the only thing I could control). I had to fight the urge to burn calories after eating too. That too was an obsession, to move a lot to burn the calories of anything I ate. It's an obsession. Go against that obsession.
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I have never understood when people say it's the only thing they can control,I don't get that part,and yet I can understand when someone doesn't even realize they aren't thinking rational,I remember I wouldn't even drink those little tiny cups of grape juice for communion at Church, I will now, but have rejected it in the past.
@@moladhdodhia164 ...it's something a psychologist can explain to you in greater detail, the why, but in short the explanation is this; eating disorders like anorexia is very common among girls that have suffered abuse as a child, sexual abuse or other. Abused children are heavily controlled by the abusive parents and when these children can't control the situation they are in with the abuse they are put through they resort to controlling the only thing they can control, which is food.
@@Asa-wv1zb,My Father, Uncle, multiple other people molested my sister,her eating disorder transferred to drugs and alcohol,now mainly weed and prescription stuff,but she has extreme control issues and is quite the dangerous bipolar gal.
@@moladhdodhia164 ..that's down to her bipolar disorder. A person with bipolar disorder act recklessly during their manic episodes and sometimes they even endanger their own life or the lives of people around them. Remember that she can't control her actions during episodes of mania and they often self-medicate with drugs or alcohol to try regulate their mood swings. The bipolar disorder itself can develop from childhood trauma, such as her being subjected to sexual abuse or other. Scientists say this could be because childhood trauma and distress can have a big effect on your ability to manage your emotions.
Yes, it is good to see you too. You are looking better, dear. I and many others believe in you coming through. Praying for you to experience the tender compassion and support of the Lord.
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Hey Angelique, I don't know if it is reverse diabetes. I recognize the hypo story from when i was in this a few years ago. At home, where i ate less, i didn't have them, while i did get them in the hospital. The hypo's by day dissapeared after a few days while those a night stood for approximatily three weeks.Your body is just deregulated It seems like as if it is getting better for you but if you still need to wake up at night, it maybe helps to plan a (nutri drink) meal at night, because a planned one gives less stress. And it is good to see that you are a lot more positive today! i really hope for you that you can organise a helpful caring place for after this intern treatment
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WOW! Angelique you are already winning with your turn around from yesterday! That rational, insightful part of your personality would not be dampened for long! I am hoping things will get easier for you day by day. I think posting each day or as much as you can is a great idea. And, yes we all have our struggles, some big, some small and we can help each other because really isn’t that part of what makes life worth living? Love the quote, it said so much in so few words! Lots of hugs and good wishes for you xo❤
Wow wow wow, what a different head space you have found today. It is wonderful that you are staying. I hope you consider staying longer than necessary to keep getting stronger. Keep at it, you are strong and your recovery and healing is beautiful. You can do this. Much love and peace.
Oh my Lique - Yes Yes Yes that quote is such a good life lesson❗️I want you to know that YOU helped Me because I needed to hear that!!! I want you to Be Healthy AND Happy and apparently A Lot of people feel the same❗️ Your Life has touched sooo many lives in a positive way BUT I also want you to remember to not feel ‘Pressured’ by all of the comments - I don’t want it to feel like you are now having to carry our hopes and wishes. The universe is sending you what you need and you are not resisting - let it flow as best you can! You Are Loved❣️❣️❣️
So happy to hear that Arianna! Thank you for letting me know 🙏🏻💖
Please don't give up. I know it's really hard especially when people aren't the nicest but you're so strong and you can do this! You're not alone hun ❤️ I've been there before. You're always on my mind and prayers. Big hugs to you.
So sweet of you, thank you Aria! ❤
You're such a strong person! Keep Rockin'!
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Sooooo proud of You!!!❤❤❤❤
Bedankt Marieke! 😘
@@liquefaith Graag gedaan! 😘
God is so good! Your going to get there I believe it.🙏❤️🌹
The tomato juice... That's excellent. Small wins like that. That's huge!!!
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Atta girl, you are stronger than you think
Look at all the people pulling for you
You are never alone
So true… thankful… 🙏🏻💖
You got this❤
Awesome attitude! Get well fast! You can do it! I'm so proud of you!
Thank you Lorraine ❤️
Yes Lique, I can see today you are more upbeat about facing your fears, and I admire you for not giving up! So glad your blood reading was better. Always live in the present moment. You can't change the past, or control the future, so why dwell on it, if it's going to make you feel much worse. I had to learn myself, as part of my own therapy. I learned to stop obsessing over everything.
God bless you, sending hugs.🌹❤️🙏🙏
Thank you Rosanna 🙏🏻💖
I’m so happy to see you are still there. I’m disabled but relate to you on so many levels. Keep going I’m pushing you forward, holding your hand 🙏💐💕
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It's lovely to hear from you again and at the end when you smiled. Good for you! Just keep pushing through little by little and you will succeed. We are here for you.❤
Thank you Heather! 😘
I'm so happy to see you smile ! Stay strong and you will get through this time. Bless you Sweetheart !
Amazing quote, thank you for repeating it. I missed it the first time. Stay strong queen.
When you feel like you know better than the hospital, remind yourself that all your education, experience and knowledge has resulted in your near-death, so perhaps there might be something they know that you don't.
Spot on.
I am praying for you! Don’t give up sweetie! You can do this and you are right God is always with you.
Hi Pretty Eyes it's so nice to see you two days in a row, the road to recovery is a long one but I have such faith in you that you want to get better and put all this in the past were it belongs remember you are loved you are beautiful and you are strong xx love ya Mary 🇨🇦. 💜💜🦋
Thank you Mary! 💜
@@liquefaith I have seen just a few videos of yours. I have been studying sugar diabetes for a while now because my mother has sugar diabetes. I have found many videos on RUclips that deal with the subject. By studying sugar diabetes for my mother I have understood how to lose weight and keep my insulin under control without even having the condition. I will try to send you a few videos that have helped me understand the sickness. In particular I watch dr. Bergs and Denise Polaccos' videos. You are right when you say that you will have to study the subject just like who is trying to lose weight by controlling one's insulin and weight. You use the examples you find in the videos to suit your needs and understand what foods you can eat and what you must avoid.
You are amazing. I’m praying and you and you’re praying for you and God is listening. Don’t give up. It’s getting better by the day. Look how far you’ve come! I love what you read. I wrote it down. Loving you-Cynthia
Stay and get the help you need , and deserve. You're a strong person . You can do it! Prayers and love to you!
Thank you Kimberly! 🙏🏻💖
Sooo proud of you for staying and pushing through! I’m loving all the video posts/new updates! ❤🎉🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Lique. You are such a special, beautiful person. You’re in my daily prayers. Xxx
Go you!!!!!!! Sending prayers and kind thoughts. Your stronger than you know.
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Do not leave and do not give up. You are a strong person and you can handle what comes your way. I think the longer you are there the nicer the nurses will be to you because they will get to know you. The bottom line is they are there to help you get better.
Lique so proud of you, keep up with the good work, you even look better today xxxx
Yes! Love this video so much. Your positivity is infectious, and I appreciate that so very much. It reminds me to go into my days with a much more positive attitude. Thank you! Wishing you well and sending you love. ❤️
Many of us have been in situations that are almost impossible to get through, anxiety is high as is the concern that things may turn out as we need them to. You are strong enough to do this, I have no doubt. So often I've thought how graceful you are handling the trials in your life. I wish I had your determination. Know that you are making a difference! Your faith is one of the most powerful tools you have. Remember that when you're scared & doubtful. Your thought process is very good &I think you're on the right track as wrong as things may feel.. I really hope that things fall into place to keep you on the road to getting better. Thank you! Big hugs & prayers always!
Thanks Ray! 🙏🏻❤️
Your videos are so incredibly powerful. I've been following you for a short while now, and I'm so incredibly proud of you for this breakthrough. Today's quote was beautiful, too, and something I've had in my own mind for a long time. I wish you all the best in your recovery - personally, physically and mentally. Stay strong.
Thank you Lux! 😘
So proud of you ❤ remind yourself through every struggle with food and medication and hospital staff and counselling, that you need this in order to get your life back x
God bless you dear. God will use your testimony to help others when you have achieved this recovery…. And I know you will. See, you have a job to do so you must get well and stay well to fulfill this purpose. You’re doing really well and are in a good headspace. Persevere no matter what. 🙏🏻♥️
Thank you… 🙏🏻💖