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Thank You and I Have to Share Some Things | Episode #45
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- Опубликовано: 25 дек 2023
- International Liver Disease & Cirrhosis Support
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#return #mentalhealth #fear #alone #therapy #firststep #afraid #recovery #punishments #drinking #cirrhosis #liverdisease #livercirrhosis #alcoholism #alcohol #unfairness
@fortressfarms82
I’m kept alive by taking a pill everyday for the rest of my life. The pill/medicine causes depression. I can cry at any little thing. I struggle through it but doing ok. Hang in there.
I am 44 with a 19 year old son and one living family member...also non alcoholic cirrhosis as well as lupus, unruptured aneuerysms in my brain, mini strokes and other things. My GI doc keeps saying I'm not sick enough for the transplant list with a MELD of 22 even though I lost 99% of my blood as well as a collapsed lung from vomiting all that blood after a routine endoscopy when my varices were nicked and slowly leaking. I had an hour or so to live so I got a TIPS procedure and lots of blood and plasma, induced coma for 2 weeks, etc... I'm constantly afraid of death and the unknowns, living on lactulose sucks and tons of antibiotics. Seeing you still fighting is inspiring to me. We also (my mom and son and myself) had our family die from 2019 to 2022 and my friends are busy with their own families and lives now so I don't hear from many. Thank you for sharing your life, it gives me hope that I can live another 10 years.
It's people like you that keep me going! My vids aren't flashy and don't really go with the RUclips algorithm. When I was diagnosed the first year was nothing but trying to pull information from people and places that I thought might be in the know. Unfortunately 95% of it we had to learn the hard way. While I can't relate to everything in your situation I know how important attitude is. I've almost lost my drive a few times in each time my health declined with it. Stay positive for those who love you and most importantly stay positive for yourself! 💚
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You know what they say.An idle mind,is the Devils playground!
Ain’t that the truth! 1:39
Hello Nick so good to see you again. I was worried about you. It’s normal to have mental health issues with everything you have been through . Take care of yourself fist. Everyone of your viewers will be here when you come back. I’m sorry you were going through this. I understand too. I have a chronic illness and I get in my head, depression and anxiety happens and lasts a few hours to a few days or weeks. I’m glad you are working on this. Please focus on your health. I missed you, but understand and you’re not alone. Hope your Christmas was nice. Good speed Nick. Sending you love and hugs always my friend. 💖💚🫶🏻😘
Thank you Monay. I missed you all! I even got some new equipment that I haven't had the chance to hook up. Hopefully it will make the sound quality an overall look of my videos better.
Glad to see and hear from you Nick. This disease like any serious (life threatening/life altering) disease certainly encompasses both our physical and mental health. Videos like yours and support groups are helpful in knowing we aren’t battling it alone.
Thank you for sticking with me! Everyone has a story and sharing them is often hard but can be therapeutic.
FANTASTIC to hear from you again!!
I posted a comment in November I think you and I were both diagnosed same year and month.
Thoughts are with you, your friends and family👍
Thank you mark! It's great to know that when you're down you're not forgotten I think about all of you that were with me when I started this online Journey everyday while the channel might evolve overtime the purpose of it Remains the Same.
How the holidays were great for you and Kari.
Keep on keeping on me. Whatever direction this channel goes in were here for it
Thank you. I recently discovered your channel. I learned a lot from you. Did you feel any pain or discomfort in your belly as a forewarning before any medical diagnoses. I am with you buddy. Love Xav
Thank you and Yes. I experienced pain in my upper right abdomen. Towards to end I could actually feel that the right side was harder than my left and there was a visible raised area on the right that wasn't on the left.
Good to see you. You did have me worried as I’m sure many others. I am very proud that you prioritized your mental and physical health. Look forward to continuing being supportive of your journey.
Thank you so very much!
Thanks for the update. You're a stranger on the internet to me but I have thought about you in your absense. Wishing the best in health and luck to you.
Merry Chistmas. It is nice to see you again. I look forward to seeing more videos from both you and Carrie. Take care.
Welcome back. I also had those mental games playing on me. For me I don't look back, don't dwell on what's coming up in the future, but I live for the moment, and I've got the same things wrong with me. Hang in there!
We’re you able to get off the Lactulose? I also have cirrhosis and hepatic encephalopathy.
Yes, once I stopped retaining fluids.
Hi Nick! So great to see you again! Please Nick, don’t ever apologize for not posting, we all understand. As for me you know that someone has started a horrible rumour which led me to reach out to you.
Tell Kerri that I’m so grateful & thankful for her posting to say that you were okay!
My heart literally sank & I was beside myself until I finally found out that you were still with us.
Take all the time you need & I’m so sorry that the last while things have been difficult for you. Just know that we are all here for you & I look forward to hearing from you soon.
I pray for your health & happiness always! Thank you for taking the time to post this video for us.
I hope you had a wonderful Christmas & I wish you & Kerri all the best for 2024! Sending you love & hugs from your Canadian friend Susan from Toronto Canada 🇨🇦♥️🙏🏼 0:10
Thank you Susan! I certainly didn't mean to worry anyone and there's always that person that starts a rumor sometimes it's accidental sometimes it's just trolling but I'm alive and well and will have some more videos coming up in the next few days. 😏
@@fortressfarms82 Thanks Nick for your reply, I appreciate it so much & yes for sure I was worried about you. I’m sorry that you had to address us in this way & I’m looking forward to hearing from you when you’re ready, so please no pressure okay, take your time & we’re all here to support you through your journey! Susan ♥️🙏🏼🇨🇦