I have severe childhood trauma. I was a victim of CSA as a very young boy. He was a friend of the family. I trusted him deeply, and he betrayed that. This video helped me, and made me realize that I never had a significant other who actually comforted me about it. This video, while it made me sad, it makes me happy knowing that someday I will find someone like this. The one who can comfort me when I need it
I am truly sorry to hear that happened to you, especially from someone you dearly trusted. But I am really happy to hear that this video was able to show you that someone out there can give you the comfort you need, at least one day it will happen, trust me, there are still people like that out there. I wish you the best and may you heal as much as possible from your past. If you ever need to talk to someone you are free to contact me or join my discord server. It's a safe place with lovely people who are always there to help each other out.
I have a tough life almost 13 years ago. Long ago. I used to attend 3 schools, I graduated from one. I have left 2 of them. Because of the people helped me there stressed me out so much. So I left and put the blame on my friends and family permanently.
As someone who has switched schools quite a bit myself I understand that. I´m really sorry to hear you had a rough life, but if I understand correctly then it's better now, I hope so at least. Receiving help can be nice, but too much can be overwhelming. I used to blame others as well but I hope that one day you can let go. It feels so good and it helps overall.
This video really was relatable. Thanks for the comfort. every video you make really does get better. It was beautiful. You really do have such a soothing voice.
I´m sorry to hear it was relatable, I understand how hard it can be. I´m happy to hear I was able to give comfort. Thank you so much for your compliments, I try my best to get better
Idk how you do this but every time I listen your videos it feels like they last longer than their actual duration like.. it's so amazing. Plus you have such a beautiful voice and i feel like every video of yours turns to a deep talk like...wow
@@ItsrosaASMR do not worry, i was kinda joking, btw listening to these videos its kinda weird to me, i feel good at the start, but later i feel like shit👍
@@xfyxrr Thank you for explaining. I understand that listening to these kind of audios can feel weird. Just remember there is nothing wrong with it. I hope one day you'll listen to it and only feel good
Wow you made so much videos lately. Thank you. Your voice is beautiful as always. We all love you❤ ( this video slightly relatable but i really can't tell because i really dont remember my life before like 15)
Yeah I got much more time on me so I try to use to to make more videos. It was an honor. Thank you so much for your compliments, I love you all to❤ (I´m so sorry to hear that you can´t remember anything before 15, I hope you get the good memories back from it some day)
@@ItsrosaASMR it's not like don't remember anything but i remember very little its like flashes of couple of seconds and some basic facts like were i lived some of my classmates and friends but it very hard to go deeper and remember something like events or something important ( i don't want to give you wrong ideas about me and my state)
@@pipidoor6138 I promise you, you aren't giving me any wrong ideas, I understand. I´m happy to hear that you can at least remember a bit but like I said, hopefully you'll remember more of the good times, only if you want to of course
This made me really emotional but also helped me as well, I was SA by my tutor from the ages of 11 to 16 and she also mentally manipulated me into thinking it was consensual when I later realised it wasn’t, she was careful in how she presented herself to my parents and siblings making them feel comfortable and that ‘I was safe to be with her’ but as soon as my siblings when on vacation and my mom and dad went to work I was left completely alone with her and then her true side came out, she even made me leave my first girlfriend because she said and I quote ‘she can’t give you what I can’ when I told her that we had already been intimate at school she completely lost her mind and began beating me, it wasn’t until I met my now wife and told her all this that she convinced me to track her down and tell the truth to the police now she’s in prison for what she did to both me and other students in another state, again I just wanted to say thank you so much for this video because it truly did help me as I’m sure it did for so many others
I am so sorry to hear you and others went through that, it sounds absolutely terrible and you didn't deserve that. From how you describe it it seems like it's been years and I hope you are doing much better from it and in general amazing. Your now wife was so right for that and she seems like an amazing person, I wish you and her the best in life. I´m so happy you hear that she is now getting what she deserves and that she can´t hurt others. It's was my honor making this, I had no idea how much it helped until now. I will continue to make more in the future and work on making them better.
@@ItsrosaASMR we both cried reading your response thank you so much and we are definitely here to support you and your channel we hope it becomes more successful each and every day
@@quietdemon8138 You're welcome really, I´m happy you both feel safe enough to share your story. Thank you both so much for your support and believing in me, I couldn't do it without it, it honestly means the world to me, I´m almost about to cry. happy tears tho
I´m so happy to hear I was able to help. I understand that it's hard and we all carry or own, even me. The best is to learn and heal from it. I also wanna apologize for the comment before if you saw it, someone should never have said that to you. Don´t let what they said get to you
@@ItsrosaASMR I appreciate your response on this, and yes, I know I need to heal from all the scars that I carry with me inside. I know I have a lot of work to do, and it will be difficult, but I’m not giving up. None of us should give up.
@@acl1504 I understand that it can be hard and that it can take time and I think it's important that it takes time. In some ways I feel like the longer it takes the better will the results be. That's the spirit, never give up and I´m really proud of you, it's not easy staying positive but you're doing amazing
I grew up with my family hateing me idk why but no matter how hard I tryed thay just hated me so I took my anger out in school bc that made it worse bc thay started yelling sometimes hitting me so I fear my family bc I no got love and a safe place to grow up in
I am so sorry you had to experience that. You didn't deserve it. I hope that in the future you can find a safe and loving place for you and I wish you the best of luck in life.
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I have severe childhood trauma. I was a victim of CSA as a very young boy. He was a friend of the family. I trusted him deeply, and he betrayed that. This video helped me, and made me realize that I never had a significant other who actually comforted me about it. This video, while it made me sad, it makes me happy knowing that someday I will find someone like this. The one who can comfort me when I need it
I am truly sorry to hear that happened to you, especially from someone you dearly trusted. But I am really happy to hear that this video was able to show you that someone out there can give you the comfort you need, at least one day it will happen, trust me, there are still people like that out there. I wish you the best and may you heal as much as possible from your past. If you ever need to talk to someone you are free to contact me or join my discord server. It's a safe place with lovely people who are always there to help each other out.
I have a tough life almost 13 years ago. Long ago. I used to attend 3 schools, I graduated from one. I have left 2 of them. Because of the people helped me there stressed me out so much. So I left and put the blame on my friends and family permanently.
As someone who has switched schools quite a bit myself I understand that. I´m really sorry to hear you had a rough life, but if I understand correctly then it's better now, I hope so at least. Receiving help can be nice, but too much can be overwhelming. I used to blame others as well but I hope that one day you can let go. It feels so good and it helps overall.
This video really was relatable. Thanks for the comfort. every video you make really does get better. It was beautiful. You really do have such a soothing voice.
I´m sorry to hear it was relatable, I understand how hard it can be. I´m happy to hear I was able to give comfort. Thank you so much for your compliments, I try my best to get better
Idk how you do this but every time I listen your videos it feels like they last longer than their actual duration like.. it's so amazing. Plus you have such a beautiful voice and i feel like every video of yours turns to a deep talk like...wow
Awww thank you so much, I´m so happy to hear you like it and that it last longer. I try my best to go into the topic without being to rough
a new banger to cry on LETS FUCKING GO
I honestly don't know what to say, but I hope I was able to help
@@ItsrosaASMR do not worry, i was kinda joking, btw listening to these videos its kinda weird to me, i feel good at the start, but later i feel like shit👍
@@xfyxrr Thank you for explaining. I understand that listening to these kind of audios can feel weird. Just remember there is nothing wrong with it. I hope one day you'll listen to it and only feel good
Wow you made so much videos lately. Thank you. Your voice is beautiful as always. We all love you❤ ( this video slightly relatable but i really can't tell because i really dont remember my life before like 15)
Yeah I got much more time on me so I try to use to to make more videos. It was an honor. Thank you so much for your compliments, I love you all to❤ (I´m so sorry to hear that you can´t remember anything before 15, I hope you get the good memories back from it some day)
@@ItsrosaASMR it's not like don't remember anything but i remember very little its like flashes of couple of seconds and some basic facts like were i lived some of my classmates and friends but it very hard to go deeper and remember something like events or something important ( i don't want to give you wrong ideas about me and my state)
@@pipidoor6138 I promise you, you aren't giving me any wrong ideas, I understand. I´m happy to hear that you can at least remember a bit but like I said, hopefully you'll remember more of the good times, only if you want to of course
This made me really emotional but also helped me as well, I was SA by my tutor from the ages of 11 to 16 and she also mentally manipulated me into thinking it was consensual when I later realised it wasn’t, she was careful in how she presented herself to my parents and siblings making them feel comfortable and that ‘I was safe to be with her’ but as soon as my siblings when on vacation and my mom and dad went to work I was left completely alone with her and then her true side came out, she even made me leave my first girlfriend because she said and I quote ‘she can’t give you what I can’ when I told her that we had already been intimate at school she completely lost her mind and began beating me, it wasn’t until I met my now wife and told her all this that she convinced me to track her down and tell the truth to the police now she’s in prison for what she did to both me and other students in another state, again I just wanted to say thank you so much for this video because it truly did help me as I’m sure it did for so many others
I am so sorry to hear you and others went through that, it sounds absolutely terrible and you didn't deserve that. From how you describe it it seems like it's been years and I hope you are doing much better from it and in general amazing. Your now wife was so right for that and she seems like an amazing person, I wish you and her the best in life. I´m so happy you hear that she is now getting what she deserves and that she can´t hurt others. It's was my honor making this, I had no idea how much it helped until now. I will continue to make more in the future and work on making them better.
@@ItsrosaASMR we both cried reading your response thank you so much and we are definitely here to support you and your channel we hope it becomes more successful each and every day
@@quietdemon8138 You're welcome really, I´m happy you both feel safe enough to share your story. Thank you both so much for your support and believing in me, I couldn't do it without it, it honestly means the world to me, I´m almost about to cry. happy tears tho
No words can describe how much better this makes me feel. I guess I carry a lot of baggage inside.
I´m so happy to hear I was able to help. I understand that it's hard and we all carry or own, even me. The best is to learn and heal from it. I also wanna apologize for the comment before if you saw it, someone should never have said that to you. Don´t let what they said get to you
@@ItsrosaASMR I appreciate your response on this, and yes, I know I need to heal from all the scars that I carry with me inside. I know I have a lot of work to do, and it will be difficult, but I’m not giving up. None of us should give up.
@@acl1504 I understand that it can be hard and that it can take time and I think it's important that it takes time. In some ways I feel like the longer it takes the better will the results be. That's the spirit, never give up and I´m really proud of you, it's not easy staying positive but you're doing amazing
@@ItsrosaASMR I’m only doing my best right now. I appreciate it nonetheless.
@@acl1504 I´m so happy to hear that, I wish you all the best
Thank you so much for this ASMR 🙇🙏
Of course, it was a pleasure ✨
I grew up with my family hateing me idk why but no matter how hard I tryed thay just hated me so I took my anger out in school bc that made it worse bc thay started yelling sometimes hitting me so I fear my family bc I no got love and a safe place to grow up in
I am so sorry you had to experience that. You didn't deserve it. I hope that in the future you can find a safe and loving place for you and I wish you the best of luck in life.
Thanks
Anytime you need.
What are we supposed to do when were the one's abusing ourselves??? 😭😭😭😭
That is a whole other subject and I will make sure to make a video about it.