@@keeshamusick7231 I remember one good officer the whole time. And she couldn’t do a lot to help us. She was previously a “criminal” though so she had some compassion for us. I’ll never forget her.
I got put in the hole for over 60 days in upstate NY in a jail. Half ration food of the already light food regular inmates got , no commisary , no tv , no books!!! Not even a bible!!! Just me in a cage with nothing but me. And it was FREEZING in there!! If not exercising i had to stay under the thin blanket curled up in fetal position wearing the 2 sets of linen s allowed. Tell me again how this is supposed to "correct" a person?!?
@@amber22431 it encourages anger. If anything you want to lash out... Break things..... Hurt people. Combined with the overworked officers that.... Some of which feel it is their job to further punish you by making stupid remarks , "accidentally" dropping your food on the floor and too lazy to give the 1 hr recreation time more often than not is it any wonder recidivism is 80% +? Job security.
I was a C/O in a county jail (men & women) for nearly a year, I had to quit due to some.....circumstances, but I concur because my coworkers were absolute monsters. The way they would brag after shift about hurting these inmates hurt my heart. It’s taken me nearly a year to become the caring person I was before that job.
Even in Canada, we have issues of COs effectively bullying eachother, ostracizing eachother (usually the women COs) for being "too nice" to the inmates, for example.
I've been struggling a lot with my depression lately, but seeing you post whether it's about prison or a video on Casually Christina, it always brings me some peace knowing you care about me even if we never met❤
Awwww I hope you feel better soon Kennsta. Please get some professional help if you haven’t already, depression is very serious and not to be taken lightly. 💙 **Big Hugs** and all of my love to you. 💙💙💙
My sister was bullied so bad in school that my mom had to pull her out. I wish so bad that those girls would apologize but unfortunately probably won’t. I love that you take accountability and never give up. I’m in a correctional psychology class and I’m going to tell them about you Monday. Keep being amazing Christina! ❤️❤️
I think being able to do that would be very freeing. Have u tried to find any of them? with social media I don't think it would be very hard, but I think first step needs to be forgiving urself if u haven't already. I know u didn't ask for my input but that's just my humble opinion. Good luck and I hope u have a great day!
Hearing your stories makes me feel so lucky and blessed that I never went to jail/prison or went down that path. I can’t fathom what it’s truly like to be in there. I would be terrified for my life. And to see that you’ve been there and to see what you’ve become shows how strong and amazing you are. Like wow. I wish there was some sort of program for people who get out so they don’t end up back there. It would really make a change. I hope your positivity opens up some doors so more people who have been to jail or prison make it in life. It’s terrible how people are treated in there. Like why is it even allowed? I know people make bad decisions and they need to have punishment but that’s just pure torture.
Literally got body chills while you described the process of getting arrested so friggin true and it's something I will always think of when making decisions
Christina, when you started talking about not wanting to go back and knowing you couldn't do it... My heart ached for you. I just wanted to reach through the camera and give you a big old hug.
Girl! We have very similar stories! I knew before you said it that you were talking about Florida jails & prison. When you were telling the story about transport.... I feel you 100% when you say you couldn't do it now. I have been clean and out of trouble for several years now and to God be the glory. Thank you for sharing your story!
I love the thoughtfulness of your answers and the detailed descriptions you give. You are truly interesting to watch and spark a dialogue. Love your passion!
Christina you are so refreshing to watch. it’s nice to see a humble person on RUclips in the midst of all this flashing money and possessions nowadays. your personality is what shines through!
I'm literally out of videos to binge. Now I have to wait for new ones. But I have to say, I do rewatch a lot of them. Lol. You look beautiful today !!!
You are truly an inspiration, and it's so cool to see how you went from being that "bad" girl who did all these bad things which ended you up in prison, to a person who is all about forgiveness and you're open minded and kind. And on top of that a good mother and wife. It takes a lot to change like that.
It's amazing that prison didn't break your spirit! Prison happened to u at the most perfect time. U truly are the Phoenix. It turned u into a beautiful person. Love your channel. Thank u for your stories. They're so inspiring
I love so much how you would say “my little babies” and “Grandma Christina”. You’re the best! I’m watching old videos again haha! I just can’t help myself! Thank you for liking my comments that hypes my day up!!!!!!! XOXOXO LOVE YAH GIRL!!!!!
It's so heartbreaking to hear that while you were in solitary that you had thoughts to end it all... Your channel is such a great place to come to and forget everything that's going on in the world for a moment, you really bring so much entertainment and fun into my life and I can't imagine not having you here on youtube. Thank you for being you
When you were talking about the officers and their abuses of power, I wondered if you ever thought about doing a video on the Stanford Prison Experiment. I think it’s an interesting topic!
Christina, this was a fun video to watch! Sometimes I just have to listen to “my girl”! I noticed that from pics when you were a child, to teen, to inmate, to now, you LOOK like a totally different person! Sending love from Massachusetts, USA!!! ❤️🙏✌🏻
I’m following your story and I’m so speechless how could someone treat you the way they did when you were a baby. I’m suffering with anxiety and panic attacks, I just can’t understand what you went through abs you are so sweet and seems so kind, I’ve mentioned my anxiety and my life was flowers compared to yours. I keep thinking about that little girl who just needed love and its breaks my heart. Much love Christina I wish I could meet you in person. x
When you say some of the worst people you met in prison were officers and touch on the powerful and the powerless makes me think you should do a video on that officer/prisoner experiment conducted by an psychiatrist
Why is your mugshoot so BOTIFUL. I love that you are so open about your prison time and are so possitive about everything. I live in Norway and prisons in other countrys should try the same prison system as here. -Love a fan from Norway
Yasss a new prison video from christina. I know it's so hard for you to make these cuz it makes you re-live it. Thank you for working hard for us grandma christina ❤
girllll... i had to pause at 21:52 because the story you just walked me through gave me anxiety... I've never even given going to prison a thought before but you made me feel that way. I'm not sure exactly what the talent you have is, I don't think it can be narrowed down into a specific genre, but I know you have a lot of it. I've been a subscriber for a while, you're prison stories was what got me interested, for whatever reason, but your energy is what made me stay. It's been a while since I watched tbh, but I saw you in my recommended tonight and I knew I needed to click because I've been feeling distant from my spirituality, and even in a video where you aren't speaking about spirituality, you make me feel closer to it.. Genuinely wish the best for you, thank you for shining so bright and being an inspiration.
Thank you so much for sharing your story and more ❤️ love love love listening to them. l'm so lucky I didn't go to jail , I lost my mind after my oldest son died, much better now 😅
The way you described solitary confinement sounds like working in an emergency department some nights with people moaning, screaming, etc. I can leave my office and go somewhere else for breaks and even then some nights it gets to me. Can’t imagine solitary.
When I was in prison there was one lady that kept pooping in the shower and stomping it down the drain. She used the same shower every time and it was so bad that maggots started infesting the drain and grout of the shower. Nobody could figure out who was doing it but that's just one of those things. You don't think people could be that disgusting but you come in contact will every type of person in there. I've got some weird stories from prison. I'm grateful for the time I spent, I learned a lot and matured alot. It changed my life for the better because all I know is that I NEVER EVER want to go back. I made some great friends in there too. Someone who saved my life in the real world after getting out.
Hey there! I am new to your channel and I gotta say...idk how I just found out about you! You're a great storyteller and very engaging and entertaining, funny as hell ha! Thanks for sharing parts of your life with us
You make ME feel all hype in happy in the AM when I’m just trying to wake up and I’m feeling like ugh I️ need to get this work day over with!!! 😅 also, you’re such a badass on Spy Games last episode i was like DAMN THATS OUR CHRISTINA!!❤️❤️❤️ can’t wait for the next one, I’d love to see your family react to that episode would you think of doing that?
I’ve seen your prison rules video come up on Facebook a few times, I just decided today to go to your channel and check it out, I’ve been binge watching your videos since then 🤣 I love your vids!! Everything you’ve said is soo accurate and I love your stories!
I really hope I get to meet you one day! You are such an inspiring person and are able to put a new perspective on people who grew up in a bad neighborhood. Hopefully these videos help the people who grew up in nasty neighborhoods.
Your impression of someone reading the prison handbook gave me a chuckle. Had to watch a couple times. You are so enduring, funny and adorable at the same time.
Christina lovely lady , you have grown into a respected humorous passionate human being who I adore wishing you well and all the good fortune you can stand, you reign supreme , much love girl
About the eating disorder question: I didn’t have anorexia until I was put in a psych ward, which is basically a prison except you don’t go to trial or know when you’ll be released. I still struggle with it and PTSD because of the absolute lack of self determination and disrespect for my bodily autonomy. My eating disorder was/is the way for me to regain control. Abuse of all kinds absolutely does cause or trigger eating disorders.
Bless your sweet heart... you tearing up talking about how you wouldn't make it in prison now leaving your kids.. ugh! You had me crying! That was true real emotion from a very loving mother. ❤❤
Anyone else been here since under 20K??? I cannot believe how much you've grown on RUclips. You deserve it so much mama. Thank you for your wonderful videos 💕
Just wonder if, when you talk about your time in prison, does it make you have feelings of PTSD? I appreciate you telling us about your time but, I wouldn’t feel right if you pushed yourself constantly to talk about your past.
JCB MaMa I wonder that as well. But I don’t think she’d do these if they affected her super negatively because of how intelligent she is and now that she loves herself. ♥️
Thats a good point for you to bring up and I'm curious too. Christina just seems like that type of person who has been through a lot of shit but is also able to acknowledge it and move past it. I could be wrong though.
The way you talk about sharing or wanting to help someone out that you saw needed it in prison goes to show that your loving caring heart was always there, your circumstances growing up just prevented that from blossoming and I’m sure that’s the case for so many people in jail/prison. Not making excuses, like you always say, about your choices or the choices of others that didn’t help the bad situation. But it just goes to show how much potential people have when given the right opportunities. ♥️
I admire how open you are, you really have a way of connecting and communicating with people. btw, u are so gorgeous and I luuuv your hair!! Much luv girl ❤❤❤
Another fun fact: its really beautiful to see a person change. Just know you can see the wrong in your old self you can feel embarrassed and disgusted in that old self but just remember it may have affected that person more or less than you know. And they still have the choice to forget and forgive or remember you as old you. Its hard to be faced with but a bitter sweet reminder of where you came from. Lifes a b sometimes like that and how powerful it is to be your own judge. Im so proud of you saying sorry now im gonna try the same. And i wont even get mad at them for hating old me actions because at least i know now old me was wrong many times and i can agree with the best of em damn old me whyyyy was u so bad😂and such a terror. Thank you for setting a beautiful example!
“Some of the worst people I met in prison are the officers”. Soul shaking fact.
That is so very sad.
That's a fact. Same from my experiences
Absolutely horrifying…
@@keeshamusick7231 I remember one good officer the whole time. And she couldn’t do a lot to help us. She was previously a “criminal” though so she had some compassion for us. I’ll never forget her.
The ‘handbook nerd’ voice was hysterical. I went back and listened several times 😂😂
Glad that wasn’t just me
Upon Reflection right 🤣❤️
I got put in the hole for over 60 days in upstate NY in a jail. Half ration food of the already light food regular inmates got , no commisary , no tv , no books!!! Not even a bible!!! Just me in a cage with nothing but me. And it was FREEZING in there!! If not exercising i had to stay under the thin blanket curled up in fetal position wearing the 2 sets of linen s allowed.
Tell me again how this is supposed to "correct" a person?!?
Thats sad. I only don't feel bad for pedophiles or serial killers.
O M G ! ! Yeah, there is absolutely NOTHING REHABILITATING ABOUT THAT!! If anything it would make me more bitter.
Im so sorry for your experience and hope that you have peace in your life now.
@@amber22431 it encourages anger. If anything you want to lash out... Break things..... Hurt people. Combined with the overworked officers that.... Some of which feel it is their job to further punish you by making stupid remarks , "accidentally" dropping your food on the floor and too lazy to give the 1 hr recreation time more often than not is it any wonder recidivism is 80% +? Job security.
That’s insanely messed up man!!!! Glad you made it through that and I hope you don’t have to endure anything like that again, that is not okay
I was a C/O in a county jail (men & women) for nearly a year, I had to quit due to some.....circumstances, but I concur because my coworkers were absolute monsters. The way they would brag after shift about hurting these inmates hurt my heart. It’s taken me nearly a year to become the caring person I was before that job.
Ty for having a heart. That sickens me
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You should report the abuse. You could save someone’s life. Have the courage to do so just because it’s the right thing to do.
Even in Canada, we have issues of COs effectively bullying eachother, ostracizing eachother (usually the women COs) for being "too nice" to the inmates, for example.
“I don’t need a brush or a bag of cookies THAT BAD” I’m deadddd 😂😂😂💀
😝🤣
That was the best part. 🤣
😜😂🤣😆
"Let me check my prison handbook to make sure I'm not breaking any rules..because I'm a goody good & I don't break rules." 😂😂😂😂
Classic 🤣🎬
That one killed me too 😂😂
"y'all already know, y'all my babies". It makes me feel good everytime I hear that. Your such a good person Christina Randall.
Seriously LOVE your hair like that 🥰
Mo My first thoughts, too!
She pulls it off so good!!!!
It would look awsome with braids as well ❤❤❤😊
I've been struggling a lot with my depression lately, but seeing you post whether it's about prison or a video on Casually Christina, it always brings me some peace knowing you care about me even if we never met❤
Awwww I hope you feel better soon Kennsta. Please get some professional help if you haven’t already, depression is very serious and not to be taken lightly. 💙 **Big Hugs** and all of my love to you. 💙💙💙
@@christinaarandall thank you so much 😇
@@mckennap3816 I'm no Christina but I hope you feel better hunnie! 💖
I have PTSD and really bad anxiety too. Hang in there baby!! Sending you much luv and much positive energy!!! 🥰🥰❤❤
I care about you too. I hope you feel better soon love. 💚💙
My sister was bullied so bad in school that my mom had to pull her out. I wish so bad that those girls would apologize but unfortunately probably won’t. I love that you take accountability and never give up. I’m in a correctional psychology class and I’m going to tell them about you Monday. Keep being amazing Christina! ❤️❤️
I still remember the people I did wrong or said something mean to when I was younger, and I really wish I could find them and apologize
Yessss. I def know that feeling girl 💙
I think being able to do that would be very freeing. Have u tried to find any of them? with social media I don't think it would be very hard, but I think first step needs to be forgiving urself if u haven't already. I know u didn't ask for my input but that's just my humble opinion. Good luck and I hope u have a great day!
Search for them on Facebook! Especially if you have mutual friends, they might know where you can contact them.
Nah! "May the bridges you burn light your way" 💥💨
Yes me too!
When grandma Christina’s gangsta comes out occasionally🤣LOL
Christina, thank you so much for talking about healthcare in custody, it is horrendous! It's no game
Christina is beautiful on her worse day.
Hearing your stories makes me feel so lucky and blessed that I never went to jail/prison or went down that path. I can’t fathom what it’s truly like to be in there. I would be terrified for my life. And to see that you’ve been there and to see what you’ve become shows how strong and amazing you are. Like wow. I wish there was some sort of program for people who get out so they don’t end up back there. It would really make a change. I hope your positivity opens up some doors so more people who have been to jail or prison make it in life. It’s terrible how people are treated in there. Like why is it even allowed? I know people make bad decisions and they need to have punishment but that’s just pure torture.
In Prison
Two inmates about to get in a fight
Inmate 1: Wait, it says in the handbook we can't
Inmate 2: Darn, then we cool, I guess
O my goodness! You said "Your stank, STANK!" and it cut to an air wick commercial! That was too funny!
Literally got body chills while you described the process of getting arrested so friggin true and it's something I will always think of when making decisions
Christina, when you started talking about not wanting to go back and knowing you couldn't do it... My heart ached for you. I just wanted to reach through the camera and give you a big old hug.
I’m sure you’ve already seen this but you should look at the Stanford prison experiment. The results are very worrying!
You're so genuine and you actually care.. Blessed girl
Girl! We have very similar stories! I knew before you said it that you were talking about Florida jails & prison. When you were telling the story about transport.... I feel you 100% when you say you couldn't do it now. I have been clean and out of trouble for several years now and to God be the glory. Thank you for sharing your story!
Your videos are so interesting ,you're a great story teller, i'm binge watching
I love the thoughtfulness of your answers and the detailed descriptions you give. You are truly interesting to watch and spark a dialogue. Love your passion!
I love how Christina is keeping it in full acts of kindness.
Christina you are so refreshing to watch. it’s nice to see a humble person on RUclips in the midst of all this flashing money and possessions nowadays. your personality is what shines through!
It would be really nice if you created a podcast! I could honestly listen to your stories ALL day! ❤❤
Yes, that would be awesome!
I'm literally out of videos to binge. Now I have to wait for new ones. But I have to say, I do rewatch a lot of them. Lol. You look beautiful today !!!
You are truly an inspiration, and it's so cool to see how you went from being that "bad" girl who did all these bad things which ended you up in prison, to a person who is all about forgiveness and you're open minded and kind. And on top of that a good mother and wife. It takes a lot to change like that.
I'm so proud of you Christina!!! You are such an inspiration. God bless you and your family. ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
Laughed so hard at your handbook comments 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 your personality is 👏🏼EVERYTHING👏🏼
The "hmmm let me just see if that's against the rules in my little prison handbook" part had me laughing so damn hard. 😂😂😂Love you Christina ❤❤❤
Me too!🤓🔎📄😂
Yasssssss!!! Hilarious!
Really been watching you lately during this corona pandemic. Love your stories.
It's amazing that prison didn't break your spirit! Prison happened to u at the most perfect time. U truly are the Phoenix. It turned u into a beautiful person. Love your channel. Thank u for your stories. They're so inspiring
I love so much how you would say “my little babies” and “Grandma Christina”. You’re the best! I’m watching old videos again haha! I just can’t help myself! Thank you for liking my comments that hypes my day up!!!!!!! XOXOXO LOVE YAH GIRL!!!!!
This may be one of my new favorite channels. Glad I stumbled across this.
Omg the bit about checking the handbook for rules has me dying. I laughed for like 5 straight minutes. Youre too funny girl
I always say the intro with you christina. Hearing your voice makes me feel better when Im having a bad day. I LOVE YOU🥰
I love how passionate you are about this. You’re such a good role model. I look up to you Christina❤️ p.s you look BEAUTIFUL, love your hair up
It's so heartbreaking to hear that while you were in solitary that you had thoughts to end it all... Your channel is such a great place to come to and forget everything that's going on in the world for a moment, you really bring so much entertainment and fun into my life and I can't imagine not having you here on youtube. Thank you for being you
Omg girl! You are always funny but this video you had me laughing so many times. Especially about the "prison handbook"! Lol :)
I love you grandma Christina. Hey to all of her babies!!❤️
Gizelle Schoeman hey 👋🏼❤️
hai
Hey! As one of Christina's babies lol I'm 32 years old ...... oh well
When you were talking about the officers and their abuses of power, I wondered if you ever thought about doing a video on the Stanford Prison Experiment. I think it’s an interesting topic!
Christina, this was a fun video to watch! Sometimes I just have to listen to “my girl”! I noticed that from pics when you were a child, to teen, to inmate, to now, you LOOK like a totally different person! Sending love from Massachusetts, USA!!! ❤️🙏✌🏻
Coffee and Christina!! Tgif love all yall watching this💯
I remember hearing about those children. The couple's name was Linda & John Dollar. I can't believe she is out.
Yeah i know they should have had 50years or lifetime
I can't wait to get the " inside scoop" on Spy Games. Love you on it!!
I’m following your story and I’m so speechless how could someone treat you the way they did when you were a baby.
I’m suffering with anxiety and panic attacks, I just can’t understand what you went through abs you are so sweet and seems so kind, I’ve mentioned my anxiety and my life was flowers compared to yours. I keep thinking about that little girl who just needed love and its breaks my heart.
Much love Christina I wish I could meet you in person. x
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When you say some of the worst people you met in prison were officers and touch on the powerful and the powerless makes me think you should do a video on that officer/prisoner experiment conducted by an psychiatrist
Why is your mugshoot so BOTIFUL. I love that you are so open about your prison time and are so possitive about everything. I live in Norway and prisons in other countrys should try the same prison system as here.
-Love a fan from Norway
Yasss a new prison video from christina. I know it's so hard for you to make these cuz it makes you re-live it. Thank you for working hard for us grandma christina ❤
I love her stories and how she tells them. Keep the stories coming girl. 🥰
girllll... i had to pause at 21:52 because the story you just walked me through gave me anxiety... I've never even given going to prison a thought before but you made me feel that way. I'm not sure exactly what the talent you have is, I don't think it can be narrowed down into a specific genre, but I know you have a lot of it.
I've been a subscriber for a while, you're prison stories was what got me interested, for whatever reason, but your energy is what made me stay. It's been a while since I watched tbh, but I saw you in my recommended tonight and I knew I needed to click because I've been feeling distant from my spirituality, and even in a video where you aren't speaking about spirituality, you make me feel closer to it.. Genuinely wish the best for you, thank you for shining so bright and being an inspiration.
Thank you so much for sharing your story and more ❤️ love love love listening to them. l'm so lucky I didn't go to jail , I lost my mind after my oldest son died, much better now 😅
I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine.
I cant believe youre so positive. I could never pick my life up like you🥰
thats the tea sis You have more positive (strength) in you than you realize.
She's amazing right!
The comedy level in this video was 💯 and I’m living for it. 😂
The way you described solitary confinement sounds like working in an emergency department some nights with people moaning, screaming, etc. I can leave my office and go somewhere else for breaks and even then some nights it gets to me. Can’t imagine solitary.
“Some of the worst people I met where the officers”
Me: ooooooooop 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
When I was in prison there was one lady that kept pooping in the shower and stomping it down the drain. She used the same shower every time and it was so bad that maggots started infesting the drain and grout of the shower. Nobody could figure out who was doing it but that's just one of those things. You don't think people could be that disgusting but you come in contact will every type of person in there. I've got some weird stories from prison. I'm grateful for the time I spent, I learned a lot and matured alot. It changed my life for the better because all I know is that I NEVER EVER want to go back. I made some great friends in there too. Someone who saved my life in the real world after getting out.
Hey there! I am new to your channel and I gotta say...idk how I just found out about you! You're a great storyteller and very engaging and entertaining, funny as hell ha! Thanks for sharing parts of your life with us
Omg Cristina you are such an inspiration, thank you for keeping it real.
Hey Christina I just got off work (12 hour shift) so I'm gonna sit here watch ur video and drank my drink 😂🤣
When you started describing the handcuffing and the ride on the way to booking in jail is what keeps me from going back 💯
You make ME feel all hype in happy in the AM when I’m just trying to wake up and I’m feeling like ugh I️ need to get this work day over with!!! 😅 also, you’re such a badass on Spy Games last episode i was like DAMN THATS OUR CHRISTINA!!❤️❤️❤️ can’t wait for the next one, I’d love to see your family react to that episode would you think of doing that?
The way you said “naaaaaasshhhty” 🤣🤣🤣
😝🤣
I love your videos! :) Thanks for making great content; your videos are very entertaining and interesting to watch.
New subscriber here. Thank you for sharing your story. God bless you and your family ❤💐
I'm new to your channel, I'm so happy I came across it! I could listen to you talk about anything all day! Yee!
I’m watching this video with earbuds and mouthed the intro and my family looked at me like I was crazy 😂😂
Who are the 8 people that disliked this??? Who could dislike Christina's beautiful soul??
Also I think that person meant "male interactions" lol
For real! Speak up if you disliked it. Why r you even here?
Probably a CO
Allie a what
Tiff prendergast Correctional Officer
harleykiesau10 ok
I’ve seen your prison rules video come up on Facebook a few times, I just decided today to go to your channel and check it out, I’ve been binge watching your videos since then 🤣 I love your vids!! Everything you’ve said is soo accurate and I love your stories!
Christina you are awesome I love your videos my wife is getting ready to go to prison and your videos have helped me a lot thank you so much
I really hope I get to meet you one day! You are such an inspiring person and are able to put a new perspective on people who grew up in a bad neighborhood. Hopefully these videos help the people who grew up in nasty neighborhoods.
Love you Christina, you're such a lovely soul! Love watching both your channels. And you're killing it on Spy Games, anticipate every Mon night now!
Your impression of someone reading the prison handbook gave me a chuckle. Had to watch a couple times. You are so enduring, funny and adorable at the same time.
Christina lovely lady , you have grown into a respected humorous passionate human being who I adore wishing you well and all the good fortune you can stand, you reign supreme , much love girl
The way you tell your stories and how descriptive you are, I swear I was there with you and I can hear and feel it too.
You’re so genuine, and I love your smile 🥰🥰 love you !!
christina is the only person i could listen to for daysss without getting bored
About the eating disorder question: I didn’t have anorexia until I was put in a psych ward, which is basically a prison except you don’t go to trial or know when you’ll be released. I still struggle with it and PTSD because of the absolute lack of self determination and disrespect for my bodily autonomy. My eating disorder was/is the way for me to regain control. Abuse of all kinds absolutely does cause or trigger eating disorders.
Bless your sweet heart... you tearing up talking about how you wouldn't make it in prison now leaving your kids.. ugh! You had me crying! That was true real emotion from a very loving mother. ❤❤
You're a phenomenal speaker. The sound effects make it so real
You are so thoughtful and open minded I️ admire that about you☺️☺️☺️
This was so interesting! Thanks for another great video Christina!!
Anyone else been here since under 20K??? I cannot believe how much you've grown on RUclips. You deserve it so much mama. Thank you for your wonderful videos 💕
Just wonder if, when you talk about your time in prison, does it make you have feelings of PTSD? I appreciate you telling us about your time but, I wouldn’t feel right if you pushed yourself constantly to talk about your past.
JCB MaMa I wonder that as well. But I don’t think she’d do these if they affected her super negatively because of how intelligent she is and now that she loves herself. ♥️
Thats a good point for you to bring up and I'm curious too. Christina just seems like that type of person who has been through a lot of shit but is also able to acknowledge it and move past it. I could be wrong though.
I did 4 years in solitary and man the things I've heard still haunt me to this day
I would love an audio book from you!! ❤
The way you talk about sharing or wanting to help someone out that you saw needed it in prison goes to show that your loving caring heart was always there, your circumstances growing up just prevented that from blossoming and I’m sure that’s the case for so many people in jail/prison. Not making excuses, like you always say, about your choices or the choices of others that didn’t help the bad situation. But it just goes to show how much potential people have when given the right opportunities. ♥️
I admire how open you are, you really have a way of connecting and communicating with people.
btw, u are so gorgeous and I luuuv your hair!! Much luv girl ❤❤❤
You’re the reason why I get excited to wake up because you never fail to post a new video 🥺💜💜.
How do you manage to be funny and still so informative? 😂 Love you!
Your videos make my bus commute to work so much better! Thank you for answering these questions 💖
Shes so real and sweet I bet she'd make the coolest auntie ever
Great video
Man, I am addicted into your videos seriously you're such a nice person that I want to hear all day what you have to say!!! ❤️
You seem more comfortable in this video and I’m not just taking about your hair being up.. you seem very natural and at ease talking with us. Love it
Another fun fact: its really beautiful to see a person change. Just know you can see the wrong in your old self you can feel embarrassed and disgusted in that old self but just remember it may have affected that person more or less than you know. And they still have the choice to forget and forgive or remember you as old you. Its hard to be faced with but a bitter sweet reminder of where you came from. Lifes a b sometimes like that and how powerful it is to be your own judge. Im so proud of you saying sorry now im gonna try the same. And i wont even get mad at them for hating old me actions because at least i know now old me was wrong many times and i can agree with the best of em damn old me whyyyy was u so bad😂and such a terror. Thank you for setting a beautiful example!
You are an amazing storyteller