I couldn't agree more, hell, lots of places I've been in either discourages you for either expressing what has been ailing you like some of the burdens I have, but there are always so many callous and nasty people either ready to ignore what you have to say and brush it off at best or put you down to make themselves seem like a better person than you are at worse.
It’s feels like most people on the internet view everything through an ironic or angry lens. Any sincerity is viewed as cringe and anything not a meme or buzzword is viewed as yapping
I feel like it's probably people who haven't had the chance to share their own struggles, who have gotten bitter about it, and thus get triggered when someone else tries to open up. I also feel like part of them really wants to but everything in their mind just goes feral and goes nuts at themselves because it's associated with danger/fear, so they tell themselves not to join in but lash out instead. But hey, could just be projecting. I just get that feeling.
As a black nerd on the spectrum this vid hit close to home and made me feel heard. Keep your head up and I hope everyone gets through their hardships healthily.
Watching this really hit close to home as someone who grew up living on the Autism spectrum. Anytime when I had worries and would go to my parents or other family members, they shrug it off as it's not a big issue and told me not to act so stressed about it which ended up damaging me psychologically in the long run with how I expressed myself causing me to have fights and arguments with other people I don't think would have happened had I expressed myself properly about what I'm going through. Mental health is not a joke and more people need to take it seriously as you never know what someone is really going through in their lives, and this dismissive environment only adds more fuel to the fire. I can strongly relate to your experience seeing how I grew up in a similar environment, and I wish you all the best for the future man.
I relate to this so much. Especially right now having a recent issue that really dragged me down. What sucks is I pretty much never let my frustrations out because of 1. Major trust issues, 2. Those frustrations being undermined, and 3. Those in my life who encourage venting are the ones that undermine and judge the most. Moments like those give me a sense of hopelessness NGL. Hearing that someone else has experiences and difficulty handling such emotions at least helps me realize I'm not the only one like that.
I definitely appreciate this video. I typically try to stay positive for the most part, but there are many times where it can be a bit tough. I work a job in medical field which can consist of a few 12 hour shifts in a row. If these days are back to back, I have hardly anytime (if any at all) to really unwind or process what I just went through for the day. This on top of other life responsibilities or other issues I got going on can make it pretty tough to have a positive outlook. But the idea that I will eventually have my off days where I can unfold and relax is nice. Of course, the best way for me to do so is to play a super hard game or something that requires my full attention (Super C is my comfort game since it’s non-stop action and it fully absorbs me). Definitely appreciate this video, I really relate to it especially as someone who typically doesn’t talk about my mental state to anyone.
You're not alone man. Keep on keeping on! I'm working through accepting that I've never really given myself the time to rest since I finished High School all those years ago. I try to give attention to my inner child each day to heal.
I'm dealing with the death of both of my parents and cleaning out their house. Dealing with probate to try to inherit what they left behind. I deal in similar ways as you, but gotta be careful not to lose yourself in the games and still do what has to be done.
I´m seeking help too, bottling things up is the worst, especially in my case missing the people I cared the most. Is tough, only wish you the best and thanks for sharing it, much strength.
This definitely came out and around the time where I'm trying to sort myself out but still feel like I'm bottling up either grievances or anxiety. 4:28 Truer words could not have been said. 💖
I just have to say : Thank u for actually getting this off your chest! I really hate how this doesn't get talked about on social media, and it's actually discouraged. I'm feeling not the best right now, and it's 2025. 😅 l have been though the worst of it. I still don't have a job (because of this BS system), my parents are not the best support system, and l am doing my best to hold it all together. I want to keep having hope, but it is so difficult with everything being so unattainable because how society works nowadays. Even one of my friends sent me a reel about getting off my lazy ass and getting a job (l know it was a joke.) and l played it off, but then l realize it's has been 4 years , l still don't have one and l am about to reach 25, l started crying so much that l called one of my other friends and told them anything, even my intrusive thoughts! I just need a mental health day.
Honestly its good to speak how you feel and how you cope to feel trust me that takes power and your brave enough to bring this up life hits hard you are only human and every human is vulnerable your not the only guy that goes through hard times its part of life and you understanding that and reflecting on why you feel that way will give you power
One thing I’m not okay on either is that I miss my old friend from my old school. We haven’t spoken to her since my last day from old school in July 2023
RUclips recommended your video, so I checked it out. I hope you’re doing better, man. I’m glad to see you have such encouraging comments on this video. Take care!
This is a good message, you put it nice and simple, it's okay to feel that way, it's okay to talk about it, and if you bottle up all that kinda stuff, it's not gonna be any better than it was when that bottle eventually spills over. Hope things get better for ya man.
You are very brave for speaking out about this, and you're right, it's alright to not be okay, your feelings are very valid. I hope things better for ya, and if you ever need a hand, I'll listen to ya.
First of all; every single point you made here resonated so much; I really wish people would actually take the time to understand why someone is feeling the way they are instead of being dismissive of it because even though it can seemingly "toughen" someone up, there are much better ways of doing that and the end result is almost always just more confusion, at least for someone like me. On the other hand, holy crap, for a NES game the first Ninja Gaiden looks really fire, I never played any of them I might have to try it out
I've always felt like the struggle of talking about not being okay or alright is the stigma that people won't care at all, and to an extent that's true, not everyone will, but saying that no one will is neglegent, both realistically and to yourself. That's not even addressing the thoughts that people already have it bad enough without your issues added into the situation. I struggled with my own issues in middle and high school, although mostly the former. Now I can look back and assess that it could've been the lack of a friend group, possible autism and adhd, or just not being comfortable with myself. Sure I still have moments now but that doesn't mean that any other moment I 100% good or there, 'cause sometimes I just need to tune stuff out and endulge myself to feel alright. To quote an underrated and underappreciated song: "I'm not okay/But it's all gonna be alright"
Hey Magnus, thank you so much for putting yourself out there like this and giving us grown men an example to follow. I feel like I grew up in the same kind of environment that you did, where people were dismissive of my feelings. I can tell that you have grown a lot just having the language and awareness on these topics. I think that it's important to recognize that dismissiveness doesn't have to look aggressive to be invalidating ("What do you mean that you're having trouble making friends? You're a great person!) As an adult now one of my greatest struggles is going deeper into my marriage after holding on to the trust issues you were talking about, and instead leaning into my gaming habit. I think we as a culture need to be talking about this sort of thing more, and I'm glad you had the courage to bring it up. I hope that you find comfort from this hurt and have a safe place to process everything, and that you find relationships where you can go into the deeper parts without feeling judged or dismissed, but instead can feel seen and heard. Peace.
Thanks, Magnus. I get what you mean, with your emotions being dismissed cuz "your problems are small". Well, they're still problems, and often the people who tell us that shit don't really help us figure the problem out, so it just feels like an even bigger problem, yeah? And thank u especially for pointing out that self-care IS caring for others, too, because if we're tense and overwhelmed, we WILL eventually make a mistake, take it out on someone, make a bad decision, or whatever. Keep expressing yourself, bro. Your honesty is such a rare gem, especially in this format, this site, this era.
Guess this is one of those moments when we genuinely can be ourselves, without prejudice, not to say we could relate about our own personal issues. So I tip my hat to you and a strong virtual hug for sharing. You are not alone in this mate.
I'm thankfully still growing up in a loving, open and inviting enviornment. I express my worries, fears and all that whenever I can, and 9 times out of 10 I am met with support, something I'm incredibly grateful for. In the span of the first month of this year, I had lost an old friend I haven't spoken to in years to suicide, I've been involved in drama in multiple friend groups that I didn't want to be a part of, and I've been feeling less and less wanted in my IRL friend group because of how much insult humor they use. And despite that? I'm hanging in there. Because I've talked about this stuff many times to many different people, and I've been supported in ways I can't be thankful for enough. I'll tell my IRL friends about how I feel too. I know I'll be okay.
I feel you on this, I came up like that too. Family telling you, you don’t have anything to be stressed about or you’re not depressed it’s in your head so you bottle all the shit up. I think it really did affect my adult years I’m 27 now.
I’m going through… basically not having access to my creativity for medical reasons, and that also extends to enjoying music and video games way less. I’m trying to just hold on until things just get to a normal point again. Until then i’m perpetually frustrated, but trying what i can, which isn’t much.
*passes the E-Tank* I'm just glad you're alive and well. I was worried about your possible proximity to recent events, along with a number of friends and channels I know. And yeah, sometimes you just gotta hit the break stage. I had to do that no so long ago and, to put it bluntly: Bad times don't last, but badasses do.
I hope you come through and figure your stuff. If it won’t kill you it’ll be a learning opportunity for the future. To everyone reading this, I hope you heal and overcome the things you swore to tell no one about. I’m (through sheer delusion and denial ) holding out hope I do.
I learned that the hard way to the point back at high school i had an emotional breakdown in the school after going through alot of things like my family being taken away from me and my mom abandoning me and my sister going through depression as i could not do anything about it i eventually broke and later on life after prevented a sucide i learned i could use my past to help heal others its good remind people to not bottle up there feelings let it out your not alone
My favorite hip hop artist Chino XL committed suicide back in July of last year.. He had been suffering from life long depression and had been diagnosed with congestive heart failure and stage four prostate cancer and having to deal with the prolonged backlash of his beef with Tupac Shakur. He would often make posts on his social media that were indicative of depression, but I never thought that he would actually do it. Then, if that were not bad enough, my second favorite hip hop artist, Holocaust/Warcloud of Wu Tang West Coast Killa Bees died in police custody back in December of last year, cause is currently unknown, but being that he was a black person with drug addiction and being a diagnosed schizophrenic, we all know how police handle black men with mental health issues. Appreciate you letting off some steam like this and letting us know that it is okay to do the same. Do not know why there is such a stigma surrounding mental health, especially in the black community.
I just wanna say, Im glad you were able to come on here and vent and watching you has been the best so I just wanna say whatever you're going through, make sure you take care of yourself and if you ever need to again come back here and vent, ill be here to listen and hear what you gotta say
I get that I really do I'm still struggling man and recently its getting to me hard to the point I'm starting to not care about anything anymore, don't really feel people cares eithers like u say they just dismiss everything im dealing with anyways I appreciate u sharing that hope ur doing ok well honestly I hope anyone dealing with that kinda crap doing better
Know whatever it is you're going through, you ain't alone. Know that I certainly get what it was like to struggle with expressing yourself, as while my mom did help a lot in getting the right help through school and down time, it's something that still has to be actively worked at. As for a bit of getting something off my chest: I've been confronting with an addiction that has essentially haunted me and my brother for many years, thanks to what my dad did. Won't get into the details here, but all you need to know is it's finally on the way out.
Thank you for being honest and willing enough to share this! I wanted to share with you the following thoughts on response: 1) Some of the feelings that you shared? I've felt the exact same way at times, and I have responded in some of the same ways: going into one of my hobbies to try to distract myself. 2) You rock! 3) Wow, in six minutes, you're already up to Act 4 of Ninja Gaiden? That's impressive! 4) Once again, you rock! Never forget this!
I hope you find some way to get things off your chest, maybe some kind of professional help if you feel you can't trust personal connections with it, even just writing things down to get them out of your head perhaps. But I don't think anything beats being heard and seen (and supported/accepted) by another human, just the acknowledgement of the 'human struggle'. Best of strength and luck and I hope you find relief soon dude. I don't know you and you don't know me but if you know the dark sides of life itself, you can definitely relate or acknowledge the weight of what someone is going through.
Yeah, kinda know what your saying, i searching for help now but even that i don't fell is gonna make a difference because in my case i am the one who need to change
Whatever's going on, I'll be keeping you guys in my prayers. There's a reason I find Proverbs 3:5-6 a necessary instruction for myself. I'm never strong enough to handle anything myself, and I'd never have gotten where I'm at right now if I didn't have God to help me through any of it. He didn't take away my suffering - He used it to make me stronger and more resilient to suffering. With the lessons I learn from those sufferings and the strength God provides, I can do things that I thought I'd never be capable of years ago. Don't be afraid to come to God with your concerns and problems.
Earned a good break Magnus. Internet gets pokey, so distancing from it is an extra bonus to focus the self. 💙 Expressing self is vital. As is acknowledging struggle or challenge, a trick i do see the positives in having self doubt or taking something new, even the stuff that's easy take step back to know it's impact. Perfectionism is rough even when expectations are there, it's best remember be human and self improvement is a process not the end goal. Side note, Ninja Gaiden 2 Black is out. High recommend or least a game pass month your own time Magnus
This is kinda related I guess, but it has worried me for a little bit, more so today. I've had this spot on my thumb for probably a week now, maybe a little over. At first I thought it was blood, but it hasn't gone away, so today I started to worry if it's a mole or something, I've been very worried about existential dread and thus cancer has been on my mind for the past week or so. I asked my Mum about it. And while I love her with all my heart, she just instantly said it's a blood blister. To be fair, she's probably right, but she seemed to get annoyed thinking I was looking this stuff up and worrying myself. To be honest I get where she's coming from, even when I thought I saw a sign of cancer, I was frozen and didn't want to see anyone about it worrying how my life would change, I get it feels more comfortable to wait it out, but it's weird this one time had me go through a different reaction, I wanted to get something done about it because it wasn't just a single moment of shock, this had built up. I am gonna see what happens but still, it was good to kinda get this off my chest.
Well fuck man, for saying that you cant really process these things, this video is sure of the opposite. Shits fucked rn, we only have each other (friends family psrtners etc.) and best we can do for each other is build support, be that emotionally or financially. Doing this vid is great, but also playing near perfect ninja gaiden while doing this is fucking crazy, god damn.
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Don't know why social media outright discourages saying stuff like this.
I couldn't agree more, hell, lots of places I've been in either discourages you for either expressing what has been ailing you like some of the burdens I have, but there are always so many callous and nasty people either ready to ignore what you have to say and brush it off at best or put you down to make themselves seem like a better person than you are at worse.
It’s feels like most people on the internet view everything through an ironic or angry lens. Any sincerity is viewed as cringe and anything not a meme or buzzword is viewed as yapping
@@NinjaRabbit29 pretty messed up if you ask me.
I feel like it's probably people who haven't had the chance to share their own struggles, who have gotten bitter about it, and thus get triggered when someone else tries to open up. I also feel like part of them really wants to but everything in their mind just goes feral and goes nuts at themselves because it's associated with danger/fear, so they tell themselves not to join in but lash out instead. But hey, could just be projecting. I just get that feeling.
You are not alone, and neither is anyone else who sees this.
Wait ghosts are real????
As a black nerd on the spectrum this vid hit close to home and made me feel heard. Keep your head up and I hope everyone gets through their hardships healthily.
It's definitely okay to not be okay. It's always good to open up to people when you're able. I'm always here for a chat when needed.
Thanks, bud!
Watching this really hit close to home as someone who grew up living on the Autism spectrum. Anytime when I had worries and would go to my parents or other family members, they shrug it off as it's not a big issue and told me not to act so stressed about it which ended up damaging me psychologically in the long run with how I expressed myself causing me to have fights and arguments with other people I don't think would have happened had I expressed myself properly about what I'm going through.
Mental health is not a joke and more people need to take it seriously as you never know what someone is really going through in their lives, and this dismissive environment only adds more fuel to the fire. I can strongly relate to your experience seeing how I grew up in a similar environment, and I wish you all the best for the future man.
I relate to this so much. Especially right now having a recent issue that really dragged me down. What sucks is I pretty much never let my frustrations out because of 1. Major trust issues, 2. Those frustrations being undermined, and 3. Those in my life who encourage venting are the ones that undermine and judge the most. Moments like those give me a sense of hopelessness NGL.
Hearing that someone else has experiences and difficulty handling such emotions at least helps me realize I'm not the only one like that.
I definitely appreciate this video. I typically try to stay positive for the most part, but there are many times where it can be a bit tough. I work a job in medical field which can consist of a few 12 hour shifts in a row. If these days are back to back, I have hardly anytime (if any at all) to really unwind or process what I just went through for the day. This on top of other life responsibilities or other issues I got going on can make it pretty tough to have a positive outlook.
But the idea that I will eventually have my off days where I can unfold and relax is nice. Of course, the best way for me to do so is to play a super hard game or something that requires my full attention (Super C is my comfort game since it’s non-stop action and it fully absorbs me). Definitely appreciate this video, I really relate to it especially as someone who typically doesn’t talk about my mental state to anyone.
This is exactly the way people should express their troubles on the internet.
You're not alone man. Keep on keeping on! I'm working through accepting that I've never really given myself the time to rest since I finished High School all those years ago. I try to give attention to my inner child each day to heal.
I'm dealing with the death of both of my parents and cleaning out their house. Dealing with probate to try to inherit what they left behind. I deal in similar ways as you, but gotta be careful not to lose yourself in the games and still do what has to be done.
Good luck with that, man. That must be incredibly difficult to navigate, especially with the emotional burden the death of a close one leaves behind.
My sincerest condolences. I do hope you make it through this on the other side better and more at peace.
Agreed with everything said. It's fine to have some more downer moments and to take some time for yourself... it's just part of the human nature.
I´m seeking help too, bottling things up is the worst, especially in my case missing the people I cared the most. Is tough, only wish you the best and thanks for sharing it, much strength.
This definitely came out and around the time where I'm trying to sort myself out but still feel like I'm bottling up either grievances or anxiety. 4:28 Truer words could not have been said. 💖
You are a megaman fan thats badass man you see the art for what it is you enjoy it. Keep living everyday to your fullest enjoy man its a wild ride
I just have to say : Thank u for actually getting this off your chest! I really hate how this doesn't get talked about on social media, and it's actually discouraged. I'm feeling not the best right now, and it's 2025. 😅 l have been though the worst of it. I still don't have a job (because of this BS system), my parents are not the best support system, and l am doing my best to hold it all together. I want to keep having hope, but it is so difficult with everything being so unattainable because how society works nowadays. Even one of my friends sent me a reel about getting off my lazy ass and getting a job (l know it was a joke.) and l played it off, but then l realize it's has been 4 years , l still don't have one and l am about to reach 25, l started crying so much that l called one of my other friends and told them anything, even my intrusive thoughts! I just need a mental health day.
Honestly its good to speak how you feel and how you cope to feel trust me that takes power and your brave enough to bring this up life hits hard you are only human and every human is vulnerable your not the only guy that goes through hard times its part of life and you understanding that and reflecting on why you feel that way will give you power
One thing I’m not okay on either is that I miss my old friend from my old school.
We haven’t spoken to her since my last day from old school in July 2023
People after school often just switch places and move on completely, it's very rare if people stay in contact.
RUclips recommended your video, so I checked it out. I hope you’re doing better, man. I’m glad to see you have such encouraging comments on this video. Take care!
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This is a good message, you put it nice and simple, it's okay to feel that way, it's okay to talk about it, and if you bottle up all that kinda stuff, it's not gonna be any better than it was when that bottle eventually spills over. Hope things get better for ya man.
Found you from my love of zx from childhood.
I adore your existence and hope for positivity in your future
You are very brave for speaking out about this, and you're right, it's alright to not be okay, your feelings are very valid. I hope things better for ya, and if you ever need a hand, I'll listen to ya.
I pray you find peace in whatever troubles you. Stay golden, Magnus
First of all; every single point you made here resonated so much; I really wish people would actually take the time to understand why someone is feeling the way they are instead of being dismissive of it because even though it can seemingly "toughen" someone up, there are much better ways of doing that and the end result is almost always just more confusion, at least for someone like me.
On the other hand, holy crap, for a NES game the first Ninja Gaiden looks really fire, I never played any of them I might have to try it out
I've always felt like the struggle of talking about not being okay or alright is the stigma that people won't care at all, and to an extent that's true, not everyone will, but saying that no one will is neglegent, both realistically and to yourself. That's not even addressing the thoughts that people already have it bad enough without your issues added into the situation.
I struggled with my own issues in middle and high school, although mostly the former. Now I can look back and assess that it could've been the lack of a friend group, possible autism and adhd, or just not being comfortable with myself. Sure I still have moments now but that doesn't mean that any other moment I 100% good or there, 'cause sometimes I just need to tune stuff out and endulge myself to feel alright.
To quote an underrated and underappreciated song: "I'm not okay/But it's all gonna be alright"
Hey Magnus, thank you so much for putting yourself out there like this and giving us grown men an example to follow. I feel like I grew up in the same kind of environment that you did, where people were dismissive of my feelings. I can tell that you have grown a lot just having the language and awareness on these topics. I think that it's important to recognize that dismissiveness doesn't have to look aggressive to be invalidating ("What do you mean that you're having trouble making friends? You're a great person!) As an adult now one of my greatest struggles is going deeper into my marriage after holding on to the trust issues you were talking about, and instead leaning into my gaming habit.
I think we as a culture need to be talking about this sort of thing more, and I'm glad you had the courage to bring it up. I hope that you find comfort from this hurt and have a safe place to process everything, and that you find relationships where you can go into the deeper parts without feeling judged or dismissed, but instead can feel seen and heard.
Peace.
Thanks, Magnus.
I get what you mean, with your emotions being dismissed cuz "your problems are small".
Well, they're still problems, and often the people who tell us that shit don't really help us figure the problem out, so it just feels like an even bigger problem, yeah?
And thank u especially for pointing out that self-care IS caring for others, too, because if we're tense and overwhelmed, we WILL eventually make a mistake, take it out on someone, make a bad decision, or whatever.
Keep expressing yourself, bro. Your honesty is such a rare gem, especially in this format, this site, this era.
Guess this is one of those moments when we genuinely can be ourselves, without prejudice, not to say we could relate about our own personal issues.
So I tip my hat to you and a strong virtual hug for sharing. You are not alone in this mate.
I'm thankfully still growing up in a loving, open and inviting enviornment. I express my worries, fears and all that whenever I can, and 9 times out of 10 I am met with support, something I'm incredibly grateful for.
In the span of the first month of this year, I had lost an old friend I haven't spoken to in years to suicide, I've been involved in drama in multiple friend groups that I didn't want to be a part of, and I've been feeling less and less wanted in my IRL friend group because of how much insult humor they use.
And despite that? I'm hanging in there. Because I've talked about this stuff many times to many different people, and I've been supported in ways I can't be thankful for enough. I'll tell my IRL friends about how I feel too. I know I'll be okay.
I feel you on this, I came up like that too. Family telling you, you don’t have anything to be stressed about or you’re not depressed it’s in your head so you bottle all the shit up. I think it really did affect my adult years I’m 27 now.
I’m going through… basically not having access to my creativity for medical reasons, and that also extends to enjoying music and video games way less.
I’m trying to just hold on until things just get to a normal point again. Until then i’m perpetually frustrated, but trying what i can, which isn’t much.
*passes the E-Tank*
I'm just glad you're alive and well. I was worried about your possible proximity to recent events, along with a number of friends and channels I know. And yeah, sometimes you just gotta hit the break stage. I had to do that no so long ago and, to put it bluntly: Bad times don't last, but badasses do.
Best wishes to you man. Hope things look up for you
Take care, bro 🙏🏻. Hope you get the support you deserve
I hope you come through and figure your stuff. If it won’t kill you it’ll be a learning opportunity for the future. To everyone reading this, I hope you heal and overcome the things you swore to tell no one about. I’m (through sheer delusion and denial ) holding out hope I do.
Take care of yourself, my good man. Hope things get better
I learned that the hard way to the point back at high school i had an emotional breakdown in the school after going through alot of things like my family being taken away from me and my mom abandoning me and my sister going through depression as i could not do anything about it i eventually broke and later on life after prevented a sucide i learned i could use my past to help heal others its good remind people to not bottle up there feelings let it out your not alone
good timing. i kinda needed to be reminded that i'm not alone... and neither are you. i wish you the best.
We got you buddy! Thank you for sharing! Stay strong! I love your content thank you I finish megaman x 1
My favorite hip hop artist Chino XL committed suicide back in July of last year.. He had been suffering from life long depression and had been diagnosed with congestive heart failure and stage four prostate cancer and having to deal with the prolonged backlash of his beef with Tupac Shakur. He would often make posts on his social media that were indicative of depression, but I never thought that he would actually do it. Then, if that were not bad enough, my second favorite hip hop artist, Holocaust/Warcloud of Wu Tang West Coast Killa Bees died in police custody back in December of last year, cause is currently unknown, but being that he was a black person with drug addiction and being a diagnosed schizophrenic, we all know how police handle black men with mental health issues. Appreciate you letting off some steam like this and letting us know that it is okay to do the same. Do not know why there is such a stigma surrounding mental health, especially in the black community.
Thanks for the reminder!
I just wanna say, Im glad you were able to come on here and vent and watching you has been the best so I just wanna say whatever you're going through, make sure you take care of yourself and if you ever need to again come back here and vent, ill be here to listen and hear what you gotta say
I get that I really do I'm still struggling man and recently its getting to me hard to the point I'm starting to not care about anything anymore, don't really feel people cares eithers like u say they just dismiss everything im dealing with anyways I appreciate u sharing that hope ur doing ok well honestly I hope anyone dealing with that kinda crap doing better
Know whatever it is you're going through, you ain't alone. Know that I certainly get what it was like to struggle with expressing yourself, as while my mom did help a lot in getting the right help through school and down time, it's something that still has to be actively worked at.
As for a bit of getting something off my chest:
I've been confronting with an addiction that has essentially haunted me and my brother for many years, thanks to what my dad did. Won't get into the details here, but all you need to know is it's finally on the way out.
Great choice of game, man. I hope you keep pushing 👍
Thank you for being honest and willing enough to share this! I wanted to share with you the following thoughts on response:
1) Some of the feelings that you shared? I've felt the exact same way at times, and I have responded in some of the same ways: going into one of my hobbies to try to distract myself.
2) You rock!
3) Wow, in six minutes, you're already up to Act 4 of Ninja Gaiden? That's impressive!
4) Once again, you rock! Never forget this!
I feel you man.
I'm not okay either
Haven't been for a long time
Here's hoping things get better for all of us
I hope you find some way to get things off your chest, maybe some kind of professional help if you feel you can't trust personal connections with it, even just writing things down to get them out of your head perhaps. But I don't think anything beats being heard and seen (and supported/accepted) by another human, just the acknowledgement of the 'human struggle'. Best of strength and luck and I hope you find relief soon dude. I don't know you and you don't know me but if you know the dark sides of life itself, you can definitely relate or acknowledge the weight of what someone is going through.
Yeah, kinda know what your saying, i searching for help now but even that i don't fell is gonna make a difference because in my case i am the one who need to change
THAT THUMB AND TITLE REALLY HURTED MY HEART, I GOT REALLY SCARED BRO.
Whatever's going on, I'll be keeping you guys in my prayers.
There's a reason I find Proverbs 3:5-6 a necessary instruction for myself. I'm never strong enough to handle anything myself, and I'd never have gotten where I'm at right now if I didn't have God to help me through any of it. He didn't take away my suffering - He used it to make me stronger and more resilient to suffering. With the lessons I learn from those sufferings and the strength God provides, I can do things that I thought I'd never be capable of years ago. Don't be afraid to come to God with your concerns and problems.
Bro take care of your mental state it gets harder life not that easy Bob. Great playthrou men 👏 👌 👍
Earned a good break Magnus. Internet gets pokey, so distancing from it is an extra bonus to focus the self. 💙
Expressing self is vital. As is acknowledging struggle or challenge, a trick i do see the positives in having self doubt or taking something new, even the stuff that's easy take step back to know it's impact. Perfectionism is rough even when expectations are there, it's best remember be human and self improvement is a process not the end goal.
Side note, Ninja Gaiden 2 Black is out. High recommend or least a game pass month your own time Magnus
This is kinda related I guess, but it has worried me for a little bit, more so today.
I've had this spot on my thumb for probably a week now, maybe a little over. At first I thought it was blood, but it hasn't gone away, so today I started to worry if it's a mole or something, I've been very worried about existential dread and thus cancer has been on my mind for the past week or so. I asked my Mum about it. And while I love her with all my heart, she just instantly said it's a blood blister. To be fair, she's probably right, but she seemed to get annoyed thinking I was looking this stuff up and worrying myself. To be honest I get where she's coming from, even when I thought I saw a sign of cancer, I was frozen and didn't want to see anyone about it worrying how my life would change, I get it feels more comfortable to wait it out, but it's weird this one time had me go through a different reaction, I wanted to get something done about it because it wasn't just a single moment of shock, this had built up.
I am gonna see what happens but still, it was good to kinda get this off my chest.
I'm not ok aswell, working my butt off turned me into a caffeinated zombie. Need rest, trying to get more sleep and have some fun after work.
Well fuck man, for saying that you cant really process these things, this video is sure of the opposite.
Shits fucked rn, we only have each other (friends family psrtners etc.) and best we can do for each other is build support, be that emotionally or financially.
Doing this vid is great, but also playing near perfect ninja gaiden while doing this is fucking crazy, god damn.
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I think thats hard to publish this kind of video from this personality
Villain Arc?
magnus EVIL