My Cancer Is Showing No Signs Of Stopping! I'm Struggling Now :(
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- Опубликовано: 21 мар 2018
- This Cancer Is Showing No Signs Of Stopping!
I am incredibly sick now from this, I am having a lot of troubles related to it all now and seems I have 12 - 13 palpable lumps above 1 - 2 cm which is crazy! I am seriously struggling today :(
I have a Go Fund Me setup if you would like to support me get research done into this and pass on tissue samples in the hope we find a way to treat this.
www.gofundme.com/peeweetoms
Or PayPal is info@peeweetoms.co.uk
Find out more about the building of the community support hub and web portal for support so we can all support each other.
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Don't Give In! Don't Give Up!
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My Deets
You can find out loads about cancer, my journey and the things that have caused me issues on the link below to my blog.
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If need help from like minded individuals and want to get support head over to this link and check out what is going on :)
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Who Am I!
Name: PeeWeeToms (Dan Thomas)
Job: Software Developer
Age: 32 Home: England!
Diagnosis: Sarcomatoid Carcinoma (peeweetoms.com/glossary/sarco...)
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It’s 2023 almost 2024 who all still watches Dan you are missed!🙏🏽💙
I'm revisiting Dan's videos in February of 2020. We're going on two years since Dan left us. Dan said "I can't help if I'm dead". I must take issue with that statement. Dan, you are indeed still helping all who watch. Missing you, dear heart. Ta ta, buh bye for now.
I know you've passed away and while I'd like to think you can hear all of us somehow, I'm saying this in hopes that your loved ones can. My heart shatters watching your videos. You, were an incredible human being and you deserved so much more in life. The strength you showed is breathtaking and admirable. You must have been numb in some ways yet you were still able to be vulnerable and focused. I'm so sorry modern medicine wasn't advanced enough to save you. I know for sure that I'll never forget you. I'll always find myself randomly watching one of your videos and saying a prayer for you and your family. Thank you for all the blessings you bestowed on us.
I know this is old but I just came upon it. What an incredible human being. My god I wish the outcome were different. But he is amazing
An entire family of 12 saw this video today in Portugal. Everybody is sending their best wishes. Be strong!!!
PopcornManiac2, I am from Portugal. I am were also. 🇵🇹☹️
bravest guy ive come across in my life
It is horrible to hear you in pain Dan. You are so loved by anyone of us. I know It is not enough.
We love you so much Dan. I would do anything to heal you. Anything.
Every word that comes from your mouth is breathing life into someone ready to give up. Please don't forget that. Love and light to you Dan xo
My heart is breaking for you.. sitting here in tears. You're a beautiful man.
7 days Daniel...7 days. Rest my boy it doesn't mean your giving up. We will begin again and get life started over in just 7 short days. We love you.
To write “absolutely heartbreaking” is an understatement. We as listeners feel helpless. All we can do is sit by and listen. Good thoughts and prayers for you. Hate ur going through this.
Dear Angels,
Please wrap your arms around Dan who is hurting today,
Let him feel how much you love and care for him.
Please bring comfort, healing, strength and peace to him. x
🥺❤️
Okay! Lolz! Right! I have written a post on my blog peeweetoms.com/2018/03/22/the-common-misconceptions/ as some people still don't know what is type my cancer is or what I do this vlog for, so please check it out. Also if you want to stay informed while I am having surgery follow me in instagram instagram.com/peeweetoms
PeeWeeToms Hey Dan! What do you call a gull that flies over a bay? A baygull!
I'll leave now...
Everyone has their choice... Sorry I got involved, good luck with your journey.
Ur my hero and the reason I got out of bed today. Haven’t been out of bed in week cause of chronic fatigue but because I see u up and dressed I did to. Thank you Dan and Thank you for sharing ur journey. Love from Florida USA
There’s nothing more lonely than living in the world of “this is unique, we don’t know what to do, we can’t answer that question I’m sorry”. I feel for you, I really do, because I can see how much you just want to have a life and a fun one at that and that isn’t too much to ask for. Thinking of you x
RIP Dan. You have opened my eyes to how precious life is and not to take it for granted. You were so strong till the end. You are missed.
I'm not giving up on you, still praying for Dan.
Dan I’m so sorry to hear this. My thoughts & prayers are with you. 💞
You are so lovely. Life is difficult. This will happen to all of us, in one way or another, sooner or later. Very hard.
Saint Dan. That’s how I’ll always remember him.
Dan you talk about wanting to do more but can we just take a second to appreciate how much you have actually done in a short space of time... You've raised awareness not only of this rare cancers but also exposed the difficulties you have faced with charity support, lack of specialist knowledge and lack of general awareness within health care regarding this rare cancer. By exposing all this you've already made it a little easier for the next person that goes through this. Be very proud of yourself. I hope you get your surgery very soon so that you can feel better and I can continue to watch you conquer this xx
Your hashtag is so true; DON'T give in, DON'T give up. Sending lots of love. You are a fighter! xoxo
Oh man, this is so heartbreaking 🙊😟... I wish you a better day tomorrow🙂🙏
We are your extended RUclips family Dan. Here to listen and offer our love and support. Got my arms around ya giving you a mahooooosive hug. Xxxxx
Heartbreaking viewing, sending all my love and positive thoughts ❤️
The rarest of rare Cancer always seems to get lost in the midst of other forms of this disease, known as Cancer. My daughter had to have a double mastectomy in 2016. She is young and vibrant and also an E.R. nurse. Being a patient opened her eyes to the endless pain, radiation therapy, surgeries and still living with the fear it will come back with a vengeance. You'd think that some doctors would see your cancer as an opportunity to jump in and help understand what this type is all about. It's frustrating as Hell. I'm sorry you're in pain and so sick. You can't be chipper all the time.
Take care of you and know we are all here for you. Love to you ❤🌠
Ooh Daniel. My heart is aching I know that you have passed away and this is the first time I've seen your videos
Everything will be okay man you’ve been trying your best please continue to be happy I wish you all the best!
Dan ... i can't imagine how you are feeling. Please know i think about you often throughout the day and i am sending you strength.
Counting down the days til the 28th, both my brothers were born March 28th, both died as young men, and I want to rejoice this 28th with all those frigging tumors gone with good surgeons who get clean margins. You hang in there Dan...here's the daily hug, you hang tough hear me!?! Love from the old lady in Tx.Hunter
I just wanted too give him a massive hug 🤗 x
So so sorry Dan that things are so bad for you at the moment.
Don’t ever apologise for words of truth.
The truth is the only way you can get your story across and that’s why we are all here listening to you.
We love you 😘
Don't be sorry for waffling. I'm glad that you have us to talk to 💕 you are a really funny guy and in between my tears, you're making me laugh. I wish we were friends xxx
Whichever god up there and is watching now, please bless this man with good health. He deserves to be well again. It hurts to watch and listen to him talk abt his situation. Please help him.
It is hard to find words to show you support... It is hard to understand and feel your physical pain. It's difficult to explain how I (we) would like to share and relieve the pain from people suffering from any type of cancer.
Best wishes for you ❤❤❤❤❤
Prayers are with you. Please keep your head up. Your an amazing person.
Dan, I'm so sorry you're going thru this. If all our hopes and prayers could heal you, cancer would be long gone. Hang in there buddy! If I can help find a doctor in the states, let me know!
I’m sorry about the pain. cancer is ruthless. I’m proud of you. I love “Don’t give in, Don’t give up”.
I am very sad for you. You are so brave. All I can say is my thoughts and prayers are with you all the time.
You don"t waffle Dan, you speak your truth and I for one love to listen ... with you all the way. Love Thoughts Prayers as always.
Just wish I could make the pain stop lovely man. 💔
"OK" is so more than okay.
We are rooting for you Dan! Keep your chin up! You're an inspiration.
Dan, you're so adorable! I wish so badly that you could be as healthy as you are handsome. Prayers for you.
I wish I could send you healing. You're one cool dude. Don't give up and here's to a successful surgery!!! Augusta GA USA
So raw. Love you Dan.
I have seen so many of your videos Dan. I found you AFTER you passed. I also had cancer, but they got it in time. I miss you Dan
I have no words... I just wish I could swing a magic wond and take away all the cancer and pain. Praying for you❤️
Remember what I said... you are an inspiration and sooooo strong, so loved and so awesome xx
You waffle as much as you like, we will all carry on being here for you. ❤️❤️
What a guy...
Can't imagine how hard this must've been for him and his family. So brave and watching him makes me think... you have to cherish every single moment
Never stop believing you can beat this! Thoughts and prayers for the surgery and for you to be pain free as soon as possible! Rooting for you from the States!!
And here I am complaining about my toothache...
Love & many prayers Dan!
Praying for you.Its OK to say how you feel so don't apologize. .You should never have to feel alone with all of these people tuning in and showing much love.Hugs to you ,we here care.
My heart hurts for you. Please know people are praying for strength and comfort. I am mom of 4 sons and I just want to give you a hug! I am following you on Instagram now.
Dan you're incredibly strong and I'm so amazed. I'm praying for you still. #TeamDan 👍♥️💪🙋♀️
I can’t believe how aggressive and absolutely horrifying this cancer is. Yes, all cancer is horrible but my God, you cannot get a break. I am still praying and hoping...and there needs to be more research!! You are helping shed light on this. All my love, Tom...I am here for the long haul. I wish there was more I could do. ❤️
I'll keep you and your family in my prayers and lighting a few candles when I go to church.
I am thinking of you Dan. Every day. I wish I could do more. You are such a wonderful soul.
I hear you when you say that you want to beat it and I believe you will. I just believe you will because i see the fight in you. I could never pretend that I know what you are truly going through and there’s no words but I believe you. I’m here for your fight. And I want to be here to hear you’ve gone in remission.
I gave you a like on this video .... but I don’t “like” the fact that you are so unwell today. Thanks for the updates and for being so real and transparent. You definitely have the right mindset & attitude dealing with this cancer. Praying for you !
julia chatwell .... I agree, but don't worry about the thumbs down all it does is get the video more attention rather than not liking 😂 I checked , so trolls can swivel
Watched this guy must say what a soilder even when he was low he still made videos kept ever one informed you are amazing person RIP
You're so brave. Always thinking of you.
Much love Dan and God bless you ❤️
Sending massive hugs to you Dan. Do not go gently into the dark night; fight, fight, fight! And you certainly are a fighter. Kia kaha. x
I miss u already my friend
I hope you get the surgery done soon and that you can start to feel better from it. Please grab your closest loved one and give them a huge hug :-)
Thank you for sharing with all of us..I cannot imagine but please know we are all praying hard for you! God is good!😀💙
Keep fighting Dan, you deserve to get through this
Praying for you. Please keep talking to us. We are all here to listen and to let you know we love you. I believe in miracles , I do. Take care Dan. ❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏☘️❤️
I have just found this channel .What a brave man he was .All he went through .I wish they could have cured him so sad for his wife and family .At least he is at peace now
Aww Dan my heart feels so heavy for you right now we all want to see you getting better don't give in don't give up chin up and lots of love praying for you xxx
I dont know what to say because words could not say who iam feeling now in this moment. The tears come. I hope the best for you and i pray for you since i saw this video. I wish you could live your old life , but dont give up.. fight until the end, you are the winner!!
You are strong.. Prayers are lifted...Thank you for sharing your story..😘
You are so right about being a fighter. You are strong as hell and tough as nails. I'll be interested in reading whatever research you get published too!
I'm so mad that you're sick. That there's not something yet to help you. Read these comments, look at the community of love and caring you have built. You are an amazing human. I hope all of our love, prayers and good wishes can sustain you till surgery. Stay strong Dan, fight with all you've got, we love and adore you 💙
Please tell me that you still believe in yourself.That won't gonna kill you!Please believe it.I pray for you and I wish youd never had that trouble.You are a hero❤You'll beat the beast❤
As awful as you knew he was feeling, he still manages a silly joke and was able to laugh at his own goofy joke. Dan was incredibliy strong and brave.
Just remember, during times like these, live one moment at a time.
I know you feel a million miles away from your own life. I've been there, too. And, I am sending you love, best of thoughts, some strength and peace for you. You take care of yourself now. I'm praying for you!
All the best to you, Claire and your family ❤
PurpleBee thank you :)
Guess what Dan. You are only human. You are allowed to have these feelings. In my book, you have done an amazing job keep a good front. It does suck when the cancer you are fighting is so rare. My dad was in that same boat. You are quite the cancer warrior. Love and Hugs
Keep strong darl, I too live with chronic pain every day, not nice
Sending lots of love and prayers xxx🙏🏼
Sometimes there are no words...instead sending you a big hug Daniel. Hope you will feel better come the morning. I am truly sorry you aren't feeling well.💛💛💛💛
Unfortunately with a lot of cancers there is nothing that Dr.s can do.😢 And while Certain cancers are worse than others and everyone with terminal cancer comes to a place in which there are no more treatment options. This is why its so important for research to be done. I can't even imagine being told there are no more options... Love your channel so much.
Sometimes words can convey depths of anguish and pain other times not so much but....you do a pretty damn good job. This is a real side to life most people don’t wanna see. Good on you mate...you are creating a blueprint of your journey for others in life to see. Maybe someone, somewhere won’t feel so alone or afraid because of what you are sharing now. That’s not giving in it’s just real frickin living. We only have today and you are using this moment in time to connect with others who eventually will be on a similar journey. Life is a story. Death is not the end of your story.
I think you’re fantastic! My mum is in her last stages of cervical cancer. Your optimism and bravery gives me strength to help my mum. Let’s carry on the good fight x
I feel like poo also. Thank you Dan for putting up the video. I don't feel so alone.
You are certainly not alone at all :)
I'm sorry you're in so much pain, that really sucks to hear. :-( you're such a strong man, honestly, you are! God bless you. xx
God Bless you my friend🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I understand and Praying for you. God be with you🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
No giving in and no giving up smile😃💜
I really don't know what to say . I care for you and I hope you feel better with the surgery. Really heart breaking to hear your pain is bad and you are having a rough day. Hugs
So sorry that you have this nasty illness. Surely, the doctors can give you something to ease the pain and discomfort. Don’t lose heart. I was so ill in 2016, I didn’t think I would survive a weekend. I wrote farewell letters to my friends. Nothing in life is predictable. You have your younger years on your side. It’s good that you are doing the blogs. Sharing your thoughts with a lot of people. We are all listening and sending you positive thoughts. God Bless you, Daniel.
So many of us miss you . Rip Dan thank you for inspiring me to live . Much love and respect .
Waffle all you want. I love listening to you. You're so genuine and real. I'm so sad that you're suffering so badly. It hurts my heart! It's a very helpless feeling, to feel so helpless to do something for you. So I'll pray. I don't know if you're religious, but I'll pray for you. 💓
You are everyone's hero. Sorry you lost your battle. You fought so hard. I'm addicted to your videos. Rip wonderful Angel 💖
Gosh, i dont know you personally but I LOVE YOU and I care about you. Keep on fighting ❤️ i know you can make it!!! 💪🏼
Hold on, brother, you got it.
I’m so sorry that you’re going through this, I really feel for you! I pray you start to feel better today 🙏🏻❤️
Love you sweet man, your still alive and we are here with you. Live in the moment Dan. Im so sorry that your pain level is high. God Bless you !!!
Hi Dan...many moons ago when I was in grade 3/4, the teacher posted all these inspirational posters around the classroom for us. This one was very inspirational to me & I've never forgotten it. I am not sending it to you as a sad statement but rather an inspirational one. I believe in my heart of hearts that you will beat this thing, & I just wanted to share this poem with you, composed by Langston Hughes. "Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die Life is a broken-winged bird That cannot fly. Hold fast to dreams For when dreams go Life is a barren field Frozen with snow" I have confidence in your strength & determination.
Oh yeah....a horse walks into a bar. Bartender looks at him & says "why the long face?"